Energy Update: Playful and Lighter Energies Possible As Cosmic Energies Peak

By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: The cosmic energies coming in have a playfulness to them and lightness, even as they are powerful activators as well. The amount of cosmic rays in particular streaming into Gaia and our atmospheres is close to a space age record…that is A LOT of energy. This is ‘normal’ for the phase of solar minimum that we are currently going through with reduced sun spot/flare activity and more solar storms and rays.

Those of us expanding our multidimensionality and connecting to our subtle energy bodies WAY beyond the physical body are sensitive to these energies. What goes on in the outer cosmos impacts what is going on in our inner cosmos too.

Geomagnetic storm conditions around the Arctic Circle are subsiding today with still slightly elevated solar wind speeds happening. The storms brought in these amazing auroras with a display of spectacular pale green, rare blue, and purple auroras and others forming into dramatic chain-link shapes, shared from spaceweather.com.

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Taken by Markus Varik on February 18, 2020 @ Tromsø

It feels like the ceiling is ‘lifting’ lately and access is opening up to more joy, more passion, more clarity, more FUN. We can actually want that and need it even as we are seriously devoted to awakening/ascending on another level. Your Inner Child/Star Seed and Inner Teenager may particularly need some play time, dancing, singing, drawing/being creative, having fun with friends.

There is a shifting in the energy of these parts of you into more galactic, more magical and more open as you bridge to their Star Family consciousness and heal the emotional/physical/spiritual trauma that keeps them anchored to lower frequencies.

Here is a guided meditation to meet your Star Seed Child and Star Family: https://youtu.be/p3_E642aYyQ

The winter months invite us into our inner spaces, introspection, body detox/illness, and less social interaction. There is a very real impact on our emotional states and on our physical bodies as the amount of light we can let into our cells/chakras during seasons of less sunlight and warmth decreases.

There can be a heaviness during this time and even lingering feelings of depression, flatness, sadness, overwhelm. Many souls and beloved animal companions have been choosing to leave the earth plane during these last couple of months as we transition into 2020, which brings up much processing, grieving, mourning, and letting go. The crucible of death and rebirth can be heightened during winter months.

Hints of Spring are coming through in the weather now, yet also in the energy. I get this sense that the tail end of 2019 and these first two months of 2020 have been more tumultuous, churning up whatever we’ve needed to sort through and pushing up what needs to be loved and healed. The next few months of 2020 feel more like moving into a new dawning, a transitionary experience into your higher timeline, and more physical embodiment experience of your light body.

I shared yesterday a new teaching and guided meditation video is part of my Deepen 2020 series about activating your light body, a timely offering with the intensity of these energies that coming in. The video offers a bridging to your Ascension Chakras and a merging experience with your light body, plus my suggestions for things you can do and feel to activate your light body process to the next level: https://youtu.be/L_nbhQJ9uSw

Much love to you as we navigate this catalytic time of inner and outer transformation into the NEW,

Jelelle Awen

1:1 sessions available to bring in, connect to, and open up the activation of these cosmic energies within your inner cosmos! More information here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Photo taken by Matthew Steinberg on February 18, 2020 @ Reine, Lofoten Islands Norway

 

Jelelle Awen is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador and Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Energy Update: Healing Polarities Within Illuminated By The Eclipse and 1:11 Passage Energies

