Cabal Collapse Updates; Need For Inner Digestion & Ambassador Work

By Jelelle Awen

Quick update: Getting more information now ‘out there’ and from my own team/guides, the timeline of 10 days of darkness with possibly no Internet/phone service seems to be shifting. What I am seeing now is a chance of these services needing to be suspended temporarily ONLY on the East Coasts and West Coasts of the U.S. (esp. LA area and surrounding counties). These suspensions of services would be in support of the efforts of take down of Cabal/dark forces in these areas, so that their communication is limited yet probably for only brief periods of time.

These areas would then possibly receive communication through the US emergency broadcast system as needed during this time, which also may be used to awaken the rest of the country (and eventually the world when mainstream media is converted to a higher timeline) to the Cabal reality through taped confessionals and other means. It would just be too debilitating for us to be without Internet/phone service during this time of so much transition and change, so my sense is that this would not be done unless absolutely necessary.

I’m getting the sense too that those who live in these areas of the U.S. to remain in their homes as much as possible in the coming days. The energies will be intense as the round up and detainment of the Cabal occurs and all of its networks are ‘cleaned up’ and it is actually a matter of safety to be inside. All of this is, again, not just about spread of the coronavirus (which has been hugely overblown and inflated) yet is about minimizing the ability of counteractions against ‘civilians’.

There have already been some huge gains and movements happening in this process. One in particular is the shift in the corrupt Federal Reserve system to now being run by the U.S. Treasury. This is being offered as a set up to a new financial reset with gold backed currency, forgiveness of all debts, and equal distribution of wealth. You can research these pieces yourself too by following whatever sources feel resonant for you and see what reflects your truth.

I have also gotten the sense and seen elsewhere that the intense arrest/detain phase of this will be mostly complete by April 12th to April 15th, Easter Sunday. With that, we may see then the lifting of the travel and work restrictions, lock downs, etc. and steady recommendations of ‘near cure’ for the Coronavirus as well in already known natural remedies.

Another update: David Wilcock is offering that there will likely be three days of Internet/radio down starting today, tomorrow or Friday the 10th at the latest during the peak of the Cabal arrests….then 8 hour briefing broadcasts after that about the Cabal. For your consideration, here is the latest video from him: https://youtu.be/tM3tCnLDPVw

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I am receiving a near constant reminder from my Higher Self for myself and to share with others to breathe around all of this, to come back to our centers, to be in Divine trust FIRST (not to any individual or cause outside of that), and to discern how much of this 3D/Lower 4D energy timelines to take in.

There is quite a polarized frequency of ‘us against them’ in this timeline, good guys and bad guys…which is still duality, yet seems to be a necessary phase for the collective to move through. This is not about making any one person or movement into a saviour as it is up to each of us as individuals to ‘save’ our own souls through a healing process of choosing love over fear. This personal process invites the collective to do and be the same.

Our inner children are leading the ambassadorship here, starting from within. Beautiful soul and my daughter Raianna Shai writes tenderly about that process for herself and others here: https://www.facebook.com/raianna.tydeman/posts/3156618194348294

This is the messy phase of birthing a NEW sacred humanity. Be as involved in the messy energies as you feel to be as an ambassador of love, above all to yourself and ALL parts of you that might need you! These are darker and denser energies than many of us have been immersed in for many years perhaps so take in what is necessary to integrate for yourself and offer a bridge to others….yet not too much as the full dose of it may be meant for those who need it in order to awaken.

Hope you can join us for our six week group call series about this 3D Matrix to New Earth transition with Raphael and I starting on April 1st at 10:00am PDT, which I see going forward without interruption at this point. We are offering this as a means of creating support systems both within and with others during this time! It is by whatever donation you can offer! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/freetobe and here: https://www.facebook.com/events/1095703627430395/

Much love,
Jelelle Awen

All of our writings/videos about the coronavirus are here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/category/ascension/coronavirus

Experiencing Anxiety And Depression As Portals To Your Parts Of Self And Soul

By Jelelle Awen

The two emotional experiences that are so often brought to be ‘fixed’ or ‘solved’ in sessions (often by the Inner Protector) are that of anxiety and depression. The answer in 3D is to suppress them, to medicate them with ‘anti-feeling’ drugs. The answer in 3D is to fight them, to not let them ‘win’, to be stronger than they are. The answer in 3D is to see these emotional states as enemies that must be conquered and controlled, especially if they are interrupting or disrupting your ability to work hard and ‘keep up appearances’ (which is the number one priority in 3D life.)

The experience of anxiety can be so difficult. The worry that practically chews at your third chakra. The ‘panic attacks’ seeming to come from nowhere that can be embarrassing, inconvenient, and just plain scary. The inability to feel at ease, at rest, and in goodness inside of your own skin and life.

Depression can hang like a thick fog over everything. Life feels meaningless, especially 3D life routines of work, eat, sleep patterns that go on and on. The sense of flatness is punctuated by moments of wanting to die and neither feels comfortable with each other.

In 3D, the emotional states themselves are treated and fixated on….rather than the actual parts of the self (and soul) that are feeling them and WHY they are feeling them. In my over 15 years of working with parts of myself and with others in spaceholding, I have discovered that there is always VERY GOOD reason for these feeling states. Rather than suppressing them, we relate with them as a PORTAL.

Seeing them as a portal allows you to shift from fighting them and into loving curiosity about them. The experience of extreme emotional states is so often the result of backed up, undigested traumas. Anxiety is the downstream, byproduct of parts of you (usually the inner child) not experiencing that life was safe energectically/emotionally/ and very often physically. Your inner child cannot actually trust life to be loving, so they move into an anxious state of distrust near constantly. This is fuelled by the Inner Protector and Inner Punisher’s lack of trust in the world to be a safe one for your Inner Child to be in. The two anxious states fuel each other rather than either able to provide trusting and loving frequencies to the other.

Here is a meditation with me to meet your Inner Child, as a place to start: https://youtu.be/L_bpgyIuYds

This is just ONE possibility for the existence of anxiety, as it can also stem from the Metasoul and be a result of very traumatic soul experiences (especially those that involve killing or being killed) that haven’t been digested. The existential anxiety is very often underneath the this-life triggered anxiety. In 3D, the veil of amnesia is thick and the very influential emotional bleeding-through reality of other lifetimes (especially for those awakening) is not acknowledged.

Depression is very often the struggle of the soul to accept and integrate into 3D life. Awakening souls aren’t meant to actually assimilate into 3D life, yet they aren’t very often supported and initiated into their true soul purpose and galactic essence. If this initiation had happened during our formative teenage years instead of invalidation, we would have bloomed into passionate expression of our soul gifts and service of love. Instead, we were conditioned in 3D deadness cycles….and depression is often a result of that conditioning and programming that goes against the grain of souls and hearts.

Connecting with your Inner Teenager can help to ease the depression as their creativity is released and discovered with you as loving and supportive soul mentor that they never had. Depression is also connected to soul themes and other lifetimes, especially for those souls who are highly creative and connected to and are a channel for Divine inspiration. Here is a guided meditation to meet your Inner Teenager: https://youtu.be/sLDoA7UXVFk

Connecting with emotional states such as anxiety and depression AS portals of self discovery to these parts of you allows for a BIG shift in your experience of them. Instead of battling them, you come to see them as a precious gift that opens up access to these parts of yourself and soul that need you. Over time, the expression of them lessens and eventually fades away altogether (as has been my experience)….with no drugs needed.

Only love can heal the trauma and the downstream emotional expression of it. As you embrace all parts of yourself and their expressions, you are offering the medicine of love to heal whatever inside of you most needs it.

Love,

Jelelle Awen

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Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about free intro calls and 1:1 individual sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Inner Child Transmutation/Healing As A Key Aspect Of Ascension

By Jelelle Awen

Your Inner Child is not the woundedness, shyness, hurt and shame that they feel. That is the emotional energies they have experienced in 3D life from traumatic experiences that didn’t get digested when they needed to be….in the moment that the trauma occurred. If there had been an open-hearted/open-souled caregiver to digest the trauma, your Inner Child would remain wholy and holy in much higher frequencies of love and soul essence and innocence.

Instead, it is so often our caregivers who CAUSE the trauma and who repeat the abuse that they experienced too with their caregivers. They are innocent in this in a way as they don’t know any other way to BE yet (esp. if they have not awakened their soul frequencies to realize the patterns and choices here.) It is a cycle of undigested trauma passed down like a legacy of woundedness through birth families that often has very little consciousness about the harm that is occurring.

Your Inner Child absorbed these wounded frequencies like a sponge. In their heart and soul porosity, they could only BEcome, to some degree, these pains and aches. Yet, there IS an essence there of love and light that is preserved and stored of your Inner Child due to the dutiful work of your Inner Protector and other parts that form to guard/protect and serve through the 3D journey (and into 4D as you awaken.)

I was reminded yesterday during a beautiful bridging session of the actual essence of the Inner Child. Instead of finding a hurt and wounded energy, my client/facilitant and I discovered her Inner Child as a magical BEing of alchemy able to transmute the ‘dark corners’ of her essence into love again. This Inner Child had experienced some healing of traumas through previous emotional work and was ready to reveal herself as the magic that she IS. She just needed a bridge to her energy in order to show her true colors again.

Also, we were connecting consciously with her Protector in the session, who came along with us on this journey to connect with the Inner Child. This allowed the Protector to be negotiated with and not block the love from coming through, which can often happen if it is not consciously acknowledged. The Protector’s filter of the inner child is that they need fierce guarding, that they are helpless, and they see YOU as your Inner Child (not as a powerful, creator BEing adult.) Much of the suffering loops that occur of inner punishment/judgement and the corresponding shame reaction are unhealed frequencies between the Protector and Inner Child.

Our Inner Child transmutes from 3D wounded sad/shame/hurt frequencies into 4D magical joy/achelmy and eventually into 5D Crystal Child frequencies as we love and hold space for them. It is this Crystal Child frequencies that actually power our Merkabahs or light body vehicles for multidimensional travel. The Crystal Child frequencies in us allow for the necessary fuels of curiosity and reverence to power our Merkabahs.

So, connecting with your Inner Child links very directly with your Ascension and Awakening process. It is a KEY aspect of the process. Trying to avoid or divert or bypass from healing the Inner Child doesn’t seem to work very well and shows up in other ways such as abuse patterns in relationships, ongoing suffering, body disease/illness, cap/blocks in ascension, etc.

The Inner Child is a crucial energy to ‘come along’ with you on your journey! Invite them into your heart space and discover the rich and vast rewards of this INtegration! There are so many gifts freed up as you integrate these energies back into your BEing again and realize that ALL of what you experienced as a child (no matter how painful or traumatic) can actually be transmuted back into love AGAIN if you respond to it with love.

We offer very direct, effective, and powerful ways to connect with your Inner Child and all parts that need you (including those soul fragments (metasoul aspects) in other timelines. 1:1 bridging sessions with me and SoulFullHeart Faciltators Raphael Awen, Gabriel Heartman, and Kalayna Colibri are available for only $55 USD min. donation! Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session for more information.

More about parts and Metasoul aspects here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts

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Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing.  Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.