Energy Update: Lower 4D Rumblings Bring Disconcerting Disorientation At Times

By Jelelle Awen

Energy update: Strange, sort of disconcerting energies today….lower 4D rumblings which are usually about a bliss mess polarity working itself out. Lower 4D is the energy of approaching intense storms, the recovering from aftermath afterwards AND the relief of the renewal too. It is the surrendering to the death and rebirth cycles of life that bring growth. Lower 4D is where much of the collective consciousness is being invited to go NEXT…as they move out of 3D fusion and let the soul start to come through. Some souls will accept this invitation and already ARE….some will not as it isn’t their timeline to lift their veil.

For those souls not very anchored to 3D consciousness, these kinds of lower 4D energy surges can be a bit disorienting….like a ‘drop down’ from where they are used to BEing. There can be a feeling of not quite being able to access the higher resources of Divine love, although they are still there of course.

These kind of energies DO invite you to feel though. It can feel like ‘forcing’ you to feel sometimes….to parts of you. They invite you to go into whatever Metasoul timeline is inviting you to explore it, meeting the Metasoul brother and sister there to connect with them. To connect with parts of you that need you….especially a fearful Inner Child that can be in a panic or, in the opposite extreme, a disconnected/dissociative state.

Your Inner Protector can be in a state of vigilant exhaustion as these lower 4D energies play out collectively. A check in can do wonders! Here is a guided meditation to connect with yours: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2FzBzK5vgck

As lower 4D rumbles, secrets (collective and personal) come out to be loved and no longer withheld. First with and by YOU and then shared with those who can hold nonjudgemental and compassionate space with you. Secrets don’t last in higher 4D and up as the compartments dissolve and authenticity is the only possibility of personal expression and experience.

Hold space for the inner rumblings to match these energetic ones with MUCH self love and compassion during these rumblings. Making a safe place inside for all parts of you to ‘ride out’ with love any necessary storms.

Love!

Jelelle Awen

1:1 sessions available to feel these rumbles on the inside and the parts of you that are needing support too. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

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Struggling/Hopeless/Intense Feelings Offer A Portal

By Jelelle Awen

The struggling feelings are real. The depressed feelings, the suicidal feelings, the hopeless feelings, the lost feelings, the confused feelings. The ‘I don’t belong here’ feelings, the alienated and the abandoned feelings. The judgement and the corresponding shame feelings. The unworthiness and NOT being good enough feelings. ALL of these are REAL and exist in your emotional body, in your subconscious, in your soul field.

These feelings exist for a REASON. They are not there because you are doing something wrong or because you are not positive enough. Or because you are not doing enough yoga or meditation or spiritual practices. Or because you are a sinner or a ‘dark one’ soul or because you deserve them as a punishment.

They are there because of traumas you’ve experienced in this life and other timelines/lifetimes too. Traumas that you agreed to experience as a soul and learn how to transmute as a soul too. Traumas that are STILL being experienced by parts of you….over and over again in a stuck setting of frozen feeling states. These feelings are showing you that these traumas exist. They are compelling evidence of where love is needed.

Lead with a curious and compassionate ambassador heart in response to ANY of the feelings that parts of you have. See that it is part of you that is feeling them (no matter how intense they seem) and not ALL of you. Begin to separate from the feelings with love.

Be the bigger space holder for the parts of you in this trauma and they can start to lean in, reveal to you where they are stuck. These parts can begin to trust and surrender into love with YOU…..and that is when they can move out of the trauma and into love. That is when they can begin to choose to unanchor from 3D frequencies and lower 4D (bliss mess) frequencies and choose the higher timeline with YOU.

BE the bigger energy of love toward all these parts of yourself…..as you probably do and are toward so many others. That is often the biggest feeling of all….that others deserve this objective and compassionate response to their feelings, yet you (and parts of you) do not. This feeling of unworthiness CAN receive love and transmute into the visceral, unconditional experience of your core, innate goodness as a fractal from Divine Source.

None of these intense feelings are bad….rather they are a portal….offering you an opening to endless discovery about yourself and soul!

Here is the playlist to my recent 33 Day video series offering an expansion on this teaching and guided meditations every day to support your 5D self, meet parts of yourself, and explore other timelines too: https://www.youtube.com/playlist…

Jelelle Awen

1:1 healing sessions with me and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators are available to support and empower YOU to hold space to process, digest, and connect to the reason for your feelings. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

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Energy Update: Adjusting To The Winds Of Change Coming In

By Jelelle Awen

All night long strong winds were blowing here in Victoria, along with our first real snow of the winter (not that we get much snow here as it is some of the most temperate weather in Canada.) The winds seemed to provide this howling soundtrack to whatever was going on for me in the astral realms. They danced around the astral action, which felt quite vivid and active…a fourth dimensional exploration feels like now. You may have had vivid and intense dreams too as your astral self connects more consciously to your physical self.

These kinds of winds bring in a feeling sense of change and movement. The winds here on Gaia may be kicking up, but also the SOULar winds are increasing as well today and over the next couple of days. SOULar winds are  heading now into the 500 km/sec range, bringing with them geomagnetic storm possibilities and auroras too. These winds are flowing from a coronal hole in the southern aspect of our sun that is facing Gaia now, according to spaceweather.com.

So many souls have been feeling an increased momentum of change and transition that for many started in December, 2018 and is moving into this NEW year as well. We went through an intense SOULstice passageway in December that revealed much of the fear-based frequencies in relationships, in careers/jobs, in our bodies, in trauma stored in parts of us from this life/other timelines. The energies of January with the super lunar eclipse, 1/11 gateway and now New moon/Chinese New year in February also support this feeling sense of momentum.

I am noticing more higher timeline life changes happening for people that I work with in sessions….new geographies, new careers/vocations, new relationships………more outside manifestation of what they’ve been baking on and feeling on the inside with parts of themselves. The envisioning and feeling of your higher timeline and negotiation with parts of you to move into it IS what manifests it in the physical ultimately. 3D offers that it is the outside that changes the inside rather than the other way around.

With transition and changes comes an invitation to feel more trust and surrender in the BIGGER picture of the Divine/Higher Self align of your higher timeline. Parts of you still anchored to 3D realities/traumas may feel an understandable cling to the previous energies of need for safety and security that is often fueled by distrust and need to control. These are 3D conditioned energies that all of us have been programmed in. Trusting your feelings, your instincts, and your desires is NEW ground that the Divine supports more as you feel and heal the energies that AREN’T this. I wrote more about the transition to your higher timeline here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2019/02/07/transitioning-to-your-higher-timeline/

You may be feeling all this change on the physical body level too. I’ve been offered to be careful and aware of what I am eating and digesting in my body. Specifically this has been about not eating ANY refined sugar. It really does lower your vibration with an unnatural buzz that can make it difficult to ground in the energies that are coming in to help boost you into your new timeline. I’ve also felt to switch to green tea from chai tea (I haven’t drank coffee in many years) and have a sense that lower caffeine levels or NO caffeine also serves to feel more grounded in the body. Without that grounding into Gaia, it can be easy to feel ungrounded, light headed, hard to focus, ampy, and not able to connect within.

Connecting within is so helpful during transitional times of change (even GOOD change). I recommend taking in some guided meditations from my recent Deepen series. The entire playlist is here and you can see what draws you: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNmrHdaQSAvLiLpw1qSOmQE-tsqhGSAD3

MUCH love to you as we ride these winds of change together into the NEW on ALL levels,

Jelelle Awen

1:1 body/mind/soul/energy healing sessions are available with me and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

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Energy Update: ‘Peak Fear’ Moves Into Love From Within

By Kalayna Colibri

Energy update: the New is here… as much as you’re ready to let it in. Yes, it’s exactly like that song by John Lennon that goes, “war is over IF you want it”… if the parts of you that are ready for the battles to end and the fighting to no longer be their primary filter of reality and relationships are ready to let something new in. A new sense of Love and how it infuses and moves through life without a need for sword and dagger.

It’s not so much a matter of asking us to “turn the other cheek”. As I receive this message this morning, I feel it more as an invitation to advocate for your boundaries as needed, even with charge if that’s real for you, but to be willing to feel the impact of your truth and the impact other’s truths have had on you. It’s an invitation to bring our truth with courage and vulnerability, both. And yes, they both can live in you without conflict, as long as the parts of you that have been hurt and even harmed get felt and are held by a growing YOU of heart, soul, and sacred spine too.

Any energy of being ‘against’ is being flushed up to be seen, heard and felt. Parts of you may be good at finding the next righteous battle to fight or protest to walk with. Anything ‘against’ brings in more of this energy and doesn’t actually break the cycle of harm and abuse. Being with the new reality where this is no longer needed doesn’t relieve us from feeling the cries of the world, yet, what are the cries of your inner world? How are these energies of abuse happening inside of you? Fighting them on the outside becomes a never ending war. If we are to evolve and ascend beyond war being a major focus of our human and also galactic consciousness, we have to start within.

This is absolutely a year to really bring everything inward and continue to work it all in your heart and soul. This invitation has always been here, but now that the time of peak fear is underway, perhaps this invitation will start to ring clearer for so many more of us and more consistently too. ‘Peak fear’ means we are at a huge potential turning point… and that the turn to love as the greatest, most important reality, is here and happening!

Much love… ❤️

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Photo is of the sunset here in Victoria, BC last night. Taken by https://www.facebook.com/pg/ItkasanImages ❤️

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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women age 25 and under, energy healer, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Eclipse And SOULar Winds Provide Deep Purging & Clearing: SoulFullHeart Weekly Museletter (Jan 21, 2019)

It’s the release of our weekly Museletter! Offering ALL of our writings, videos, events, healing offerings, and audio blogs for the week. Go read it here!

This week, Jelelle Awen provides us with an energy update, offering that the recent Lunar Eclipse and incoming SOULar winds have been supporting a necessary purge in our emotional bodies and in our relationships too:

“What I am seeing during sessions is that this eclipse is bringing in purging and clearing on the emotional body level as connected to Metasoul timelines/lifetimes that hold heavier karmic, archetypal energies. Sexual abuse frequencies are being activated from this life (if you bravely signed up to experience and then transmute them) AND also from other lifetimes. Veils of amnesia are being lifted to remember these experiences, even from early childhood, so that they may be healed.”

On February 2 @11am PST, Jelelle will be hosting a virtual group call on Zoom to help you digest and give you space to share if you’ve been following her ‘Deepen’ video series. The last group call she hosted on behalf of this series was powerful and deep and everyone who attended felt touched by the energy shared and cultivated and the boost in their personal frequency that they received from it. It is $11 USD minimum donation to attend and you can find out more information here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/events

The latest videos in Jelelle’s series feature Jelelle hosting Kalayna Colibri, Gabriel Heartman, and Raphael Awen as they lead you through several beautiful guided meditations and digest different themes. Kalayna and Jelelle visited the realm of the dragons where you can meet your own dragon (or another creature that shows up for you). Gabriel offers a meditation, on his birthday, to feel your own very sacred rebirth process and a celebration of it with your parts and guides. Raphael comes on to guide you through a meditation that takes you into your castle for a ball where your parts and Metasoul aspects can dance together and you may even meet your Sacred Union partner, who you may or may not have met in real life yet. Jelelle takes you into different spaces to feel a variety of parts of you, including the Inner Mother, Inner Punisher, Inner Teenager, and Star Seed. She also offers a way to take in the energies of the recent Lunar Eclipse and a guided meditation to help you integrate these energies.

There are many new writings for you this week from Jelelle, Raphael, Gabriel, Kalayna, Devon Heart Star, and Raianna Shai! Phew!! Many energy updates, ways to digest your awakening experiences, offerings of how to be with every emotion that comes up, and some big celebrations of Gabriel’s birthday and appreciations for and from the man himself.

Raphael, Jelelle, Gabriel, and Kalayna (Kalayna is available to serve women 25 and under) offer 1:1 90min Bridging Sessions to help boost and digest your Ascension process and feel with you what your next steps are towards your highest timeline possibilities. These sessions are available for $55 USD minimum donation per session. More information can be found here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session

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Energy Update: Eclipse And SOULar Winds Provide Deep Purging & Clearing

Energy Update: Many souls are STILL feeling the impact and effects of the total lunar eclipse on Sunday/Monday. This is a lingering, ongoing, powerful gateway and passageway to your NEW, higher timeline life. This lunar gateway seems to be about clearing out the denser, toxic, not-going-to-come-along, in the shadow energies that can keep you anchored to 3D timelines….so that you ultimately can arise into the NEW ones.
 
I’ve been honored to be more full lately with serving love during 1:1 sessions with women. What I am seeing during sessions is that this eclipse is bringing in purging and clearing on the emotional body level as connected to Metasoul timelines/lifetimes that hold heavier karmic, archetypal energies. Sexual abuse frequencies are being activated from this life (if you bravely signed up to experience and then transmute them) AND also from other lifetimes. Veils of amnesia are being lifted to remember these experiences, even from early childhood, so that they may be healed.
 
Betrayal themes and patterns with women, men, in romantic relationships (again from this life and other lifetimes) are also being illuminated for digesting, self love/compassion, and ultimately forgiveness on all sides at the higher self level. A clearer sense of where victimization experience needs your compassionate love is being revealed too.
 
Divine Mother doesn’t ‘judge’ if you are playing a victim of not. She offers love to what NEEDS love and this moves whatever it is into empowerment again. During intense experiences of trauma and abuse (esp as a young child), part of you IS a victim to this experience. Loving this part of you and Metasoul aspects with compassion allows them to remember their power again to CHOOSE to forgive and move beyond it. Suppressing these feelings with judgements of not wanting to be a victim doesn’t actually provide the loving healing energies most needed to move beyond it.
 
On another energy note….SOULar winds are starting to rise UP with geomagnetic storms very possible tomorrow. According to spaceweather.com, “NOAA forecasters say there is a 60% chance of G1-class geomagnetic storms on Jan. 24th when a stream of solar wind is expected to hit Earth’s magnetic field. The gaseous material is flowing ~600 km/s from a hole in the sun’s atmosphere. Arctic auroras are likely this Thursday.”
 
These SOULar winds may amplify whatever the full moon eclipse has pushed up for your digestion and illumination. Continue self love practices and connection with Divine Mother as the Sacred Masculine energies come in. Here is a guided meditation with Kalayna and I to connect with five beloved faces of Divine Mother: Mother Mary, Kuan Yin, Magdalene, Sophia, and Dark Mother https://youtu.be/buMlCNQp24c
 
Here also is a guided meditation I did on eclipse day to connect with the codes and energies of it and flow them through the body: https://youtu.be/UioyKPHYKMY
 
BE as loving as you can during these more intense energies…listening and feeling into what your body/heart/mind/soul needs. I am providing the gift of this daily video series Deepen for 33 days to illuminate your inner worlds and the support that is available there for you as you connect to the Divine within.
 
Here is a playlist to watch all the videos in the series: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNmrHdaQSAvLiLpw1qSOmQE-tsqhGSAD3
 
MUCH love to you as we ride the bliss mess waves of awakening together!
 
Jelelle Awen
1:1 bridging and ongoing sessions available with me for women over 25 and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators (Gabriel and Raphael with women/men and Kalayna with woman 25 and under) to deepen this connection with your Protector, Inner Child, Lemurian, and other precious parts/Metasoul aspects! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Digesting After The Lunar Eclipse

Digesting after the POWERFUL blood moon total lunar eclipse last night….you may had quite a purging and cleansing yesterday and still moving into today as well. Up and out and through were the Divine Mother Lunar energies that are holding space for this clearing.

Letting go, shedding, mourning, releasing, feeling, and BEing real about what needs to be shed. This is tears; this is sometimes aches and pains; this is a feeling sense of ‘no more’; this is NEW desires emerging like flickering flames now.

MUCH self love and self care of your body, heart and soul right now and ongoingly too! Salt baths, light stretching and yoga, energy flow, connecting with MUCH love with parts of yourself too. Drawing support and space holding when needed too.

Here is a guided meditation I did to connect with and flow through the blood moon energies:

Jelelle Awen

soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

1:1 bridging and ongoing sessions available with me for women over 25 and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators (Gabriel and Raphael with women/men and Kalayna with woman 25 and under) to deepen this connection with your Protector, Inner Child, Lemurian, and other precious parts/Metasoul aspects! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions