The Inner Daughter Process Of Feeling Claimed & Loved

by Kasha Rokshana

As women, we all want to be chosen, claimed, initiated, and above all, deeply loved.

Even if parts of us feel scorned and in pain and claim this is NOT the case… underneath the denial of these desires is the ache for more than what they’ve been given and for an answer to all they’ve felt unworthy of receiving, let alone dreaming of.

As women, we don’t just experience these desires in our ache for a masculine mate to meet us there. We also feel these desires in our ache to be claimed by our caregivers, authority figures, and most importantly, our mothers and fathers. 

Many of us did experience some kind of claim by our parents or guardians, yet it was so often mixed in with their own pain living in parts of them, of not being met in their own desires to be claimed by those who parented them. Or it was altogether an experience of being left abused, confused, neglected.

We weren’t shown that our aches could be met, or taught how to answer them within ourselves, or especially taught that these aches are really about a desire to return to a feeling of being claimed deeply by the Divine, as the sacred daughters we are… which our souls SO remember the experience of. 

Such sacred daughters are we in fact, that we have nothing to prove to earn this claiming. We have nothing to change about ourselves to be embraced by our Divine Parents. We have mirrors to look into, but with support and care, and those parts of us who have denied themselves access to true love can be felt as this process is offered us by our Divine Parents. 

Yet… our birth parents have often had no way to show us this, to overflow from their own realizations and embodiment of this truth. Instead, they overflow to us their embodied self-criticisms, their sense of unworthiness, their fears, and their longings that have never truly been answered.

Divine Mother especially has been so important for me to bring my parts to who have felt these missing pieces, these pains of not being truly claimed as a feminine daughter. Under Her loving gaze and in Her loving arms I feel the puzzle come together, the cob-webbed corners of my soul and gifts swept up and rediscovered in due time, the nectar of nourishment that only She can provide, even during the darkest times. 

Sometimes, She presses into my wounded places, bringing waves of intense inner processing with parts and soul aspects as I venture back into my shadowland to retrieve another long lost diamond. At other times, the intensity is dialed down and the love waves and balms are much easier to feel and let in. The Kundalini rushes up from the base of my spine and I feel at home in myself, in my feminine body, all in Her midst. I feel inspired, enlivened, and whole. I feel more solid in my reasons for being here, no matter the adversity, and I feel supported to keep FEELING it ALL.

Divine Father has been so vital to my sacred daughter inside as well, in order to feel a template of mateship claim on top of being claimed as a daughter. His arms have held my heart and my parts through so many difficult phases and His hands have guided me through some intense periods of awakening. His support of my feminine spine has been just as important as Mother’s, as has his watering of my feminine heart.

My Inner Daughter process has been vast, deep, and involved the necessary movement out of relationship with my own birth parents and family. It’s been necessary to let go of other forms of the ‘false mother and father’ as well and to get very real about what is most nourishing for this essence within me and what simply isn’t. This is one of the most challenging truths to realize and reconcile with, as it can be a lonely road. Yet the void is filled up by the Divine when and if you and you parts feel ready to let in that energy and level of claim. 

✨Join me and Jelelle Awen as we explore the Inner Daughter connection and deepening process in a group call for women this coming Sunday, Nov 27 at 5pm WEST (Lisbon/London), 12pm EST. ✨

You can find more info here. It’s by donation to join us or receive the recording and you can donate via our shop or PayPal.

Looking forward to having you there with us if you do feel to join and explore this precious process for yourself.

Love,

Kasha ♥️

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space-holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

SoulFullHeart Museletter: June 25, 2022

The process of detoxing and upgrading the Light Body is very real and can be very intense, especially with the incoming energies offering support for this as an essential part of our Ascension journey! 

Tomorrow, Sunday June 26th, at 5pm GMT (12pm EDT), Raphael and Jelelle will be co-hosting a group meditation call where they will be digesting the essential nature of this process and different ways in which to relate with, digest, and welcome it. You can find more information on this by-donation group call on our Museletter or on our website at soulfullheart.org/events.

There are several new writings this week, digesting the Solstice energies and also digesting other aspects of our Ascension and Light Body awakening process. 

We have a new video and two new podcast episodes from Gabriel and Kasha, digesting the Solstice energies and Divine Masculine initiations/awakenings at this time, plus more about the false light matrix related to politics. 

You can find our current Museletter here: https://mailchi.mp/18311a1daca9/soulfullheart-museletter-light-body-detoxactivation-group-call-june-26th

If you’d like to subscribe to receive our Museletters and other announcements in your own inbox, you can do so on our website: soulfullheart.org, or you can scroll to the bottom of this issue and click “subscribe”. 

Much love from all of us!

~ the SoulFullHeart Community

SoulFullHeart Museletter: Feb 18, 2022

The waves of humanity’s death and rebirth process continue to ripple through, sometimes leading us to openings and at other times into even more intensity. Without question, there’s much to digest nearly every day at this time, as shadows reveal themselves globally and personally.

This week we have a featured piece by Gabriel Amara, where he illuminates the context of what’s rumbling through humanity at this time and what the shake-ups are offering us as choice points and portals to enter for deep healing and reconciliation, especially within each of us.

This coming Sunday, February 20th, Raphael and Jelelle Awen will be co-leading a group meditation call based on healing the separation wound and everything that process entails. For each of us, this healing process is ongoing and worth every single layer we feel inside with parts of us/Metasoul aspects and the Divine, and experience on the outside with beloveds. You can find more info on this upcoming, by-donation call here: soulfullheart.org/events

There are several new writings and audio blogs this week, outlining and digesting current energy waves moving through and the processes they invite us into, as well as digestions of the separation wound and what it means to embrace it and begin to move through it.

You can find our current Museletter here: https://mailchi.mp/d97e01571852/soulfullheart-museletter-the-adams-eves-of-new-earth

If you’d like to subscribe to receive our Museletters and other announcements in your own inbox, you can do so on our website: soulfullheart.org, or you can scroll to the bottom of this issue and click “subscribe”. 

Much love from all of us!

~ the SoulFullHeart Community

Sacred Sexuality Group Meditation Call March 14 |Raphael & Jelelle Awen

Oh this should be a GOOD group call! Our sexual energy is probably the most misunderstood force in existence. One way of attempting to describe sexual energy is seeing it and feeling it as liquid love and light, the invisible force that threads all of us to each other. Sexual energy is so much more than the physical act of sexual intercourse between partners.

It is the living essence of life, creative power and the Divine embodied. And it is innocent with a strong desire to be ALIVE. It takes a lot of energy to keep it suppressed and blocked, yet we do because of traumas, shame, judgement, sexual abuse, etc. and cultural/Matrix conditioning. Whether in a sacred sexuality exploration with a partner or currently single, this group call will provide an initiation into the deeper waters of healing your sacred sexual energy that brings life to LIFE.

Raphael and I are co-hosting this group call for women and men over Zoom to provide a transmission of sacred sexuality codes from Avalon. The focus of this group on Sunday, March 14th, 2021 at 5:00pm/17:00pm GMT (London, UK timezone/12:00pm EST/9:00am PST) will be opening up your sacred sexuality flow through connecting to any part to of you that may be blocking it, and from there to begin a relationship with this part of you to curiously discover what may be wanting to come next for you.

We will talk about how sacred sexuality is first and primarily accessed from within you through the healing of feminine and masculine parts/soul aspects who relate to it, which is often your Inner Teenager who didn’t receive empowering initiation into your sexual energy expression. This allows for healing of the punishing and shaming frequencies from birth family, 3D cultural conditioning and the Matrix karmic soul programs. We will share our personal journeys with this sacred sexuality healing process individually and together in long-term, monogamous sacred sexual exploration together. Kasha and Aurius will be sharing about their experiences of sacred sexuality with each other and personally as well.

During this call, we will also guide you in a meditative space into a safe healing, higher dimensional space we call the Bridal Chamber to allow for connection to your sacred sexuality and whichever part/soul aspect needs healing around it. Yeshua Christ and Mary Magdalene will join us as a template of sacred sexual energies for us to template from. We will also repeat affirmations as mantras together as a group that assist in this healing.

You can receive these Divine Union frequencies live with us (highly recommended) or take in the recording afterwards. If you attend the live group, you’ll have the opportunity to share with us about what you experienced during the meditation and receive feedback/next steps of integration from us.This group is open to the public and to all women and men over 18. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy exchange of whatever donation you feel to give. You can purchase the Zoom link to join us live for the group and receive the recording through your email at soulfullheart.org/shopOr you can purchase it here through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawenand we will send you the zoom link via email. Please make a note that you are purchasing the March 14th group and check that your email is current.You can also join this call for free if you are member of our online community Portal on Mighty Networks where we also provide a safe online digestion and sharing space after the call. Membership is $14.99 USD a month with info at https://soulfullheartportal.mn.co

More info at https://www.facebook.com/events/109338231107311 or https://www.soulfullheart.org/grouptransmissions

Testimonials from our last group call on Sacred Union on Valentine’s Day:

“Thank you for opening this group up to anyone feeling to come, really glad I came today. Sweet, beautiful and tender space and so much resonance for me. Feel myself opening more and more toward meeting my Beloved in life so my soul can keep growing. Blessings to you all and thanks for the sharings. Precious way to spend some time together on Valentines!” February 14th Group Call Participant

“I’m new to this community but it’s pretty obvious at this point that I’ve found myself exactly where I’m meant to be in Divine timing. Thank you so much for this beautiful experience. My relationship ended a year ago. This call has helped bring so much clarity to the experience. Much gratitude to all.” – February 14th Group Call Participant

“Thank you Jelelle, Raphael, Aurius, Kasha and all here who shared and participated in this bountiful opening of hearts and vulnerabilities expressed. I am grateful for this sharing of all of your journeys in process. I look forward to connecting within this group and joining along with all of you in support and community. Thank you for this beautiful opening today. Much love!” February 14th Group Call Participant