By Raphael Awen
When you are no longer controlled by outside forces, you are the author, possessing the author-ity for what your life is about.
Becoming the Sovereign of your own life in this way is a scary proposition as it leaves us completely responsible for own lives, leaving us the challenge of owning all of our lives – all that’s in our lives, and all of our lifetimes.
There’s no one to blame. There’s no circumstance to point the finger at; no lot in life, that doesn’t originate in you.
The idea of having whatever you want is only novel and exciting until you realize that’s what actually been going on this whole time. The challenge is coming to terms with your authorship, deciding the story that you actually want; deciding and negotiating between the parts of you that want different things.
You are not your circumstances. You are not your relationships. You are not your job. You are not your bank balance. You are not even your health. You created all of that, but you are not that.
You are the creator.
Maybe like me, you set your sights on healing your anxiety or your depression. You did that, only to realize this was much to small a goal for the Sovereign you actually are. No longer being in the depths of anxiety or depression is nice, but that alone can’t fill the expansive sails of your being.
You are called to experience yourself in continual curiosity and childlike wonder and learning. You are ever called to more.
What does your more look like? What is wanting to mature and manifest in your life, in your world, in your magical story?
What have parts of you been afraid of, in order to enact the changes that you know are ripening in your story?
How can you lovingly reconcile and negotiate these inner differences?
Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.