Nativity Of Mother Mary Day & 9/9 Energies Of Compassion

by Kasha Rokshana

Precious to realize that today is the Nativity of Mother Mary or in other words, her celebrated ‘birthday’ on Earth! It’s especially precious to me because of the Mother Mary codes that I feel coming in around the 9/9 portal tomorrow and I feel how her energies have been supporting my own womb in her holding and response to others lately too.

There’s a new wave of motherly compassion moving into and through my heart space as I take care of my cat who has just been spayed (she is normally very active so she needs a lot of attention right now) and also as I respond to beloveds around me and women I’m serving love with in sessions. I feel as if my compassion has been invited to go to a whole other level both within and without and with that invitation, I feel so much support to feel what isn’t compassion but instead is judgement toward self and others too.

I don’t know if there’s anything more challenging than embodying true compassion. Many can claim to have empathic hearts yet can and do they live into compassion within that empathy? Can you see and feel yourself, parts of you, others around you, even those you interact with but disagree with on social media with the eyes of Divine compassion? I’ll admit that of course I have no mastery over this, yet I constantly feel the work-in-progress of this deepening for me and find every bit of shadow around it worth exploring.

It can be surprising at times what turns to actually NOT so much be an act of compassion. There is such a difference between caretaking or enabling others and withholding your true sense of them and your relationship with them, no matter where it comes from within you, whether it’s born of your ‘shadow’ or not. Plus, there’s always an invitation to feel that ‘what has been in shadow’ is just another way to feel ‘what has long been hidden’, which offers us much more compassionate frequencies with which to see and feel ourselves and others.

During this time on the planet, we’re constantly seeing what needs to be loved. That doesn’t mean that we don’t challenge what we see, ask pertinent questions, or dive into feeling the differences between what we want and what is. It doesn’t mean ‘accepting’ all as it is or as they are, especially if that acceptance is a way to dull your own truth and passionate fire. Rather, it means to somehow be very real about the contrasts, about the impact we feel and have had too, and discerning with love what it is that is true and what it is that’s being peddled as true.

Love’s un-hijacked, truly compassionate lens as offered by Mother Mary energies, encourages us to see reality, to weep and mourn what has been, to let in desires and hope for what could be, and to also somehow feel that even the darkness has its role to play and is necessary to roll out now though it’s so painful at times to witness and be impacted by. And then, while we feel all of this, we’re invited to feel forgiveness as an ongoing process… not an easy one, but one that can be truly honoured for all its stages and phases as each part of us who has been hurt or done harm finds forgiveness in their hearts.

Sending so much love on this day and during this portal as we let in Mother Mary codes of deep, fathomless Divine compassion and love for ALL!

Love,
Kasha

🎨: Renata Sedmakova

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc.

Lion’s Gate Energy Update & 8:8 Group Call Invite (Video) | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

In this video, Raphael and I share an energy update as we move deeper into the Lion’s Gate portal with August 8th being the peak of the energies.

We share about the meaning of Lion’s Gate, making it personal to yourself, and the gifts that are offered from this Cosmic Christmas time of increased visions, soul clarities, alchemy, truth telling, and more. You may be experiencing these high energies through body symptoms such as dizziness, headaches and/or emotionally as intense waves of highs and then lows.

We also acknowledge that it can be challenging to parts of us to let in the codes/upgrades/activations available during this time due to traumas, soul fears, other lifetimes bleeding through and karmic loops.You can connect to these ‘grinch-like’ parts of you with love, acceptance and as a portal to understanding more about yourself and your soul.

We invite you in this video to join us for a Lion’s Gate 8:8 group meditation activation call on Monday August 8th at 5:00/17:00pm WEST/12:00pm EDT/9:00am PDT to bring these energies into your awareness in a personal way. In the call, we will share about our most current personal processes as individuals and as a sacred union pairbond related to these energies and how we are experiencing them. We will also share about how our SoulFullHeart process can serve to allow for more integration, digestion, and receiving of these energies.

In the guided meditation/transmission portion of the call, we will create a bridge to connect with the Lion’s Gate energies by traveling to the pyramids of Giza in a powerful visualization meditation. This will open you up to receive whatever codes, messages, and upgrades want to come to you during this portal. We will also tune in as a group to receive codes to assist humanity’s ongoing awakening process, especially against the current backdrop of death and rebirth/good and evil narratives that are so heightened and playing out currently.

Divine guides and Sirian aspects will join us to hold a safe, higher vibe space for this exploration and offer inspiring transmissions of Infinite love and light. We will also repeat affirmations as a group that provide a new coding of anchoring spirit into our physical bodies during this portal.

You can receive these frequencies live with us (highly recommended) or take in the recording afterwards. If you attend the live group, you’ll have the opportunity to share with us about what you experienced during the meditation and receive feedback/next steps of integration from us (this is totally optional). Plus, you’ll be able to take in and receive sharings from other souls (both women and men) in the call, which is a powerful activation of its own!

This group is open to the public and to anyone over 18. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy/money exchange of whatever donation you feel to give ($11 USD/$15 CAD is the usual amount people offer us).

You can offer your donation via our shop at https://www.soulfullheart.org/shop or https://www.paypal.me/jelelleawen and we will send you the zoom link to attend and the recording afterwards. If you purchase via paypal, please include your email and what you are purchasing in the note section so that we can send you the zoom link and the recording afterwards. More info at https://www.soulfullheart.org/events.

Hope you can join us for this powerful exploration into these Lions Gate energies!

Love,

Raphael and Jelelle

Lion’s Gate Invitation To Emerge Into Infinite Possibilities & Infinite Love

by Kasha Rokshana

To move out of tight-feeling places, smallness, feelings of being stuck and stagnant, takes oomph and even a ROAR at times. I feel this Lion’s Gate is inspiring this movement in myself and others, this desire to launch off a springboard and leap into the air of infinite possibilities and infinite love.

Something becomes so normalized in our Matrix connection around feeling small and the layers of this take so long sometimes, so many years, so much processing, so much deep feeling to move through. We’re conditioned to believe that ‘this is as good as it gets’ and then parts of us can become very afraid to imagine anything more is possible. Scarcity is God. Abundance is something you can only wait and work for and it may not even come to you. Unworthiness is the foundation upon which your ‘house of life’ has been built.

I’ve been feeling my Queen aspect quite a lot lately and feeling a new sense of my inner masculine King as well. They’re showing me their stuck and fearful places and where they haven’t connected deeply together, along with what they both desire to become. They are heading toward a reconciliation within themselves, with each other, and with me, plus also with the Divine which is a connection they both want to embody more. They want new levels of collaboration together without pushing or prodding, just mutual evolution and dance with their own wishes and desires. My Queen dreams and my King makes it happen. And well, maybe sometimes it’s meant to go the other way too where my King is the dreamer/visionary and my Queen can help birth it into being. I feel how they want to have a new level of maturity around this together and truly stay in the room now without suppression or fear… and I humbly feel how that’s in process for them both and not yet mastered.

This Lion’s Gate seems to really be supporting us all to move out of the Matrix at a new level, yet with honouring of the sacredness of the smallness-settling/settling for suffering too. Feeling our inner dynamics between parts/aspects is a way to do this that really brings it all inward, takes responsibility for what’s been created in the outer world, and begins to turn the ship around. There’s nothing to leap over or to make wrong in the process of feeling it all and feeling why parts of us have been ok with that being their only possible reality. Yet, maybe now it’s time to feel into the steps that can be taken to move out of it more.

Your own patterns, if you’re anything like me, may have to do with money earning and a huge mountain to climb around stability being accessible yet also using your own creativity to keep that moving along even if you do need to lean into being an ‘employee’ of some kind for a while. They may also have to do with wanting to feel more centred in the infinite possibilities of life and of love, to feel like no matter what, you’re drawing to you what you need to experience to keep you moving beyond even the most subtle suffering loops about anything… relationships, work, soul purpose expression, geography, etc.

