By Jelelle Awen
By Jelelle Awen
Here is a playlist for all four of my videos that I’ve released in my Deepen 2020 series, with the first one featured below. These videos are created in response to the current energies we are navigating and offer a bridge to connect to your emotional body, your soul, and the Divine support that is always available:
Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.
Energy Update: We had a very active Schumann/Gaia resonance wave lasting for twelve hours today, December 29th! This was during my sleeping time and I definitely had more vivid, clear, and intense lucid dreams than in awhile. They felt like visiting other timelines/lifetimes, working issues out, yet easy to remember.
You may have experienced the same increase in clarity, clairvoyance, veils thinning for yourself in sleep time or in waking time now during this wave. Gaia waves can cause also sleeplessness in some people and anxiety (distrust) can be heightened as well.
Grounding in with Gaia and being in higher vibrational space with souls that can resonant in that with you (or alone) helps ease these waves too. If you are still in birth family difficulties/Holiday mode, that can be challenging to sustain when these waves come in.
Getting your own space is important right now. Space to go within, feel what you want to change in your life in the NOW, what you want to experience in 2020. Without that personal space to connect with yourself, the Divine and other parts of yourself, it is easier to project right now and pull away/push away from soul family that love and see you.
As we complete the last few days of 2019, the energies are increasing and amplifying leading into 2020. They are HERE to offer support for the life changes that need to follow the inner changes. A reminder to us that healing grounds in when it expresses in the physical in ALL areas of our lives.
Love to you as we ride these year-end waves together!
Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC (next one is March 20-23), writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.
Energy Update: In these post-thanks-giving energies for many of you who celebrated yesterday, there is perhaps a digesting going on…..and not just of whatever food you consumed. Whatever you experienced yesterday during your thanks-giving day is now UP in your emotional body to be processed, especially if you are still in the experience.
Maybe you were overflowing in gratitude. Maybe you were in the middle of intense family dynamics or friend situations that were difficult to be in. Maybe you were somewhere in-between or flowing between the two in moments.
The energies definitely felt ‘mixed’ yesterday, as they do on all major ‘holidays’ it seems. As the collective energies come together and unify to celebrate something (even if only in one country where not all participated), there is a heightening of the collective experience. What was amplified felt like energies of push/pull….both the desire for connection and resistance that sets in from the actual experience of what can be dissonance.
It shows what could be possible if we ALL focused our attention and desire on a New Earth experience of Unity and resonance. It shows what could be possible if we ALL let go of 3D frequencies of fear, competition, black/white, etc. and moved into our higher hearts of love and compassion. It shows how connected we ALL actually are in the quantum field of Oneness.
There was a spiky energy feeling to yesterday that seems more settled in today, which has more of a hangover feeling to it. There was a sense that others were on a trigger edge and could push or kick out at you if provoked. Even as there was the sometimes efforting of feeling grateful, the resentments from previous experiences of suppressed truth telling and even current suppressions may be bubbling and roiling beneath the surface, especially for awakening souls.
There is often a triggering and flushing out in the emotional body of all the previous holiday experiences and the parts of you who are sometimes still in them. Memories can flood your space as parts of you remind you of them.
Laying low and to yourself may feel like the most self loving thing, connecting with the neutrality in nature and with Gaia, coming back into YOU where the grounds are known and safe. Catching up with yourself and what you are feeling, coming back inside.
Your experience yesterday may have brought new clarities about boundaries and even completions, especially within relationship grounds. Timelines with others are rumbling BIG time right now and being immersed to feel into what you want or don’t want with someone, where you resonate or don’t is the opportunity these holiday immersions can bring. They offer a ‘marker’ for you to feel who you were (even perhaps before awakening) and who you are becoming.
Gabriel Heartman and I released our fourth SoulFullHeart Experience podcast yesterday in which we talked about navigating timeline collapses, relationship completions, and life transitions. We shared about our recent personal process with this and how feeling the parts of you who need to mourn and feel their feelings is so important to the navigation of it. You can watch that video here: https://youtu.be/l9za3JorTqU
You can listen to the audio here (soon it will be posted) here: https://soundcloud.com/soulfullheart and here: https://podcasts.apple.com/ca/podcast/soulfullheart-experience/id1299364686
I am also offering a women’s group call over Zoom on Sunday at 10:00am PDT to bring in much needed and comforting (even if catalytic) energies with Divine Mother. More info on joining us for a $15 CAD donation here: https://www.facebook.com/events/474843500044699/
Much love to you as we navigate the bliss mess of this transition together in ways that are authentic for each of us,
1:1 sessions available with Jelelle for women and free intro calls/1:1 sessions available with Raphael Awen and Gabriel Heartman for men and women. More information here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions
Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.
By Jelelle Awen
Energy Update: This is the second day that Gaia is within a stream of high speed SOULar winds, up close to 550 km/sec in the moment. “Earth is entering a stream of solar wind flowing from a sprawling hole in the sun’s atmosphere. First contact with the gaseous material on Nov. 20th produced an outburst of auroras over Scandinavia. NOAA forecasters say there is a chance of G1-class geomagnetic storms on Nov. 21st as Earth moves deeper into the stream. If such a storm materializes, auroras could descend into northern-tier US states such as Michigan and Minnesota,” according to spaceweather.com.
As usual with high speed winds, you may feel heightened clair sensations, especially in third eye and clairvoyance and visualization capacities…that can be accompanied by headaches or dizziness. I feel often that the pineal gland is particularly activated by these winds. Sometimes all over body fatigue happens too as the cells receive the increased geomagnetics and adjust to them, finding stability and balance. Interrupted sleep patterns can be common too, feeling both wired/amped up and tired.
Processing and healing movements have been going DEEP lately before and after the 11/11 portal. You may feel drawn now to some lighter activities, celebrations, and time connecting in Gaia and in sunlight itself as possible. Getting ‘fresh air’ in whatever ways help to digest and breathe. Taking time for breathing and letting in goodness/joy can be as important as doing the deep dives…and make them more possible to be integrated.
Markus Varik took this picture from Tromsø, Norway that looks like an aurora in the form of a butterfly. A reminder that we are emerging out of our cocoons as a collective, taking flight, becoming our galactic, Divine selves in human form!
Much love to you as we feel and move through this latest influx of sacred masculine activations to heal the previously wounded, Matrix-anchored energies,
1:1 bridging sessions available with me and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions
By Jelelle Awen
By Jelelle Awen
Energy Update: High SOULar winds continue into today with an official geomagnetic storm in progress. Wind speeds reached up beyond 600 km/sec as geomagnetics flowing from a hole in the sun’s atmosphere created Auroras across the Northern skies. October had been quiet geomagnetically after a very active September due to cracks that form in Gaia’s magnetic field during the Equinox.
We are in deep solar minimum phase right now with no active sunspots for 221 days, according to spaceweather.com. That means no SOULar flares during that time too. Flares can be a lot to digest on our emotional/physical/chakral bodies even as they can be highly activating too, so this feels like a good thing to be in a quieter period around them as we continue to upgrade at a race/pace that works for us individually and as a collective.
Also relatively quiet has been the Gaia/Schumann resonance…until today when there was a spike up to 58HZ! Elevated Gaia frequencies can bring up feelings of not being grounded, amplified then by the high solar winds.
Head/neck/shoulder pains are common during these energies. You may be feeling heightened anxiety and difficulty sleeping. An ampy feeling moving through. Yet, also, a sense of excitement, renewed passion, and increasing clarity/vision about your higher timeline life/self. The solar winds can activate your inner masculine, in whatever ways you experience that. While the Gaia spikes offer a flush of feminine energies….they can often balance themselves out in this way.
Veils can be thinner too with more bleed-through of other lifetimes and galactic activations too!
Much love to you as we adjust to, integrate and ride these waves of energies!
Join me for a women’s call on Sunday at 10:00am PDT exploring sacred femininity and working with the inner masculine! More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/939184226480490/
Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about free intro calls and 1:1 individual sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.
Energy Update: These are Ascension love energies coming in now through this 10/10 into 11/11 (and into 12/12 too) portal that call us to discover our own inner courage. They invite us to tap into the bravery of our soul essence. They urge us as a collective to go to our next level together into the New Dawn of a New Age of Unity Consciousness Love. These energies are projecting the higher timeline versions of each of us coming more into our conscious awareness through the receiving of codes and upgrades to our physical/emotional/auric-chakra bodies.
The energies now and moving into 2020 ARE about your higher timeline self and life, what it looks and feels like, who you feel like as you live it….very specific details sometimes and more like vague visions at other times of this higher timeline. There isn’t just one possibility here. It certainly isn’t ‘set in stone’ as every choice you make (whether based in fear or love) moves you closer toward one or another. These timelines are a spectrum, like rays radiating out from your central sun of this Now moment and your current expression of BEing.
Which ray/timeline you will follow is a matter of flowing with life, with love, and with your own joy. It is about choosing the new instead of the known. Risking the safe for that sparkling possibility of the New. Feeling the parts of you that are afraid and resistant to go into the new timeline and WHY they are.
Inner Protectors/Gatekeepers are coming UP stronger right now, along with Inner Punisher energies too. This is usually the more wounded masculine that is feeling its ground of operation being threatened so it is ‘putting up a last fight’ in certain ways. Closing up the heart space, blocking codes from coming in, pulling away from known and previously trusted resources of community and space holders to be alone and isolated. Increasing the voice of judgement that creates cycles of shame and guilt and unworthiness in your Inner Child to keep it ‘safe and small.’
These are denser, trailing edge energies in parts of you that need to come up to be felt and cleared in order to move into your higher timeline self/life. They need lots of love and supportive self space holding to receive forgiveness, compassion, and negotiation to ease their fears. This is their impulse, their fight and flight reactivity born and bred in 3D life…to bring up defenses that slow down and block and pause….rather than move forward.
Yet, these Ascension energies are meant to provide a boost to these parts of you that most need them. They are meant to be a balm to the edges, the pains, the sufferings of the wounded masculine within you so that it can transition to the clear, the brave, and the penetrating energy that it needs to be right now. These energies also support the inner feminine, who is so often buried and layered over by this masculine. The Divine Mother offers a template of an intuitive, sensitive, passionate, and trusting feminine to arise within you.
This is a guided meditation with me to bring in Ascension Codes (Infinite Love codes) into every chakra…powerful, courage building energies for your inner masculine and your inner feminine: https://youtu.be/2IlAAdIvLuU
Your Higher Timeline life/self is waiting for you….trust and surrender to the Divine to lead you on the way there as you become Infinite Love in human form!
Join me this Sunday at 10:00am PDT for a sacred feminine women’s group call exploring the process of connecting with your inner masculine in order to arise your sacred feminine essence. More information about joining us live or to receive the recording for $15 CAD here: https://www.facebook.com/events/939184226480490/
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By Jelelle Awen
Happy 10/10 portal opening to YOU! This one is powerful and seems to extend until 11/11…the ‘markers’ of these repeating number sequence days allowing for the bridge to be set and created between them. A calibration going on as ‘prep’ before we move into 2020 Next Level codes.
This also seems to be a transitional energy that is inviting us to feel what our current transition is…from which place to another inside ourselves, in life situations, in career/soul vocation, in relationships. Residues of previous traumas and conflicts are coming up during this energy too….from this life and other lifetimes.
These residues are ‘moving out’ even as they can feel, in the moment of being triggered by them, like the ‘same old thing’ that you are looping around. If you feel into it though, you’ll probably be able to sense the difference this time and that you are more anchored in your heart, your trust, and your objectivity than before. This is often now energy moving out to clear rather than energy coming up from a deeper place of unconscious unwounding.
I shared yesterday in my energy update how this can be an uneasy, odd, and even strange energy to be in as it acknowledges the awkward phases of change. The awkwardness of the in-between phases. The clearing the old to choose the New energies. Here is the energy update: https://soulfullheartblog.com/…/energy-update-odd-strange-…/
Much love to you as we journey into and through this 10/10 gateway wherever it wants to take us, ultimately into more hope, desire, love, and feeling sense of ourselves AS love!
Hope you can join us on Saturday at 10:00am PDT for our monthly group transmission to feel into these 10/10 codes and offer our light bodies some support to make this journey into the New! More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/467546737430726/
This photo was taken yesterday here in Victoria, BC of the 10/10 energies, you can see/feel the gateway opening!
Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.
By Jelelle Awen
Sometimes it is in the post period after a major gateway opening like Lion’s Gate that you really start to feel the effects of it. You hear about it; you read about it; maybe you experience some of it. And then…..there it is. The ACTUAL experience of it. This experience can vary depending on each soul and what they are ready/wanting to upgrade. The actual experience downloading into your field can take months. Yet, also, there is a collective impact to these alignments of light that is also felt by those sensitively plugged into collective consciousness.
This post-Lion’s Gate period is offering intense and, even, unsettling energies to ‘wade through’ and experience. I’ve heard from people that they are experiencing much of this energy shift inside of their bodies with symptoms such as fever, feeling ‘flu-like’, tiredness, desire/need to fast or greatly reduce calories, etc. The body, being the densest aspect of our BEing, is always trying to catch up with the more porous aspects of our BEing, our emotional bodies, our energy field/chakras, and our spirit.
This definitely seems to be a ‘catching up’ phase for our more 3D-anchored bodies to transition into the next level of light body. The energies from the star Sirius during Lion’s Gate are activating our bodies on a cellular level, inviting them to begin a more intense detoxification process than before. There is so much to detox from in 3D culture, the chemicals, the drugs, the ‘non’ food processed food, even the dependency on food that is reflected in our three meals a day culture.
It is crucial that we surrender to this detox process as sacredly as we may the activation process. We may be more coveting the activations and upgrades than we are patient with the detox process that must go on. Detoxing is what allows the next level activations to come in, to integrate into EVERY level cell, what allows us to actually become 5D Sacred humans within our bodies.
Detox acknowledges the toll and harm that 3D living has taken on our bodies and puts them FIRST with much, much self love and care.
This can be challenging to do when parts of you may have judged your body harshly for many years, for its appearance, for its weight. This is another legacy of 3D culture, where we are taught not to love our bodies, but to compare them to others and to ultimately disdain them.
Detox is actually not just a physical process yet also a very FEELING one. It is about feeling your body very deeply and very consciously. Feeling what it has been through….every injury, every illness, every abuse, every lifestyle choice, every eating choice, and how that has impacted it. All of these things need to be released on a cellular level which is a huge process. Even things you experienced or did to your body many years ago will come up to be released.
It is feeling how these un-self-loving choices have collected in the cells, stored there, and are essentially in the way of letting in more light. Not to shame or blame yourself, yet rather to feel remorse and compassion for your body. To feel what it has had to hold and how now you want to be there to support it, love it, and FEEL it in the most nourishing way possible.
The detox process seems to be going on and through us, even if we aren’t consciously choosing it. This is what ‘getting sick’ is all about and even women’s monthly menstrual cycles are a form of detoxing (what some say is one of the reasons women live longer actually). The body sort of forces us to do it. Yet, what works much better and is more self loving is to hold space for the process. To listen and tune into your body, feeling what it most wants as fuel, as exercise, as sexual activity, as frequency…..and especially what it needs while it is detoxing.
I have been guided to begin a water fast, now on day four after significantly reducing my caloric intact to just smoothie for days before that. I’ve had major soul clarities come in and also felt even more connected to my Metasoul family, especially those aspects who have experience with fasting, living on light, and especially my Arcturian aspect Binkh. I’m discovering so many gifts from this process, which isn’t just about fasting or even detoxing, but about really feeling my body in an even more conscious way. I feel this is also a transition for me to a more prana/light based diet with some liquids included, commonly called Breatharian lifestyle. I will be sharing more about that as it unfolds.
I do recommend fasting right now, even if it is intermittent, or to reduce your caloric intake. I also feel eating mostly fruits and vegetables right now provides a supportive frequency to your body, a higher frequency, that allows it to really go into the detox process. And, as always, I recommend no longer eating animals in any form as a major detox place from so many years of consuming killing frequencies that densify rather than enliven. If you go into some form of fasting, it is actually easier to give up these things as your body reverts into its more natural cravings and appetites, which are for MORE prana, not necessarily food and usually not meat either.
This is a phase that can be challenging for all of us yet feels so worth it for the gifts that it offers during the process and on the other side of it. This is the process of becoming sacred human in our bodies and whatever detox/unplugging/unanchoring from 3D frequencies that is necessary feels VERY worth it.
I offered a guided meditation and teaching the other day for activating light body and I see offering one soon for the detoxing body. You can view the detoxing one here: https://youtu.be/-OhIwSUYTN8
I also wrote this recent writing about superfoods and the ones that I love, ones that can make the detox transition easier as they provide more light codes to the body through their digestion: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2019/08/20/superfoods-for-detoxing-activating-your-light-body/
Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions with her and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.