By Jelelle Awen
As I sit here in Northern Portugal in a beautiful house overlooking a river valley that came to us in a synchronistic way, I am so grateful for the Divine guidance (through my Lemurian aspects/guides) that came through a couple of months ago that led us here from the UK and pressed us to adjust our plans to get here a week earlier. Raphael and I took a 32 hour ferry from Portsmouth, UK to Santander, Spain last Thursday without needing to take a c@vid test or have the v@x, which seems like a miracle now.
It turns out that if we had delayed by even one day, we would have had to take a c@vid test to get into Spain. Gabriel and Kasha (who did a spit test for their C@vid test rather using any questionable swabs) would have had a 14 day quarantine to deal with now, which they avoided as they flew in by plane to Porto a day before it became a requirement. We all felt the Divine guided us toward a sense that the window of ease was closing as the c@vid delta narrative heats up all over Europe as a strategy to get unfortunately more people to take the v@cc@ne/bi@weapon shots or their second dose.
Following your intuition and Divine guidance has NEVER been more important than it is right now. It can literally mean life or death during this collective dark night stage of humanity’s awakening. As the control matrix tightens its grip in closer fulfillment of its depopulation agenda that will most likely and tragically lead to much loss of life, connecting to a bigger and deeper guidance has truly NEVER been more vital.
I have felt a deep sadness and compassion move through my womb and heart space with Divine Mother many times around this dark reality that we’ve collectively been living in as personal freedoms and rights are violated/taken away and human bodies are made into walking toxicity transmissions and infused with nanobots and AI tech. As an oracle soul with some gift of visionary seeing, I have felt there would be some sort of significant collapse of 3D lifestyle and reality for more than 10 years. I have long felt the urge and need for a safe sanctuary both within through connection with the Divine, parts of the self, and deep intimacy…..and on the outside, preferably living out of cities, mostly off-grid and with resonant community. This even led to us living at an off-grid ranch in remote Mexico practicing organic gardening and natural building in a much deconstructed lifestyle for nearly two years.
A virus/pandemic was definitely one of the scenarios that felt possible along with a ‘silent war with a silent enemy and silent weapons’ such as what we are experiencing now with these v@cc@nes/bi@weapons and the C@vid narrative. Being more with people more in this last week using public transportation, I felt the compliance within the mainstream consciousness and the willingness to go along with and enforce ‘the rules’ even at great personal expense and inconvenience. One of the most tragic aspects of this situation may really end up being the good intentions that people are convinced they are doing in getting the v@x then being used against them in a way that is actually harming themselves and others. The reality of toxicity transmission (much beyond common ‘shedding’ of a v@ccine) is becoming alarmingly clear as more and more people share about experiences of side effects such as reproduction/womb issues/abortions, severe illness, and even psychotic states from being around those who have received it.
This is when tuning into Divine guidance can allow for navigation of choice points around all of this. Divinely guided intuition is led by love, trust, compassion, and self care that is connected to ultimate love for ALL beings. It is a guidance system that is innate to us as sacred humans when we are in our FULL capacities, when all of our DNA is activated, when our deepest traumas have healed, and when we live beyond a 3D/Lower 4D consciousness reality.
Within the 3D/Lower 4D fear Matrix, you are inherently disconnected from your Divinely guided intuition. You are instead influenced by outside sources of ‘knowledge’; you and parts of you are programmable by whatever the Matrix narrative wants and needs you to believe. You are then ‘fused’ to parts of you that remain in states of confusion, self doubt, trauma reactions, lack of clarity, and questioning of yourself. You may give away your power in this dynamic to others as you aren’t in touch with your own self empowered expression and what that looks and feels like. There are consequences to living this ‘outside of self’ way in the world….and when you face them, parts of you may then go into painful loops of suffering, extreme self judgement/comparison/criticism that brings up often debilitating shame.
And so the cycle starts all over again. When you settle for conforming to others’ expectations (especially those anchored to 3D fear energies yet also those who push a transcendent spirituality) you are literally risking your life and embodiment of your soul bigness and your soul purpose expression. Taking actions can also mean letting go of things that don’t serve your Divine Self expression and serving love.
Following Divine guidance means not just accessing the guidance, yet actually taking actions and making choices in your life that support its manifestation. This can especially mean making some very difficult choices that potentially hurt and upset other people and lead them to judge you (such as choosing not to get the v@x and perhaps not even being around those intimately who have), which can be very challenging for highly sensitive and empathic people to accept. They will often avoid confrontation, anything ‘messy’ and difficult especially their own anger (which is suppressed truth and passion)…instead seeking to avoid all that by attaining states of supposed blissful transcendence beyond any ‘I’ that might make life difficult. They can use non-dualistic ‘truths to invalidate any difficult emotional realities as part of the ‘ego’ and ‘not real’ or illusionary. This becomes yet another avoidance strategy from actually FEEL WHAT IS REAL.
Making space to feel what is real with the part of you who is feeling it, validating those feelings, actually opens out your heart space and soul to access Divine guidance. Parts of you can then rest and trust into that heart space, feeling your compassionate love for them open up all the previously tense and stuck places. As that inner trust grows, your Divine essence opens up that can then ground into self love, clarity, guided life, and ability to advocate/set boundaries with others. You are able to trust the death and rebirth cycles that life brings to you, even when it means the painful completion of relationships or draws judgements from others.
To access these parts of yourself and separate from their reactions is the tricky and challenging aspect of the process. It takes courage to go into this ground without avoiding, bypassing, numbing, especially during this time of such turmoil and transition. To truly look at, question, and lean into the ‘awkward’ mirrored angle that is offered there.
The Divine is available to support us through this challenging navigation as ALL of it is an aspect of the Divine and also sacred. We can tune into this frequency to clear the path, both inside and out, leading us to love again. This is so especially important during a time where darkness seems to prevail and we are called to be beacons of hope and possibility for others.
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