Sacred Feminine 2023 Upgrades Women’s Group Call on 1/22 w/Jelelle Awen and Kasha Rokshana

This Sunday we enter into the next ‘womb room’ call to open up to and digest the sacred feminine upgrades/activations and processes occurring now! More info below and at the event link to join us by donation.

2023 is a powerful ‘7’ year of enlightenment and activation codes inviting a major timeline jump for those awakening women who are ready for it. The upgrades for 2023 invite the feminine to reclaim her power, her voice and truth, her soul gift expression, her womb, her sisterhood bonds, her safety to be vulnerable, her creatix frequencies, her sacred sexuality, her vital body, her relationship with her masculine counterpart, and more!

A reconciliation of the false feminine shadow (what we call the Ursula energy/matrix hijack) is an ongoing process of revealing to heal and unplugging/deprogramming, which gets a boost in 2023 as collective disclosure continues to unfold. This shadow feminine energy is being upgraded to receive the light of love from and with the Divine Mother, releasing her power and alchemy.

A major reset in the patriarchal structure for the masculine is opening up more space for the sacred feminine to heal the experience of the wounded masculine in this life and other lifetimes. And also to heal her wounded masculine aspects within, opening up catalytic and magical inner sacred union grounds that reconcile the charged polarities of feminine and masculine. This allows a drawing of her sacred masculine mate/counterpart if she has signed up for that this life.

In a two-hour women’s group call on Sunday, January 22nd at 5:00/17:00pm WET (Lisbon/London)/12:00pm EST/9:00am PST, SoulFullHeart Sacred Feminine Teachers and Facilitators Jelelle Awen and Kasha Rokshana will explore how to make room for these upgrades to come into your heart/soul/body fields through our SoulFullHeart process. We will share more about how we are personally experiencing these upgrades, how we are receiving them, and what we are noticing in sessions with women as well.

During this call, we will co-lead a guided meditation to connect with the part/soul aspect of you who is in need of receiving these 2023 upgrades. We will invite this aspect/part to join us in Mother’s Garden, a fifth-dimensional space offering profound sacred feminine healing, where Divine Mother and other guides such as Mother Mary and Mary Magdalene will provide activation energies and codes for healing, clearing, and unplugging her from the false matrix. We will also repeat affirmations as mantras together to recode individually and together as women.

You can receive these frequencies live with us (highly recommended) or take in the recording afterwards. If you attend the live group, you’ll have the opportunity to share with us about what you experienced during the meditation and receive feedback/next steps of integration from us (this is totally optional). Plus, you’ll be able to take in and receive sharings from other women in the call, which is a powerful activation of its own!

This group is open to the public and to any woman over 18. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy/money exchange of whatever donation you feel to give (11 Euros/USD is the amount people usually offer us).

You can offer your donation via our shop at soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen and we will send you the zoom link to attend and the recording afterwards. If you purchase via paypal, please include your email in the note section so that we can send you the zoom link and the recording afterwards.

Hope you can join us for this powerful exploration into the sacred feminine womb! More info about offering a donation at the link below and soulfullheart.org/womengroupcalls

Love,

Jelelle and Kasha

Invite To Our 12:12 Christ Magdalene Portal Group Call on Sunday, December 11th (video) w/Raphael & Jelelle Awen

By Jelelle Awen

In this brief video, Raphael and I share about our upcoming 12:12 Christ Magdalene group call over zoom this Sunday, December 11th at 5:00/17:00pm WET/12:00pm EST/9:00am PST. We’ve held this call for the last few years at this time of year and it always offers this warm, soul family reunion kind of vibe to it. Comforting and yet activating as well. A Christ-mas gift to yourself??

In this two-hour group call for men and women on Sunday, December 11th, we will offer an activation to connect you with the 12:12 and Christ Magdalene energies. We will share about our most current personal processes as individuals and as a sacred union pairbond related to these energies and how we are experiencing them.

In the guided meditation/transmission portion of the call, we will create a bridge to connect with the 12:12 portal. This will open you up to receive whatever codes, messages, and upgrades want to come to you during this time. We will also tune in as a group to receive codes to assist humanity’s ongoing awakening process, especially against the current backdrop of death and rebirth/good and evil narratives that are so heightened and playing out currently.

Yeshua and Mary Magdalene will join us to hold a safe, higher vibe space for this exploration and offer inspiring transmissions of Infinite love and light. We will also repeat affirmations as a group that provide a new coding of anchoring spirit into our physical bodies during this portal.

You can receive these frequencies live with us (highly recommended) or take in the recording afterwards. If you attend the live group, you’ll have the opportunity to share with us about what you experienced during the meditation and receive feedback/next steps of integration from us (this is totally optional). Plus, you’ll be able to take in and receive sharings from other souls (both women and men) in the call, which is a powerful activation of its own!

This group is open to the public and to anyone over 18. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy/money exchange of whatever donation you feel to give ($11 USD/Euros is the usual amount people offer us).

You can offer your donation via our shop at https://www.soulfullheart.org/shop or https://www.paypal.me/jelelleawen and we will send you the zoom link to attend via email and the recording afterwards. If you purchase via paypal, please include your email and what you are purchasing in the note section.

Hope you can join us for this powerful exploration into these 12:12/Winter Solstice/Christ Magdalene energies!

More info at https://www.soulfullheart.org/grouptransmissions

Love,

Raphael and Jelelle

12:12 Christ Magdalene Portal Group Call on Sunday, December 11th w/Raphael & Jelelle Awen

December 12 (12:12) is a powerful number sequence that offers an upgrade experience into your higher consciousness of growth, abundance, and joy. The 12:12 portal supports the manifestation/alchemy of our desires/dreams (symbolized by the 1) coming into harmony with our intuition (symbolized by 2). 12:12 opens up an intuitive bridge for us to really feel what our deepest desires are as connected to our soul purpose here and expression of our Divine Self. It allows you to feel what parts of you or your soul aspects are stuck in suffering loops from undigested this-life trauma or karma from other lifetimes. You can then invite these parts/aspects into the light of your love and heart space.

​12:12 also provides a strong influx of Christ and Magdalene Consciousness codes throughout all of December, the Winter Solstice and Christmas. Christ Magdalene codes offer sacred union, Divine embodiment, peace/love ambassador activations and more at a phase in humanity’s ascension when they are very needed! The seeding of our 5D New Earth timeline occurred during the Christ/Magdalene lifetime and we can water these seeds from within in a more powerful way during this time.

​In a two-hour group call for men and women on Sunday, December 11th at 5:00/17:00pm WET/12:00pm EST/9:00am PST, SoulFullHeart Teachers, Facilitators and sacred union mates Raphael and Jelelle Awen will offer an activation to connect you with the 12:12 and Christ Magdalene energies. We will share about our most current personal processes as individuals and as a sacred union pairbond related to these energies and how we are experiencing them. We will also share about how our SoulFullHeart process can serve to allow for more integration, digestion, and receiving of these energies.

​These December group calls over the years have been quite powerful and touching, helping to digest the ‘holiday season’ and experience Christ codes at a higher yet intimate level!

​In the guided meditation/transmission portion of the call, we will create a bridge to connect with the 12:12 portal. This will open you up to receive whatever codes, messages, and upgrades want to come to you during this time. We will also tune in as a group to receive codes to assist humanity’s ongoing awakening process, especially against the current backdrop of death and rebirth/good and evil narratives that are so heightened and playing out currently.

​Yeshua and Mary Magdalene will join us to hold a safe, higher vibe space for this exploration and offer inspiring transmissions of Infinite love and light. We will also repeat affirmations as a group that provide a new coding of anchoring spirit into our physical bodies during this portal.

​You can receive these frequencies live with us (highly recommended) or take in the recording afterwards. If you attend the live group, you’ll have the opportunity to share with us about what you experienced during the meditation and receive feedback/next steps of integration from us (this is totally optional). Plus, you’ll be able to take in and receive sharings from other souls (both women and men) in the call, which is a powerful activation of its own!

This group is open to the public and to anyone over 18. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy/money exchange of whatever donation you feel to give ($11 USD/$15 USD/Euros is the usual amount people offer us).

You can offer your donation via our shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen and we will send you the zoom link to attend and the recording afterwards. If you purchase via paypal, please include your email and what you are purchasing in the note section so that we can send you the zoom link and the recording afterwards. We also use Wise money transfer service, contact us if you’d like to learn how to easily set up an account.

More info at soulfullheart.org/events

The Inner Daughter Process Of Feeling Claimed & Loved

by Kasha Rokshana

As women, we all want to be chosen, claimed, initiated, and above all, deeply loved.

Even if parts of us feel scorned and in pain and claim this is NOT the case… underneath the denial of these desires is the ache for more than what they’ve been given and for an answer to all they’ve felt unworthy of receiving, let alone dreaming of.

As women, we don’t just experience these desires in our ache for a masculine mate to meet us there. We also feel these desires in our ache to be claimed by our caregivers, authority figures, and most importantly, our mothers and fathers. 

Many of us did experience some kind of claim by our parents or guardians, yet it was so often mixed in with their own pain living in parts of them, of not being met in their own desires to be claimed by those who parented them. Or it was altogether an experience of being left abused, confused, neglected.

We weren’t shown that our aches could be met, or taught how to answer them within ourselves, or especially taught that these aches are really about a desire to return to a feeling of being claimed deeply by the Divine, as the sacred daughters we are… which our souls SO remember the experience of. 

Such sacred daughters are we in fact, that we have nothing to prove to earn this claiming. We have nothing to change about ourselves to be embraced by our Divine Parents. We have mirrors to look into, but with support and care, and those parts of us who have denied themselves access to true love can be felt as this process is offered us by our Divine Parents. 

Yet… our birth parents have often had no way to show us this, to overflow from their own realizations and embodiment of this truth. Instead, they overflow to us their embodied self-criticisms, their sense of unworthiness, their fears, and their longings that have never truly been answered.

Divine Mother especially has been so important for me to bring my parts to who have felt these missing pieces, these pains of not being truly claimed as a feminine daughter. Under Her loving gaze and in Her loving arms I feel the puzzle come together, the cob-webbed corners of my soul and gifts swept up and rediscovered in due time, the nectar of nourishment that only She can provide, even during the darkest times. 

Sometimes, She presses into my wounded places, bringing waves of intense inner processing with parts and soul aspects as I venture back into my shadowland to retrieve another long lost diamond. At other times, the intensity is dialed down and the love waves and balms are much easier to feel and let in. The Kundalini rushes up from the base of my spine and I feel at home in myself, in my feminine body, all in Her midst. I feel inspired, enlivened, and whole. I feel more solid in my reasons for being here, no matter the adversity, and I feel supported to keep FEELING it ALL.

Divine Father has been so vital to my sacred daughter inside as well, in order to feel a template of mateship claim on top of being claimed as a daughter. His arms have held my heart and my parts through so many difficult phases and His hands have guided me through some intense periods of awakening. His support of my feminine spine has been just as important as Mother’s, as has his watering of my feminine heart.

My Inner Daughter process has been vast, deep, and involved the necessary movement out of relationship with my own birth parents and family. It’s been necessary to let go of other forms of the ‘false mother and father’ as well and to get very real about what is most nourishing for this essence within me and what simply isn’t. This is one of the most challenging truths to realize and reconcile with, as it can be a lonely road. Yet the void is filled up by the Divine when and if you and you parts feel ready to let in that energy and level of claim. 

✨Join me and Jelelle Awen as we explore the Inner Daughter connection and deepening process in a group call for women this coming Sunday, Nov 27 at 5pm WEST (Lisbon/London), 12pm EST. ✨

You can find more info here. It’s by donation to join us or receive the recording and you can donate via our shop or PayPal.

Looking forward to having you there with us if you do feel to join and explore this precious process for yourself.

Love,

Kasha ♥️

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space-holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Inner Daughter Connection Women’s Group Call W/Jelelle Awen & Kasha Rokshana

By Jelelle Awen

In one week, Kasha and I are exploring this special inner space together in our ‘womb room’ group call! Surrogating experiences with the Divine connected to the healing and upgrading of our Inner Daughter can be so profound and helpful. Hope you can join us!

Info below:

The inner daughter part inside of us often holds the wounded experience of our daughter experience with our birth parents, both in the past and in the present. She can be a combination of our inner child, inner teenager, young adult, and 3D Self. The different parts/energies come out particularly when triggered by birth family in certain ways to reveal as a mirror what needs healing and transformation within our emotional bodies and soul fields.

Our inner daughter expression may be ‘stuck’ at an inner-teenager level of maturity in certain ways, especially related to relationship patterns and soul purpose/empowerment expression. Our relationships with our birth mothers, especially if including the narcissist/empath program, can largely define our expression of ourselves (even if off our radar) as women in the world, in relationships, in service, and with the Divine.

Our relationship with the Divine Mother is a huge purification and healing balm for our inner daughter, especially as the protective masculine parts allow for this bond to deepen and grow. Divine Mother offers us a template of becoming empowered women in our soul bigness, even as we lean into and surrender to Her energies AS a beloved daughter of Hers. This connection also recodes and heals the soul pattern of wounded daughter experience that has been playing out in many lifetimes/timelines.

In a two-hour women’s group call on Sunday, November 27th at 5:00/17:00pm WET (Lisbon/London)/12:00pm EST/9:00am PST, Jelelle and Kasha will explore healing of your inner daughter through our SoulFullHeart process, including our personal experiences with this and in service with women. We will share about how through a personal relationship with our Inner Daughters, even having her give us a ‘name’ and opening up journaling/dialogue with her, and supported by a recoding with the Divine Mother, we can heal these false and wounded layers of 3D daughter experience to move into connection to the Cosmic Mother Womb.

During this call, we will co-lead a guided meditation to connect with your Inner Daughter in whatever ‘room’ she is currently in with whatever energies/people/relationships are challenging for her. We will invite your Inner Daughter to join us in Mother’s Garden, a fifth-dimensional space offering profound sacred feminine healing, where Divine Mother and other guides such as Mother Mary and Mary Magdalene will provide activation energies and codes for healing, clearing, and unplugging her from the false matrix. We will also repeat affirmations as mantras together to recode individually and together as women.

You can receive these frequencies live with us (highly recommended) or take in the recording afterwards. If you attend the live group, you’ll have the opportunity to share with us about what you experienced during the meditation and receive feedback/next steps of integration from us (this is totally optional). Plus, you’ll be able to take in and receive sharings from other women in the call, which is a powerful activation of its own!

This group is open to women and to anyone over 18. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy/money exchange of whatever donation you feel to give (11-15 Euros/USD is the amount people usually offer us).

You can offer your donation via our shop at soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen and we will send you the zoom link to attend and the recording afterwards. If you purchase via paypal, please include your email in the note section so that we can send you the zoom link and the recording afterwards.

Gifts Of Connecting With Your Inner Teenager

By Jelelle Awen

Your Inner Teenager is the part of you representing the phase and stage after childhood and before adulthood, usually between 11 and 18 years old, although that can vary. This is a very important period of life as it is very often when awakening is happening on a Metasoul level with timelines starting to bleed-through into your reality. In many timelines, the teenager phase of life is honored as a sacred time of initiation. It is recognized in these other lifetimes that you are in, as the beginning stages of becoming/identifying your soul gift expressions and purpose. In many timelines, the community provided support for the teenager to mature into that expression.

However, in our 3D modern era, for teenagers, there isn’t usually initiation, honoring, and training in how to follow their soul’s purpose or any recognition of it. Instead, 3D culture overlooks teenagers and often judges them harshly. Instead of receiving initiation in all areas of life around relationships, sexuality, spirituality, and passion purpose, your Inner Teenager received, most likely, invalidation in all these areas. Deep 3D-based conditioning just serves to feed and amplify growing fears, dualities, insecurities, and polarizations inside of them.

The Inner Teenager is often hanging out in the sanctuary of their teenage bedroom and can be connected with there. Your Inner Teenager is often stuck there with strong feelings of angst, depression, even suicidal feelings of not wanting to be on this planet and in their birth families anymore. Instead of a healthy phase of individuating from birth family, there is often push-pull, over attachment, and other unhealthy dynamics experienced by our inner teens. They are hiding from the family dynamics, yet there can be both longing for connection and pushing away from the family vibe at the same time. So often the teenager is torn between the necessity of bonding with their birth family for their very survival and a growing sense of dissonance and lack of resonance.

There seem to be two kinds of ways that this expresses in an Inner Teenager during this very challenging phase of life. Either as overt rebellion and acting out in behaviors that are not approved of; or in nearly complete-seeming acceptance and conformity to the family. In the case of rebellion, more inner truth and empowerment is able to be expressed, even if it isn’t always in healthy ways. When there has been conformity, a conforming 3D Self (almost like a robot self) is created to fit in and the rebellious and angry part of the Inner Teenager is usually hidden away in the shadows.

I have discovered that the Inner Teenager is the part of us that is often responsible for our social interface in life, even as adults. They are stuck in the trauma they experienced in social interactions and haven’t been able to mature beyond it until we connect with them and help them heal. It is often the Inner Teenager’s energy that is leading in romantic relationships, which is why so many of them can be dysfunctional and not as mature in transaction. This isn’t the fault of our Inner Teenager yet rather a reflection of where they haven’t yet matured in their expression of relationality with others.

So much intense rage, depression, and anxiety can be bleeding through from other lifetimes/timelines into your Inner Teenager’s reality. Your soul is starting to awaken and there is more coming through. The veil may be thinner during this time and there is not as much protection being provided by the Inner Protector to keep it out. Later on in adulthood, the Inner Protector and the Gatekeeper are able to create a stronger veil around your 3D Self using layers of densities from undigested traumas.

Connecting with your Inner Teenager in a conscious way allows them to receive the initiations and individuation that they most need in order to mature in all areas of life. By receiving a bridge to you in your current maturity, they are able to receive a template for who they will become and what their potential is. Like a visit with their ‘future self’ in the form of a loving mentor, they finally receive what they have most been needing and longing for.

Going into the world of our Inner Teenager brings us closer to the passion, imagination, and creativity we had to set aside for various reasons as we became adults. It is about feeling the loss of innocence that led us to so much serious, repressed, and conforming expression. They are the bridge from our youth to our maturity. They are truly seers of new worlds. Healing our Inner Teenager brings a new vision of life that has technicolor rad-ness and infinite vision. It brings a joy and lightness that seeks to learn and have fun at the same time.

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Excerpt From my book Free To Be 5D about the Inner Teenager, with links to purchase as audio, print, ebook, and PDF at soulfullheart.org/books

Raphael and I will be exploring the world of the inner teenager in our group call coming up this Sunday, November 13th at 5:00pm GMT/London/Lisbon…Noon EST. We will also offer a guided meditation to connect with your inner teenager, deepen the healing between you, opening up the bond there that is just ‘waiting’ for you. More info to offer donation to attend at soulfullheart.org/grouptransmissions or https://www.facebook.com/events/844061516750636.

You can offer donation ($11/$15 USD/Euros is the usual amount) via our soulfullheart.org/shop or via paypal.me/jelelleawen. If you offer donation via paypal, please include your email.

Here is a guided meditation video to begin the connection to your inner teenager; https://youtu.be/5CMVBgzFypI

More info about 1:1 sessions, group call/in person events in Portugal, writing/videos and more at soulfullheart.org

Connect To Your Inner Teenager Group Call 11/13 W/Raphael & Jelelle Awen

In a week from today, we will dive into the often intense and always interesting grounds of the inner teenager! We began recognizing and working with this part of us and in others several years ago when it was clear how many sensitivities and gifts this energy within us hold! Hope you can join us and give the gift of your focus and presence to your inner teen.

Description below:

An important and often over looked part of your inner family formed during this lifetime is your Inner Teenager. Your Inner Teenager is not just the energy represented by the phase and stage after childhood and pre-adulthood, they also hold the pain and wounding of usually being the ‘black sheep’ of the family.

As your soul consciousness started to awaken in your teens, a rebellion and individuation either began to express or was suppressed….one that was necessary to separate from your family’s consciousness. Your Inner Teenager can often be found ‘stuck’ in their teenage bedroom with strong feelings of angst, depression, even suicidal feelings due the rejection they received in this rebellion.

Instead of receiving initiation in all areas of life around relationships, sexuality, spirituality, passion purpose, etc., your inner teenager received most likely invalidation in these areas…and 3D-based conditioning that fed fears, dualities, and polarizations. Instead of a healthy phase of individuating from family, there is often push-pull, over attachment and other unhealthy dynamics experienced by our inner teens. Connecting with your inner teenager allows them to receive the initiation and individuation that they most need in order to mature in all areas of life. This also helps with healthy social expression in relationships.

In a two-hour group call for men and women on Sunday, November 13th at 5:00/17:00pm WET/Noon EST/9:00am PST, SoulFullHeart Teachers, Facilitators and sacred union mates Raphael and Jelelle Awen will offer an activation for you to connect with your Inner Teenager. We will share about our most current personal processes as individuals and as a sacred union pairbond related to these inner teenager energies and how we have experienced the healing of them. We will also share about how our SoulFullHeart process can serve to allow for more integration, digestion, and receiving of the Inner Teenager energies.

In the guided meditation/transmission portion of the call, we will create a bridge to connect with your inner teenager in your childhood bedroom. We will offer them love and support from Divine guides and a reparenting energy of initiation and validation. We will also tune in as a group to receive codes to your and the collective inner teenager maturation and awakening process.

We recommend this guided meditation to meet your Inner Teenager prior to the group call: https://youtu.be/5CMVBgzFypI

You can receive these frequencies live with us (highly recommended) or take in the recording afterwards. If you attend the live group, you’ll have the opportunity to share with us about what you experienced during the meditation and receive feedback/next steps of integration from us (this is totally optional). Plus, you’ll be able to take in and receive sharings from other souls (both women and men) in the call, which is a powerful activation of its own! More info at soulfullheart.org/grouptransmissions

This group is open to the public and to anyone over 18. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy/money exchange of whatever donation you feel to give ($11-15 USD/Euros is the usual amount people offer us.)

You can offer your donation via our shop at soulfullheart.org/shop (Credit or debit) or paypal.me/jelelleawen and we will send you the zoom link to attend and the recording afterwards. If you purchase via paypal, please include your email and what you are purchasing in the note section so that we can send you the zoom link and the recording afterwards.

Hope you can join us for this powerful exploration into your inner teenager energies!

Love,

Raphael and Jelelle

Digestion of Group Healing Weekend & Upcoming Virtual and In-person Events

By Jelelle Awen

Feeling so blessed to meet together as a community for our monthly healing group here in Portugal over the last two days. Raphael and I led two sound healing sessions with our crystal sound healing bowls with light language singing and activation for all. I also debuted my very beginning handpan playing and first soul melody that is coming through! We also did some of our I am…., You are…., We are….. recodings together with each of us contributing one. Everything from I am butter (lol) to I am whole.

It was our usual range of laughs (including learning new cuss words in German!) and tears (such deep and vulnerable processes with tender parts/aspects)! In this intentional space together, we form a healing merkabah that deepens and seeds a new transparent and vulnerable intimacy with self and others.

I feel a deep sense of honor that I get to respond, co-lead, co-create and BE in this seeding with these amazing souls. The SoulFullHeart community vision ‘for the future’ of being in harmony and flow with the land and healing structures/housing that we will create together is becoming clearer for me. Lots of leadership activations going on for me and Raphael, as he also feels SoulFire coming through, a SoulFullHeart offering with Gabriel for men with virtual/in person groups, sessions and more.

I am brought to NuMu and into the geodesic healing dome space there often in meditation now to receive guidance and support from my Inner Earth Lemurian Aspect/Guide Ruma and Anna of the Magdalenes. Feeling myself already in the leadership of it, the formation of it, and the reality of it as a ‘given’…and now it is being in the magical and mysterious unfolding of the how NuMu (new lemuria) community will continue to manifest. I keep being shown 100 souls joining us there eventually in different proximities, which seems like quite a leap from 7 of us now…yet the beginnings are as sacred as the peaks.

There is more about our story and vision at soulfullheart.org/about

These weekends offer a taste of this NuMu community in the now….a way of being and responding that is present, in the moment, organic and in flow. And, most of all, FEELING each other and ourselves as we share.

We have virtual and in-person events coming up for the end of October and November (and December) if you feel drawn to join us in whatever ways this speaks to your soul of your own remembrance and reunion.

Upcoming events (most listed on soulfullheart.org/events with postings of them all there coming soon):

SoulFullHeart Livestream here on FB- Wednesday, October 26th about shadow exploration/work from the SoulFullHeart perspective and process. At 5:00pm Portugal/Uk time plus recording available after here on the blog and our SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube channel

Shadow Feminine Exploration Women’s Group Call with me and Kasha on October 30th (day before Halloween!) at 5:00pm Portugal/UK/1:00pm EDT. More info to offer a donation at soulfullheart.org/womengroupcalls

Inner Teenager Connection Group Call with Raphael and I on November, 13th at 5:00pm Portugal/UK/1:00pm EDT by donation. More info coming soon.

Intro To SoulFullHeart Guided Meditation Circle – here in Coja, Portugal at 5:00pm to 7:00pm on Sunday, November 20th. More info to join us by donation at soulfullheart.org/events

Inner Daughter Connection Women’s Group call over zoom with Kasha and me on Sunday, November 27th at 5:00pm Portugal/Uk. More info soon

Men’s Group Call over zoom with Raphael and Gabriel on Sunday, November 27th at 5:00pm Portugal/Uk time. More info soon

Winter Solstice 5 Day Gathering in Coja, Portugal from December 17th through December 21st. More info at soulfullheart.org/events

I am home. You are home. We are home!

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Shadow Feminine Exploration Women’s Group Call October 30, 2022 | Jelelle Awen & Kasha Rokshana

By Jelelle Awen

As we deepen into Autumn and approach Samhain/Halloween soon, the veils thin always at this time of year between dimensions. This gives us more access to our shadow consciousness and that which has been hidden from us.

Within the shadow of the feminine are often the parts, soul aspects and energies that have been suppressed and repressed in some way by the outside world and by other parts of ourselves. This suppression of energies that are considered shameful or threatening or unacceptable by others can be limiting to your soul awakening, emotional body healing, and the full-range expression of your feminine essence and gifts.

Shadow aspects are not evil or dangerous, even if some of their behaviors or reactions may be judged by other parts of you as not desirable or acceptable. Often what has been ‘put’ in shadow or beyond your conscious awareness are parts/soul aspects who have soul gift expressions, healing frequencies, innocence, and even your Divine essence itself. Your Inner Protector or Gatekeeper/Soul Guardian is usually the one who has access to these energies and negotiation with them can open up this space for you to connect, love, and reclaim what has previously been unknown, repressed, or lost.

For the feminine, our power expression and essence is highly protected because of the threat it has been to the patriarchal programs/Matrix reality. Painful punishment and shame loops (both inside and outside) can ‘keep’ our power from expressing as what we call our ‘womb roar’ when it is needed. Reclaiming our womb creation space (unplugging from the False Womb/Hijacked Matrix Womb) allows for more expression and holding of this power. Aspects such as our Inner Ursula/False Feminine/Sorceress can reinforce the sense that we are weak, disqualified, not good enough, etc. This entire dynamic of punisher-shame can also be in shadow until we become aware of it.

Creating relationships with these parts/soul aspects previously in shadow allows for more sense of self-love and worth; connection and communion with the Divine; more harmonious, resonant and intimate relationships with others; and completion of this-life and other lifetime patterns of suffering and trauma.

In a two-hour women’s group call on Sunday, October 30th at 5:00/17:00pm WEST (Lisbon/London)/1:00pm EDT/10:00am PDT, Kasha and I will explore connecting with the shadow feminine through sharing our personal journeys and also experiences in supporting women through our SoulFullHeart quantum healing process. We will share about how through a personal relationship with your Inner Protector and Gatekeeper, you can open up access to whole new and ever deepening awarenesses of the parts/soul aspects that have been previously unknown to you.

During this call, we will co-lead a guided meditation to connect with your Inner Protector, who will then open up whatever parts/soul aspects you are ready to meet from your shadow. We will also repeat affirmations as mantras together to recode our relationship to our shadow individually and together as women.

Here is a guided meditation to meet your Inner Protector: https://youtu.be/NJT7oWYYdAs

Here is a guided meditation to meet your Inner Ursula if you feel drawn to that exploration: https://youtu.be/drNsenYuAc8

You can receive these frequencies live with us (highly recommended to get the most transmission from it) or take in the recording afterwards. If you attend the live group, you’ll have the opportunity to share with us about what you experienced during the meditation and receive feedback/next steps of integration from us (this is totally optional). Plus, you’ll be able to take in and receive sharings from other women in the call, which is a powerful activation of its own!

This group is open to the public and to any woman over 18 to attend live. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy/money exchange of whatever donation you feel to give ($11 USD/$15 CAD is the usual amount people offer us).

You can offer your donation via our shop at soulfullheart.org/shop (credit and debit) or Wise (we can help you set up an account as it is very easy and no fees are taken for transactions) and we will send you the zoom link to attend and the recording afterwards. We are wanting to transition off Paypal yet you can still it use for this call at paypal.me/jelelleawen, include your email in the note section so we can send you the zoom link and recording.

More info at soulfullheart.org/events and https://www.facebook.com/events/3291530144437759

Hope you can join us for this powerful exploration into your shadow!

Love,

Jelelle and Kasha

Homecoming Codes Message From Inner Earth Lemuria & Group Call 10/16 Invite (video) | Jelelle Awen

In this video, SoulFullHeart Teacher Jelelle Awen shares about her upcoming group call with Raphael Awen offering homecoming codes transmission and exploration.

Homecoming Codes are about coming home to your heart, home to your light, home to your humanity, home to your Divinity, home to all that you ARE, home to LOVE.

In a two-hour group call for men and women on Sunday, October 16th at 5:00pm/17:00pm WEST/12:00pm EDT/9:00am PDT, we will offer an activation to connect with the homecoming codes that are in your field, heart, and soul to be felt and downloaded. You can join us by donation live and get the recording with more info at https://www.soulfullheart.org/events.

Jelelle also shares a message that came through from her Inner Earth Lemuria aspect Ruma inviting you into becoming the Recoding process that is going on during this phase of Ascension. You can read this message here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2022/10/12/you-are-recoding-message-from-inner-earth-lemuria/

We also invite you to join us to become a member on our private, online community SoulFullHeart Portal on Mighty Networks for sharing, asking questions, and connecting with others in a meaningful way. This group call is free to portal members. Membership is $22.22 USD a month: https://soulfullheartportal.mn.co/feed

For more information about the SoulFullHeart quantum healing process, Jelelle Awen’s latest book Free To Be 5D, videos, and events, visit https://www.soulfullheart.org.

For more information about a free intro call to find out more about 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions