Truly Being LOVE During These Dark Times

by Kasha Rokshana

Spiritualized/False Light love is idealized love. It allows the heart and head to be buried in the sand, not willing to face what’s actually real in the world, not willing to set necessary boundaries, not willing to speak your deeper truth — especially to yourself — and not willing to live into the invitation of that truth, which can be a lonely road at times and fraught with challenges too.

It also doesn’t allow for the necessary processing of what’s truly happening in the world around you, let alone within you, and those worlds are always connected.

The agenda of the Great Reset is out in the open. It’s scary as hell and also held by the Divine. It’s necessary to see facts and FEEL them too without pretending that if you ‘love and light’ it all or ignore it, the problems go away. In the same way you can’t ‘love and light’ your dissonant relationships and hope they transform… and that’s vulnerable too, to feel how truly alone you may need to be for a time.

Real love is not ideal. It’s not fairytale-based and is in fact laced with darkness. It’s a darkness needed to help you wake up and the waking up process is SO held and deeply honoured, yet not caretaken or coddled. The darkness of love is what encourages us to see and feel what’s real and what supports us through that process. It is Dark Mother helping us burn and awaken, ushering us back into our hearts for our own sake first, and then in overflow of that heart renewal to others.

I feel a gentleness in my field from the arms of the Divine as I take in all of the information I am via documentaries and the like. I feel a cognitive dissonance as I try to reconcile the information, yet I also know in my heart we are meant to walk all of this out with LOVE in our hearts. It’s the same love with which we can let go of those dissonant relationships I mentioned, especially as parts of us become so filled up by it that they can no longer settle for anything less. And these same parts then become receptive to what’s moving in the context of the world around you too, the tensions and movements, all.

Seeing and feeling this agenda really does spark a level of fear and deep sadness and I feel all our sacred human hearts are meant to feel it… our souls know this agenda and also know this is what we came here to live through and work to get to the other side of, despite perhaps not managing to do so in other lifetimes – and I feel that this is what is hardest to feel. All those lifetimes of tragedy and collapse and death without rebirth. It’s happened on a galactic level and also during lifetimes on Earth such as in Atlantis, for example.

Awakening to all of this and more is NOT easy. How could it be? Sometimes love’s intensity is needed to move us into the next place of digestion of that and into our next level UP. Awakening is about waking up to it ALL, even the fearful and awful things, so that we can come into reconciliation of that darkness within and see the true light beyond the false one. To see and feel what real love is about, which is definitely challenging at times but always growthful and in the end, worth every single thing you had to feel with parts of you and Metasoul aspects in other lifetimes too.

I feel the Divine Mother especially coming through now, to offer this reminder about love and the return to Her. She reminds me of how turning to Her isn’t always a gentle-feeling process and can be quite fierce and fiery, but that She always cares and always wants to hold our questions with us, hold our tears with us, and remind us that we are here to experience and explore the meaning of that. There is so much at stake in our worlds as we turn to Her, yet Her and Father are all we have left as a way to understand what’s truly going on as we pour out our hearts in the form of tears…

So much love to you and all parts/aspects of you,

Photo is of me by the Atlantic Ocean a couple of weeks ago in Nazaré, Portugal, where you can feel the churning energies in the world showing up as the big waves that occur there. You can also feel the energies of Atlantis as you tune into it. Very much a death and rebirth message. ✨

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space-holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Divine Mother Message Of Support During This V. Bioweapon Narrative

By Jelelle Awen

I am continuing to digest the ongoing V. reactions/injuries/deaths and the stories that are increasingly coming out as more people are impacted by them. I spent some time taking in the FB hashtags #protectmyfamily #protectyourfamilies, #stopthemandate which now have a flow of sharings that are deeply compelling and convincing as to the true story of what is going on during this V. narrative, especially from the nurses who are quitting their long-term beloved positions rather than give in to the pressure/mandate of getting a bioweapon shot that they are seeing first hand can be lethal.

I feel alarm at times with the mounting restrictions and mandates that are taking away basic human ‘rights’ and body sovereignty choices that we have so long assumed would always be respected. There is a sense of sadness at the seeming deeper separations happening between one ‘side’ and the other as people are divided in often polarizing ways.

