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Energy Update: Powerful 22:02:2022 Portal!

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By Jelelle Awen

A powerful day today 22:02:2022 (if the day of the month comes first)…a palindrome (same backwards as forwards) and an ambigram (reads the same upside down as well) AND it is TUESday as well. ALL of these ‘2’s provide a potent activation of union codes from within, with others, with your soul aspects/Metasoul, collectively, and with the Divine.

In meditation today, I went into the multiples 2s portal and my Inner Earth Lemurian Guide/Aspect Ruma came forward to connect with me. She met me in etheric space at Fraga Da Pena, the heavenly natural gorge with waterfalls near us that I shared about a few days ago. I felt this place as a portal between our surface world and Inner Earth Lemuria.

They are many such portals on the surface to Inner Earth, usually near or on Mountain ranges such as ones here in Central Portugal where several ranges converge, Mount Shasta, the Rocky Mountains, Mount Bacharach in France, Andes mountains, the Himalayas and many others. There are usually Inner Earth cities within these mountains with much galactic activity coming and going from the peaks and summits of them.

We mostly engage with these portals during meditation, through etheric and astral visits, although sometimes in the physical body as well. I felt the invitation from Ruma to open up the portal to Inner Earth Lemurian today for those drawn to go there to feel the possibilities they hold for us to some day experience Lemuria again on the surface. The Inner Earth Lemurians who went into

‘hiding’ during the fall of Lemuria can return to the surface when the frequency of humanity is high enough to support their 5D consciousness.

Ruma’s message today was one of opportunity to heal the separation consciousness within us as we connect to the places/parts/aspects that feel and experience it in often deeply profound ways that can lead to ongoing suffering and pain. Being in the Matrix reality since the Fall has amplified the emotional trauma from fragmenting out of the Divine, out of our Soul Family Monad, out of our pairbond/twin flame, out of our Metasoul, and even within us as parts of us form to reflect this fragmentation. All this fragmentation has been a necessary aspect of Divine Play and experiment, yet has left undigested wounding in our emotional and soul fields.

All these 2 codes feel like an invitation into wholeness again, into unity, into completion and to remember what it FEELS like to be in these Unity Consciousness states. Being willing to FEEL the separation is what allows it to heal, being a bridge to the parts/aspect that feels separate over and over again as needed. until they no longer do.

Raphael and I shared much more about this in our recent group call and a meditation to connect with Union consciousness, your bridging self (what we call your Divine Self) and with your separated self. We created a bridge to allow space for this energies to connect with each other. You can purchase the recording via offering a donation at soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen.

I also highly recommend any video that draws you today from our recent 31 day Deepen guided meditation series: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FZWeBviA18Y…

This TWO day invites us to bring whatever energies are feeling separate (and the tension and fear that creates) INTO Union again. Perhaps your Inner Earth Lemurian is waiting to connect with you to assist in that movement from within you!

Happy TWOsday!

Love,

Jelelle Awen

This photo was taken yesterday while we were exploring the nearby town of Coja, near an ‘idyllic’ feeling creek and park. It’s amazing what Gaia and the sun can transmit to us when we are open to receive!

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You Are Anything But Separate – with Archangel Metatron

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by Kalayna Colibri

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Oa9eutJXlpk

Feeling this incoming message with Archangel Metatron has been a sweet way for me to step into my latest crucible(s). I’m finding myself in the thick of simultaneously going in deeper with SoulFullHeart and also going in deeper to another online teaching job that is more challenging and requires more planning and presence than the one I’ve had for over 2 years now. He reminded me the other day, that even though this is taking up a lot of energy right now, that it is STILL connected to the Divine and ultimately to SoulFullHeart and my soul and heart calling too… he offers that it’s important to let in that no matter what we’re doing or being in any sort of role or job, we are still connected, somehow, to our hearts, souls and the Divine.

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Even if you tried, you couldn’t separate from your Divinity and your built-in drive to ascend higher and higher.

Even though you’re working at a ‘job’ that feels unfulfilling, undesirable, you ARE connected to your heart and soul purpose and your soul IS working it all out in every moment. You can’t help but move on when it is time to. You may even opt to leave soon. No matter the choice made, you are held, you are connected, you are moving forward.

So much angst, so much anxiety, so much depression, it all comes from the walls you’ve built against feeling connected, and the walls you’ve inherited from cultural and birth family conditioning. You are NOT these walls, these strong reactions, this intense pain. You are here and now because somehow you need to be, though that can be hard to really let in and feel. You need to be here until you don’t, until you decide it’s time to move on, until your parts are ready to lean into you enough that you can lead them into something NEW.

The love that you are draws experiences you need like a magnet. It wants to experience MORE of itself, letting in MORE love flow to and from others and to and from self. It wants to hold you in and to that self-made (soul-made) promise that this would be your ultimate and highest quest, leading you to genuine service of love with others. It is inevitable… love can ONLY return to love, for the umbilical cord is always connected to that ever-unfolding life force and ultimate source of soul and heart nutrition.

At times love needs you to express it and YOU through your 3D jobs, your 3D focusses…. it is a gift to help show you how you can still inhabit this density without losing touch with your heart in the process. With enough practice, you bring in the higher frequencies of 4D and 5D and beyond, integrating them, not leaving them or separating from them, no matter how hard it all feels to let in (and understandably so!)

WE believe in you and we are here with you. We are cheering you on, we are buying tickets for the front row seat to watch how it all unfolds for you. We reach out and touch your heart in every single moment and maybe you feel it in some moments and not others. This is okay. This is still an expression of what you need. And sooner or later these moments of letting in become far more frequent, no matter what you are doing, thinking, saying or BEing!

There is much love here for you, always and in ALL WAYS.

With the deepest, widest, most profound love,

Archangel Metatron (and co.)

 

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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart facilitator for women around (and under) the age of 30, energy healer, indigo-crystal bridge, soul scribe, and poetess.Β VisitΒ soulfullheartwayoflife.comΒ for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.Β Visit our patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings atΒ https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.