The Great Disillusion Before The Great Awakening

Before any Great Awakening there is a Great Dissolving of Illusion. The things that used to be the stalwarts of our ‘reality’ suddenly show themselves to be nothing more than the tools of the magicians and strings of the puppeteers. The shadows of Plato’s cave are seen as nothing more than projections of the spell-casters.

This Great Disillusionment is met with varied responses somewhere among the spectrum of Grief. The collective, as a whole, has been duped, doped, and dehumanized. The clear awareness of this must be felt fully in order to respond truly, with courage and purity of heart rather than visceral rage or righteous indignation.

These only lead us back to the beginning even as it makes parts of us feel better that they ‘did something’. It is about fully feeling all of the stages until we get to the core of our humanity…our Compassion and Forgiveness. This does not throw out Justice but rather humanizes it.

We are all being herded into camps with different labels. Vaxxed, unvaxxed, masked, unmasked, conspiracy nut, or sheeple. All of this is a way to dehumanize us into this or that. When we categorize and classify ourselves we have separated ourselves from each other.

That doesn’t mean that we just deny our own truth and needs. We may have to no longer be associated with people that do not align to our deepest clarity. That can be done with compassion for oneself and for others. We can hold unconditional love while holding conditions for our relationality.

I have been guilty of this righteousness in my past. I understand it. I fall prey to it at times when a part of me needs to rage or feel better about itself. But I do hold it as a part, and not as my whole. I go back to it and feel where it’s truth lies and where it needs love, not judgment.

This is part of our own humanization process. To feel ourselves as a basket of parts that have all sorts of feelings and judgements. These parts and aspects need our attention, not just our projection. It is hard because how we may feel about others is reflected in the way we feel about ourselves. This is the Greater Awakening. The one that happens when you look in the mirror and into your own darkness and fear.

My purpose here is to help us all remember that we are Human. We all have shit buried in our DNA, in our past, and in our soul history. We are scared, frightened, and confused. We are also powerful beyond what we have been conditioned, programmed, or veiled to see. It is that humanity that steers us out of this sacred mess and into a world we have long forgotten we came from.

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Gabriel Amara is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for both men and women.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

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Divine Love & Context For These Times w/ The Stanton Drew Standing Stones

by Kasha Rokshana

Really getting how much the Divine honours us all for our souls’ willingness to BE here… especially today for some reason that my mind cannot grab at but my heart can feel. Perhaps it’s the incoming energies and/or perhaps it’s my own process and how it’s unfolding in connection with the process of others in this collective that is currently very overwhelmed.

When I reunited with the standing stones at Stanton Drew the other day, I felt so many things… reunion with the galactic and Inner Earth which the stones felt like an ancient liaison for; a renewed sense of purpose for myself and my community here on this planet at this time; and waves of support to keep going, even though times here on Gaia are intensifying and challenging in necessary ways for the sake of our Ascension.

There’s a lot we are all still unplugging from at this time. Many false gods and false divine parent energies that we’ve been plugged into through our wombs and haras and to which parts of us have willingly given up their discernment and intuition about what’s actually true beyond any offered (and especially mainstream) narrative. This unplugging and awakening was never promised to be clean or easy. The messiness is just as needed as the love that holds space for it. There’s now way for parts of us to self-medicate and avoid feeling the reality that’s unfolding for too long and this can feel like a mixed blessing, as feeling what’s real brings necessary heartbreak yet also brings the truth of Divine love forward to be felt and let in as the heart readies itself to receive it.

I feel as if the struggle to land in the context – the great WHY which the Divine holds – of what we’re all feeling and facing has to do with relying far too much on the information given to us and not enough on our own inner worlds and what feels true there, no matter how much that truth shifts and is meant to shift, actually. I feel something new in me personally too, where I’m sacredly learning how to lean into what’s being offered but also feel it for myself and at my own rate and pace, aligning more with what my own soul needs in the NOW and feeling the parts of me that may feel a bit bombarded or overwhelmed not just by information but by the energy with which it’s being offered.

Through your own heart and soul lies a context, a sacred reason for being here that only you can really know, though with the right resonance and beloved souls in your life, you can see it through their mirrors as well. I feel so blessed to have this and be this for my own beloveds as we navigate life together in this intimate community… ❤️

The Divine feels us all in the overwhelm as we ascend and the fears that come up of what this truth or that truth could mean in the long run. I feel the Divine voice of the standing stones at Stanton Drew and the standing stones anywhere else in the world, offering that we are invited to stand tall and firm within ourselves while being open to the changing tides and times we’re in, being and serving love from our centers with open hearts. We’re invited to feel and see our value, our reason for being here, and to trust that we are equipped to weather any storm we’re faced with as we awaken and unplug from the false and back into the Divine.

The support is always around and within us… we have only to keep seeking it out and letting it in. 

Love,

Kasha

Raphael and Jelelle will be offering a group meditation call on Sunday the 18th over Zoom by donation. It will be focused on digesting the ongoing C-VID narrative(s) and offering some ways to feel the context of what the planet is moving through and how you can dive deeper into your own process around it. More info here: soulfullheart.org/events

Also, my beloveds and I are available for 1:1 space holding sessions and Gabriel and I offer free 45min intro calls as well: soulfullheart.org/sessions —- these sessions are very much about your sovereign voice and energy in this world, though we have a paradigm from which we come as well. If it resonates for you, I do recommend feeling deeper into sessions, as the support could be exactly what your soul has been needing and your parts have been longing for. ♥️🕊

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Spring Equinox & Ostara Energies: Avalon Transmission | Kasha & Aurius

by Kasha Rokshana

The day after the Equinox/Ostara, Aurius and I ventured out to the Tor to enjoy the bits of sunshine we could grab. We felt moved to offer another transmission from Avalon that day from the energy at the side of the Tor where we planted ourselves in that moment.

We had wanted to offer this transmission from the egg stone on that side of the Tor, but we’ll do that another day! Powerful energies there too!

As we walked to our ‘place’ where we felt to land for the transmission, I felt Ostara come through (I don’t have a conscious relationship with her in this lifetime, yet that’s opening out now!) and She wanted to offer some pieces about the process of awakening and how sometimes it’s rather uncomfortable, yet always Divinely supported. We offer a short guided meditation with Ostara in her ‘hare’ form and She even came through with a bit of a Kundalini activation for those who feel ready for that!

You can tune into our video to take in Ostara, the powerful and activating Tor energies, and the frequencies from which Aurius and I bring these energies through in our desires to serve love to you, with you. ❤

Love,

Kasha & Aurius

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

444 Portal Day: We Are ALL On Our Way To The NEW

by Kalayna Solais

During my dark night experience late in 2019, I saw the number sequence 44 or 444 quite often.

I looked up the meaning and some of what I read resonated, but it wasn’t until I asked someone in person what they felt it meant based on their own sense of number sequences, that I found an explanation that truly landed…

44 as a number pattern reminds us that we are on our way, that we are doing the work necessary to fulfill our intentions, that we are ‘on track’… And that even though it’s a challenging and winding road and we may feel wedged in between timelines, the timeline we most desire to be part of IS emerging as we emerge from the inner darkness and the growthful paths we’re on now.

In other words, I could really feel 44 and 444 as an alchemy of light meets dark, of emerging from difficult situations, especially inside, with our dreams not only intact but enhanced, as we upgrade from the inside out everything within us.

When parts of me could let in this message at that time, it helped let in some Divine air that everything was flowing as it needed to, even if I felt reactions, mourning, sadness, and a ton of uncertainty. Where this whole phase of my life led me was to deeper alignment with my heart and soul purpose, a graduated and deepened sense of who I AM and what I most deeply wanted but humbly knew I was in the process of getting ready for. It lasted a couple of months and then I was reunited with soul family in a deeper way than ever before or that I was even remotely expecting, though I held the beacon of possibility very close to my heart.

444 today feels like it offers the same or similar energies of accepting a darker phase before the real alignment and real light, especially from within but also in our outer worlds, comes up and out.

The disclosure process we’re in now, seeing and feeling so much rumbling below the surface, is all so important to access the greater light available to us all. It’s a dark time but there are pockets of hope, possibility, and a very real transition to a New Earth/5D experience of life as a whole!

Much love to you on this auspicious 444 day…

Kalayna ❤

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Kalayna Solais is a SoulFullHeart facilitant & collaborative assistant, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.