SoulFullHeart Museletter: June 25, 2022

The process of detoxing and upgrading the Light Body is very real and can be very intense, especially with the incoming energies offering support for this as an essential part of our Ascension journey! 

Tomorrow, Sunday June 26th, at 5pm GMT (12pm EDT), Raphael and Jelelle will be co-hosting a group meditation call where they will be digesting the essential nature of this process and different ways in which to relate with, digest, and welcome it. You can find more information on this by-donation group call on our Museletter or on our website at soulfullheart.org/events.

There are several new writings this week, digesting the Solstice energies and also digesting other aspects of our Ascension and Light Body awakening process. 

We have a new video and two new podcast episodes from Gabriel and Kasha, digesting the Solstice energies and Divine Masculine initiations/awakenings at this time, plus more about the false light matrix related to politics. 

You can find our current Museletter here: https://mailchi.mp/18311a1daca9/soulfullheart-museletter-light-body-detoxactivation-group-call-june-26th

If you’d like to subscribe to receive our Museletters and other announcements in your own inbox, you can do so on our website: soulfullheart.org, or you can scroll to the bottom of this issue and click “subscribe”. 

Much love from all of us!

~ the SoulFullHeart Community

The Healing & Arising Of The Divine Masculine: Ep.7- The SoulFullHeart Current Podcast

In this episode, we continued our conversation from a video that we did on the Summer Solstice about the Solar or Divine Masculine. If you are interested in that after the podcast you can find it here on our YouTube Channel, The SoulFullHeart Experience: https://www.you/watube.comtch?v=YUa3xYrs4NQ&t=351s. The Solstice activated our relationship to the Divine Masculine within as well as our relationship to Divine Father and all that brings up in our relationship to our own fathers or father types. We talk about the mirror of sacred union for the masculine and its nourishment as well as it challenges. Gabriel talks about his own journey with his arising Divine Masculine and what that has meant for him as well as the men that he has served. What is it to be a Love Ambassador as well as a King, Warrior, Lover, and Sage? This is what we are offering as new way to see and feel the Divine Masculine.

Please follow us on any of the main podcast platforms such Spotify, Apple Podcasts, Google Podcasts, Audible, or Anchor. We would love to hear from you about what you are experiencing or anything you would like us to talk about from our perspective. We hope you are enjoying what we offering through these podcasts.

SoulFullHeart is a healing process, a contextual paradigm, a very powerful and empowering way of life, and a sacred community all in one. You can find out more on our website: www.soulfullheart.org. We’ll also be bridging everything SoulFullHeart through our own unique embodiment and experience of it to add more perspective and understanding as to where we come from and how the topics are held and felt in our hearts and souls.

We offer one-on-one and couple’s facilitation as the guidance and need arises. The SoulFullHeart Current Podcast is a way to serve and also be transparent with who we are and what we feel to embody and create outside the dystopian world that is being widely peddled today. We offer compassion, illumination, direction, feeling, and grounded action that is rooted in the individual self first, that then can spread to others through your own transformation and advocacy. Visit www.soulfullheart.org/sessions for more information.

We appreciate any ideas for future podcasts for us to delve into as they arise for you. You can leave a comment or email those to us, along with any other comments to soulfullhearts@gmail.com.

You can find our online community, the SoulFullHeart Portal, on Mighty Networks at https://soulfullheartportal.mn.co. We highly recommend joining our online community where, for a donation amount of your choice, you’ll have access to what could be the deepest and most meaningful soul family connections you’ve yet to experience, exclusive videos/guided meditations from us as well as Raphael and Jelelle Awen, and more personal pieces being shared from each of us in our intimate community.

Thank you for being in The Current with us. It is where we strive to let go, let in, feel, heal, see, be seen, and seek resonant community!

