๐ƒ๐š๐ซ๐ค ๐Œ๐จ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ซ ๐’๐ž๐ซ๐ข๐ž๐ฌ โ€“ ๐๐š๐ซ๐ญ ๐ˆ: ๐‘๐ž-๐œ๐จ๐๐ข๐ง๐  ๐‡๐ž๐ซ ๐๐ซ๐ž๐ฌ๐ž๐ง๐œ๐ž ๐ˆ๐ง ๐˜๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐‹๐ข๐Ÿ๐ž(๐ญ๐ข๐ฆ๐ž๐ฌ)

by Kasha Rosa

As October opens, the veils begin to thinโ€ฆ and She approaches.

This is the beginning of a devotional series Iโ€™ve written for Her, the Dark Mother, whose love I have come to know in the fire and the tenderness of transformation over many lifetimes.

This first part is a prelude: a remembering, a re-coding of Dark Motherโ€™s face and frequency.

Itโ€™s an extension beyond the distorted face projected by fear or dogma, and the face I have come to know in the shadows of my own soul.

This is for Her, for myself, and for youโ€ฆ if you too have touched Her cloak and heard Her whisper your name.

My soul holds a deep relationship with Dark Mother, not only as an archetype but as a living, breathing energy who continues to guide, challenge, and love me in ways no one else can. Writing this feels like a re-weaving of narrativeโ€ฆ not just the collective story that has been projected onto Her, but a personal oneโ€ฆ a recoding that my own soul has been longing for.

In the feminine heart and soul is a connection to all aspects of Divine Mother and to varying degrees, an embodiment of her different frequencies too.

As we free ourselves from within,

so we free her expression in this world once more:

Her energies of worth and compassion for self and others.

Her love that ripples through your being and backlights the broken pieces of your heart. Her passion that frees the suppressed voice and invites in the intimacy of change.

Dark Mother in particular is an aspect that has held so much projection.

She has been feared, misunderstood, and politicized.

Connecting with Her has often been associated with rebellion, with rage, with condemnation, especially in narratives that pit the feminine against the masculine.

Sometimes, that fire is needed as the feminine rises and roars and reclaims. But that isnโ€™t the whole story. It isnโ€™t meant to sustain. And it certainly isnโ€™t meant to become The Truth that all women must abide by and all men must fear.

She has long been seen as steward of shadow work, especially as the one who holds space for descent, for the unraveling, for the โ€œdark night of the soulโ€ experience that all souls experience at some point in their awakening journey, to whatever degree is needed. 

She is the womb in which the pain is not bypassed but is embraced insteadโ€ฆ held, honoured, loved. She is the echo chamber where truths hidden by trauma and lifeโ€™s dramas resurface to be felt.

To dance with Dark Mother and truly let Her in often means dancing with what has been long buried or denied, often out of necessity for survival. Parts of you have fears about what the cost could be if pain or even genuine joy is no longer layered over.

Yet so little is said about how instrumental She is in leading us to the other side of pain, where light shines into the wound, cauterizing what was infected, and gently applying a balm.

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Have you met Her tooโ€ฆ in the places no one else could follow?

Iโ€™ll be sharing more of this series throughout October, in rhythm with the turning season and the long shadows that lead us toward Samhain.

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Kasha Rosa is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, Divine Self Embodiment Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.divineselfembodiment.com for more information about space-holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Shadow Exploration Guided Meditation: Video 8 – Deepen 2022 (Video) | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

In this eighth video of our 31 day video series called Deepen 2022, SoulFullHeart Teachers/Co-Creators Raphael and Jelelle Awen talk about a reframe around how you related with Shadow as not being anything evil, yet rather just hidden from your consciousness for good reasons. When a shadow aspect/part is explored with love and curiosity, they are able to reveal the gifts they hold, be redeemed through your forgiveness, and integrate into your light.

We talk about โ€˜False Lightโ€™ and how it is unintegrated light that has a polarization against shadow (good vs. evil, God vs. Devil) that blocks you from accessing the power and soul gifts that are in shadow. We also offer the importance of your Gatekeeper allowing access to your shadow through Metatsoul lifetime exploration and through ongoing relationship with them.

In this video, Divine Mother and Divine Father join you and your Gatekeeper on a deep dive into waters where you connect with a structure/building and the contents within it behind a curtain that represent something that has been in shadow/hidden from you that is now being revealed. We suggest that you come back to this meditation often and also may feel to pause mid-meditation to allow the journey to continue.

Video to Meet Your Shadow Self To Music w/Jelelle:
https://youtu.be/4VnfgzhzzjE

You can watch each video in the Deepen 2022 playlist on our SoulFullHeart Experience You Tube Channel here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FZWeBโ€ฆ

For more information about the Deepen 2022 series including a full listing of the content covered over 31 days and information about two Deepen 2022 group calls on January 16th 30th, visit https://www.soulfullheart.org/deepen2022

For more information about the SoulFullHeart quantum healing process, Jelelle Awen’s latest book Free To Be 5D, videos, and events, visit https://www.soulfullheart.org.

We also invite you to join us for free membership on our private, online community SoulFullHeart Portal on Mighty Networks for sharing, asking questions, and connecting with others engaged in the series: https://soulfullheartportal.mn.co/feed

For more information about a free consultation call to find out more about 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Jelelle Awen, Raphael Awen, Gabriel Amara, and Kasha Rokshana, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions

We are offering this series for free of charge, yet we would be so grateful if you offered an energy exchange/donation to us for the value you receive in this series. You can donate through paypal: http://paypal.me/jelelleawen or at https://www.soulfullheart.org/shop

SoulFullHeart Museletter: Nov 4, 2021

With the Samhain/Halloween/Day Of The Dead passage moving through, there’s a continued illumination of our shadow selves and other pieces of ourselves, our parts, our essences too that have been hidden or tucked away. This week we share a few writings about shadow exploration and what it invites and involves, plus we have a new group meditation call coming up this Sunday, Nov 7th, focused on Shadow Exploration.

You can find out more about this group call by visiting: soulfullheart.org/grouptransmissions

Featured this week is a writing/transmission from Jelelle. It’s an invitation to your shadow from your Divine Self, to encourage it to come out of hiding and to support it as a sacred part of you and your soul, though it may not have ever been treated that way. Jelelle reads this transmission aloud in the featured video with her and Raphael, where they talk some more about the upcoming Shadow Exploration call and what they will be offering through it from their own explorations and discoveries.

Along with some writings about processing with your own shadow, you will find other digestions of what’s moving in the world, and a sharing from a beloved community member and facilitant, Bey Magdalene! Bey shares about her own SoulFullHeart journey and what she is currently moving through and into as she continues to embrace all parts of her and her soul essence too.

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Much love from all of us!

~ The SoulFullHeart Community