What if we are never redeemed? What if we are already redeemed?
These are words spoken at the end of the movie Wild that I watched last night, from the book authored by Cheryl Strayed. They were words that seemed to go into me on a soul level as I have felt redemption being a strong theme in multiple lives. When I was in my 20s an intuitive woman had said she told me I was living a life of “redemptive suffering”. It all just made so much sense. I could turn anything into a suffering loop. A way to keep me from fully inhabiting the joys of life as if they were not permitted for me to have as much as I longed for them.
Through the process of accessing other Metasoul lives, I have been able to piece together a tapestry of lives seemed to revolve around this theme. Choices that led to experiences that caused pain to others and taking that on as a personal cross to bear. Then returning that pain upon myself in order to be redeemed in the eyes of a God that would accept me when the suffering was acceptable enough. All the while not understanding the God I was asking for forgiveness from was ultimately me.
This idea of redemption and persecution is one that spans so many lives and souls. It is one that can be a core wound for many. The root of many of our personal unconscious choices. A plot arch for many of our current soul playouts. When we begin to become conscious of our Metasoul wounding do we begin to gain an understanding of who we are and what we would rather choose to be. That we no longer have to unconsciously fuse to this karmic cycle. We can connect to a larger story that is infinite in its possibilities. But first we must feel the tug of the wound from these soul siblings and help to heal them into the largess of our own hearts.
As we start to feel these lives and access the gift they are presenting to us we can begin to see ourselves in a much different light. We become more Light in fact. We start to let go of the heavy emotional ties to those lives and hold them with the love of forgiveness they haven’t been able to give themselves. The redemption was already bought and paid for. We were never “wrong”. We were, or ARE, a part of a huge experiential learning ground where we lost track of that. Got lost in the wild so we could find ourselves again with a new and larger vision of what we forgot we were. The redemption aspects of us have been looking for already exist inside of us.
This may be a big part as to why some continue to stay in life situations that are not fully serving their greatest good. This unconscious need to be less than in order to cash in on our soul IOUs. It is becoming time to let go of that old story. To go into the wilderness of our “history” and forgive ourselves for what has been serving fear and heal it into service of love. For ourselves and others. You have access to all of it inside that creative arena called your imagination. It just needs to be negotiated with the part of you that guards this access.
Through this process a new world will open up to connect the dots you may currently may be unaware of. The stories and timelines that have yet to be let go. From there you can begin to unfurl the true gift of your inner Joy that is waiting to be remembered back into your heart and soul, remember where it was you actually came from, and what your true purpose is here on this glorious New Earth.
Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual teacher, men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life. Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.
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