The Sacred Sexuality Exploration Of Soul, Body, AND Heart

by Kasha Rokshana

Sex has never been quite ‘simple’ for me as a highly creative soul with many Priestess/Oracle lifetimes, where sexuality was used in certain ways, often taking the ‘human woman’ out of the equation. I was a ‘late bloomer’ in this lifetime and that felt like a sacred self-protection provided by my Inner Protector and also my Gatekeeper, the aspect of my soul that guards/watches over the portals to other lifetimes alive in me, in order to keep me from gravitating towards to my sexuality’s power from too early of an age. I’m grateful to them for that, as then I didn’t need to walk out the trauma that many other courageous feminine souls have walked out.

A phase of promiscuity in my early twenties was enough to ‘run out’ something around physical body-based sexuality. It was a confusing time, where I was exploring spirituality and finding myself while also exploring my sexual expression. Parts of me ached to be seen and to feel beautiful, all the while I had other lifetimes bleeding through where sexuality was related to in a certain way, often as a portal for others to walk through to access the Divine Feminine. 

It got to a point where I was able to dissociate from my body during intercourse, even when I didn’t consciously mean to. I was detached from my sexuality/sensuality in this way, feeling almost afraid of the power in it, and becoming more and more dissatisfied in my experience of it as it expressed in this way without a bigger awareness of what was happening.

I’ve realized since then, that what I truly needed and what my woman’s heart truly wanted, I didn’t yet possess the maturity to ask for from myself and from others. What my parts/Priestess aspects truly wanted was love and beholding. They wanted to heal, not just be a ‘portal’ they knew so well how to become. This precious gift of offering healing to others needs and wants to be expressed in other ways other than physical sexuality. It now gets to express through my creativity, through my space-holding in sessions, through my ever-healing and opening heart that is but one expression of the Divine Mother in this world, and, in my collaborations and sexual explorations with my beloved.

I have experienced profound healing through sexuality with my beloved and also solo while I waited for him. I’ve now had experiences where in sexual expression of any kind, I can feel my heart open and even burst into tears as pain comes up to be held and felt. I’ve been blessed with a partnership in which we can BOTH do this and feel all that we need to feel, together and apart. I feel our deep healing love exploration together taking us to new heights and new relationships to our physical, emotional, and spiritual bodies as we go. 

Since coming back together, Aurius and I have let our sexual explorations take us wherever they need to… to the depth of some pain and to the height of feeling higher-dimensional soul aspects come through, bursting through with light language bellowing in moments and reminding us as well of ‘old-world’ rituals we are now transmuting together. 

It’s been an opportunity for heart and soul awakening on both sides. It’s been a journey for me personally to keep letting this all in with him and to feel how the Divine is forever in the mix with us… our sexuality becomes then a sacred exploration of our inner worlds and the sacred US-ness world we share in our coupleship. We’ve felt the tears in our US-ness from our separation phases and our souls’ separation from each other when we incarnated too. It’s been very emotional and it’s been very awe-inspiring and an overflow into service for both of us too. 

Amazing how when we wait for what’s right… and when we are willing to enter the vulnerability of our sexual expression, whether in literal sexuality or in creativity, alchemy, service, etc, we get to truly SEE and experience ourselves in a wholeness that connects so deeply to the Divine within and the Divine in others. It’s beautiful, worth every step and tear of the journey, and I LOVE where it takes me/us! ❤ 

Sunday’s group meditation call with Raphael and Jelelle Awen will focus on Sacred Sexuality. It’s by donation to attend live and/or receive the recording. They’ll offer some teaching and a powerful guided meditation to connect you to your own sacred sexuality exploration, however that looks/feels/is unfolding for YOU right now. More info here: soulfullheart.org/grouptransmissions

Photo is of Aurius and I visiting the Yoni Stone at Ebbor Gorge ❤

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Sacred Sexuality Group Meditation Call March 14 |Raphael & Jelelle Awen

Oh this should be a GOOD group call! Our sexual energy is probably the most misunderstood force in existence. One way of attempting to describe sexual energy is seeing it and feeling it as liquid love and light, the invisible force that threads all of us to each other. Sexual energy is so much more than the physical act of sexual intercourse between partners.

It is the living essence of life, creative power and the Divine embodied. And it is innocent with a strong desire to be ALIVE. It takes a lot of energy to keep it suppressed and blocked, yet we do because of traumas, shame, judgement, sexual abuse, etc. and cultural/Matrix conditioning. Whether in a sacred sexuality exploration with a partner or currently single, this group call will provide an initiation into the deeper waters of healing your sacred sexual energy that brings life to LIFE.

Raphael and I are co-hosting this group call for women and men over Zoom to provide a transmission of sacred sexuality codes from Avalon. The focus of this group on Sunday, March 14th, 2021 at 5:00pm/17:00pm GMT (London, UK timezone/12:00pm EST/9:00am PST) will be opening up your sacred sexuality flow through connecting to any part to of you that may be blocking it, and from there to begin a relationship with this part of you to curiously discover what may be wanting to come next for you.

We will talk about how sacred sexuality is first and primarily accessed from within you through the healing of feminine and masculine parts/soul aspects who relate to it, which is often your Inner Teenager who didn’t receive empowering initiation into your sexual energy expression. This allows for healing of the punishing and shaming frequencies from birth family, 3D cultural conditioning and the Matrix karmic soul programs. We will share our personal journeys with this sacred sexuality healing process individually and together in long-term, monogamous sacred sexual exploration together. Kasha and Aurius will be sharing about their experiences of sacred sexuality with each other and personally as well.

During this call, we will also guide you in a meditative space into a safe healing, higher dimensional space we call the Bridal Chamber to allow for connection to your sacred sexuality and whichever part/soul aspect needs healing around it. Yeshua Christ and Mary Magdalene will join us as a template of sacred sexual energies for us to template from. We will also repeat affirmations as mantras together as a group that assist in this healing.

You can receive these Divine Union frequencies live with us (highly recommended) or take in the recording afterwards. If you attend the live group, you’ll have the opportunity to share with us about what you experienced during the meditation and receive feedback/next steps of integration from us.This group is open to the public and to all women and men over 18. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy exchange of whatever donation you feel to give. You can purchase the Zoom link to join us live for the group and receive the recording through your email at soulfullheart.org/shopOr you can purchase it here through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawenand we will send you the zoom link via email. Please make a note that you are purchasing the March 14th group and check that your email is current.You can also join this call for free if you are member of our online community Portal on Mighty Networks where we also provide a safe online digestion and sharing space after the call. Membership is $14.99 USD a month with info at https://soulfullheartportal.mn.co

More info at https://www.facebook.com/events/109338231107311 or https://www.soulfullheart.org/grouptransmissions

Testimonials from our last group call on Sacred Union on Valentine’s Day:

“Thank you for opening this group up to anyone feeling to come, really glad I came today. Sweet, beautiful and tender space and so much resonance for me. Feel myself opening more and more toward meeting my Beloved in life so my soul can keep growing. Blessings to you all and thanks for the sharings. Precious way to spend some time together on Valentines!” February 14th Group Call Participant

“I’m new to this community but it’s pretty obvious at this point that I’ve found myself exactly where I’m meant to be in Divine timing. Thank you so much for this beautiful experience. My relationship ended a year ago. This call has helped bring so much clarity to the experience. Much gratitude to all.” – February 14th Group Call Participant

“Thank you Jelelle, Raphael, Aurius, Kasha and all here who shared and participated in this bountiful opening of hearts and vulnerabilities expressed. I am grateful for this sharing of all of your journeys in process. I look forward to connecting within this group and joining along with all of you in support and community. Thank you for this beautiful opening today. Much love!” February 14th Group Call Participant