By  Raphael Awen

Love as an energy, as a life force, always has been overwhelming even to itself.

The sheer high frequency of love needed to express and to be received so as not to blow itself up.

Love created its own kind of electrical circuitry system with built in resistors, capacitors and transformers all designed to manage this free energy to keep it in the domain of being what it is.

You and I have our own version of this within ourselves, between us and others, and between us and the divine.

Resistance to love is necessary for our current state of consciousness exploration to power us through that assignment of the divine, just as a sail on a ship is a resistance to the wind that then moves that ship. Love is transformed down to the level we are at to where it can be received as love.

For all of us, this is or has been at times in the form of addictive and life harming experiences, as the person is only currently able to perceive and experience love in the form of harm from others and self. Love is so overwhelming that it had to be mixed in with a ton of not-love to just make it palatable.

All of our current life experiences and relationships are just that – part of this current that holds us in a form of equilibrium of both needing and receiving love.

I stood outside at three in the morning a couple days ago, under a star and moonlit sky on our last night of two and half months worth of camping, having a pee. The flow of water through my body along with the flow of water through the nearby creek and its ever constant sound in my ears gave way to a flood of tears.

I felt how love has always held me so profoundly, particularly at the junctions of leaving and entering a life phase. I felt how every relationship I’d ever had, along with each person I’m now in relationship with, has been and is a part of this perfection, even with, and especially with the imperfections within those relationships. The time to leave behind this beauty and magic of camping had come, along with its own built-in irritations. I felt the divine completing some of my circuitry and rebooting it on a new and higher frequency, struggling to quantify or describe that with my practical mind, but simply having to accept my tears of homecoming recognition to be the only proof I needed.

You and I are this perfect right now. We are this connected to the divine at all times right now.

The imperfections are a very important part of the perfection. As we love the imperfections more and more, and effort the hiding of them less and less to ourselves and others, we progressively increase our capacitors to conduct higher and higher love frequencies into and through our being.

This gets fun and interesting to the practical aspects of our being, because to be here in the physical form requires some kind of exchange to earn our keep. What if the work needed to the equation of ‘you don’t work, you don’t eat’ could be this high frequency work of receiving and expressing these increasingly higher frequencies of love?

What else makes sense really now as we collectively progress through the heightened drama and duality of the present Holocaust going on in 3D? Love is completing one phase and bringing another.

Love is holding it all and wants to and will find a deeper way with all of us, returning each of us to the source of where we came and expanding itself and us at the same time.

Love to you!

Raphael Awen

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc.