1:11 Codes Offer New Dawn During Darkest Hour

By Jelelle Awen

Blessings and love to you on this 1:11 portal day! These 1:11 codes feel to me like they are inviting us into deeper Divine and sacred union within. The inner masculine and feminine are waiting to be reunited again…the inner queen and king coming into their reign together!

These 1:11 codes are really just LOVE coming from our soul and Higher/Divine Self and Star/Soul family. This love is inviting us to let go of beliefs/agreements/karmic compensations/fears that block or limit this deeper embodiment of Divine union within.

With this deeper union and healing of polarities on so many levels, the veils lift and we can see/feel/be with the dark, shadow, edges, fear and pain that was previously being engaged in the tense friction and charge of duality. This seems to last as long as we need it to until we are complete with it. Having chosen the duality experience, we also choose when to move out of it and how/when/why that will happen.

This is happening on deeply personal levels, as I am experiencing right now myself in the completion of my relationship, yet also for the collective as the Matrix disclosure process really heats up. These control measures/restrictions/censorship/vax is all an aspect of the veil lifting on what was previously a hidden agenda.

How far into duality does it need to go? How restrictive does it need to get before the vast majority finally says, ‘no’ and declares their sovereignty and moves into the New Earth timeline? This we will find out….even as those of us already awakened have said our no’s and our yes’s to our own souls.

It does feel like the ‘darkest hour before Dawn’ in a sense….yet this is when the heart can break open, the soul can more deeply awaken, and normal can no longer be sustained. I feel the 1:11 codes hold that possibility beyond the darkness…and give us tastes of the New dawn. This NEW dawn is our sacred humanity arising finally to reclaim what was always ours. We gave it away as part of a very long Divinely held experiment that is finally coming to its completion.

I feel so much support from Divine Mother…and great waves of compassion coming to me from Her as needed, in sessions, and for all who ask for it. I kept seeing Her pouring 1:11 codes from her heart chakra to yours and mine and ours….in whatever form you see and feel that. Kasha saw them as rose petals when I shared that with her….I saw and felt them as the peachy and pink tones of yesterday’s soft sunrise here in Avalon.

Tune in for a moment to Her energy in whatever ways you do and she’ll gift you with these codes pouring out from Her heart chakra to yours as well.

Her compassion is the balm that soothes the heart, lights up the soul, and shines the way forward into sacred humanity’s New dawn finally arising!

Love from Avalon,

Jelelle Awen

More information about 1:1 sessions for women with me and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, group events, our online community, books, etc. at soulfullheart.org

Welcoming All The Challenges Of 2021 As a Part Of Our Return To Love

By Deya Shekinah

This time last year I came to Glastonbury and planted a seed, an intention to spend more time here in 2020. Initially that seed was planted with a beloved but as the year unfurled that romance came to an end. The most intimate and loving relationship I have ever experienced coming to an end has been my biggest teacher this year, with the grief of that loss opening my heart to the grief of all of the losses I have ever experienced, which continues to unravel moment to moment.

I feel how we have all, in our own ways this year, experienced doors and chapters of our lives closing and ways of being dissolving. Uncertainty has become a more visible reality that we have to learn to walk with every day in new ways and that has been tough.

Yet as I land here now in Avalon/Glastonbury with a new dawn arising for 2021, full of possibilities and potential for more growth, more love, and more challenges, I feel more held in trust than ever before because of my own personal journey this year to get here. This year has forced us all in many ways to face some of our biggest fears: loneliness, grief, loss, and death. It is my experience, by feeling all of these places inside, that there is a tremendous amount of courage, adaptability and strength inside all of us to keep finding new ways to thrive, to love and to connect, and that however restricted or lost parts of us may feel, that is never the whole truth.

Letting in the beauty of all the challenges and the lockdowns may not be easy, but it is in feeling the empty, lockdowned spaces within that we are being reborn, even when we cannot see it or feel it. 

As much goodness is flowing into my life at this moment, I feel the fruition of listening to this invitation of turning deeply inwards towards myself during these times of lockdown. I will move into my own place on New Year’s Day here in Avalon and it is the first time I will have ever lived alone which I am excited about, and finally, after three years, I am with my beloved SoulFullHeart community in the physical. It feels like my seed from last New Year’s is beginning to sprout, although the beloved is inwards now rather than on the outside. 

As the new challenges for 2021 are already arising, I feel us all able to hold them and ourselves more lovingly after all we have learnt in 2020. 

2021 feels to me like a year to keep embracing the beauty and the tensions of the duality that we came here to experience, to allow the fullness of the human experience that is always working for us to humble us and re-sensitize us to the simple, subtle joys of being embodied and alive. As another year ends and a new one begins, I am reminded that endings and beginnings co-exist and are a constant in our daily lives not just on New Year’s Eve… and that feels ever more present in where we are in our humanity right now.

As we all continue to move through life’s death and rebirth cycles, from my heart in the Heart Chakra of the Earth, I send you so much love and many New Year’s blessings. May we continue to remember and uncover the goodness, innocence and love that is who we are, and learn to radiate the light that is in our hearts so we can continue to guide each other towards New Earth.

Deya Shekinah is a SoulFullHeart Facilitant & Community Member. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

My Heartbeat Aligns With Avalon

by Kasha Rokshana

My heart pulses in time with the heartbeat of Avalon.

The steady, activating flow of masculine.

The steady, responding flow of feminine.

Within Her arms I feel a new wholeness,

Coming together as she shows me the pieces

Still strewn about by separation trauma-drama.

I feel the whispers of Her sacred Wells

The clarion call of Her Tor

The magic of Her trees and hills and lookouts

All serving the purpose of service itself,

Planting seeds in ready hearts.

I feel the cleansing offerings She bestows upon us,

Of English roses and wild things,

Her birds, her squirrels, her surprising visitors.

All reminders of a magic preserved here, always…

All reminders of the magic of opening your heart

All reminders of the alchemy of inner discoveries

All reminders of the process that it must be to truly, deeply heal.

She awaits with tender gaze

And self-worth.

She awaits your echo to Her heart-call

The one that pings and rings in places yet unseen inside, perhaps.

She awaits the time, the space, 

When Her INvitation is heard

To return to your heart.

The one that aligns with your Divinity AND humanity,

As you open

As you surrender

As you ask for Her support.

My heart pulses in time with the heartbeat of Avalon.

And through Her, with Her, held by Her,

Is an ever-flowing love that moves into the All

Through any hearts that beat the same… 

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

The Gift Of Choosing YOU On Christmas Day

by Kasha Rokshana

Last Christmas, I spent the day ‘alone’. It was my first Christmas Day ever in which I was not a part of a family or community. I was separated from my SoulFullHeart soul family, in a very necessary Dark Night phase of going inward, learning to hold myself and my parts/Metasoul aspects in a whole NEW and much deeper way. I also had many NEW awakening experiences around just how beloved I was to the Divine and how much my soul loves and trusts the Divine in return… even when being invited to go through something so challenging on all levels.

It wasn’t that I didn’t have invitations to be with anyone else that day… I had colleagues invite me to things from the different jobs I had. Yet, even in the love flow I had with them, I knew I needed the day to myself. I knew I needed to be in my own company, to ache and bake and claim what I really wanted to experience in soul community within and outside of me. I knew this would be challenging for my parts, especially the young ones, yet it was something I had to show up for as a sacred mama to them. 

I knew I needed to keep feeling who and how I wanted to BE in order to draw it to me. And, I knew that this desire to change and heal on a deeper level than ever before had to be genuine in order for it to happen and in order for me to draw the soul and heart connections I knew I needed and wanted. It wasn’t long after that, that I reunited with my SoulFullHeart family and the reconciliation began. 