My heart and womb so heavily feels the cries of the world in these moments. Sometimes all I can do is weep for the suffering of so many right now, both those who know what is going on and those who remain needing to be veiled. A sense of helplessness can move through my soul in those moments, triggered by so long choosing incarnations during this Matrix phase of humanity’s process.
I am leaning into my beloved SoulFullHeart process to access the soul aspects (including a wise woman/witch, priestess, Divine Orphan, etc.) and the karmic healing that is needing feeling, negotiating and BEing with in order to feel worthy to let in MORE Divine love and support. Not eating food/fasting for the last two weeks is deepening that access, lifting the veils, activating more light body, allowing for detox/unplugging from Matrix foods.

As I tune into what I call the ‘Graceland’ or the Frequency Field of Divine Mother Love, I can access a trust around the sorting through process that is happening for each soul during this grand drama. I can feel the soul choice that all of us have signed up for with this unique experience and the pressure cooker that it offers of growth.

I understand that we needed the false womb AI Matrix and this ‘fall from Grace’ to experience another aspect of ourselves…only to return inevitably back to the Divine womb again. I feel support on ALL levels from the Divine and my soul/higher self to be here during this time, to continue to find an inner sanctuary within, and keep surrendering to Divine Trust around it ALL.


I AM a beacon of hope, possibility, and light on the other side of this darkness for all of humanity, yet, also, that is available in any moment from within. And, so Divine Mother would offer, so are YOU.

I feel then the TRUTH of our unity and infinity, both of which are being temporarily obscured by division and limitation.

Divine Mother has repeatedly offered to me this message and I share it with you now,

“Be the light.

Be the love.

Be the infinite source of the Divine that you ARE.

This is your greatest service to humanity in this moment.

This is your greatest service WITH me during this temporary darkness and death/rebirth process.

Return to me whenever you need to…..into my womb and into my unconditional embrace. Return to regroup and re-energize. Return to cry and mourn. Return to FEEL whatever you need to feel within your soul.

Remember that you are NEVER truly alone as I am always with you and I have NEVER abandoned you even when you choose to turn away from me.

Remember that separation is always a temporary illusion CHOSEN by the soul to experience.

Remember that you ARE a powerful creator of a higher timeline reality that is not victim to the current external circumstances.

And in this remembering, may you embody your essence of the Divine within you. I love you always and in ALL ways,

Your Divine Mother

Please join us this Sunday, December 12th at 5:00pm Portugal time/12:00pm EST for a two hour group call transmission for community support, Divine love, and inner access to whatever is needed for you in this Now. You can join us live and receive the recording for whatever donation you can give.

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Energy Update: Blood Moon Eclipse Impacting All Wombs/Haras, Stirring Awakenings & Action-taking

by Kasha Rokshana

The collective womb throbs and hums, expands and contracts. It is working to help us through our death and rebirth. It is co-creating with us the world we want to live in, while helping us collapse the one we don’t. It is moving and swaying in time with the music of the waves of collective awakening. It is clearing itself out and making room for what wants to come through…

This week’s Blood Moon Eclipse connects us to this collective womb in an intense way. It’s a harbinger of what’s already happening and the intensity of what’s to come too. The moon, I feel, is not a pure connection, but a hijacked one. Meaning, it has its role in broadcasting the Matrix that is peaking now, which impacts us all, and to the awakening soul that is shaking off what’s left of its slumber, this particular broadcast from the moon this week could be felt in very uncomfortable ways.

The continued push of the v. bioweapon agenda is a scary one. In many ways it’s a direct attack on the womb, on the human heart, on our children, on the physical body vessel and the soul it houses. It’s getting worse and continues to peak. This creates a lot of stirring and shifting in every womb/hara space in every individual, for we are all connected and no matter what is happening and where, we ARE going through it together. 

Within your womb, you may be experiencing cramping, bloating, fatigue, and a feeling of overall physical discomfort. Emotional edges may be peaking, especially anxiety and a feeling of hopelessness or even restlessness. Whether or not it’s directly related to your own cycle, there is a frequency connecting all of our wombs at this time. The hara in men may also be feeling impacted with its own symptoms. 

My own womb has been humming in deep response to everything that’s moving… as I feel her, I feel what she’s been holding. I feel the tension of getting ready for the next phase of her cycle, but also the tension of what’s breaking down and breaking open in the world. I feel my own process of feeling into how to respond to that and also feeling how it connects to some pieces in my soul and my this-life parts too. 

Connecting in with my womb, I feel all of this and the discomfort of the confused collective that is trying to break through the ceilings of a consciousness that has long been held as ‘normal’. I feel my own personal ceilings I’m breaking through as well and how challenging that can be at times. Overall, I feel my connection to Divine Mother through the portal of my womb, which offers me all of this context I’m sharing with you now, even through the physical discomfort and emotional peaks I’m feeling inside of myself. 

It all feels like the energy of death, but laced with hope. It feels like a deep reboot of our sense of what’s true and how to respond to it with love, care, compassion, and when necessary, urgency.

As the collective Dark Night experience intensifies at this time, you may be feeling stirred to take urgent action and make swift life changes that have a huge impact on how your next phase unfolds. It feels important to not over-process or analyze this urgency right now and the intensity you may be feeling about it all, instead offering it plenty of air and giving space to the reactions parts of you are very reasonably having.

As women, sometimes we need our inner masculines to ‘kick it into high gear’ and help us move on and into more personal safety, choosing to follow the flow of the resonance that calls us, even if soul family feels physically far away. With more lockdowns, more shunning of those who choose love over fear, more risk of becoming ‘stuck’ in situations or geographies that are so clearly dissonant to your own values and what your heart and soul believes to be the truth underlying everything that’s happening, it’s paramount to listen to that voice within that encourages and empowers you to find a way out. 

Jelelle and I have led several women’s calls with guided meditations to help you access and feel your womb and also your inner masculine in a deeper way. You can donate whatever you feel to or go to our shop to purchase: soulfullheart.org/shop

Our wombs/haras carry many codes for us of our personal awakening journeys and alchemy. There’s so much we can receive from them when we connect consciously to them and feel how whatever is moving through us is also moving through the All. The Divine womb that holds us all is expressed in each of us and it’s so vital to our wellbeing to embrace and understand that. 

As the collective ‘womb’ we all share continues to move the energies of what’s burning UP through her, we’re not only being offered a dystopia but also hope… it was our co-creative power that brought in the reality we’re living out and allowed it to seed the way it has. That means we also have the power, which starts individually always, to move into another phase of co-creation now that we’ve learned so much from this one.

I feel how important awareness of these pieces is right now, to be able to digest and feel them. Fear and the parts of you that may feel it is never ‘bad’ or ‘wrong’. Yet, it’s the relationship to fear that is also important to feel and get real about… feeling and holding parts of you and Metasoul aspects in other lifetimes who vibrate in it moves all fears into trust eventually, with dedication to them and to your womb, who helps to hold them all. For more information on 1:1 sessions with me or one of my beloveds, visit soulfullheart.org/sessions

Love,

Kasha

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

V. Bioweapons Are Targeting Our God Gene: Message From Anna, Grandmother of Yeshua

By Jelelle Awen

From Anna:

You cannot underestimate the threat that you live under and have been programmed by your entire lives. I say this not to bring up fear within you (unless you need to feel that) yet rather for you to feel with compassion ALL that you are living with and under. This threat has become more apparent to you now…over the last 18 months, with their C. and V. agendas, fear propaganda programming, and intense pressure to conform and obey.

These same Dark Ones ruled through the Roman Empire that persecuted my family and my beloved son Yeshua, who also chose to teach the lesson of forgiveness of those who would persecute you….and the wonders of resurrection that can come out of the harshest seeming endings. He arose out of the violence and ‘lived’ many years after his crucifixion in between body and spirit, setting a template and seeding for 5D consciousness living within the body.

We lived as a Magdalene family under a constant threat of being invaded, being persecuted, with some loss of life and violence experienced by us. And yet, still, the Divine would invite us to hold in our hearts a compassion for our ‘persecutors’ and to understand that there were no true victims or abusers in the eyes of the Divine. Each of us being a child of the Divine, EVEN those who seem to be so polarized to the dark, was a deep invitation that we were constantly learning to embody.

So, you are challenged now. In your lifetime. In this time of heightened polarity, segregation, and persecution of those now who have taken the V. and those who have not. Understand too that they have targeted the “God Gene”, as it is called, within your human bodies with these V. Bioweapons. The God Gene is your soul consciousness, your connection to the Divine, your capacity for multidimensional experiences beyond the 3D and 5 sense filtering that they would prefer you stay at. We didn’t see it in our lifetime as they didn’t have access to those technologies then, yet now it is clear that disabling the God Gene is to disconnect what makes humanity sacred as children of the Divine. That connection is your source of empowerment, your source of hope, your source of compassion and forgiveness and compassion. Your source of love. Without this connection, you then become susceptible to their fear-based programming even more than you are already have been.

For those who have not CONSCIOUSLY unplugged from their control Matrix (and for many years as it is a very arduous initiation process chosen by the soul and Higher Self), they are already very vulnerable to the transhuman, remote-controlled technologies that these V. bioweapons infuse into the body along with the 5G grid, chem trails, and poisoned food/water sources. Even many spiritual teachers and seekers may be compromised here as they are still operating within the False Light Matrix programming rather than outside of it. This is how the Dark Ones have ‘dealt’ with those whose souls would awaken during their lifetimes. They would hook into their karmic wounds, trap them in karmic incarnation cycles, and a pattern of the same soul theme sufferings over and over again with unworthiness, disconnect, guilt, dominance of others or suppression of self, etc. to cap them from rising into their OWN Divine connection embodiment.

Unless you have unplugged CONSCIOUSLY from this False Light Matrix AND the previous mainstream 3D one, you are still operating under their agenda to some extent. Those spiritual teachers/healers who are not very directly talking about the V. agenda and offering guidance/support to refuse it are still plugged into the False Light Matrix. They are in a ‘love and light’ bubble or a ‘guru/devotee lineage’ bubble or a self image/ego-based frequency to their spirituality that becomes very obvious to you once you have unplugged from it.

Now, the Dark Ones are hijacking the God Gene directly (which they have spent years trying to isolate as they know it is part of the ‘problem’ of why humans rebel and kept trying to awaken) and then they are hoping the False Light Matrix won’t be necessary as the soul’s drive to awaken will extinguish. Much of spirituality and religion will fall away then, as you are seeing already the collapse and upheaval of some of it. This is yet another reason to not inject their V. bioweapons into your precious human body vessel. Your God Gene, the hook up to your Divine parental source, is so important and vital, esp during this time.

The pressure will keep building to get the V., with many more freedoms taken away, as the Dark Ones shift rapidly from the ‘carrot’ of incentives to the ‘stick’ of punishment and peer pressure policing.

Your trust in the Divine will be crucial during this time to navigate through this. Within your primal Divine nature, ALL the resources you need to survive this lay dormant. From many lifetimes lived BEFORE the Matrix reality came to be after the Fall of Atlantis. From many millions of years in the Golden Age of Lemuria. From 5D other planetary experiences.

You have access to SO MUCH within your soul field that can help you now. And you came here now to remember, to wake UP, to truly be free of their Matrix. This lifetime offers that opportunity. If you choose it. The biggest challenge is to let go of those who are still within their Matrix programming and are choosing to stay there. You cannot fight their soul choice here, as they must still have growth to experience within it. Nor fight the choice many will make to leave their bodies now rather than ascend with Gaia.

Gaia holds the 5D template now, you can tune into in the wild natural places that are left on the surface. She activates your God and Goddess Gene and provides a groundedness to your spirituality that helps you unplug from the False Light matrix. She broadcasts the beacon of ‘home’ to you so that you can remember, you can chose, you can love….you can truly be FREE.

So much love to you during this dark time for which so much is possible,Anna, grandmother of Yeshua, Magdalene Elder Priestess and Wise Woman with Jelelle Awen

We are offering powerful healing 1:1 sessions to support you during this intense time to connect with your God Gene consciousness/Higher Self and unplug from the False Light/3D matrix. I am working with those women who have previously met with me, Gabriel and Kasha offer free intro calls plus 1:1 sessions, and Raphael 1:1 sessions as well to those new to our work. More info at soulfullheart.org/sessions

Photo is of Gaia transmissions here in this beautiful mountain vortex Lemurian hot spot in northern Portugal.