By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: What a swirl of energies for us in the beginning weeks of 2020! New timeline possibilities of bliss, joy, dreams coming into clarity and coming true. And, at the same time, grieving, sadness, and mourning processes as we ‘let go’ of whatever needs to be in order to respond to the new.
We are invited to expand our emotional body capacities to ride the waves and to hold mixed feeling realities at once within us. Sad and excited. Bittersweet. Hopeful and fearful. Trusting and mistrusting. These can be necessary mixed feeling states, yet they can also be signs of polarities within from one part of you to another. One part feels scared while another part feels hopeful. One part feels attached to a relationship and trauma bonded while another part of you is increasingly clear that the relationship needs to shift.
The polarities within are a result of 3D conditioning that offers a ‘black and white’, ‘this against that’ way of relating to life. The polarities within can be felt by you as you connect with the parts of you on each of their ‘sides’ and let their emotional realities land in your heart to be felt. You can find then a ‘middle way’ as an ambassador to these parts of you, bringing them into a balanced place and more even-keel blend. The polarities within can also be a result of our original separation from and out of the Divine. Reconciliation within from this lifetime helps to heal this soul wound.
These polarities within (also often between our inner masculine and inner feminine) were amplified by the full moon lunar eclipse codes blending with the 1:11 portal energies that peaked on Saturday. The feminine Full Moon Eclipse energies and more sacred masculine 1:11 portal passage brought up some weepiness, mood swings, crying purges, tension then trust waves as emotional body clearings and upgrades occurred. The 1:11 codes offered higher timeline clarities and possibilities and the courage to make life choices toward them, while the lunar eclipse energies offered emotional digestion of these choices.
On the other side of this passage, there is a sense of calming down and more rest, more groundedness from within, and an emotional reset. There is a sense of space within to digest in a more full-hearted way the changes and choice points that may have been illuminated to you during this passage.
Divine Mother energies of Kuan Yin offer stillness and gentleness through snow and winter codes and compassion to receive from within and to extend to others. At the same time, there is a heightened activity of fires, volcanoes and earthquakes as Dark Mother and Mother Gaia continue to bring in catalytic frequencies of clearing and rumbling alchemy.
There is also complex stream of SOULar winds forecasted to come into our atmospheres today from two to three holes in the sun’s surface. No geomagnetic storms are expected to come in, but there will be a surge of auroras when the solar wind arrives, according to spaceweather.com. SOULar winds can heighten and amplify any body symptoms you may be experiencing, including light headedness, disrupted sleep patterns, indigestion, colds and flu symptoms, etc.
All these energies offer us the opportunity to find our ‘home’ within and discover increasing trust in the flow of life held with Divine surrender. We can ride the waves of polarized emotions and bring love to all the parts of us that are feeling them. We can connect to the bigger soul context around the reason we are experiencing life AS we are. We can trust the growth that it brings to us as we move into our sacred humanity.

Here is a playlist for all four of my videos that I’ve released in my Deepen 2020 series, with the first one featured below. These videos are created in response to the current energies we are navigating and offer a bridge to connect to your emotional body, your soul, and the Divine support that is always available:

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

 

Energy Update: Schuman/Gaia Wave Moved Through for 12 hours

Energy Update: We had a very active Schumann/Gaia resonance wave lasting for twelve hours today, December 29th! This was during my sleeping time and I definitely had more vivid, clear, and intense lucid dreams than in awhile. They felt like visiting other timelines/lifetimes, working issues out, yet easy to remember.

You may have experienced the same increase in clarity, clairvoyance, veils thinning for yourself in sleep time or in waking time now during this wave. Gaia waves can cause also sleeplessness in some people and anxiety (distrust) can be heightened as well.

Grounding in with Gaia and being in higher vibrational space with souls that can resonant in that with you (or alone) helps ease these waves too. If you are still in birth family difficulties/Holiday mode, that can be challenging to sustain when these waves come in.

Getting your own space is important right now. Space to go within, feel what you want to change in your life in the NOW, what you want to experience in 2020. Without that personal space to connect with yourself, the Divine and other parts of yourself, it is easier to project right now and pull away/push away from soul family that love and see you.

As we complete the last few days of 2019, the energies are increasing and amplifying leading into 2020. They are HERE to offer support for the life changes that need to follow the inner changes. A reminder to us that healing grounds in when it expresses in the physical in ALL areas of our lives.

Love to you as we ride these year-end waves together!
love,
Jelelle Awen

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC (next one is March 20-23), writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Energy Update: Christ Consciousness Upgrades To Become Peace/Love Ambassadors

By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: We are moving now into receiving Christ Consciousness code upgrades for the 12/21 solstice gateway and leading into Christ-mas and a solar eclipse on the day after Christmas. Christ Consciousness (also called Sanada and Christ-iel) activates our Higher Heart of compassion, especially within our inner and collective masculine. Our Inner Masculine includes parts of the self such as our Inner Protector, Inner Father, and Inner Punisher….and parts of the soul such as our Gatekeeper and timelines where we were in a masculine body or female warrior type too.
Christ Consciousness offers a higher vibrational experience beyond the Biblical Jesus, ‘Son of a Father God’ picture. The Bible and the world’s religions offer a 3D/Lower 4D Matrix filtering of Christ energies that have control and manipulative agendas and fear-based frequencies to them that perpetuate the wounded masculine/patriarchal system and suppression of the Divine Feminine.
The PURE Christ energies are able to be experienced as you raise your frequency through trauma healing beyond the Lower 4D Matrix of religions, belief systems, dogma, a punishing and punitive False God picture. You can then experience the PURE love and acceptance of you as a sacred human by Christ AND by the Divine.
You experience that Heaven is within you. You remember then that you are not sinful, that you have not made mistakes, that you are not being tested or punished by God. You remember that you are ALSO a son or daughter of the Divine and always have been…..loved as you are in all the experiences that you go through….the Divine learning along WITH you.
These Christ Consciousness energies for 2019 are offering deeper healing of the warrior and fighter to become a love ambassador for peace. This will so much be needed as we move into deeper disclosure in 2020….on Gaia, in galactic dimensions, toward the 3D/Lower 4D Matrix and, most importantly, from within yourself and your soul. The previous masculine expression of our ‘heroes’ and ‘heroines’ as being connected to the ability to fight for something is shifting. We are now offered the codes to recognize that our true heroes are those who advocate for peace and compassion above all else.
The warrior archetype can be deeply expressed in your Metasoul….many lifetimes of choosing to fight for God, for country, for King, for belief systems. There is much ‘soul burn’ from these experiences as they so often led to violent death and killing/murder, the densest energy frequencies of trauma. These lifetimes can ‘bleed through’ into your current experience of life, attaching to traumas this-life that are similar in tone, even if not as intense or extreme in content. There is also trauma from being on the receiving end or victim of these fighting/killing energies. And, so many of us have been on both sides of this…both victim and persecutor/perpetrator.
Connecting to your Gatekeeper as the guardian of your Veil of Amnesia and channel to Divine Love allows you access to these lifetimes to feel and heal the warrior/fighter within them. You offer balm of love and forgiveness along with the Divine to them and a beautiful gift exchange occurs as you become a love ambassador to your own soul. I have experienced this myself many times and in session space and it is a beautiful working and movement that has quantum and exponential results.
There is more here about parts/Metasoul aspects and how we feel them in our SoulFullHeart process during 1:1 sessions: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts
So much love is available from Christ/Yeshua during this time of upgrading to compassionate ambassador. Ask to connect with Him and receive the gifts of His kind and unconditionally loving heart. Divine Mother is available at all times too, to support, to hold, to forgive, and to love.

Here is a mediation to connect with your Gatekeeper:

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC (next one is March 20-23), writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Gaia Codes Quick Guided Meditation W/Raphael & Jelelle Awen (Video)

By Jelelle Awen

Gaia Codes Quick Guided Meditation – This video was filmed on a hike with us, Raphael and Jelelle Awen, at the Roche Cove Regional Park, near Victoria, BC. It was one of the most beautiful hikes that we have ever been on. We hiked up to a vista point on the side of Mount Ash (how appropriate is THAT name right now with these 12/12 completion gateway codes) and were inspired to film there.

We talk in this video about our group transmission call over Zoom this Saturday, December 14th at 10:00am PDT to digest the last decade, complete that cycle, and prepare for 2020. You can join us live for the two hour call or receive the recording for $15 CAD. More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/46546… or here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/events

At three minutes in, Jelelle provides a quick guided meditation to connect you with the expansive and enchanting tree, water, sky and sun codes flowing through me to you, bringing them into your Personal Sun chakra down through to your root chakra. Gaia and sun codes can help a lot with integration and digestion of energy influxes, passageways such as the 12/12, geomagnetic storms, etc. INjoy this blessed moment brought to you by Mother Gaia and Father Sun!

Note: There is some noise from the wind around us as the element of air wanted to presence itself along with Earth, Water, and Fire (in those amazing rainbow sun rays!)

We also mentioned in this video Jelelle’s 20 Day Daily Video Series called Deepen 2020 that she’ll be offering starting on January 1st, 2020. Daily teachings and guided meditations with me and the SoulFullHeart community will be shared every day for 20 days here on FB and on the SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube Channel. Jelelle’s previous 33 Day video series Deepen 2019 and Metamorphosis 2018 can be found here: https://www.youtube.com/c/SoulFullHeartExperience

For the latest writings, videos, and information about SoulFullHeart events (including our monthly group transmissions), visit http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com

For more information about 1:1 sessions with Jelelle for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, visit http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

 

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Energy Update: Strong, Five-Day Planetary Wave Moved Through

By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: The year-end, decade-end energies are amplifying along as we move closer to the 12/12 portal, winter SOULstice passage and upcoming solar eclipse on December 26. The Schumann/Gaia resonance has been relatively quiet recently and solar wind speeds have been normal with no geomagnetic storms, although some are forecasted for December 8th or 9th.
 
However, I felt there was something going on in the cosmic energies and discovered that a five day planetary wave moved through recently creating some noctilucent clouds in New Zealand. Noctilucent clouds or night shining clouds, are tenuous cloud-like in the upper atmosphere of Gaia. They consist of ice crystals and are only visible during astronomical twilight.
 
“Planetary waves are enormous ripples of temperature and pressure that form in Earth’s atmosphere in response to Coriolis forces. In this case, a 5-day planetary wave is boosting noctilucent clouds over Antarctica and causing them to spin outward to latitudes where NLCs are rarely seen,” according to spaceweather.com. There is more about the wave here: https://spaceweatherarchive.com/2019/12/04/a-planetary-wave-is-supercharging-noctilucent-clouds/
 
A planetary wave feels to me, on an intuitive level, to be a response to the intense light that has been streaming into Gaia’s atmosphere from the Great Cosmic Sun to support Her Ascension and ours as we move into a new decade and higher timeline. We have been receiving strong amounts of cosmic rays to activate our DNA, even as the occurrences of Solar flares/flashes is low right now during this current solar minimum phase.
 
A planetary wave feels like Gaia is shuddering, moving the energy through and around Her atmosphere. Similar to how Kundalini energy feels as it moves up and down your spine. With this shudder, we also have the opportunity to receive this energy into our auric fields, into every chakra, and to receive a boost of cosmic and galactic consciousness energies.
 
You may be feeling the impacts of this planetary wave on your body, along with the other energies that are moving through as we complete this year and decade. Light-headedness, dizzy, difficulty focusing are some of them, along with interrupted sleep patterns and head/neck/shoulder pain.
 
I created this meditation to help with bringing the codes into every chakra (including the Ascension chakras) and into your body as well, which can help with Ascension body symptoms: https://youtu.be/2IlAAdIvLuU
 
I also described the grand finale on 3D energies that you may be experiencing now along with timeline collapses, life shiftings, and relationship completions in this energy update: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2019/12/05/energy-update-grand-finale-experiences-of-3d-energies/
 
Much love to you as we move through these waves of light and allow them to bring us to our next places of Ascension and awakening!!
Jelelle Awen
 
1:1 sessions available with me for women and with women/men with Raphael Awen and Gabriel Heartman for year end/decade end digestions! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions
 
Join Raphael Awen and I for our monthly group transmission call on Saturday, December 14 at 10:00am PDT where we will offer teachings and a guided meditation to digest the decade and prep for 2020. More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/465469127414714/
 
Photo taken by Mirko Harnisch on December 1, 2019 @ Dunedin, New Zealand

 

