Energy Update: Supermoon Energies Support Trauma Releasing

By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: The power of this moon is visceral. Felt in the cells that align to everything lunar, going back to our tribal ‘roots’ and activating our Metasoul lines (like the Lemurian/Native American/First Nation ones) that hold these codes of complete calibration of daily life to the moon cycles. These soul aspects of yours fit their lives and their passages of life/death/rebirth to the brightness or dimness of Her forward face. They honor Her influential energies that tug and pull on Gaia and our inner tides too.

This is a Supermoon in the skies right now….the second in an offering of three in a row….a powerful triad of Divine Feminine energies to receive and let in. With this strong lunar energy passage, many souls are REALLY feeling now. Feeling the deeper, denser aspects of their emotional bodies and the parts that hold these frequencies. Some of this is expressing in the body vessel too, which just reflects the emotional and energetic states. Pain/discomfort/congestion/colds…..all of this is a reflection of something going on in the emotional body, the psyche, the soul.

From undigested traumas comes the indigestion off gassing experiences of anxiety, terror, depression, rage. These are not ‘bad’ or ‘negative’ feelings…not something that positive affirmations can answer…..yet rather very powerful portals to the underbelly of your experience of experience that need to be felt and looked at full on. They are glaring signposts and markers of what still needs your love.

This moon, She lights these markers up. She amplifies them. She makes them more obvious so that YOU are confronted with YOU. She then invites you to respond not with more fear yet, rather, with a bigger, richer, and deeper self love container that can hold ALL of it. You are invited to become a self love that is as BIG as the Supermoon and fills the skies of all parts of you with reassurance and companionship.

Yes, you are THAT big…it’s time to find and live that out.

Now is the time to become aware of these traumas that still linger….from this life and the other lifetimes/timelines that also are bleeding/leaking/even pouring through as catalyzed by this Supermoon triad passage. What your Metasoul (your individuated soul source/Higher Self source) is experiencing of karmic loops/patterns/cycles is waiting on the other side of the veil to be revealed, felt, and healed. To be changed, ultimately, with love, to a higher timeline outcome.

The inner journey is what means so much right now. The inner journey to connect with the Divine Mother energies that can midwife your birth into the New, can heal the traumas, can hold to arise out of the ashes of 3D and into your Next higher timeline.

The inner journey offers all the comfort, movement, and integration you and parts of you need and are aching for….in order to keep going, keep feeling, and to keep waking UP! ~

Raphael Awen and I will be tapping into and bringing down these Supermoon codes of support for the inner journey today in a livestream at 1:11pm PST through responding to your questions/comments. We will offer a guided meditation to connect to the Supermoon codes for you in a personal way to receive them. This can be an important bridge to feel during these celestial events. If you can’t make it live, you can take in the recording on my FB feed or our SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube Channel.

And, I highly recommend engaging in my free 33 Day Video Series called Deepen. I share much more about the Metasoul, parts process, Divine Mother AND 33 guided meditations to deepen your inner journey in significant ways. https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNmrHdaQSAvLiLpw1qSOmQE-tsqhGSAD3

Jelelle Awen

1:1 healing/transformative sessions available with me and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

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The Fears/Resistances/Traumas Have Been Necessary Here

By Jelelle Awen

To make life here work has taken WORK. It has needed parts of you to become the anchoring frequencies; to become the guarding and protecting energies; to become the very means and ways to SURVIVE such a drop into density that 3D is compared to the light air porosity that your soul breathes.

All this efforting by all these parts of you is not a pathology. It is not a disorder. It hasn’t been done as a mistake or any kind of failure. The conforming, the shrinking, the fitting in….these were all NECESSITIES to survive here. The monitoring, the distrusting, the resisting…..these were all the textures of a polarized dualistic reality.

These have been the energies needed for THIS to push against THAT over and over until balance can be found again.

The fear has been a very natural consequence of this pushing against. It has been necessary too as without it, ALL would be love which it already was and IS in its Divine state. Parts of you have fear and hold fear and return to fear because they have HAD to go there in order to survive.

Through the awakening process… love comes more into your BEing, wakeness comes into your soul consciousness, openness comes into your heart. The remaining frictions and tensions become more obvious. The fear becomes backlit by all that love. The parts that have been working so hard allow you to actual feel how tired they are. The tears fall from the remembering and reliving of traumas that have long been suppressed and managed.

The MORE you awaken, the MORE the pain comes UP to be felt and released, and ,eventually, healed. The 3D way was about suffering over suffering in loops that never seem to end. The awakening way is to BE with the pain, create space to relate to the pain and the part of you that feels it, and to LOVE that pain into a higher frequency.

Life becomes LESS work and more play…..even the temporary pain is related to with more curiosity AND play. Your soul can feel the purpose behind it ALL and honors the necessity of it and the growth that it offers. Parts of you ongoingly need that bridge from your soul to experience the trauma/fears/pain in NEW ways.

They need your soul/higher self to start putting pieces together, see the bigger picture, and connect to Divine source timing around it ALL. Parts of you need to relate to the CHOICE that it all was on the Higher Self level.

Life becomes, more and more, about love. For love and with love. Starting from INside of you and all the parts of you that remain in fear frequencies out of habit…..parts that are just waiting for the words, connections, and bridges from you to step out of their dark places and into the light of LOVE again AS their essence.

LOVE to you and all parts of you on this sacred awakening journey, whatever phase/place you are currently IN….

Jelelle Awen
1:1 sessions with a SoulFullHeart Facilitator help to create these bridge to parts of yourself that are waiting for your love. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session

More about parts/Metasoul aspects here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts

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Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation with women and with Raphael for men…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about our NEW SoulFullHeart process programs, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

Energy Update: Anxiety, Depression, Trauma Transmutation Through Parts/Metasoul Connection

By Jelelle Awen

The current Ascension energies (or Divine Love energies!) are INtensely working on revealing undigested traumas that can anchor you to 3D consciousness. I’m hearing/seeing many souls who are feeling more acute anxiety, depression, heavy sadness/despair, and more in response to these energies. They are also ‘reliving’ memories of abuse from their childhoods in a visceral way.

Your emotional body is often the densest ‘body’ in terms of being anchored to 3D as so much has not been digested yet or paid attention to at the ACTUAL level of where the wounded originates…… yet rather numbed over, bypassed, analyzed, or perhaps just avoided. Your Metasoul (fractal expressions/other lifetime aspects) also has much emotional indigestion from many timelines of karma trauma playouts going on with the veil of amnesia making it very challenging to connect to and be consciously aware of this.

The transmutation of traumas from this life and from other lifetimes in the Metasoul is KEY to the ongoing Ascension process. This cannot be avoided or bypassed as your whole BEing on ALL levels (emotional, chakral, physical, mental) is being invited to ascend. That means ALL parts of you and all expressions of your soul receive and can respond to this invitation. No parts of you get left behind and the gifts of your traumas unwrapped get to ‘come along’ too.

Yet, how DO we transmute these traumas, especially when they can feel so intense and deeply ingrained? Connecting directly to the parts and Metasoul aspects that are experiencing the trauma (in the Now, there is no ‘past’ in the emotional body) is the response that we offer through our SoulFullHeart process, which I feel is one of the most direct, effective, self empowering (ultimately self led), and natural approaches to TRULY transmute traumas on a quantum level.

Trauma has its own specific vibration. It is more dissonant in tone. It is more ‘out of tune and tone’ from the harmonic ebb and flow of your 5D Self. When the trauma is deep enough, these tones form into a looping cycle of energy that we call a ‘part’. Parts have a fixated energy that is stuck in the scenes of when the traumas occurred. Even as your physical body matures and ages, these parts remain at the emotional age of these traumas. If you can feel and sense your essence like an energetic flow, then you can get how traumatizing situations would alter and disrupt that flow. The density of 3D living challenges the porous flow of emotions even more.

When traumas can be emotionally and energetically digested IN the moment that they happen, then they don’t get stuck and fixated. This digestion happens when an open-hearted person/caregiver/parent is able to feel you WHILE the trauma is happening with much love and compassion. Compassionate love moves the trauma energy out of fear and into love.

Most of us, however, didn’t have this kind of in the moment digestion happen with our caregivers as actually it was usually our caregivers who caused the traumas. This is especially true for the deeply rooted trauma caused by early childhood sexual abuse where boundaries of personal identify haven’t been established yet nor sexuality naturally expressed yet.

In our SoulFullHeart process during sessions, we as your Facilitator create a bridge with you to these traumatised parts of you and offer them much compassion, forgiveness, and healing/loving energy from and with the Divine. Parts of you respond to this love by unfreezing, unsticking, and lightening UP. The parts can then transmute from their wounded energy into their higher vibrational energy.

Your Inner Child’s shame can transmute to innocence. Your Inner Mother/Father’s anxiety can transmute to trust. Your Inner Teenager’s depression can transmute to creativity and risk taking. Your Protector’s vigilant guardedness can transmute to healthy self protection. Eventually these parts integrate into the wholeness of your 5D Self. More about parts and Metasoul aspects here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts

Your Metasoul Aspects (commonly called ‘past lives’) respond in the same way to be connected with and ‘rescued’ from their intense timelines by your loving presence. They can transmute out of the stuck, collective archetypes of warrior or monk or wounded queen or wounded king and into the healthy expressions of guidance and strength, deep resonance with the Divine, and natural feminine and masculine balanced leadership. The soul gifts they have to offer you are now freed up to be in exchange with you. 

The trauma from the timelines your Metasouls live in is often hugely bleeding into yours and that also can cause intense emotions to come up for you. More about that in this article: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2018/05/19/energy-update-timeline-bleedthroughs-metasoul-karmic-transformation-opportunities/
In this process, you become your own healer. You are offering ALL parts of you the love and care that you most likely offer freely to others. If you serve love as a healer, then you KNOW what you can provide to others in response to their pains and struggles. This, then, is an invitation to offer that beautiful compassionate and objective witness energy to yourself and all parts of you that need you.

Every emotion offers a world of discovery as you connect with which part of you is feeling it and WHY they are feeling it. Every emotion actually elicits a curiosity response from you as you are able to separate from the experience of it in order to BE with the part of you that is feeling it.

Every emotion is your heart’s song and your response with love allows the tones to come back into tune and melodic expression again as the Infinite Love that YOU ARE.

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Raphael and I talked about the how the recent Ascension energies are inviting the digestion and transmutation of emotions through parts work in our recent livestream: https://youtu.be/ZgYLxoiwYoc
We offer 1:1 bridging sessions with a SoulFullHeart Facilitator (me, Raphael Awen, Gabriel Heartman, and Kalayna Colibri). These sessions are often LIFE changing as a whole new perspective on suffering opens up the way for MORE love! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session

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Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about our NEW SoulFullHeart process programs, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.