guidance from angels – Divine Self Embodiment Blog (Formerly SoulFullHeart)

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There is one word that I feel has more influence on us in our healing and emergence as sacred humans than almost any other and that is TRUST. It is the bridge that connects us to the Motherland of Love. In our pure essence, the word just doesn’t exist (not that any word does but you know what I mean). We just ARE. We flow, move, and accept all that IS because we are in harmony with Love. But if we were pure essence, I wouldn’t be here writing and you wouldn’t be here reading. We would be ONE. And we ARE.. essentially. But we chose to live and experience in this differentiated/ fractured dimension to experience ourselves as Love outside Itself to experience Itself. Learning to trust Itself back to Oneness.

This separation was/is a scary thing for us. And for Love. If we experience this existential terror then so does Love. It too is diving off a cliff to see what happens. But the one thing Love has is Trust that it will reclaim Itself no matter how hairy things may get. I feel for us in our human expression, this is a very epic lesson. If Love has trust, and we ARE Love then what makes it so damned hard to trust sometimes? We clearly have a part of us that still hasn’t drank the heart-shaped KoolAid cup yet. Welcome to the relationship with our 3D self.

We so badly want to let go of all that holds us back from experiencing Joy and Purpose. And we have on so many levels. I don’t believe there is a single soul on this planet that doesn’t have an issue with trust. It may be less of an issue for some, but there is going to be something that kicks up this very human relationship to fear. It is why we are here. To continue this healing toward Pure Trust or Ultimate Surrender. The chasm between where we are NOW and this desired place is different for all of us. It is through experience that we learn to trust. We have to act upon something. Make a choice and see what happens. The results that occur are not always going to be the ones we are hoping for. Just because they don’t happen doesn’t mean that we didn’t receive something we were meant or dialed up to learn. If the result is traumatic then our level of trust will determine our ability to let in the deeper meaning, while we allow for all our reactions to be had in response to said event.

There are also other life experiences and soul woundings that have great impact on our relationship to trust. By asking our guides for assistance we can be shown many different soulscapes that provide much heart data to what is THIS life wounding and what is part of our larger MetaSoul picture. What is in our fractal that contributes to this trust wounding? There are stories to be unveiled and felt.

Can we hold the Meta-space of Trust while we navigate our journey into our new sacred humanity? It becomes our life-preserver. Our invisible stepping stone or set of forgotten wings. It provides a container, a Merkaba, for our entrance into and through unknown portals of experience. Without it, we stay stuck and stagnant on some level, even if we have access on others. Ultimately we want ALL of us to come with us into this new frequency of existence. If there are soul aspects that still have issues of trust, we can have a relationship with it to bring more of our essence of Love into the heartscape.
The Separation is a uniquely 3D traumatic experience, I feel. In 4D consciousness we have the tools to hold space for that within us but we need support along the way. So many times have I taken leaps of faith and taken the fear with me. I was also gifted with not just my own guidance from angels and other aetheric beings, but also that of soul family. Our 3D self needs it. There are those that have been across many trust chasms and have found their way on the other side. Leaning into that experience is essential. I feel this is an ongoing journey for us. Continuing to embody our own bigness and gifts, while continuing to lean further into the forgotten territories of Galactic Love Consciousness to bring more and more Joy and Bliss to our collective creation. Trust is the way across and into this new territory. Finding the distrust and feeling its very real reasons for not trusting provides us the ground upon which we may take one step at a time.

Gabriel Heartman is a teacher, facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life. You can learn more about him at www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com

By Raphael Awen

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Upstream of the negativity, we find our deepest fears, our un-manifest soul longings, and our regrets as well as our remorse, that will need to be brought out into the light of day and into the hearth of your heart for any epic change to occur to the flow of the magic in your life.

Lately, I’ve been feeling retracing some steps into a career thing of the past, and have been faced with some fears of simply repeating the past as opposed to inhabiting a new place and way of being inside of myself that is a much deeper manifestation of my true soul power. In my quandary, I feel a guidance coming from an angel connection that I envision.

The Angel’s name is Marcel, and these are the words and feeling tones he presses upon me and offers me to feel as well as to share as a new reality offering to live into:

There is never actually a lacking magic or power in your life. There is never the absence of the largesse of your being in your life. You will not one day learn how to be or do something more or differently than you presently are and then have a more fulfilling life or more magical life.

Your power and largesse of your magnificent being is here and fully present right now. This potent power may well be in subconscious service to your fears and staying small, but the power, your power is not absent or un-manifest, or lacking.

A powerful magic is currently directing, leading and populating your life as you know it right now.

The only thing that can bring true and deep change in your life is you awakening to and taking responsibility for this present power and magic of yours….making it conscious. Only then can you place your power in service of living into your bigness instead of your smallness.

When you make this choice, you will face directly the conditioning, the fears, the pain that underlies the current or past configuration of your not so magical feeling life. For this reason, most have not yet found the courage to embrace their power. However, facing and feeling and healing these ‘negatives,’ is the only way to the life you seek and desire.

Humankind moved in the direction of the solution to identify positive thinking as an answer, and to recognize the power of negativity, but has largely yet to look at what underlies the negativity. Here, upstream of the negativity, we find our deepest fears, our un-manifest soul longings, and our regrets as well as our remorse, that will need to be brought out into the light of day and into the hearth of your heart for any epic change to occur to the flow of the magic in your life.

When, and as this happens, everything changes. Nothing can stay the same, for the power holding an old configuration in your life has been fundamentally and irrevocably changed.

Feel your desire for these changes. Allow to come up to be felt every feeling energy that opposes this desire. Feel it, love it and heal it. This is not anything like cycling in a suffering loop of negativity. This is the bridge you must cross, that most aren’t yet willing to cross, out of the fear of their own manifest bigness.

Ask for help. Feel the divine feel you as you feel and heal all there is to feel. Let the dam of your tears break out. Feel the fear of never changing, of remaining stuck, of remaining un-manifest, of not showing up for your life. Don’t leave a single tear unshed.

Now, in the afterglow of your tears, there is an unmistakeable grounding and support – your always present magic, but now manifesting an entirely new arising world and universe.

You are now entering a parallel universe that is nothing less than your deepest dreams and desires arising into life as you never knew it before.

If these words resonate for you, I’d love to feel what you are feeling as you resonate. Say something! Claim something for yourself. I’d like to help you in any way I can if you are ready to take these steps to help yourself.

Love from Raphael and Marcel

Raphael Awen is co-creator and facilitator of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Please visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more.