SoulFullHeart Museletter: May 29, 2022

It’s always been important to feel how our spirituality and humanity are so interconnected and can’t ever truly be separate, yet when different events happen in the world, such as the recent school shooting in Texas, we’re invited even deeper into feeling our human response as well as our spiritual context.

Featured this week is a piece from Gabriel Amara’s heart, offering that we all have an invitation from the Divine to feel our reactions to this shooting and anything else that happens in our outer world, letting it move through our hearts rather than be bypassed or even medicated with ‘solutions’.

Jelelle Awen has a new video this week featuring the quartz crystal sound bowls and a chakra/heart/body clearing sound bath.

Gabriel and Kasha have two new episodes of the SoulFullHeart Current Podcast they’ve released now, talking about bridging your humanity and spirituality and the process that often is, as well as the Inner Teenager and their role(s) they have often played in your inner and outer worlds.

There are a few new writings to take in as well, including an energy update about the Pleaidian Portal that just moved through, personal digestions from Jelelle around her process of transitioning to living primarily on light/Prana, and other offerings from us about different perspectives through which you can begin to see, experience, and feel your life and personal journey.

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Much love from all of us!

~ the SoulFullHeart Community

The Courage To Be Love During The Great Transition

There are so many Great’s we are hearing about. The Great Reset. The Great Awakening. The Great Passing (as labeled by my beloved, Kasha). We can also term it The Great Transition. They all represent the same thing…a movement from one conscious landscape to another. Energy is always in constant transition from one state to another. We are never truly static or in stasis, no matter how much it may feel we are at times. The bigger question is, what are we each choosing to transition to?

We can look at any source of information and choose to see many possible timelines, from dystopian to utopian. The combinations and permutations are infinite. We know that this great blue sphere we live on is hurtling through space into photonic fields that are creating mass upgrades. These upgrades and codes are shaking up a by-gone era of manipulation and indoctrination that are coming to a close sooner rather than later. As this happens things will appear to get worse before they seem to get better.

The key word there is ‘appear’. It is hard to see what is happening on this planet as a false reality. A holographic consensus of what appears ‘real’. Yes, it very much is, as we each choose to attend our consciousness and energy into that reality. People are dying and suffering everywhere. We all need to wake up to the systems that we participate in that fuel this reality. We are not separate from what happens in any part of the world. We are a microcosm of the macro.

The Great Transition calls each of us to unplug from this insane system of manipulation and culture of violence. This starts with each of us assessing our own relationship to what we consume and how we get trapped in the clutches of self-righteousness, guilt, fear, and hate. This system has become so very efficient at steering our consciousness away from our own sovereign ability to say No to its snake-charming ways. It has taken us away from our sacred humanity and replaced it with a false one.

To unwind this, there is a phase of inner reflection and Divine communion that cleans the glass of our consciousness and brings us to the precipice of our Higher Heart and Higher Self that is separate from but in relation to the false reality at large. It is not from a Warrior stance that we shift our reality, but from an Ambassador’s courage to stay the course of Love. This must be secure and devout on the inside before it can have a hope in Heaven to surf the changes on the outside.

This inside out process is hard to start with so much being thrown at us from all directions. It takes a lot of courage, soul clarity, and trust to begin or continue the journey. Trust is the vehicle we must hitch a ride with as we move from the dying into the rebirthing. It also takes a lot of compassion and forgiveness of self and other along the way. With each choice, either a yes or a no, we find our way back to the Heart and Soul of what we truly are. A human being full of potential, possibility, and passion. A being that is no longer seduced by that which divides, but drawn to that which unifies.

Each day we are being given the opportunity to choose a different path other than the one that is being laid before us by forces that are no bigger than your own power of choice and self-worth. Don’t just choose wisely, choose courageously and vulnerably.

*****

Gabriel Amara is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for both men and women.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

Are You Willing To Live, Be, Trust?: Transmission Of Support From The Magdalenes/Soul Family

by Kasha Rokshana

For all your brilliance,
Are you willing to also live it out?

For all your wittiness,
Are you willing to be in the unknown?

For all your fire,
Are you willing to soak in still waters?

For all your empathy,
Are you willing to also have compassion?

For all your mistrust,
Are you willing to feel what trust may offer?

For all your compliance,
Are you willing to dig deeper and ask ‘why’?

For all your belonging,
Are you willing to risk standing alone?

