Dark Agenda Exposure Necessitates Making VERY Conscious, Self Loving Body/Heart/Mind Choices: Message From Anna & The Magdalenes

By Jelelle Awen

As I have been doing nearly every morning since coming here to Avalon, I felt to check in with Anna, High Priestess of Isis/Magdalenes-Essenes/the brotherhood-sisterhood of Light, etc., and my soul family monad group around the Ascension process as it continues to unfold in ever increasing ways:

Anna says now, “The Ascension timeline into New Earth 5D reality is accelerating. This acceleration is supported by Ascension codes being provided by strong solar activity, the eclipse window, the conjunction of two strong masculine energy planets Jupiter and Saturn during the Winter Solstice, and the completion energies of this 2020 year.

This process seeds FIRST and primarily within your own heart and soul as New Earth reality lives within you. The outside manifestation of this 5D New Earth reality is lagging fairly far behind in the moment, as so many souls in 3D consciousness are still plugged into its Matrix generated reality. If you look only to the outside, parts of you will perhaps feel little hope and even despair for the manifestation of New Earth in your lifetime. Instead, you will ‘see’ polarization, division, hate and fear, and very dark agendas being exposed that have long been hidden..

Just as we lived with the Roman Empire and many dark emperors/dictators in our timelines pressing their dominance and fear-based agendas in constant persecution of those awakening and threatening these agendas, so are you living through this now with increasing censorship and shunning/shaming of those who are awakening and sharing the truth. We had to find and maintain forgiveness for those who would and did do us harm. This was very challenging in moments! Yet as we connected to the heart of the Divine Mother within us and to Yeshua’s Christ Consciousness embodiment, we accessed this forgiveness as tender balm to the places within us that needed it. And, we could then extend this forgiveness (genuinely!) toward those with ‘ill will’ toward us!

We would be reminded, as I remind you now, of the ultimate purpose of this Cabal of humans and some other ‘Lizard Ones from Draco (not all!) ‘. It has been, always, to represent the darkness that is also in the light of the Divine. Yet, their purpose of doing this, holding this shadow for humanity so that it could be reconciled, is running out of necessity now and has already collapsed on the 4D levels.

For you dear awakening ones who see the light in ALL BEings and hold the New Earth reality of love and peace for ALL, this is a challenging phase for you. Again, you may see and feel little evidence on the ‘outside’ of what your soul KNOWS is possible for humanity on a higher timeline. You may receive little support and resonance from others, until you start too as you draw them to you…as will be happening for more and more of you as you heal your lone wolf inside and let in/join with your soul family to begin to live more in New Earth communities together.

During this phase of accelerated disclosure and collapse of the Matrix, you are invited to make VERY conscious choices in all areas of your life that best support your heart opening and your soul awakening. Choices that best support your Ascension rather than those that would hinder it or delay it or block it. This is especially the case with anything that the dark ones would offer that you put into your body that has not come from Gaia herself in an organic way as medicine.

This is important as the latest ‘medicine’ they are pushing as a ‘savior for humanity’ is actually more like a death and body illness doula for those souls who choose not to ascend into New Earth and to unplug from the Matrix. It serves a purpose in this, even as that can be very hard to see and feel. Yet, you, beloved awakening ones….it is NOT meant for you and could do great damage to your DNA, your RNA, your cells, your physical body and your subtle energy bodies if you accept a ‘jab’ or ‘shot’ of it.

You will always be presented with the choice to choose love over fear, even if it feels to parts of you as if you have ‘no choice.’ Your Divine Self choice would always be for love of self, body, and others. Align to this Divine Self choice and it will guide you through this time and to the other side where New Earth awaits.

It is time now for humanity to arise! You can lead this arising with your choices grounded in trust and surrender with the Divine and with your heart/eyes/soul/mind open in all moments.

We have so much love for you…reach out and we will be there to guide you as you carry/water/harvest the Ascension seeds that we planted in our lifetimes and timelines into the Now.”

Anna and the Magdalenes w/Jelelle Awen

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Energy Update: Galactic Activations Through HUGE Sun Spot/Possible Flares, Eclipse Window & Winter Solstice Conjunction

Energy Update: My attention is being turned toward the cosmic in the last couple of days, which I haven’t been tracking as much in the last months due to so much going on in my own soul family activation process since coming to Avalon and what has been happening collectively in current events as well. This draw toward the galactic usually signals there may be more activity going on, including a next round of activations and upgrades through the usual sources.


There are most likely some strong solar flares coming as an ‘awakening boost’ for humanity’s consciousness as we currently go through the deepest densities of the disclosure process. These may be provided by AR2786–the biggest sunspot in years! This sunspot is now forming light bridges that are bright fissures ~15,000 km long, about as wide as Earth (pictured). These light bridges may be preparing to erupt into solar flares as they are highly explosive or they may disintegrate, according to spaceweather.com.