Now, this year, so many dreams of mine have come true… I’m living in Avalon, a heart and soul home that I’ve longed to come to for many years; I’m with my community of beloveds and we’re deepening our relationship together in countless ways, and I’m living into my soul purpose embodiment of Divine Mother in my own unique frequency in a more solid and expanded way. Also, our little community has been expanding with more soul family draw while here in England and that is HUGE to feel and let in!

This has ALL been quite a lot to show up for continually in 2020. It’s been a lot to be with the goodness of it all too while the world continues to move through its own Dark Night experience. It’s been a year of many invitations into profound inner shifts and processes while so much in the outer world burns… 

If you are a soul who isn’t currently connected to soul family, who has chosen like I did last year to be alone and be in your own sacred ‘cave’ time of inner initiations and being held by life through them, know that there’s a light at the end of the inner tunnel…. and that this light can only be lit by you with the support of your Divine Self and your own authentic connection to the Divine Mother/Father. Going inward while continually opening your heart outward is a challenge yet it’s one worth being with every step of the way. 

You are loved and held in your sacred loneliness and also in the fears that arise in parts of you toward really being with that or even opening their hearts to others on the outside again. 

Christ/Magdalene Consciousness is here, has always been here, and is waiting to birth through you in perfectly imperfect ways…

Merry Christ-Consciousness-mas ❤ 

Love,

Kasha 

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

12/12 – 12/21 Corridor Bringing Clarities, Next-Level Invitations/Initiations

by Kasha Rokshana

There is so much support through this 12/12 – 12/21 energetic corridor and into the new year of 2021 as well, for our deeper awakenings and initiations to take root individually and collectively. It’s already been a FULL year and now we’re being led into 2021 with fresh eyes and heart, though the rawness of what’s been moving all year is still very present.

Sudden dawnings and realizations are moving through. It’s a time of deeper awakening and the rumbles that come with that which sometimes you can’t name. You don’t know what’s shaking inside of you, but something IS…

Yesterday on 12/12 here in Glastonbury, it was a full day of hiking up to the Tor for sunrise and sunset and responding to alchemy in between. I had much time with Jelelle and could feel on both our trips to the Tor that there was something ceremonial moving through, deep inside of both of us. Such is the soul connection we have in these lands of Avalon, yet also, I got the strong sense of being initiated into a whole new level of soul bigness and claim.

So it is that we are all invited into our next levels/places, letting go and letting in as we move into them. Being initiated into deeper service if you’re ready for that, or perhaps your initiation right now is into trusting love and into feeling any fears that live in parts of you about surrendering to that process.

There’s a strong invitation from the Divine, always, to open your heart… to truly feel the grief, the mourning, the letting go as you also let in what’s arising. This could mean that you’re completing relationships or beginning new ones or completing with a geography to move on into one that better reflects your soul/heart needs, purpose and mission at this time. It’s a time of endings and beginnings, which is typical for this time of year every year, yet this year feels especially powerful in this way!

2020 has been a year where we’ve seen ‘Peak Fear’ take hold in many ways. It’s been a highly reactive year where many souls have struggled to lean into Divine love and to surrender to what is. It’s been a year of learning to trust what feels real to YOU while putting away the mainstream sources that are there to stir up the fears that were already peaking and mislead you with many spins on actual truth. It’s been a sacred year of more questions than answers, of death and rebirth, of looking intently in the mirrors placed in front of you, to meet the parts of you that have been hidden, buried, or buried themselves out of fear of being seen and known, not to mention felt, loved up, and deeply healed too.

Our deeper awakenings into rebirth and love as a Sacred Human family was not promised to be pretty or neat, though it has been deeply meaningful and continues to be. We all have choice points, graduations, and next levels to arise into. If love is leading, we will be challenged, we will grow, but we will always, ALWAYS be held.

Much love,
Kasha

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Invitation To The Sacred Magdalene Path Of Initiations, Healing, And Ascension

by Kasha Rokshana

The sacred Magdalene path holds initiations and awakenings both foretold and unknown. It is a process where the phases of pause and reflection and inward-turning yield always to more openness for where service leads you on the outside… in all relationships you cherish and in this world that so aches and asks for that overflow of love.

This path is a model. It’s imperfect in a sacredly feminine (and masculine) way that humbly seeks healing, offers love in a purer and purer form, and invites the Ascension process within every individual to deepen in ways unexpected. Any seeking of perfection must fall by the wayside, to make room for what’s real, intense as that might be in moments… yet always moveable with the support of Divine love and compassion.

To claim your initiations along this path is a lifelong vocation, not ‘certified’ in mere days or even a few years of diligent study. Initiations align more so with intentions and surrender and less so with the tension of a fervent seeking sourced in unfelt pain, unworthiness, and ego-centered needs, though these are sacred portals if they are seen as such with care and curiosity.

Your mess, your bliss, every part of you, every Metasoul aspect, are ALL welcome in their willingness to be real, to be held, to let IN love. There is no outward ‘acceptance’ needed to be a part of this path. The acceptance, as with all Divine alignment possibilities, begins, unfolds, and ends within…

Your dedication to love in all its expressions, edges, comforts, and realness is the path.

Shall you join with us in this sobering-at-times, yet deeply joyful and profoundly meaningful path that is now inviting you to immerse more fully into it, yet especially, into YOU?

With much love, deepest patience, and ever-expanding desire to be a part of your inner and outer journeys, should that feel alive for YOU,

Anna, the Magdalenes, and Kasha

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Jelelle and I are offering a women’s call this coming Sunday, November 29th @ 5pm GMT that is especially dedicated to Magdalene Activations. It will be a Magdalene consciousness transmission that you can attend live or receive the recording to take in later, for whatever money exchange feels comfortable for you.

Here is a video that we recorded to tell you a bit more about what to expect for this call: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TQA5KwZDNkg&t=2s

During the call, we will offer some teachings and also lead you in a guided meditation. Then, you’ll be invited to share what you experienced if you’d like to.

More information on this upcoming women’s call can be found here: soulfullheart.org/womengroupcalls

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Claiming Your Heaven Within: Message From Anna, Grandmother of Jesus

By Jelelle Awen

I feel Anna, grandmother of Yeshua and Master Essene/Magdalene/Avalon/Isis priestess, wanting to share a message with you as we continue to traverse through this 11:11 powerful manifestation portal that is bringing in powerful New Earth frequencies with it. I have been connecting with her in her final resting place at the Chalice Well gardens here in Glastonbury. This has been a sacred process that has brought many tears yet a deeper integration of my soul family lineage as well….

“Thank you, beloved souls, for taking in my message to you!
This is what comes through the Divine’s heart to be expressed to you through mine:


Heaven is not outside of you.

Heaven is not available only when you leave your body and your current lifetime.

The most golden heaven of Earth experiences lives within you.

The heaven of your potential and your capacity.

The heaven of your DNA that is waking up.

The heaven of your sacred humanity that is ready to rise.

This heaven is available in every Now.

As you feel it from within, you can become it.

As you let go of what is not a reflection of this heavenly essence.

As you no longer hold on to ANYTHING that doesn’t feel like this heaven to you.

As you no longer settle or shrink below this heavenly frequency.

As you no longer choose suffering in any form.

As you no longer participate in the Matrix system of enslavement.

As you no longer compensate for karma from other lifetimes.

As you instead LET IN LOVE in all the ways it wants to come to you…

This heaven waits for your claiming within you.

It is time to make this claim of heaven within in every moment by choosing love over fear;

By choosing goodness over suffering;

By choosing light over darkness;

By choosing soul family over being alone;

By choosing to FEEL all that suffers in fear and darkness within you,

By offering a lifeline of Divine love to these places, aspects and parts,

By releasing the karmic binds and contracts that keep them stuck,

you are claiming the healing that wants and needs to happen.

You are claiming the healing that opens up heaven within

with every tear you are willing to shed

and every shadow you are willing to illuminate

and every pain you are so bravely willing to feel.