Energy Update: Moving Through Passageways to 2020 Clear Vision/Living

By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: The rumblings of 11/11 continue a week ‘after’ the powerful gateway opening. I get this sense of a continuum of gateways with markers starting at 8/8, 9/9, 10/10, 11/11, 12/12 and then into 2020. They form a kind of interconnected HIGHway leading to the HIGHer. Each marker has been a passage, a moving through denser energies in order to vibrate in a higher frequency. This is leading to becoming more porous even as you are becoming more grounded into your body.
You may be settling already into your higher timeline revealed during the 11/11 portal or finding that there are still calibrations and even detoxifications to prepare to embody it more. You may have been prepping for it ahead of time so you could anchor in right away. Or NOW you are being energized by the 11/11 frequencies, they are illuminating what supports your essence and what does not.
2020 feels like wide open possibilities, truly anchoring into the New Gaia energies, collectively more and more (at a slower rate of course.) Yet, personally, if you are taking in these words, your rate and pace is ‘ahead’ of the collective. You have chosen to lead and to serve, to show the way, even if it feels murky at times, hard at times, more fear than love at times. That you ARE feeling, that you ARE awakening, that you ARE conscious of the Ascension process that is happening IS your service to others who have not woken up to this yet. In the Quantum field of Oneness, you are holding their awakening until they can claim it for themselves in this timeline.
Your willingness to continually feel and heal your traumas from this life and other lifetimes IS your service….not that you are in a perfected, absolute state before you can serve. You being in the thick of it, the process of it, in the transition of it WITH consciousness is showing the way for the rest of the collective, those souls who have signed up to awaken this life especially. You desire to grow fuels their desire to grow and also motivates the rest of your Metasoul fragments to wake up and heal as well (which then leads to quantum karmic healing and completion/resolution of soul patterns.)
Your capacity to lean into your own Metasoul, your brothers and sisters from other lifetimes/timelines, and into Divine guidance and love IS your service too. Allowing the unification of your soul fragments to come back together and form a team for you and with you. Letting go of the old way of self sacrifice and tuning into what is actually self loving, comes from self worth, and serves YOUR heart to overflow.
We are on our way into 2020….clear vision is possible in deeper ways, in expanded ways, and in ever more embodied ways. These passageways leading up to that clear vision, clear living and clear loving are sacred and important. Allow space for whatever needs to be felt and digested right now….even as tuning into your soul’s higher purpose here.
Much love to you as we continue into the prep for the NEW EARTH living in 2020,
Jelelle Awen
Free intro sessions with Raphael Awen and Gabriel Heartman are available now as a bridge to this life changing and dynamic process experienced through 1:1 sessions with one of the three of us: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Energy Update: 11/11 Codes Offer Infinite Love Experience Through Sacred Union

By Jelelle Awen
Energy Update: 11/11 codes are ALIVE already. All codes from Divine Source offer Infinite Love and the receiving of it, becoming of it, reminder of it AS our essence. To align with receiving of these Infinite Love codes is to feel (primarily) the densities, the traumas, the fears, the blocks to becoming this love so that they can transmute and clear.
 
11/11 also offers a preparation for sacred union codes to draw your Divine counterpart mate, deepen your current sacred union, complete unions that aren’t transactable in sacred ground, or illuminate the grounds of your inner sacred union between your inner masculine and your inner feminine. Next month, the Christmas/Winter SOULstice/12/12 codes of Christ Consciousness and Magdalene Consciousness come streaming in.
 
11/11 is our preparation to become these sacred union codes within…healing the polarities that exist inside, the inner relationships between masculine and feminine that have needed to be more polarized and densified (this is the template we received) and are NOW ready to move into more union and balance.
 
In this moment of, yes, afterglow, I am in so much gratitude for the connection ground that I get to experience as an outer sacred union with my beloved Raphael Awen. As captured in the photo below, it was so wonderful to let our Metasoul connection channel through into the present on Halloween/Samhain. We were surprised by how fluidly and naturally it came through after the work we’ve done to integrate and embody these soul energies. This was not just ‘dressing up’ as something, yet rather letting our soul essence shine through.
 
