The Fogginess & Unknown Of Now

by Kasha Rokshana

We’ve had many beautiful, sunny, warm, and clear days here in Portugal all winter long. We’ve not been experiencing the amount of rain that the land needs, though. I’ve felt quite nourished by the sun codes but also the relief of the rain codes that offer much permission to stay indoors, warm and cozy, while the storm moves through and the thirsty land starts getting its fill.

The fog here, though, is like nothing else I’ve ever experienced. In this land that feels so Divinely maternal, so motherly, and so Magdalene too, I feel embraced by the fog even though it makes it impossible to see very far ahead. The mystical quality speaks to my Mystic within and feels familiar.

This fog this morning represents so much to me at this time… what is still working towards clearing on a physical level as I continue to heal from a UTI which has been helping me clear old energies, especially in relationship to the masculine through my yoni, but also in relationship to service on this planet at this time. I also feel the fog of not being sure what’s next on this planet or how to serve into the deafening lies, the beckoning out of anger, the sadness of people whose lives are not being considered or cared for. This isn’t only about the current war but also about the ongoing battle ground of the Matrix push and pull on the consciousness of so many still freeing themselves, one choice at a time, that has been intensifying over the last few years especially.

We are shrouded in a dense fog as we move past what hasn’t been true and start to let in what is. It’s like moving through molasses at times as we feel all the stages of grief which come with every deep awakening, and reunite with the Divine as our parts, Metasoul aspects/soul themes, Gatekeepers, etc all begin to feel more ready for that experience.

We don’t have concrete answers but we do have the invitation to continue trusting the Divine and looking inward too. We are invited to become love from the inside out, which doesn’t often result in a fireworks show of love and virtue-signaling. This process is often messy, foggy, painful, but hopeful, and above all, it’s very humble.

I’ve had rounds of anger and sadness both stirred in my heart recently. I’m feeling my inner process and the process of the planet and human collective I’m a part of yet also individualized from. The anger in my soul needs to vent at times and then the sadness comes up too. To me, there’s no hiding behind a veil of pretending that events in the world aren’t real while so many are being impacted. Yet there’s also no hiding behind conclusions made by those who choose to only see and experience one possible reason for things. I feel a nuanced sense about what’s really going on and surrender to the unknown more and more.

And then, I feel so humbled by that and somehow so held too, as I surrender my understandable feelings and invite in my own deep Divine connection to help me hold space for the movements.

The fog is clearing already here now. Maybe that’s another sign of the clearing to come. Not knowing or understanding the way forward or how and when it moves is as sacred as working hard to know or understand as much as we can. Parts of us can truly struggle with letting go of knowing and simply being in the NOW. They can feel restless while sitting in the mess as long as necessary until more understanding comes and the way forward becomes clearer. But the mess and fog is as necessary as the experience of clarity and opening of the hardened, sad, confused heart.

Much love to you and any parts/soul aspects of you that may be struggling while they experience this fog in their own sacred ways.

Love,
Kasha

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Kasha Rokshana is a Sacred Feminine Love Ambassador and Co-Founder/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Healing, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions with Kasha for women or Jelelle for women over 35 and with Raphael or Gabriel for men/women, free 45min intro calls with Kasha or Gabriel, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheart.org

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