With Love and Currency,
Gabriel & Kasha

Healing The Inner Punisher-Shame Dynamic Within You

By Jelelle Awen

In sessions with women recently, the Punisher-shame dynamic has been coming up for feeling and healing as it is illuminated in the loving and safe healing field that we create together. It can be SUCH an ingrained and deep dynamic that is largely unconscious and ‘off the radar’ for most people, even those awakening for quite awhile. It can create an ongoing sense that life is hopeless, heavy, confusing, bleak, and without consistent inner/outer movement.

There is ongoing suffering looping that happens when the Inner Punisher part of you is continually criticizing/putting down/creating doubt in other parts of you that respond in shame reactions, usually the Inner Child and Inner Teenager. This punishment/shame loop is an effective way of keeping you safe from moving into your soul bigness, risking hurt/rejection, and is a way to ‘match’ the punishing frequencies around you so that they do less harm. Many Inner Punishers over the years have confessed to me that creating this inner punishment/shame dynamic is the only way to survive it happening on the outside with others (usually caregivers/parents.)

I have discovered that it is one of the MAIN ways that Protector and Punisher parts keep us safe and is actually done out of an intense love for you (even though it can feel anything but loving). It is also a necessary acclimation to the Matrix reality, which runs hugely on polarized energies of judgement of self and others. The Matrix is about division, separation, and push-pull frequencies, so we are programmed and conditioned to them from birth, in addition to our social, educational, and family systems often energizing these frequencies as well.

In the SoulFullHeart process during sessions, we connect with your Inner Protector and eventually your Inner Punisher to create a feeling-based compassionate bridge to them. As you more deeply embody your Divine Self through the process, you are able to truly come to love this part of yourself and understand/feel WHY it has been creating this punishment-shame cycles within you. This allows the Punisher to relax into its TRUE essence of humble discernment and truth telling with love. Also, your Divine Self becomes loving parent to your inner child/teenager, and the Inner Punisher can relax into that as well and stop shaming them, allowing their natural joy, magic, and innocence to express more.

Many healers/teachers also operate from an unconscious ‘fusion’ with their Inner Punisher, which can create ongoing shame loops in their clients/followers. They are sharing truths yet there is a shaming frequency in them that leaves a residue for those receiving them. Usually they have not worked with and connected to the punisher/shame energies within them in a conscious way or unplugged from the judgement Matrix either. This is part of the False Light Matrix in spirituality that can keep it ‘capped’ in polarized energies and abuse cycles between teachers and followers.

I had a very strong Punisher-shame dynamic within me that took a conscious focus over the years to heal, including working with an Inner Mother/Punisher aspect for awhile. I was very self conscious with large amounts of self doubt and ‘drew’ Punishers on the outside to be in relationship with and as my teachers. I now experience little to no self judgement of myself and others in the charged frequencies that I once did, can share my truth/gifts without self consciousness, plus I am surrounded by others and in relationship with a mate who lovingly accept/see/get me. It can be challenging to love these Punishing parts of ourselves, yet with support and some necessary separation/differientation, they can transform to become very beloved aspects of ourselves.

Another Punisher/Shame dynamic can be from the False feminine punisher aspect that we call “Ursula”, named after the evil sea witch character in the Little Mermaid movie. Ursula is hugely plugged into the Matrix, energizing hijacked false feminine/evil queen energies, competitive, jealous, possessive, and very difficult to separate from unless consciously connected to. Through more Divine Self embodiment and connection with Divine Mother, she is able to unplug from the Matrix and express her unique and powerful energies of the Divine Feminine, plus open up more soul access/activation for you.

If you’d like to dive into these grounds in a deep yet gentle way, 1:1 sessions with me or another SoulFullHeart Facilitator are 90 minutes over zoom and start at $77 USD, yet we are open to negotiation around that rate, especially if you are wanting to meet more regularly (which we recommend.) We offer a free 30-45 minute intro session beforehand to discuss with you about the process, answer any questions you may have, and give you a sense of who to meet with and where we would go in a session. I meet with women, as does Kasha….Gabriel and Raphael meet with women and men. There is more info about sessions and each of us at soulfullheart.org/sessions. PM me if interested or email through soulfullfullheart.org.

Here is a meditation to connect with the Punisher-Shame dynamic within you:

Here is a meditation and more teaching about your Inner Ursula with Kasha and I:

I share much more about the False Light Matrix and Inner Punisher in my book Free To Be 5D, available as an audio, ebook, print and PDF editions with links at soulfullheart.org/books

With much love and direct/conscious connection with these aspects, you can experience much more love and compassion for yourself and others….along with healthy discernment, passionate truth telling, soul gift embodiment/expression and loving boundary setting.

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Light Body Detox/Activation Group Meditation Call On June 26| Raphael & Jelelle Awen

By Jelelle Awen

I am excited for our first public group call since March! Our recent extended fasting and deep juice cleansing experiences have brought many insights and activations that we would love to share with you! Hope you can join us live and/or take in the recording.

Details below:

As you awaken and bring in more soul consciousness, your body needs to upgrade as well to be able to hold the higher levels of photonic light and energy. Your 3D-based body vehicle runs on denser fuel sources of processed/refined foods, medications/drugs, adrenaline/stress, emotional and soul trauma reactions, toxins, etc. Your 4D and higher body vehicle runs on purer fuel sources of clean foods, Divine love, prana, breath, joy, ease, flow, a healing emotional body and soul field.

In order for your 3D body to upgrade to your light body, an intensive detoxification process needs to occur in many stages and phases to release and clear the toxic overload you are exposed to ongoingly here in the 3D matrix such as pesticides, heavy metals, viruses/bacteria, steroids, chemicals in the water/air/soil, and much more. This detox process is one that cannot be transcended as the toxins will just be stored in the organs, glands, and cells of your body and released slowly over time in manifestation of diseases, long-term ‘mystery illnesses’ and more. This also caps or creates a ceiling in your awakening and Ascension process as the body literally cannot hold any more light within it unless the toxins are released.

Holding this detox process with awareness and love through soul guided processes such as extended fasting, celery juice and other food cleansing, yoga/movement, breathing/pranayama and more is a sacred aspect of the light body upgrade journey.

There is also a detox process that occurs on the emotional body level in terms of the emotional/comfort/meditative relationship to food, cultural/family conditioning, and more. What has been generationally passed down to us and what our soul experienced in other lifetimes related to body trauma such as sudden death, being killed, suicide, and more is also stored in our physical bodies with processes needed to access, remember, feel and clear these frequencies.

In a two-hour group call on Sunday, June 26th at 5:00/17:00pm GMT/12:00pm EDT/9:00am PDT, Raphael and I will share about our experiences with the detox process of their 3D bodies (physical, emotional, mental and soul) through extended fasts and more, plus how that has led to more embodiment of our light bodies. We will share about how the SoulFullHeart healing process supports detoxification of your physical body (along with emotional and soul field) through a gentle yet very effective process of conscious negotiation with parts of yourself such as the Inner Protector/Gatekeeper, Inner Child, etc.

In the guided meditation/transmission portion of the call, we will create a bridge to your 3D/transitioning body so that you can get a visceral sense of where it is at in the detox process. We will also open up a bridge to your higher frequency light body as a means of inspiration and support. Divine guides will join us to hold a safe, higher vibe space for this exploration and offer inspiring transmissions of Infinite love and light.

You can receive these frequencies live with us (highly recommended) or take in the recording afterwards. If you attend the live group, you’ll have the opportunity to share with us about what you experienced during the meditation and receive feedback/next steps of integration from us.

This group is open to the public and to anyone over 18. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy/money exchange of whatever donation you feel to give ($11 USD/$15 USD is the usual amount).

You can offer your donation via our shop at soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen and we will send you the zoom link to attend and the recording afterwards.

More info at soulfullheart.org/events and https://www.facebook.com/events/76867814454413

I share more writings about my light body detox/activation process here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/category/ascension/light-body-body-consciousness

Hope you can join us!

Love,

Jelelle Awen

More info about group calls, sessions, private online community, writing/books at soulfullheart.org.

The SoulFullHeart Current Podcast, Ep. 6: Spirituality, Politics, & News Media

In this episode, we continued our conversation from our previous podcast about the False Light Matrix and turned it onto the arena of Politics and News Media. Gabriel spoke of his own personal history with politics and the news and its influence on his awakening as well as his transition into more love ambassadorship toward both. Both of us talk about how they relate to both now and how they can inform what is moving collectively and how to serve those that are directly affected by it all, asking the bigger question of what spirituality and politics have in connection to each other if they do.

Please follow us on any of the main podcast platforms such as Spotify, Apple Podcasts, Google Podcasts, Audible, or Anchor. We would love to hear from you about what you are experiencing or anything you would like us to talk about from our perspective. We hope you are enjoying what we offering through these podcasts.

SoulFullHeart is a healing process, a contextual paradigm, a very powerful and empowering way of life, and a sacred community all in one. You can find out more on our website: http://www.soulfullheart.org. We’ll also be bridging everything SoulFullHeart through our own unique embodiment and experience of it to add more perspective and understanding as to where we come from and how the topics are held and felt in our hearts and souls.

We offer one-on-one and couple’s facilitation as the guidance and need arises. The SoulFullHeart Current Podcast is a way to serve and also be transparent with who we are and what we feel to embody and create outside the dystopian world that is being widely peddled today. We offer compassion, illumination, direction, feeling, and grounded action that is rooted in the individual self first, that then can spread to others through your own transformation and advocacy. Visit http://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions for more information.

We appreciate any ideas for future podcasts for us to delve into as they arise for you. You can leave a comment or email those to us, along with any other comments to soulfullhearts@gmail.com.

You can find our online community, the SoulFullHeart Portal, on Mighty Networks at https://soulfullheartportal.mn.co. We highly recommend joining our online community where, for a donation amount of your choice, you’ll have access to what could be the deepest and most meaningful soul family connections you’ve yet to experience, exclusive videos/guided meditations from us as well as Raphael and Jelelle Awen, and more personal pieces being shared from each of us in our intimate community.

Thank you for being in The Current with us. It is where we strive to let go, let in, feel, heal, see, be seen, and seek resonant community!

With Love and Currency,
Gabriel & Kasha

SoulFullHeart Museletter: June 13, 2022

There is a real need in modern spirituality to look at the False Light Matrix that has been constructed and energized within it. This week we feature the latest SoulFullHeart Current podcast episode with Gabriel and Kasha where they digest the ‘False Light’ as it shows up in different spiritual groups/circles and especially the leaders of those groups/circles.

We have another episode of the podcast that you can find in this week’s Museletter where Kasha and Gabriel digest the current tragedies moving through humanity and the different ways in which we’re invited to feel them and move them through the heart and soul space, rather than pretend they aren’t happening or removing our human hearts from the equation.

There are several new writings and a new audio blog for you this week as well. These sharings include digestions of the recent energy waves moving through 6/6/6 portal and what they offered/invited, as well as the detox you may have experienced as a result of them. You’ll also find other digestions of modern-day spirituality and ways in which to feel your ongoing process of healing and ascension.

You can find our current Museletter here.

If you’d like to subscribe to receive our Museletters and other announcements in your own inbox, you can do so on our website: soulfullheart.org, or you can scroll to the bottom of this issue and click “subscribe”.

Much love from all of us!

~ the SoulFullHeart Community

The SoulFullHeart Current Podcast, Ep. 5: Digesting False Light Matrix Spiritual Leadership

In this episode, it was in our hearts to talk about the False Light and how it shows up in spirituality – especially mainstream spiritual leadership and circles. We talk about the bigger purpose of awakening that it seems to serve as well as the importance of recognizing your participation in it and how you can move on from the pain you may have personally experienced from it.

SoulFullHeart is a healing process, a contextual paradigm, a very powerful and empowering way of life, and a sacred community all in one. You can find out more on our website: www.soulfullheart.org. We’ll also be bridging everything SoulFullHeart through our own unique embodiment and experience of it to add more perspective and understanding as to where we come from and how the topics are held and felt in our hearts and souls.

We offer one-on-one and couple’s facilitation as the guidance and need arises. The SoulFullHeart Current Podcast is a way to serve and also be transparent with who we are and what we feel to embody and create outside the dystopian world that is being widely peddled today. We offer compassion, illumination, direction, feeling, and grounded action that is rooted in the individual self first, that then can spread to others through your own transformation and advocacy. Visit www.soulfullheart.org/sessions for more information.

We appreciate any ideas for future podcasts for us to delve into as they arise for you. You can leave a comment or email those to us, along with any other comments to soulfullhearts@gmail.com.

You can find our online community, the SoulFullHeart Portal, on Mighty Networks at https://soulfullheartportal.mn.co. We highly recommend joining our online community where for a monthly donation of your choice, you’ll have access to what could be the deepest and most meaningful soul family connections you’ve yet to experience, exclusive videos/guided meditations from us as well as Raphael and Jelelle Awen, and more personal pieces being shared from each of us in our intimate community.

Thank you for being in The Current with us. It is where we strive to let go, let in, feel, heal, see, be seen, and seek resonant community!

With Love and Currency,
Gabriel & Kasha

The SoulFullHeart Current Podcast, Episode 4: How Tragedy Leads Us To Our Humanity, Our Soul Pain, Our Light, And Darkness

In this episode, we felt to talk about the tragic event in Texas this past week and how it highlights our collective relationship to grief, rage, despair, the news cycle, our humanity and its ongoing awakening into the Light and the Dark. We offer no personal perspectives on the details but use it as a portal into the depths of our collective pain that is held in our human heart as well as our soul. We introduce what we call the Gatekeeper, which we see as the bridge/veil between our soul and our humanity. More information on the Gatekeeper for those new to the idea is below.

Here is a link to a Deepen Series video around the Gatekeeper with a meditation:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bGqTeeaYpwc&list=PLNmrHdaQSAvJPnLzbEKl4OsQBXBYw2XwI&index=8

Here is a link to Gabriel’s writing on the subject this past week:
https://soulfullheartblog.com/2022/05/28/the-culture-of-violence-and-the-loss-of-innocence/

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Anchor:

SoulFullHeart is a healing process, a contextual paradigm, a very powerful and empowering way of life, and a sacred community all in one. You can find out more on our website: http://www.soulfullheart.org. We’ll also be bridging everything SoulFullHeart through our own unique embodiment and experience of it to add more perspective and understanding as to where we come from and how the topics are held and felt in our hearts and souls.

We offer one-on-one and couple’s facilitation as the guidance and need arises. The SoulFullHeart Current Podcast is a way to serve and also be transparent with who we are and what we feel to embody and create outside the dystopian world that is being widely peddled today. We offer compassion, illumination, direction, feeling, and grounded action that is rooted in the individual self first, that then can spread to others through your own transformation and advocacy. Visit www.soulfullheart.org/sessions for more information.

We appreciate any ideas for future podcasts for us to delve into as they arise for you. You can leave a comment or email those to us, along with any other comments to soulfullhearts@gmail.com.

You can find our online community, the SoulFullHeart Portal, on Mighty Networks at https://soulfullheartportal.mn.co. We highly recommend joining our online community where for only $22/month, you’ll have access to what could be the deepest and most meaningful soul family connections you’ve yet to experience, exclusive videos/guided meditations from us as well as Raphael and Jelelle Awen, and more personal pieces being shared from each of us in our intimate community.

Thank you for being in The Current with us. It is where we strive to let go, let in, feel, heal, see, be seen, and seek resonant community!

With Love and Currency,
Gabriel & Kasha

The Sacred Spiral Of Healing

The path of healing in my experience has been a spiral. It is what I have witnessed with my beloveds as well as those I have held and hold space for. Trying to set a linear path is a need of a part of us to ‘get to the good stuff already’, to get on with our ‘mission’, or maybe to reach an attainment. In that way, there is so much that can get left behind and remain in shadow.

I consider myself a human being first. Everything else comes after. I believe we all have human pains that have been stored up and held onto for good reason. They needed to be sequestered to survive and maybe even thrive, even if in not the most ideal of circumstances. Yet, when it seems like all is safe and held to a large degree, these hidden pockets of energy, feeling, vibration come to the surface needing, desiring love and reconciliation that they couldn’t get when it wasn’t safe.

This is why you may ask yourself a big WTF? when all seems to be going along great and then….WHAM! Something comes out of what seems like ‘left field’ and you are bulled over with grief, depression, anxiety, fear, etc. It doesn’t make sense with what the external situation is! This may be the case. The external has become safe enough for these repressed parts to bubble up in the most unusual of times. It may be exacerbated and supported by the ‘energies’ of the moment, but they are not a product or result of. They are still a part of your humanity in need of healing.

There are some who know that have things that have been in the closet. Tucked away boxes and suitcases that they are consciously aware of yet have needed the ‘time’ to feel right to go back in. This is very intentional rather than being side-swiped. Neither is better or worse. Just how it has all presented itself to you in the way and time it has needed. The main point is that you meet it. Feel it. Walk the spiral path with it for it is your sacred healing journey and no one else’s.

I don’t feel to convince anyone they still have healing to do. That needs to come from each soul. For me, I know I do. On so many levels even if I am doing ‘well’ right now. Which I am. I may not have the deep pain I once did before I started (thank the Divine!), yet I know that there are deeper layers of my emotional, mental, spiritual, and physical bodies that have pockets yet unrevealed. Whether it is another round with my inner child, a Metasoul aspect, or existential separation wounding, I know that I want to meet it with the depth of heart and soul I have cultivated in this process. I feel I am meant to serve those that sense the same for themselves.

The Sacred Spiral has been around for eons. It represents so much of our own humanity as well as our Divinity. I honor this path something to be present to not just get over, through, or around. I honor all of those that continue to walk this winding road back to wholeness without leaving anything behind in the rush to heal or attain, but to just live and be in every moment whether it is bliss or a mess. Love is holding us in each and every turn.

*****

Gabriel Amara is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for both men and women.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

SoulFullHeart Museletter: May 29, 2022

It’s always been important to feel how our spirituality and humanity are so interconnected and can’t ever truly be separate, yet when different events happen in the world, such as the recent school shooting in Texas, we’re invited even deeper into feeling our human response as well as our spiritual context.

Featured this week is a piece from Gabriel Amara’s heart, offering that we all have an invitation from the Divine to feel our reactions to this shooting and anything else that happens in our outer world, letting it move through our hearts rather than be bypassed or even medicated with ‘solutions’.

Jelelle Awen has a new video this week featuring the quartz crystal sound bowls and a chakra/heart/body clearing sound bath.

Gabriel and Kasha have two new episodes of the SoulFullHeart Current Podcast they’ve released now, talking about bridging your humanity and spirituality and the process that often is, as well as the Inner Teenager and their role(s) they have often played in your inner and outer worlds.

There are a few new writings to take in as well, including an energy update about the Pleaidian Portal that just moved through, personal digestions from Jelelle around her process of transitioning to living primarily on light/Prana, and other offerings from us about different perspectives through which you can begin to see, experience, and feel your life and personal journey.

You can find our current Museletter here.

If you’d like to subscribe to receive our Museletters and other announcements in your own inbox, you can do so on our website: soulfullheart.org, or you can scroll to the bottom of this issue and click “subscribe”.

Much love from all of us!

~ the SoulFullHeart Community