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Energy Update: Full Moon Lunar Eclipse 5/5 Gateway Energies Offering Revelation & 5D Codes

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Energy Update: Full Moon Lunar Eclipse 5/5 Gateway energies are coming in strong as we prepare for this transformative eclipse on Friday! As always, lunar eclipses offer a space for revelation of whatever needs to be seen/realized inside and out. Sudden and abrupt changes/insights/clarities/shifts often occur during eclipse passages as well with inception or seeding on the solar eclipse and completion happening on the ‘book end’ of the lunar eclipse.

This lunar eclipse is particularly powerful as it occurring during the 5/5 gateway…..offering a direct bridge to experience and connect to fifth dimensional consciousness states more easily and fluidly. 5/5 is also a portal of transformation and change, amplifying the qualities of eclipses. 5D New Lemuria/New Earth dimensional upgrades offer remembrance frequencies of Unity, Soul family and soul mate/counterpart reunion, integrated and harmonious living, conscious relationships, soul purpose fulfillment, inner peace, joy and Divine connection.

You may be experience a sense of being in the void and the emptiness during phases/stages of this eclipse passage as well. Holding space for the void/clearing and the feelings that come up is a sacred part of the process…especially if you are in a process of letting go of previous identities, relationships, etc. recently catalyzed by these eclipses. Coming out of that void, wanting to fill it in, are the 5D consciousness energies.

This eclipse and 5/5 gateway is a time for intense emotional healing/shadow work, especially to connect to those parts/soul aspects who are being activated by it. There is particularly a lifting of the veil on other lifetimes, which are happening in the quantum field of NOW and not ‘past lives’. You may be experiencing an intensifying bleed through of these lifetimes in conscious states, dream time, and draw to immerse/research them.

These Metasoul brothers/sisters of yours from other lifetime incarnations are waiting for conscious connection with you to offer both soul gift exchanges and karmic healing opportunities…to truly complete and resolve lifetimes of patterns and cycles. The upgrades in consciousness in this resolution process can be quite significant and are some of the reason that we signed up to be here during this Ascension lifetime.

Now is a time to move into deeper embodiment of 5D consciousness on all levels!

It is a powerful time during this eclipse passage to go within and also to join together in soul family community for intentional healing space and recoding/bridging!

Join Raphael and I for a 5/5 Portal Lunar Eclipse Update & Guided Meditation Livestream into our SoulFullHeart private FB group on Friday, May 5th at 5:00pm UK/Portugal – 12pm EDT with more info to join us at https://www.facebook.com/events/269160688788620 and you can join our group here: https://www.facebook.com/groups/sfhportal

And, we will be offering a powerful karmic healing activation/upgrade sacred union transmission to connection with your Metasoul during a group meditation call over zoom on Sunday, May 7th at the same time as above. Info to join us by donation and receive the recording at https://www.facebook.com/events/589925029555352

I am also available for a free intro about transformative 1:1 sessions with me for women…..more info at soulfullheart.org/sessions.

Love,

Jelelle Awen

We are posting less frequently on this blog and more regularly on our FB feeds, IG, and also the blog on our website soulfullheart.org: https://www.soulfullheart.org/blogs

4:4 Portal, Full Moon & Easter Passage Energy Update

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4:4 Energy Update: It is the 4:4 portal today and there is really something so affirming of the bigger picture and yet also grounding into the NOW about 4 energies…as represented by the four seasons and four elements (well, and the fifth of spirit). Four codes can be about following Divine guidance, your intuition/soul wisdom, and then making progress/choices toward that, resolving practical and relationship matters with loving negotiation inside and out.

I also felt there was an invitation with these 4:4 energies to be direct with care, transparent with yourself and others to deepen the sense of trust in your higher heart intuition and Divine guidance as well. Being direct with care is possible as you heal from trauma responses/reactions/projections/triggers that lead to hiding your truth, being indirect, manipulation, passive aggression, keeping secrets, lying, etc. Feeling parts of yourself and soul aspects to heal these grounds allows for transparency inside and out.

4:4 is also about recognizing the patterns and cycles in your life and in your awakening journey…the beginnings, the harvest, the fall/death, and the spring arising again. These energies of transformation are being strongly activated right now…and an invitation to surrender to the cycles of change that lead to profound transmutation at all levels of being. To be in the flow more and more…

4:4 is a recognition of your current home on all levels…in the physical, within your body, in your heart space, connected to your soul, with the Divine, in your relationships. And feeling how you and parts of you feel about the current state of these homes…safe? Restless? Frustrated? Unhealthy? Time for change? Goodness and rest? Groundedness? Uneasiness?

This is also the Easter passage, offering codes of crucifixion/necessary death/letting go that allows for resurrection with Divine forgiveness and trust….as the Magdalenes seeded into the collective consciousness during that lifetime. There is the template there in the soul family monad around how to BE with inevitable change in a way that allows for the deepest personal growth in alignment with the Divine.

And, all of this is amplified by the full pink moon energies….on the leading edge of experience lunar frequencies allow space for feeling, for being, and for digesting. The moon matrix is also amplified during full moons and has been 3D home, so you may feel your body vessel/home going through adjustments too, transformation, unplugging, detox and letting go, esp your womb space or hara for men.

This is a passage to honor whichever phase you may be in right in this moment……WHILE seeing/feeling the bigger picture of your life/purpose/service grounded in the home of your heart and soul.

Much love to you on this 4:4, full moon, and Easter Passage,

Jelelle Awen

There is an illumination being offered of inner sacred unions too, the dynamic between your inner masculine and inner feminine energies….and if they are polarized, in union, in conscious negotiation or playing out unconscious dynamics from parental templating, Matrix conditioning, soul karma and more. This is a key element of deepening the sense of home within. Raphael and I will be exploring inner sacred union with sharings and a guided meditation in our group call on Easter Sunday, April 9th, more info to join by donation at: https://www.facebook.com/events/1224787391742244/ or soulfullheart.org/events

And, Raphael and I wilI be sharing more of our sacred union story tomorrow (part two!) during a livestream into our SoulFullHeart Portal FB group…our story which is filled with life shifts, death/rebirth, and openings too, more info at: https://www.facebook.com/events/142833035175497

We are posting less frequently on this blog and more regularly on our FB feeds, IG, and also the blog on our website soulfullheart.org: https://www.soulfullheart.org/blogs

Solstice Passage Offering Divine Reset For The Masculine

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Moving into the solstice passage…shortest days of the year or longest depending on hemisphere. It’s like every moment is stretched out, one way or other. And, the quiet is inviting you inward mostly…to sort, to reconcile, to reflect, to come to terms in your own way with the now and the last year and the new year coming up. Just a lot of tiredness and need for rest right now too!

I’ve been sharing about a masculine reset going on during this passage of 12:12 through 12:22. These ten days have brought us through the powerful unity code activations of 12:12 into an inner masculine (and outer) reset and feminine response to that reset.

The masculine reset has to do with the masculine truly turning to the Divine as the source of surrender, sense of worth and adequacy, dropping need to prove or achieve, and receiving Divine love into his deepest essence AS a reflection of essence. The Divine Feminine/Mother is especially inviting him to drop into the lap of Her love and Her grace directly.

I’m seeing in sessions and in my own relationship how the masculine is ready for this transition to let go of the false gods that have been programmed/conditioned in 3D, the wounded mother/son/daughter relationship and in the False Light Matrix, ready to let go of looking outward or even ego hijacks to try to become a God and then abuse, control others from this place. Ready to not be distracted by the doing of things that aren’t meaningful and align all his purpose and energy and alchemy to becoming the very embodiment of sacred masculine meaning and soul purpose alignment.

And, the feminine invited to be in response to him in all this shift. In response means letting go of control and also of being the ‘stand in’ or proxy or template for the Divine. There can be soul contracts/agreements around this to dissolve, especially in soul mate bonds and even within your own soul. The feminine bridges to the spiritual, brings spirit to the ‘matter of Masculine’. Yet, also, she needs to know when to allow the masculine to come into his own Divine union and when she herself needs this shift to happen.

This dynamic shift is happening inward, within our sacred unions between our inner masculine and inner feminine, and also in relationships. The masculine needs to upgrade to embody more spirit for the relationship to come into balance as the anchor to matter shifts from 3D to 4D to 5D. Matter is becoming less dense as Ascension goes on, as even we as a collective have been shifted out of the 3D ‘mainstream reality’ into the sorting out grounds of lower 4D since the C narrative began two years ago.

