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A More Feminine/Masculine Balanced Approach To Feeling

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By Jelelle Awen

What causes ongoing suffering is NOT the pain itself or even the trauma that is at the root cause of it…..yet rather the unwillingness and avoidance to actually FEEL it. Suffering over suffering is not actually the same as dropping into the feeling of the pain WITH the part of you that is experiencing it…both from this lifetime and from other timelines too.
 
Being open to feel the pain/trauma/fear, to allow to move into your heart space and to hold space for it is what finally moves it into a loving frequency of release. Avoidance and diversion only work for so long and are temporary measures at best. Using buoyancy and positivity to ‘rise above’ the feelings only works for so long too as this is a compartment (even if it is a positive one) that is limiting and limited.
 
Your Protector (a masculine energy) actually KNOWS that diversion/blocking/numbing/bypassing only works for so long and is a temporary solution. This part of you only supports these methods until they feel a version of YOU there connected to Divine Source that is big enough to hold space for the feelings to move. The masculine aspects need to feel that you are big enough or else they get locked down in caretaking and being overprotective of your sensitive and emotionally vulnerable feminine parts and aspects that are in deep trauma in other timelines. This seems to be true for both women AND men.
 
Once the Protector (more 3D in energy) and eventually the Gatekeeper (more 4D and higher) are in collaboration with you and the Divine around feeling ALL that needs to be felt…..true, transmutational healing can occur from this life and other timelines too. You become a collaborative team that is leading with curiosity into the realms of deeper emotive states (both of joy AND of pain) in order to integrate and unify them.
 
This is the approach that is the most organic blend of your feminine’s VAST capacity to hold space for feeling AND your masculine’s AMAZING ability to take action as a result of the digestion of this feeling. Once you get into this flow of more balanced approach to feeling, you experience how TRUE fulfillment and nourishment can come to you from the outside too and really be LET IN.
 
Coming from this more balanced state, you can then receive the support of the Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine for which parts of you so NEED in order to decondition and move away from the polarized templating you received from 3D culture and your birth family. Moving out of a polarized reaction (push/pull) to your emotions and into a neutral yet deeply loving one that is willing to FEEL is a KEY aspect of our ongoing ascension here!!

Here is a guided meditation with me to connect with your Inner Protector….any efforts here to meet/connect to this part of yourself are SO worth it for the feeling states that can be opened out from it: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7ciJIvrn0xA&t=1170s

Here is more information about parts/Metasoul aspects: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts

Jelelle Awen
1:1 galactic activation, bridging, and ongoing sessions with me and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators connects you to these parts of yourself from this life and other timelines in a powerful way! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

 

Jelelle Awen is a Parts Work/Metasoul & Galactic Aspects/Sacred Union Teacher & Facilitator, and Ascension Guide. She is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life awakening/healing process and community. She has written four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about galactic activation, bridging and ongoing individual/group sessions over zoom with her and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators with men and women, videos, books, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

Energy Update: Heightened Solar/Lunar Energies Offer Balance

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By Jelelle Awen

SOULar wind speeds have been high lately, close to 600 km/sec the last two days. With winds THIS high, anything you are experiencing seems to be amplified. The highs and the blisses. The ‘lows’ and the messes. The fluctuations of emotions created by the waves and movements in between the two. If you are taking in denser, harder, more difficult energy it may feel like it is more challenging to move it out and return to your ‘normal’ flow. OR you may be feeling that you just are much more sensitive to the energies and frequencies around you.

These higher winds bring in SOULar frequencies of sacred masculine activations and continual UPgrades on all levels. That seemingly growing coronal ‘hole to make us whole’ (as I like to call it) is releasing SOULar energies and the winds bring them into Gaia and us….also creating some active, in this moment, geomagnetic storms. The geomagnetics seem to work on/impact our INNER poles too, creating a shift toward ultimately MORE balance on all levels and all bodies – physical, emotional, hormonal, social, mental.

Gaia’s frequency responds to these geomagnetics with spikes and pulses upward too in the last few days especially. If you are used to ‘grounding’ into Gaia’s frequency, this continues to be a fluctuating experience as her frequency moves up and down in new ways.

The FULL moon offers another aspect of amplification….this time by the Divine Feminine frequencies of lunar love. We know full moons are coming every single month, yet where we are in our personal journeys/processes can be impacted by these frequencies in varying ways each time. The feminine is about coming into more BEing, more stillness, more FEELING…being real about what you are feeling and not denying the pain/suffering/unhappiness that is there in the heart and soul. The feminine holds the space for traumas from this life and other timelines (your Metasoul/Higher Self Source) to be responded to with compassion and self love. The feminine doesn’t deny emotion, yet rather INVITES it in with vulnerability and compassionate accountability.

In the journey toward balance INside of masculine and feminine is the feeling and experiencing what is currently OFF balance. These kinds of heightened energies invite the feeling INside of your inner masculine (usually the part that we call your Protector) and how he relates with ALL parts of you, esp. your feminine. Deep polarization can exist between these parts of you and much tension too. These SOULar/Lunar energies can illuminate that tension…..as can this polarization be reflected in relationships too with others. If you are experiencing heightened difficulties and conflicts in relationships with others, this is offering you a need to explore/discover how these frequencies exist from within you.

Relationships INside and outside are wanting to come into balance, into resonance, into transactability. The previous cycles and patterns of conflicting, disconnecting, not being in alignment, avoiding and denying, codependence……these are wanting to shift and heal. As you feel how these patterns in relationships with others are a reflection of relationships INside of you from one part of you to another, so your draw and experience changes in outer relationships.

Raphael and I did a livestream yesterday where we answered questions from viewers about sacred union, what transactibility looks like in relationship, parent-child dynamics, and much more. You can watch the recording of it here: https://youtu.be/fB9XCEWBWII or on my facebook feed: https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen

With high SOULar winds and a full moon, it is a time to be self loving…..even as it is an opportunity for inner unity in ways/means that we have never known before as individuals and as a collective. Be sensitive to the energies you are taking in, around, and contributing to as the impact will be amplified right now. Start to connect with your inner family as first priority above all others as now offers a beautiful frequency of masculine/feminine union to truly explore the gifts of inner sacred union.

More about parts/Metasoul aspects here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts

MUCH love to you as we move through this magical, growthful, and ALIVE phase of ascension together!

Jelelle

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Reach out. Ask for what you need. Get ready to receive!

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Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation with women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.