By Jelelle Awen
“The portals are open now, not just tomorrow on the date you know as ‘November 11th’. There are many of them, as many as needed for all souls who need them. We felt this was an especially important phase to provide as much boost as we could to those who want it and for those who are being called and stirred by their soul to serve and to lead during the transition.” This is what Binkh, my Arcturian Metasoul aspect/guide, tells me as I sit inside of her light ship in Gaia’s orbit. I am connecting with her through a meditation visit that is particularly clear and visceral because of the current portal openings available to us.
“I appreciate this message, Binkh. As I feel how time is not actually linear from a soul level…and, yet, it is still how our consciousness in 3D orients and tracks life. I get the sense you are providing us with these codes, downloads, upgrades on 11/11 because it will have meaning for us? Just like with the total solar eclipse and Lion’s Gate in August?”
“Yes, these repeating number dates have meaning for you as a species, so we align with them in order to maximize our efforts to reach as many ready souls as possible. And, from a sacred geometric perspective, they do have meaning as well. Most of this is beyond your current consciousness to understand nor do you need to track it. The main thing is to understand that you all are being given an opportunity in this now to accelerate your growth and your awakening if you choose it. This is important right now as the disclosure process of the 3D matrix reality is advancing and more souls are needing to be awakened to help those who will be in deep adjustment and shock.”
I feel Binkh’s love for us as a species, that comes through in our heart chord with each other. This has taken a couple of years to deepen and grow. Two years ago, parts of me were terrified to be around her and on her ship (even ethereally). I still had undigested trauma in my emotional body from experiencing ‘abductions’ from the ages of 8 to 17. Through deepening connection and healing with Binkh, I came to realize that these experiences weren’t against my higher self/soul’s will at all and were actually prearranged visits to calibrate me to Earth 3D life.
It occurs to me that I am not remembering this deepening of our bond and healing of my own fears for no reason. “There is a connection with these downloads being offered around 11/11 with ongoing contact with you and other Star BEing species, yes? You are preparing us for more direct contact and disclosure?”
Binkh nods her purplish-blue head with broad forehead, huge eyes, and tiny nose and mouth. She was once scary looking to parts of me, yet, now, she is beautiful. “We cannot just drop one of our ships, or one from our allies, into your skies. Most people are not ready for that and it would cause too much upheaval, panic, and fear reactions. It could even cause war, which is the last thing we want. This process of contact with us is accelerating, but, it is also a carefully orchestrated and felt one. We are particular about it and who we choose based on how open their heart is and where their higher consciousness is related to embodiment.”
“Contact begins from inside, not outside,” I respond, based on my own experience. “It begins with healing the 3D self aspects that still anchor to that density and have so needed to. With negotiation with the protective part of us that has needed to guard so fiercely in order to literally survive here. Connection and negotiation eventually with the Gatekeeper of our Metasoul opens up access to ALL of the fractals off of our individual soul sources and eventually with our Star BEing aspects too.”
Binkh nods again, smiling lightly at me. “Yes, this is the way that you are here to offer, Jelelle, with your BEloveds too through SoulFullHeart. This kind of deep, inner preparation allows for grounds of self love and trust to grow. It helps to heal the pains from separation that you have experienced. For those drawn to this way, and there are other ways of course too, they will find that they are so much more ready to integrate and expand and take in physical contact with us without so much fear or resistance.”
I feel my heart and soul light up from this confirmation from her about what I am offering, co-leading, co-creating, and been personally (even in this moment of connection with her) living out. It is my why of being here on Gaia during this time of such intense transition and change.
“I want to add too that the human body can be helped in this portal opening process by going in to connect directly with the portals. To see what they have to offer you personally. That doesn’t have to be with visualizations or visits as you engage with, Jelelle. This can be just in listening to in high tonal, solfeggios that open you up to receive. This can be during nap or sleep time too. You will receive, though, if you ask.”
“Thank you, Binkh. That feels like an important point. If we resist these upgrades, then I feel how the body ‘acts out’ more in pain, sleepiness, nausea, etc. If we go in and open up to receive, then the body too can become the sponge that it wants to be and needs to be actually.”
“Exactly. And, as you’ve been sharing the last few days and we’ve been sharing through you, you can prepare the body by eating more light-filled foods and less dense ones. By sleeping when needed. Many of these codes can go in better and deeper when the mind is quiet and consciousness resting through sleep. And, by trusting that this overall process is being held by so much love for you and with you.”
As she says this last line, I feel the heart chord between us light up with a pink glow and rush of love. I inhale and exhale of this love, feeling tears start to fall as I get the sense again how we have never really been alone. Not me, as an individual person. And not ‘we’ as a species. We can feel so alone when we accept what we have been conditioned to in 3D life about our solitary place in the Universe. We can feel alone when we battle each other, when we compare to each other, when we resist each other.
I feel how we are being watched over, cared for, reached out to, and being prepared to embrace our sacred humanity. Through the integration of our galactic self with the healing of our 3D self, we will become what we are meant to be as human embodiments of Infinite Love!
Jelelle Awen is an Emoto-Spiritual Teacher, Sacred Feminine and Sacred Union Facilitator, Soul Scribe, waySHOWer, and co-creator and teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is author of Sacred Human, Arising Wonder: Ascension Through Integration Of Your Emotional Body With Your Spirituality and Keep Waking Up! Awakening Journeys To Avalon And Beyond.
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