vaccines – SoulFullHeart Experience

By Jelelle Awen

From Anna:

You cannot underestimate the threat that you live under and have been programmed by your entire lives. I say this not to bring up fear within you (unless you need to feel that) yet rather for you to feel with compassion ALL that you are living with and under. This threat has become more apparent to you now…over the last 18 months, with their C. and V. agendas, fear propaganda programming, and intense pressure to conform and obey.

These same Dark Ones ruled through the Roman Empire that persecuted my family and my beloved son Yeshua, who also chose to teach the lesson of forgiveness of those who would persecute you….and the wonders of resurrection that can come out of the harshest seeming endings. He arose out of the violence and ‘lived’ many years after his crucifixion in between body and spirit, setting a template and seeding for 5D consciousness living within the body.

We lived as a Magdalene family under a constant threat of being invaded, being persecuted, with some loss of life and violence experienced by us. And yet, still, the Divine would invite us to hold in our hearts a compassion for our ‘persecutors’ and to understand that there were no true victims or abusers in the eyes of the Divine. Each of us being a child of the Divine, EVEN those who seem to be so polarized to the dark, was a deep invitation that we were constantly learning to embody.

So, you are challenged now. In your lifetime. In this time of heightened polarity, segregation, and persecution of those now who have taken the V. and those who have not. Understand too that they have targeted the “God Gene”, as it is called, within your human bodies with these V. Bioweapons. The God Gene is your soul consciousness, your connection to the Divine, your capacity for multidimensional experiences beyond the 3D and 5 sense filtering that they would prefer you stay at. We didn’t see it in our lifetime as they didn’t have access to those technologies then, yet now it is clear that disabling the God Gene is to disconnect what makes humanity sacred as children of the Divine. That connection is your source of empowerment, your source of hope, your source of compassion and forgiveness and compassion. Your source of love. Without this connection, you then become susceptible to their fear-based programming even more than you are already have been.

For those who have not CONSCIOUSLY unplugged from their control Matrix (and for many years as it is a very arduous initiation process chosen by the soul and Higher Self), they are already very vulnerable to the transhuman, remote-controlled technologies that these V. bioweapons infuse into the body along with the 5G grid, chem trails, and poisoned food/water sources. Even many spiritual teachers and seekers may be compromised here as they are still operating within the False Light Matrix programming rather than outside of it. This is how the Dark Ones have ‘dealt’ with those whose souls would awaken during their lifetimes. They would hook into their karmic wounds, trap them in karmic incarnation cycles, and a pattern of the same soul theme sufferings over and over again with unworthiness, disconnect, guilt, dominance of others or suppression of self, etc. to cap them from rising into their OWN Divine connection embodiment.

Unless you have unplugged CONSCIOUSLY from this False Light Matrix AND the previous mainstream 3D one, you are still operating under their agenda to some extent. Those spiritual teachers/healers who are not very directly talking about the V. agenda and offering guidance/support to refuse it are still plugged into the False Light Matrix. They are in a ‘love and light’ bubble or a ‘guru/devotee lineage’ bubble or a self image/ego-based frequency to their spirituality that becomes very obvious to you once you have unplugged from it.

Now, the Dark Ones are hijacking the God Gene directly (which they have spent years trying to isolate as they know it is part of the ‘problem’ of why humans rebel and kept trying to awaken) and then they are hoping the False Light Matrix won’t be necessary as the soul’s drive to awaken will extinguish. Much of spirituality and religion will fall away then, as you are seeing already the collapse and upheaval of some of it. This is yet another reason to not inject their V. bioweapons into your precious human body vessel. Your God Gene, the hook up to your Divine parental source, is so important and vital, esp during this time.

The pressure will keep building to get the V., with many more freedoms taken away, as the Dark Ones shift rapidly from the ‘carrot’ of incentives to the ‘stick’ of punishment and peer pressure policing.

Your trust in the Divine will be crucial during this time to navigate through this. Within your primal Divine nature, ALL the resources you need to survive this lay dormant. From many lifetimes lived BEFORE the Matrix reality came to be after the Fall of Atlantis. From many millions of years in the Golden Age of Lemuria. From 5D other planetary experiences.

You have access to SO MUCH within your soul field that can help you now. And you came here now to remember, to wake UP, to truly be free of their Matrix. This lifetime offers that opportunity. If you choose it. The biggest challenge is to let go of those who are still within their Matrix programming and are choosing to stay there. You cannot fight their soul choice here, as they must still have growth to experience within it. Nor fight the choice many will make to leave their bodies now rather than ascend with Gaia.

Gaia holds the 5D template now, you can tune into in the wild natural places that are left on the surface. She activates your God and Goddess Gene and provides a groundedness to your spirituality that helps you unplug from the False Light matrix. She broadcasts the beacon of ‘home’ to you so that you can remember, you can chose, you can love….you can truly be FREE.

So much love to you during this dark time for which so much is possible,Anna, grandmother of Yeshua, Magdalene Elder Priestess and Wise Woman with Jelelle Awen

We are offering powerful healing 1:1 sessions to support you during this intense time to connect with your God Gene consciousness/Higher Self and unplug from the False Light/3D matrix. I am working with those women who have previously met with me, Gabriel and Kasha offer free intro calls plus 1:1 sessions, and Raphael 1:1 sessions as well to those new to our work. More info at soulfullheart.org/sessions

Photo is of Gaia transmissions here in this beautiful mountain vortex Lemurian hot spot in northern Portugal.

As I sit here in Northern Portugal in a beautiful house overlooking a river valley that came to us in a synchronistic way, I am so grateful for the Divine guidance (through my Lemurian aspects/guides) that came through a couple of months ago that led us here from the UK and pressed us to adjust our plans to get here a week earlier. Raphael and I took a 32 hour ferry from Portsmouth, UK to Santander, Spain last Thursday without needing to take a c@vid test or have the v@x, which seems like a miracle now.

It turns out that if we had delayed by even one day, we would have had to take a c@vid test to get into Spain. Gabriel and Kasha (who did a spit test for their C@vid test rather using any questionable swabs) would have had a 14 day quarantine to deal with now, which they avoided as they flew in by plane to Porto a day before it became a requirement. We all felt the Divine guided us toward a sense that the window of ease was closing as the c@vid delta narrative heats up all over Europe as a strategy to get unfortunately more people to take the v@cc@ne/bi@weapon shots or their second dose.

Following your intuition and Divine guidance has NEVER been more important than it is right now. It can literally mean life or death during this collective dark night stage of humanity’s awakening. As the control matrix tightens its grip in closer fulfillment of its depopulation agenda that will most likely and tragically lead to much loss of life, connecting to a bigger and deeper guidance has truly NEVER been more vital.

I have felt a deep sadness and compassion move through my womb and heart space with Divine Mother many times around this dark reality that we’ve collectively been living in as personal freedoms and rights are violated/taken away and human bodies are made into walking toxicity transmissions and infused with nanobots and AI tech. As an oracle soul with some gift of visionary seeing, I have felt there would be some sort of significant collapse of 3D lifestyle and reality for more than 10 years. I have long felt the urge and need for a safe sanctuary both within through connection with the Divine, parts of the self, and deep intimacy…..and on the outside, preferably living out of cities, mostly off-grid and with resonant community. This even led to us living at an off-grid ranch in remote Mexico practicing organic gardening and natural building in a much deconstructed lifestyle for nearly two years.

A virus/pandemic was definitely one of the scenarios that felt possible along with a ‘silent war with a silent enemy and silent weapons’ such as what we are experiencing now with these v@cc@nes/bi@weapons and the C@vid narrative. Being more with people more in this last week using public transportation, I felt the compliance within the mainstream consciousness and the willingness to go along with and enforce ‘the rules’ even at great personal expense and inconvenience. One of the most tragic aspects of this situation may really end up being the good intentions that people are convinced they are doing in getting the v@x then being used against them in a way that is actually harming themselves and others. The reality of toxicity transmission (much beyond common ‘shedding’ of a v@ccine) is becoming alarmingly clear as more and more people share about experiences of side effects such as reproduction/womb issues/abortions, severe illness, and even psychotic states from being around those who have received it.

This is when tuning into Divine guidance can allow for navigation of choice points around all of this. Divinely guided intuition is led by love, trust, compassion, and self care that is connected to ultimate love for ALL beings. It is a guidance system that is innate to us as sacred humans when we are in our FULL capacities, when all of our DNA is activated, when our deepest traumas have healed, and when we live beyond a 3D/Lower 4D consciousness reality.

Within the 3D/Lower 4D fear Matrix, you are inherently disconnected from your Divinely guided intuition. You are instead influenced by outside sources of ‘knowledge’; you and parts of you are programmable by whatever the Matrix narrative wants and needs you to believe. You are then ‘fused’ to parts of you that remain in states of confusion, self doubt, trauma reactions, lack of clarity, and questioning of yourself. You may give away your power in this dynamic to others as you aren’t in touch with your own self empowered expression and what that looks and feels like. There are consequences to living this ‘outside of self’ way in the world….and when you face them, parts of you may then go into painful loops of suffering, extreme self judgement/comparison/criticism that brings up often debilitating shame.

And so the cycle starts all over again. When you settle for conforming to others’ expectations (especially those anchored to 3D fear energies yet also those who push a transcendent spirituality) you are literally risking your life and embodiment of your soul bigness and your soul purpose expression. Taking actions can also mean letting go of things that don’t serve your Divine Self expression and serving love.

Following Divine guidance means not just accessing the guidance, yet actually taking actions and making choices in your life that support its manifestation. This can especially mean making some very difficult choices that potentially hurt and upset other people and lead them to judge you (such as choosing not to get the v@x and perhaps not even being around those intimately who have), which can be very challenging for highly sensitive and empathic people to accept. They will often avoid confrontation, anything ‘messy’ and difficult especially their own anger (which is suppressed truth and passion)…instead seeking to avoid all that by attaining states of supposed blissful transcendence beyond any ‘I’ that might make life difficult. They can use non-dualistic ‘truths to invalidate any difficult emotional realities as part of the ‘ego’ and ‘not real’ or illusionary. This becomes yet another avoidance strategy from actually FEEL WHAT IS REAL.

Making space to feel what is real with the part of you who is feeling it, validating those feelings, actually opens out your heart space and soul to access Divine guidance. Parts of you can then rest and trust into that heart space, feeling your compassionate love for them open up all the previously tense and stuck places. As that inner trust grows, your Divine essence opens up that can then ground into self love, clarity, guided life, and ability to advocate/set boundaries with others. You are able to trust the death and rebirth cycles that life brings to you, even when it means the painful completion of relationships or draws judgements from others.
To access these parts of yourself and separate from their reactions is the tricky and challenging aspect of the process. It takes courage to go into this ground without avoiding, bypassing, numbing, especially during this time of such turmoil and transition. To truly look at, question, and lean into the ‘awkward’ mirrored angle that is offered there.

The Divine is available to support us through this challenging navigation as ALL of it is an aspect of the Divine and also sacred. We can tune into this frequency to clear the path, both inside and out, leading us to love again. This is so especially important during a time where darkness seems to prevail and we are called to be beacons of hope and possibility for others.

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