The questions resound. “Why am I the way I am? Why do I feel the way I feel?” There are just certain things that we just can’t really put a mental finger on. It is swirling curiosity that is wrapped in sometimes serious tones of frustration and depression. This feeling that something is just “off” inside and you are just not totally You. But what the hell does that mean?
Relief and discovery are your doorways IN….
Maybe there IS a clear sense of who you are but still can’t seem to get that You to align with what it going on around you. Either no one or very few around you can fully grasp what it is you are going through. This need to go deeper, to understand and feel more deeply as to what it is that you were meant to BE this life.
Alignment and deepening are your doorways IN…
You have all that you felt like you wanted but still feel dissatisfied. What once made you complete and happy just isn’t working its magic anymore. There is the growing awareness that that there is so much more to experience and not necessarily “learn” or achieve. The magic is wanting to come from the inside out and not the other way around. There is a niggle to set fire to it all and get to the heart of what it is that sets your passion ablaze.
Curiosity and desire are your doorways IN….
You see the writing on the wall. What used to hold all the pieces of society together are in a state of collapse. The game on the outside is quickly finding its demise and the transition may be rough for some. But that is for those who have given over their power. Their choice. The fight and the rage are getting exhausting and the time for something new is so wanting fresh air. There is a need to feel a sense of a bigger vision and opportunity into the future.
Empowerment and disillusionment are your doorways IN….
You are tired of doing this life all on your own. You so much want to be in collaboration with others with like-heart and soul resonance. You ache for a partner that can match and meet you in your need for passion and purpose. To set you ablaze with aliveness and challenge you with compassionate honesty. No more playing in the wounded arena. You are aching for relationship beyond the usual and normal.
Community and sacred romance are your doorways IN….
There is something we all came here to walk out. An experience to have based on a theme or calling that our souls signed up for. Your current life experience is all perfectly laid out specifically for you, by you. They create crisis and uncomfortability as a means of opportunity to learn and grow along the path we have chosen that serves our Highest calling. The nest that we consciously created is now getting prickly. Even if the nest wasn’t all that bad to begin with! You are getting prickly. Nudged. Poked.
The doorways are in front of you. They are held by parts of us that were created in order to “survive” life. Even our spirituality has been used as a survival tactic in many ways. The road back to our very thrival essence is a process of exiting and entering many of these doorways, just like the proverbial layers of an onion. But these doorways often look like walls if we are fused to the fear of what it means to walk through them.
The first step is to be honest there is a wall. A fear. A resistance. From there the door presents itself and the choice points begin. Feeling the fear inside and where they come from helps us to make that next step down the path we know we were meant to walk. But you are not alone in this. There are those who have walked through many of those doors. They very ones you see in front of you if you can see them. The ones that you have heard a knock on. Let us answer that call together and see what is discovered and experienced on the way to what it is you were ultimately destined to Be and feel.
Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life. Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.
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