From Warrior To 5D Ambassador Guided Meditation: Video 16 – Deepen 2022 (Video) | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

In this sixteenth video of our 31 day video series called Deepen 2022, SoulFullHeart Teachers/Co-Creators Raphael and Jelelle Awen share about the shift and movement from Warrior to 5D Love Ambassador that occurs as you heal the warrior and battle ground energies from within you with your Gatekeeper. We talk about how the False Light can project this need to be a “spiritual warrior” and go into battle with the dark in a polarized way rather than into the Ambassador energy that leads with compassion and seeks peace.

The matrix narrative in the C and V rollout is bringing out a lot of warrior/fighting energies rather than remaining non-judgemental even while personal choice points are clear. We offer from the Ambassador’s perspective, all roles/sides are sacred and there really isn’t anything to fight. If you do feel a strong fighting/battling energy toward someone or something, it is a mirror of a battle that is going on within you. We do honor that it can be an important phase to become an advocate and activist ‘against’ injustice as it was probably not allowed in other lifetimes and needs to express without persecution.

In the guided meditation, you journey with your Gatekeeper and the Divine Mother & Father to a battleground within your emotional body/soul field. You connect to the warrior who is expressing on that battlefield or protesting and invite them to go ‘above’ the battlefield. On a hill above, you invite your Ambassador to come in to meet your Warrior, who is invited to rest in a hot pool of warm loving energy waters with the Divine.

Jelelle reads a passage from Chapter Five of her book Free To Be 5D, which can be purchased as an ebook, audio, print, and PDF versions at soulfullheart.org/books.

You can watch each video in the Deepen 2022 playlist on our SoulFullHeart Experience You Tube Channel here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FZWeB…

For more information about the Deepen 2022 series including a full listing of the content covered over 31 days and information about two Deepen 2022 group calls on January 16th 30th, visit https://www.soulfullheart.org/deepen2022

For more information about the SoulFullHeart quantum healing process, Jelelle Awen’s latest book Free To Be 5D, videos, and events, visit https://www.soulfullheart.org.
We also invite you to join us for free membership on our private, online community SoulFullHeart Portal on Mighty Networks for sharing, asking questions, and connecting with others engaged in the series: https://soulfullheartportal.mn.co/feed

For more information about a free consultation call to find out more about 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Jelelle Awen, Raphael Awen, Gabriel Amara, and Kasha Rokshana, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions

We are offering this series for free of charge, yet we would be so grateful if you offered an energy exchange/donation to us for the value you receive in this series. You can donate through paypal: http://paypal.me/jelelleawen or at https://www.soulfullheart.org/shop

SoulFullHeart Museletter: Jan 14, 2022

We’re nearly halfway through the Deepen 2022 Video Series and there’s so much to digest about it for all of us! Even for those of us who have been in the process/way of life for years are benefitting in powerful ways from the ways these videos break down the processes and offer guided meditation journeys to lean into for each topic.

Longtime facilitant and community member, Raianna Shai, offers a digestion of this video series from her perspective as our featured piece this week. She paints a very sweet picture of what these videos have offered her so far and invites you into your own journey of taking them in and discovering more depths inside of yourself and your own process.

We have all videos from the Deepen 2022 series from Video 4 – 14 (1-3 are on the previous Museletter, released Jan 3rd) in this issue for you to check out. You can find out more information about this video series here: soulfullheart.org/deepen2022

There are several new writings this week which talk about the 1:11 energies/portal, offer transmissions of Divine love and support, and also invite you to feel your ongoing process throughout this beginning time of 2022.

You can take in this week’s Museletter here: https://mailchi.mp/62853255d500/soulfullheart-museletter-a-digestion-of-the-deepen-2022-video-series

If you’d like to subscribe to receive these in your email, you can do so on this Museletter by scrolling to the bottom of the screen and clicking “subscribe” or you can sign-up on our website: soulfullheart.org

Much love from all of us!
~The SoulFullHeart Community

1:11 Portal Inner Flame Re-Ignition Process

by Kasha Rokshana

The fire of love lights up your sleeping limbs and illuminates where to go next inside of you. It brings you into new levels of awakening to how and who you’ve been and what you’re truly called to become. It is the Divine inviting you to be truthful, real, and alive.

As the fire of love burns within me, it burns within you. I feel the flames rising and peaking at times and calming and fading at others, but always burning. There is no deep inner or outer change without being willing to burn brightly or even, at times, get burned.

This 1:11 passage continues to move through as we witness even more truths coming to light in our inner and outer worlds. The flames of transformation are being fanned in a huge way by the Divine within each of us… there’s so much we are invited into for our next levels of self-love and love of others and how both are embodied and expressed.

I feel from the Divine:

“This is not the time to douse the flame, however it burns inside of you.

Perhaps the most misunderstood aspect of having inner fire is that it’s not just about anger or fighting for or against something. It’s also heart warmth, feeling alive in the skin you’re in, your soul and heart both being lit up with passion and desire, and a deeply passionate and catalytic love that has to be shared. Parts of you may try to ignore or control it, yet eventually the restlessness stirs and something inside and outside of you needs to be seen and shifted. Sometimes this requires a flame turned up to 100, sometimes only 10 will do. You are loved and supported in all of your expressions of this flame, as no matter what, it eventually (or quickly) moves all that needs to move for the truth to be revealed and your true power to be found.”

This is such a deep and recent learning of my own… embodying my own flame more after a while of feeling the dial turned down. Over and over again I’ve had to feel parts/Metasoul aspects/my Gatekeeper in why this is and I’ve felt reminded over and over again about how keeping this flame down or hidden does not serve love in the way I signed up for, though the dimming was necessary for a time. I had to let it come up and out on 1:11, to serve and move beyond myself. It wouldn’t be real for me to pretend that this hasn’t taken much inner work to let it move through me and this alone is so humbling so feel!

It’s the fire of my truth, whatever it IS in the moment. It’s the blazing flame lighting up my heart, penetrating deeper layers within. It’s the beacon of Divine Mother moving through my ever-purifying channel. She is the match that relights what may have been deliberately or unconsciously dimmed inside of me so that I can see with new eyes what is really going on for me and for others. 

This fire inside cannot be faked or even conjured. It is already there, waiting to be fed, with love and responsibility for how it moves you and others. And it does so much more than destroy, hurt, or harm… it enlivens in ways that are deeply transformative when the energies are allowed to be so, when parts of you feel truly done with controlling them and the catalytic nature of what burns inside of you.

There are so many layers to feel about how your inner fire has been related to and why… and in some ways, the discovery of that may never truly end. It’s what we came here to embody and unleash as we truly remember the love we came here to BE.

Maybe you’ve experienced your own burning flame inside in a more conscious way as the 1:11 energies have been moving through you too? 🔥

Love,

Kasha

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Star Seed/Star Family Activation Guided Meditation: Video 14 – Deepen 2022 (Video) | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

In this fourteenth video of our 31 day video series called Deepen 2022, SoulFullHeart Teachers/Co-Creators Raphael and Jelelle Awen share about the star seed and star family activation process that happens over time as your Gatekeeper opens up access to feel and heal your visitation/abduction experiences, your inner child 3D traumas, and Matrix unplugging.

We talk about how important it is to ground into the galactic consciousness in our soul to experience healing in an embodied way connected to our emotional bodies. And to also access your OWN star family and light language transmissions rather than looking to outside sources to activate for you in a way that can be transcendent and part of the False Light.

With the current Matrix narrative (V and C), there is a strong need and importance to unplug our Reptilian self and become an ambassador to any other galactic aspects that need that (including those connected to the “Negative Alien Agenda”.) Healing this polarity within your Metasoul allows more grounded, balanced, and less polarized response to the events happening now.

In the guided meditation, you connect with your Gatekeeper and Divine Mother & Father to create a white light safety bubble as you go in to connect with your Star Seed. Your Gatekeeper also creates a bridge to feel if your Star Family Ambassador would like to come forward to meet with you or an aspect that is plugged into the Matrix that wants to be seen by you.

Here is a video for connecting with your Star Seed and Star Family
From Jelelle’s Deepen 2019 video series: https://youtu.be/p3_E642aYyQ

Here is a guided meditation video to music with Jelelle to connect with your Star Family: https://youtu.be/ubrPcH09X6s

Here is a video to experience an Arcturian Healing Chamber to music: https://youtu.be/vkbPpXNgPnI

You can watch each video in the Deepen 2022 playlist on our SoulFullHeart Experience You Tube Channel here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FZWeB…

For more information about the Deepen 2022 series including a full listing of the content covered over 31 days and information about two Deepen 2022 group calls on January 16th 30th, visit https://www.soulfullheart.org/deepen2022

For more information about the SoulFullHeart quantum healing process, Jelelle Awen’s latest book Free To Be 5D, videos, and events, visit https://www.soulfullheart.org.

We also invite you to join us for free membership on our private, online community SoulFullHeart Portal on Mighty Networks for sharing, asking questions, and connecting with others engaged in the series: https://soulfullheartportal.mn.co/feed

For more information about a free consultation call to find out more about 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Jelelle Awen, Raphael Awen, Gabriel Amara, and Kasha Rokshana, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions

We are offering this series free of charge, yet we would be so grateful if you offered an energy exchange/donation to us for the value you receive in this series. You can donate through paypal: http://paypal.me/jelelleawen or at https://www.soulfullheart.org/shop

A Digestion Of The Deepen 2022 Video Series

By Raianna Shai

This SoulFullHeart video series is such an incredible way to get to know yourself to an incredible deep level. They’re full of teachings and meditations that are so valuable for discovering who you are, why you feel and react the way you do, what your gifts are and how to heal even your deepest wounds. I’ve been doing this series for the last two weeks or so and even the more “basic” videos have been so enlivening and core to my current healing process.

There’s something special about connecting to 31 different videos that slowly but thoroughly help you dive into any and all places that need your attention. They can be taken in at any pace and at any time which allows you to go deeper into any process that feels relevant.

I have been on a deep journey of discovering my divine empowered woman and these videos have brought so many connections to light inside of me. They have taught me how much my inner mother wants to care take everyone to the point where it doesn’t allow others, or other parts of me, to live into their bigness and grow into the person they’re capable of. They have taught me that my inner teenager is ready to blossom and become a woman capable of setting boundaries and advocating for herself and the capacity of others.

They have woken up my inner protector enough for him to realize that he can’t keep me small and locked in my bedroom anymore. This journey has strengthened belief in myself and what I have to gift others. I have been able to dive into my shadow in a way that I was way to scared to before and recognize patterns that have been so detrimental to my own growth as well as those around me, even if for a good reason.

So thank you Jelelle, Raphael and soon Kasha and Gabriel for providing me with the tools I need to love and care for myself in a way that serves both myself and the collective ❤️

For more information about the Deepen 2022 series including a full listing of the content covered over 31 days, a playlist featuring each video released so far, and information about the two Deepen 2022 group calls, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org/deepen2022

Love, Raianna

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Raianna Shai is a SoulFullHeart facilitant and website designer for SoulFullHeart Healing, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about free consultations and 1:1 individual sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Accessing Your Metasoul Lifetimes Guided Meditation: Video 13 – Deepen 2022 (Video) | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

In this thirteenth video of our 31 day video series called Deepen 2022, SoulFullHeart Teachers/Co-Creators Raphael and Jelelle Awen share about the Metasoul, the individuated source of your soul and all of the fragments that project from it into other lifetimes/timelines. We explain how the Metasoul is non-linear, beyond time, and accessible in the Quantum Now through a bridge created by your Gatekeeper. Connecting with your Metasoul aspects in an ongoing, intentional way allows for mutual karmic and trauma healing, gift exchange, and quantum upgrades.

We also talk about how the current Matrix narrative is triggering the separation wounds in our Metasoul and the collapse lifetime experiences (such as Atlantis and Lemuria) as well. Metasoul access in an increasingly conscious way allows for you to digest what is occurring with this narrative in a deeper way and navigate choice points with more clarity as well.

In the meditation, we are once again joined by the supportive frequencies of Divine Mother and Father as we meet up with your Gatekeeper in their Metasoul portal access ‘realm’ (usually represented by a cavern with many tunnels leading off of it.) With your Gatekeeper, you tune into and enter a lifetime that is most needing your attention. You connect with a Metasoul aspect, begin a dialogue, and start the process of quantum healing.

Here is a video for Metasoul Timeline/Lifetime Portal Access
From Jelelle’s Deepen 2019 video series: https://youtu.be/9jWgpQbXTZo

You can watch each video in the Deepen 2022 playlist on our SoulFullHeart Experience You Tube Channel here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FZWeBviA18Y&list=PLNmrHdaQSAvJPnLzbEKl4OsQBXBYw2XwI

For more information about the Deepen 2022 series including a full listing of the content covered over 31 days and information about two Deepen 2022 group calls on January 16th 30th, visit https://www.soulfullheart.org/deepen2022

For more information about the SoulFullHeart quantum healing process, Jelelle Awen’s latest book Free To Be 5D, videos, and events, visit https://www.soulfullheart.org.

We also invite you to join us for free membership on our private, online community SoulFullHeart Portal on Mighty Networks for sharing, asking questions, and connecting with others engaged in the series: https://soulfullheartportal.mn.co/feed

For more information about a free consultation call to find out more about 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Jelelle Awen, Raphael Awen, Gabriel Amara, and Kasha Rokshana, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions

We are offering this series for free of charge, yet we would be so grateful if you offered an energy exchange/donation to us for the value you receive in this series. You can donate through paypal: http://paypal.me/jelelleawen or at https://www.soulfullheart.org/shop

Unplugging From The False Light Guided Meditation: Video 12 – Deepen 2022 (Video) | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

In this twelfth video of our 31 day video series called Deepen 2022, SoulFullHeart Teachers/Co-Creators Raphael and Jelelle Awen share about the False God/False Light Matrix on the 4D level that hijacks the natural soul awakening that occurs in order to keep the incarnational trap going. We talk about how energies of self-empowerment, self sovereignty, self worth, forgiveness, are missing in False Light movements/teachers/relationships and instead replaced with energies of shame/blame, manipulation, deception and lies, dependency, and power dominance.

We emphasize how the false light has been necessary until now to allow us to fully immerse in the Matrix experience and yet we are now awakening beyond it to experience the true love and light of the Divine essence within us. Experiencing the False Light/God and healing allows for us to experience unworthiness, separation wounds, and disempowerment so that we can heal and complete these cycles.

In the meditation, you and your Gatekeeper are invited to connect to the pure frequencies of Divine Mother and Divine Father. You can then feel what may be blocking this connection from coming through as you journey to the “God Room” representing the False Light/False God setting for you this life or another lifetime. As you you connect to this God Room, you are given the opportunity to bridge Divine Love to this part/soul aspect/soul pattern in order to heal it.

You can watch each video in the Deepen 2022 playlist on our SoulFullHeart Experience You Tube Channel here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FZWeB…

For more information about the Deepen 2022 series including a full listing of the content covered over 31 days and information about two Deepen 2022 group calls on January 16th 30th, visit https://www.soulfullheart.org/deepen2022

For more information about the SoulFullHeart quantum healing process, Jelelle Awen’s latest book Free To Be 5D, videos, and events, visit https://www.soulfullheart.org.

We also invite you to join us for free membership on our private, online community SoulFullHeart Portal on Mighty Networks for sharing, asking questions, and connecting with others engaged in the series: https://soulfullheartportal.mn.co/feed

For more information about a free consultation call to find out more about 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Jelelle Awen, Raphael Awen, Gabriel Amara, and Kasha Rokshana, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions

We are offering this series for free of charge, yet we would be so grateful if you offered an energy exchange/donation to us for the value you receive in this series. You can donate through paypal: http://paypal.me/jelelleawen or at https://www.soulfullheart.org/shop

We Choose Our Own ‘New Normal’

I have been taking time to continue my ongoing soul awakening during this Deepen video series, hosted by Jelelle and Raphael Awen, and I have been really sensing how we are all on this journey in our own way. Each of us is called to something unique and inspired that has greater meaning than just ‘getting back to normal’.

This IS our normal now until we all choose something different from the inside out. There are two realities going on at the same time, one based in reason and intuition and the other in psychological warfare. It is this ongoing state of War that has kept us in a prison for millennia. Any attempt at fighting the war keeps us enmeshed in its frequency and gravitational pull. If we are free from our cells are we free from the prison itself?

As I have been exploring more of my soul history through conscious connection with the aspect we call the Gatekeeper, we are both learning how each of us is on a path of this awakening, healing, unplugging, and remembrance. I see how these aspects of us have been in their own form of virtual reality, a hijacked and inverted reality created by forces of our own devices for a Divine purpose we have yet to fully understand and reconcile.

As the heat of totalitarian, psychological warfare continues to turn up, we are all being called to some form of action whether it is inward or outward. I am in the Inward Conscious Community camp. It is here that I feel my purpose is rooted. I go in to find all the places my soul is in the clutches of the Program and feeling where it has played itself out in multiple timelines in multiple lives. It is an organic process that is given life and reflection by those that I am in community with.

It is about feeling, forgiving, and releasing. It is about integration and reconciliation. It is about sharing and ambassadorship. It is bringing in more of Christ Light into embodiment and into consciousness for All. This is what I have called to do for myself and offer support for others to do the same. It is about creating a new community of consciousness that is no longer attached to, yet still a part of, the Old.

Something is dying. We can all feel it. We all know it on some level. Some are meant to aid in its death and others in its rebirth. That rebirth is seeded from the Love that is cultivated and embodied from within.

Gabriel Amara
soulfullheart.org

For more about the SoulFullHeart process and paradigm I invite you to check out the ongoing Deepen 2022 series. You can find more info and the videos here at our website: https://www.soulfullheart.org/deepen2022

Unplugging Your Reptilian Self Guided Meditation: Video 11 – Deepen 2022 (Video) | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

In this eleventh video of our 31 day video series called Deepen 2022, SoulFullHeart Teachers/Co-Creators Raphael and Jelelle Awen share about your Reptilian Self, a 4D aspect of your Metasoul that is ‘entwined’ with you at the Matrix level. Your Reptilian Self has served a projector of the Matrix and been enslaved/trapped themselves to serve this function by the AI Beings calling themselves the “Architects” or “Programmers.

We offer an invitation to heal the polarity and judgement against Reptilian that can occur as you awaken to the Matrix reality by becoming an ambassador to your Reptilian self in a loving and curious way. These previously entrapped Reptilians are now awakening and unplugging as their ‘human counterpart’ is as well, being invited to relocate to a higher dimensional planet and being free from the entwinement.

In the meditation, Divine Mother and Divine Father wrap you in a protective white light bubble as you ask your Gatekeeper to bridge you to your Reptilian Self. We describe the different settings that we have seen them in, including a Red Planet, Mars-like environment. You connect with your Reptilian Self, perhaps receive a nap, and also are invited to help them unplug from their AI One Mind Matrix as much as is possible through the dissolving offered by love.

Here is a video to Meet Your Reptilian Self From Jelelle’s Deepen 2020 video series: https://youtu.be/pA7ZjZj2K8M

As we mentioned in this video, you can order pre-made and custom beautiful macrame creations infused with light and love codes by Raianna Shai of Enchanted Well Designs here at her ETSY shop: https://etsy.me/3tnNWdS

You can watch each video in the Deepen 2022 playlist on our SoulFullHeart Experience You Tube Channel here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FZWeB…

For more information about the Deepen 2022 series including a full listing of the content covered over 31 days and information about two Deepen 2022 group calls on January 16th 30th, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org/deepen2022.

For more information about the SoulFullHeart quantum healing process, Jelelle Awen’s latest book Free To Be 5D, videos, and events, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org.

We also invite you to join us for free membership on our private, online community SoulFullHeart Portal on Mighty Networks for sharing, asking questions, and connecting with others engaged in the series: https://soulfullheartportal.mn.co/feed

For more information about a free consultation call to find out more about 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Jelelle Awen, Raphael Awen, Gabriel Amara, and Kasha Rokshana, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions

We are offering this series for free of charge, yet we would be so grateful if you offered an energy exchange/donation to us for the value you receive in this series. You can donate through paypal: http://paypal.me/jelelleawen or at https://www.soulfullheart.org/shop

Navigating The Matrix Narrative Guided Meditation: Video 10 – Deepen 2022 (Video) | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

In this tenth video of our 31 day video series called Deepen 2022, SoulFullHeart Teachers/Co-Creators Raphael and Jelelle Awen share about navigating the current Matrix narrative as it has been playing out for the last two years with C and the V (not including full names due to censorship, which is part of this narrative!) We talk about our journey the last two years travelling and being mostly nomadic during this time as connected to our soul guidance, be in the unknown, trusting around money abundance, and Divine surrender.

It can be challenging to connect to soul guidance with the Matrix activation peaking of body death fear, survival triggers, traumas from collapse lifetimes, self image preservation, social entanglements and ‘peer pressure’, and more, etc. It is through connecting with your Gatekeeper as a bridge to soul aspects that can provide guidance plus access to heal from previous lifetime trauma….and allow you to continue unplugging from the Matrix. We offer that ultimately the Matrix narrative is a key aspect of Ascension as 3D ‘dies’ to move into a lower 4D timeline arising into the higher manifestation of 5D New Earth.

In the meditation, Divine Mother and Divine Father once again join you to journey to the Gatekeeper’s Realm, usually represented by a large Cavern with many tunnels leading off of the main room representing the many lifetimes/incarnations of your Metasoul. You connect with your Gatekeeper to get a sense and perhaps a visual representation of how they are navigating these often life/death choices during this Matrix narrative while offering them a bridge of support from the Divine.

You can watch each video in the Deepen 2022 playlist on our SoulFullHeart Experience You Tube Channel here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FZWeB…

For more information about the Deepen 2022 series including a full listing of the content covered over 31 days and information about two Deepen 2022 group calls on January 16th 30th, visit https://www.soulfullheart.org/deepen2022

For more information about the SoulFullHeart quantum healing process, Jelelle Awen’s latest book Free To Be 5D, videos, and events, visit https://www.soulfullheart.org.

We also invite you to join us for free membership on our private, online community SoulFullHeart Portal on Mighty Networks for sharing, asking questions, and connecting with others engaged in the series: https://soulfullheartportal.mn.co/feed

For more information about a free consultation call to find out more about 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Jelelle Awen, Raphael Awen, Gabriel Amara, and Kasha Rokshana, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions

We are offering this series for free of charge, yet we would be so grateful if you offered an energy exchange/donation to us for the value you receive in this series. You can donate through paypal: http://paypal.me/jelelleawen or at https://www.soulfullheart.org/shop