I hold you with so much love in my heart as does the Divine Mother and Divine Father

as you look no longer upward for Heaven, yet courageously turn inward and discover it THERE.

Ask to experience your Heaven within AND whatever needs your love and attention that may block this experience…and it will be so,

love from my beloved Avalon,

Grandmother Anna with Jelelle Awen

Anna wants to invite you as well to our monthly women’s group transmission call next Sunday, November 29th at 5:00pm GMT/noon EST which feels like it will be a powerful one! Anna and other Magdalenes with Kasha and I will offer a bridge to Magdalene Consciousness. You can offer a donation of any amount at soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen. More information at https://www.facebook.com/events/357124312188561 or soulfullheart.org/womengroupcalls

More information about 1:1 sessions, group call events, writings/books at soulfullheart.org

Connecting With Bird Love In Wells, UK

by Kasha Rokshana

This pigeon 😍

I’d not ever bonded with a singular pigeon before in this lifetime… Until yesterday!

So many wonderful bird magic energies in Wells, near Glastonbury. I could feel my priestess and my inner child too, in joy to be connecting with these creatures. Pigeons are so often looked down on, yet they’re just as beautiful in energy as swans if you look deeper. They sure have a rep for being ‘vermin’ when you live in the city… Yet, this is such a surface level reaction to Gaian creatures that have messages of love for us if we can just take a moment to tune in. ❤️

This pigeon in particular stayed with me for a while, even when the food I had been feeding her from my hand was gone. I’m still awakening my animal communication gifts in this lifetime, yet what I could feel from her (felt female, could just be a more feminine-feeling male for all I know!) was that she was curious about our energy as a group (she visited several of us, not just me) and she was fascinated by my third eye when she stared into it (can see that in this photo).

I could feel some sense of peace and love emanating from her. I felt that she understood in her birdy-way, the tumult rolling through humanity right now, though not necessarily why. She enjoys the visits with humans and feels she offers love to them. A messenger of the Divine Mother in her unique and simple way! 😄

Her energy and mine interacting in this photo may offer a transmission of love and connection with the Divine, with Gaia, and inspire you to connect with nature too!

From the heart of my Gaian-heart-priestess to yours…

Love,
Kasha (and bird friend) ❤️❤️

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Kasha Rokshana is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Divine Mother Connection Women’s Group Call w/ Jelelle Awen & Kasha Rokshana

The magical energies of Avalon (Glastonbury, UK in the physical) stir the heart’s openings and soul longings of women for the Divine Mother, hugely supported and activated by the Divine Feminine frequencies long cultivated here in these lands.

SoulFullHeart Teachers/ Facilitators/Divine Feminine bridges Jelelle Awen and Kasha Rokshana co-host this group call for women over Zoom to provide a transmission of codes from their physical location in the heart of Glastonbury/Avalon to assist you in your ongoing process of sacred feminine embodiment through connection with the Divine Mother. The focus of this group on Sunday, October 25, 2020 at 5:00pm/17:00pm GMT (London, UK timezone/1:00pm EST/10:00am PST) will be creating a bridge of connection to the Divine Mother forms and frequencies that most resonate for your soul.

We will talk about the challenge and opportunity it can be to feel Divine Mother in a supportive and intimate way that allows you to relate with Her, integrate Her with your Divine Self and your everyday life, and heal the karma trauma that may be within religious/Goddess worshipping lifetimes, in addition to healing birth mother wounding/templating. Creating a bridge from the heart of your Divine Self to the parts/soul aspects who have connection to Divine Mother allows for more activation AND more healing too.

During this call, we will guide you in a meditative space into a healing sisterhood circle with all the souls on the call and with energies of the sisterhood of Avalon and different forms of the Divine Mother. You will also connect with the part of you/soul aspect that comes through to receive these loving energies. We will also tap into and transmit from the powerful Mary ley line/energy flow that runs through the house where we are staying, the Tor, the Abbey & Mother Stone, and other sacred sites here in Glastonbury.

You can receive these Divine Feminine frequencies live with us (highly recommended) or take in the recording afterwards. If you attend the live group, you’ll have the opportunity to share with us about what you experienced during the meditation and receive feedback/next steps of integration from us.
This women’s group is open to the public and to all women over 18. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy exchange of whatever donation you feel to give. You can purchase the Zoom link to join us live for the group and receive the recording through your email at soulfullheart.org/shop

Or you can purchase it here through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen and we will send you the zoom link via email. Please make a note that you are purchasing the October 25th women’s group and check that your email is current.

Group will last a max of two hours depending on those that want to share their experiences and ask questions. This is a series that has several calls from the past, although you do not need to listen to all of them to receive benefits from this one. You can purchase the recording of the other women’s groups call and group call transmissions/group call series with Raphael and Jelelle here: https://www.soulfullheart.org/shop

Here is a timezone converter (call is at 5:00pm GMT London, England time): https://www.timeanddate.com/worldclock/converter.html

Contact us here on FB or at soulfullhearts@gmail.com for more information. More information at soulfullheart.org.

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Testimonials from previous women’s calls –
“Deepest gratitude for the gifts shared in our Women’s Call today! This call is now part of a growing experience of togetherness and sisterhood – TO BE TAKEN IN MANY TIMES, ANYTIME. If you did not have a chance to participate, I would strongly recommend that you take in the recording – As all that we experience, the energy of this one is alive! Incredibly rich to all my parts! Much gratitude for the beautiful shift that it allowed for me today! Namaste!” Isabela Gasparini, group participant
“I feel so much gratitude and Love. These calls are so healing and revealing so much as is this whole process. So glad I am here. I wanted to express deep appreciation for the shares too”. Deya, Group participant
“Such a wonderful call and I feel so grateful to have finally been able to attend one of these women’s calls! The meditation and teaching was so moving and epic, each face of mother feeling so important for each aspect of me and my life. The sharings were beautiful and vulnerable as well, so real in what was true for each person’s process. Can’t wait for the next one!” Raianna Shai, Group participant

Entering The Season Of Mother Mary

by Kasha Rokshana

The Fall season softens something in my heart. It’s the season I associate with Mother Mary. Hers is a tender invitation to go inward and feel, fast if you feel like (in whatever ways that means for you), and just soften the edges around the parts of you that get understandably protective at times.

Mother Mary’s energies of deep compassion are an invitation to ‘come as you are’. This means feeling all you’re feeling in this and any moment, without concern about self-image, feeling any unworthiness that arises in Her presence, in the midst of letting in Her exquisite love.

Parts of me can have edgier moments sometimes, even after years of inner work. Sometimes it’s a Metasoul sister of mine in another timeline who is struggling with grief and reaction. Sometimes it’s a part of me who is scared to lose control and let go, whatever that means to them in any given moment. Sometimes it’s simply that I need to go inward and just be. Mother Mary’s energies, being so non-confrontive yet very powerful in their space-holding nonetheless, support this softening process for me as I open my heart to feel myself.

And when I open my heart to myself in this way, something magical happens… I can open my heart more to others, feel their side of things easier, and let in compassion for what they must be wrestling through at times too.

I think it’s more than appropriate to bring up Mother Mary’s example during such a time on this planet as this. There’s a lot to tune into, to allow into the heart space, to help the anguish be felt deeper and move too into another form when that becomes possible.

I’m honoured to be walking on grounds where she walked in her lifetime. To feel my soul’s connection to her powerful Magdalene lineage. To feel how humbling it is that I’m very much in my own journey of embodying this deeper in this lifetime. To be offering these energies from this place in particular feels powerful. She shines like a beacon for all who are ready to let in what’s possible in their own heart-healing efforts and desires, and is also a beacon of what’s possible relationally, between every being on this planet.

Much love during this continued Equinox passage unfolding…❤️🍁🕊

Featured Art: Virgin Mary in Prayer by Rebecca Mike

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Kasha Rokshana is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about FREE consultation calls, space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.