inner polarizations – SoulFullHeart Experience

By Jelelle Awen

Two SOULar wind streams are coming into Gaia’s atmosphere, flowing out from the ‘hole to make us whole’ in the sun’s surface. The first one is already here, September 7th through the 8th, with SOULar winds up to the 500 km/sec range. The second one is following on Sept. 11-12th. Auroras will be bountiful during these winds, along with the approaching Equinox on the 22nd of this month.

The Equinox brings with it cracks that open up in Gaia’s magnetic field. These are fissures in Gaia’s magnetosphere and SOULar wind can move through these cracks that they open to create brilliant Auroras, like the one in this photo. Opposing magnetic fields of North and South inside the SOULar wind partially cancel each other out, opening a crack. This happens with greatest purpose around Equinoxes with September being one of the most geomagnetically active months of the year, according to spaceweather.com.

HIGH geomagnetics and SOULar winds amplify inner polarizations….just like Gaia’s opposing North and South magnetic fields. You have opposing forces/energies inside of you too. Templated from 3D life, culture, and conditioning that holds a constant tension of ‘good against evil’ and ‘light against dark’ paradigm. Templated from your caregivers, who inherited THEIR inner polarizations from their caregivers, who got from their caregivers, etc. This is the legacy of charged reality that has been 3D living.

These geomagnetic energies can illuminate these forces….the Punisher voice ‘against’ the innocence/shame…..the inner empath ‘against’ the inner narcissist. These parts can be brought into peace and harmony through your inner ambassadorship with them, between them….and these energies help to hold that space, even as they act as a mirror for you to see these dynamics.

These geomagnetics also offer activations of masculine frequencies. The Divine, sacred ones from the Cosmic Sun provide clarities of soul purpose and courage for next action steps to live that out. These frequencies LIVE inside of our inner masculine too, once he is freed up from guarding, being overly protective, trying to keep us safe, suppressing our inner feminine (in whatever forms that plays out.)

Your inner masculine can take the form of what we call the Inner Protector, who plays this ‘role of vigilant guardian as a complete necessity for surviving 3D consciousness experience and experiment. The Protector is as necessary as a space suit is to surviving in outer space. This is not a part of you to banish or resist…..yet rather to embrace and get to KNOW. Here is a guided meditation to meet yours: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7ciJIvrn0xA&t=1170s

I can feel in my own masculine activated by these geomagnetics, who is quite softened from many years of process with him. He is the ‘other half’ of my expression, more and more in balance with my feminine. They flow together, with much less charge than ever before…..and ultimately he trusts ME to hold the space. I can feel when there is tension in my masculine though and it usually relates to change/transition and the ongoing unfolding of SoulFullHeart as my soul purpose expression here. Moments of heart space connection with my masculine allow him to rest again, to collaborate with me, and to move into deeper frequencies of trust.

These ongoing and VERY necessary sacred masculine activations can be experienced in body pain, interrupted sleep patterns, intense emotional feelings and outbursts. The degree and depth of this is connected to how much needs to be cleared, felt, and digested in your emotional body and Metasoul. Conscious connection with your masculine aspect(s) can hugely support the riding out and letting in of these energies with more grace, flow, and ease!

Photo of Auroras taken by Yuichi Takasaka on September 5, 2018 @ Yellowknife, Northwest Territories, Canada

Jelelle Awen is a Parts Work/Metasoul & Galactic Aspects/Sacred Union Teacher & Facilitator, and Ascension Guide. She is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life awakening/healing process and community. She has written four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about bridging and ongoing individual/group sessions over zoom with her for women and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators with men and women, events/retreats, videos, books, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

A CME (coronal mass ejection) hurled out of the sun a few days ago and the energies from it are coming now into Gaia’s and our atmospheres. A CME is like a cannonball of plasma, propelled forward in a single, sustaining direction…..an immense cloud of magnetized particles hurled into space. These particles travel over a million miles per hour and take usually three days to reach Gaia. These are different frequencies than a SOULar flare, which can last minutes to hours and contain tremendous amounts of energy. Flares traveling at the speed of light take eight minutes to reach Gaia. We are in the midst of an eleven year ‘soular minimum’ phase when it comes to flares, so geomagnetic storms and CMEs are much more likely right now.

The distinctions of these different SOULar frequencies feels important only to the extent that it helps you discover and track how you respond to these energies and what they are offering you as connected to your ongoing awakening process. The impact on the physical body can be (in general) shifts in sleeping patterns, tensions/pains in the head and neck area, light headedness, etc. I talked about the recent geomagnetics offering sacred masculine activations in this recent energy update: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2018/08/21/energy-update-high-soular-winds-bring-in-sacred-masculine-activations/

Plasma offers an activation of polarized particles….seeming to mirror polarizations that can exist INside of you and in the collective too. The 3D consciousness experiment is formed on polarizations…’this’ negatively charged force pushing against ‘that’ positively charged one. This negative against positive dynamic can be seen and felt everywhere in 3D society and the 3D matrix runs on the fuel of this polarization. ‘Good’ against ‘evil’ is the stuff of so many super hero movie plot lines and mass consciousness thinking as well.

As you awaken beyond 3D consciousness, you can start to feel how this polarization lives inside of you, how you have been conditioned to it, and how it impacts you. You feel how parts of you have formed to fit this good versus evil picture, how they have ‘chosen’ to play these roles….and how these dynamics play out in other timelines as well. Your consciousness starts to rise ‘beyond’ just black and white thinking filtering of reality and playing roles connected to it.

You see how the substance of life is more in flow, a dance, and a spiral of energies. How both the light and the dark are needing to create life. Parts of you become less charged in your reactions to life, relationships, and situations. You feel less like things have been done ‘against’ you or feel anything as actually evil……yet rather connect with growing trust to the Divine purpose in it ALL. You feel less polarization between masculine and feminine energies (as modeled to you in 3D life) and more sacred union within and with others.

I keep being shown the yin/yang symbol lately in meditation…not in static form as captured in pictures, yet rather in movement and motion, like the gif I shared here. This feels like an encouragement and reminder to move into more balance and ‘go with the flow’ from within and related to life. Less compartmentalize, less charged reactions, and more flow with trust….

These increasing plasmas offer an opportUNITY to feel these inner polarizations and recognize when they are being triggered and charged through parts’ reactions. Going within, especially to check in with your inner masculine, can be SO helpful during them and provide often much needed sense of inner balance as MORE love comes into your heart and every part of you that needs it!

Jelelle Awen
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I, Raphael Awen, and Gabriel Heartman offer 1:1 powerful bridging sessions to connect to and heal the inner polarizations through parts work/Metasoul aspect connection/deepening! Info above!

Jelelle Awen is a Parts Work/Metasoul & Galactic Aspects/Sacred Union Teacher & Facilitator, and Ascension Guide. She is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life awakening/healing process and community. She has written four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about bridging and ongoing individual/group sessions over zoom with her and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, events/retreats, videos, books, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.