…these questions we ask without judgement
To serve and bolster your deeper awakenings,
Your Divine Self’s deeper embodiment,
And the discovery of who you are,
Who you always were,
Yet chose to forget.

Here to serve your upliftment, we are.
As we also hold you in your downtrodden states.

Here to love you, always, we are.
Even in those questioning moments
Where it feels like love cannot possibly exist.

You are embraced
Held
Loved beyond measure of fame, fortune or wisdom.

Loved even in your compliance to the structures that lay dying,

Loved even in the foggy times of unknown choices,

Loved as much in your dying times as your alive times.

With so much of your truest essence in our hearts…
Love,

Your Soul Family/The Magdalenes

(W/ Kasha Rokshana)

I feel this landing in my own heart as a way to remember compassion for myself and all souls at all times. We’re walking out what we came to walk out, and it’s truly up to all of us to choose what we are ready to embody next… with no judgement from those who came before us and support us through it all.

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

A New Relationship To Prayer

Prayer is not something that I have felt connected to often in my life. Usually when a life is on the line or big global events happen.

I was involved in a vehicle incident where I hit someone in a very freakish accident. It happened out of nowhere in my consciousness. The moment dropped me into a deep well of grief and all I could do when I got home was pray. I pray for the injured person, for my family, and for myself. I prayed for hours and hours.

I found out the next day that the women made a remarkable turn around when the prognosis wasn’t good when she arrived. I was elated to say the least but still very affected by the whole incident. It brought up so much around being responsible for another’s person’s life. This goes back deep into my soul. It goes deep into the collective soul as well. How much we have been responsible for and the layer of guilt and shame that can come from that.

I am finding myself years later sitting in deep prayer again. As I have been healing the layers of my own guilt, fear, judgement, and unworth, I am feeling a renewed relationship to authentic and genuine prayer. It is not for things to be made better per se, but to send Love in all directions, to all of humanity, not just to one side. It is meant to be in stillness to receive understanding and guidance. It is to be in communion with the Cosmic Divine inside and to connect it with all that surrounds me.

I have let go of putting my faith and energy in our current institutions. They are in a death cycle. It is time to start praying on and with the New. I feel my prayer holding space for that death and rebirth both globally and, more importantly, personally. For if we cannot die and be reborn individually, how can we expect the same to happen collectively.

There is much we can all do outside of prayer that requires an action. We need both. What that action is and the energy that it is held in comes directly from that prayer state. I am grateful for this reacquainting with Divine prayer. It lives in me differently and more authentically. I trust its service and it purpose, just as I trust the Love that holds us. I do not pray FOR others as much as I pray WITH others.

May this be its own prayer with you in whatever you are moving through during these times.

*****

Gabriel Amara is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for both men and women.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

Seeking To Understand Rather Than To Fight

By Jelelle Awen

“When you seek to fight that which you don’t understand or fear inside yourself and with others, it will come back again with each new form worse. If you seek instead to compassionately understand, you can mutually discover your truer purpose of serving love,” Yeshua and the Magdalenes

This message came through two years ago, when I was just initially exploring my Christ/Magdalene lineage. In their lifetime, the Magdalenes could have felt highly persecuted, heavy with revenge and hatred in their hearts towards those that harmed them, especially with the crucifixion of Yeshua and murder of others. Yet, repeatedly and ongoingly, they (including Yeshua in light body form) held forgiveness in their hearts and saw every ‘player’ serving a part in the Divine unfolding to seed Ascension consciousness.

They sought to understand rather than judge. They felt ALL were serving love in the form chosen by them and the Divine. This allowed them to forgive eventually and even appreciate those who served the necessary and difficult darker roles.

I feel the truth and invitation in each word….both inside and out. Becoming a love ambassador to ANY and ALL energies within us, helping create a bridge to invite those aspects in shadow (often stuck in shame and blame cycles) plus karmic loops, this IS the embodiment of Christ consciousness within us. This is how the true Divine loves us and how we can receive that love.

These words feel even more true now with our ongoing experience of the Matrix narrative taking us into increasingly polarized places.

We can become more divisive, taking sides, resisting and judging both inside of us and outside of us. Or, we can seek to compassionately understand ALL through the Divine’s heart. Inner peace is experienced from this state.

Outer peace is seeded from it too. ❤️🌹

Love,

Jelelle Awen

This is a teaching and a guided meditation video from our Deepen 2022 series with Raphael and I to move from the warrior to the 5D love ambassador:

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The Cure Is In The Care

Last week I was teaching an online English class with other adults from around the world. A woman from the Ukraine came in first and I asked her how she was doing. She said she was still in a state of disbelief, confusion, and fear. I could see it in her eyes and feel it from her energetically. My heart sank in that moment for all of my human brothers and sisters. It felt odd to continue a lesson that seemed so far removed from what was going on, but she was there to get away from it all, to have an hour where she could be among others holding care for her and sending her love via the Heart and having a ‘normal’ conversation even as if nothing was normal around her. 

After the class I sank into a sacred sadness for all of humanity, not just on one side of a geopolitical/cabalistic conflict. In that moment I could feel the depth to which our planet of humans has been infiltrated by a dark force. A machine and a spell. It is also a veil to what lies deep inside each one of us that can change the course of the world forever…Care. 

In the not so distant past, I would feel this collective pain and want to help solve it or assuage it with information. Something to alleviate the guilt and pain that was swirling around. Be some kind of beacon of Hope for others to lean into as well as my inner world. However, this never dropped me fully into the state of Care, for that requires to fully feel the pain that lies underneath it. This pain is thick and global. If we have our own pain that resonates inside it becomes too much to bear and needs understandable relief. That is actually self-care. 

Yet over the years I have been healing my own inner pain, suffering, and guilt to feel a genuine and authentic Care that takes me to this feeling place without being swallowed up by it. I am Jonah in the Whale emanating Love from within. 

I found myself searching news and taking in others’ posts about it. Many trying to offer historical context, corruption analysis, enemy patterning, as well as a “hell, no!” to fear-mongering and information manipulation. I then dropped it all and let myself just feel. Feel the anger, feel the rage, feel the fear, the sadness, the grief, the helplessness, and the hopelessness of everything that this world is being asked to contend with beyond just the Ukraine. 

This is where my human heart opens and just IS. No strategy, no fixing, no mentalizing. Just feeling Care. In this place I feel closer to humanity. I feel a service beyond action, beyond words. It is etheric, psychic, emotive, and quantum. Does it solve the issue at hand this very moment? No. The bombs still fly, the injections still occur, the lives still lost. There is still work to be done, but not in the way we have been programmed it should. 

We must grow out of our politics and out of our information gathering and go into our hearts and souls. This is where we find true Care to be the Cure. Care for ourselves, care for our intimates, and care for our human brothers and sisters. This is not easy for many to do. What may seem like care may just be a layer of diversion from fully feeling whatever that feeling is, even if it leads you back to yourself. Maybe that is where you are meant to go. 

I am realizing how much Care is a spiritual initiation, not just some four-letter word that makes us feel better about ourselves. It is the tie that binds us all together in Holy Humanity. It is that which brings us to new levels of growth and change inside and out. It is our way back to reclaiming and remembering our greatest gift to each other. 

The gift of Love.

*****

Gabriel Amara is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for both men and women.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

Message Of The Morning Star

The past week or so I have had the pleasure of meditating with the beloved Venus right before sunrise. I don’t think I have ever had such an intimate experience with the Morning Star before. She feels so poignant right now, both personally and collectively.

I have felt Her gentle yet also direct illumination. She offers a perspective that is different than Mars in how to be as a man during these times. While Mars has more of a Warrior King draw, Venus calls to the Love Ambassador within. It activates the masculine connection to his heart via compassion as well as passion.

Venus is a force that draws the Sun (read ‘Son’) from his slumber. She calls him to his deepest purpose of shedding light and offering warmth to all he touches. He also activates movement and courage to stand in truth without resorting to violence. There is much shadow that is being drawn out at this time and this has a myriad of reactions.

Venus is calling me, and maybe you too, to see the world as it is with all its apparent chaos, and feel all the feelings that emerge from rage, to anxiety, to grief. We have felt separated from our Divinity and from the Divine in all its forms. We have projected this onto so many external aspects of our lives and now we are seeing how that has worked out for us.

We had to do this to really see that we are, and can be, the Kings and Queens of our own existence on this glorious planet. We are not alone yet parts of us may feel so. We may feel far away, but we are also so close to Love that it may feel it is too close as well. A sacred push-pull if there ever was one.

Venus reminds me that as a masculine emissary of Love I have a responsibility to love myself first, be present, honest, and vulnerable in my sacred union as well as with my intimate community. I have a responsibility to be myself in full embodiment of my mission and purpose to serve this SoulFullHeart kind of Love to other men and women that need me to stand in that space for them as I have been from those that have served me.

The time with the Morning Star reminds me that we are not hopeless or helpless. We have support and guidance standing right there in front of us even when it doesn’t feel that way sometimes. Our higher selves are held in a Divine Trust account just waiting for to claim it when we are ready.

I feel the Unknown of what is to come at the same time I feel the Known of the Love that is holding it all. May Venus be your guide to the love and leadership that awaits you as the mystery and drama unfold.

*****

Gabriel Amara is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for both men and women. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

The Adams And Eves Of New Earth

It is becoming clear that the power structures are beginning to crumble at particular levels. When a leader of a ‘free’ country pulls ‘emergency’ powers over its own people then it is likely he is hearing it from his handlers to get his shit together. It is also likely there is a larger play going on here that is part of a larger dialectic of ‘problem, reaction, solution’. The mandates of experimental injections and oxygen suppressors are triggering response mechanisms inside of us, the populace, that are meant to highlight what it is that we are willing to allow as acceptable, let alone legal.

This creates a ‘line in the sand’ for each individual who is a part of that population. It creates a pathway that may have never been tread on before. Maybe it was never thought of as a timeline in one’s life, yet there we are compelled by something that calls deeply to us. This is what we are all being faced with but in different ways. Parents are being asked to make similar stands and determine choice points for the well-being of their own children. You may be feeling this in your social and family circles as well.

This ‘Temple of Solomon’ made up of medicine/health, education, government, politics, public safety, economy, social justice, and technology is starting to show its dark side as each of us awaken to our own awareness of what is happening and the light of truth and love that lay within which is not held in trust by the Guardians of The Temple. This construct has been around for millenia. It pervades every aspect of our lives. It will not be as easy as holding the line at a protest, but it does show the true nature of the guardians themselves.

What comes next is going to require our own inner temple of courage in action as well as a surrender to trust in our higher nature. This inner temple has been inside of us all along. It is there where our intuitive intelligence, or ‘nous’, comes online. We draw power, purpose, and vision from this place. It is also where our compassion and passion live.

Each morning, I find myself meditating in this inner temple in what I have come to know as a No Man’s Land. A space between the 3rd and 4th dimensions where there is a deserted land full of sand, but not really a desert. It is a pregnant void space full of possibility. It is from these sands where the old has crumbled and the New has yet to be formed. It is here where I receive guidance and access that which is still in shadow and in fear. It is the integration of these aspects and energies that provide the map and the beacon to what comes next in this collective drama unfolding before our eyes.

I see many lines in the sand. They shift and change with the prevailing winds. Trying to keep up with them almost becomes a practice in futility. The future is not determined but there is an agenda and plan. An intention. This has a lot of power and force behind it, yet so do we. If we find ourselves in aggression toward it, we feed the juggernaut just what it wants. If we sit or act in peaceful non-compliance from a place of Divine trust, then we offer a light to the ever transparent darkness at hand.

The Light of Truth and the Power of Love are converging in a planetary sacred marriage. This will bring up many rumbles in the months and years to come both externally and internally. The more we are able to connect to the Temple within and embody its Light and Love, the more we will be able to affect a change that is more than just going back to ‘normal’. We are given an opportunity of remembering our nature as divine human conscious creators. The Adams and Eves of New Earth.

This requires a lot of inner work as well as outer choice. It asks us to go into our dark, our vulnerable, our pain, and our fear. It is where the gems of our human spirit and divine grace live. It is these treasures that fuel our ongoing inspiration and care to keep bringing more of our unanchored power and heart to the surface. We are each a portal to this New World. A seed inside of the darkness in which we live right now. As we get more nourishment from the Divine, from Source, and from Love in all its forms, we grow into that very thing that is not impacted by what is occurring but rather flourishes and offers hope to those that feel hopeless.

*****

Gabriel Amara is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for both men and women.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

A Love Story: Part Four (Enter At Your Own Risk)

By Raianna Shai

I finally made it to part four of my love story series! This is a full on post instead of a poem, so I’ll keep this preface short and sweet.

I had a moment last year while trying to rediscover myself and my purpose when I realized that the part of me that I’ve judged and kept protected is actually one of my greatest gifts. I’ve been so held back by fear of my own emotions and what other people may think of me that it’s been so hard to let myself just be honest and real.

Even when I would share my feelings in a relationship, I would try to soften it to not make it sound “too much” or “too unfair”. But I’m finally reaching the point of realizing that risking judgement and blowing up a relationship is worth it when your truth could actually bring you and the other person into something new and meaningful. Yes, truth can hurt and harm others – but so can holding it back. At least the former allows you both the opportunity to show up and grow into new ground.

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A Love Story: Part Four
Enter At Your Own Risk

So much of our lives are spent worrying and fearing what might happen. We close ourselves off knowing we could potentially be hurt if we don’t. We don’t tell people how we feel, we don’t open up our hearts to one another, we don’t commit to something that means a lot to us, we sabotage ourselves in the name of safety, comfort and preservation.

But when I think of all those beautiful moments in life that we’re constantly searching for – have we ever gotten there without risk? Have you ever fallen in love without being vulnerable? Or felt a deep sense of connection with someone without the risk of being rejected or judged? Has there ever been a moment of true and real emotion that hasn’t come with an underlying fear of abandonment?

We try so hard to avoid the mess – the heartbreak, the judgement from others, criticism – but with that, we avoid the bliss.

Something I’ve realized about myself over the last few months is that I am incredibly sensitive and emotional and for maybe the first moment in my life I 100% love that part of me. I’ve spent so long worrying that I would be seen as too much, as pushing people in my life to be someone they’re not in order to match me, as being overly sensitive and insecure. Insecurity can come with sensitivity but so can strength.

When I let myself be me, I have the strength to sit with someone and pour my heart out to them. I have the strength to feel my feelings on full blast without having a wall up to protect myself from others. I have the strength to love with such depth that I genuinely worry I’ll get lost in it.

And sometimes I do. Sometimes I forget how beautiful my heart is and how much it deserves to be loved back just as powerfully. I just want to be seen and felt in all my glory.

Love,
Raianna Shai

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Raianna Shai is a SoulFullHeart facilitant and website designer for SoulFullHeart Healing, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about free consultations and 1:1 individual sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Your I AM 5D Divine Self Essence Guided Meditation: Video 17 – Deepen 2022 (Video) | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

In this seventeenth video of our 31 day video series called Deepen 2022, SoulFullHeart Teachers/Co-Creators Raphael and Jelelle Awen share about what we mean by becoming your I AM 5D Divine Self. We talk about the 3D, 4D, and 5D selves and the qualities such as gratitude, forgiveness, compassion, curiosity, openness, joy, willingness to feel, etc. that are the essence of the 5D Self.

We share about how the I AM is an invitation for embodiment of the Divine within you and not looking to an ‘outside’ source to experience and bridge to the Divine, as has been offered by the False Light Matrix. This is a process of transmutation from the ‘ground up’ of your 3D self meeting the higher dimensional aspects of 5D and higher in a middle place.

In the guided meditation, your Gatekeeper joins you on an exploration to raise your frequency by climbing up stairs to a higher dimensional space. Once you reach the higher 5D space, your 5D Divine Self is invited to come in, along with any higher dimensional soul aspects or star/soul family members.

Here is high frequency music you can listen to during this meditation by Divine Channel Mei-Lan: https://youtu.be/tC1RGAne_yE

You can watch each video in the Deepen 2022 playlist on our SoulFullHeart Experience You Tube Channel here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FZWeBviA18Y&list=PLNmrHdaQSAvJPnLzbEKl4OsQBXBYw2XwI

For more information about the Deepen 2022 series including a full listing of the content covered over 31 days and information about two Deepen 2022 group calls on January 16th 30th, visit https://www.soulfullheart.org/deepen2022

For more information about the SoulFullHeart quantum healing process, Jelelle Awen’s latest book Free To Be 5D, videos, and events, visit https://www.soulfullheart.org.
We also invite you to join us for free membership on our private, online community SoulFullHeart Portal on Mighty Networks for sharing, asking questions, and connecting with others engaged in the series: https://soulfullheartportal.mn.co/feed
For more information about a free consultation call to find out more about 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Jelelle Awen, Raphael Awen, Gabriel Amara, and Kasha Rokshana, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions

We are offering this series for free of charge, yet we would be so grateful if you offered an energy exchange/donation to us for the value you receive in this series. You can donate through paypal: http://paypal.me/jelelleawen or at https://www.soulfullheart.org/shop