Ascension: Bringing The Unconscious Into Consciousness

In my continuing process of growth, many times the things I need to ‘work’ on are the things that I cannot see. They are brought to me through mirrors, reflections, or circumstances that make it clear I have had a blind spot. An unconscious tendency toward ego, unworth, or any innumerable things that keep my next conscious leveling up at bay.

As I am brought to these junctions, I am beginning to realize the ground on which our unconsciousness resides is giving way. The veil that has kept it hidden is loosening and thinning. It will be an effort to keep it all in place. As that barrier begins to crumble under the weight of Love’s eminence, there arises moments that you become aware of the parts that are trying to stay in control, keep the narrative going come hell or high water.

Well, if the high water is coming and the resistance stays in place then hell it is. I once had an image of a sandcastle. It represented all that parts of me had and have built up over time that represented what I thought was real and true, only to find the tide rise and sure enough it was gone. Just…like…that. Wooosh. This could be a Dark Night experience or it can be just another round of the wheel of ascension once you get used to it.

The Reality is that we are the sand and the water playing in this epic drama of construct and deconstruct. What was unconscious comes to the surface and will knock down that castle just as the sun rises and falls. So when it does, the deeper question is how do we integrate and navigate that process so that there is less need for these moments and their reactions.

In my ongoing journey with SoulFullHeart, it is all about feeling and exploring the deeper layers inside that are in reaction, suffering, or unconscious states. This is done not just through self-reflection and exploration, but of other-reflection and deep mirroring. That is where things get to be seen that we could not see ourselves. That is not easy for parts of us, but it is catalytic and alchemical. Life can never be the same tomorrow as it was yesterday when you are on a conveyor belt of ascension. There is no attainment, just attainING and learning. An ever growing and expanding ground of consciousness.

If you are feeling the deep desire for ending suffering loops, unconscious patterns, or lone wolf isolation and are wanting to be initiated into deeper realms of your own consciousness, expression, and intimacy I highly recommend a SoulFullHeart session with myself, Jelelle, Raphael, or Kasha. I trust the call will be felt in the hearts it is meant to stir.

If you are curious about learning more and becoming more acquainted with the process and paradigm itself you are welcome to join our group portal at https://soulfullheartportal.mn.co for more personal sharings, videos, articles, and online community.

The energies are here to support this new leveling up in Love, Liberation, and Leadership.

*****

Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and Collaborator.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

SoulFullHeart Avalon Updates: Issue 3

It’s been over a month since our last ‘update’ was sent out so this one is jam-packed with plenty to take in! In this issue you’ll find many digestions and energy updates of personal process, the energies here in Avalon, the US Election, the 11/11 portal, and more. So much has been moving and rumbling through the collective lately and it’s our desire to help bridge you to some different ways you can look at and feel through it all.

There is a brand new guided meditation from Jelelle that we highly recommend as it is so soothing to take in, especially if you have felt a lot of reactions recently and are finding it challenging to come back to your heart.

This coming Saturday, November 14th @ 5pm GMT, Raphael and Jelelle will be leading a group transmission and guided meditation over Zoom, offering Golden Earth/5D energies and bridging. More info on that is in this update which can be found here.

With much love from ALL of us!

~ The SoulFullHeart Community

Shelter In The Storm Teachings & Guided Meditation, Plus preview of 5D Transmission Group Call On Nov. 14th (Videos) | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

By Jelelle Awen

This video is a recording of a livestream Q&A, energy update, and guided meditation that originally aired November 8, 2020 on Facebook. We answer questions, respond to comments and digest the current ‘storm’ of disclosure going on in 3D/4D timelines during the U.S. Election aftermath and ongoing Covid narrative. We share about cultivating and maintaining a shelter within by not focusing on externalized false gods and connecting to your Divine Self that can hold the space for reactions/traumas from parts of you or aspects from other lifetimes who are caught in the ‘storm’. SoulFullHeart Facilitators Gabriel Heartman and Kasha Rokshana also shared during the livestream and responded to comments.

The guided meditation offers a connection to your inner Protector who can show you a shelter within, a higher frequency space beyond 3D where you can connect to the Divine, parts that need you, aspects from other lifetimes, etc. We then repeat the mantra: I AM the shelter in the storm together. You can see the comments and questions that we were responding to here on my FB feed: https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen

This livestream is a good preview and taste of what our group calls are like. We talk about our next one offering a 5D Golden Earth transmission coming up this Saturday, November 14th at 5:00pm GMT/12:00pm EST in the video below.

This is a brief video with Raphael and I filmed at the Chalice Well gardens here in Glastonbury. We are sitting on a bench in what feels like the ‘former’ cottage/hut spot of Anna, grandmother of Yeshua and powerful Essene/Magdalene, when she lived in Avalon for many years. We are nearby the Red and White springs, and the Tor, all powerful transmitters of Divine Feminine and Masculine energies of New Earth. I think you can feel the mellow and grounded energies coming through us from being there!

In the video, we talk about our upcoming group transmission call over zoom on Saturday November 14th at 5:00pm GMT (London, UK timezone.)/12:00pm EST/9:00am PST to transmit Golden Earth 5D frequencies to and with you. In this two hour call, we will talk about the challenge and opportunity it can be to connect to an inner lifeline to these Golden Earth frequencies in a supportive and intimate way that allows you to relate with them, embody them, integrate them into your everyday life, and heal the karma trauma that may be within your Metasoul and especially 4D timelines. We’ll be sharing how the SoulFullHeart process of connecting with and healing karma trauma with aspects of the self as ‘parts’ and Metasoul aspects from other lifetimes allows for this lifeline to develop and deepen. This feels especially crucial during this tumultuous time of death and rebirth and transition to New Earth.

We will also co-lead a guided meditation to bridge you to your New Earth lifeline, whatever that looks and feels like for you, with help from your Gatekeeper (who holds access to your akashic records and veil of amnesia/access to other lifetimes). This transmission supports the activation of your own inner lifeline and waters the ‘seeds’ of New Earth that exist within your soul field. We will also open up the space for a couple of personal sharings for any of those who would like to share. You can purchase the Zoom link to join us live for the group and receive the recording by offering whatever donation you feel to give (average is $10 CAD) to paypal.me/jelelleawen or purchase through soulfullheart.org/shop

Love from Avalon!

Jelelle

More information about 1:1 sessions, group call events, writings/books at soulfullheart.org

10/10 Group Transmission Call: Sacred Union Within & With Other | With Raphael & Jelelle Awen

Sacred union is such a blessed experience…for the gifts, the challenges, the MIRROR, it continually offers us! If we have drawn and signed up to experience it with a deep soul/counterpart mate, then the gifts seem to be exponentially revealed over time. The experience of relationships CAN be a bliss mess, though, of highs and lows. And they push up so much to feel and see about yourself and parts of you.

Exploring the grounds of inner sacred union, feeling/connecting with your inner masculine aspect and your inner feminine aspect (however they show up in the moment), DOES help to navigate outer sacred unions/relationships. As you heal the polarities within you between your masculine and feminine (as so often templated by birth parents), a sense of union is experienced between them. It is truly a beautiful experience that has its own self sustaining nourishment factor.

And then, add on a sacred union mate to experience this blooming and overflowing inner sacred union WITH you…and it truly provides growth and love experience like no other. I feel that you are more likely to draw this kind of mate experience when you are connected to your sacred union within in a deep way. The inner overflows to the outer.

In one week from today, my beloved mate Raphael and I would like to share a transmission of this sacred union within and outer energies with you that we have cultivated together over the last 12 years. This will be our first group call from Avalon/Glastonbury and these lands of such potent Divine masculine and feminine energies!

We will share about our personal journeys around experiencing sacred union within with our inner masculine and feminine parts, along with their experience together over the years of a sustaining, deepening, and resonant love together due to this process.

We will lead you on a powerful and deep meditative journey to connect with your inner masculine and feminine. Yeshua Christ and Mary Magdalene will join us as Divine Feminine and Masculine energies of support and ambassadorship and transmission as we bring in the Michael and Mary energy line energies here at the heart chakra of Gaia. We will provide a bridge to your inner sacred union consciousness, call in your potential sacred union mate, and within the circle of Oneness that is created during the call as well.

The call will be on October 10 at 5:00pm BST/9:00am PDT/12:00pm EST over Zoom and you can join us by whatever donation you feel to give. You can donate at soulfullheart.org/shop or by paypal.me/jelelleawenMore info at https://www.facebook.com/events/268214177559942 and at https://www.soulfullheart.org/grouptransmissions

love from Avalon!

~

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For information about 1:1 sessions with her for women and with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen/Gabriel Heartman/Kasha Rokshana, virtual group call events, writings/books (including Jelelle’s latest Free To Be 5D), and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.

Moving Back Into 1:1 Sessions; Experiencing Grace & Support

My sessions with women that I have done over the last month here from Glastonbury have felt deeper and richer than ever before. There is an arising grace within me during the space holding, a sense of profound support and being held up by the Divine Mother/Mary energies here especially. As I fill up with these energies here in Avalon, I am able to transmit and offer these energies to the soul that I am in service with together.

After taking some months off from offering 1:1 sessions, to rest, go deeply within, focus on our group call series, and publish my book…there is a comforting familiarity yet also an arising newness in going back to 1:1 sessions now again. The ground of offering the SoulFullHeart process is so organic for me at this point, even as every single session is unique and different. The parts that come forward to be felt and connected in each session vary with each soul and yet have this consistent texture too that is beautiful to witness.

I am noticing that timelines and soul aspects/fragments are so ripe to be seen, connected with, the veil lifting, and soul gift exchange happens with them as karmic soul patterns heal and transmute. With so much collapse/transition going on in 3D, these soul frequencies can be a relief and yet also open up much deeper vistas of digestion.It is such a blessing and honor to me to hold the space for a soul’s unfolding and remembrance. It is my expression of service to the Divine Mother and I am humbly honored to BE it.

I have felt a particular call to work with the mature woman (over 30) who has been awakening for awhile, has engaged in deeper emotional healing work, may be a healer/teacher/wayshower/light worker herself, and wants to go to the ‘next level’ of embodiment of her Divine Essence in all areas of her life with the courage and desire to make life choices that support this process.

There is a sense more and more growing within too of wanting to draw our soul family to us as well, scattered as they may be across the world, which is happening at an increasing rate since coming here to Avalon. The sessions are really a doorway and initiation into that eventual community experience, a calibration and ‘practice’ for the relational realness that we exchange with each other. If you are drawn to the energy for which I/we share our writings/videos and all of us as well, perhaps it is the time for exploring and eventually reclaiming that soul family connection….starting from within and the healing of the inner family.

It feels as if so many of us have chosen this lifetime as the opportunity to complete long-standing cycles of incarnational suffering.Now is the time for the healing of fear at the deepest levels of self and soul. Now is the time to be in authentic expression of your Divine Self in all areas of life. Now is the time to complete patterns of suffering in relationships and move into resonant soul bonds. Now is the time to reclaim a frequency of purity that just needs to be uncovered.

If interested in a session with me for women for $130 CAD/$100 USD/$75 pounds for 90 minutes over zoom or here in-person in Glastonbury, contact me via soulfullhearts@gmail.com or PM here on FB. Raphael also offers sessions with men; Gabriel with men and women; and Kasha with women and we are finding an increased depth and grace arising during sessions here. There is more information at soulfullheart.org/sessions

I recommend my latest book Free To Be 5D: Navigating Ascension From The Inside Out as a way to connect more with the process, paradigm and way of life that we offer: soulfullheart.org/books

I also recommend my guided meditation video series Deepen as an experience of my energy and of connecting with parts/soul aspects of yourself: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNmrHdaQSAvLiLpw1qSOmQE-tsqhGSAD3

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Pic is me looking through a hole in one of the wonderful stone friends at Avebury Stone Circle..reminds of the journey we take together in sessions into the previously unknown places within!

The Journey Back To Love

Love can be a tough thing to let in a lot of the time. So much in the way between us and it. Trauma, wounds, pains, challenges, dependencies, contracts, fear…the list goes on. It is a journey that is not an easy one.

Love illuminates so much of what has ailed us in the Heart and Soul. We cannot bypass those wounds, we can only choose to not go there until we can no longer continue to hide without suffering. When you choose the path back to Love, Real Love, it is a soul decision to go through what appears like a hell to the part of you that has kept it all that at bay.

It is not about suiting up to withstand the pain and fear, but about arriving with the willingness to shed and reveal until you are naked at the foot of the Divine. This is the altar by which we become altered and transformed into something brand new.

It is not a plunge but a gentle process of feeling one step at a time. Any desire to ‘get rid of your shit’ is really coming from a part of you that is tired of holding it. That is understandable, yet there is another you there that can take it from this part and go through the process in a more self-loving way.

This is the journey that I have walked and continue to walk. It is ongoing but not a suffering loop. It is feeling everything that needs attention that doesn’t feel like Love toward me, anyone, or anything else. I live and offer this as my life’s Purpose and Work. If you ever feel that things are getting to be too much on the outside, or overwhelming on the inside, please feel the invitation from my heart to yours.

I have experienced many trials and shadow places within myself to understand what you are going through. I also have the capacity of compassion to hold the space even if I haven’t had similar experiences. These are trying times and sometimes we just need to be seen and felt in it all to shine the light on the next steps of release, forgiveness, and growth. Please don’t hesitate to reach out, and if there is hesitation we can feel that too.

Many blessings to you on your journey back to Love.

*****

Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and Collaborator.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

Tor Sunrise Processional W/SoulFullHeart Community (Video)

By Jelelle Awen

Come along with us as we take you on a processional walk through the forested trails and meandering paths up to the Tor, a sacred hill in Glastonbury, UK. The Tor is a magnet for the Michael (Divine Masculine) and Mary (Divine Feminine) energy ley lines, which spiral up from the base and entwine in each other, climaxing at top. In this video, we walked in silent meditation up to the top of the Tor during the magical time before and during sunrise, close to the Autumn Equinox. As you take in the visuals and music, feel yourself teleporting to a sacred site at the heart chakra of Gaia for which your soul may know and remember very well.

I share more about this sunrise processional experience here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/…/avalon-activations…/

Appearing in the video are me and Raphael – SoulFullHeart Facilitators/Teachers/Co-creators, SoulFullHeart Facilitator Kasha Rokshana, and SoulFullHeart Facilitant/Community Member James Elphick. Video is lovingly shot and edited by SoulFullHeart Facilitator Gabriel Heartman.

The music used during this video with much gratitude is: https://youtu.be/Igw32MXr28E

For the latest writings, videos, and information about SoulFullHeart community events and group calls, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org.

Information about 1:1 sessions over Zoom or in-person in Glastonbury, UK with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Jelelle Awen or Kasha Rokshana for women and with Raphael Awen for men or Gabriel Heartman for men and women at https://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions

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SoulFullHeart Avalon Update: Issue 1

We have made our relocation as a community from Victoria, Canada to Glastonbury, UK (Avalon in the higher dimensions) over three weeks ago now. With this shift in geography to a place with resonant soul family and highly activating Mary/Michael energies, we’ve felt new levels of creative inspiration and service desires.

We felt to gather together all of our Avalon-inspired writings, audio blogs, events, and service shifts into one place and offer it as an SoulFullHeart Avalon Update. I also share about my recent shift back to offering 1:1 sessions with women who are drawn to meet with me over zoom or in-person here in Glastonbury.

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Thank you so much for your interest in and support of SoulFullHeart!
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Check out the Avalon update below:

https://mailchi.mp/b78f9a6b2406/soulfullheart-updates-from-avalon?e=41b6822c15

Avalon Activations: Women’s Group Call W/Jelelle Awen & Kasha Rokshana – September 20

By Jelelle Awen

I am excited to offer my first women’s group call since July from the sacred lands of Avalon! Kasha will be joining me in this special two hour event over Zoom where we will bridge from, tap into and transmit from the powerful Mary ley line that runs through the house where we are staying and from the local sacred sites of the Tor, the Abbey, and more.

The magical energies of Avalon (Glastonbury, UK in the physical) stir the heart’s openings and soul longings of women, hugely supported and activated by the Divine Feminine frequencies long cultivated here in these lands. Activations from Avalon open up a bridge to your inner Priestess, Maiden, Essene/Magdalene, Celtic/Druid Healer, nun, and whatever else is within your soul to come forward as a part of you or from another lifetime.

We will talk about how the challenge and opportunity can be to feel these Avalon energies in a way that allows you to relate with them, integrate them with your Divine Self and your everyday life, and heal the karma trauma that may be within these lifetimes. Creating a bridge from the heart of your Divine Self to the parts/soul aspects who have connection to these energies allows for more activation AND more healing too.

During this call on Sunday, September 20 at 5:00pm BST, we will guide you in a meditative space into a healing sisterhood circle with all the souls on the call and with energies of the sisterhood of Avalon, a sisterhood consciousness lineage with Mary Magdalene, Mother Mary, Morra (Jelelle’s Avalon priestess soul aspect), and Flora (Kasha’s Avalon priestess soul aspect) to help bridge the healing energies of Avalon to you in a personal way. You will also connect with the part of you/soul aspect that comes through to receive these loving energies.

You can receive these Divine Feminine frequencies live with us (highly recommended) or take in the recording afterwards. If you attend the live group, you’ll have the opportunity to share with us about what you experienced during the meditation and receive feedback/next steps of integration from us.

This women’s group is open to the public and to all women over 18. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy exchange of whatever donation you feel to give. You can purchase the Zoom link to join us live for the group and receive the recording through your email at soulfullheart.org/shop

More information at https://www.facebook.com/events/359646118400033/ and at soulfullheart.org/womengroupcalls

Or you can purchase it here through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen

love from Avalon!
Jelelle Awen

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For information about 1:1 sessions with her for women and with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen/Gabriel Heartman/Kasha Rokshana, virtual group call events, writings/books (including Jelelle’s latest Free To Be 5D), and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.