The Golden Road Home Paved By The Divine Self

The time between the last two full moons has been quite the rumble rouser. Lots of dissonant energy inside and out coming to the surface to be felt, choices to be made, and then given the self-loving space to integrate.

Calling on that golden thread of the Divine Self to hold and guide is the ark that keeps you from getting too bounced around energetically and emotionally. It also offers you the wisdom to rest and self-care when needed physically.It is the Divine Self that keeps you anchored into the greater context and the trust needed to weather difficult terrain and phases of growth and initiation.

We are all in some form of initiation if we are a path of sacred human realisation, way-showing, and seed-sowing. This path can feel like a rollercoaster on a merry-go-round at times, yet with a close and intimate connection to our Divine Self are we given the providence and guidance to make our way through even when parts of us are in doubt or reaction.

As you find some relief and/or clarity beyond this Supermoon Lunar Eclipse, we are being invited to keep in touch with our Divine purpose and vision for ourselves and the planet. This is the the Golden Road to Golden Earth paved by the Divine Self within, the spark and offspring of the Divine Itself.

Here you will find respite and refuelling on the way to your inner Shambala, that then lights the way for others to follow if sovereignly chosen. No convincing necessary when you are Embodied Love.

This is a message from my Divine Self to yours. 🙏🏻❤️

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Gabriel Amara is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for both men and women.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

We are now offering our SoulFullHeart Portal on Mighty Networks, a private virtual gathering place for sharing exclusive content from us such as energy update writings and guided meditation videos, plus community forum threads with topics and groups that you can read, join, and contribute to as you want. You can join us at the SoulFullHeart Portal for a membership fee of $14.99 USD a month: soulfullheartportal.mn.co/

Context, Content, And Deeper Feeling

There is a sacred process happening on this planet. I feel it, you feel it, we all are feeling it. But are we reacting to it or REALLY feeling it?

There is a way that parts of us can go into a particular ‘modus operendi’ when it comes to deep feeling. When I used that word above I am getting I really meant ‘sensing’. First, there is an intuitive or even an obvious sense of what is happening. And then there is going into feeling.

How we respond to that feeling is varied. We can research, protest, get paranoid, paralyzed, positive, or proactive. I find myself doing a little of bit everything depending on what part of me is in the forefront.
All of it is a natural flow of our emotional body. It is all welcomed and necessary. They are all portals to access our Divine Self. That essence of each of us that has a larger perspective and understanding, while at the same time hold space for the deeper feeling that emanates from our fractured selves.

Finding context in the midst of it all can open some more space to breath. That context is one that lives in you that may find resonance in different places. It gives parts of you something to lean into. That context is really You. Your Higher or Divine Self lens.

Yet, context also provides the space to feel. When we are locked in content, we are fusing to the more wounded aspects of us. They lose sight of a bigger heart and soul picture that takes them to sobriety and even hope.

When you can feel or at least see from a wider or higher vantage point, those deeper feelings (parts) are given permission to unfurl and unpack. They let go into deeper vibrations of loss, grief, fear, and rage while not getting wrapped up in them. They become rivers and not dammed up energy. Interesting…dammed and damned.

I continue to feel deeper layers of my feeling that lie under my reactions and responses. The clouds look thick and foreboding from a certain vantage point. There is also infinite sun shining on the other side of those clouds. Both are true in our full spectrum of awareness. It can be hard to see the forest for the trees, especially when it feels like the forest is on fire.

If you or someone you know is struggling with finding context and getting caught up with the plethora or content, please get in touch for a free 45 minute consult/intro call with me or any one of my beloveds here at SoulFullHeart. We can work together to feel the parts of you that are in need of context, and more importantly You as a Divine Self. Visit www.soulfullheart.org/sessions for more info.

Raphael and Jelelle Awen will also be hosting a Group Call and Meditation around the Covid narrative on Sunday, April 18th at 5pm BST. Visit www.soulfullheart.org/events for more info.

Sending much love to you and your inner world as you navigate the content to find your context

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Gabriel Amara is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for both men and women.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

We are now offering our SoulFullHeart Portal on Mighty Networks, a private virtual gathering place for sharing exclusive content from us such as energy update writings and guided meditation videos, plus community forum threads with topics and groups that you can read, join, and contribute to as you want. You can join us at the SoulFullHeart Portal for a membership fee of $14.99 USD a month: soulfullheartportal.mn.co/

You Are The Bright, Bright Light Of God

I am the bright, bright, bright light of god.

You are…

We are…

Everything you desire, and the gap between what you have and what you desire is like a soul’s propulsion system.
Even what we might judge as fickle desires, and even the judgment of those desires, even desires that have become addictions are all a part of your soul’s propulsion and power to learn things you chose to learn.

Your life can never become any more sacred than it already is. Lots can and will change, and for the better, indeed.
But you can’t become any closer to god than you already are, for you are god, and you are in the center of god’s heart, both.

All you can do is come to accept that in ways and moments and movements, that real-ize this, that savor this, that feel this.
Feel the parts of you who can’t yet get this, can’t feel this. Feel it for them. Feel it with them. This is your missionary calling to foreign lands. Bring your curiosity to their language, culture, climate, means of travel and diet. These are the lands you are called to.

You are their salvation, for you are the bright, bright, bright light of god. Seek not to convert them, but only to get to know and love them. You and they both will be converted in the process.

‘How lovely on the mountains are the feet of them who bring good news and announce peace’ (from the book of Isaiah)
This is the announcement of the peace of your reconciliation with god, past tense, but being ‘present-ed’ to these parts of you as a ‘present’ in the present.

You lost in order to find. You forgot in order to remember. You did this as part of god’s infinite and forever expansion of itself into more and more and more. 💚🏄🏻‍♂️🌹🙏🏻

Thank you for being in this with me.

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Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc. 

We are now offering our SoulFullHeart Portal on Mighty Networks, a private virtual gathering place for sharing exclusive content from us such as energy update writings and guided meditation videos, plus community forum threads with topics and groups that you can read, join, and contribute to as you want. You can join us at the SoulFullHeart Portal for a membership fee of $14.99 USD a month: soulfullheartportal.mn.co/

You Keep Opening Up To Love: Invitation To Heal Your Inner Child And Other Parts Of You

By Jelelle Awen

You keep opening your heart to love. You do, because it is WHY you are here. To open, to share, to risk….even, sometimes, to break. So it feels like…..your heart is breaking into pieces and the parts that seem shattered speak to you then, saying, ‘This is me, all broken up. Will I ever come together again?’

These parts of you speak of hurt and loss that runs deep, much beyond this moment and even this present timeline and this current situation or circumstance. They flash you the slideshow scenes of previously forgotten pain that is now acutely aching again so you can understand it better, feel it, BE with it…..eventually help them be FREE from these frozen in fear moments.

These parts of you cry with you their tears that often weren’t allowed, permitted, or felt in the moment the pain was caused and harm received by others. These parts of you…..sometimes so, so young, precious, and innocent….can then be held by your and the Divine Mother’s forgiveness and compassion. They can become pure again until the light of your loving sun.

You keep holding the space for this process….BEing with what is real, allowing space to feel it ALL with ALL parts of you. You keep feeling because, on the other side of this pain, is the joy that is contained in every part of you.

On the other side of the fear, is the love that is the essence of every part of you.

On the other side of the shame, is the sense of innate goodness in every part of you.

Your Divine Self keeps finding support to trust this transmutational process. You trust it because it always moves to the other side eventually. Every movement offers the opportunity and possibility of moving on….even if it looks like ‘going in’ or looks like mourning. You hear ‘it’s time to move on now and let it go’ and so parts of you do, your previously occupied heart now empty, vacated, and ready to be filled up again by love…

You keep feeling the love that life is bringing, holding, offering you and these parts do too until they become more and more whole and integrated. You keep listening as Life says, “Keep opening UP, BEing with what is real and trusting the process. All that you desire and deserve is here, waiting until you are ready to receive it.”
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Love from Avalon!
Jelelle Awen

This ground of feeling, healing, and being with parts of you and soul aspects is what we explore with much tender and deep initiation in 1:1 sessions. For more information, visit soulfullheart.org/sessions

This is my Deepen meditation series that I recommend for opening up access to many parts of self and soul aspects: https://www.youtube.com/playlist…

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Energy Update: Lion’s Gate ‘Roar’ Of Clearing & Truth Moving Through

by Kasha Rokshana

The ‘Roar’ energy of Lion’s Gate is here and deepening too. It’s clearing the way for so much truth. In the wake of that clearing is the process we’re in now, of feeling the suffering cries of the children who have been trafficked who reflect to us a lost innocence INside too. It’s a process too of feeling the suffering of the perpetual ‘battle’ energy that has been necessary to energize for a phase yet we are always invited to move BEYOND it, especially within where the battles are often the most challenging to face, own, and heal. The ‘Roar’ is not a declaration of war but a declaration of the end of war and heralds the deepening of that process.

As more information comes out about child-trafficking and the horrors of it, it reflects to us humanity’s lost innocence that is in recovery. These children and their precious souls, hearts, bodies, have been subjected to unspeakable acts, yes, yet, to only be outraged by this doesn’t take into account the whole picture of what their souls signed up to be a part of and doesn’t encourage us to be accountable for our own reactions to it either.

Humanity cannot change at its core through outrage, shaming, blaming, chaos. Only once these frequencies have come home to our hearts through the tears and remorse of how in some ways we’ve all been a part of this unfolding narrative, can we start to feel what this has all really been about… reclaiming our own innocence and discovering the layers within us that have pushed away or suppressed it for the sake of ‘survival’ in 3D and even 4D; supporting the parts of us that have been victims to different life circumstances to move more into healing and genuine, vulnerable empowerment and even forgiveness/amnesty. It’s a VERY sobering time to be on this planet and we are all being invited into deep humility where we can admit we do not have all the answers but are doing the inner work necessary to feel and heal in many unfolding steps and layers with LOVE.

The ‘Roar’ energy of Lion’s Gate invites us to see and feel the deeper truths and process the reactions not just become them.

The ‘Roar’ is about the illumination and possible completion (if we truly choose it in our sovereignty) of suffering cycles inside and out.

The ‘Roar’ blows off any masks you’ve held in place, that have represented a fear of revealing the real you beyond any over-identification in parts of you with the trauma they’ve experienced.

The ‘Roar’ is here to ultimately support YOU and your ‘Divine Self’ that is waiting for you to ask for it to come in more, to find the context you need in order to process the ‘content’ moving within and in your life.

Your sacred process around all of this is yours to be in and hold. You are the Lion/Lioness ‘King/Queen’ of your inner Queen/Kingdom and all of our Sirian-Lyran counterparts, our humanoid lion(ess) members of our Star Family, are here and accessible especially through this Lion’s Gate passage. Their energies are available as a support for finding and embodying your own ‘Roar’ right now. They’ve been where we are now in their own Ascension process and have so much to offer, I’ve found.

There’s a lot to feel and process at this time… yet there’s even more to fall in deep love with, especially within you, with each sobering yet alive revelation.

Love,

Kasha

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Kasha Rokshana is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about FREE consultation calls, space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Navigating The Unknown Through This Lion’s Gate

Continuing on the next stage of a nomadic, service-based lifestyle with my soul fam. Today I am leaving an apartment I serendipitously found at a very big choice point between going back to the US during the pandemic mess in March or staying here at taking time to let the grand drama play itself out.

Since then, I have been reunited with soul community and have become deeper involved in service and creativity. The reality that I will be heading to the UK with everyone at the end of August is still a trip to the ‘me’ that existed in March. I will be moving back to living with everyone for the month while we prepare.

This whole experience has led me to trust my higher intuition and to also surrender into what the universe and Divine are guiding me to inhabit at each turn. If love is what I am meant to serve, then I trust Love will continue to guide me even if it seems uncertain and unknown to parts of me.

This Lions Gate moment is inviting us to feel that edge of safety and fear. Our heart and soul callings may be hard for parts of us to lean into but if we are connected to this Divine Self frequency we can hold all of those feelings with grace, passion, and compassion leading us to that next step, even if it seems like a leap.

Mother once reminded me that each step will never be longer than my stride. I have learned the truth if that time and time again. My fear and anxious parts have too. This is what being present to our moment and our heart really offer us. Feel first. The rest will find its way.

More digestions and inner-standings to come along the way. Please tune in! Literally and figuratively. 🙏😊❤️

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Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and Collaborator.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartorg.com for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

New Phase, New Name: Becoming ‘Kasha’

by Kasha Rokshana

Today I’m officially stepping into my new ‘name’. This has been digesting for a while and I’ve been going into process lately with ‘Kalayna’ as a part of me to work with and feel deeply. There’s something so powerful, so meaningful, about drawing a new name to you. It’s a graduation and it’s an invitation. It’s a feeling of ‘arrival’ and yet too, it’s a portal into feeling your personal next steps in your process.

Feeling ‘Kalayna’ as a part of me has already been illuminating the patterns I’ve embodied related to service, men and romance, friendships, connections to the Divine and my own Divine Self, and really my relationship overall to the world ‘outside’ of me and my approach until recently to being with my inner world too.

‘Kasha’, interestingly, means ‘pure’, which happens to be the same meaning as my birth name in this life! This was completely synchronistic. My birth name ‘Kathleen’ and its short form ‘Katie’ both mean ‘pure’ as well. ‘Rokshana’ is a variation of ‘Roxanne’ in some languages and means ‘illumined one’ or ‘star’, yet in Farsi it means ‘light’, which I also didn’t realize until I looked it up. The synchronicity with that name is that it holds the same meaning as ‘Solais’, which was the last name Gabriel and I chose together when we were engaged. ‘Rokshana’ was offered to me in a vision as a last name before ‘Kasha’ was offered to Jelelle for me and she invited me to feel into it. The two names together mean ‘Pure Light’ and when you say them out loud, you feel the waveform and energy they hold! Woooosh!

