by Kalayna Solais
Sometimes, days are just rough… the seas of life move you in one direction when you thought you were moving in another.
Sometimes, the feelings you feel are just hard to feel… they seem to come out of nowhere, or, if they do come from a known somewhere, they can feel overwhelming.
Sometimes, you are in a phase of darkness, where parts of you feel as if the light will never turn on again… everything they fear happening is happening, and there’s no mantra or affirmation that seems to help you.
and eventually, many times over…
the light turns on from within during these moments and phases.
You fumble in the dark long enough, then a gentle hand guides you to the light switch.
And soon you see the gentle hand is your own.
Now, in times to come, you feel the suffering through the pain start to enter your field
and realize that you can move through it, be with it authentically,
and find your way to healing, trust, and nourishment from inside.
Nourishment that in all of these times, can never ever leave you.
This is the process of moving onward and UPward from within.
Ascending through the heart and the deep healing of the soul.
This is the process of recognizing that the springtime of love is inside of you, not a Mecca to seek on the outside.
And a time when you see
that nothing ever happens to you
but with you.
This is the great turning point of our Ascension process,
and our maturation as Gaian BEings.
This is not what makes us ‘worth saving’
but what wakes us up to saving, healing, loving ourselves
and then, loving each other. ❤
Kalayna Solais is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women age 30 and under, energy healer, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.