It feels like cosmic support is coming too in the upcoming full moon lunar eclipse happening on Monday, November 30th and the subsequent total solar eclipse on December 14, 2020. An eclipse window is usually a powerful time of clarities, galactic consciousness openings, and revelation of our next timeline manifestations. Both eclipses won’t be visible to very many of us physically, yet can be tuned into virtually to experience a powerful download!

I can already feel the energies building toward the winter solstice as well, December 21, 2020, with a sense of anticipation/importance about this date growing in the Ascension community. This winter solstice offers a powerful conjunction of Jupiter and Saturn, which happens once every 20 years. I’ll be feeling into this winter solstice event more with my guides around what it specifically offers us in terms of our ongoing embodiment of our Divine Self process during Ascension. We are already planning to hold a group transmission call by donation on that date with more information coming soon!

These cosmic activities feel like they can be a huge support right now during this dynamic and catalytic time! Parts of you may be feeling quite a range of emotions during all the ups and downs post-Election and with Covid restrictions/lockdowns becoming more intense again. There can be moments of huge excitement about FINALLY things being revealed and more souls waking up from the Matrix of mainstream conditioned reality. And, then, frustration at the controls being put even tighter in place as a ‘last gasp/last stand fight’ by these Matrix/Cabal energies. There can be hopelessness and even despair connected to that as well, that you may be feeling as a collective empath that have been vibrating within humanity’s collective emotional body since the fall of Atlantis/Matrix takeover.

Hold space for yourself as first priority….feeling what support and loving heart response parts of you need as navigation (not to transcend yet rather to FEEL it ALL). These cosmic sources from ‘outside’ also provide DNA and code activations from inside that allow access to a bigger perspective. Connect to the quantum field of Unity Consciousness within yourself as a new ‘anchor’ rather than 3D polarized reality.

Much love from Avalon!

Jelelle Awen

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U.S. Election Aftermath & Lockdowns Reveal Next Level 3D Matrix Collapses W/More Souls Awakening

By Jelelle Awen

There are intense ongoing Matrix collapse energies in 3D right now! It is like watching a riveting yet sometimes disturbing show in so many ways. The 3D Matrix stage and sets that we’ve been ‘raised and bred in’ are now bathed in harsh, revelatory lighting….revealing the falseness for those souls who are ready to see and feel it. The script that we have previously blindly followed is now being seen and flipped. So much of what is going on and presented as ‘mainstream’ is for appearances, in order so that MORE souls will awaken to the Matrix reality as it becomes more and more obvious to them.


I am being reminded right now by the Divine that each soul needs to put this together for themselves and make the sovereign choice to unplug from this Matrix themselves. Their soul/Divine Self knows when the best timing for that is for them and it may not be in this lifetime. Their process/timing around that is held with great compassionate respect and non-attachment by the Divine. This is a model for us too in holding compassion for those who aren’t ‘seeing it and getting it’ in the ways that we are yet.


Some awakening souls need to become activists and ‘fighters’ during this time in a very visible and outspoken ways. While other souls express through loving non-action at multidimensional levels that is more inwardly based and sourced. Some prefer to be models of New Earth rather than ‘fight’ against the old ways. Our soul gifts come forward to assist us in the ways that work for us and our soul. All these ways are helpful to the collective unplugging that is also occurring.


This awakening process is sacred and is operating at both personal sovereignty levels AND collective levels. This makes it feel both very intense and a lot to emotionally digest at times, especially for those of us who are very tuned in as collective empaths. We FEEL the cries of the world deeply in our hearts….caring is not an issue for us, yet rather not overholding in our emotional bodies the processes that each individual needs to go through. I definitely have to go inward many times lately, connect to Divine Mother and my Magdalene soul family, receive their support, and work with the empath part of me that can get overloaded with feeling other’s emotions too much.


The rollercoaster of this U.S. Election can be a lot to take in for sensitive souls, feeling like there is much at stake in moments, and it is somehow ‘do or die’. It does seem that it was not as much about Trump winning straight out, yet for the fraud and corruption to be revealed in the ‘mess’ of it all. Showing how the system is flawed and collapsing, rather than just ‘business as usual’ occurring with a straight forward ‘winner’. It could be weeks before it is all sorted out and it feels like it will not remain the same as it is now coming out of that process. It feels like for the betterment of humanity and the ongoing awakening process. This Ascension process is not about one soul anyway being a ‘savior’ for the rest of us, yet rather each of us being on a personal choice point path that serves the collective Oneness and the Divine.

The ongoing lockdowns and restrictions that are happening here in the UK, throughout most of Europe, and other parts of the world in the name of ‘public safety’ also invites more souls into rebellion. This happens as they start to learn more about the hidden motivations going on beyond what they have been told. The government moving into obvious violations of personal sovereignty, liberties and freedoms in such blatant ways is waking up many more to the suppressive energies they have lived under since the Roman Empire.

My sense continues to be that, at the 4D Matrix levels, the archonic controllers/programmers have already left it and many previously enslaved Reptilians have unplugged and are now free on a new planet. My Reptilian/Dragon aspect Ranca showed me their new lush and tropical planet that many have gone to now and it is beautiful, very high frequency…like humanity’s Golden New Earth will be someday. There doesn’t seem to be an active beacon broadcast happening from that 4D AI source level anymore. This makes it easier to unplug from it.

This is perhaps why it is now falling apart and seeming to be the ‘mess’ that it is now. The corruption and fraud of the Cabal on 3D levels that had long been hidden can now be revealed for the great reconciliation and rebirth that is now occurring on higher levels to happen.


Breathing into the bigger picture and Divine trust in the process of Ascension allows for anchoring into your soul’s knowing around these things. This brings both surrender to the Divine and pushes up any necessary sovereignty claims that are needed by you too. One minute you may be saying ‘no’ to suppression (and perhaps needing to set stronger boundaries) even as you are saying a deeper ‘yes’ to love!


We ride through these waves together, a flawed humanity that is finding its way back to the expression of Infinite Love that we ARE,

love from Avalon!

Jelelle Awen

I wrote more about the election here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/11/03/u-s-election-offering-important-marker-in-matrix-collapse-process/ and about the 4D and 3D Matrix collapse here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/10/29/ascension-update-4d-matrix-is-a-shell-while-the-3d-matrix-runs-on-fumes/

Join us for our monthly group call transmission on Saturday, November 14th at 5:00pm GMT to connect to much needed Golden Earth/5D frequencies within. These are the seeds within us that hold the templates for the world that CAN emerge out of all this messy collapse. Raphael and I will offer teachings, guided meditation and some personal sharing space. You can join us live and/or receive the recording for whatever donation you can offer. More info at https://www.facebook.com/events/357124312188561 or soulfullheart.org/grouptransmissions

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Ascension Update: 4D Matrix Is A Shell While The 3D Matrix Runs On Fumes

By Jelelle Awen

After checking in this morning with the Matrix reality at the 4D level of False Light/False God (the source of the ‘broadcast’ of mainstream 3D reality), I wanted to share what it felt and looked like as it might be helpful during this time. Appearances in 3D are that there is an intense battle going on between one side and another….political and spiritual warfare, it is being called. And, yes, there is a collective and individual choice point going on for many souls that is pressing and very real. It is a heightened time of choosing whether to remain anchored to the Matrix reality (as it is always actually a soul’s choice and never a prison) or to move into the New Reality that is being seeded first in our consciousness and then into physical reality here on Gaia.

Physical reality will always seem to lag behind what we can access in our higher consciousness states while going within. Physical reality ‘looks’ and ‘feels’ like things are much more polarized than they actually are. The narratives feel more real than they actually are.

The Matrix at the 4D level has been basically abandoned by the original programmers of it. These programmers had been like a television production crew in the control room….watching, taking notes, tweaking and adjusting. They had been there since the formation of the AI Matrix at the final fall of Atlantis to try to control the humans that were left and keep their consciousness capped in order to try to prevent our rise into our sacred humanity again and our galactic consciousness DNA activating.

Yet, they seem to have left that control room now…off to reconcile with the Divine and their soul most likely. And the plugged in humans and Reptilian self entwinements are also much less fused together then they were. They are many ’empty’ plug in sites now as the Reptilians who were innocent victims in their own ways are guided to a new planetary home. As the human wakes up to the Matrix reality (as is happening worldwide!), the Reptilian ‘twin’ can wake up in their dimension as well. I saw this entwinement during sessions many times and in my own process and the mutual liberation has been key to unplugging from the Matrix.

Here is a guided meditation to meet your Reptilian Self: https://youtu.be/pA7ZjZj2K8M

The 4D Matrix therefore doesn’t have the beacon it used to and is a ‘shell’ of what it once was. What you are seeing in 3D is downstream from the echo of its broadcast. “There is no there there”, I have been offering now for awhile. So much of the opposition now posing as the Cabal are former ghostly versions of themselves, perhaps even clones of the original humans, already stripped of power and in reconciliation mode.

There are still, of course, many souls who are choosing to remain plugged into the 3D matrix and, therefore, the divisions and polarities are being illuminated and highlighted right now. Yet, ultimately, I share the same sense I have from the beginning….that all of this is in Divine hands, the tides have indeed turned to love, and what you are mostly experiencing here is in the inertia and habit and pattern from so many years lived in the Matrix.

Choosing to connect to your 5D, Heaven Within, Golden Earth frequencies brings them into your consciousness. Golden Earth becomes the filter for which you experience physical reality. You radiate love and new possibilities rather than absorb the fear created by the ghosts of what used to be. It really has always been about making a conscious choice…and now it is even more freed up to make the choice of LOVE.

Love from Avalon and Golden Earth within!

Jelelle Awen

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Seeing Through The Smokescreen of Covid Global Awakening Events

By Jelelle Awen

What keeps coming to me as I take in current happenings during this ongoing Covid awakening event and global disclosure process is how much it ALL feels like a smokescreen. There is a sense of of inertia to what is occurring, momentum from a previously strong structure being in place as it collapses rather than NEW energy and passion being generated, especially in the 3D political and Q/White Hats/Alliance versus Deep State/Cabal timeline.


What I mean by this as it has felt clear to me for awhile that the White Hats have already mostly ‘won’ and what we are being shown by both the mainstream and alternative news of the Deep State players (such as the Democratic Party and various Cabal-influenced political leaders around the world) is for ‘show’ and for ‘optics’. It feels like a poorly run play or show by the Deep State (too poorly run to truly be them in charge of it anymore) that keeps exposing and waking up masses of souls to the hidden agenda underneath it. It is so poorly played, in fact, like a parody of itself, that it feels clear that it is actually being run by the Alliance in order to wake up everyone in stages rather than all at once. This awakening actually transcends divisive political parties and goes to the heart of our need to claim back our sovereignty, desire for peace, and Unity Consciousness.


This ‘drip line’ awakening of mainstream consciousness seems to be sensitive to how shocking and difficult it will be for most people to accept and digest this reality of control matrix (however much of that can be exposed), Satanic Cabal, human/child sex trafficking network, so many well known and loved celebrities and politic figures involved, and deep corruption at high-end levels of politics, corporations, big pharma, military/industrial complex, etc. As this reality is disclosed into the 3D Mainstream narrative more and more, it DOES sound and feel ‘crazy’ in a way as it clashes with the narrative that we’ve all been fed since we were born.


Yet, for those of us for who have been awakening to this reality as we go through our 4D soul/dark night/shadow revelation to move into the light process….this reality has long been revealed and digested by us in personal ways. We have even come to some degree to a place of forgiveness and compassion for ALL of those souls involved in it, whatever levels that may be.


This invites us to become beacons of light during this storm that is thrusting so many into increasingly rough revelatory waters. Our souls choosing to wake up ahead of the rest has been painful, challenging, and drawn us scrutiny and reaction for years….yet it has also aligned to our soul’s desire to show the way through it for others.


Before getting reactive and caught up in current events as they are being presented to you and buying into it all……feel into what you are being presented with your ‘gut’ intuition, see what you can ‘see’ of it with your third eye, and connect to your Higher Self to get a bigger context. As you tune in this way, you rise ‘ above’ the presentation and show to see the light of Divine source love again and not just the shadow ‘show’ playing out the walls of the cave for those who still need to see it that way.

love,

Jelelle

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Temporarily Peaking Polarization To Move Into Unity Consciousness During This Ongoing Covid/Awakening Event

By Jelelle Awen

These last six months since March have offered ALL souls on Gaia at this time an opportunity to awaken to our next levels and places…whatever those may be. NO ONE has remained exactly the same as our lives and our consciousness has been impacted in some way by these global events since Covid/pandemic began. For the first time in the modern age and in our lifetimes, we are ALL being changed by events happening in collective consciousness IN a conscious way all over the world.

Although it can seem as if divisiveness, polarization, and separation are the TRUTH of humanity’s essence, this is a temporary and necessary phase that we need to journey through in order to move into more Unity. Revelation of the dualities NEEDS to happen in order for each of us, individually and sovereignly, to CHOOSE a new way, a balanced way, a Unified way….Love’s way.

Guides/Ascended Teachers, my higher dimensional soul aspects, Star BEings and elders, Divine Mother and Father faces and forms have ALL validated the necessity of this process for humanity’s awakening to move into more Unity and the temporary nature of this death/rebirth passage. For those souls who can connect to your Divine Self, you immediately receive this sense of reassurance, trust, and surrender that allows for a bigger context beyond all of the contentious content.

I have been sharing for the last few years about the choice points that are occurring for every soul to either choose love or fear as their prevailing consciousness. This choice point process seems to often begin at the 4D level (with the Reptilian Self especially while they are deciding to unplug from the 4D AI Matrix or not) and then gets ‘passed down consciously to the 3D human. This has been accelerating during 2020 and will continue to do so in the next few years. For those who need to choose the ‘fusion to fear’ and remaining plugged into the Matrix for their own soul’s growth, Gaia will eventually NOT provide that opportunity to immerse into those polarized 3D, fear-based frequencies.

You are seeing more souls and animal companions choosing to leave now and ‘reboot’ at the higher levels outside of the body. Revelations are most likely coming soon that will reveal more souls, even very famous ones involved with the Cabal/Global Elites, who have already been executed/left their bodies and were replaced with clones to keep up ‘appearances’ until more of humanity could accept and digest these events. So much of what is going on and presented right now in mainstream reality is a ‘show’ or about keeping up optics. This is to allow a slower drip of revelations in order so that more of humanity can start to accept the previously hidden control matrix/dark agenda. Much of it, including what presents as polarized politics on so many levels, is actually just the inertia of so many years of Matrix reality….much more of it has collapsed than what is being shown.

As you connect to and heal your fears of physical body death, you are no longer tied to humanity’s unhealed fear of it on the 4D levels that motivates so much of the control and contractions you are seeing in response to the virus. This allows you to remain in a place of trust that if you do leave your body, you know that it was only a temporary vessel anyway, and that you will now be reunited with the Divine, your Higher Self, and your non-incarnated Soul Family. Fear of physical body death (which is actually a manifestation of the Divine separation/abandonment wound) is a strong motivating energy that has kept the Matrix running.

Those souls who have represented the dark/fear polarity face of the Divine on Gaia are being exposed, losing power, facing consequences, and ultimately will be invited to reconcile their actions and the harm done. However, because there is NO energy or BEing outside of the Divine, these souls are still and always supported and loved by the Divine. As far as they have traveled away from Divine love and into very dark waters actually SHOWS how much they trust on a higher soul level that they WILL ultimately be forgiven.

The victim/perpetuator dynamic is arising out of the shadows to be revealed, as it needs to be in order to resolve. For humanity to continue to ascend, the hurt and harm of ANY sentient beings on Gaia needs to cease. Those souls who have chosen to represent the face of the Divine as victims will be able to move into empowerment as they receive love and compassion…and are invited ultimately to forgive their abusers. Their abusers will, again, move into reconciliation, representing the need to move out of harming others for ALL of us to learn from. ALL will eventually return to their essence as Infinite Love as a fragment of the Divine.

It is challenging not to get caught up in the polarities and dualities right now. The narratives are so strong in the moment as they come out of hiding. Returning to your Divine Self, feeling and loving the parts of you who are reactive to the current life circumstances, healing the deeper sacred wounds within your emotional body, and connecting to the higher timeline of New Earth can help to navigate this transitional time. As you tune into the love that you are, the charged narratives become revealed and you return back to love and trust again.

love,

Jelelle Awen

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The 3D Matrix Collapse And The Ongoing Disclosure Process

By Jelelle Awen

Re-anchoring out of the 3D Matrix is going on during the Ascension process, especially during this time of accelerating energy shifts and influxes since 2012. We are being invited to re-anchor into higher-vibrational frequencies and higher consciousness states of New Earth into 4D transitional consciousness and away from the 3D Matrix, which has anchored us into its projected and co-created reality of unconscious duality for tens of thousands of years since Atlantis fell. 

A Matrix itself is not a bad thing. In fact, ‘Matrix’ means ‘womb’, a container that holds life, something within or from which something else originates, develops, or takes form. We need matrices in the lower dimensions in order to birth out of that which holds our expression until our consciousness is porous enough in energy frequency to no longer require it. In some ways, the Divine then becomes our ‘Matrix’ again as we re-anchor into Divine Frequencies as our Sacred Human expression.

The 3D Matrix dissolving as it is in the Now with love especially during this Covid awakening event, ‘drops’ people then into their own native soul-expressing frequency and into the discovery of what that actually is outside of the 3D collective vibe. The Matrix has created a sense of Unity Consciousness in one way, represented by the ‘mainstream consensus’ reality. Yet, the 3D Matrix has the lower-vibrational agenda of modulation, conforming, control, and following the rules/laws/dogma/policies/regulations, etc. 

The 3D Matrix runs on fear-based frequencies of avoiding rejection, unfelt abandonment and unworthiness woundings, power over others, and codependence. The Matrix gets its shape and form through conformity and fitting in by every soul who agrees to live in the 3D experiment. It is a powerful creation because all BEings on Gaia during this last phase of consciousness expression (even those transcending beyond it) have contributed to its existence.

As souls, we all agreed to the collaborative genesis and maintenance of this Matrix as it helped with the 3D experiment that we all felt was an important one on a soul level to purge out and reveal the shadow in our collective consciousness and unconsciousness. And so, it has been important as we have learned much during it and are continuing to learn so much as it is dissolving. The 3D Matrix has been a kind of hologram, created by our souls for our 3D Metasoul Aspects (and us in this current lifetime) to ‘live in’ and plug into as we explore our duality and polarity in this density that isn’t native to us on a Metasoul level. This is also why there are feelings of a loss of home for parts of us as we ascend, even triggering the soul’s original separation wound, as we are truly leaving what has been home. 

The 3D Matrix is being disclosed to many more souls, who in the knowledge of it can then become free from it. In the bigger soul picture, this 3D Matrix has been chosen by all souls who experience it as a way to immerse more fully into the 3D dualistic experiment. In this way, no soul is a true victim or prisoner of this Matrix as the remembrance of our free will is what releases us from it.

This 3D Matrix hologram is becoming more obsolete, no longer needed, and hugely limiting to the embodiment of our soul frequencies into our bodies and emotional bodies as we awaken. The human species in this current ‘21st century Earth’ timeline is now ready to be without this 3D Matrix. The collective emotional body is ready to be healed consciously through the receiving of love frequencies to transform the stuck and blocked places of traumatized fear into love. 

4D galactic BEings, commonly called ‘Archons’ and ‘Annunaki’, have collaborated and agreed to play the role of suppressor and enforcers of this 3D Matrix from the 4D level. The Archons (who have also asked to be called the ‘programmers’ or ‘the architects’) have also now grown beyond this role of controlling us through the 3D Matrix on the leading edge of their consciousness. They are, similar to us, at a collective choice point of choosing love over fear, letting in forgiveness from the Divine for the part they played in creating and keeping the 3D Matrix in place. They were actually just fulfilling a role representing the dark in the bigger Descension, polarity-playout experiment.

There has also been a group of dark/fear-polarized humans in alliance with the Archons that have been running government, entertainment, banking, pharmaceutical, and education industries, corporations, and much more from a place of shadow motivation, commonly called the ‘Cabal’ or ‘Deep State’ or ‘Illuminati’ or ‘Power Elite’. Disclosure of these fear-based groups is coming out now as the collective is ready to see, reconcile, and ultimately forgive their actions. As more of their actions come to light, especially ritualistic and perputual sexual abuse and energetic feeding off of children, this will bring up deeply polarized feelings in all of us to process and digest. This offers the opportunity for us to feel in our own soul/Metasoul where we have been the victim, the perpetrator, and why our Metasoul has chosen these roles to play in the bigger picture of our soul’s evolution. 

This disclosure process of the Cabal and its activities through exposure of an increasing number of individuals and organizations that have been part of it is an important aspect of the Ascension of 3D consciousness into 4D consciousness. 3D consciousness and the 3D Matrix allow for secrets to be kept and shadows to remain hidden. The revelation and illumination of the shadow is possible as more light comes into Gaia and into each of our hearts and souls through connection to Her.

Motives and actions cannot be so easily hidden in 4D consciousness and all is ultimately revealed. As 3D consciousness is faced with these dark realities that were previously screened out of awareness, the resulting abhorrence reaction is a sacred part of the propulsion necessary to move along the Ascension process. Each soul will need their own reaction chamber in whatever way, shape, and form that unfolds for them.

The current disclosure process we are undergoing is a difficult phase of Ascension as it is an expression of peak fear in both response to it and in expression of it. This phase invites us to see beyond what can look like fairly hopeless, devastating, and unredeemable situations to the bigger picture of our ongoing Ascension. Disclosure pushes up the parts of us that may feel great outrage, a sense of injustice, distrust in authority, etc. Again, these are all important things to feel, yet not to become ‘fused to’ in the sense of them taking over our expression so we can’t see the bigger picture. 

The bigger picture of Divine purpose around all of it is more possible to download and believe in as we no longer anchor into the 3D Matrix that ‘runs the program’ of ‘end times’ and ‘doom and gloom’ and ‘impending collapse of civilization’, which are actually all frequencies of undigested trauma from the fall of Lemuria and Atlantis. It took me a while to get this distinction during my phase of waking up out of the 3D Matrix. I felt that with all of the information I was now learning about the true corruption and negative agenda behind it all, there was no way modern civilization could survive and exist much longer. The case being made by some people for ‘near term human extinction’ looked all too credible.

When I eventually woke up to, and connected with my galactic DNA and Star Family, then I could see how much assistance and support is available to us to move us out of this phase safely. And, once I could see the bigger picture of Ascension, I realized that the energy frequencies of Gaia Herself would no longer allow these denser energies of self annihilation of ourselves as a species to exist at some point. 

The current phase of disclosure is also challenging because it invites us to wake up to violence in all its expressions within the 3D Matrix. It invites us to go beyond what has been conditioned to be acceptable and really see and finally feel our contributions to it. This includes the apparent environmental devastation of Gaia, the slaughtering of so many animals in completely compassionless ways, the ongoing battles and wars occurring all over our planet, the perpetual violence against women in violent sexual acts, the trafficking and sexual torture of children, and many other ways. This is waking up to feel the ‘cries of the world’, as Mother Mary and Kuan Yin have offered to me. 

To wake up to the cries of the world/women/children (especially) is not an easy process. Sometimes you feel like your heart will literally break as you digest all of the cruelty and brutality that is going on every second on our planet. As you draw resources to you (such as documentaries, writings, messengers, etc.) that open you up to this reality, you may feel like you will explode with all the outrage that can come up in response to it. Again, this invites you to feel how to be aware of the cries of the world with open hearted compassion without creating more polarity by being angry, bitter, and resentful toward it. Moving into compassion and forgiveness is one of the key ways to become unanchored from the 3D Matrix. It’s as if you ‘rise above’ the consciousness that it projects. You can now see it, feel it, and no longer become one of the contributors, creators, and players in it. 

As we no longer anchor into the 3D Matrix, there is this collective floating feeling as each individual soul finds their new bearings inside of themselves rather than outside of themselves. This can feel like a disconcerting void space for many people and push up an acute sense of lost identity to be unplugged from the 3D Matrix. Some souls will be slower, stubborn, or even outright refuse to re-anchor into themselves and into a higher-vibrational frequency of empowerment during this current timeline. They will continue to create a Matrix from inside of themselves, pulling from their unhealed emotional bodies and undigested 4D frequencies of karma from their Metasoul lifetimes too. 

The ‘hellish’ aspects of the 3D Matrix will still be a reality for these souls as they are choosing for them to be from a place of free will. They remain ‘plugged in’ completely by their own free will choice on a 3D level and, of course, on a Higher Self level too. These 3D Selves will continue to manifest body illness, disease, toxic relationship patterns, suffering loops, intense feeling states of anxiety, depression, rage…whatever they need to continue to grow and learn. 

It will become increasingly uncomfortable for them to be at this lower 3D frequency and remain on Gaia, so they will most likely leave their body eventually with their Metasoul having sovereignly learned what it came here to learn. It is also offered by many channelers and teachers that these souls will be teleported to other 3D anchored planets to finish out the experience of their learning there. Some feel this will be like the Christian rapture in reverse, meaning instead of souls ascending to heaven and leaving the planet, 3D souls will leave to go to denser planets. I have been offered that this ‘teleportation’ is less of a literal occurence and more of an etheric one as the current incarnation leaves the physical body. In their next incarnation, they may then choose to experience 3D reality again for growth reasons. Yet, by then, Gaia will no longer be an option for that 3D experience.

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This is an excerpt about the 3D Matrix from Chapter Three in my new book on Ascension called Free To Be 5D: Navigating Ascension From The Inside Out. You can read much more about Ascension, the 3D/4D Matrix, parts of the 3D/4D self and healing at the Metasoul level in the book, which you can purchase as a PDF, ebook and print edition with links at soulfullheart.org/books

More information about 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen/Gabriel Heartman/Kasha Rokshana, group calls and events, writings and books, at soulfullheart.org.

Matrix Deprogramming & Divine Recoding Process (video) |Raphael and Jelelle Awen

Video of Raphael and Jelelle Awen

The Matrix is collapsing during this global awakening event and we are becoming more aware of programming we’ve received from it on 3D and 4D levels with opportunity to let in more Divine recodings as we deprogram. This video provides quick excerpts of teachings from a Free To Be 2 group call on June 3 with SoulFullHeart Teachers Raphael and Jelelle Awen sharing about the programs that we receive in birth family relationships, education/indoctrination, food and body, false light, and more. Raphael and Jelelle also talk about how Divine codes are differentiated from programs and how to let them in more.

SoulFullHeart Facilitators Gabriel Heartman and Kalayna Solais also share in the video about their process of unplugging from the Matrix and their experiences in the guided meditation during the call that offered a connection to part of them that may still be receiving programming.

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The Sovereign Process Of Freeing Yourself From The Matrix

by Kalayna Solais

Our unplugging from the already collapsing 3D Matrix and even the 4D Matrix and all of its shadowy soul themes too, is always a sovereign choice. There are many different phases and stages and they come around when we’re ready, as we’re ready. We’ve spent more ‘time’, more lifetimes and timelines attached to it and its workings than parts of us often realize or appreciate, so there’s a lot to have patience around and a lot to process and feel through as well.

When I ‘look’ at the 3D Matrix, I see a gilded cage with an open door, showing me that we are all free to leave it but then again, some parts of us have been so used to the ‘cage’ that it’s hard to do so.

Behind that gilded cage is a giant, sticky spiderweb, which is what the 4D Matrix looks and feels like to me. It’s so challenging to free ourselves, our Metasoul aspects working/living out some very charged and painful soul themes, from its grip and the more they ‘fight’ to free themselves, the more ‘stuck’ to it they become.

What we’re moving through now has a lot to do with this stickiness and this open cage door. We are fumbling, as a collective, toward the light being cast through the openings. Individual souls are awakening to their deeper trust in the invitation and initiation being offered. It’s so easy to lose heart when things get hard and all we see on the news is more pain, as if the pain is all there is to validate. Of course this is, in a way, a game of mirrors from the Matrix itself and those who are invested in it staying intact somehow creating optical illusions meant to try and keep us in the ‘cage’. They also flex their influence by showing that the solution to the ‘problem’ at hand is one thing, usually whatever popular/mainstream opinion says it is, when it’s really another.

There are necessary phases of anger. But we aren’t truly evolving and ascending beyond the Matrix if we don’t also make our way to compassion. It’s this process though that is THE most humbling. Anger is not vulnerable or humble in its energy, but the hurt and the unexpressed soul and heart passion beneath the rage are. These are the energies that, when accessed by feeling and relating with parts of you like your Inner Teenager and Inner Punisher, for example, really DO create a deeper sense of emancipation from everything that isn’t you and never has been you and moving into the embracement of what IS.

There is also a lot to feel in the Metasoul, with all of these themes being activated because other timelines are bleeding through onto your current one. Everything you feel in reaction and response to any current event runs through you because of the experiences your parts have had in this life and the experiences your soul has had in other lifetimes.

The good news is, it’s all moveable. You’re feeling it because you have the growing capacity to BE with it, feel it deeply, make a home for these parts and Metasoul aspects inside of your heart, and move with genuine gusto into a NEW space within and in response to the world. Compassion for others, which is so needed right now and always, can only really be birthed from growing compassion within.

The Matrix, which is crumbling with even greater pacing now it seems, doesn’t stand a chance and never DID stand a chance against our awakening souls and healing, opening hearts. It was never meant to. Our approach to this healing is individually and sovereignly chosen, but it IS being chosen even when we don’t consciously realize it.

We are already free. Free to choose our path to even greater freedom from deep within ourselves. The layers to this are colourful, fascinating, and never-ending.

The cage door is open. The spiderweb is only there to hold you until you feel able to stop struggling and just keep feeling. The invitation is always there and the choice is always yours if you feel ready to see what’s possible and move consciously and curiously toward that, with even more embracement of each step, of each and every feeling there is to feel along the way.

Within this process lies the rebirth of your Divine trust, through which you can experience your deepest healing yet. And eventually… you find yourself flying. You find the ‘cage’ laying dismantled on the floor and the spiderweb swept away or at least much less intimidating as it can now become a curious place to visit as needed or desired.

This is what it means to become free of the Matrix in all its forms and energies. This is what it means to truly be free, to lean into love, to remember who you really ARE. ❤

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Kalayna Solais is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator & collaborator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Arising Anew From The Collapse Of The 3D Matrix

In the midst before me, I see a dying story. A matrix of beliefs and conditionings that we have all, to one degree or another, found ourselves playing a part of. We have written and acted in the play together, to sheer perfection.

But we have crossed certain markers in our path too many times now to begin to recognize that the house we contracted to build together is burning. It is running on the fumes of a fear of fusing to the building itself. We are not burning. The house is.

This can be a very existential experience to our 3D self as well as a very triggering remembrance to our Metasoul brothers and sisters that have experienced a collapse before. They have not been pretty, nor self-loving. But that doesn’t mean they can’t be.

Deaths are never easy and have their own energies to be with, yet if we can find that essence within us to hold the space of this transmutation then we may find ourselves like the rose among the ashes.

Connecting with your 3D & 4D selves with the aid of your 5D/Higher Self, a managed collapse is possible and also very self-loving. That is not the same as easy, just setting the suffering gauge to as minimal as possible. It is really up to you in the end.

How we leave is who we enter as.

Our fear can come with us as long as we are willing to go into it and feel it. This is the process that is supported in SoulFullHeart. It is holding the Light so that we can transform the Dark. We are both.

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Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and Collaborator.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartorg.com for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.