Moving pieces in the collective are still rumbling through at this time and it’s so important to continue to cultivate your inner “Shelter In The Storm” through it all… in this issue, you’ll find new writings and sharings that relate to this and more and a new video with excerpts from the latest group call transmission lovingly filled with Golden Earth/5D energies, led by Raphael and Jelelle.
Jelelle and Kasha are pleased to announce that their next women’s call tomorrow, November 29th @ 5pm GMT, will be centered around Magdalene Activations. They offer more about what this means based on their own processes and what they would like to offer/transmit to you through this call in this issue.
Fellow SoulFullHeart Teacher and Magdalene bridge Kasha Rokshana and I, Jelelle Awen, recorded this quick eight minute video this morning to talk about Magdalene Consciousness and our women’s group call broadcasting from here in Avalon/Glastonbury exploring it this Sunday, November 29th at 5:00pm GMT/noon EST…..also during the full moon/eclipse corridor! It’ll be our third women’s group call broadcasting here from Avalon, a beloved place for the Magdalenes for many years and multiple timelines/lifetimes.
We share in this video about how Magdalene consciousness arises as you connect to your Inner Masculine protection, negotiate consciously to allow the purity frequencies to come forward from your soul as connected to this soul lineage. You receive more and more initiations from Magdalenes led by your soul as you bridge your consciousness through your emotional body and heart space. This can be so hugely supportive and helpful during this time of so much collective transition and Matrix collapse as well. We hope you can join us live to share on the chat and over video if you’d like to…and also to experience a guided meditation during the call with transmissions/channelings from the core Magdalene ascended teachers of Grandmother Anna, Mother Mary, and ‘three Marys’ as well!
We all five took a day trip yesterday to Bishop’s Palace and Cathedral in Wells, UK. It is only a short bus ride away from Glastonbury/Avalon, yet you can feel the energy shift difference there from here. The gardens at the Bishop’s Palace are beautifully cared for and the Yew, Willow, Oak and Walnut trees especially offered a grounded and expansive connection. The natural waterways and rivers that run under the land provide aeration and set our dowsing rods in crazy directions. Also, feeding/connecting with the pigeon doves that will eat right out of your hand and swan family who swim in the moat surrounding the Bishop’s Palace was so joyful and enlivening for all of us!
The Cathedral is a dominating presence over the landscape of the town and gardens…as it has been for nearly 850 years. There is something both impressive and suppressive about the energies within it. “This could use a REALLY good saging and clearing out of stale energies”, was my first feeling about it. It hits you in your third chakra….both the awe at the architectural feat of it (how did they DO this?) and yet also the power play dynamic at the root of its manifestation.
It creates an uneasy feeling as so much of the Cathedral’s focus is caught up in the death aspects of Yeshua’s resurrection, along with the death energies from the many bishop’s tombs buried within it. The rebirth message that Yeshua offered, along with joy, simplicity, loving kindness to all, and lack of importance/emphasis on material attainment has been lost in the Cabal/False Light Matrix distortion of his message displayed in places like this.
This distortion is always hard to feel as a member of his soul family lineage, yet I can feel the ambassadorship that can be offered from our hearts to those ready to receive the purity of his TRUE teachings.There is very little feeling sense of the intimate Divine in these buildings supposedly created in honor and worship of it. There is very little feeling of the Divine Feminine either…the rebuilt Lady Chapel comes the closest to opening the heart in any way. Yet it is not somewhere that you want to tuck into, to offer a heartfelt prayer, and to have some tears with Mother.
As we walked down the beautifully lit up cloister hallways, I had a remembrance come through of a Catholic nun timeline/lifetime and feeling a certain relief to be out of the main worship areas and into more intimate conversation with self and others along hallways like these.
The biggest highlight and heartlight is the ongoing connection with Deya, who we met with in virtual space for sessions off and on the last three years. Getting to finally be in the physical together is bringing moments of joy, surreality, familiarity, and overall sense of goodness. She is also going to be coming with us into our next soul activation journey to Malta in January for which we have already booked airline tickets and places to stay.
We feel called to connect with the ancient (older than Egypt!) stone temples there, helping to reactivate the Ascension codes placed there by our Essene/Magdalene family. There is also a strong sense of Atlantis there and connecting into the beginnings of the intergalactic/interdimensional network created by these stone formations located in high energy places all over the world.
It’s been over a month since our last ‘update’ was sent out so this one is jam-packed with plenty to take in! In this issue you’ll find many digestions and energy updates of personal process, the energies here in Avalon, the US Election, the 11/11 portal, and more. So much has been moving and rumbling through the collective lately and it’s our desire to help bridge you to some different ways you can look at and feel through it all.
There is a brand new guided meditation from Jelelle that we highly recommend as it is so soothing to take in, especially if you have felt a lot of reactions recently and are finding it challenging to come back to your heart.
This coming Saturday, November 14th @ 5pm GMT, Raphael and Jelelle will be leading a group transmission and guided meditation over Zoom, offering Golden Earth/5D energies and bridging. More info on that is in this update which can be found here.
This video is a recording of a livestream Q&A, energy update, and guided meditation that originally aired November 8, 2020 on Facebook. We answer questions, respond to comments and digest the current ‘storm’ of disclosure going on in 3D/4D timelines during the U.S. Election aftermath and ongoing Covid narrative. We share about cultivating and maintaining a shelter within by not focusing on externalized false gods and connecting to your Divine Self that can hold the space for reactions/traumas from parts of you or aspects from other lifetimes who are caught in the ‘storm’. SoulFullHeart Facilitators Gabriel Heartman and Kasha Rokshana also shared during the livestream and responded to comments.
The guided meditation offers a connection to your inner Protector who can show you a shelter within, a higher frequency space beyond 3D where you can connect to the Divine, parts that need you, aspects from other lifetimes, etc. We then repeat the mantra: I AM the shelter in the storm together. You can see the comments and questions that we were responding to here on my FB feed: https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen
This livestream is a good preview and taste of what our group calls are like. We talk about our next one offering a 5D Golden Earth transmission coming up this Saturday, November 14th at 5:00pm GMT/12:00pm EST in the video below.
This is a brief video with Raphael and I filmed at the Chalice Well gardens here in Glastonbury. We are sitting on a bench in what feels like the ‘former’ cottage/hut spot of Anna, grandmother of Yeshua and powerful Essene/Magdalene, when she lived in Avalon for many years. We are nearby the Red and White springs, and the Tor, all powerful transmitters of Divine Feminine and Masculine energies of New Earth. I think you can feel the mellow and grounded energies coming through us from being there!
In the video, we talk about our upcoming group transmission call over zoom on Saturday November 14th at 5:00pm GMT (London, UK timezone.)/12:00pm EST/9:00am PST to transmit Golden Earth 5D frequencies to and with you. In this two hour call, we will talk about the challenge and opportunity it can be to connect to an inner lifeline to these Golden Earth frequencies in a supportive and intimate way that allows you to relate with them, embody them, integrate them into your everyday life, and heal the karma trauma that may be within your Metasoul and especially 4D timelines. We’ll be sharing how the SoulFullHeart process of connecting with and healing karma trauma with aspects of the self as ‘parts’ and Metasoul aspects from other lifetimes allows for this lifeline to develop and deepen. This feels especially crucial during this tumultuous time of death and rebirth and transition to New Earth.
We will also co-lead a guided meditation to bridge you to your New Earth lifeline, whatever that looks and feels like for you, with help from your Gatekeeper (who holds access to your akashic records and veil of amnesia/access to other lifetimes). This transmission supports the activation of your own inner lifeline and waters the ‘seeds’ of New Earth that exist within your soul field. We will also open up the space for a couple of personal sharings for any of those who would like to share. You can purchase the Zoom link to join us live for the group and receive the recording by offering whatever donation you feel to give (average is $10 CAD) to paypal.me/jelelleawen or purchase through soulfullheart.org/shop
Love from Avalon!
