Election Energy Update: Truth/Justice 2020

This year has seen an upsurge in the Truth/Justice ticket that has swept across the globe. It may best be exemplified by the Q and BLM movements.

There has been a global shadow presence on Earth for millenia. It is a collective shadow. It varies in size and scope. It is control, hate, and what can only be described as evil. It divides and confuses. It obfuscates and denies. It is hidden in plain sight.

Whether it is pedofiles, elites, facists, supremacists, or racists, there is a hunt on. The Truth/Justice ticket has its soldiers and its provocateurs. It also has its genuineness and its desire for real disclosure and transparency on all fronts. Again, as I said in my last piece, it the ENERGY that I am focusing on. So when I am referring to this Truth/Justice ticket what I feel is a tighter, angry energy that is aligned in many ways to Rage.

There is damn good reason to be angry when we are bombarded with all sorts of information and images that rub against things that parts of us have not been conscious of, whether on purpose or not. There is a growing number within this ticket that can rush to judgement and persecution without really taking the time to breathe. It is a knee-jerk reaction without deep questioning or exploration.

This has sent the more discerning and leveled voices into a more defensive and obscured role within the ‘party’. “If you are not for us, you are against us!” is the rally cry. You will be ostracized, criticized, and ‘cancelled’. In the cries for unity there are often inner battles. The polarity getting the best of itself.

With all the shadow-hunting and ‘justice’-seeking, there is a derision. A field of energy that can implode upon itself. It is a field that consists of so much collective injustice and pain. It lives within each of us as an Akashic record. When we don’t go into our own relationship to Injustice then we are reacting to the unconscious forces within that are both personal and collective.

When fused to the larger pool of Injustice or Spiritual Warfare, we lose our own sense of Self and what is really true for us. What is the reaction really about? Where in the heart and soul does it come from? I am not saying it does not have legitimacy. I am advocating for awareness and consciousness that leads to real Truth and Justice, not just getting swept away by the river of rage, battle, and hunting.

Our DNA holds a wealth of information when it comes to this ongoing disclosure of the shadow. There are historic and galactic implications we may find ourselves just recapitulating. I don’t believe we are doomed unless we really want to be. We have a choice to rewire our programming, conditioning, and unconscious reactions. We have a choice from what energy field we wish to vote for, live in, and live from.

How much of the ‘truth’ do we really want to know? What are we prepared for? Not just externally, but internally as well? What kind of justice do we want to administer and how do we want to respond to what looks and feels like injustice? These to me are all questions I want to be asking myself in cultivating and stewarding a New Earth from the inside out. I want truth and justice, I am just not sure the current energy around it is what I want to ‘vote’ for. Is there another ticket that has another perspective and answer?

If you have felt impacted by these energies and are wanting feel some clarity and empowerment for yourself around them, I am available for a 1:1 session to see where we can feel how your inner world is being reflected in the reactions to the outer world and how the SoulFullHeart process can support you in creating something new that radiates more of who you are and want to be in the world.

Next, I will travel to the ethers and meet with the Love/Light ticket to see what it has to offer us during these volatile times.


Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and Collaborator.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

Election Energy Update: Fear/Rage 2020

The upcoming US presidential election has been a much anticipated event since the last one four years ago. It is almost like the energy of a UFC match, let alone a heavyweight boxing one. So much energy is being coalesced in camps and corners. So much drama being created, stoked, and intensified. What I was sensing in meditation was how much this is really a global referendum on how we want to live energetically, not just ideologically or politically. 

In the US each party has a ‘ticket’. Trump/Pence is one and Biden/Harris is another. This is the ‘match-up’ to put it in sports terms, or maybe more Roman gladiator terms with its intensity. However, I felt a different set of ‘tickets’ that are actually on the ballot for each of us, regardless of our national affiliation. Each day we vote with our energy for similar types of energy. One of the biggest tickets out there currently is the Fear/Rage ticket. 

Fear/Rage has taken a sizable lead in the past year. It leads in almost every single poll. You walk outside and visit a store, restaurant, school, or any variety of interactive locations. You certainly feel it in the media. Fear/Rage 2020 banners fly freely in many places. They are very convincing and powerful energies to listen to. There are no real debates possible with them for they take up the space with their intensity and narrow bandwidth. It is like a weaponized 5G transmission. 

It is also the state of the collective emotional body (or energetic body politic). The Fear/Rage ticket is a reflection of that. That says a lot about what we need to feel and heal within that space. I am not sure how that happens in the din of the discourse (or discord, depending on how you experience it.) If you find a dissonance with that ticket’s platform, then where do you go to find resonance? I guess that comes down to what kind of energetic world you wish to live in.

I don’t suggest that there isn’t a healthy fear and a healthy rage that exists. There most certainly is, yet it is the measure of its frequency that we can ‘know’ it by feeling it. It lands in your chakras with a thud and a cut. It may even energize your own fear and rage. Now there is a place to go if you don’t really want to vote for them! Feel what lies at the root of them both. What are the projections and representations that create that field within? We aren’t made to feel fear and rage, we resonate with them from the inside out. 

As with all things, as above so below. What we see on the outside is pinging on something on the inside. If we fight fire with fire we still get fire. If we respond to fear with more fear we get more control. It is a slippery slope that doesn’t have a very interesting future in my opinion. So I choose to have compassion for why the Fear/Rage ticket is in the lead, while not choosing to vote for it through my own inner work, my own choices, and how I relate to others. 

If you are curious about how this may be true for you and want to get some context around it, and thus some air, I do offer 1:1 sessions to help bridge how the SoulFullHeart process can help support your empowerment while feeling and healing the disempowerment. 

In my next writing, I will look at the Truth/Justice 2020 ticket that has found its own place in the minds and hearts of the global electorate. 


Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and Collaborator.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

A Call For Heart-Based Leadership: Less Game Playing, More Vulnerability

By Kathleen Calder

Of all the battles that I have fought in my life, one that remains constant for me is a drive for leadership and recognition. Even as I write this I am coming from a place of desire to be recognized as some kind of new “leader” in this field called “personal/spiritual development”. It has been a struggle to try to let go of that desire, mostly because my Daemon (protector-part, guide, best friend), Sasha, and another part of me named Steven, hold this desire in their hearts. They want me to do what they cannot physically do themselves. Steven is a great scholar and thinker (who is learning to become more of a feeler as well) and he and Sasha have often conspired and brought me opportunities to “prove myself”. Being a guest author on this blog is one of them and I can feel their growing pride in me whenever someone pays attention to what I have written.

The challenge for me, and I feel the same challenge stands for all who wish to be (or already are) leaders, is to stay humble and grounded. To be able to place myself in the trenches with those who I wish to be a sort of “tribe-leader”…or I guess “Shaman” for. To be able to feel what they feel so that their needs are felt, heard and honoured, whether or not I can physically do anything to help them. Instead what I find myself and other leaders doing, is playing to the masses in a way that doesn’t really touch the real heart of the problem we are facing. It becomes a game of popularity and care-taking instead of feeling into what the real issue is.

Let’s look at the recent US federal election as an example of what I’m talking about.

In one corner we have President Obama and in the other, Republican candidate Mitt Romney. I know from my Canadian perspective that many people in my own country were feeling that Obama was the obvious and more progressive choice. Ok. In comparison to Mitt Romney, who desired to take America back to some old-fashioned ways of doing things, yes, Obama is more “progressive”. However, there’s a reason why the election was so neck-and-neck and why so many people that I spoke to actually had no idea who they would rather vote for since neither seemed to be competent enough in addressing any of the real issues. I feel this is a sign of the times we are in. People’s parts, namely their Daemons, are shifting to a place of, “this isn’t good enough anymore” and are longing for something better. That “something better” is the world I desire to help create. It is a world where leaders learn to feel and embrace sensitivity and therefore tap into what the real issues are for their people. The real pain that is buried underneath their desire for marriage equality or for the legalization of marijuana, just to name a couple of recent news items.

There seems to still be an intense fear of empathy instilled in anyone who wants to lead or manage anything or anybody. I learned the other day that Hilary Clinton once cried on camera and it caused a wide-spread panic and sparked questions about her potential ability to lead. I feel that the new way in which we need to be led in this world is through empathy and heart-based vulnerability. It would be a lot to hold as the leader of a country, so it’s possible that leadership would have no other choice but to be more collaborative in its approach. There would need to be multiple leaders in the highest rung.

I can hear and feel some doubts you may have about the potential for that. You and I both feel the danger of the human ego and its’ desire to be the one in solo-leadership. This is the Daemon and other persona parts who desires this, normally. If leaders were in active communication and feeling with their Daemon and other parts, I feel this would be a manageable issue. It is (and has been for a while) a feeling of mine that the more people who embrace parts work, the greater the potential for World Peace. People would be more comfortable being in authentic emotion with each other and would work out their differences accordingly, taking all the steps necessary to be in empathy with each other and their parts, allowing them to be felt and to speak their minds in safety with no knee-jerk reaction.

I am training to become this type of leader for as many as wish to be nourished by the work and the gifts my parts and I would love to bring to them. I am in training and I do not do this perfectly, nor is it about becoming perfect some day. There is no end-result that I desire, except to become surrounded by more people who have surrendered to this work and have chosen authentic, heart-based feelings and relationships to themselves and others. I wish to become more like this and I work on it every day, even as I write this. It is not burdensome. In fact, it is ultimate freedom.

I hope that at least some of this has landed in you. If it hasn’t, that’s ok too. And if it never does, well, I in my imperfection can find ways to accept that, even though it hurts to feel into what that means to me and my parts that desire for me to lead.

In support and love for your journey and where it takes you,


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