This shift from ‘Kalayna’ is both sobering and exciting for me as Kasha. It’s a rebirth as a name change always is, yet differentiating from who I’ve been for the last few years of my life is not exactly simple, though it is very alive. Kalayna is my 4D Self in many ways and as her I walked out many stark ups and downs of awakening and death and rebirth cycles that were quite intense and dark. She has had her own experience of life and relationships and service of love that need some more digesting. I’m separating out from yet another ‘persona’ layer and it’s emotional yet exciting too.

I can already feel the NEW energies that ‘Kasha’ holds as my emerging ‘self’ and am looking forward to exploring that even deeper. As my energy as ‘Kalayna’ rests more, the integration of Kalayna’s gifts into ‘Kasha’ will be powerful. I can already feel a negotiation ground emerging and it’s sweet to let in.

Thank you for celebrating this shift with me!

Love,

Kasha ❤

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Kasha Rokshana is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator & collaborator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about FREE consultation calls, space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

SoulFullHeart Weekly Museletter: The Divine Self And The Death Of Fear

“When the fear of death moves to the death of fear, one can fully feel alive, free, and in Love.” ~Gabriel Heartman

This week the Divine Self takes center stage. SoulFullHeart Facilitators Jelelle and Raphael Awen, Gabriel Heartman and Kalayna Solais share about those energies and more in writings and videos from the week all gathered together in one place below in our weekly museletter.

We also share about upcoming events, including our ongoing six-week group call series Free To Be 5D, based on Jelelle’s new book of the same title that you can purchase at soulfullheart.org/books.

We also have information on the Autumn Equinox Gathering in Glastonbury coming in September! Check out the Museletter for more. 🙂

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Check out the latest Museletter below:

https://mailchi.mp/548bc4425a8f/soulfullheart-museletter-the-divine-self-the-death-of-fear

The Divine Self And The Death Of Fear

Fear is a deeply sacred energy. It feels almost encoded into our being to act as veil AND and portal into our essence as Love.

Recently, I had a beautiful experience of feeling an arising, embodied relationship to The Beloved and my Divine Self. A spark of Light and Love that is increasing within. As that expands and brightens, it acts as a poultice for all that is needing attention and transmutation into that very spark.

Pockets of anxiety, doubt, and fear come bubbling to the surface, like a moth that is drawn to a flame. It recognizes the growth, the warmth, and thus the ability to hold and receive love. At the root, Fear seems to be the change agent, not the anchor it once was.

Fear can be expressed in so many ways, both inbound and outbound. We live among a highly energized fear bubble. It is highly compressed and dynamic. With that energy afloat in the collective it can be hard to not pick up on it in our own emotional body.

This is where connecting with what we call the Divine Self comes into service. As I call to mine and connect with it/him, I can feel what my personal fear is about and how, or if, it is connected to the collective in any way. A sorting out process. I can feel how much the fear is centered around Death itself.

And by that I just don’t mean physical death, but that is a big one right now. It is also the death of a system of beliefs, assurances, and patterns that parts of us have grown attached to. They almost feel like us and so the death of them feels existential.

As we continue to be invited to more inner Utopia and less outer Dystopia, we need something to ‘hang our hats’ on while the collapse and shift is underway. The Divine Self is the enduring self. It is the Alpha and Omega. It is the net by which we collect all of the things that are essential and release those that are not.

The Divine Self is the aspect of us that can hold the parts that are fused to fear and create a bridge back to Itself. A feedback loop that doesn’t judge when the fear returns. Just offers more compassion and celebration, as that is just another opportunity to open to more Grace and closer to The Beloved.

Fear is no longer resisted or covered over. It is honored, felt deeply, and transmuted back to Love through the Divine Self. This is the ultimate alchemy of the sacred human. Let’s expand that together and see where it takes us, as one and as all.

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Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and Collaborator.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartorg.com for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

Go With Reverence

by Kalayna Solais

Wherever you go, go with reverence.
Whoever you meet, meet with reverence.
Whatever you celebrate, celebrate with reverence.
Whatever you consume, consume with reverence.
Whenever you go inward, go inward with reverence.

Reverence is the answer.
For with it, there is sacredness in all things and beings.

And at the end of the day, perhaps this is the biggest bridge back to Love Consciousness, into the peace of New Earth, into the Heaven-within of 5D.

Love,
Kalayna

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Kalayna Solais is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator & collaborator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.