Beltane Energies: Transformation, Activation Of Sacred Inner/Outer Union & Passionate Divine Reunion

by Kasha Rokshana

Solar flares, Beltane fires, solar eclipse… so much activation magic, so much clearing, so much to digest! I sincerely hope that as these fires of sacred transformation from the inside out hold you today (and ongoingly) that you feel held, loved, appreciated… and above all, that you feel trust, even in those waves and moments when it feels like too much.♥️🔥

I feel dips and upturns of sacred union inside and out calling to us all today. I feel the awakenings and stirrings of the soul and heart both as they answer, react, and respond to this calling. My own sacred union wifh Gabriel has had its own challenges and deepening this whole month more or less, and it continues to open out into new territory today with passion and desire, and even fear coming up as we go.

Wherever you are with that process and with your own unfolding journey overall at this time, the Beltane fires welcome you into their embrace, whether you’re walking through them, lingering near them, or celebrating being on the other side of them. ♥️

Here is the Beltane poem I re-share every year since I wrote it a few years ago. I hope it stirs and calls on your desires for your inner and outer mateship possibilities, but also into a deep and passionate love affair with the Divine and with all of life as well. 🔥

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Beloved that you are,

When the smoke clears
on life’s regulating ways
and gives way to the undulating meadows
of new love’s first spring…

There I’ll be

Standing in the light
of the sun shining above me,
firm in the ground I walk on
yet lightly walking toward your ready stance,
singing a song
we will both remember.

In Beltane’s past, my love
we dined and danced
and brought together our intertwining
everythings
to mingle in the love light
of the divine masculine and feminine dawnings.

In Beltane’s new arrivals, love,
we’ll linger long
in embraces for only us to feel
in the eye of the mind’s connection
until the refreshing breath
of a crisp and ripe chapter
brings us closer in all elements
of this life’s wanderings.

In myself I stay here for you, love,
finding more treasure long buried
to show you in vulnerable ownership
echoing the also deep claim
you have inside of you
for you.

The winds of change
and graspings of renewing tides
grip at our thrown-about clothing
to move us closer to the edges
that keep US alive…

Together we will meet, my beloved,
and there we will find
what we have been searching for…

A counterpart.

Not to bind, but to bond.

Not to cling, but to sing.

Not stifle with duty
but to bring out with bounding life’s alterations and celebrations
of each new movement
here…

Bring your mountains out to greet the new day, love,
and see the power of our sunshines mingling
on a new insatiable appetite
of a love reunited
in a way that was agreed to long ago
and yet NOW too.

Even NOW I make a vow to you,
to be all the more loyal to myself
and dedicate overflow to you,
to what we will create together
in our messy masses of alchemical baths
and swooning passes.

Love, when we do meet again
here…
I will dress the moon in your honor
and harness the sun’s rays for your Kingdom to come
and our world that is being reborn.

On this Beltane celebration day,
as I ache for you,
I prepare that place in my heart
that is you-shaped
where you already live…
and that place in my body’s life
where your essence will connect
so much

oh, so much…

With mine.

Love,
Kasha ♥️


🎨: Sylvan Myst

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Sacred Union & Sexuality Guided Meditation: Video 29 – Deepen 2022 (Video) | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

In this twenty-ninth video of our 31-day video series called Deepen 2022, SoulFullHeart Teachers/Co-Creators Raphael and Jelelle Awen share about sacred union relationship with a mate and also the transaction of sacred sexuality.

We share about the importance of transactability in sacred union which relates to vulnerability, intimacy, and individual parts work/soul aspect access that allows more openness in the relational ground between partners. We also share about how sacred sexuality is a portal to your light body activation, your pairbond/twin flame frequency (if you share that), and life force/passion/desirability.

During the guided meditation, you connect to your current mate if you have one in the ball room in your Castle. Those who are single are invited to call in their future sacred union mate into the space. You connect with your mate to see what messages, choice points, places of discovery are revealed to you. You then are invited as a couple to go into a private bridal/groom/union chamber to explore sacred sexuality in whatever ways that feels right.

Here is a link to the sacred union and sexuality video from the Deepen 2019 series: https://youtu.be/diPaOZFiPBM

You can watch each video in the Deepen 2022 playlist on our SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube Channel here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FZWeBviA18Y&list=PLNmrHdaQSAvJPnLzbEKl4OsQBXBYw2XwI

For more information about the Deepen 2022 series including a full listing of the content covered over 31 days and information about a Deepen 2022 group call on January 30th, visit https://www.soulfullheart.org/deepen2022

For more information about the SoulFullHeart quantum healing process, Jelelle Awen’s latest book Free To Be 5D, videos, and events, visit https://www.soulfullheart.org.

We also invite you to join us for free membership on our private, online community SoulFullHeart Portal on Mighty Networks for sharing, asking questions, and connecting with others engaged in the series: https://soulfullheartportal.mn.co/feed

For more information about a free intro call to find out more about 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions

We are offering this series free of charge, yet we would be so grateful if you offered an energy exchange/donation to us for the value you receive in this series. You can donate through paypal: http://paypal.me/jelelleawen or at https://www.soulfullheart.org/shop

The Sacred Sexuality Exploration Of Soul, Body, AND Heart

by Kasha Rokshana

Sex has never been quite ‘simple’ for me as a highly creative soul with many Priestess/Oracle lifetimes, where sexuality was used in certain ways, often taking the ‘human woman’ out of the equation. I was a ‘late bloomer’ in this lifetime and that felt like a sacred self-protection provided by my Inner Protector and also my Gatekeeper, the aspect of my soul that guards/watches over the portals to other lifetimes alive in me, in order to keep me from gravitating towards to my sexuality’s power from too early of an age. I’m grateful to them for that, as then I didn’t need to walk out the trauma that many other courageous feminine souls have walked out.

A phase of promiscuity in my early twenties was enough to ‘run out’ something around physical body-based sexuality. It was a confusing time, where I was exploring spirituality and finding myself while also exploring my sexual expression. Parts of me ached to be seen and to feel beautiful, all the while I had other lifetimes bleeding through where sexuality was related to in a certain way, often as a portal for others to walk through to access the Divine Feminine. 

It got to a point where I was able to dissociate from my body during intercourse, even when I didn’t consciously mean to. I was detached from my sexuality/sensuality in this way, feeling almost afraid of the power in it, and becoming more and more dissatisfied in my experience of it as it expressed in this way without a bigger awareness of what was happening.

I’ve realized since then, that what I truly needed and what my woman’s heart truly wanted, I didn’t yet possess the maturity to ask for from myself and from others. What my parts/Priestess aspects truly wanted was love and beholding. They wanted to heal, not just be a ‘portal’ they knew so well how to become. This precious gift of offering healing to others needs and wants to be expressed in other ways other than physical sexuality. It now gets to express through my creativity, through my space-holding in sessions, through my ever-healing and opening heart that is but one expression of the Divine Mother in this world, and, in my collaborations and sexual explorations with my beloved.

I have experienced profound healing through sexuality with my beloved and also solo while I waited for him. I’ve now had experiences where in sexual expression of any kind, I can feel my heart open and even burst into tears as pain comes up to be held and felt. I’ve been blessed with a partnership in which we can BOTH do this and feel all that we need to feel, together and apart. I feel our deep healing love exploration together taking us to new heights and new relationships to our physical, emotional, and spiritual bodies as we go. 

Since coming back together, Aurius and I have let our sexual explorations take us wherever they need to… to the depth of some pain and to the height of feeling higher-dimensional soul aspects come through, bursting through with light language bellowing in moments and reminding us as well of ‘old-world’ rituals we are now transmuting together. 

It’s been an opportunity for heart and soul awakening on both sides. It’s been a journey for me personally to keep letting this all in with him and to feel how the Divine is forever in the mix with us… our sexuality becomes then a sacred exploration of our inner worlds and the sacred US-ness world we share in our coupleship. We’ve felt the tears in our US-ness from our separation phases and our souls’ separation from each other when we incarnated too. It’s been very emotional and it’s been very awe-inspiring and an overflow into service for both of us too. 

Amazing how when we wait for what’s right… and when we are willing to enter the vulnerability of our sexual expression, whether in literal sexuality or in creativity, alchemy, service, etc, we get to truly SEE and experience ourselves in a wholeness that connects so deeply to the Divine within and the Divine in others. It’s beautiful, worth every step and tear of the journey, and I LOVE where it takes me/us! ❤ 

Sunday’s group meditation call with Raphael and Jelelle Awen will focus on Sacred Sexuality. It’s by donation to attend live and/or receive the recording. They’ll offer some teaching and a powerful guided meditation to connect you to your own sacred sexuality exploration, however that looks/feels/is unfolding for YOU right now. More info here: soulfullheart.org/grouptransmissions

Photo is of Aurius and I visiting the Yoni Stone at Ebbor Gorge ❤

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

SoulFullHeart Avalon Updates: Issue 8

Welcome to a whole NEW Avalon Update from us! This issue is brimming over with sacred romance love vibes and deep connection with the Divine Beloved too. There have been many reconciliations lately within all of our Sacred Unions in this community and this process of letting in what’s new is shared deeply through new writings compiled here for you. To top it all off, Raphael and Jelelle are leading what promises to be a powerful by-donation group call tomorrow, February 14th, on Zoom!

This Valentine’s Day, Raphael and Jelelle Awen will be co-hosting a Sacred Union Transmission group call, lovingly called “Bridge To The Beloved”. It’s centred around not only drawing a Sacred Union mate, if that’s something that you ache for, yet also around connecting to the beloved within you and within the Divine as well. It’s a call intended to meet you wherever you are on your journey of awakening more to the love you are, deserve, and already have in your life and your being.

More info on joining us for this group call can be found here: soulfullheart.org/grouptransmissions

The latest Avalon Update can be found here.

Thank you for joining us on our journey of service of love within and without!

Love,

~ The SoulFullHeart Community