5D self actualization – SoulFullHeart Experience

by Kasha Rokshana

Today I’m officially stepping into my new ‘name’. This has been digesting for a while and I’ve been going into process lately with ‘Kalayna’ as a part of me to work with and feel deeply. There’s something so powerful, so meaningful, about drawing a new name to you. It’s a graduation and it’s an invitation. It’s a feeling of ‘arrival’ and yet too, it’s a portal into feeling your personal next steps in your process.

Feeling ‘Kalayna’ as a part of me has already been illuminating the patterns I’ve embodied related to service, men and romance, friendships, connections to the Divine and my own Divine Self, and really my relationship overall to the world ‘outside’ of me and my approach until recently to being with my inner world too.

‘Kasha’, interestingly, means ‘pure’, which happens to be the same meaning as my birth name in this life! This was completely synchronistic. My birth name ‘Kathleen’ and its short form ‘Katie’ both mean ‘pure’ as well. ‘Rokshana’ is a variation of ‘Roxanne’ in some languages and means ‘illumined one’ or ‘star’, yet in Farsi it means ‘light’, which I also didn’t realize until I looked it up. The synchronicity with that name is that it holds the same meaning as ‘Solais’, which was the last name Gabriel and I chose together when we were engaged. ‘Rokshana’ was offered to me in a vision as a last name before ‘Kasha’ was offered to Jelelle for me and she invited me to feel into it. The two names together mean ‘Pure Light’ and when you say them out loud, you feel the waveform and energy they hold! Woooosh!

This shift from ‘Kalayna’ is both sobering and exciting for me as Kasha. It’s a rebirth as a name change always is, yet differentiating from who I’ve been for the last few years of my life is not exactly simple, though it is very alive. Kalayna is my 4D Self in many ways and as her I walked out many stark ups and downs of awakening and death and rebirth cycles that were quite intense and dark. She has had her own experience of life and relationships and service of love that need some more digesting. I’m separating out from yet another ‘persona’ layer and it’s emotional yet exciting too.

I can already feel the NEW energies that ‘Kasha’ holds as my emerging ‘self’ and am looking forward to exploring that even deeper. As my energy as ‘Kalayna’ rests more, the integration of Kalayna’s gifts into ‘Kasha’ will be powerful. I can already feel a negotiation ground emerging and it’s sweet to let in.

Thank you for celebrating this shift with me!

Love,

Kasha ❤

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Kasha Rokshana is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator & collaborator, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about FREE consultation calls, space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

By Jelelle Awen

Do you feel your dreams? The desire dreams that remain preserved even in a life that offered that they weren’t OK? The dreams that remain even with a 3D culture that taught parts of you to flatten and modulate the extremes of your desires, so they could fit in a box? A culture that supported parts of you to shrink to fit your passions within the straight line of a linear reality?

So, your soul and Higher Self says, “I will hold onto the dreams. I will keep them close to my heart. I will reveal them when the timing is right. When you have let go of enough of the OLD life and the OLD conditioning that limits me and my expression in your world, I will help you manifest these dreams then. I will serve as a bridge to the Divine so you can hear how these dreams connect to your soul purpose. I will motivate you to keep awakening, keep healing, and keep feeling, so that these dreams can come into your waking consciousness more and more.”

As you give space to your soul and your 5D Self…..feeding it, nurturing it, swimming in it. As you identify what is your soul and what is NOT, your conditioned self and other aspects that are not….then, the dreams become your LIVING reality, your heaven on earth, your deepest fantasies realized.

And, at this point, you are grateful, humble, surrendered…..letting go even as you are deeply wanting what you most want. The parts of you that previously felt entitled or expectant or unworthy to receive these dreams are receiving the love they need to release their false attachments and to let in the LOVE that is coming to them as these dreams manifest.

So, your soul/5D Self says, “This is what I always wanted for you. And now I can BECOME you more and more! And THAT is the best realization of the dream that there IS and what we are here to experience together.”

The Divine’s dream for us is to BE in this experience of SOUL coming through human body, human heart, human mind…..to feel how we are Infinite Love in human form and to FEEL the potential and the possibilities of this as Its dreams for us manifest through and AS us more and more.

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Jelelle Awen

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