The masculine can get fixated on the past and what he could have fixed or how he failed. He is being invited to reconcile that past, feel the parts of him that need Divine love, and offer them to come into the present now where forgiveness is always readily available. In his need to be needed, he can loop in not being good enough for too long.

The recent solar flare activity contains sparks from the Divine for the masculine to receive. Ultraviolet codes from the Great Cosmic Sun source. And Yeshua/Christ is available now as an ascended teacher, dso readily now with these thin veils of solstice/christ-mas energies. Dialogues and channeling with him for the masculine provides a template of a sacred masculine who honors/supports the feminine while also having his own embodiment of Divine energies.

Solstice invites more balance of these masculine/feminine energies within us and in relationship. Here is a guided meditation to connect to your inner sacred union: https://youtu.be/YVgEANrF6J4

We are going now as a community into a two day group healing space together to also connect to the Solstice energies. Raphael and I are going to offer our weekly livestream here on FB on Thursday, December 22nd at 5:00pm GMT, instead of Wednesday this week. We’ll talk about the solstice energies and what we are noticing about them.

Love to you during this rebalancing and reset time,

Jelelle Awen

Info about free intros/1:1 sessions, group call events, blog/books at soulfullheart.org

Energy Update: Total Lunar Eclipse Offers Emotional & Cathartic Release

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Energy Update: Total lunar eclipse energies coming through NOW! We’ve been preparing for the emotional illuminations of this eclipse, the deeply feminine frequencies of it, with a focus on shadow exploration with much coming up and out into more conscious awareness now.

During these ‘blood moon’ eclipses, there is an easing up of the moon matrix to whatever degree the sacred feminine lunar energies have been hijacked in the collective and within our wombs especially. The ‘hijack’ itself is going through shifts and changes right now with ambassadorship possible to the Matrix if there has been enough unplugging in your emotional body, soul fields, and relationships. There are big shifts in the agenda and momentum of the Matrix agendas, even with a peaking in the narratives (more on this soon.)

This ‘freeing up’ of the emotional body during lunar eclipses can bring forward intense emotions, sensations of pressures building and releasing from within, even the sense of ‘break downs’ within yourself or those around you. It can be a roller coaster of the highest highs of Unity Bliss and then some unusual ‘lows’ that haven’t been experienced for awhile.

Along with the ongoing pressure, tensions and relationship challenges/completions caused by the consciousness bifurcation going on the last two years, this may be an intense time for you in relationships. It’s like what has been all right to be in shadow or to be dismissed or diverted is coming up to be dealt with and felt NOW.

These catalytic urgent energies can be a bit crazy making unless you are centered into yourself, feeling the parts/soul aspects who are in the churning and need you, discerning what energies are yours and what are other people’s, reclaiming your boundaries as needed. I find these lunar eclipses to be the most intense leading up to them and during the passage between them…and then there is an exhale and release after they are complete.

Ultimately it is cathartic to express and share (even if it needs to come out messy or tense) rather than to hold it inside and internalize, going into a caretaking or people pleasing mode. It is necessary to be current, to be truthful, to share what your heart and soul discernment is…even risking being rejected, hurting others at times (yet not actually harming/abusing). It is especially necessary during these times of death and rebirth. These eclipse energies assist in that process, inside and out.

The 11:11 codes are waiting right there and already coming in, as I shared about yesterday…offering new beginnings, wake up calls, and next movements, connection to your higher vision. 11:11 codes offer a harvesting of the churning, tilling, and planting that has been going on the last month.

You can view the lunar eclipse here from start to finish…8am to 2pm Portugal/WET/UK time….https://youtu.be/hph8JCS2w3c

Love during this intense eclipse and 11/11 passage!

Jelelle Awen

Join Raphael and I for a 11:11 portal and eclipse energies in our livestream here on FB coming up tomorrow, Wed. November 9th for our weekly SoulFullHeart livestream at 5:00pm WET Portugal/UK/ noon EDT. We will also offer a brief guided meditation to connect to these 11:11 energies. You can join us live here on my FB feed and take in the recording here too. https://www.facebook.com/events/687523919290573

And our monthly group call on Sunday, Nov 13th is focused on connecting to the inner teenager, a part that is often in shadow with much emotional intensity to be processed and soul gifts waiting to be freed up! More info at https://www.facebook.com/events/844061516750636

Here is the recording of a shadow exploration livestream and guided meditation: https://youtu.be/SKZEQbcaIUA

Samhain Message: Time To Reveal, Feel And Heal What Has Been In ‘Shadow’

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Samhain blessings to you, as you feel the VERY thin veils and what they want to offer you…

It’s a time of sacred shadow work, of diving deeply into the hidden depths of yourself and soul. It’s a time when this work becomes easier than perhaps is ‘normal’ for you, as you feel the activation of your access to what is truly real inside of you and even can see with more clarity what needs addressing on the outside too.

It’s an opportunity for a great shift of how you see and feel the world around and inside of you. It’s both an energizing time and a sober one. It’s fiery as it clears the cobwebs and brings in more clarity for you, yet also a balm as it supports your inner and outer movements in response to this.

Jelelle and I led a women’s call last night that was dedicated to exploring the shadow feminine, yet much of what we talked about can apply to the masculine as well. It was perfect for this time of Samhain energies, when love from the spirit realm comes streaming in and we’re invited to love it back. The energies of revealing, feeling and healing what’s been hidden by the veils of once-precious relationships, necessary lone wolf phases, identities, 3D-based life choices that won’t move you UP and into the realm of your own soul more, are streaming in to support your ongoing awakening.

We felt together on this call, how ‘shadow work’ is really another name for deep-diving into your own subconscious and feeling what has been hidden there, rather than it always being about something ‘dark’ being revealed (though this is necessary as well). Women I’ve been working with in sessions have been finding it easier to drop into their own souls lately, which is really about their own readiness to do so while the support of these Samhain energies also lands in them. They’ve been able to feel the depths of soul grief coming forward, for example, which is something that can be so challenging to dive into, along with the huge desire to address painful soul patterns that hadn’t been revealed until now.

As I feel Samhain and what it is offering in this moment, I feel a fire in my belly and Kundalini energies rising – energies that want to be birthed through creativity and Divinely-aligned alchemy that come from soul and heart openings such as these. I also feel very, very sober energies in my heart about the fact that so many souls have been passing recently, a choice they made for many reasons, yet the impact of their passing reverberates through life as we’ve all known it and is serving an ongoing awakening to Matrix agendas… another sacred revelation that is boosted by Samhain energies, it feels like.

I feel reminded of our mortality, of the fact that we can’t control anything ultimately, of the surrender to the Divine at this and all times, as we can’t ever really, truly understand the why’s and how’s of the flow of our Ascension journey and everything that’s happening in today’s world… though we can choose how to respond to it from our most empowered places within, while holding the parts/aspects of us who are afraid.

Samhain then, maybe specifically this one in this year of ‘2022’, is a time of empowerment and sobriety, of celebration and deep reverence on the heels of MUCH awakening. It’s an opportunity to download the codes of deeper awakening to our souls, yet in negotiation with the pace of our lives as well and the space we can make for these awakenings to integrate within our hearts.

May these energies evoke in you a greater sense of your power, even in your surrender to the movements of life and all death and rebirth cycles at this and any time!

Love,
Kasha (and all her priestesses!)

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space-holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Fall Energies Inviting Us Back Into Our ‘Homes’ Within

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As we wind down into fall energies and the summer stirrings in our hearts and bodies wind down as well, we’re invited to find home within in a whole new way. It’s a time of inner re-balancing, finding some stability, some way of creating an inner nest where your parts and soul aspects can rest. No matter what has been stirred up for you, supported by cosmic alignments or soul readjustments, now is a time of resettling inside so that you can find a way to come back home to yourself… no matter what or who you’ve been responding to on the outside, whatever has been collapsing or coming alive in your life, or where your relationships seem to be going or not.

Between the letting go of my sacred union romance several months ago and the letting in of sacred sisterhood at new levels of depth and resonance, I’ve been feeling an ongoing need and desire to be in response from the heart of my womb, my Queen, my alchemical feminine essence, to everything that needs that…even my young cat! I feel the dance of being in my mid-30s, the letting go of a level of youngness in order to let in even more maturation. I feel my body changing and my heart changing too. I feel my soul leading me in directions that are surprising at times. I feel myself in service of love in new ways throughout all of this, claiming a deep love and appreciation of myself that can overflow so much more to others. Throughout all of these shifts and the new data that I’m embracing about myself, I feel like my inner homestead is being rebuilt and expanding too. This summer has truly been about inner renovation and renewal for me, and I’m not the only one!

In my soul sisters who I serve in sessions and who I’m in intimate relationship with here in Portugal, I feel and see similar shifts and changes. It’s like as women especially, we’re all being invited to create a new nest inside, to birth the new that wants to come from us, whether it’s a renewal of who we thought we were and experienced ourselves to be, or a renewed way of being in life and in response to love – or everything all at once! The need for women to step up to discover and claim everything about themselves, shadow and light aspects, all sorts of parts at play, creates this need for a more expansive inner ‘home’ to come back to and ground into within. 

The fall energies and the shift to go back inward is real and sometimes intense, yet good when deeply surrendered to. It’s in this surrender that we find and feel the Divine within in what can feel like brand new and surprising ways. It’s in this surrender that we can truly align with our Divine creativity, our alchemy, our personal way of being love in all the moments we have on this planet… in the full-range expression of that love, which can be challenging but also gentle. 

Here’s a guided meditation I created recently, to support your process of creating a home or ‘Safe Haven’ within: https://youtu.be/VNg8D7Hq7dw

Many blessings and so much love to you as you continue your journey through these early fall energies and bring everything back inward to your heart and the love that you are!

Love,

Kasha

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc.

Nativity Of Mother Mary Day & 9/9 Energies Of Compassion

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Precious to realize that today is the Nativity of Mother Mary or in other words, her celebrated ‘birthday’ on Earth! It’s especially precious to me because of the Mother Mary codes that I feel coming in around the 9/9 portal tomorrow and I feel how her energies have been supporting my own womb in her holding and response to others lately too.

There’s a new wave of motherly compassion moving into and through my heart space as I take care of my cat who has just been spayed (she is normally very active so she needs a lot of attention right now) and also as I respond to beloveds around me and women I’m serving love with in sessions. I feel as if my compassion has been invited to go to a whole other level both within and without and with that invitation, I feel so much support to feel what isn’t compassion but instead is judgement toward self and others too.

I don’t know if there’s anything more challenging than embodying true compassion. Many can claim to have empathic hearts yet can and do they live into compassion within that empathy? Can you see and feel yourself, parts of you, others around you, even those you interact with but disagree with on social media with the eyes of Divine compassion? I’ll admit that of course I have no mastery over this, yet I constantly feel the work-in-progress of this deepening for me and find every bit of shadow around it worth exploring.

It can be surprising at times what turns to actually NOT so much be an act of compassion. There is such a difference between caretaking or enabling others and withholding your true sense of them and your relationship with them, no matter where it comes from within you, whether it’s born of your ‘shadow’ or not. Plus, there’s always an invitation to feel that ‘what has been in shadow’ is just another way to feel ‘what has long been hidden’, which offers us much more compassionate frequencies with which to see and feel ourselves and others.

During this time on the planet, we’re constantly seeing what needs to be loved. That doesn’t mean that we don’t challenge what we see, ask pertinent questions, or dive into feeling the differences between what we want and what is. It doesn’t mean ‘accepting’ all as it is or as they are, especially if that acceptance is a way to dull your own truth and passionate fire. Rather, it means to somehow be very real about the contrasts, about the impact we feel and have had too, and discerning with love what it is that is true and what it is that’s being peddled as true.

Love’s un-hijacked, truly compassionate lens as offered by Mother Mary energies, encourages us to see reality, to weep and mourn what has been, to let in desires and hope for what could be, and to also somehow feel that even the darkness has its role to play and is necessary to roll out now though it’s so painful at times to witness and be impacted by. And then, while we feel all of this, we’re invited to feel forgiveness as an ongoing process… not an easy one, but one that can be truly honoured for all its stages and phases as each part of us who has been hurt or done harm finds forgiveness in their hearts.

Sending so much love on this day and during this portal as we let in Mother Mary codes of deep, fathomless Divine compassion and love for ALL!

Love,
Kasha

🎨: Renata Sedmakova

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc.

Lion’s Gate Energy Update & 8:8 Group Call Invite (Video) | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

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In this video, Raphael and I share an energy update as we move deeper into the Lion’s Gate portal with August 8th being the peak of the energies.

We share about the meaning of Lion’s Gate, making it personal to yourself, and the gifts that are offered from this Cosmic Christmas time of increased visions, soul clarities, alchemy, truth telling, and more. You may be experiencing these high energies through body symptoms such as dizziness, headaches and/or emotionally as intense waves of highs and then lows.

We also acknowledge that it can be challenging to parts of us to let in the codes/upgrades/activations available during this time due to traumas, soul fears, other lifetimes bleeding through and karmic loops.You can connect to these ‘grinch-like’ parts of you with love, acceptance and as a portal to understanding more about yourself and your soul.

We invite you in this video to join us for a Lion’s Gate 8:8 group meditation activation call on Monday August 8th at 5:00/17:00pm WEST/12:00pm EDT/9:00am PDT to bring these energies into your awareness in a personal way. In the call, we will share about our most current personal processes as individuals and as a sacred union pairbond related to these energies and how we are experiencing them. We will also share about how our SoulFullHeart process can serve to allow for more integration, digestion, and receiving of these energies.

In the guided meditation/transmission portion of the call, we will create a bridge to connect with the Lion’s Gate energies by traveling to the pyramids of Giza in a powerful visualization meditation. This will open you up to receive whatever codes, messages, and upgrades want to come to you during this portal. We will also tune in as a group to receive codes to assist humanity’s ongoing awakening process, especially against the current backdrop of death and rebirth/good and evil narratives that are so heightened and playing out currently.

Divine guides and Sirian aspects will join us to hold a safe, higher vibe space for this exploration and offer inspiring transmissions of Infinite love and light. We will also repeat affirmations as a group that provide a new coding of anchoring spirit into our physical bodies during this portal.

You can receive these frequencies live with us (highly recommended) or take in the recording afterwards. If you attend the live group, you’ll have the opportunity to share with us about what you experienced during the meditation and receive feedback/next steps of integration from us (this is totally optional). Plus, you’ll be able to take in and receive sharings from other souls (both women and men) in the call, which is a powerful activation of its own!

This group is open to the public and to anyone over 18. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy/money exchange of whatever donation you feel to give ($11 USD/$15 CAD is the usual amount people offer us).

You can offer your donation via our shop at https://www.soulfullheart.org/shop or https://www.paypal.me/jelelleawen and we will send you the zoom link to attend and the recording afterwards. If you purchase via paypal, please include your email and what you are purchasing in the note section so that we can send you the zoom link and the recording afterwards. More info at https://www.soulfullheart.org/events.

Hope you can join us for this powerful exploration into these Lions Gate energies!

Love,

Raphael and Jelelle

Lion’s Gate Invitation To Emerge Into Infinite Possibilities & Infinite Love

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To move out of tight-feeling places, smallness, feelings of being stuck and stagnant, takes oomph and even a ROAR at times. I feel this Lion’s Gate is inspiring this movement in myself and others, this desire to launch off a springboard and leap into the air of infinite possibilities and infinite love.

Something becomes so normalized in our Matrix connection around feeling small and the layers of this take so long sometimes, so many years, so much processing, so much deep feeling to move through. We’re conditioned to believe that ‘this is as good as it gets’ and then parts of us can become very afraid to imagine anything more is possible. Scarcity is God. Abundance is something you can only wait and work for and it may not even come to you. Unworthiness is the foundation upon which your ‘house of life’ has been built.

I’ve been feeling my Queen aspect quite a lot lately and feeling a new sense of my inner masculine King as well. They’re showing me their stuck and fearful places and where they haven’t connected deeply together, along with what they both desire to become. They are heading toward a reconciliation within themselves, with each other, and with me, plus also with the Divine which is a connection they both want to embody more. They want new levels of collaboration together without pushing or prodding, just mutual evolution and dance with their own wishes and desires. My Queen dreams and my King makes it happen. And well, maybe sometimes it’s meant to go the other way too where my King is the dreamer/visionary and my Queen can help birth it into being. I feel how they want to have a new level of maturity around this together and truly stay in the room now without suppression or fear… and I humbly feel how that’s in process for them both and not yet mastered.

This Lion’s Gate seems to really be supporting us all to move out of the Matrix at a new level, yet with honouring of the sacredness of the smallness-settling/settling for suffering too. Feeling our inner dynamics between parts/aspects is a way to do this that really brings it all inward, takes responsibility for what’s been created in the outer world, and begins to turn the ship around. There’s nothing to leap over or to make wrong in the process of feeling it all and feeling why parts of us have been ok with that being their only possible reality. Yet, maybe now it’s time to feel into the steps that can be taken to move out of it more.

Your own patterns, if you’re anything like me, may have to do with money earning and a huge mountain to climb around stability being accessible yet also using your own creativity to keep that moving along even if you do need to lean into being an ‘employee’ of some kind for a while. They may also have to do with wanting to feel more centred in the infinite possibilities of life and of love, to feel like no matter what, you’re drawing to you what you need to experience to keep you moving beyond even the most subtle suffering loops about anything… relationships, work, soul purpose expression, geography, etc.

I feel humbly like I’m learning about this all over again in a way, and I welcome that because to me it’s always interesting where these layers take me and what I learn about myself through feeling them. Without suppressing my shadow and my own parts’/Metasoul aspects’ resistances to Divine surrender and timing, I get to feel what else I and they want, desire, need. I’m afforded the opportunity to dream anew, even when there’s mourning that’s needed too…

There’s so much for us all to launch into now, to see about our soul patterns and this-lifetime patterns too. The wounded visionary is just as real as the elevated one. The wounded healer is just as real as the centred one. Your parts are just as real as your integrated wholeness. There’s so much we’re invited to just drop-in and feel, to fall in love with even in the tightest moments and the most tearful waves of grief. I feel so much desire to move beyond any settling for suffering… and I truly hope, that on whatever level you need to right now, you feel that for yourself too.

Love,
Kasha

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Lion’s Gate Energy Update: ‘Receive’ Rather Than ‘Reach’ During This Ten-Year Cycle Completion Time

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by Kasha Rokshana

Energy Update: As this Lion’s Gate passage brings us into the completion of a 10-year cycle, you may find yourself breaking down to break open in ways that may surprise you. And, you may find that while you feel activated and accelerated in certain things at the moment, there’s also a pacing needed to let it all in, and a sense that some other areas of your life and personal journey may need more time to birth… especially if there is pain to feel along the way.

It can all feel crazy or even mournful at times, especially if you find you’re needing to let go of something or someone precious in order to let yourself in in a new way, yet there’s a poignancy, sacredness, and aliveness to it all too as the Divine holds and guides us all through anything and everything we’re feeling and walking out…

The ongoing message from the lions of Sirius, who I tend to feel so strongly as my galactic soul connection to them runs so deep for me personally, is to be with the process and allows it to actually BE a process without an agenda… to choose to remain heading towards wherever the road is leading you inward and outward, to feel it all, to find and lean into your inner foundation of trust in the Divine, to not rush or hurry anything along and to feel any parts of you that may want to rush so that their fears, anxieties, uncertainties can be felt and held in your heart rather than acted from or assuaged somehow.

Our Ascension as Sacred Humans is an ongoing process and it needs to be that way in my sense of it. If it suddenly were over, the deeper transformational power of it and each poignant moment too would be lost somehow. A magic would be lost as well. Our arising wouldn’t feel as sacred.

I feel this for myself while in my own ongoing death and rebirth cycle in my Divine connection and in that, my entire connection to life itself. I feel a strong personal invitation to receive rather than reach for what I want and what my soul feels it truly desires to have, to become, to draw to me, and to live into in this lifetime as I also reconcile other lifetimes and the pain and shadows that linger there.

This process of receiving seems to be one for us women specifically of really cultivating our centre, our inner garden where our parts and soul aspects can BE, and our ‘Lilith phase’ of independence and alchemy. This can happen in so many ways and circumstances, yet the most vital thing I feel around this at the moment, is the feeling of receiving love and what we most need in all areas of our life, rather than over-reaching or exerting energy to grab at what we once thought we wanted or were being guided towards.

Perhaps there’s a ‘soul turn’ waiting to ground in for you as you find your way at this time during this gateway where we are SO supported to be in our bigness yet also our stillness, creating from there with self-love and beholding of life’s mysteries.

Surrendering to the Divine seems to also keep coming up for me personally, as I’m truly getting these days how nothing, really nothing at all, is actually up to me. And what makes this even more powerful is the sense that I’m not surrendering to an outside force so much as to the Divine will within me, that is inherent in my embodiment of my Divine Self that continues to deepen and be explored. I feel surrendered yet empowered, if that makes sense. And it feels pretty amazing when my parts/aspects can truly begin to rest into that!

Lots of love to you wherever you’re at, whatever you’re feeling, as your own letting in of this Lion’s Gate time deepens for you and guides you too into the new with so much love and support flowing beneath those courageous wings of yours.

Love,
Kasha

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc.