Seeing Through The Smokescreen of Covid Global Awakening Events

By Jelelle Awen

What keeps coming to me as I take in current happenings during this ongoing Covid awakening event and global disclosure process is how much it ALL feels like a smokescreen. There is a sense of of inertia to what is occurring, momentum from a previously strong structure being in place as it collapses rather than NEW energy and passion being generated, especially in the 3D political and Q/White Hats/Alliance versus Deep State/Cabal timeline.


What I mean by this as it has felt clear to me for awhile that the White Hats have already mostly ‘won’ and what we are being shown by both the mainstream and alternative news of the Deep State players (such as the Democratic Party and various Cabal-influenced political leaders around the world) is for ‘show’ and for ‘optics’. It feels like a poorly run play or show by the Deep State (too poorly run to truly be them in charge of it anymore) that keeps exposing and waking up masses of souls to the hidden agenda underneath it. It is so poorly played, in fact, like a parody of itself, that it feels clear that it is actually being run by the Alliance in order to wake up everyone in stages rather than all at once. This awakening actually transcends divisive political parties and goes to the heart of our need to claim back our sovereignty, desire for peace, and Unity Consciousness.


This ‘drip line’ awakening of mainstream consciousness seems to be sensitive to how shocking and difficult it will be for most people to accept and digest this reality of control matrix (however much of that can be exposed), Satanic Cabal, human/child sex trafficking network, so many well known and loved celebrities and politic figures involved, and deep corruption at high-end levels of politics, corporations, big pharma, military/industrial complex, etc. As this reality is disclosed into the 3D Mainstream narrative more and more, it DOES sound and feel ‘crazy’ in a way as it clashes with the narrative that we’ve all been fed since we were born.


Yet, for those of us for who have been awakening to this reality as we go through our 4D soul/dark night/shadow revelation to move into the light process….this reality has long been revealed and digested by us in personal ways. We have even come to some degree to a place of forgiveness and compassion for ALL of those souls involved in it, whatever levels that may be.


This invites us to become beacons of light during this storm that is thrusting so many into increasingly rough revelatory waters. Our souls choosing to wake up ahead of the rest has been painful, challenging, and drawn us scrutiny and reaction for years….yet it has also aligned to our soul’s desire to show the way through it for others.


Before getting reactive and caught up in current events as they are being presented to you and buying into it all……feel into what you are being presented with your ‘gut’ intuition, see what you can ‘see’ of it with your third eye, and connect to your Higher Self to get a bigger context. As you tune in this way, you rise ‘ above’ the presentation and show to see the light of Divine source love again and not just the shadow ‘show’ playing out the walls of the cave for those who still need to see it that way.

love,

Jelelle

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Temporarily Peaking Polarization To Move Into Unity Consciousness During This Ongoing Covid/Awakening Event

By Jelelle Awen

These last six months since March have offered ALL souls on Gaia at this time an opportunity to awaken to our next levels and places…whatever those may be. NO ONE has remained exactly the same as our lives and our consciousness has been impacted in some way by these global events since Covid/pandemic began. For the first time in the modern age and in our lifetimes, we are ALL being changed by events happening in collective consciousness IN a conscious way all over the world.

Although it can seem as if divisiveness, polarization, and separation are the TRUTH of humanity’s essence, this is a temporary and necessary phase that we need to journey through in order to move into more Unity. Revelation of the dualities NEEDS to happen in order for each of us, individually and sovereignly, to CHOOSE a new way, a balanced way, a Unified way….Love’s way.

Guides/Ascended Teachers, my higher dimensional soul aspects, Star BEings and elders, Divine Mother and Father faces and forms have ALL validated the necessity of this process for humanity’s awakening to move into more Unity and the temporary nature of this death/rebirth passage. For those souls who can connect to your Divine Self, you immediately receive this sense of reassurance, trust, and surrender that allows for a bigger context beyond all of the contentious content.

I have been sharing for the last few years about the choice points that are occurring for every soul to either choose love or fear as their prevailing consciousness. This choice point process seems to often begin at the 4D level (with the Reptilian Self especially while they are deciding to unplug from the 4D AI Matrix or not) and then gets ‘passed down consciously to the 3D human. This has been accelerating during 2020 and will continue to do so in the next few years. For those who need to choose the ‘fusion to fear’ and remaining plugged into the Matrix for their own soul’s growth, Gaia will eventually NOT provide that opportunity to immerse into those polarized 3D, fear-based frequencies.

You are seeing more souls and animal companions choosing to leave now and ‘reboot’ at the higher levels outside of the body. Revelations are most likely coming soon that will reveal more souls, even very famous ones involved with the Cabal/Global Elites, who have already been executed/left their bodies and were replaced with clones to keep up ‘appearances’ until more of humanity could accept and digest these events. So much of what is going on and presented right now in mainstream reality is a ‘show’ or about keeping up optics. This is to allow a slower drip of revelations in order so that more of humanity can start to accept the previously hidden control matrix/dark agenda. Much of it, including what presents as polarized politics on so many levels, is actually just the inertia of so many years of Matrix reality….much more of it has collapsed than what is being shown.

As you connect to and heal your fears of physical body death, you are no longer tied to humanity’s unhealed fear of it on the 4D levels that motivates so much of the control and contractions you are seeing in response to the virus. This allows you to remain in a place of trust that if you do leave your body, you know that it was only a temporary vessel anyway, and that you will now be reunited with the Divine, your Higher Self, and your non-incarnated Soul Family. Fear of physical body death (which is actually a manifestation of the Divine separation/abandonment wound) is a strong motivating energy that has kept the Matrix running.

Those souls who have represented the dark/fear polarity face of the Divine on Gaia are being exposed, losing power, facing consequences, and ultimately will be invited to reconcile their actions and the harm done. However, because there is NO energy or BEing outside of the Divine, these souls are still and always supported and loved by the Divine. As far as they have traveled away from Divine love and into very dark waters actually SHOWS how much they trust on a higher soul level that they WILL ultimately be forgiven.

The victim/perpetuator dynamic is arising out of the shadows to be revealed, as it needs to be in order to resolve. For humanity to continue to ascend, the hurt and harm of ANY sentient beings on Gaia needs to cease. Those souls who have chosen to represent the face of the Divine as victims will be able to move into empowerment as they receive love and compassion…and are invited ultimately to forgive their abusers. Their abusers will, again, move into reconciliation, representing the need to move out of harming others for ALL of us to learn from. ALL will eventually return to their essence as Infinite Love as a fragment of the Divine.

It is challenging not to get caught up in the polarities and dualities right now. The narratives are so strong in the moment as they come out of hiding. Returning to your Divine Self, feeling and loving the parts of you who are reactive to the current life circumstances, healing the deeper sacred wounds within your emotional body, and connecting to the higher timeline of New Earth can help to navigate this transitional time. As you tune into the love that you are, the charged narratives become revealed and you return back to love and trust again.

love,

Jelelle Awen

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The 3D Matrix Collapse And The Ongoing Disclosure Process

By Jelelle Awen

Re-anchoring out of the 3D Matrix is going on during the Ascension process, especially during this time of accelerating energy shifts and influxes since 2012. We are being invited to re-anchor into higher-vibrational frequencies and higher consciousness states of New Earth into 4D transitional consciousness and away from the 3D Matrix, which has anchored us into its projected and co-created reality of unconscious duality for tens of thousands of years since Atlantis fell. 

A Matrix itself is not a bad thing. In fact, ‘Matrix’ means ‘womb’, a container that holds life, something within or from which something else originates, develops, or takes form. We need matrices in the lower dimensions in order to birth out of that which holds our expression until our consciousness is porous enough in energy frequency to no longer require it. In some ways, the Divine then becomes our ‘Matrix’ again as we re-anchor into Divine Frequencies as our Sacred Human expression.

The 3D Matrix dissolving as it is in the Now with love especially during this Covid awakening event, ‘drops’ people then into their own native soul-expressing frequency and into the discovery of what that actually is outside of the 3D collective vibe. The Matrix has created a sense of Unity Consciousness in one way, represented by the ‘mainstream consensus’ reality. Yet, the 3D Matrix has the lower-vibrational agenda of modulation, conforming, control, and following the rules/laws/dogma/policies/regulations, etc. 

The 3D Matrix runs on fear-based frequencies of avoiding rejection, unfelt abandonment and unworthiness woundings, power over others, and codependence. The Matrix gets its shape and form through conformity and fitting in by every soul who agrees to live in the 3D experiment. It is a powerful creation because all BEings on Gaia during this last phase of consciousness expression (even those transcending beyond it) have contributed to its existence.

As souls, we all agreed to the collaborative genesis and maintenance of this Matrix as it helped with the 3D experiment that we all felt was an important one on a soul level to purge out and reveal the shadow in our collective consciousness and unconsciousness. And so, it has been important as we have learned much during it and are continuing to learn so much as it is dissolving. The 3D Matrix has been a kind of hologram, created by our souls for our 3D Metasoul Aspects (and us in this current lifetime) to ‘live in’ and plug into as we explore our duality and polarity in this density that isn’t native to us on a Metasoul level. This is also why there are feelings of a loss of home for parts of us as we ascend, even triggering the soul’s original separation wound, as we are truly leaving what has been home. 

The 3D Matrix is being disclosed to many more souls, who in the knowledge of it can then become free from it. In the bigger soul picture, this 3D Matrix has been chosen by all souls who experience it as a way to immerse more fully into the 3D dualistic experiment. In this way, no soul is a true victim or prisoner of this Matrix as the remembrance of our free will is what releases us from it.

This 3D Matrix hologram is becoming more obsolete, no longer needed, and hugely limiting to the embodiment of our soul frequencies into our bodies and emotional bodies as we awaken. The human species in this current ‘21st century Earth’ timeline is now ready to be without this 3D Matrix. The collective emotional body is ready to be healed consciously through the receiving of love frequencies to transform the stuck and blocked places of traumatized fear into love. 

4D galactic BEings, commonly called ‘Archons’ and ‘Annunaki’, have collaborated and agreed to play the role of suppressor and enforcers of this 3D Matrix from the 4D level. The Archons (who have also asked to be called the ‘programmers’ or ‘the architects’) have also now grown beyond this role of controlling us through the 3D Matrix on the leading edge of their consciousness. They are, similar to us, at a collective choice point of choosing love over fear, letting in forgiveness from the Divine for the part they played in creating and keeping the 3D Matrix in place. They were actually just fulfilling a role representing the dark in the bigger Descension, polarity-playout experiment.

There has also been a group of dark/fear-polarized humans in alliance with the Archons that have been running government, entertainment, banking, pharmaceutical, and education industries, corporations, and much more from a place of shadow motivation, commonly called the ‘Cabal’ or ‘Deep State’ or ‘Illuminati’ or ‘Power Elite’. Disclosure of these fear-based groups is coming out now as the collective is ready to see, reconcile, and ultimately forgive their actions. As more of their actions come to light, especially ritualistic and perputual sexual abuse and energetic feeding off of children, this will bring up deeply polarized feelings in all of us to process and digest. This offers the opportunity for us to feel in our own soul/Metasoul where we have been the victim, the perpetrator, and why our Metasoul has chosen these roles to play in the bigger picture of our soul’s evolution. 

This disclosure process of the Cabal and its activities through exposure of an increasing number of individuals and organizations that have been part of it is an important aspect of the Ascension of 3D consciousness into 4D consciousness. 3D consciousness and the 3D Matrix allow for secrets to be kept and shadows to remain hidden. The revelation and illumination of the shadow is possible as more light comes into Gaia and into each of our hearts and souls through connection to Her.

Motives and actions cannot be so easily hidden in 4D consciousness and all is ultimately revealed. As 3D consciousness is faced with these dark realities that were previously screened out of awareness, the resulting abhorrence reaction is a sacred part of the propulsion necessary to move along the Ascension process. Each soul will need their own reaction chamber in whatever way, shape, and form that unfolds for them.

The current disclosure process we are undergoing is a difficult phase of Ascension as it is an expression of peak fear in both response to it and in expression of it. This phase invites us to see beyond what can look like fairly hopeless, devastating, and unredeemable situations to the bigger picture of our ongoing Ascension. Disclosure pushes up the parts of us that may feel great outrage, a sense of injustice, distrust in authority, etc. Again, these are all important things to feel, yet not to become ‘fused to’ in the sense of them taking over our expression so we can’t see the bigger picture. 

The bigger picture of Divine purpose around all of it is more possible to download and believe in as we no longer anchor into the 3D Matrix that ‘runs the program’ of ‘end times’ and ‘doom and gloom’ and ‘impending collapse of civilization’, which are actually all frequencies of undigested trauma from the fall of Lemuria and Atlantis. It took me a while to get this distinction during my phase of waking up out of the 3D Matrix. I felt that with all of the information I was now learning about the true corruption and negative agenda behind it all, there was no way modern civilization could survive and exist much longer. The case being made by some people for ‘near term human extinction’ looked all too credible.

When I eventually woke up to, and connected with my galactic DNA and Star Family, then I could see how much assistance and support is available to us to move us out of this phase safely. And, once I could see the bigger picture of Ascension, I realized that the energy frequencies of Gaia Herself would no longer allow these denser energies of self annihilation of ourselves as a species to exist at some point. 

The current phase of disclosure is also challenging because it invites us to wake up to violence in all its expressions within the 3D Matrix. It invites us to go beyond what has been conditioned to be acceptable and really see and finally feel our contributions to it. This includes the apparent environmental devastation of Gaia, the slaughtering of so many animals in completely compassionless ways, the ongoing battles and wars occurring all over our planet, the perpetual violence against women in violent sexual acts, the trafficking and sexual torture of children, and many other ways. This is waking up to feel the ‘cries of the world’, as Mother Mary and Kuan Yin have offered to me. 

To wake up to the cries of the world/women/children (especially) is not an easy process. Sometimes you feel like your heart will literally break as you digest all of the cruelty and brutality that is going on every second on our planet. As you draw resources to you (such as documentaries, writings, messengers, etc.) that open you up to this reality, you may feel like you will explode with all the outrage that can come up in response to it. Again, this invites you to feel how to be aware of the cries of the world with open hearted compassion without creating more polarity by being angry, bitter, and resentful toward it. Moving into compassion and forgiveness is one of the key ways to become unanchored from the 3D Matrix. It’s as if you ‘rise above’ the consciousness that it projects. You can now see it, feel it, and no longer become one of the contributors, creators, and players in it. 

As we no longer anchor into the 3D Matrix, there is this collective floating feeling as each individual soul finds their new bearings inside of themselves rather than outside of themselves. This can feel like a disconcerting void space for many people and push up an acute sense of lost identity to be unplugged from the 3D Matrix. Some souls will be slower, stubborn, or even outright refuse to re-anchor into themselves and into a higher-vibrational frequency of empowerment during this current timeline. They will continue to create a Matrix from inside of themselves, pulling from their unhealed emotional bodies and undigested 4D frequencies of karma from their Metasoul lifetimes too. 

The ‘hellish’ aspects of the 3D Matrix will still be a reality for these souls as they are choosing for them to be from a place of free will. They remain ‘plugged in’ completely by their own free will choice on a 3D level and, of course, on a Higher Self level too. These 3D Selves will continue to manifest body illness, disease, toxic relationship patterns, suffering loops, intense feeling states of anxiety, depression, rage…whatever they need to continue to grow and learn. 

It will become increasingly uncomfortable for them to be at this lower 3D frequency and remain on Gaia, so they will most likely leave their body eventually with their Metasoul having sovereignly learned what it came here to learn. It is also offered by many channelers and teachers that these souls will be teleported to other 3D anchored planets to finish out the experience of their learning there. Some feel this will be like the Christian rapture in reverse, meaning instead of souls ascending to heaven and leaving the planet, 3D souls will leave to go to denser planets. I have been offered that this ‘teleportation’ is less of a literal occurence and more of an etheric one as the current incarnation leaves the physical body. In their next incarnation, they may then choose to experience 3D reality again for growth reasons. Yet, by then, Gaia will no longer be an option for that 3D experience.

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This is an excerpt about the 3D Matrix from Chapter Three in my new book on Ascension called Free To Be 5D: Navigating Ascension From The Inside Out. You can read much more about Ascension, the 3D/4D Matrix, parts of the 3D/4D self and healing at the Metasoul level in the book, which you can purchase as a PDF, ebook and print edition with links at soulfullheart.org/books

More information about 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen/Gabriel Heartman/Kasha Rokshana, group calls and events, writings and books, at soulfullheart.org.

Matrix Deprogramming & Divine Recoding Process (video) |Raphael and Jelelle Awen

Video of Raphael and Jelelle Awen

The Matrix is collapsing during this global awakening event and we are becoming more aware of programming we’ve received from it on 3D and 4D levels with opportunity to let in more Divine recodings as we deprogram. This video provides quick excerpts of teachings from a Free To Be 2 group call on June 3 with SoulFullHeart Teachers Raphael and Jelelle Awen sharing about the programs that we receive in birth family relationships, education/indoctrination, food and body, false light, and more. Raphael and Jelelle also talk about how Divine codes are differentiated from programs and how to let them in more.

SoulFullHeart Facilitators Gabriel Heartman and Kalayna Solais also share in the video about their process of unplugging from the Matrix and their experiences in the guided meditation during the call that offered a connection to part of them that may still be receiving programming.

You can purchase the FULL recording of this group call recorded on June 3 (which includes 40 MORE minutes of teachings, two guided meditations and full sharings from Gabriel and Kalayna) and receive the recordings of all remaining calls (or zoom link to attend them live) in the series through offering a donation at https://www.soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen

Here is information about joining live and/or receiving the recordings for our this group call series Free To Be 2: Navigating The Matrix Collapse To New Earth Transition: https://www.soulfullheart.org/freetobe2

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The Sovereign Process Of Freeing Yourself From The Matrix

by Kalayna Solais

Our unplugging from the already collapsing 3D Matrix and even the 4D Matrix and all of its shadowy soul themes too, is always a sovereign choice. There are many different phases and stages and they come around when we’re ready, as we’re ready. We’ve spent more ‘time’, more lifetimes and timelines attached to it and its workings than parts of us often realize or appreciate, so there’s a lot to have patience around and a lot to process and feel through as well.

When I ‘look’ at the 3D Matrix, I see a gilded cage with an open door, showing me that we are all free to leave it but then again, some parts of us have been so used to the ‘cage’ that it’s hard to do so.

Behind that gilded cage is a giant, sticky spiderweb, which is what the 4D Matrix looks and feels like to me. It’s so challenging to free ourselves, our Metasoul aspects working/living out some very charged and painful soul themes, from its grip and the more they ‘fight’ to free themselves, the more ‘stuck’ to it they become.

What we’re moving through now has a lot to do with this stickiness and this open cage door. We are fumbling, as a collective, toward the light being cast through the openings. Individual souls are awakening to their deeper trust in the invitation and initiation being offered. It’s so easy to lose heart when things get hard and all we see on the news is more pain, as if the pain is all there is to validate. Of course this is, in a way, a game of mirrors from the Matrix itself and those who are invested in it staying intact somehow creating optical illusions meant to try and keep us in the ‘cage’. They also flex their influence by showing that the solution to the ‘problem’ at hand is one thing, usually whatever popular/mainstream opinion says it is, when it’s really another.

There are necessary phases of anger. But we aren’t truly evolving and ascending beyond the Matrix if we don’t also make our way to compassion. It’s this process though that is THE most humbling. Anger is not vulnerable or humble in its energy, but the hurt and the unexpressed soul and heart passion beneath the rage are. These are the energies that, when accessed by feeling and relating with parts of you like your Inner Teenager and Inner Punisher, for example, really DO create a deeper sense of emancipation from everything that isn’t you and never has been you and moving into the embracement of what IS.

There is also a lot to feel in the Metasoul, with all of these themes being activated because other timelines are bleeding through onto your current one. Everything you feel in reaction and response to any current event runs through you because of the experiences your parts have had in this life and the experiences your soul has had in other lifetimes.

The good news is, it’s all moveable. You’re feeling it because you have the growing capacity to BE with it, feel it deeply, make a home for these parts and Metasoul aspects inside of your heart, and move with genuine gusto into a NEW space within and in response to the world. Compassion for others, which is so needed right now and always, can only really be birthed from growing compassion within.

The Matrix, which is crumbling with even greater pacing now it seems, doesn’t stand a chance and never DID stand a chance against our awakening souls and healing, opening hearts. It was never meant to. Our approach to this healing is individually and sovereignly chosen, but it IS being chosen even when we don’t consciously realize it.

We are already free. Free to choose our path to even greater freedom from deep within ourselves. The layers to this are colourful, fascinating, and never-ending.

The cage door is open. The spiderweb is only there to hold you until you feel able to stop struggling and just keep feeling. The invitation is always there and the choice is always yours if you feel ready to see what’s possible and move consciously and curiously toward that, with even more embracement of each step, of each and every feeling there is to feel along the way.

Within this process lies the rebirth of your Divine trust, through which you can experience your deepest healing yet. And eventually… you find yourself flying. You find the ‘cage’ laying dismantled on the floor and the spiderweb swept away or at least much less intimidating as it can now become a curious place to visit as needed or desired.

This is what it means to become free of the Matrix in all its forms and energies. This is what it means to truly be free, to lean into love, to remember who you really ARE. ❤

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Kalayna Solais is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator & collaborator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Arising Anew From The Collapse Of The 3D Matrix

In the midst before me, I see a dying story. A matrix of beliefs and conditionings that we have all, to one degree or another, found ourselves playing a part of. We have written and acted in the play together, to sheer perfection.

But we have crossed certain markers in our path too many times now to begin to recognize that the house we contracted to build together is burning. It is running on the fumes of a fear of fusing to the building itself. We are not burning. The house is.

This can be a very existential experience to our 3D self as well as a very triggering remembrance to our Metasoul brothers and sisters that have experienced a collapse before. They have not been pretty, nor self-loving. But that doesn’t mean they can’t be.

Deaths are never easy and have their own energies to be with, yet if we can find that essence within us to hold the space of this transmutation then we may find ourselves like the rose among the ashes.

Connecting with your 3D & 4D selves with the aid of your 5D/Higher Self, a managed collapse is possible and also very self-loving. That is not the same as easy, just setting the suffering gauge to as minimal as possible. It is really up to you in the end.

How we leave is who we enter as.

Our fear can come with us as long as we are willing to go into it and feel it. This is the process that is supported in SoulFullHeart. It is holding the Light so that we can transform the Dark. We are both.

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Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and Collaborator.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartorg.com for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

3D Matrix Deprogramming & Divine Recoding Free To Be 2 Group Call Meditation June 3

By Jelelle Awen

The Matrix is being revealed and disclosed, even as it is collapsing in this Now. It was not going to collapse easily and lightly. It was not going to be revealed without an impact on the collective emotional body and consciousness. It was not going to collapse without some violence as violence and fear make up the substance of it.

There are stages of grief to go through as the realities of the manipulated, distorted, and projected reality that we’ve lived in (and chosen on a soul level) becomes clearer to more and more souls. Layers of realizations and awakening move you through awareness of the 3D Matrix and into the 4D AI Matrix that has runs it and into the 5D context of Unity Consciousness that holds it ALL as a sacred experience.

As you awaken, the programming you’ve received from the Matrix becomes more obvious to you. The process of deprogramming from it begins as your soul provides codes to unlock from it. Your Divine Self is activated. Matrix programs create conformation, enslavement, and fear. Divine codes create liberation, sovereignty and love. Your soul can bring more Divine codes to you and into your field as you identify, feel, heal, and clear the Matrix programs with the parts of you that have been programmed by them.

In our third group call of our Free To Be 2 series, tomorrow, Wednesday June 3, Raphael and I will talk about the Matrix deprogramming process, the Cabal/3D/4D Matrix collapse going on, and the Divine coding process. We will share about HOW 3D/4D programming shows up in our lives through food conditioning, birth family/social relationships, money, education, religion/’false light’, and much more.

And, we will offer a powerful guided meditation to connect to the part of you (could be Inner Child, Inner Protector, Inner Teenager, Gatekeeper, etc.) that most needs deprogramming and can provide a bridge to you from the 3D Matrix in this Now. We will provide a connection to them to receive 5D Divine codes within the Unity Consciousness circle of the group.

You can join us live for this group call at 10:00am PDT (Vancouver, Canada time) over Zoom and/or receive the recording to listen later by offering a donation of ANY amount at soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen. You will also receive the recording of the previous call from last week and the zoom link to join the next three calls. More information at: soulfullheart.org/freetobe2

I write here about the deprogramming/recoding/upgrading process going on now w/this Global Event: https://soulfullheartblog.com/…/energy-update-recodings-up…/

We really ARE free of this Matrix system. We really ARE love in human form. It is the realization and living out of this that leads to our continual liberation.

Love
Jelelle

Matrix Collapse Q & A W/Pleiadian Meditation FB Livestream | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

By Jelelle Awen

I had an intense dream early this morning where I was driving an out of control car with my partner Raphael Awen….going in the wrong direction on the freeway. Trucks and cars were swerving out of the way and I was able to maneuver around them to avoid getting hit. As this was going on, I heard a voice saying to both of us, “You need to stay grounded in your bodies. This is about embodiment and making it through chaos!” Although it was intense, I also felt this sense of deep trust that we would be just fine.

As I digested this dream after waking, it felt to me to offer a sense of the massive change and transition going on at collective levels. And also to represent those of us going ‘against the grain’ and ‘against the mainstream flow’ to offer an alternative perspective to the pervasive consciousness.

There is risk in doing this. It can be tricky to maneuver at times and even painful as relationships fall away. Yet there is increasing trust that being willing to be authentically yourself, share your truth (even if controversial), and to remain in your heart/body/soul as you do this is worth it.

Perhaps you are too experiencing intense dreams and feeling like you are ‘doing work’ during the night on other levels? We are moving through the Pleiadian portal still with connection to them increasingly available right now. This is offering increased activation of pineal and pituitary glands….leading to intense dreams, astral/remote viewing journeys, altered states of consciousness, foggy/loose mind states, energy flushes/rushes, etc.

As we go through these deeper stages of 3D Matrix collapse, disclosure on so many levels and converging/diverging timelines happening, there is ALSO a continuous flood of 5D high frequency energies coming in. Before this dream, I had spent hours yesterday in bliss afterglow of union with Raphael in body/mind/soul/heart, feeling closer to each other than we ever have in collaborative soul purpose and daily living.

Sometimes the bliss pushes up the mess….the water of love bringing up the oil of deeper fears. All of this is being held space for right now as the Divine, Ascended Teachers, Guides, Star Family/the Pleiadians all provide support to feel it ALL.

Join Raphael and I tomorrow, Sunday May 24th at 11:00am PDT (Vancouver, Canada time) for a Q & A livestream here on Facebook sharing about the Matrix collapse to transition to New Earth. You can join us live or watch the recording on my facebook feed https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen or on our SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube Channel https://www.youtube.com/c/SoulFullHeartExperience whenever you want to after we upload it.

We’ll respond to your questions and comments, plus offer a guided meditation to connect from wherever parts of you are right now to 5D with the Pleiadians. A helpful bridge from their lived in experience of Ascension to us as we go through our own death and rebirth process around it!

Love,
Jelelle Awen

Here is a timezone converter if you need one to convert from Victoria, British Columbia PDT time: https://www.timeanddate.com/worldclock/converter.html…

Here is a recent writing about the Pleiadian portal: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/05/16/energy-update-pleiades-portal-open-w-5d-timeline-activations-healing-of-abduction-programs

Here is a recent writing about the timelines happening during this global awakening event: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/05/21/bigger-picture-of-the-covid-global-awakening-event-w-diverging-timelines-to-come-into-oneness/

Join us for our group meditation and teachings call series on Wednesdays at 10:00am PDT until June 24th called Free To Be Two: Navigating The 3D Matrix Collapse To New Earth Transition. You can attend all five of the remaining calls and receive the recordings for ALL six of them by offering a donation at soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen. More information at soulfullheart.org/freetobe2

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For information about a free consultation call, 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group call events, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.

Bigger Picture Of The Covid Global Awakening Event W/Diverging Timelines To Come Into Oneness

By Jelelle Awen

There are three timelines (and maybe more) revealing themselves during this Covid-19 event. Even what you call this event and identify it as and how you relate to which timeline shows which timeline you are most anchored into. For the last two months, I have found myself floating into these various timelines, visiting them, dipping in to understand, feel, and share about what I see in order to digest it for myself and others.

I am mostly anchored (and have been for several years) in the New Earth timeline of 5D living supported by an awakening emotional body, soul, and galactic consciousness. From this vantage point (which is kind of like an eagle’s viewpoint as it soars from above), it is easier to feel, without personal charge, what is playing out below. You have probably felt this yourself in moments when the bigger picture context of your soul/Higher Self comes through for you, rising above the content and contention. There is a deep compassion from this perspective, yet also a detachment to the outcomes.

As Yeshua has offered me before, this consciousness state is ‘one of being IN the world, not OF the world, yet still caring FOR the world.”

In the 3D timeline, there is holding onto the programming and conditioning that has always been there, a comforting presence of False Parent/False God that provides/dictates guidelines about how to live, how to be, and how to think. The Matrix that has produced this consensus reality is collapsing on 3D and 4D levels, yet those who are still deeply plugged into it are not aware of this yet. There is still the automatic mode in their 3D Self of obedience, of conforming, of believing what is told to them by 3D sources. To move out of this place of limited consciousness is each individual’s sovereign choice. They cannot be forced, pushed, dragged, convinced, or fought with in order to leave it.

The soul choices when this crucible of 3D obedience to the Matrix system experience is complete and when to unplug from it. Gaia will no longer offer the opportunity of this 3D Matrix experience in the future (including the unique crucible of money) and is already moving more deeply into 4D. Souls are choosing whether to move into the next phase of awakening or whether to leave this Earth plane now.

All of us who came to Gaia at this time have chosen to experience a phase within this 3D Matrix consensus reality for the growth it offers to go through it and emerge out of it. Some of us became more bought into it than others and sometimes have been deeply plugged into it for multiple timelines. Before you would judge and condemn others who are still ‘asleep’ or label them as ‘sheep’, you can feel with compassion the parts of you that needed to go through that phase too and WHY they did. For many awakening souls, it is possible that they STILL have parts of them that are plugged into/corded into this 3D Matrix (for example in birth family relationships, mateships, and jobs). You can lovingly invite these parts of you to be felt and help them unplug through healing the emotional/soul traumas that may be keeping them stuck and plugged in.

The other timeline is one of 4D Death and Rebirth, awakening and questioning, battling tyranny vs. liberty, being imprisoned and finally getting free. There are the dawning realizations in this timeline that become quite exciting. There are rabbit hole searches that lead to more discoveries. There is the waking up and not able to ‘go back’ to not knowing. It is as if a mask is peeled away from your eyes, a veil lifted from your soul, and layers melted away from the 3D Self facade/self image.

This can also be quite a painful and difficult timeline to be in for many souls. There is rejection here, being socially ostracized by birth family and friends, and relationships moving into more dissonance than resonance. No longer accepting the 3D Matrix narrative provided by the Global Elite, your Inner Teenager may be activated now and wanting to rebel against it, sharing alternative and countering viewpoints that go against this narrative. This can draw scorn, kicking, and even accusations of being ‘crazy’, ‘insane’, and other insults from those still in the 3D Matrix. This is a painful process. It hurts parts of us to be labeled this way and it pushes up lifetimes of being persecuted for being different, being ‘witches’, being something other than what is acceptable.

You can feel the pain of this even in those who seem so clearly and squarely in their alternative truth telling with righteous and passion. The cost to many of these truth tellers on a personal level has been quite high and yet their soul compels them to keep offering a countering viewpoint to the norm. The ones who can move into compassion in their hearts for themselves and others experience less suffering than those who are constantly going to battle, within and with others. Yet, that is part of their journey too.

The areas of truth telling that are currently receiving disclosure from the 3D narrative are as follows: the Global Elite’s previously hidden agenda that reaches into many areas of our lives; the blatant programming by the 3D Mainstream media and entertainment; the dark underbelly reality of pedophilia, dark rituals, and sex trafficking; the greediness of 3D pharmaceuticals and suppression of natural remedies; the distortions of the Divine in mainstream religions, and MUCH more. There is SO MUCH that is being disclosed right now that had previously been in the shadows.

This Global Event is shining a very bright light into the dark. It is waking up masses of people out of the 3D timeline and moving them into the 4D death and birth of awakening. This is about much more than just a virus…or even about tampering with an upcoming election in the U.S…..or even about the Global Elite and their agenda. This IS increasingly feeling like the Global awakening event that we have been waiting for. It might not look or feel like we expected it to (or perhaps wished it to), yet with where collective consciousness AND unconsciousness is currently at…it seems to be exactly what we needed in order to go to the next level of our Ascension.

The higher timeline here, that soaring eagle viewpoint, offers the significance of the global awakening that is happening now. You feel then how momentous this so is, beyond the temporary inconveniences and restrictions it is causing. You can feel how love has ALREADY WON and the current reality is a play out of a messy necessity to getting there in more of our collective experience.

High frequency energies from the Great Cosmic Sun and our sun are flooding in right now to support those who need them with Schumann/Gaia resonance waves. Activations of the pineal gland, the causal chakra (back of the head), and the solar plexus/third chakra are especially happening now. I’ve been sharing about galactic activations and contact experiences (physical and non-physical) that are increasing in amount and intensity during this event.

Through this all, a sense of Divine support and holding is constantly here to be connected into and with. Whatever timeline a soul is sovereignly moving through, there is no judgement from the Divine about which is better or best. ALL will ultimately arise into their Infinite Love essence, having gone on a truly sacred journey to get there in the meantime.

love,

Jelelle Awen

Join us for our group meditation and teachings call series on Wednesdays until June 24th called Free To Be Two: Navigating The 3D Matrix Collapse To New Earth Transition. You can attend all five of the remaining calls and receive the recordings for ALL of them by offering a donation at soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen. More information at soulfullheart.org/freetobe2

Here is a guided meditation to experience an Arcturian Healing Chamber: https://youtu.be/vkbPpXNgPnI

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For information about a free consultation call, 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group call events, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.

Energy Update: Pleiades Portal Open W/5D Timeline Activations & Healing Of Abduction Programs

By Jelelle Awen

The sense of support from our Star Families is amplified right now as we go through this Covid-19 Global Awakening event! The programs that have kept humanity in a fear and battling place related to Star BEings is dissolving.  The abduction programs have been particularly effective at suppressing our galactic consciousness awakening, reactivation of our galactic DNA (the DNA that mainstream 3D science labels as ‘junk’!!), and inhabitation of our galactic genetics.

We are ALL star seeds in that way, ALL of humanity, yet with some of us having more galactic genetics/lineage/connection than others due to what our soul signed up to do and serve and which Soul Family Monads we originate from on the higher levels.

In meditation journey today, I was taken to Alcyone, a planet in the Seven Sisters of the Pleiades star system, and to a crystal city there that I have been to before. The crystal city (it has another name that I can’t pronounce) is a stunningly bright, quartz crystal feeling, high frequency city that offers a template for how life could look and feel here on Gaia as well as we move into 5D. Every occupant in the city is WELL cared for with all of their needs met.

I have lately been feeling more connected to Leeza, my Pleiadian Aspect, and also with Binkh, my Arcturian Aspect. I have been offered that both the Arcturians and the Pleiadians are amongst the MANY friendly and benevolent Star Beings hovered in Gaia’s orbit during this time of Humanity’s Great Awakening and transition to New Earth. Both of these are offering healing frequencies to Humanity as a support to let go of 3D conditioning/programming/trauma. As the Matrix control systems collapse on both 3D and 4D Levels during this Event, there is more opportunity for us to receive these healing frequencies and upgrades.

As I connected today with Binkh, Leeza, Ranca (my Reptilian Aspect) and Trista (Inner Earth Lemurian Aspect) in the Crystal City, they provided me with more sense of the abduction programs as I had personally been programmed by them for most of my life until about six years ago. The abduction programs have been downloaded from the 4D AI Matrix and then projected into us through our Reptilian Self entwinement. These programs create sensations of horror and terror inside of our Inner Child about E.T.s and visitors from other planets. They even produce feeling sensations and memories of being abducted, taken against our will to their ships, sometimes impregnated with hybrid babies being created, physically examined in harsh and unfeeling ways, and much more by non-feeling and even cruel Alien Beings. Mainstream 3D Entertainment has further programmed us to go into fight or flight mode around ‘Alien Invaders’ and the mainstream military-industrial complex and Cabal/Illuminati/Elite fed these fears with war mongering programs and ‘need to protect/defend’ our dominion energies.

I got the sense strongly that these abduction programs have especially been offered to those Star Seeds with strong galactic ambassador frequencies and capacities. I personally needed to have this undigested fear in my emotional body and subconscious about ‘being abducted’ in order to immerse more into 3D life until I was ready to awaken beyond it and into my Galactic Ambassador consciousness. Ranca, my Reptilian Aspect, was very apologetic about projecting this into my consciousness and I offered forgiveness to her as it wasn’t her fault. She was as enslaved to this programming as I was until we both unplugged from it.

I am being guided to offer this right now about the Abduction programs as it feels like there is so much opportunity to be upgraded, activated, and awakened by galactic energies in this Now. The trauma from these programs can create blocks, resistances, and fear in your Inner Child and Inner Protector around connecting with Galactic energies and aspects.

Contact WILL be happening for more and more souls as their Star Seed essence is activated again. Contact mostly happens through non-physical means and probably already has been happening for you over many years. Experiences of contact are through conscious draw to study and learn more about galactic BEings; frequent dreams of contact, visits, star BEings, and light ships; conscious visits during meditation with Star Family and Metasoul Aspects as I am describing here; and also eventually physical contact experiences.

I am being prepared now for physical contact experiences as the rich etheric/astral/remote viewing experiences create a ripe and ready ground for it. I am also feeling that I want to offer a bridge to these physical (along with the non-physical) contact experiences for others through SoulFullHeart gatherings and events in the future. We are feeling as a community to connect to CE-5 protocols using light, sounds, and remote viewing/meditation methods offered by Steven Greer that have resulted in many contact experiences over the last 30 years. The documentary Close Encounters Of The Fifth Kind with Dr. Greer shares amazing footage and photos of these experiences, along with personal testimonials, and is available for purchase on YouTube.

Along with all the other realities that are being disclosed right now as the Matrix collapse, galactic disclosure and the reality of extraterrestrial beings is an important aspect of that. As we feel and heal the fear programs against them, we become much more open and receptive to the consciousness awakening that they can provide for us….that we are actually already spring loaded to activate in our galactic DNA! We are then able to receive the blueprints and templates that they have for us around creation of free energy devices and other technology that will change the way we live on Gaia into more 5D frequencies.

This is a powerful time to receive galactic energies as the Pleiadian Portal opens today, May 16th through May 24th. This portal allows for stronger transmission of and receiving of Pleiadian Divine Feminine healing frequencies to support our ongoing death and rebirth phases. The Pleiadian energies are soft, beautiful, light; sound like the softest sing song melodies; look and feel like dolphins and whales swimming in the ocean and tropical beaches. Leeza and I will be offering a guided meditation to connect with these Pleiadian healing frequencies soon.

In the meantime, I recommend calibrating to and taking in this guided meditation I did with Binkh to bridge to your Acturian Aspect and to the healing chambers available to any human who would like to experience one: https://youtu.be/vkbPpXNgPnI

Connecting to the Galactic support available to and through you provides a much BIGGER picture sense of the shifts going on right now for humanity. It lifts us above the constant (and often very conflictual) content that is being generated right now to provide a much more expansive context that is anchored in 5D frequencies. The 5D timeline is the one these Star BEings can remind us is available at ANY moment that we choose it, remember it, and become it.

Love,

Jelelle Awen

You can read all our postings about the Galactic Disclosure process and the Covid 19 event here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/category/ascension/coronavirus/

We’ll be sharing much more about the deprogramming/unplugging/recoding process that is going on during this Global event and providing a bridge to your Star Family Galactic consciousness in our next Free To Be 2 group call meditation series, which starts on May 20th through June 24. Highly recommend it as the energies of Unity Consciousness are so potent right now! More information here if you’d like to join us live and/or receive the recordings by donation: soulfullheart.org/freetobe2

Here is a guided meditation to connect with your Star Family: https://youtu.be/ubrPcH09X6s

Here is a guided meditation to meet your Reptilian Self: https://youtu.be/pA7ZjZj2K8M

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For information about a free consultation call, 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group call events, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.