Womb Feeling Precedes Her Healing

by Kasha Rokshana

I went to bed last night when so many things stirring in my heart space… letting in of new alchemy that’s long been birthing, letting go of Gabriel on another level, letting in of the good time my beloveds and I had last night, letting go of a way of being in life more and more. With each in and out breath of letting in and letting go, there’s a sacred womb rumble that moves up, into and through my heart space to be felt emotionally and not just analyzed mentally.

It took me until this morning though to realize that it was my womb and not another part/aspect of me who was rumbling and feeling last night. I forget how much she holds sometimes and that she has her own reactions to things that come up in life and relationships. She has her own clearing she needs to do with me, as I feel every person and every piece of sacred alchemy too that she’s been holding and responding to. She expands out quite far and then needs to contract again to come back to herself and to be recognized by me too for everything and everyone that’s been living in her.

There can be such a strain on our wombs as women as we navigate life in this matrix we were born into. We’ve even been asked to diminish what it means to have one, to be less feminine as if being feminine is a swear word, to impede on the masculine expressing from within and outside of us as if he too is obligated to meet us in our often false/matrix-influenced femininity rather than support her arising and discovery and full range of expression from unsentimental (yet loving) fierceness to compassionate, open-hearted softness.

We’ve also been asked to acquiesce to a reality of tyranny and fear-mongering, to over-sexualization, to under-inhabiting our true self-worth, to accepting that a reality of suffering over suffering is all we’re meant for if we want to become worthy of anything at all, let alone the dreams that live on in our hearts (and wombs). When we dream, it’s not just for the sake of it. It’s for the sake of soul memories of the goodness, romance, high-frequency realities that our souls have known and that our wombs hold the memory of and that so extend so far beyond what we’ve often known in this lifetime. When our wombs are stifled, over-exerted, and stuffed-down, we’re encouraged to forget the sacredness that she remembers and holds so dearly… including the blueprint of our sacred/divine femininity which is a gift to open up and allow into our being, not a cross to bear – though this experience is valid to feel and explore too, especially since that’s how it’s felt in other lifetimes of persecution especially.

There’s really so much to feel with this aspect of us as women, an aspect that holds such power and ability to be still but also become activated as needed and desired. It is such a powerful process when we engage with her consciously, treat her as an energy within us that needs as much love as any other part or soul aspect, and truly begin to regard her as the sacred portal that she is and is meant to be, for ourselves and others in service and even romance too. She needs conscious clearing and healing along the way, and space made for her to express how she needs and wants to.

Join me and Jelelle as we explore womb healing and activation on our upcoming women’s call this Sunday, August 21st. The call is by donation and you can attend live or just take in the recording if that suits you more. I highly recommend coming live if you can, as the Womb Room we create during these calls is so warm and heartFULL! You can find more information on our website here.

So much love, honouring and warmth to you and your womb, for whatever she is holding and responding to, and whatever she desires to feel and move through with you.


Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc.

Womb Healing & Activation: Women’s Group Call, Sunday, Aug 21| Jelelle Awen & Kasha Rokshana

The womb is a powerful space of creativity, alchemy, stillness, and a bridge to our ancient and pure Sacred Feminine empowerment origins. Our wombs can hold the seeds of creation, gestation, and birth of our Divinity in human form. 

However, our wombs have become filled instead with pain/trauma layers and also been hijacked by the 3D/4D control Matrix so our access to the pure power essence of our womb is often covered over and not fully activated. This hijacking also impacts what we experience within our wombs during often painful and debilitating ‘programmed’ menstrual cycles. Our wombs can be filled with false mother/false god frequencies; Patriarchal/wounded masculine energies; transmuting other people’s energies as empaths; ‘aborted’/still gestating/blocked creative projects and expressions; and suppression of our truth.

In a two-hour women’s group call on Sunday, August 21st at 5:00/17:00pm WEST (Lisbon/London)/12:00pm EDT/9:00am PDT, SoulFullHeart Sacred Feminine Teachers and Facilitators Jelelle Awen and Kasha Rokshana will explore womb healing and activation through sharing our personal journeys and also experiences in supporting women through our SoulFullHeart quantum healing process. We will share about how through a personal relationship with our wombs, even having her give us a ‘name’ and opening up journaling/dialogue with her, and supported by a recoding with the Divine Mother, we can heal these false and wounded layers to move into activation of this powerful force within us and connect to the Cosmic Mother Womb.

During this call, we will co-lead a guided meditation to connect with your womb space in a visceral and emotional way that will open up new access for you to feel what She holds and feels. You will most likely be able to ‘hear’ the voice of your womb and, therefore, the voice of Divine Feminine wisdom or Sophia. We will also visit Mother’s Garden, a fifth dimensional space offering profound sacred feminine healing, where Divine Mother and other guides such as Mother Mary and Mary Magdalene will provide activation energies and codes for healing, clearing, and unplugging your womb. We will also repeat affirmations as mantras together to recode our wombs individually and together as women.