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We can choose to lump our experiences in with what’s moving cosmically or the energies coming in through special occasions like Samhain for example, yet the real experiences you’re having are moving within you and are deeply personal to you. What you’re feeling has a timing all its own.
I felt yesterday some beautiful frequencies moving into and through me that were activating and also planted seeds in me that I’ll keep watering as I go. No doubt that Samhain energies helped move these activations through, but without the soul readiness and challenges of inner work, I wouldn’t have been ready to receive them. And, even still, I’m digesting them today and going ‘Wow, I have a lot more to feel through as I go forward’ even while I feel a celebration too!
I feel this in me and in my beloveds too. We all have our unique versions of this experience and process and it’s in our intimacy and resonance together that we support each other to be grounded and real yet also grow our wings (uncomfortable in moments, that process is) and fly.I felt us all getting a sense yesterday that we’re being supported by the Divine to move into and through some more shadow pieces and integrate that as we go. Doing this in relationship with each other is a gift and also alchemically moves more of this ongoing process through our fields. There are gifts in the exploration of your inner darkness and revealing what’s been hidden. It’s important not only for our own sakes but for the world we wish to serve love into and with.
We are also anchoring our inner light and bigness through and alongside this process and in some ways, it’s a bit of a twist to realize that what your light REALLY is, is actually what has been hidden in ‘shadow’. Woah. That’s a lot to let in and integrate right there.
In other words, what I want to offer, is that Samhain or not, we are ALL in a deep exploration of our shadows and light too in whatever ways and at whatever levels we are ready for that. Layers and layers are becoming ripe for this journey. None are exempt. It extends well beyond being a ‘civic duty’ to choose this process. It’s an invitation from our Sacred Humanity to make room for it to truly birth into this world and something we get to consciously choose to do, in the full breadth and depth of our empowerment from deep within.
Sharing a few photos of us all from yesterday where you can feel the soul activations and deepenings happening in our own unique ways! ❤️
I’ll share more about my ongoing process with this on our Mighty Networks site, where all of my beloveds will be sharing ongoingly as well through more writings, videos, etc. It’s our offering of a high-vibe ‘shelter in the storm’ and our personal ‘ministry’ calling to support your healing and ascension process. More here: https://soulfullheartportal.mn.co
Kasha Rokshana is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.
Energy update: Energies are increasing in intensity as we enter the Halloween/Samhain portal that extends now on Halloween and Samhain’s Eve October 31st through November 3rd. This is ushering in the ‘dark half of the year’ which also can illuminate our shadows aspects, dynamics, patterns and our ‘dark halves’ within. These energies are particularly intensifying within relationships….leading to openings, difficulties, negotiations, and sometimes completions (even if temporary).
This is all amplified by the SECOND full moon in October occurring on Halloween and visible/broadcasting throughout the entire world. The moon’s energies always seem to offer a Divine Feminine acceptance and space holding for the intensities that need to come through and no judgement about them ultimately. If they are harmful to someone else, there is an invitation to own that harm and be remorseful….even as you are forgiven for it. In the heart of Mother, being real is more important than keeping up appearances and keeping things safe, even if it disrupts your ‘world’ and others conditioning.
Bleeding through of 4D Matrix collapse realities are happening, along with more contact with disembodied souls who haven’t journeyed through to their soul to make reincarnational choices or be in 5D/Golden Earth realities. These ‘haunted spirits’ are looking for comfort and an ambassador’s heart to see and feel them, bridge to the Divine’s love so that can move on. You may feel called to this ‘work’ during this portal for them and within your own soul as well.
Continuing to discover what is real within you and previously in shadow, how it connects to parts of you and soul aspects allows for a flow into this realness with grace and surrender….even when challenging. This helps too with the collective death/rebirth that is peaking right now in so many narratives!
Necessary death and transition codes are in the falling Autumn leaves, full blue moon and brisk winds as we enter into the darker half of the year. And energies of rebirth are in the sudden rainbow and surprisingly soft sun codes.
Veils are so thin now to assist with our investigation and digestion of karmic patterns that are ready to come through and complete from other lifetimes/timelines. Connect with what is coming through for your attention with an open heart and with compassion. So much healing potential in this portal as you surrender into where the alchemical energies of death and rebirth want to take you!!
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The gift of feeling through our tensions is the opening they each offer…
Tension is a natural part of being reborn. It’s part of the death that needs to happen within in order to actually let IN the ‘new world’ and ‘new you’. It’s not a process that can be manufactured, only lived into, at a pace that you don’t so much choose as surrender to.
I’ve ongoingly been in a place of tension/expansion for the last month or so, feeling birth contractions surrounding who I want to become/am becoming. It’s also been intense to be here in modern-day Avalon, with many energies vying for attention and strong 3D overlays too. There’s been mourning and there’s been love, gratitude, consciousness expansion.
The tensions I’ve been feeling are both personal and collective, it feels like. But the only way I, or any one of us, can process them is by feeling it all personally.
Big life changes navigated through an entire WORLD in tumultuous transition right now is one piece of the puzzle for me. But there are so many soul pieces unraveling too. These desires to be who I came here to be, without pretense, without a need for validation on the outside, without false confidence leading the way. To be genuine in a world that is still finding its realness and truth is a feat unto itself and it still brings tension to my heart at times… parts of me wondering if I/they will ever quite feel like ‘enough’. But the entire world’s population is going through this right now, each soul in its own way. This is an essential part of our Ascension, allowing ourselves to be humbled and to grow from that place.
What helps to support this ongoing process for me is nature. Connecting with the trees, who aren’t attached to any polarized narrative in the world and will give me/you/us all the love we need and more. Connecting with birds also helps. They offer energies of looking at the bigger picture. Connecting within is ALWAYS helpful, following the portals of each and every strong feeling/reaction and seeing what unfolds.
Connecting within and with nature feels like a strong invitation to everyone in this world right now… turn off the TV, go within, feel, and be with the love of Gaia who is always, ALWAYS supporting our ongoing growth and love-remembering processes.
Another huge support is my community, with so much resonance shared. I can feel how rare that is for so many others in this world. It’s worth it to do the inner work that leads you to them. It’s worth it to reach out and ask for support. It’s worth it to feel all there is to feel in order to discover your true soul family, within and without.
Thought I would share these thoughts/feelings and also some of the tree/nature codes I took in yesterday at Glastonbury Abbey in the photos with this writing. ❤
Much love to you in this highly-charged/alchemical time…
Kasha Rokshana is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.
It was my turn yesterday to reunite with Gog and Magog, two ancient Oak trees from Avalon that still remain here, as the rest of our community had already visited them and shared about it. These trees provide a portal to connect with the timelessness of the energies here, no matter what the 3D current overlays are.
As I placed my third eye chakra on the bark of the friendly Magog, I was teleported to the Golden Age of Avalon when these mighty Oaks served within a procession of others, all lined up along the path up to the Tor. They held the space for sacred ceremony, serving as anchors and guardians during the long and meditative circular journey through the woods to the top of the sacred hill and the standing stone circle waiting there.
While I felt a joy in my heart to reunite with Magog especially, I also felt sadness this morning as I digested the reunion. The sadness comes from the lack of guardianship of these sacred beings on the outside in our current timeline. They are surrounded by thorny blackberry bushes and stinging nettle. There are no signs to mark or honor them and you have to literally crawl over a barbed wire fence to even get near them. A caravan park has been put in right near them, with many of the tourists/visitors seeming to have no sense of the sacred beings that are their neighbours.
All of these ‘obstacles’ seem to represent the thick veil that has been placed on these lands since the fall of Avalon and the rise of 3D and dominance of patriarchal energies. You have to work hard to find and connect to reverence here, which is mostly found from within rather than from what remains on the outside. There are many tourists that come here, yet few of what I can feel as true pilgrims. I would describe pilgrims as those who come here seeking to discover the Avalon within them and the Divine connection that would be sparked by being in the physical with these lands with much reverence, humility, and respect.
I have found here in Glastonbury that the natural objects that remain offer the most profound energy activations and contain seeds of New Earth Ascension placed in them by my soul family. Gog and Magog join that list now that includes the Mother Egg Stone in the Glastonbury Abbey; the Egg Stone and Holy Thorn cluster on the side of the Tor; the Grandmother Lime Tree on the walk to the Tor; the Holy Thorn trees at St. John’s Church, Wearyall Hill and the Abbey; and more still to be discovered!
I felt tears with my soul family today, especially Anna, Grandmother of Yeshua and Elder Matriarch of the Magdalenes, who happily lived in Avalon on the Chalice Hill near the Red Spring for many years at the end of her very long life. These sacred Oak trees were her brothers and special friends, along with the Yew, Ash, and Holy Thorns. To see them in the state they are now without any care offered toward them was sad for her, along with taking in the burned out husk that has become of Gog from someone’s careless fire.
It seemed to be a poignant reminder of how far we have slipped into the Dark Ages within ourselves during this materialistic age of the Matrix, esp over the last 2,000 years. Yet, also, I can always feel an ember of hope for sacred humanity to arise again burning inside of my heart, my soul, and within this soul family lineage of Magdalenes, Essenes, Avalon priests/priestesses, Himalayan yogic saints of the Babaji/Kriya yoga lineage, and more. And I am here this life to blow on that ember with love in my heart along with all those who feel a similar calling.
I am actually now writing a book of channeled messages and personal dialogues with this soul family that I am feeling quite excited to share eventually and enlivened by the process of channeling and connecting with them. This process is putting many pieces of my soul’s puzzle together and also bringing clarities of the bigger purpose of SoulFullHeart to help heal the pain of separation of our soul family and bring them back together in community focused on healing our heart and souls in an authentic, pure, and genuine way.
Energy Update: We are in the beginnings of the powerful 10/10 to 11/11 portal gateway opening! The sun codes Raphael and I captured today in the photos below while walking around the sacred Tor hill were both activating and calming! You can always ‘see’ a portal sun in photos and this one has that same sense about it. Every year, I can feel 10/10 to 11/11 portal coming as my chakras start to tingle and react to the increasingly strong energies.
This year, I am living by and connecting to the powerful energy flows of the Michael and Mary ley lines in Glastonbury, UK. This seems to be creating an amplification in the frequencies offered during this portal. It has taken some time to acclimate to these energies since we got here six weeks ago, including drinking only water from the White Spring and a few weeks fasting from solid food, to allow a cleanse/detox and my light body to calibrate here. Now I can eat more solid food (still very healthy and refined).
I can feel that my emotional/physical/chakral bodies are more finely tuned and receiving. My heart chakra can open up even wider personally to hold a tender process of feminine/masculine unification, toward my facilitants/clients/soul family community, toward collective humanity to broadcast Divine Feminine love and compassion energies from the heart chakra of Gaia.
As summer moves into Fall in this hemisphere and here in Avalon, there is a sense of harvest even as there is the feeling of endings as the days and nights get colder with sharper winds, more rain, and less sunlight hours. Apples litter the ground here under trees that are preparing now to go dormant for a long winter. Autumn-hued leaves fall from branches that will bare themselves to the winds and rains.
There is much you may too be shedding now that allows for more of the New to come into your life. Shedding previous relationships that were once dear yet are now feeling non-resonant. Shedding previous ways of earning income that don’t reflect your soul. Shedding geographies that no longer support your highest timeline life.
There are harvests you may be experiencing of the fruits from your labors to awaken beyond 3D reality. Harvests of deeper self love and love transaction with others. There is a feeling and call to go deeply inward to find the peace and love that you are seeking that can only be found within. There is the shadow work callings that can be held by light and love, and by your Divine Self.
Much love to you during this 10/10 to 11/11 portal in which inner and outer worlds are going through much change, disclosure, and revelation,