I feel humbly like I’m learning about this all over again in a way, and I welcome that because to me it’s always interesting where these layers take me and what I learn about myself through feeling them. Without suppressing my shadow and my own parts’/Metasoul aspects’ resistances to Divine surrender and timing, I get to feel what else I and they want, desire, need. I’m afforded the opportunity to dream anew, even when there’s mourning that’s needed too…

There’s so much for us all to launch into now, to see about our soul patterns and this-lifetime patterns too. The wounded visionary is just as real as the elevated one. The wounded healer is just as real as the centred one. Your parts are just as real as your integrated wholeness. There’s so much we’re invited to just drop-in and feel, to fall in love with even in the tightest moments and the most tearful waves of grief. I feel so much desire to move beyond any settling for suffering… and I truly hope, that on whatever level you need to right now, you feel that for yourself too.

Love,
Kasha

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Lion’s Gate Energy Update: ‘Receive’ Rather Than ‘Reach’ During This Ten-Year Cycle Completion Time

by Kasha Rokshana

Energy Update: As this Lion’s Gate passage brings us into the completion of a 10-year cycle, you may find yourself breaking down to break open in ways that may surprise you. And, you may find that while you feel activated and accelerated in certain things at the moment, there’s also a pacing needed to let it all in, and a sense that some other areas of your life and personal journey may need more time to birth… especially if there is pain to feel along the way.

It can all feel crazy or even mournful at times, especially if you find you’re needing to let go of something or someone precious in order to let yourself in in a new way, yet there’s a poignancy, sacredness, and aliveness to it all too as the Divine holds and guides us all through anything and everything we’re feeling and walking out…

The ongoing message from the lions of Sirius, who I tend to feel so strongly as my galactic soul connection to them runs so deep for me personally, is to be with the process and allows it to actually BE a process without an agenda… to choose to remain heading towards wherever the road is leading you inward and outward, to feel it all, to find and lean into your inner foundation of trust in the Divine, to not rush or hurry anything along and to feel any parts of you that may want to rush so that their fears, anxieties, uncertainties can be felt and held in your heart rather than acted from or assuaged somehow.

Our Ascension as Sacred Humans is an ongoing process and it needs to be that way in my sense of it. If it suddenly were over, the deeper transformational power of it and each poignant moment too would be lost somehow. A magic would be lost as well. Our arising wouldn’t feel as sacred.

I feel this for myself while in my own ongoing death and rebirth cycle in my Divine connection and in that, my entire connection to life itself. I feel a strong personal invitation to receive rather than reach for what I want and what my soul feels it truly desires to have, to become, to draw to me, and to live into in this lifetime as I also reconcile other lifetimes and the pain and shadows that linger there.

This process of receiving seems to be one for us women specifically of really cultivating our centre, our inner garden where our parts and soul aspects can BE, and our ‘Lilith phase’ of independence and alchemy. This can happen in so many ways and circumstances, yet the most vital thing I feel around this at the moment, is the feeling of receiving love and what we most need in all areas of our life, rather than over-reaching or exerting energy to grab at what we once thought we wanted or were being guided towards.

Perhaps there’s a ‘soul turn’ waiting to ground in for you as you find your way at this time during this gateway where we are SO supported to be in our bigness yet also our stillness, creating from there with self-love and beholding of life’s mysteries.

Surrendering to the Divine seems to also keep coming up for me personally, as I’m truly getting these days how nothing, really nothing at all, is actually up to me. And what makes this even more powerful is the sense that I’m not surrendering to an outside force so much as to the Divine will within me, that is inherent in my embodiment of my Divine Self that continues to deepen and be explored. I feel surrendered yet empowered, if that makes sense. And it feels pretty amazing when my parts/aspects can truly begin to rest into that!

Lots of love to you wherever you’re at, whatever you’re feeling, as your own letting in of this Lion’s Gate time deepens for you and guides you too into the new with so much love and support flowing beneath those courageous wings of yours.

Love,
Kasha

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Energy Update: Biggest Supermoon Of The Year Bringing In Higher Timelines & Digestion Of Them

By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: These full super moon energies are potent and powerful as this one is the biggest of the year! The lunar energies are amplifying, illuminating, drawing out whatever needs to be revealed…. especially so it can be responded to, FELT, and receive love. These energies are supporting feeling grief and the mourning process of whatever needs to be let go or has been….and digesting even the trauma of the shifts going on collectively and then manifesting for all of us in different ways.

Yet, also, these lunar energies (plus the ongoing Sirian portal through 8/8 Lion’s Gate) are bringing in higher timeline realities through visions, inspirations, creative urges, dreams, projects, connections/synchs, alchemy, and sudden pronounced draw. You may be experiencing this in your soul purpose/service work where you are suddenly visible and drawing those who match you. I am certainly experiencing this with our SoulFullHeart work recently and letting in goodness even as calibrating to it as well!

Often these are happening at SAME time….the new is coming in with waves of goodness as the old is coming UP to be digested, processed, and let go of. It reminds me of cleaning house while we are already hosting a party! We are not given much ‘time’ to prepare for the goodness or to stay in suffering over the old realities/densities/suffering patterns. We are moved ON quickly now by our Divine Selves as love, light, goodness comes in to take over more space in our hearts, souls, and lives.

We are drawing in lessons learned from previous suffering and karmic cycles, responding from a new, more embodied, less reactive place to ‘old’ situations, esp. in relationships. The former karmic compensations and obligations are not hooking in the same way that they used to or if they are, it is revealed sooner so we can advocate/set boundaries/whatever is needed.

As we let in the fresh water of NEW realities, there is an oil that can come up of trauma, pain, residue from being in the previous energies of suffering…especially on the emotional body level. This oil can make it feel like the NEW is not real, bringing a hopelessness and despair up, deflated feeling, for parts of us. Yet, if we respond with love and hold space for these feelings and bring the NEW to these parts of us then they can let in the new reality too.

It also takes time for parts of us to trust the goodness is real, that love is real, that the suffering cycles really CAN complete. This is not a mental reframing exercise or offering spiritual beliefs or platitudes. Yet, this ground of being able to trust and actually let in goodness comes as we feel and digest and bridge with love to these parts of us in real time with open hearts.

We are being inviting to move beyond bypassing anything at this point or trying to ‘make yourself feel better’ or judging ANY reactions/feelings within you as bad or wrong. Being WITH the feelings and reactions with love as your Divine Self creates a deepening trust and surrender ground of healing and transmutation.

Trust the oil that comes up as temporary and necessary. Trust the goodness that comes to you as lasting and a reflection of the goodness that YOU are.

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Free intros and 1:1 sessions are available with me for women, with Kasha for women, and with Raphael or Gabriel for women and men to support you in becoming this loving spaceholder to all parts of you. More info at soulfullheart.org/sessions

We also have two sacred union activation group calls coming up! One this Sunday July 17th for women with Kasha and I, plus another on Sunday, June 24th with Raphael and I. More info to join us and receive the recordings at soulfullheart.org/events

Black Moon Lilith Amplifying Polarities, Inviting Soul Healing

by Kasha Rokshana

🌑Black Moon Lilith Energy Update: Lilith is a powerful energy of Dark Mother and one that is up right now, stirring pots and amplifying what needs to be felt and exposed, both within you and in the collective. Dark Mother in general is a huge part of our Ascension, yet feeling a specific face of Her is often a supportive way to feel ourselves and feel Mother’s heart holding us all.

Before I even realized that we’re currently in a powerful Lilith Dark Moon phase, I had been connecting to my own polarities inside of me that still live in my Metasoul in other lifetimes, especially in priestess timelines and also in my Gatekeeper (a soul aspect that it seems we all have, who is the keeper of our veils and Akashic Records access, you could say). A recent Metasoul aspect that I met asked me to call her ‘Lilith’ and at the time I didn’t know why. Now it feels like she was drawing my attention to these current energies and how they played out in her lifetime as well.

I’ve felt how in recent sharings I’ve gone a bit more into edgy energies that aren’t really me as ‘Kasha’ and now that I’m starting to take them back inward and feel what these reactions have been about, I can feel not only my own personal Lilith influence in my soul, but also a precious and tender aspect of me that is my Inner Orphan. This is still a deepening and unfolding process for me that I don’t have total clarity on at the moment, but it’s a big one with pain coming up to be felt that I thought maybe had been resolved, which is also an aspect of what’s moving with the Lilith influence right now.

Lilith is significant for women because she represents sovereignty and autonomy. She encourages us to say ‘no’ to patriarchal energies and influences, yet when she’s taken in solely in this way, it can become hijacked by pain in our Metasouls that then comes out with anti-masculine energies or even anti-feminine energies too. That may seem a bit backward, yet there is often quite a bit of sisterhood karma-drama between women who feel like kindred souls and this can definitely become amplified with reactivity and even a longing for a depth of female connection we once knew in our Metasouls until it was hijacked by Cabal energies and other dark influences.

As I took in information others have shared about the Lilith Dark Moon, I realized that the Cabal chose this time specifically to bring up the recent Roe v Wade issue that’s come up, which has absolutely brought out more polarity during what has already been an amped-up month in some ways energetically. Taking a step back from my own reactions to so many things lately, I can feel how my soul is still learning to trust in these revelations and movements, to see what’s being exposed with as little judgement as possible, and to move beyond needing to be polarized and reactive in order to start not only seeing the bigger picture, but letting it in and living in it. 

The pain of the feminine womb has been real and we all feel it. We all feel our sisters both inside ourselves and outside too, rumbling and shaking with desire for their empowerment, for the feminine to arise and be revered as truly sacred. This is tricky ground to walk at times, as the feminine arising means she needs to also find out what she is not or no longer wishes to be. This is a sacred and personal process for all women and also for the feminine in men and for those men who have chosen to be in deep mateships with women. There is no ‘one size fits all’ way to feel and live into this process, but rather we are invited to feel and experience our uniqueness, address the messes we make inside and out, feel our impact on those around us with an open(ing) heart, and lean back into the dynamically flowing love of Divine Mother who holds our whole process of re-discovery with deep love and compassion.

I feel even in the necessary ferocity from a face of Mother like Lilith, so much love and care. I also feel how She has been projected onto and even used as a reason to be in a near-constant battling energy rather than moving into more Love Ambassadorship. I feel grateful for what she has helped stir and amplify within me so that I can see it and become intimate with it, what she has stirred between my beloved Gabriel and I for us to look at and feel together, and what she invites us into for our own empowerment. 

I feel how much power there is available to all of us at this time, as we become clearer about who we truly are as the layers continue to burn and fall away. I actually feel how there’s more power available when we embody our feminine as women without concern or attachment to the outward expression of it. Lilith just IS feminine empowerment and love, and even though the lore around her has her showing up as an angry and fighter-like energy, I can feel how much more depth of feeling and wisdom there is to tap into that can take us beyond being polarized and instead into immense love, and forgiveness, for ALL.

Love,

Kasha

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Solstice 2022 & Crop Circle Update: Full Body/Ascension Chakra Activations

By Jelelle Awen

Solstice Energy Update: Blessings to you on Solstice, celebrating both the first day of summer and the longest day/shortest night of the year in the Northern Hemisphere! There is always something magical about the summer solstice as all of the sunlight/photonic light codes flood into us on this day.

And for those of you in the southern hemisphere, there is the beginning of winter and the shortest day of the year to usher in a phase of more self reflection, going inward, and grounding from within.

When I connected to the solstice energies in meditation today, I was taken to the Stonehenge circle in the UK at sunrise to join the souls gathering there in the Now. You can join in this gathering at ANY time and don’t need to go in the physical, which offers an even more pure experience of the energies to experience it etherically. We drove by Stonehenge many times when we lived in the UK last year and even from the freeway, you can feel the transmissions from it.

This Solstice has an energy of WIDE, OPEN skies seeming to represent the great awakening of expanded consciousness going on for so many souls. This great awakening has had many dark night moments along with intense soul activations; contentions and polarizations within and with others to feel and heal as separations open out into powerful reunions.

I could see streams of light from the Great Cosmic Sun anchoring into the stones, which always appear as an intact circle when connected to in a higher dimension as they still are there. The streams of light are then anchored into Inner Earth (for which there is a strong portal at Stonehenge). The Inner Earth Lemurians receive these streams of light codes and ground them into the heart of Gaia, who beams them out for ALL souls/beings/animals on Gaia to experience.

All souls connected to this Stonehenge portal today are able to receive these light activations that offer a full body, auric/Ascension Chakra/DNA activation. This is a reminder of both our galactic/cosmic/higher dimensional essence AND our Lemurian/Inner Earth roots as well.

As we receive these codes, our hearts expand open, our souls’ veils of amnesia lift and we move into MORE remembering of our bigness, our light, our Divine essence. There is also a unification frequency to these Solstice codes as we come into soul family community and twin/pair bond reunion.

The recent (and now rare) crop circle that appeared on June 19th above the White Horse at Hackpen Hill, Wiltshire, UK (a favored spot) also feels connected to the Solstice energies. There is a sense of movement with this formation and also of opening cycles even as they are closing as well.

What do you feel/sense with one?

Here is the video footage of it: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HyVhkeJY8A4&t=54s

As you connect to the Solstice energies in whatever ways you are guided to, allow your whole being to receive them….letting in the love that is available as a reminder of the Divine love that YOU ARE.

Love,

Jelelle Awen

All images are taken by Nick Bull’s Stonehenge dronescapes.

For more information about 1:1 sessions, group call events, online community portal and books/writings, visit soulfullheart.org.

SoulFullHeart Museletter: May 16, 2022

Big lunar eclipse love to you! Some powerful Supermoon eclipse energies are moving through now and with them some new alchemy is being sparked within our community as we lead and offer from our embody of our beloved process and way of life.

Featured this week is an announcement and the first episode of a brand NEW podcast led by Gabriel and Kasha, called the SoulFullHeart Current! They are both very excited about this new venture and to be bringing in other community members and leaders to talk about a variety of different topics, share their personal processes, etc. This first episode is about giving a lay of land in terms of where Gabriel and Kasha would like to take this podcast and what they hope to offer through it.

We have two new videos for you this week. One is the recording of yesterday’s livestream/energy update with Raphael and Jelelle where they digested the lunar eclipse energies and led a powerful guided meditation to support you to connect in with those energies personally. The second video is from Kasha, who felt in her heart to digest the main causes of spiritual/inner work/ascension ‘burnout’ which many people have been feeling about lately and in the last few years, especially.

Many new writings in this issue as well, including very current energy updates, personal process updates, digestions of the process of living on light, and invitations to bridge your humanity with your divinity in deepening ways.

Next Sunday, May 22, Raphael and Jelelle will be leading guided meditation group call for members of the SoulFullHeart Portal. If you’d like to join the Portal, click here. Monthly membership is $22 USD/mo.

You can find our current Museletter here.

If you’d like to subscribe to receive our Museletters and other announcements in your own inbox, you can do so on our website or you can scroll to the bottom of this issue and click “subscribe”.

Much love from all of us!

~ the SoulFullHeart Community

Energy Update: Blood Supermoon Eclipse Window Offering Opportunities For Integration

By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: There is a DEEP integration happening during this eclipse window, this space between the two eclipses with the second happening on Sunday. This is my most favorite of eclipses where the big old full moon (hijacked feminine) enters Gaia’s shadow (sacred feminine) in totality and for a long time…a blood supermoon total lunar eclipse that is going to be 84 minutes long. The hijacked lunar energies get to slip into Gaia’s sacred feminine shadow and ‘bleed out’ what is needed. I’ve also felt that these eclipses provide a space from the moon matrix frequencies broadcast for a little while to allow more soul integration.

It’s been two years since the last one, which is an interesting marker as well…a connection to what/where/who you were two years ago. There are resources online to watch it live or take in the recording which I highly recommend with your favorite meditation music.

Raphael and I are going to offer a livestream on FB to connect to these Supermoon eclipse energies and a guided meditation/transmission as well at 5:00pm GMT (london)/12:00pm EDT/9:00am PDT. You can catch us live to ask questions/leave comments or watch the recording later. https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen

The integration process occurring is the response to ALL that was pushed up and activated during the last few weeks of powerful solar activations, planetary alignment, the solar eclipse, and the 5/5 gateway. These were energies that everyone (us sensitives anyway) seemed to be feeling, especially on the physical and emotional body levels.

Many were experiencing physical purges and clearings with head aches, body pains, indigestion, massive fatigue/sleepiness, brain fog, and more. And on the emotional body level I experienced (and others too) that the reaction/response cycle was greatly accelerating. Reactions would come up in myself and what I could witness in others as intense, peaking, charged and deep. Reactions that may not have happened even in quite a while.

Yet the response to those reactions was immediate, loving, deep, and nourishing so that the reaction could land in a place of love and awareness. For me, that is in a specific way of feeling the part/soul aspect who MOST needs me in that moment and is actually having the reaction. Rather than relating as just an “I” experiencing everything (which is SUCH a soup and so hard to sort out), I have for many years now seen and felt that so often it is either a part of myself (esp the 3D self/ego structure) or a soul aspect from another lifetime that is having the reaction.

Just in the last couple of weeks alone, I connected to my 3D self/Birth named part named Jillian around renewed service and some trauma from the past; a new inner mother part named Hera about aging with grace rather than fighting it; and my priestess aspect Lorna around going into deeper collaboration/union with Raphael. I shared about some of these experiences on my feed. Each of these processes was about moving into a deep feeling space with each of them as needed, bringing in Divine Mother and my primary guide/Divine self Anna, and experiencing a transmutation through that in which the heavy despair/pain/trauma is gone.

This eclipse window is offering the opportunity to experience the integration of responding to the reactions in this loving and pin-pointed way to the energies that ACTUALLY need them most. The integration has an elated feeling to it, a renewed passion, clarity about next steps, soul purpose reactivation.

Something heavy and deep is lifted and your heart is freed up. Your soul is freed up. Life and love can enter and flood your field in new ways.

I feel a renewed honor in holding space for others to discover just how specific their reactions/suffering loops etc. can be and how to BE and FEEL the parts/aspects that are having them. It is in the vagueness of the ‘fusion’ to these reactions were there can be a lot of stuckness, a thicker veil, feelings of looping, and hitting a ceiling.

This is a powerful opportunity for healing during and after the eclipse window. I keep seeing some souls in my field that are ‘waiting’ for the right timing to meet with me and perhaps it is now. I have some openings for those women drawn to meet with me for a free intro or who just want to dive in for a 1:1 session for 90 minutes for $77 USD. More info at soulfullheart.org/sessions and you can PM/DM me as well.

Wherever you are at in your activation/integration process, the celestial bodies are supporting it. And Divine love too!

Love,

Jelelle Awen

I also highly recommend taking in whichever of our 31 Deepen 2022 videos you are drawn to with teachings and guided meditation: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FZWeBviA18Y…

5/5 Portal Inviting Higher Perspectives, Compassionate Self-Love, Care Towards Others

by Kasha Rokshana

This 5/5 portal day feels like a brand new day and also a BIG digestion opportunity for whatever got shaken up for you during the recent eclipse, solar flares, Beltane passage, etc. It’s been a huge wake-up call on all levels, feeling passion being ignited/re-ignited toward deeper self-care, moving out of dissonance and into more resonance, inside and out.

More truths have been popping out and yet also even more manipulations that disguise themselves as ‘truths’ have too. The solar activity has really been intended on some level to help us SEE clearer, especially through heart-based eyes, what it is that’s true for all of us personally and what needs to be let go of (or let go into).

I feel the invitation to all of us today, to enter into the bigger, broader, more 5D-based perspective on everything that we’re all moving through right now, and that perspective always reminds me of Divine love and the encouragement to feel all there is to feel.

I’m personally digesting my own desired shift to a higher gear, not only in really letting the Divine’s perspective on everything in more, yet also in my own ways of inhabiting my sacred human body-vessel and feeling even more landed in my own heart for others. Genuine care feels so good, even when it hurts to do so. It’s vulnerable yet powerful to go here, and even more vulnerable and powerful to feel where care hasn’t been felt or offered towards myself or towards others in deeper ways.

This 5/5 feels like a point of celebration, sobriety, clearing, and empowerment, all at once somehow… new perspectives are so possible and the shifts we’ve all been craving are imminent if we’re ready to stand in our truths and honour our inner work by making consciously held changes on the outside… even if/when they are very challenging at times to feel into, let alone follow through with!

As always, I feel there is SO much support that today represents and amplifies for each of us on our individual yet shared journeys… and we are invited to keep asking for the guidance, digesting it inside of ourselves, and make those choices that we could only make if we felt Divinely supported and loved.

MUCH love to you today on this powerful 5/5 day!
Kasha

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc.