Energy Update: Digesting The Supermoon/New Timeline Energies As Gaia Resonance Spikes Some More

By Jelelle Awen

Are you still digesting THAT moon? A super one, the closest and largest this year……whose energy is still radiating out in this Now, forming an energectic passageway/bridge to the next Supermoon in March (which is also timed with the EQUInox) and to the one before it in January. On all inner levels this energy radiates and calibrates and activates….body/soul/mind/heart.

The Schumann/Gaia resonance has also been spiking off and on the last couple of days. As if Gaia is responding to the moon with Her own vibrational influxes. And human consciousness is absorbing the lunar energies and responding to them…..reflected in the frequency spikes. ALL of this is part of a Divine wholistic system….the celestial a representation of your inner star systems; you as a micro/walking around version of the galaxy.

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This Supermoon seemed to especially bring in energies to catalyze the NEW through pushing up the old to be felt. This is like a residue, an echo, a sense that you’ve actually moved beyond whatever this old reaction and trigger is….yet the residue of it is still moving through. As you connect to specific parts of yourself and their reactions/triggers/patterns, you can quickly feel and hold space for the clarification of what is new and what is from the past.

There is much transition going on to NEW, higher timelines and collapsing of old ones being offered during this New Year passage. Those glimmers of hope, of desire, of your Higher Self energies coming through, of connection with soul family….these glimmers and shimmers water and actually CREATE the new timeline. Until you can move toward it emotionally/physically/energetically, you get tastes of it. It is bigger than your current life as you’ve known it then. And you are a bigger version within it. This is your Supermoon life.

For those of us with strong visionary gifts (sometimes quite challenging to embody and live with honestly due to other timeline experiences/persecution), we can visualize/feel the higher timeline so clearly. It can be challenging to be patient with the Now and the present unfolding. This is especially for our Inner Protector, who is both impatient to ‘get there’ and also concerned for us if we actually do.

Raphael and I talked more about these kinds of polarities within, these push and pulls around ascension/higher timeline embodiment that can live in parts of us in our livestream yesterday. We also offered a guided meditation to connect with the energies of the Supermoon for you…to make it personal, to make it REAL for you in visceral experience as you bring these Supermoon energies into your field, into your heart, into your soul. You also create a bridge to your Inner Protector to feel how they are relating to the letting in process. You can watch it and take in the comments on my FB feed or here on our SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube Channel:

It is a powerful, catalytic time of next steps toward the new…. one inner movement of transition toward the outer manifestation at a time!

Photo of supermoon here in Victoria, BC, Canada taken by Kalayna Colibri.

Jelelle Awen
1:1 sessions available with me (for women over 25) and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators to feel/hear/connect to these inner parts for integration, activation, and amplification! More info here:soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

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Supermoon Energy: Self-Acceptance/Love While Soberly Looking Within

by Kalayna Colibri

“With masks down, I walk, talking to the moon, to the neutral impersonal force that does not hear, but merely accepts my being.” – Sylvia Plath

The moon supports life on earth. She represents the Divine Mother while the Sun represents the Divine Father. They move in concert with each other, both bringing us into life, both very much with all of us as we walk through life. Both offer us codes, frequencies to integrate, vibrations of love that help us see ourselves and where we need to go next, as well as how far we’ve already come.

This Supermoon today brings us this message of love. Of a self-embracement and growing sense of self-love and appreciation for where and who we are right now, for this place, this being, is not where or who we’ll be forever. We all have more layers to see that need healing, that need our sober eye to look at them, but that need our love more than anything else. Loving others isn’t a mandate, it’s an opportunity that arises from the love we have within.

The Supermoon always feels intimate to me. It’s Mother giving us more illumination of our shadow, but the biggest piece that I think is always in our shadow, is the denial of love from ourselves to ourselves. The lens that tells us that love is scarce and that we have to do an awful lot to really earn the right to be loved and to feel loved. We are being invited to feel how love for ourselves has been conditional and to start feeling how destructive and harmful this is… not just because it harms parts of us that need us, but because it is does ultimately impact everyone around us too. The seeds of love have to be planted in the heart-garden within. Then we can show up with love for and with each other form the flourishing harvest that results.

“Can you start to love what has felt unlovable? Can you take care of all you’ve been given, all challenging situations, all parts of your heart and aspects of your soul, all areas of your sacred human body? Can you begin to see how you’ve withheld love and care for others because of insecurity, a feeling of lack of love within? Can you, will you, begin to look at what’s been neglected, even the harsh voices and parts within you, that need you more than anything else? More than more yoga, more than more food, more than more of anything material or physical or mental you could offer to help it feel temporarily better?” These are the questions I feel these energy waves offering today… these are the places I feel we are being invited to go within, to start the open-hearted investigation into who we all are in this now… and to begin to feel who and how we most want to be going forward, especially with ourselves.

This is going in very much on a personal level for me too in the moment, feeling appreciation for where my journey has led me and what is yet to open out. A new phase of Queen is arising as I move into ‘married life’ on a soul and heart level with Gabriel. I feel this Queen energy arising in relationship to my body, to service of love through SoulFullHeart, to Gabriel my beloved, to my other beloveds and most intimate relationships, to any crucibles that come my way in my own healing process. I feel how the Supermoon energies support King and Queenness to arise more through this process of deepening self-love for all who are ready to let that invitation in. It’s very much a time for deepening personal process yet the process of connection with others and service of love too in this collective we are all a part of.

Much love to you as you feel all of this with your own heart and parts!

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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women age 25 and under, energy healer, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Energy Update: 24 Hour Long Schumann/Gaia Spike Wave!

By Jelelle Awen

Energy update: WOW! Strong wave of high frequency Gaia/Schumann resonance moved through, lasting 24 hours altogether from start to ‘finish’. The resonance has been mostly steady and normal lately, with brief, hour long spikes happening in the last few days until this more recent wave came rolling through.

Third eye, crown, and causal (back of head) chakras are being activated. Higher vision, galactic and Unity consciousness…all are needed in this current shift from 3D to higher. Inspired thoughts, creativity, thinner veils, clearer connection to your Metasoul Aspect timelines are all possible.

I’m also feeling this as a pineal gland activation too, which you may feel as a tightness/pressure in the ‘middle’ of your skull. This tightness can radiate down to the neck and upper back as well. I experienced heightened creativity and inspiration for half of it, some then pain/tension in the third eye area, and then slept deeply for the second half with active dreams.

Thought I would share some things that help me integrate these energies during energy spikes like this:

Salt baths – Himalayan and epsom salts with your favorite aromatherapy oils too….these salts clear the energy field and chakras to receive the upgrades. This is quite important esp. if you’ve been holding space for others or around a lot of people/3D energies.

Selenite – I go everywhere with it now, in my pocket, around my neck, under my arm when I sleep. I’ve found it is amazing at clearer out energies, esp of 3D and lower 4D without the need to light anything up (although if you prefer that, sage and copal are great.)

Yoga/light body stretching – moving energy through your body as connected to your breath seems to really help with these ongoing upgrades. I love Yoga With Adriene on YouTube as she has a great energy, many 30 day video series too.

Inner Connection/Guided meditation – I recently did a 33 day video series sharing guided meditations taking you on many journeys of self discovery. Connecting with the parts of you that are experiencing and perhaps in resistance/fear to them can help too. These two videos are specifically about ascension body symptoms as connected to these energies: https://youtu.be/59PdVsp0TGw

https://youtu.be/jM3_zPm1XAY

Clean foods/water – organic vegetables/fruits, purified water, whole foods….these all help to support the body as it upgrades to light body. You probably want to cut out/avoid eating meat (well I highly recommend that as a lifestyle choice overall); processed/refined food; tap water.

Connection with Star Family/Star Seed activation – the causal (back of the head) chakra is often impacted by these Gaia surges as our galactic DNA is in the blueprint of Gaia’s too. Here is a guided meditation to connect with your star seed child and star family: https://youtu.be/p3_E642aYyQ

Much love as we ride these activating/awakening/enlivening waves together! ~

Jelelle Awen

1:1 sessions available with me and other facilitators for integration and digestion! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Energy Update: Lower 4D Rumblings Bring Disconcerting Disorientation At Times

By Jelelle Awen

Energy update: Strange, sort of disconcerting energies today….lower 4D rumblings which are usually about a bliss mess polarity working itself out. Lower 4D is the energy of approaching intense storms, the recovering from aftermath afterwards AND the relief of the renewal too. It is the surrendering to the death and rebirth cycles of life that bring growth. Lower 4D is where much of the collective consciousness is being invited to go NEXT…as they move out of 3D fusion and let the soul start to come through. Some souls will accept this invitation and already ARE….some will not as it isn’t their timeline to lift their veil.

For those souls not very anchored to 3D consciousness, these kinds of lower 4D energy surges can be a bit disorienting….like a ‘drop down’ from where they are used to BEing. There can be a feeling of not quite being able to access the higher resources of Divine love, although they are still there of course.

These kind of energies DO invite you to feel though. It can feel like ‘forcing’ you to feel sometimes….to parts of you. They invite you to go into whatever Metasoul timeline is inviting you to explore it, meeting the Metasoul brother and sister there to connect with them. To connect with parts of you that need you….especially a fearful Inner Child that can be in a panic or, in the opposite extreme, a disconnected/dissociative state.

Your Inner Protector can be in a state of vigilant exhaustion as these lower 4D energies play out collectively. A check in can do wonders! Here is a guided meditation to connect with yours: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2FzBzK5vgck

As lower 4D rumbles, secrets (collective and personal) come out to be loved and no longer withheld. First with and by YOU and then shared with those who can hold nonjudgemental and compassionate space with you. Secrets don’t last in higher 4D and up as the compartments dissolve and authenticity is the only possibility of personal expression and experience.

Hold space for the inner rumblings to match these energetic ones with MUCH self love and compassion during these rumblings. Making a safe place inside for all parts of you to ‘ride out’ with love any necessary storms.

Love!

Jelelle Awen

1:1 sessions available to feel these rumbles on the inside and the parts of you that are needing support too. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Photo by David Moum on Unsplash

Energy Update: Adjusting To The Winds Of Change Coming In

By Jelelle Awen

All night long strong winds were blowing here in Victoria, along with our first real snow of the winter (not that we get much snow here as it is some of the most temperate weather in Canada.) The winds seemed to provide this howling soundtrack to whatever was going on for me in the astral realms. They danced around the astral action, which felt quite vivid and active…a fourth dimensional exploration feels like now. You may have had vivid and intense dreams too as your astral self connects more consciously to your physical self.

These kinds of winds bring in a feeling sense of change and movement. The winds here on Gaia may be kicking up, but also the SOULar winds are increasing as well today and over the next couple of days. SOULar winds are  heading now into the 500 km/sec range, bringing with them geomagnetic storm possibilities and auroras too. These winds are flowing from a coronal hole in the southern aspect of our sun that is facing Gaia now, according to spaceweather.com.

So many souls have been feeling an increased momentum of change and transition that for many started in December, 2018 and is moving into this NEW year as well. We went through an intense SOULstice passageway in December that revealed much of the fear-based frequencies in relationships, in careers/jobs, in our bodies, in trauma stored in parts of us from this life/other timelines. The energies of January with the super lunar eclipse, 1/11 gateway and now New moon/Chinese New year in February also support this feeling sense of momentum.

I am noticing more higher timeline life changes happening for people that I work with in sessions….new geographies, new careers/vocations, new relationships………more outside manifestation of what they’ve been baking on and feeling on the inside with parts of themselves. The envisioning and feeling of your higher timeline and negotiation with parts of you to move into it IS what manifests it in the physical ultimately. 3D offers that it is the outside that changes the inside rather than the other way around.

With transition and changes comes an invitation to feel more trust and surrender in the BIGGER picture of the Divine/Higher Self align of your higher timeline. Parts of you still anchored to 3D realities/traumas may feel an understandable cling to the previous energies of need for safety and security that is often fueled by distrust and need to control. These are 3D conditioned energies that all of us have been programmed in. Trusting your feelings, your instincts, and your desires is NEW ground that the Divine supports more as you feel and heal the energies that AREN’T this. I wrote more about the transition to your higher timeline here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2019/02/07/transitioning-to-your-higher-timeline/

You may be feeling all this change on the physical body level too. I’ve been offered to be careful and aware of what I am eating and digesting in my body. Specifically this has been about not eating ANY refined sugar. It really does lower your vibration with an unnatural buzz that can make it difficult to ground in the energies that are coming in to help boost you into your new timeline. I’ve also felt to switch to green tea from chai tea (I haven’t drank coffee in many years) and have a sense that lower caffeine levels or NO caffeine also serves to feel more grounded in the body. Without that grounding into Gaia, it can be easy to feel ungrounded, light headed, hard to focus, ampy, and not able to connect within.

Connecting within is so helpful during transitional times of change (even GOOD change). I recommend taking in some guided meditations from my recent Deepen series. The entire playlist is here and you can see what draws you: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNmrHdaQSAvLiLpw1qSOmQE-tsqhGSAD3

MUCH love to you as we ride these winds of change together into the NEW on ALL levels,

Jelelle Awen

1:1 body/mind/soul/energy healing sessions are available with me and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Photo by Cristobal Baeza on Unsplash

Energy Update: ‘Peak Fear’ Moves Into Love From Within

By Kalayna Colibri

Energy update: the New is here… as much as you’re ready to let it in. Yes, it’s exactly like that song by John Lennon that goes, “war is over IF you want it”… if the parts of you that are ready for the battles to end and the fighting to no longer be their primary filter of reality and relationships are ready to let something new in. A new sense of Love and how it infuses and moves through life without a need for sword and dagger.

It’s not so much a matter of asking us to “turn the other cheek”. As I receive this message this morning, I feel it more as an invitation to advocate for your boundaries as needed, even with charge if that’s real for you, but to be willing to feel the impact of your truth and the impact other’s truths have had on you. It’s an invitation to bring our truth with courage and vulnerability, both. And yes, they both can live in you without conflict, as long as the parts of you that have been hurt and even harmed get felt and are held by a growing YOU of heart, soul, and sacred spine too.

Any energy of being ‘against’ is being flushed up to be seen, heard and felt. Parts of you may be good at finding the next righteous battle to fight or protest to walk with. Anything ‘against’ brings in more of this energy and doesn’t actually break the cycle of harm and abuse. Being with the new reality where this is no longer needed doesn’t relieve us from feeling the cries of the world, yet, what are the cries of your inner world? How are these energies of abuse happening inside of you? Fighting them on the outside becomes a never ending war. If we are to evolve and ascend beyond war being a major focus of our human and also galactic consciousness, we have to start within.

This is absolutely a year to really bring everything inward and continue to work it all in your heart and soul. This invitation has always been here, but now that the time of peak fear is underway, perhaps this invitation will start to ring clearer for so many more of us and more consistently too. ‘Peak fear’ means we are at a huge potential turning point… and that the turn to love as the greatest, most important reality, is here and happening!

Much love… ❤️

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Photo is of the sunset here in Victoria, BC last night. Taken by https://www.facebook.com/pg/ItkasanImages ❤️

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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women age 25 and under, energy healer, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

New Lemuria Codes Remind Us Of Our Tribal Timelines

By Jelelle Awen

Connecting with the New Lemuria codes coming in offers a feeling sense of Golden Earth/New Earth/5D Gaia. New Lemuria reminds us of the best of what it is to be living in a tribe, in commUNITY, and sharing resources together. Our souls most likely have more timelines of this experience than the isolated, lonely, overly self sufficient realities that we live in during 3D life. So much stress, anxiety, depression, and loneliness are pushed up for parts of us in living the 3D separatist lifestyle.

In connecting with your galactic consciousness through Star Family and especially your Lemurian aspects that are available for you in the Now, you start to download/remember your tribal identity. You begin to ache for that feeling of soul resonance, beyond words/need to communicate verbally…that just being in synchness that Lemuria vibrates in. You receive initiation and validation from the tribe you start drawing in others that supports your bigness to express and grow.

We can start to tap into that feeling sense again by connecting with our inner family, creating an inner community through unification of both parts of us from this life and from other lifetimes too. As these fragments and fractals either integrate or unify, we become more WHOLE again and able to BE in more Oneness resonance with others.

Our inner tribe needs us primarily and firstly as those who try to live in conscious community without the deeper sense of self may struggle with it. Feelings of envy, competition, being rejected/abandoned, etc. can all be triggered living in community as experiences from your ‘original’ tribe, your birth family, come up to be felt. Healing the traumas from that 3D experience of polarized family allows for the letting in of soul tribe family at 4D and higher consciousness vibrations.

It has been the highest choice for me the last several years to live in community….not just with my beloved Raphael, yet also with Gabriel, Kalayna, and my daughter Raianna. We are united by the desire to live out and offer SoulFullHeart as a healing process and way of life. We are united by soul family bonds that strengthen the 3D ascension experiment we signed up for together. This allows us to navigate grounds of money sharing/earning, practical decision and response, and much more with much less personal stress and anxiety. I feel that I would not be able to offer the teachings and spaceholding that I do and can in SoulFullHeart without their support on so many levels.

If you’d like to experience a taste of our SoulFullHeart community, you can join us for a group session on Saturday, February 2nd at 11:00am PST. We’ll be digesting the completion and experience of my 33 Day video series Deepen with those who are taking it in. You can join us for a $11 USD minimum donation, which you can offer here: paypal.me/soulfullhearthealing

We are also going to be hosting an all day process group here in Victoria, BC (a place with strong New Lemurian energies) on March 9th. More details here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/events

You can connect with New Lemuria codes in a video and guided meditation I filmed on 1/11 during a strong portal opening: https://youtu.be/ClhBXTl112M

Photo is of an amazing New Lemurian sunset here last night taken by a local Lea Cusi that seems to speak to the emergence of new, higher timelines!

Jelelle Awen

1:1 sessions available to experience New Lemuria frequencies as you connect to aspects of your inner and Metasoul family:soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Eclipse And SOULar Winds Provide Deep Purging & Clearing: SoulFullHeart Weekly Museletter (Jan 21, 2019)

It’s the release of our weekly Museletter! Offering ALL of our writings, videos, events, healing offerings, and audio blogs for the week. Go read it here!

This week, Jelelle Awen provides us with an energy update, offering that the recent Lunar Eclipse and incoming SOULar winds have been supporting a necessary purge in our emotional bodies and in our relationships too:

“What I am seeing during sessions is that this eclipse is bringing in purging and clearing on the emotional body level as connected to Metasoul timelines/lifetimes that hold heavier karmic, archetypal energies. Sexual abuse frequencies are being activated from this life (if you bravely signed up to experience and then transmute them) AND also from other lifetimes. Veils of amnesia are being lifted to remember these experiences, even from early childhood, so that they may be healed.”

On February 2 @11am PST, Jelelle will be hosting a virtual group call on Zoom to help you digest and give you space to share if you’ve been following her ‘Deepen’ video series. The last group call she hosted on behalf of this series was powerful and deep and everyone who attended felt touched by the energy shared and cultivated and the boost in their personal frequency that they received from it. It is $11 USD minimum donation to attend and you can find out more information here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/events

The latest videos in Jelelle’s series feature Jelelle hosting Kalayna Colibri, Gabriel Heartman, and Raphael Awen as they lead you through several beautiful guided meditations and digest different themes. Kalayna and Jelelle visited the realm of the dragons where you can meet your own dragon (or another creature that shows up for you). Gabriel offers a meditation, on his birthday, to feel your own very sacred rebirth process and a celebration of it with your parts and guides. Raphael comes on to guide you through a meditation that takes you into your castle for a ball where your parts and Metasoul aspects can dance together and you may even meet your Sacred Union partner, who you may or may not have met in real life yet. Jelelle takes you into different spaces to feel a variety of parts of you, including the Inner Mother, Inner Punisher, Inner Teenager, and Star Seed. She also offers a way to take in the energies of the recent Lunar Eclipse and a guided meditation to help you integrate these energies.

There are many new writings for you this week from Jelelle, Raphael, Gabriel, Kalayna, Devon Heart Star, and Raianna Shai! Phew!! Many energy updates, ways to digest your awakening experiences, offerings of how to be with every emotion that comes up, and some big celebrations of Gabriel’s birthday and appreciations for and from the man himself.

Raphael, Jelelle, Gabriel, and Kalayna (Kalayna is available to serve women 25 and under) offer 1:1 90min Bridging Sessions to help boost and digest your Ascension process and feel with you what your next steps are towards your highest timeline possibilities. These sessions are available for $55 USD minimum donation per session. More information can be found here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session

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Energy Update: HIGH Speed SOULar Winds Streaming IN

By Jelelle Awen
Energy update: We are in the middle of a SOULar wind stream with wind speeds up to 600 k/sec (‘normal’ is around 300)!! This high speed wind is bringing in geomagnetic storms in the higher to mid-altitudes with accompanying beautiful aurora codes to take in, according to spaceweather.com.
As usual with HIGH SOULar winds, you may feel aches/pains in the head and neck area (causal and crown chakras) as YOUR magnetic field responds to the influx of magnetics. Polarizations inside (such as victim ‘versus’ perpetuator; patriarchal/wounded masculine aspects and matriarchal/wounded feminine ones, etc.) are amplified during these streams of geomagnetics. These are the trailing sacred masculine activations after the receiving of Divine Mother/Feminine lunar codes during the recent eclipse passage.
Feeling these aspects of yourself and the dynamics between them can help significantly with healing the polarizations to move into more inner unity. I introduce the main parts that we work with in our SoulFullHeart process in my video series here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNmrHdaQSAvLiLpw1qSOmQE-tsqhGSAD3
This video offers a guided meditation to relate with, activate, and integrate ascension energies specifically: https://youtu.be/59PdVsp0TGw
The magnetic pole shifting that is happening (including the need to update the model for it) shows the alignment that is ongoing for Gaia as She ascends into fifth dimensional consciousness. I’ll share more about the pole shifting process as it downloads more for me. So far, my Star Family has offered that the process of pole shifting will be orchestrated and held by Star BEings so as not to cause life-altering conditions for us. They are reassuring that there is no need to be fearful or concerned about the pole shifting as it coincides with the ongoing disclosure process.
As always, practice much self love on the emotional, physical, and social body levels during these higher frequency influxes. As you align within with MUCH love, so you can align to these cosmic energies as well to receive them AS love.
Love,
Jelelle Awen
1:1 sessions available to feel, digest, and integrate parts of you from this life and other lifetimes/timelines too! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions
Photo is by Markus Varik from Tromsø, Norway.

Energy Update: Eclipse And SOULar Winds Provide Deep Purging & Clearing

Energy Update: Many souls are STILL feeling the impact and effects of the total lunar eclipse on Sunday/Monday. This is a lingering, ongoing, powerful gateway and passageway to your NEW, higher timeline life. This lunar gateway seems to be about clearing out the denser, toxic, not-going-to-come-along, in the shadow energies that can keep you anchored to 3D timelines….so that you ultimately can arise into the NEW ones.
 
I’ve been honored to be more full lately with serving love during 1:1 sessions with women. What I am seeing during sessions is that this eclipse is bringing in purging and clearing on the emotional body level as connected to Metasoul timelines/lifetimes that hold heavier karmic, archetypal energies. Sexual abuse frequencies are being activated from this life (if you bravely signed up to experience and then transmute them) AND also from other lifetimes. Veils of amnesia are being lifted to remember these experiences, even from early childhood, so that they may be healed.
 
Betrayal themes and patterns with women, men, in romantic relationships (again from this life and other lifetimes) are also being illuminated for digesting, self love/compassion, and ultimately forgiveness on all sides at the higher self level. A clearer sense of where victimization experience needs your compassionate love is being revealed too.
 
Divine Mother doesn’t ‘judge’ if you are playing a victim of not. She offers love to what NEEDS love and this moves whatever it is into empowerment again. During intense experiences of trauma and abuse (esp as a young child), part of you IS a victim to this experience. Loving this part of you and Metasoul aspects with compassion allows them to remember their power again to CHOOSE to forgive and move beyond it. Suppressing these feelings with judgements of not wanting to be a victim doesn’t actually provide the loving healing energies most needed to move beyond it.
 
On another energy note….SOULar winds are starting to rise UP with geomagnetic storms very possible tomorrow. According to spaceweather.com, “NOAA forecasters say there is a 60% chance of G1-class geomagnetic storms on Jan. 24th when a stream of solar wind is expected to hit Earth’s magnetic field. The gaseous material is flowing ~600 km/s from a hole in the sun’s atmosphere. Arctic auroras are likely this Thursday.”
 
These SOULar winds may amplify whatever the full moon eclipse has pushed up for your digestion and illumination. Continue self love practices and connection with Divine Mother as the Sacred Masculine energies come in. Here is a guided meditation with Kalayna and I to connect with five beloved faces of Divine Mother: Mother Mary, Kuan Yin, Magdalene, Sophia, and Dark Mother https://youtu.be/buMlCNQp24c
 
Here also is a guided meditation I did on eclipse day to connect with the codes and energies of it and flow them through the body: https://youtu.be/UioyKPHYKMY
 
BE as loving as you can during these more intense energies…listening and feeling into what your body/heart/mind/soul needs. I am providing the gift of this daily video series Deepen for 33 days to illuminate your inner worlds and the support that is available there for you as you connect to the Divine within.
 
Here is a playlist to watch all the videos in the series: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNmrHdaQSAvLiLpw1qSOmQE-tsqhGSAD3
 
MUCH love to you as we ride the bliss mess waves of awakening together!
 
Jelelle Awen
1:1 bridging and ongoing sessions available with me for women over 25 and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators (Gabriel and Raphael with women/men and Kalayna with woman 25 and under) to deepen this connection with your Protector, Inner Child, Lemurian, and other precious parts/Metasoul aspects! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions