There is a moment in our lives when it all just hits the fan. The way we used to interface with the world no longer has any juice left. The cracks in the facade start to weather, and you just can’t roll with things the way you used to. You can’t be false. Then the only thing you can really do is shut down, go crazy, or start being honest with yourself. This is where life gets real and that can be difficult to this part of you that has protected you and tried to find love the only way it knew how. But it is tired and it is looking for You to come into the picture and help put it all in “order”.
When it is time to let go and get real, it can be a very uneasy process. There are so many tricky places and conditioned responses that can send us in a wild goose chase for our golden egg of authenticity. There are painful obstacles and trip-wire sabotage. Yet there are also glorious movements that bring the walls down and bring in the light of real love from the core of what we truly are. These times of deep emotional upheavals are like love magma that is looking to surface and coat the pain of what was unfelt. With a deep spirituality, you can be held during these times by something greater than the pain.
It is going into our emotional wounding that actually gives the spiritual body its depth and meaning. It is not at all separate, but intrinsically connected to our emotional body. We can live very content emotional and spiritual lives on the surface, but when we consciously choose to enter into something that goes to the core of our BEing we find that we have only just begun to become aware of what we really are and can be. But as with any real growth comes the price of deep feeling and the transaction of real love.
I can feel the next layers of what eventually needs healing in my emotional body that only comes when divine timing and situation has coalesced to bring that to my awareness. It can generally take you by surprise and create reactions that are just so perfect for where we need to go to grow. I have times feeling a part that doesn’t want to “go there” only to assure it that what lies on the other side is more goodness and more love.
This process of emotional and spiritual maturation can be very challenging and difficult to navigate on ones own. It is being held and guided by others, in community, that serve this very rewarding pathway. You may find yourself in times of deep personal process that needs a bigger You to show up to, but know that is all part of what is being given to you as a gift for further deepening of emotional and spiritual consciousness. Knowing there is Love on the other side is what keeps you going and growing.
To feel more about what this the burgeoning new way of life may have to offer you, I invite you to attend our next SoulFullHeart group call this Saturday at 11:11 AM CST. We will be offering teachings about bridging to your emotional body and your spirituality and a guided meditation to connect with your emotional body (plus individual sharings): https://www.facebook.com/events/271320303342295
Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual teacher, men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life. Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.
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