Ascension: Bringing The Unconscious Into Consciousness

In my continuing process of growth, many times the things I need to ‘work’ on are the things that I cannot see. They are brought to me through mirrors, reflections, or circumstances that make it clear I have had a blind spot. An unconscious tendency toward ego, unworth, or any innumerable things that keep my next conscious leveling up at bay.

As I am brought to these junctions, I am beginning to realize the ground on which our unconsciousness resides is giving way. The veil that has kept it hidden is loosening and thinning. It will be an effort to keep it all in place. As that barrier begins to crumble under the weight of Love’s eminence, there arises moments that you become aware of the parts that are trying to stay in control, keep the narrative going come hell or high water.

Well, if the high water is coming and the resistance stays in place then hell it is. I once had an image of a sandcastle. It represented all that parts of me had and have built up over time that represented what I thought was real and true, only to find the tide rise and sure enough it was gone. Just…like…that. Wooosh. This could be a Dark Night experience or it can be just another round of the wheel of ascension once you get used to it.

The Reality is that we are the sand and the water playing in this epic drama of construct and deconstruct. What was unconscious comes to the surface and will knock down that castle just as the sun rises and falls. So when it does, the deeper question is how do we integrate and navigate that process so that there is less need for these moments and their reactions.

In my ongoing journey with SoulFullHeart, it is all about feeling and exploring the deeper layers inside that are in reaction, suffering, or unconscious states. This is done not just through self-reflection and exploration, but of other-reflection and deep mirroring. That is where things get to be seen that we could not see ourselves. That is not easy for parts of us, but it is catalytic and alchemical. Life can never be the same tomorrow as it was yesterday when you are on a conveyor belt of ascension. There is no attainment, just attainING and learning. An ever growing and expanding ground of consciousness.

If you are feeling the deep desire for ending suffering loops, unconscious patterns, or lone wolf isolation and are wanting to be initiated into deeper realms of your own consciousness, expression, and intimacy I highly recommend a SoulFullHeart session with myself, Jelelle, Raphael, or Kasha. I trust the call will be felt in the hearts it is meant to stir.

If you are curious about learning more and becoming more acquainted with the process and paradigm itself you are welcome to join our group portal at https://soulfullheartportal.mn.co for more personal sharings, videos, articles, and online community.

The energies are here to support this new leveling up in Love, Liberation, and Leadership.

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Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and Collaborator.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

The Courage To Let Love Win

Love is your bridge over troubled waters. It is your currency that spends in the New World. What has been recognized as Love is varied and in many ways smaller versions of what it truly is when we actually come across it. 

We can easily relate to it as an outbound expression. Not so much as an inward reflection of how we see and feel about ourselves. Love has many layers to it. It is really undefinable, only to be defined by your personal experience of it. There are ever more heights that Love can take us, yet each time we realize the ‘cost’ of that…the fear of losing it. Of being rejected by it. Of being devoured by it. 

It is the brave soul that chooses to risk that cost for the depths of Love’s grace and gifts. Each ‘payment’ is letting go of that which is NOT Love and you can only really do that by taking a serious look into what truly doesn’t feel like Love. It is to look at your outer choices and inner projections. Your beliefs and conditionings. Your influencing traumas and relationships. It is a deep dive into deep You. 

There is nothing ‘out there’ that can assuage what needs to be felt ‘in here’. The only thing significant on the outside are the mirrors that you are willing to see as mirrors. That is not an easy place to go. It is challenging yet far more rewarding than waiting for the world to somehow miraculously change around you. 

The old saying “wherever you go, there you are” could not be more true. If you have parts that live in fear, you bring fear with you. If you have parts that doubt, you bring doubt with you. We want to bring those parts into Love’s embrace and grace so that it can work its magic inside and out. I am on that journey, with love-hearted others, to continue to feel and heal the barriers between me and It. It is that alchemy within that changes the world because it changes MY world, in relationship with those that are doing the same. 

The resonance of Love is a very powerful change agent. Let it take you where you were always meant to be.

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Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and Collaborator.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

Use Your Illusion During This 11/11 Gateway

The world is filled with false gods, paper tigers, smoke and mirrors, and karmic binds. As we all start to awaken to these illusions and conditionings there can be a deep disillusionment. It is this disillusionment that is a marker of growth and potential liberation.

I say potential because there is a choice. Always a choice to go back into the illusion, rearrange the furniture, or just leave the damn thing altogether. Each is a sacred choice. There is a profound courage that is needed to let go of each of those, whether it is personal relationships, dependencies, routines, or ideologies.

There is a plethora of externalities that will support our sacred projections, cows, and illusions. I don’t see it as my job to shatter those. I see it as my mission to bring love and context to what is happening in the world, just as my beloveds and my guides do for me. I offer heart space and my community offers a shelter from the deluge of sacred bullshit that is spewing from the mouths of those that are supposedly in the ‘know’.

The reality is YOU are in the Know when you are in the Now. The Now is pregnant and overflowing at the same time. Your expert, your news anchor, your leader is already inside of you. They can be overrun by all the drama trauma that has occurred in this and many other lives that are still cycling on tumble dry.

The reality is that you are the King and Queen of this co-created chess game called Life. Sometimes you have been the pawn, sometimes the Bishop, other times the Knight. There is a greater game of reconciliation happening right now that trumps it all. Vulnerable feeling is the Checkmate.
Once you get to the root of your own pain, fear, and rage, face it heart on with compassion and forgiveness, you begin to see and feel how it has always been an illusion, a game, and a process of coming home to your true power of Love.

We find ourselves on the eve of our next levelling up on 11/11. A powerful portal into New Earth that starts with you, not with them. Then you get to bring that you into a new community of Other that can see and feel you for who you truly are. An ambassador of love and creation.

If you are seeking some resonance and support into a new timeline that is re-illusioned into a Golden Earth frequency please join Raphael and Jelelle this Saturday the 14th for a group transmission and meditation space via Zoom. Visit www.soulfullheat.org/groupcalltransmissions for more info.

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Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and Collaborator.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

Your Sacred Human Sovereignty Dismantles The Matrix

Europe is in increasing lockdown and the US is in increasing tension. There is a storm brewing in the Northern Hemisphere as we enter into the middle of Fall. So many swirling energies that can take a toll on the subtle bodies. Division and derision are fomenting as well as resistance, confusion, and frustration.

As Jelelle Awen has pointed out in her recent posts, there is really no ‘there’ there in deeper realms. What we are experiencing is really the death throes of the old guard. There is still a lot of power left in the tank (or the bank, if you will) yet when placed in the greater context it is a last gasp effort at control.

The power has always resided in our own Sovereignty. Our freedom to choose how we need/want to relate to these times we are in. I don’t have the gas in me to rage or convince anymore. I did that years ago during the financial boondoggle of 2008. What I do have in me is a passion to create my own reality by healing my fears, my shadow, and my karma.

We are all in the image of the Divine. We ARE the Divine. As such, we are therefore Creators as well as Players in the Great Drama of humanity. That is a LOT to let in. It is easy to be convinced that we are like pawns in a psychopathic chess game. Or are we the Kings and Queens that have chosen not to participate and be the beacons for others to choose the same?

Maybe you are like the Knight and need to continue the fight for the Truth and for that I hold no judgement. I feel the deep need for that as we walk in what feels like dark times. I personally feel the mission to provide my heart and soul gifts as a way for others to access something new inside of themselves that is not transcendent to what is currently real, but to envision and embody what is also another reality that only feels like a possibility in comparison.

Love is my resistance. My protest. My sovereign power to choose and create. It is not all nice and pretty. It is scary and messy, yet it is also alive and aware. It can never be taken from me, I can only give it away. I am choosing to reclaim that which has always belonged to me, has always BEEN me, and always been you.

