Tag: healing the masculine

Freeing The Inner Masculine From Enslavement To Joyful Embodiment

Published on by Gabriel Amara1 Comment

The Inner Masculine journey of healing is ongoing. Getting to know mine more and more each day has been a gift for both of us. Some days he feels light and airy, other days things just start to pile up one right after another. After having another session with Raphael a couple of days ago, we felt with my Inner Masculine how tired and in fear he has been most of this life. These feelings have been assuaged by lots of problem solving, working, busyness, and information gathering. Sex may have been the one thing that brought any relief, even if that feeling was short-lived.

As we continued to feel with my Inner Masculine, Raphael asked him what would be his ultimate expression if all of those overlording conditions were not present. His response was simply ‘Joy’. Unadulterated joy. That and unending acts of creation and service to others. Joy is a frequency that has been an elusive state of being most of my life. I have felt happy, content, and joyful in moments both short and long-term, but to really have an anchor in a Joy state while still feeling what is real in all moments, seems almost like a pipe dream to him.

What is authentic and genuine Joy as a core place rather than some elusive response based on external conditions? “Your guess is as good as mine!”, he wants to say. Yet there is a very visceral desire and awareness that this state does, in fact, exist. It is being broadcast by my Higher Self and the Divine. So he senses the home frequency, he just hasn’t been able to leave his country of condition to land in his country of origin.

As a tap into my Metasoul around this, as I did on the last SoulFullHeart Free To Be call, I can feel an enslavement consciousness, whereby I can see and feel both the slave holder and the slave. Both are actually held in tyranny. One on the outside and the other from within. The consciousness prevails over both. As the slave holder could feel this, he realized how this energy is a self-fulfilling loop and nobody gets anywhere from it. It is the proverbial self-made prison we create and we are given plenty of evidence that this is alive and well from the outside world.

The masculine has been in such darkness for so long. There is such a passionate desire to break those energetic chains and its punishing consciousness. To raise the sword of our power and cut those chains from within and release the enslavement into enheartenment. Release the Inner Child and the Inner Feminine so they can lead this masculine into the promised land of Joy, Abundance, and Service with Love. That is the daily ‘work’. That is the place where true alchemy can manifest our heaven on earth from within.

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Gabriel Heartman is a facilitant, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

Divine Mother’s Presence Post-Lunar Eclipse

Published on by Kasha Rokshana2 Comments

By Kalayna Solais

Divine Mother.

The energy I’m reminded of today as I feel the impact of the Lunar Eclipse yesterday.

She is an energy that bridges me back to me without force yet sometimes fire. She connects me back to connection within and shows me the doorway to my own heart again. Her lack of judgement and full-on love soothes the edges of my Masculine inside and encourages my Feminine into her power alongside him.

It’s sure been a journey to deepen this connection with Her. It’s been a journey for my soul in other lifetimes too, to heal the picture and projection of the “Goddess” who smites and incites war. It’s been a journey to feel how She has no righteousness, only a deep care and compassion that can feel unsentimental as needed to help us live into our next places of healing and seriously moving on and UP. She holds no grudges or vengeance which is SUCH a powerful template for ALL women and men too to let in.

Connecting with Her right now, I feel Her hand on my back and Her heart activating my Higher Heart in a way only She can… as I myself learn to keep letting in and letting go, letting BE what IS and being real. Letting the messy be felt so the clean-up can begin. She does not judge my mess, but encourages it, for I have to learn to fall in order to learn to walk, run, and even fly.

I feel her bringing truth to parts and Metasoul aspects from other timelines too that need it in a way that doesn’t criticize but does illuminate what has been in shadow nonetheless. I feel Her through my closest beloveds sometimes and other times on my own when in meditation. My parts cry when they feel Her, especially when they most need to feel Her because of what’s surfacing in them and what they’re feeling through or getting ready to feel through. Her help in showing us where we need to go inside can be intense yet so is Her love and both of these energies flow in equal waves to and with us.

And so She is this energy of turbines and windmills, churning and soothing, for all of us. And as we enter these next phases for ourselves and our Collective, She presences Herself in ever-growing ways as we begin to let Her and Her love in even more. ❤️

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This energy and more is what I transmit during one-on-one Bridging Sessions with me. I get to share what I have benefitted from in ways that keeps deepening the more I serve. 😊 For more on sessions with me or another SFH Facilitator: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

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Kalayna Solais is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women, energy healer, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Energy Update: Geomagnetically VERY Active Month Of September Begins W/SOULar Wind Streams/Auroras

Published on by Jelelle Awen2 Comments

By Jelelle Awen

Two SOULar wind streams are coming into Gaia’s atmosphere, flowing out from the ‘hole to make us whole’ in the sun’s surface. The first one is already here, September 7th through the 8th, with SOULar winds up to the 500 km/sec range. The second one is following on Sept. 11-12th. Auroras will be bountiful during these winds, along with the approaching Equinox on the 22nd of this month.

The Equinox brings with it cracks that open up in Gaia’s magnetic field. These are fissures in Gaia’s magnetosphere and SOULar wind can move through these cracks that they open to create brilliant Auroras, like the one in this photo. Opposing magnetic fields of North and South inside the SOULar wind partially cancel each other out, opening a crack. This happens with greatest purpose around Equinoxes with September being one of the most geomagnetically active months of the year, according to spaceweather.com.

HIGH geomagnetics and SOULar winds amplify inner polarizations….just like Gaia’s opposing North and South magnetic fields. You have opposing forces/energies inside of you too. Templated from 3D life, culture, and conditioning that holds a constant tension of ‘good against evil’ and ‘light against dark’ paradigm. Templated from your caregivers, who inherited THEIR inner polarizations from their caregivers, who got from their caregivers, etc. This is the legacy of charged reality that has been 3D living.

These geomagnetic energies can illuminate these forces….the Punisher voice ‘against’ the innocence/shame…..the inner empath ‘against’ the inner narcissist. These parts can be brought into peace and harmony through your inner ambassadorship with them, between them….and these energies help to hold that space, even as they act as a mirror for you to see these dynamics.

These geomagnetics also offer activations of masculine frequencies. The Divine, sacred ones from the Cosmic Sun provide clarities of soul purpose and courage for next action steps to live that out. These frequencies LIVE inside of our inner masculine too, once he is freed up from guarding, being overly protective, trying to keep us safe, suppressing our inner feminine (in whatever forms that plays out.)

Your inner masculine can take the form of what we call the Inner Protector, who plays this ‘role of vigilant guardian as a complete necessity for surviving 3D consciousness experience and experiment. The Protector is as necessary as a space suit is to surviving in outer space. This is not a part of you to banish or resist…..yet rather to embrace and get to KNOW. Here is a guided meditation to meet yours: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7ciJIvrn0xA&t=1170s

I can feel in my own masculine activated by these geomagnetics, who is quite softened from many years of process with him. He is the ‘other half’ of my expression, more and more in balance with my feminine. They flow together, with much less charge than ever before…..and ultimately he trusts ME to hold the space. I can feel when there is tension in my masculine though and it usually relates to change/transition and the ongoing unfolding of SoulFullHeart as my soul purpose expression here. Moments of heart space connection with my masculine allow him to rest again, to collaborate with me, and to move into deeper frequencies of trust.

These ongoing and VERY necessary sacred masculine activations can be experienced in body pain, interrupted sleep patterns, intense emotional feelings and outbursts. The degree and depth of this is connected to how much needs to be cleared, felt, and digested in your emotional body and Metasoul. Conscious connection with your masculine aspect(s) can hugely support the riding out and letting in of these energies with more grace, flow, and ease!

Photo of Auroras taken by Yuichi Takasaka on September 5, 2018 @ Yellowknife, Northwest Territories, Canada

Jelelle Awen is a Parts Work/Metasoul & Galactic Aspects/Sacred Union Teacher & Facilitator, and Ascension Guide. She is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life awakening/healing process and community. She has written four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about bridging and ongoing individual/group sessions over zoom with her for women and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators with men and women, events/retreats, videos, books, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.