The deepening and richness of our sacred union connection is revealed and exposed over the YEARS, getting better and better actually. Not deadening, yet enlivening. Not flattening, yet enlivening. Not polarizing, yet unionizing. We are moving into deeper embodiment of our King and Queen energies together, beaconing out to others to join our kingdom of heart and soul healing….. and it is SO exciting to feel this grounding into our emotional bodies in a healthy way too! Many lifetimes/timelines are coming together for us in this one!
 
This coming together of many lifetimes into this one is a theme of 11/11 and going into 2020 as well, when so many of the karmic patterns our souls have signed up for finally complete and heal. For many of us, this is our final lifetime to choose a denser 3D reality to incarnate into in order to heal and grow.
 
Our work in SoulFullHeart with the Metasoul aspects opens up bridges to these other lifetimes, allowing for integration, soul gift exchange, and quantum healing of soul trauma. We lift together the previous veils of amnesia to gain quite easy access to the lifetimes that most need your love and attention. This allows for identifying the soul themes and patterns that are playing out in this life and other lifetimes.
 
You are so welcome to join us this Saturday, November 9th to experience these sacred union codes that we live in as a transmission from our hearts to yours. We’ll be tuning into the 11/11 codes and teaching about them, bridging to the crystal bowls to provide their transmissions too, and offering a guided meditation with us as well. More info here about joining us; https://www.facebook.com/events/2595514423846711/
or here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/grouptransmissions
 
Thank you for being on this journey with us into deeper grounds of sacred everything in this exciting time of transition!
 
Love,
Jelelle Awen
We also offer a free 30-45 minute intro call with Raphael or Gabriel Heartman to consult with you about going into 1:1 sessions. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Energy Update: Heightened Solar/Schumann Activity As Timelines Collapse

By Jelelle Awen

There have been heightened Schumann/Gaia resonance energy waves for the last three days starting on October 27th. These higher readings happened during high speed solar wind speeds (up to 600 km/sec) and lower class geomagnetic storms starting on October 24th through October 28. The winds are expected to pick up again on October 30-31, flowing from a new hole on the sun’s surface.

There is also a weak, slow moving Coronal Mass Ejection (CME) that left the sun’s surface a couple days ago that will produce some auroras today and tomorrow, yet probably not any geomagnetic storms, according to spaceweather.com. CMEs are different from solar flares that originate from sun spots, as CMEs take longer to reach the atmosphere of Gaia.

Heightened geomagnetics can impact our physical, emotional, and chakral bodies in different and unique ways. Some people feel them very acutely and there is quite a range to these experiences. Some people are in heightened states of physical tiredness/sleepiness, physical discomfort and pain, nausea, dizziness, etc. Others respond with increased sensations of Kundalini surges, bliss states, Oneness Unity Consciousness awareness, and more. Or there can be a swing in between the two.

The feeling sense is that these energies offered by our Sun are a key component to our ongoing Ascension and awakening process. They serve to provide sacred masculine activations to our masculine within and collectively. These energies help to upgrade the masculine into the next evolutionary phase of its expression from patriarchy to kingly partner and clear out the old. These solar activities can produce a heightened sense of your inner masculine wounding and parts of you (such as the Inner Protector, Gatekeeper, Inner Punisher) that hold this wounding in both women and men.

This particular surge of energies coming during the 10/10 to 11/11 gateway that we’ve been in feels like it connects to the collapse of timelines and emergence of those anchored into the New Gaia/New Earth/New Lemuria 2020 timeline. As we finish out the highly transitional year of 2019 with so much ‘9’ energy of completion, we enter into the open possibilities offered by 2020.

It feels like a timeline is collapsing during major life changes and transitions, geographic shifts, relationship completions, career changes, significant emotional movements, physical illness/surgeries (seeing many of these for people!), deaths and transitions of loved ones and pets, etc. Timelines collapsing can feel like going through a crisis, major loss, or breakdown. There can be quite a need for mourning, for letting go, for emotional digestion of whatever is moving on.

In this current phase of heightened Ascension, timeline collapses are often happening while the new 2020 timelines are coming into your field. Often they are occurring so that your higher timeline CAN come in. This is a bittersweet experience. I call it ‘ash in the air’ while ‘confetti rains down too.’ This can be confusing to digest emotionally as you are starting to tune into the loving JOY that you feel in connection to your higher 2020 timeline. The creative surges, the passionate visonary moments, the experiences of deeper intimacy with others.

These higher timeline moments and experiences of your Divine essence allow you to participate with and surrender to the timeline collapses. You can more easily understand WHY the timelines are collapsing and cooperate with them rather than resist them. You can see that they are happening with you, not against you. You can feel more gratitude for what is letting go and moving on even as you have strong desire for what is coming.

Connecting to your higher timeline can be hugely helpful in navigating these heightened energies and collapsing timelines. Letting in the Ascension codes that are coming in from the Sun also increases your capacity to align to your higher timeline and feel ALL the support that is there for you. This is a guided meditation I did recently to bring in Ascension codes: https://youtu.be/2IlAAdIvLuU

And you can join Raphael and I for our monthly group transmission on Saturday, November 9th at 10:00am PDT which will be teaching about the process of Ascension Codes. We will also be providing a sound healing with our 432HZ crystal sound bowls and a guided meditation/transmission. More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/2595514423846711/

Much love to you as we navigate these heightened energies bringing in the New while the previous collapses,

Jelelle Awen

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about free intro calls and 1:1 individual sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Energy Update: Moving From Afraid To Brave Into Your Higher Timeline Self/Life

Energy Update: These are Ascension love energies coming in now through this 10/10 into 11/11 (and into 12/12 too) portal that call us to discover our own inner courage. They invite us to tap into the bravery of our soul essence. They urge us as a collective to go to our next level together into the New Dawn of a New Age of Unity Consciousness Love. These energies are projecting the higher timeline versions of each of us coming more into our conscious awareness through the receiving of codes and upgrades to our physical/emotional/auric-chakra bodies.

The energies now and moving into 2020 ARE about your higher timeline self and life, what it looks and feels like, who you feel like as you live it….very specific details sometimes and more like vague visions at other times of this higher timeline. There isn’t just one possibility here. It certainly isn’t ‘set in stone’ as every choice you make (whether based in fear or love) moves you closer toward one or another. These timelines are a spectrum, like rays radiating out from your central sun of this Now moment and your current expression of BEing.

Which ray/timeline you will follow is a matter of flowing with life, with love, and with your own joy. It is about choosing the new instead of the known. Risking the safe for that sparkling possibility of the New. Feeling the parts of you that are afraid and resistant to go into the new timeline and WHY they are.

Inner Protectors/Gatekeepers are coming UP stronger right now, along with Inner Punisher energies too. This is usually the more wounded masculine that is feeling its ground of operation being threatened so it is ‘putting up a last fight’ in certain ways. Closing up the heart space, blocking codes from coming in, pulling away from known and previously trusted resources of community and space holders to be alone and isolated. Increasing the voice of judgement that creates cycles of shame and guilt and unworthiness in your Inner Child to keep it ‘safe and small.’

These are denser, trailing edge energies in parts of you that need to come up to be felt and cleared in order to move into your higher timeline self/life. They need lots of love and supportive self space holding to receive forgiveness, compassion, and negotiation to ease their fears. This is their impulse, their fight and flight reactivity born and bred in 3D life…to bring up defenses that slow down and block and pause….rather than move forward.

Yet, these Ascension energies are meant to provide a boost to these parts of you that most need them. They are meant to be a balm to the edges, the pains, the sufferings of the wounded masculine within you so that it can transition to the clear, the brave, and the penetrating energy that it needs to be right now. These energies also support the inner feminine, who is so often buried and layered over by this masculine. The Divine Mother offers a template of an intuitive, sensitive, passionate, and trusting feminine to arise within you.

This is a guided meditation with me to bring in Ascension Codes (Infinite Love codes) into every chakra…powerful, courage building energies for your inner masculine and your inner feminine: https://youtu.be/2IlAAdIvLuU

Your Higher Timeline life/self is waiting for you….trust and surrender to the Divine to lead you on the way there as you become Infinite Love in human form!

Love,

Jelelle Awen

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