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Join Raphael and Jelelle Awen for their monthly group call transmission on Saturday, November 14th at 5:00pm GMT to connect to much needed Golden Earth/5D frequencies within. These are the seeds within us that hold the templates for the new world based in love that CAN emerge out of all this messy collapse starting from within us and eventually manifesting in the physical. They will offer teachings, guided meditation and some personal sharing space. You can join them live and/or receive the recording for whatever donation you can offer. More info at https://www.facebook.com/events/357124312188561 or soulfullheart.org/grouptransmissions

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Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and Collaborator.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

Final Election Energy Update: Courage/Vision 2020

In my last three election energy writings, I have looked at ‘tickets’ or energetic pairs that I felt the collective has been given the options to ‘vote’ for with its consciousness. They have been Fear/Rage, Truth/Justice, and Love/Light. Each of them have a genuine place in the body energetic (rather than body politic). Each also has their own way in which they do not offer us a path to our Sacred Humanity, which is what I feel is our ultimate desired embodiment.

As I have written before, this is not just about today’s US presidential election, but it highlights the reality that we do ‘vote’ every single minute of the day, in every moment. We vote with our perceptions, our consciousness, our energy, and our feelings. We choose and create timelines with these ‘votes’ of this and that. Or ‘not this’ and ‘not that’. In any moment are you choosing from fear or from love? Are you choosing from vulnerability or from a veil? Are you choosing YOU or are you choosing not you?

The heightened energy of this day will make it hard to even get to those answers but it is worth keeping a note of as we all go through this next rumble regardless who is the ‘victor’. No matter what you are not a ‘victim’. You can be IN the world but not OF the world. Easier said than done I know when the external evidence can appear stacked against you. I feel there is another ticket you can vote for today and all days to come.

My choice is Courage/Vision 2020. This pair of candidates brings a lot to the table. They complement and support one another. Courage comes from the Heart. It is needed during times of much change both inner and outer. It calls on us to face our fears and our shadow if we are going to truly evolve into our sacred humanity. It calls on us to take responsibility for what has been and what will be. What we currently accept as ‘love’ needs to be reevaluated. How do we really want to feel about ourselves? What is our deeper soul purpose and expression? What do we really want to be surrounded by in every given moment and not shrink to fit just to stay safe or accepted?

Courage is needed when we start to see and feel that Vision. What we desire and need are a part of that New Earth inside of us. It can’t be created externally until it is embodied internally. We can’t look to governments or other outer authority to do that for us. YOU need to create that vision within you. When we let that vision in it can create an inner rumble if that vision feels far away from where you currently are both inside and out. That vision is a marker for growth and movement. Movement and growth require choice and many of the deeper choices require Courage.

As the matrix is collapsing in front of our very eyes and the old guard is doing what they can to keep it in place, we are being given this opportunity to vote for what we REALLY want. Who is the President inside of YOU? Whom do you elect to the high throne of your seat of power? That is way more interesting to me than who ‘wins’ the election. I want to know what drives you to your inner polling station and encourages you to make the kind of changes that turn your world inside out and right side up. Now THAT is the ticket worth voting for.

Much Love, Courage, and Vision on YOUR Election Day.

Part One: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/10/26/election-energy-update-fear-rage-2020/

Part Two: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/10/26/election-energy-update-truth-justice-2020/

Part Three: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/11/03/election-energy-update-love-light-2020/

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Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and Collaborator.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc

Election Energy Update: Love/Light 2020

Over the years the Love/Light ticket has grown in followers and embodiers. The entry of Marianne Williamson is an example on the American political front. This ticket has become more active in the past year as an alternative to the Fear/Rage ticket and in some alignment to the Truth/Justice ticket.

Love/Light 2020 does get a bit of a tumble dry in the court of popular opinion from the other camps. There is a feeling of the platform being a bit out of touch with the general population. For the most part it is. When you feel the dimensional difference between them and the other two, it is quite stark. But it does feel like a movement that has its own place within the hearts and souls of a growing number.

There does feel to be a schism among the delegates when it comes to how to engage, or whether to engage, in the same energetic domain as the other two. Frequency, vibration, unconditional love, and self-care are the pillars of this ticket’s platform. There is a belief/knowledge of the power of frequency and Love that can shift the course of humanity’s fate.

There is a way in which this can lead to what is called ‘spiritual bypassing’, or sticking your head in the sand while Rome is burning. This movement has a lot going for it as well as a lot going against it. There are emotional and energetic headwinds that do make it feel like a needle in a haystack at times.

The advocates of this ticket see and feel a New Earth that transcends the current reality as we see and feel it. And this is maybe where it gets itself in a thicket. It is the ‘transcendence’ that makes it hard for many to relate to. Transcendence can be a bypassing. A moving beyond without actually healing the very things that exist in the energetic field of the All. If we are all One, as is preached, then we are also one with the other two tickets of Fear/Rage and Truth/Justice.

We must be able to feel, heal, and integrate (transmute in my vernacular) the frequencies that are right there in front of us as they are us. The Shadow is being pulled into the Light thanks to all of the work that people are doing in this domain. It is also happening as Gaia is increasing Her own frequency simultaneously. As this continues, more and more will start to surface. We won’t just be able to ‘Love & Light’ our way out of it. We will have to start feeling, seeing, and owning our own roles in this Great Drama.

This band of brothers and sisters are part of an old lineage and descendents of soul lines that have traversed this planet for millennium. It is easy to want to apply this old knowledge to current times, yet maybe something else needs to be learned from the amalgamation of all three that can lead us into a new relationship with ourselves, each other, and the planet as a whole. Something that takes into account our power as creators and destroyers both.

What is it that we really want to create within ourselves that doesn’t judge but discerns? That holds boundaries yet is still porous and inviting? That has clarities and understandings that doesn’t try and shove them in your face?

This is the world we find ourselves in. The choices from which we have been presented to ‘vote’ for as an individual within a global community. Maybe there is another choice that is more of a self-declared ticket within yourself. It may be unwritten and unexplored.

Next, I will see if I can elucidate my own ticket inside of myself from all that I have explored here. Not sure who the candidates are yet but I am sure they are there waiting to be given the opportunity to be heard. Thanks so much for joining me on this journey and hope it has given you some support, context, or at least entertainment. 🙂

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Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and Collaborator.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

Energy Update: Full Moon Illuminating Shadows Through Thin Veil

By Kasha Rokshana

Energy Update: At this potent time, there is much less ‘veil’ to see through and feel through. The upcoming full moon offers a penetrating energy in moments, even now before She is full, of illumination of shadow. The veil is not only thinning in such a way that we can connect with beings in other dimensions, yet we are invited to connect with what has been left unseen, unheard, unfelt within.

Those of us called to Love Ambassador work are challenged when we step more into this process of seeing what needs our love inside of us. We are continually asked to purify by taking pristine care of ourselves, our parts, our physical/emotional/spiritual bodies. This may mean ‘cleaning house’ at times and letting the fires of illumination help us realize what needs to be let go of with care and discernment in the name of self love.

It’s a powerful time of integrating our shadows, what has been hidden, and letting this become the fuel for the next explorations of our light and our soul gifts as well. They aren’t mutually exclusive and can’t be compartmentalized, as they are always connected and in fact need each other perhaps now more than ever during this rumbly time on this planet!

This is an ongoing process for the rest of this year and beyond, extending for as much ‘time’ as needed. There is a lot of debris to clean up once the ash from the burning away settles more in our world. The current state of things globally is only contributing to this fire, assisting the burning process. It feels so important to discern when we need to light the match and when we need to step aside and hold love in our hearts as we witness the death and rebirth process from the outside.

It’s a sobering time with so much up and down to feel through, yet if we can all stay real, current, and dedicated to finding and feeling the truth especially within, we are in as steady of a boat as we can be even when the waves of what’s true crash through.

If you need and desire support, my beloveds and I are here to serve through by-donation group calls and 1:1 sessions. We are also creating a safe haven place where those who resonate with us and want regular updates can gather. We won’t be posting that much here on FB or other social media platforms anymore as the polarization here gets to be too much at times to speak into from our Love Ambassador hearts.

If you’re curious to join us on Mighty Networks, where you’ll find videos, writings, guided meditations, and other sharings from us you won’t find anywhere else for $14.99/month, visit soulfullheartportal.mn.co ❤️🌹

Love,
Kasha 🕊

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Kasha Rokshana is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

Election Energy Update: Truth/Justice 2020

This year has seen an upsurge in the Truth/Justice ticket that has swept across the globe. It may best be exemplified by the Q and BLM movements.

There has been a global shadow presence on Earth for millenia. It is a collective shadow. It varies in size and scope. It is control, hate, and what can only be described as evil. It divides and confuses. It obfuscates and denies. It is hidden in plain sight.

Whether it is pedofiles, elites, facists, supremacists, or racists, there is a hunt on. The Truth/Justice ticket has its soldiers and its provocateurs. It also has its genuineness and its desire for real disclosure and transparency on all fronts. Again, as I said in my last piece, it the ENERGY that I am focusing on. So when I am referring to this Truth/Justice ticket what I feel is a tighter, angry energy that is aligned in many ways to Rage.

There is damn good reason to be angry when we are bombarded with all sorts of information and images that rub against things that parts of us have not been conscious of, whether on purpose or not. There is a growing number within this ticket that can rush to judgement and persecution without really taking the time to breathe. It is a knee-jerk reaction without deep questioning or exploration.

This has sent the more discerning and leveled voices into a more defensive and obscured role within the ‘party’. “If you are not for us, you are against us!” is the rally cry. You will be ostracized, criticized, and ‘cancelled’. In the cries for unity there are often inner battles. The polarity getting the best of itself.

With all the shadow-hunting and ‘justice’-seeking, there is a derision. A field of energy that can implode upon itself. It is a field that consists of so much collective injustice and pain. It lives within each of us as an Akashic record. When we don’t go into our own relationship to Injustice then we are reacting to the unconscious forces within that are both personal and collective.

When fused to the larger pool of Injustice or Spiritual Warfare, we lose our own sense of Self and what is really true for us. What is the reaction really about? Where in the heart and soul does it come from? I am not saying it does not have legitimacy. I am advocating for awareness and consciousness that leads to real Truth and Justice, not just getting swept away by the river of rage, battle, and hunting.

Our DNA holds a wealth of information when it comes to this ongoing disclosure of the shadow. There are historic and galactic implications we may find ourselves just recapitulating. I don’t believe we are doomed unless we really want to be. We have a choice to rewire our programming, conditioning, and unconscious reactions. We have a choice from what energy field we wish to vote for, live in, and live from.

How much of the ‘truth’ do we really want to know? What are we prepared for? Not just externally, but internally as well? What kind of justice do we want to administer and how do we want to respond to what looks and feels like injustice? These to me are all questions I want to be asking myself in cultivating and stewarding a New Earth from the inside out. I want truth and justice, I am just not sure the current energy around it is what I want to ‘vote’ for. Is there another ticket that has another perspective and answer?

If you have felt impacted by these energies and are wanting feel some clarity and empowerment for yourself around them, I am available for a 1:1 session to see where we can feel how your inner world is being reflected in the reactions to the outer world and how the SoulFullHeart process can support you in creating something new that radiates more of who you are and want to be in the world.

Next, I will travel to the ethers and meet with the Love/Light ticket to see what it has to offer us during these volatile times.

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Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and Collaborator.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

Election Energy Update: Fear/Rage 2020

The upcoming US presidential election has been a much anticipated event since the last one four years ago. It is almost like the energy of a UFC match, let alone a heavyweight boxing one. So much energy is being coalesced in camps and corners. So much drama being created, stoked, and intensified. What I was sensing in meditation was how much this is really a global referendum on how we want to live energetically, not just ideologically or politically. 

In the US each party has a ‘ticket’. Trump/Pence is one and Biden/Harris is another. This is the ‘match-up’ to put it in sports terms, or maybe more Roman gladiator terms with its intensity. However, I felt a different set of ‘tickets’ that are actually on the ballot for each of us, regardless of our national affiliation. Each day we vote with our energy for similar types of energy. One of the biggest tickets out there currently is the Fear/Rage ticket. 

Fear/Rage has taken a sizable lead in the past year. It leads in almost every single poll. You walk outside and visit a store, restaurant, school, or any variety of interactive locations. You certainly feel it in the media. Fear/Rage 2020 banners fly freely in many places. They are very convincing and powerful energies to listen to. There are no real debates possible with them for they take up the space with their intensity and narrow bandwidth. It is like a weaponized 5G transmission. 

It is also the state of the collective emotional body (or energetic body politic). The Fear/Rage ticket is a reflection of that. That says a lot about what we need to feel and heal within that space. I am not sure how that happens in the din of the discourse (or discord, depending on how you experience it.) If you find a dissonance with that ticket’s platform, then where do you go to find resonance? I guess that comes down to what kind of energetic world you wish to live in.

I don’t suggest that there isn’t a healthy fear and a healthy rage that exists. There most certainly is, yet it is the measure of its frequency that we can ‘know’ it by feeling it. It lands in your chakras with a thud and a cut. It may even energize your own fear and rage. Now there is a place to go if you don’t really want to vote for them! Feel what lies at the root of them both. What are the projections and representations that create that field within? We aren’t made to feel fear and rage, we resonate with them from the inside out. 

As with all things, as above so below. What we see on the outside is pinging on something on the inside. If we fight fire with fire we still get fire. If we respond to fear with more fear we get more control. It is a slippery slope that doesn’t have a very interesting future in my opinion. So I choose to have compassion for why the Fear/Rage ticket is in the lead, while not choosing to vote for it through my own inner work, my own choices, and how I relate to others. 

If you are curious about how this may be true for you and want to get some context around it, and thus some air, I do offer 1:1 sessions to help bridge how the SoulFullHeart process can help support your empowerment while feeling and healing the disempowerment. 

In my next writing, I will look at the Truth/Justice 2020 ticket that has found its own place in the minds and hearts of the global electorate. 

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Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and Collaborator.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

The Lenses Through Which We See The World

By Raphael Awen

The lenses through which we see the world become our filters on life and love and create our familiar personal and collective world.

The creative power is only rivalled by the degree of our denial of this passive creative power. There is no one responsible and response-able but you.

When you can own that without self judgment and without blame shifting to others or to the divine, you are truly entering the sovereign territory of your infinitely powerful being. It doesn’t matter how far you’ve sunk in denying this creative power, if you are willing to awaken to what was previously denied.

The depths of the hell you created mirrors the heights of heaven and the new creation awaiting you, if you’ll just embrace YOU! Each and every one of us are fractals of the divine, reflecting both this creative power and this free will. Where these 2 come together is where your going on place lies in terms of your souls awakening, embodiment and growth. Growth requires real time friction and grist – some ‘skin in the game’ as they say.

When you choose this for yourself – you move from being a SCARED, SCARRED and helpless victim and instead become a most interesting and enlivened SACRED human – where curiosity and wonder is the only fitting looking glass through which you seek life and love.

This photo below came to me while walking in a Mexican village 4 years ago. This boy, 4 years older now, the images he has taken in, seen through the windows he has looked through form the life he is living now. So it is with each of us. I believe we chose to be limited by our innocent ignorance of these deeper truths, and stunted in this way by a veil of our choosing, so that we could awaken, press back on our limitations, being re-membered to our true being and to the vastness of our creative power.

That makes you amazing, interesting and alive, and fun to be around, wouldn’t you agree?

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Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc.