As more news about war comes into my awareness, as I do not read much anymore, I felt a ping in my heart and a desire to write about the nature of this and its relationship to the wounded masculine. It was also inspired by an experience that Jelelle had that she will be sharing later.
In Heart of Man there wages a battle between so many different facets of himself. The need for control over the desire to surrender, the will to resist over the will to live, the self-punishment over the self-compassion. The Heart of Man is at a crossroads. A place where the Soul of Man is to be claimed or refused. So much of this inner struggle is playing out today in the Theater of the Wounded Masculine. An ever present theme of triumph and tragedy. Domination and aggression. Withdraw and hiding. This is all happening within. If we truly want to be a part of another timeline we must first be willing to go inside and face our own inner battlefield.
Those that are in a position of ¨power¨ are mere projections of what lies in our shadow. We must be willing to feel that if we are to truly change the energy that persists ¨out there¨. These wounded expressions in male form are but uninitiated boys with deadly toys. But they all have a higher self that is fully aware of this. This is why it is so important to connect with your own as they represent a fractal of the larger sacred masculine energy in the universe. When you feel your own unhealed inner boy and its reigning punisher, you can then begin to feel compassion for those who are in positions of power. If we throw our angst and hatred at them we are really only doing it to ourselves. The only power that heals is Love.
In the wounded boy lies his relationship to both the masculine and the feminine represented by his mother and father. This plays out both this life and other lives. The templating received by Dad in what masculinity is has a huge impact on his worldview. The relationship to Mom and her feminine templating determines to a large extent how the feminine lives in Man. This becomes an inner relationship inside of us that, unless becomes conscious, can have many unhealthy consequences. This relationship to the feminine that resides within is a portal into our true masculinity and continued arising soul growth.
Among the boy though, I feel a fallen King that has forgotten his true essence as a God. Something happened that collapsed this union with the Sacred. He split off from Source and there is a sense of longing, guilt, abandonment, and rage all swirled together. When I visit a sacred grove of Sequoia trees that is my personal soul space I can feel many of these fallen Kings there. They are wanting to be connected to and felt in their pain. They represent a more subconscious energy that feels to inhabit a more lower 4D frequency. They know what is up but feel powerless and even worthless to do anything about it. I felt tears for them as I have felt my own fallen king and continue to do so.
But right behind them are our High King/ Angelic presence. The bridge to our true essence as Love´s co-creative force. The rightful heir to our Throne of BEing. We ARE already that. They are watching us and aching for connection, to free ourselves from the chains of our own making. One´s that can only be shed with Love and Compassion. The more we can feel and connect with them the more of our true power we can embody. The more self-love we can manifest and send back to the collective with open hearts.
So when I hear of tidbits of news from 3D, I go into my heart and feel myself. I feel the war raging inside others and send them as much love that I have to offer from my own well. I feel each one as a sacred brother on their own journey of lesson and discovery. With each new opening of love within myself ripples itself out into the Heart of Man. Connecting to other High Kings to serve this love is my calling and purpose in whatever way that shows up, whether through my own journeys, writing, or spaceholding. I feel the true masculine is a beautiful and powerfully creative expression of Divinity. He so much more than we could ever imagine and as we go into our own hearts and face our shadow, the true essence of Man is revealed in all His glory. And a new timeline emerges….
Gabriel Heartman is a teacher, facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life. You can learn more about him at www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com. Visit our patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.
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