So much goodness. So many possibilities of love finding its way into and through our hearts. An endless mosaic of dreamscapes that we can inhabit and experience. As the depths of this ‘reality` begin to show itself more and more, I can feel the parts of me that can resist that somehow with old conditioned responses that served to block all of this out of our fear and lack of worth.
This is an epic time in my personal life as well as SoulFullHeart. A new possibility of sacred romance has lapped upon my shores and that has stirred up all sorts of reactions that serve only to squelch desire. One thing that has come so clear is how a part of us can use a picture of how things will feel or look like when we desire something. I can feel an openness to All Things but when there is a shadow piece that still lies inside of my heart, Love WILL expose it to lovingly test that openness.
This is what the process of ascension feels like to me. Yes, the vibration of Gaia is raising, our collective consciousness is doing the same, but not without exposing that which still needs to be felt and addressed that hold us in a state of rigidness or fear. To be open to letting IN and BEing Love, we have to let some pictures go of what that means to a part of us. Love has no plan or objective other than to love. How that expresses is up to our willingness to surrender these pictures at the door. We may not even be aware of these pictures until it just hits us.
This is also happening in regards to my healing and growth. I could tell you that 5 years ago I had no idea that I would be co-leading a men’s healing offering. It just became a clarion call that I have responded to one step at a time. I am learning to let go of what it will look like or BE like and who will respond. All I can do is feel the desire, passion, and call and respond to that. Listen to my inner guidance system and see what unfolds. It WILL take me to challenging places and need to be with the parts of me that may have some resistance or doubts.
The Call to BE, Enjoy, and Serve Love is a truly blessed offering. It comes with its ‘requirements’ of feeling and making conscious all the ways in which we filter and block that invitation. Unless we are able to see outside of ourselves, we can be fused to this filter and need others to reflect back to us this energy of resistance. This can even block or filter messages from our guides. This is where being in conscious healing community offers so much to our growth and support with our ascension. It doesn’t have to be done in isolation but in compassionate sacred space with someone who has been working their own process for years.
I am grateful to be a part of this beautifully unknown experiment of Love. I am being given another opportunity to feel and heal what keeps Love from sending me to the heights of Joy and Service. I get to be felt, feel, and give love. The filters and blocks are all sacred and honored as portals into my next timeline of letting in MORE love. How could I not want THAT?! Well, that is why I need to feel these parts and turn them into wings and open arms.
Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual teacher, men’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life. Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.
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