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Black Moon Lilith Amplifying Polarities, Inviting Soul Healing

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by Kasha Rokshana

🌑Black Moon Lilith Energy Update: Lilith is a powerful energy of Dark Mother and one that is up right now, stirring pots and amplifying what needs to be felt and exposed, both within you and in the collective. Dark Mother in general is a huge part of our Ascension, yet feeling a specific face of Her is often a supportive way to feel ourselves and feel Mother’s heart holding us all.

Before I even realized that we’re currently in a powerful Lilith Dark Moon phase, I had been connecting to my own polarities inside of me that still live in my Metasoul in other lifetimes, especially in priestess timelines and also in my Gatekeeper (a soul aspect that it seems we all have, who is the keeper of our veils and Akashic Records access, you could say). A recent Metasoul aspect that I met asked me to call her ‘Lilith’ and at the time I didn’t know why. Now it feels like she was drawing my attention to these current energies and how they played out in her lifetime as well.

I’ve felt how in recent sharings I’ve gone a bit more into edgy energies that aren’t really me as ‘Kasha’ and now that I’m starting to take them back inward and feel what these reactions have been about, I can feel not only my own personal Lilith influence in my soul, but also a precious and tender aspect of me that is my Inner Orphan. This is still a deepening and unfolding process for me that I don’t have total clarity on at the moment, but it’s a big one with pain coming up to be felt that I thought maybe had been resolved, which is also an aspect of what’s moving with the Lilith influence right now.

Lilith is significant for women because she represents sovereignty and autonomy. She encourages us to say ‘no’ to patriarchal energies and influences, yet when she’s taken in solely in this way, it can become hijacked by pain in our Metasouls that then comes out with anti-masculine energies or even anti-feminine energies too. That may seem a bit backward, yet there is often quite a bit of sisterhood karma-drama between women who feel like kindred souls and this can definitely become amplified with reactivity and even a longing for a depth of female connection we once knew in our Metasouls until it was hijacked by Cabal energies and other dark influences.

As I took in information others have shared about the Lilith Dark Moon, I realized that the Cabal chose this time specifically to bring up the recent Roe v Wade issue that’s come up, which has absolutely brought out more polarity during what has already been an amped-up month in some ways energetically. Taking a step back from my own reactions to so many things lately, I can feel how my soul is still learning to trust in these revelations and movements, to see what’s being exposed with as little judgement as possible, and to move beyond needing to be polarized and reactive in order to start not only seeing the bigger picture, but letting it in and living in it. 

The pain of the feminine womb has been real and we all feel it. We all feel our sisters both inside ourselves and outside too, rumbling and shaking with desire for their empowerment, for the feminine to arise and be revered as truly sacred. This is tricky ground to walk at times, as the feminine arising means she needs to also find out what she is not or no longer wishes to be. This is a sacred and personal process for all women and also for the feminine in men and for those men who have chosen to be in deep mateships with women. There is no ‘one size fits all’ way to feel and live into this process, but rather we are invited to feel and experience our uniqueness, address the messes we make inside and out, feel our impact on those around us with an open(ing) heart, and lean back into the dynamically flowing love of Divine Mother who holds our whole process of re-discovery with deep love and compassion.

I feel even in the necessary ferocity from a face of Mother like Lilith, so much love and care. I also feel how She has been projected onto and even used as a reason to be in a near-constant battling energy rather than moving into more Love Ambassadorship. I feel grateful for what she has helped stir and amplify within me so that I can see it and become intimate with it, what she has stirred between my beloved Gabriel and I for us to look at and feel together, and what she invites us into for our own empowerment. 

I feel how much power there is available to all of us at this time, as we become clearer about who we truly are as the layers continue to burn and fall away. I actually feel how there’s more power available when we embody our feminine as women without concern or attachment to the outward expression of it. Lilith just IS feminine empowerment and love, and even though the lore around her has her showing up as an angry and fighter-like energy, I can feel how much more depth of feeling and wisdom there is to tap into that can take us beyond being polarized and instead into immense love, and forgiveness, for ALL.

Love,

Kasha

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

New Earth Energies Invite Bringing Amnesty To All Darkness/Polarities

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by Kalayna Solais

I remember when I was a child, I would watch movies with ‘bad guys’ in them and be looking constantly for signs of them turning ‘good’ or showing signs that they weren’t ALL ‘bad’. I preferred movies where the ‘villain’ found redemption and amnesty over movies where they would be killed or destroyed. As I think about this, I’m realizing how this was my Love Ambassador switching on at a young age and to this day, it’s still hard to watch anyone who has done ‘wrong’ be destroyed or killed. I think that for this life at least when it comes to finding entertainment in watching ‘evil’ get vanquished, my soul decided ‘enough is enough’ and it doesn’t entertain in the same ways that it likely did in other lifetimes.

That’s not to say that sometimes a ‘morbid curiosity’ doesn’t come over me, but that feels like my Lower 4D orientation in many Metasoul aspects in other timelines/lifetimes and also my ‘Death Doula’ coming online, who can be around death all the while knowing and trusting fully in the rebirth process that comes of it.

I suppose that’s what it could all boil down to, then… the Love Ambassador inside of each of us is also a ‘Death Doula’ who is not afraid of darkness but is instead willing to trust the process of giving it space to unfold in a HELD way. Meaning, it’s not going to overrun the light inside, but will still be given a voice and a place to be felt in the heart. Darkness needs light and light needs darkness for balance and to create an understanding and compassionate world.

There is still a very strong narrative playing out right now of light dispelling darkness. Yet, darkness cannot be destroyed. Your own darkness cannot be destroyed. It needs room to be felt and understood, a chance to make its case and be heard. Those in our world who have chosen to be Satanists are showing a polarity that exists inside of each of us. In some ways, it’s no different than judging narcissists as an empath, or even women judging men/men judging women, etc.

Something powerful happens when we choose to feel the parts of us that are afraid of these polarities and of feeling how they live inside of each of us in this life and other lifetimes. What happens is often that we realize there’s nothing to be afraid of, but a whole lot to bring love to. We realize that there’s nothing to vanquish but a lot of pain to feel. We realize that the Divine has already forgiven every single bit of harm caused to ourselves and others and that the key to letting this in isn’t contrition or punishment in any form, but instead in realizing the reasons for it all. This helps us find the remorse in our hearts and souls. This helps us find those tears of remembrance of Divine love and holding. This helps us open our hearts back up again, feeling Divine support for our explorations of these polarities and an understanding of why we’ve needed to do this.

I don’t feel like New Earth is shaping up to be a reality where all darkness is simply ‘gone from this earth’, moving on to another dimension to work out its ‘stuff’. I feel like it’s all needing a process of integration and amnesty, starting within. The movie Dark Crystal was ALWAYS onto something here… and in the book Prism of Lyra, we see this theme as well, of polarities becoming separate when they are really needing to come back together as one once again, BUT, in a NEW way that honours what both have learned on their sacred journeys of being separate from one another.

I feel this invitation every day, to feel and heal the polarities within so that I can take every single part and Metasoul aspect with me into the new. I feel this invitation always going out to the collective too, to every single soul, waiting for the moment when it can truly land. This could be a very long process, yet, my Love Ambassador trusts the playout and the timing and that this is where we’re all heading.  It’s up to us how long this journey takes, but it IS moving and in another way, it’s already completed and we’re just trying to catch up to that reality!

Much love to you and every expression of your awakening Love Ambassador too. ❤

Kalayna

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Kalayna Solais is a SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, collaborator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

 

Energy Update: Coronal Mass Ejection Offers Mirror Of Inner Polarizations

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By Jelelle Awen

A CME (coronal mass ejection) hurled out of the sun a few days ago and the energies from it are coming now into Gaia’s and our atmospheres. A CME is like a cannonball of plasma, propelled forward in a single, sustaining direction…..an immense cloud of magnetized particles hurled into space. These particles travel over a million miles per hour and take usually three days to reach Gaia. These are different frequencies than a SOULar flare, which can last minutes to hours and contain tremendous amounts of energy. Flares traveling at the speed of light take eight minutes to reach Gaia. We are in the midst of an eleven year ‘soular minimum’ phase when it comes to flares, so geomagnetic storms and CMEs are much more likely right now.

The distinctions of these different SOULar frequencies feels important only to the extent that it helps you discover and track how you respond to these energies and what they are offering you as connected to your ongoing awakening process. The impact on the physical body can be (in general) shifts in sleeping patterns, tensions/pains in the head and neck area, light headedness, etc. I talked about the recent geomagnetics offering sacred masculine activations in this recent energy update: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2018/08/21/energy-update-high-soular-winds-bring-in-sacred-masculine-activations/

Plasma offers an activation of polarized particles….seeming to mirror polarizations that can exist INside of you and in the collective too. The 3D consciousness experiment is formed on polarizations…’this’ negatively charged force pushing against ‘that’ positively charged one. This negative against positive dynamic can be seen and felt everywhere in 3D society and the 3D matrix runs on the fuel of this polarization. ‘Good’ against ‘evil’ is the stuff of so many super hero movie plot lines and mass consciousness thinking as well.

As you awaken beyond 3D consciousness, you can start to feel how this polarization lives inside of you, how you have been conditioned to it, and how it impacts you. You feel how parts of you have formed to fit this good versus evil picture, how they have ‘chosen’ to play these roles….and how these dynamics play out in other timelines as well. Your consciousness starts to rise ‘beyond’ just black and white thinking filtering of reality and playing roles connected to it.

You see how the substance of life is more in flow, a dance, and a spiral of energies. How both the light and the dark are needing to create life. Parts of you become less charged in your reactions to life, relationships, and situations. You feel less like things have been done ‘against’ you or feel anything as actually evil……yet rather connect with growing trust to the Divine purpose in it ALL. You feel less polarization between masculine and feminine energies (as modeled to you in 3D life) and more sacred union within and with others.

I keep being shown the yin/yang symbol lately in meditation…not in static form as captured in pictures, yet rather in movement and motion, like the gif I shared here. This feels like an encouragement and reminder to move into more balance and ‘go with the flow’ from within and related to life. Less compartmentalize, less charged reactions, and more flow with trust….

These increasing plasmas offer an opportUNITY to feel these inner polarizations and recognize when they are being triggered and charged through parts’ reactions. Going within, especially to check in with your inner masculine, can be SO helpful during them and provide often much needed sense of inner balance as MORE love comes into your heart and every part of you that needs it!

Jelelle Awen
Soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session
I, Raphael Awen, and Gabriel Heartman offer 1:1 powerful bridging sessions to connect to and heal the inner polarizations through parts work/Metasoul aspect connection/deepening! Info above!

Jelelle Awen is a Parts Work/Metasoul & Galactic Aspects/Sacred Union Teacher & Facilitator, and Ascension Guide. She is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life awakening/healing process and community. She has written four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about bridging and ongoing individual/group sessions over zoom with her and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, events/retreats, videos, books, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

Energy Update: INtegration Of Inner Polar Shifts

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By Jelelle Awen

(WONDERFUL golden honey art is by Alexa Allen)

There is MUCH to digest since the 5/5 gateway/star gate 5D experience frequencies OPENED out wide (like an open house to connect with your 5D Self, Guides, Higher Consciousness aspects.) We are invited to walk through our own version of the golden arches, to experience our own versions of Heaven in THIS Now, and to connect with Angelic/Heavenly frequencies of our Metasoul. This is pure golden honey love experience when allowed INto your heart and soul!

Being in the direct stream of SOULar energies flowing from a large coronal hole since a 5/5 gateway opening has amplified the magnetics of Gaia and our own magnetics TOO. There is a reverberation going through Gaia’s orbit, through our own orbits too in response to this. We are moving out of the direct flow of these energies now on May 11th as Gaia continues to rotate around….until mid-June when we are in direct line again with the coronal hole, according to spaceweather.com.

I offered yesterday though the importance of INtegrating these energies…..rest, BEing, connecting with Gaia (both physically and etherically). These are STRONG energies meant to change your inner and outer worlds.

Kundalini activation (Divine Feminine), non-dual awakenings (loose mind and less mental grid filter over reality), popping ascension chakras to another level is ALL possible during these kind of frequencies. This is the flushes and rushes of energy; the cluttered and clouded thinking (can’t find words sometimes!); the neck/head pain; the sore throats (finally through THAT one, I can sing again!!) If you’ve already experienced some of these things in your awakening, you might feel this as a ‘recharge’ or ‘boost’ to them.

These are the ‘polar shifts’ that are happening with Ascension…..shifting the polarities inside of you too that may exist from one part of you to another. Push-pulls and mixed feelings are just not able to be represented in one ‘I’ voice as the truth of 3D experience is to be fragmented in response to the density. This especially seems to be true connected to relationships where there can be SO many parts active in the bond and connection that want different things.

To heal polarities is to identify and connect with the diverging energies inside, the contrasting voices that argue against each other….this could be happening hugely unconscious to you in many moments even! These current energies are SUPPORTING the truth of your soul and what it most wants and needs and is meant to do here. This can be way uncomfortable though for parts of you still attached and anchored to 3D through relationships, geographies, careers, etc.

Many people have commented this week, “I’m so glad that I’m not alone in this,” appreciating the feeling sense of community connection, seeing/feeling others who are experiencing these energies in the same sensitive way. You are NOT alone in this…..you are ahead of the curve and maybe many of those in your life and immediate surroundings. This TOO will shift though as your desire to be in community and in resonance grows, as it is eventually meant to. As you create an inner commUNITY, so you draw the outer commUNITY.

I’ll be connecting the current Ascension cosmic energies and frequencies to the ongoing awakening, healing, and transforming process during a live stream broadcast here on FB tomorrow, Saturday, May 12th at 12:00pm. Just come to my feed here at that time to join in, ask questions, and leave comments.

Here is a guided meditation with me to connect with, activate, and start acknowledging your Ascension Chakra Vortexes, which I feel are the ‘next level’ UP from the seven main ones and can help with the integration of these energies: https://youtu.be/qBb3eBzv70A

Here is a link to all of my energy updates: https://soulfullheartblog.com/…/energy-updates-with-jelell…/

MUCH love to you as we ride, glide, and find our hearts/souls/bigness again!

Jelelle Awen
Soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-sessions

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Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation with women and with Raphael for men…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about our NEW SoulFullHeart process programs, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

 

Healing Extremes Of 3D Emotional Conditioning As Human BEings

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by Kalayna Colibri

The 3D, transitioning and UPgrading consciousness of so many humans, seems to become so immersed in extremes. Extremes are sometimes the only way to either deeply feel, often to the point of suffering and not feeling anything beyond suffering is possible, or to absolutely NOT feel altogether. Every individual journey is unique, yet many seem to either choose numbness or intense, overwhelming swims inside of their reactions, without a bigger them there to help find their way to healing shorelines. This is what parts of you can choose… and it is all based on what they are willing to feel or not feel, what is actually safe for them to feel or not feel in their current living/work/relationship situation, and if they are ready to come to true healing and the end of suffering without transcendence being used to avoid all pain in general.

We see and witness this dance of extremes and polarities in so many ways. We see it in race/ethnicity wars, in partisan government division, in our cities where there are rich and poor neighborhoods without much in-between, in protests vs quietness… we see evidence of a highly conflictual world, run by so many Inner Punishers and perpetuated by them too. We feel our Inner Protectors trying to simultaneously keep us out of harm’s way and sometimes make the harm worse or more intense too. An example of this would be whether or not you choose to remain in an abusive relationship – with friends, birth family, supposed soul family and/or gurus, or romantic partners. The self-abuse reigns supreme in these scenarios and is being reflected by these relationships, yet this often cannot be seen or noticed because it has become so normalized. All of these exchanges of us vs. them or them vs. us starts within. Parts feel in often very polarizing ways and other parts have learned ways to cope with this instead of begin to let in that another reality is possible where healing and transformation can actually happen and extremes are no longer needed.

What would or could it look like to find the true ‘middle way’ in your life and in your heart? What would it feel like, BE like, to have a life where you have ample self-permission to feel all there is to feel inside of you while living a life that draws real love to you and lights up from inside of you so many more moments of profound joy and bliss and spiritual awakenings? What would it look like to not be OK with flatness, to not let depression or anxiety become your main identifiers and to instead hold the desire to move through all of this and heal, choosing to not remain there because it just is ‘what has been’ for so long? What if extremes of feeling are an invitation for you to find more curiosity about yourself, your parts, your ways of being in life up ’til now that have so impacted who you are and in turn, how you impact the world around you?

When we see these polarizations, these intense emotional landscapes being reflected is so much of our shifting, changing, clanging, banging, yet powerfully-evolving world of human consciousness here on Gaia, we are being shown what has been true and very, very real, and what is finding its way to a higher place of being, seeing, feeling. We are being shown what still needs and wants to be owned in our shadows, in our mutual agreements within ourselves and with each other, both conscious and unconscious. We are reminded that we are learning and that this stage of learning is intense sometimes, yet necessary, as so much is being reset in our relationships to ourselves, each other, and to Gaia and all of Her creatures and geographies.

We are always being invited into a deeper resonance within, where we resonate with parts of us and help them see a new way that is held with love, not punishment, and where we can start to come between the extremes of reactions or non-reactions with a loving curiosity and desire to continue healing. Love is the conductor now of all of our inner healing. True compassion is then birthed from this love and our capacities to help others heal, along with ourselves, are awakened and deepened. Kindness and gentleness towards ourselves and others too can begin to genuinely arise from this work within, and no other way to be in life is desired. All of this, every single step, helps to ease the extremes we experience and bring around more of a life that feels alive, manageable, passionately compassionate, and above all, loving in the truest sense. ❤

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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart facilitator for women around (and under) the age of 30, energy healer, indigo-crystal bridge, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Energy Update: Craziness Timelines Illuminate Need For Healing Of Inner Polarities

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By Jelelle Awen

We are entering into some ‘craziness’ timelines recently of heightened polarities and clashing dualities. These craziness timelines can bring in frequencies of distrust, suspicion, manipulation, and anxiety for us to see and feel on a collective level as they play out and yet personally too in our emotional bodies and Metasoul lines. This craziness is not judged as bad or evil by the Divine, just a reflection of the shadow that LIVES in us all as a by product of this 3D experiment into separation that NEEDS to heal and be felt. The Divine Feminine especially aches for us to heal this craziness inside of ourselves and in the collective too.

One of the ways craziness manifests is when your emotional reality inside doesn’t have a place to land in your external reality. Part of you, especially the Inner Protector, then create barriers and blocks to suppress your emotional reality, to cap your reactions from flooding into your life and with others. Part of you (what we call the Inner Punisher) can then judge your emotionality and your multidimensional capacity too as ‘being crazy’ which DOES create a sense of being crazy inside you that is reinforced by 3D culture and relationships. You are then comPARTmentalized inside and as you relate with your life, where certain expressions are deemed acceptable or unacceptable depending on the environment as parts of you adjust yourself to ‘fit in’ and ‘shrink in’ with 3D frequencies.

The Mother codes that recently activated with the two Supermoons in January want you to reconcile the craziness within yourself that has been created from the suppression and compartmentalization of your vulnerable feelings, authentic truth, expansive capacities, and genuine essence. She wants to hold space for your inner reconciliation of all aspects and energies of yourself WITH love.

Reconciling comes as you sometimes need to clash and bash into this craziness within relationships with others that draw these energies out, putting them ‘in your face’ for you to respond to and digest through them. You may have noticed an increase of craziness in your relationships lately or a sudden heightening of this frequency and drawing others that project this energy on to you. There is often a lot of unconscious projection going on here, where the other person is not conscious of what you are triggering within them or who you are actually representing for them from their ‘past’ or seeing that their reactions are a mirror of themselves. You may not be aware either of the depth of projection on your side, yet, as you connect more with parts of yourself it becomes easier to feel this and source it. You can then ask parts of you what is ‘really going on’ at the deeper emotional body levels (and soul timelines as well) that are coming forward and being triggered by the other person.

As you become clearer about this as connected to parts of yourself, you can then hold space for yourself, separate from going onto and analyzing the other person’s ‘side’ of things (which is usually a diversion from feeling yourself), and feel what is real for you. You can separate the craziness frequencies inside of you that are just parts of you that want and need your love and attention. You can feel if you want the other person to be in your life or not; what is healthy for you and what is not; what serves your self love process and what takes away from it. More about parts that we connect with in our SoulFullHeart process here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts

Healing the craziness polarity offers the balance of feminine frequencies of intuition, stillness, compassion, and forgiveness WITH masculine frequencies to take action, advocate, and set healthy boundaries. This is a HUGE healing that is necessary on a collective level as feminine and masculine have so long been ‘against’ each other rather than in dance with each other. This ‘against’ on the inside is another source of craziness.

This sacred union process begins from within and is sourced from the inner polarities healing between one part of you to another as you become more conscious of this. Your inner masculine drops the judgements, the guardedness, the defensiveness as it becomes more compassionate action, clear boundary setting, and wise guidance. Your inner feminine can then lean into this masculine without being diminished or suppressed in any way.

The beautiful dance of healing polarity from within offers unification and goodness…a lived in sense of wholeness and your BEing expression of Infinite Love in sacred human form coming into more and more balance!

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Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life and offers space holding sessions with women. She is a Soul Scribe and author of three books about Ascension. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions and a free intro session, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our patreon page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Premise 20: Accepting both light and dark inside of ourselves leads to balance

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By Raphael Awen

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Welcome to the 2nd last day of the 21 day SoulFullHeart Magical Mystery Premises Tour.

Today’s premise is both a stick of dynamite and a sleeping lamb, and we need both. It’s about the polarities that are present in reality, and even in what we call God, but so personally avoided and denied in spiritualities, faiths, politics (if that’s of any interest) and especially in our relationship to ourselves. Here’s the premise.

“The universe is made up of polarities. Balance is gained by accepting both light and dark-shadow in the Universe and inside of ourselves rather than suppressing the negative or rejecting it as not coming from the Divine.”

When we begin as I did in my life with a deep Christian worldview that God is only and all light, then we have to relegate all darkness to an enemy outside of God. It of course follows then to be ‘godly’ as we strove to be, we needed to ‘overcome’ the darkness inside of ourselves, as well as to embody only the light as much as possible.

This picture finds ground in our heart whether in Christianity or just in common sense because of the portion of truth that lives there. Human decency and even healthy self-interest lead us to kindness, care and respect over hatred, bitterness and anger. We have a deep inborn and innate desire to grow towards the Infinite Love that is the source and only root of all things. But all that doesn’t mean these ‘negatives’ don’t live in us, the universe, society, or the gods we fashion. Half a truth is still a lie.

When we come to accept that we all have a shadow and that there is nothing ‘wrong’ with our shadow, so much moves in our growth and personal healing path. While we deny or suppress the shadow, and strive only to get to know our light, we actually are only half human. Half humans are insane humans, who dine on half truths.

While in this half-human state of our personal suppressed shadow, we flail about being buffeted by others whose shadows we can’t see. Who we have and esteem as friends, mentors, and teachers, and to whom we even bestow the beloved name of ‘family’ alike are then also others who are polarized to this shadow suppression. We can’t see and feel the degree of toxicity that is alive and well and effecting us deeply, let alone effectively set our boundaries in regards to it. When we can’t own and take personal responsibility for our own shadow, we are left out from seeing and dealing with 1/2 of reality.

People and teachers drawn to the non-dual often have this suppression of the shadow as a motive ground for their draw. The polarities of light and dark are after all deep dualities. How I feel this reconciles is that duality is birthed out of non-duality. Non-dual oneness needed duality as a way to get to know its infinite nature. It birthed us as soul beings, and individuals, expressions of both duality and non-duality. If that’s not a pretzel, I don’t know what is, but it is our magical essence that we are here to grow, learn and heal. You already have it in essence and you have yet to enter it in experience.

Here, until we come to terms with this pretzel, one can feel as they get deeper into their existential healing a deep anger at God, or the universe for being subjected to such flights of fancy. Where does one file anger at God or the universe if they can’t recognize a shadow in themselves?

A whole human is a balanced human, knowing, feeling, and healing all that is in their light and their dark. Now, we no longer need to polarize to dualizing Christianity or non-dual Oneness teachings as a way to escape the shadow and polarity that is in the very fabric of the universe, and that resides in all of us. (not just Donald Trump)

The shadow by its very nature is difficult to see, for it is after all the shadow. How SoulFullHeart accesses the shadow is by getting to know parts of ourselves as subpersonalities that are invested in our dark, rather than our light. These are precious parts of us, that hold our very equilibrium of being intact. We cannot root them out with an exorcism in Jesus’ name, or an Ayahuasca trip to oneness. We feel them and get to know them in an act of profound self love and self intimacy. I don’t know of a better way to end our relationship with this half human expression that currently is both so popular, as well as collapsing in our collective consciousness.

If you’d like to work directly with myself, Jelelle Awen or Sequoia Heartmanas a way to begin your own SoulFullHeart process, please check out our sessions page here: http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

It is so exciting to feel people finding their own inner dynamite and their sleeping lamb both in their sacred autonomy.

Also, I welcome your comments, and even more so, your questions. This subject touches on so much that I didn’t attempt to explain, but left room for your quester to question, and hopefully for us to find a deeper way together.

Raphael Awen is a teacher, facilitator and co-creator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information.