You can receive these frequencies live with us (highly recommended) or take in the recording afterwards. If you attend the live group, you’ll have the opportunity to share with us about what you experienced during the meditation and receive feedback/next steps of integration from us (this is totally optional). Plus, you’ll be able to take in and receive sharings from other women in the call, which is a powerful activation of its own! 

This group is open to the public and to anyone over 18. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy/money exchange of whatever donation you feel to give ($11 USD/$15 CAD is the usual amount people offer us).

You can offer your donation via our shop at soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen and we will send you the zoom link to attend and the recording afterwards. If you purchase via paypal, please include your email in the note section so that we can send you the zoom link and the recording afterwards.

Hope you can join us for this powerful exploration into the sacred feminine womb!


Jelelle and Kasha

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess. For information about 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group call events, writings/books (including Jelelle’s latest Free To Be 5D), and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.

Unplugging From The “Ursula” False Feminine | Women’s Womb Healing Group Call April 4

By Jelelle Awen

Going into the womb space is to connect with the infinite roots and origins of our Divine Feminine essence. When we connect to our wombs with much care and love, in a personal and intimate way, we then receive access to the pools of wisdom, compassion, creation, and empowerment that she contains.

Yet, our wombs have so often been hijacked and ‘taken over’ by energies of false feminine control that are dominating, possessive, draining, and more. This is what I have come to call the “Ursula Consciousness”, as represented by the Evil Witch octopus character in the movie Little Mermaid. The Ursula energies present as feminine and yet are a distorted version of wounded masculine frequency that is hooked into the 3D/Lower 4D control Matrix programming.

This Ursula energy is seductive, manipulative, and wants to ‘own’ the innocence within us…jealousy and competition can be an element of it. And also she both hates/resists men and and wants to have codependence with them. This creates a resistance for the true feminine essence within us to arise and a deep protection of it and our womb from our inner masculine Protector. This can be a deep polarity within us and so confusing, especially if our feminine caretaker/mothers had this Ursula energy with us. We can also have an Inner Ursula who plays this role of evil queen/witch within us.

I have explored and been healing this dynamic within myself in experience with my birth mother (who had Ursula tendencies) and in many sessions with women over the years. I have supported, with assistance from the Divine Mother and Divine Self, the inner feminine essence (in all her different forms) to unplug and heal from this Ursula energy and also the wounded masculine frequencies in fathers/brothers/lovers etc as well that mimic this. We also connect with the inner masculine who has often been ‘crushed’ by the Ursula energy and he moves into trusting the feminine again, more empowerment, from overly protective guard to collaborative partner.

As sensitive empaths and star seeds, there is a tendency to take this Ursula energy within us and try to transmute it to love again. There is often a soul contract/agreement as well with family members that we will serve this role within the family line, bringing light to the darkness of the ancestral wounding. However, this unconscious taking in and ‘holding’ within our wombs of this toxic energy has a cost to us, creating cycles of physical chronic illnesses (including PMS and menopausal symptoms), codependency/abuse in relationships, suppressed sexuality/sexual desire, avoidance of relationships and ‘lone wolf’, disempowerment in expression of soul gifts/struggles with manifestation/alchemy, and more.

In our next women’s group call over Zoom on Sunday, April 4th at 5:00pm BST, Kasha and I will share more about this womb hijacking dynamic and how it may be showing up for you and healing around it. In our meditation, we will be connecting with our wombs to feel/see what the hookup may be within us to this Ursula/Matrix energy. We will then do a clearing of your womb and unplugging of this hookup at whatever levels are available to you at this time by our Divine Self and soul.

With the assistance of Grandmother Anna and Mary Magdalene and the cleansing Red Spring waters here in Avalon, we will pull in the resurrection/rebirth energies of Easter and connect to the Cosmic/Divine Mother womb available to us all. We will also ‘recode’ our wombs through saying empowering and healing affirmations. There will also be time for those who wish to share on the call to do so.

This will be a deep healing, yet also I have come to trust that it will meet you at whatever level you are most ready and open to. You can join us by offering a donation at soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen and we will send you the zoom link and the recording afterwards. More info at https://www.facebook.com/events/715845532438759 and https://www.soulfullheart.org/womengroupcalls

I do feel it is SO timely to go into these areas of healing, for empowerment of the Divine Feminine within us that also serves to free those souls who have played the ‘role’ of Ursula in our lives to be freed as well. A great mercy and mutual forgiveness is available to us to embody and broadcast then to a world that is deeply in need of it.

Going into these womb spaces in women’s group calls has been an empowering and tender experience for me and I look forward to journeying there again!

Love from Avalon,
Jelelle Awen