by Kasha Rokshana
Through being born into this Matrix, we are taught to be concerned, always, with the opinions that surround us. We end up scattered, shattered, divided inside. This division has created βpartsβ that formed in response to this mandate to always look outside of us for answers, for the modeling of βbest behavioursβ, for learning how to be compliant or even how to rebel properly, and certainly for any sense of βhomeβ, belonging, or reconnection with the Divine.
It has been such a huge part of my personal process over this last decade to truly bring ALL of that back inward, to follow the threads of pain that have led to parts of me, and to then untangle those threads from other parts and find integration over time. These pain threads have been complex, not straight forward, and also have been co-created and maintained by outer relationships, jobs, etc. They have also been tugged on and at times entangled with the threads within others and their own parts, making the sorting out a process of whatβs mine and whatβs someone elseβs quite messy in moments.
The only way Iβve been able to deeply address and heal the pain and parts has been by bringing them back inward, to my own heart, to the home/nest Iβve been creating and cultivating there for so long, which now also overflows to others in 1:1 sessions as I hold space for other womenβs own parts to come forward and their own inner βhomesβ to be created.
There is always an invitation to create this inner heart and soul home inside of you and so much support being offered for that from the Divine within you, from your Metasoul aspects, from Star Family, even from all the beings in your inner world also known as βparts of youβ – though many of them may have a really hard time letting in that this home within is even possible at first, as theyβve had to have so much outer focus for so long.
The codes of Homecoming that are steaming in these days are an opportunity to re-code what it means to truly take care of yourself, your body, your emotional and spiritual realities, and not only within youβ¦ they are also supporting you to draw to you those resonant relationships youβve maybe only dreamed of, or only experienced virtually so far. If thereβs a resistance or reluctance in your heart toward truly embracing your beloved online relationships in the physical, there are very likely some parts of you that feel afraid perhaps of the cost to your life as youβve known itβ¦ for nothing ever changes us like letting love in, especially love for ourselves and especially, also, saying βyesβ to loveβs flow as it moves between us and others in ways unpredictable.
My beloveds, Raphael and Jelelle Awen will be leading a group call this coming Sunday, Oct 16th, that will be focused on these Homecoming Codes – letting them in, feeling what they mean for you personally, and connecting to your inner βhomeβ in a deepening way. The call will be by donation as always, and held over Zoom. If youβd like more info, visit soulfullheart.org/events.
So much love to you and with you as you feel into these Homecoming Codes and what they mean to you at this time!
Love,
Kasha
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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Womenβs Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space-holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc.
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