When I Grow Up

By Raphael Awen

When I grow up, I want to be able to travel with just my consciousness. I want to be able to transport my physical body to anywhere in Gaia, and beyond, and beyond the beyonds.

When I grow up, I want to be able to let in all the love I am needing in any moment. I want to be able to transmute any internal emotional feeling state into the one I want and need in that moment.

When I grow up, I want to be able create new realities simply with my consciousness. I want to be able to dream the biggest dream I dare dream and then right there, step into the dream.

I am the bright, bright, bright, light of God, growing up into full remembrance of all that I already am. I am eternal and infinite love. I am already one with all that is.

I’m living through the process of forgetting and then remembering this all that I never actually lost. I chose and created this reality of time and this reality of physical space. It’s only one reality of so many more. I am ever being birthed into the more that is the very heart of the universe.

I get to do and be all of this with all of the seriousness of a child at play. And I get to do it with you, an other who only appears to be other, as we are all already all one. (‘Alone’ is really only feeling the ‘all-one’ state of the universe seeking to know itself by being in a relationship with an other) You are this relationship inside of you. You to you. You to love. You to other.

What do you want to be when you grow up? What are you longing for that feels missing? What dreams are aching to be lived out through you?


Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Check out our programs: FREE, PREP and DEEP, for a new and profound going-on place in your spiritual and emotional journey at www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions.

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