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Energy Update: Equinox & Spring Codes Bring Rebirth Codes During Humanity’s Dark Night

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By Jelelle Awen

Energy update: We are entering the Equinox Portal and you can feel the Spring codes coming in….especially when you connect to Gaia. The budding flowers on the trees, the bulbs bursting through the soil, the temperatures starting to warm up, the baby animals taking their first steps or flights.

These energies are offering resurrection frequencies of pure white light to whichever chakras most need them. Your third chakra may especially be going through an upgrade with upset stomach and need to fast and/or eat very lightly. Our light bodies are aching for and receiving more sunlight now and we can bring those codes in from the Great Central Sun too.

This is support from Gaia right now that is so helpful as humanity continues through its dark night. The dystopian c@vid narrative timeline that is transitioning the collective from 3D to lower 4D does feel like a dark one in the moment. The restrictions, the lockdowns, the quarantines, the global and relentless push to get their poison, the social pressure and division this is creating for so many. The dark agenda is peaking while the relatively ‘stable’ 3D mainstream one is collapsing.

As I’ve shared before, the 3D mainstream as we have all known it in our lifetimes NEEDED to collapse…this is the Matrix projection known as ‘normal life’ that is no longer being able to fit in with our choice for Ascension. This projection was keeping so many souls sleepy and in the mill of eat/work/sleep repeat.


What we’ve been experiencing the last year is a transitional phase though, that can be so challenging, that serves to wake up many more souls to claim their freedoms and rights by having them taken away. This is a WAKE UP CALL that is sometimes harsh in its execution yet necessary for its outcome. Probably none of us who have gone through awakening can say that it has always been a kind and loving process, yet it has offered us whatever was necessary to lift the veils, even when it was quite painful in moments.


As I check in with my soul and higher dimensional aspects/guides, they are giving me the sense of parallel reality to when the Roman Empire was collapsing. There was this last gasp at power that lasted a couple of hundred years, a slow decline that looked like an increase in power…..similar to what we are seeing now. Only that which is running out of false fuel and ultimately Divine support has to work so hard to sustain itself. There is an energy of desperation in the Cabal’s actions that clearly points to the collapse happening on the higher levels.


People have been asking me how long I feel this narrative will play out and it does feel like several years to me. The Cabal will push this as far as they can with hopefully increasing opposition happening as more people become aware of what is going on. The ‘poison push’, as I am calling it now, will accelerate and escalate with choices needing to be made for those of us who see what it is and refuse to get it.

This is going to get more challenging in terms of personal relationships and the divisions/splits in consciousness and resonance that it is revealing. What has previously been tolerated with birth family, especially, will no longer feel sustainable as ‘soul contracts’ expire and dissolve. I have been guided personally to settle into a long-term shelter where I feel safe (here in Avalon), continue to serve love through SoulFullHeart in both virtual ways and in the physical, surrounded by soul family community and those who feel to join us here.

As we ride this out, we are also planting and sowing the seeds of light for New Earth. We are watering them with our visions and our dreams. We are supporting by our Divine soul and star families, as I’ve been sharing messages from them recently that are coming through. We are trusting the process is held by the Divine and will emerge out to what we are here to offer and birth….New Earth reality consciousness.


Look to Gaia and connect to the Divine Mother’s frequencies through Her….the ancient rhythms that seem to continue no matter what humanity is doing. The Equinox offers frequencies of balancing, even during this time that feels so crazy and off kilter. Much support is available to us during this time of death and rebirth as we connect within to discover, become and be with LOVE.


Much love to you from Avalon – seeding in the light at Gaia’s heart chakra for humanity’s New Earth arising,

Jelelle Awen


More info about 1:1 sessions, group call events, online community, writing/books, etc. at soulfullheart.org.

Trusting The Ascension Process As Humanity Shifts Out Of 3D And Into Lower 4D/Dark Night

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By Jelelle Awen

“Be in the world, not of the world, yet care FOR the world,” ~ Yeshua

So many times I have been offered this as a guiding light through this current c narrative and false medicine storm that humanity is experiencing. Being in the world is honoring that we have chosen on a soul level to BE here on this Earth Plane during this transition from 3D Matrix reality moving into 4D transitional/dark night phase and into 5D New Earth. Not being of the world is acknowledging that we are no longer in the mainstream consciousness flow or in resonance with it. We are no longer of it, even as we were ALL raised in it, by it, and of it. And many awakening souls still have many friends/family who are still of it Caring for the world though….ALL of it and ALL souls in it, is the piece that feels like it offers the next level of compassion and love ambassadorship.

As you tune into the Divine Mother and your Christ essence, your heart breaks open to feel the cries of the world, the cries of the womb/hara, the cries of the children. As you feel these cries, you DO care, even for those who judge you as crazy or push you away. You care even if you move out of saving or rescuing anyone and surrender, again, to the Divine holding of it ALL.

This is a collective dark night phase for humanity. This is the crawl and walk through the valley of the shadow of death. Dark nights are ALWAYS messy. They last as long as they need to and you can’t ‘control’ them. They are absolutely necessary for TRUE awakening to occur. Something false must die in order for the new to be born.

It does feel to me that 3D/third dimensional reality as we have previously known it is gone and we have actually ascended beyond it now as has Gaia. The comfort and security of 3D for parts of us, the eat/work/die familiar pattern of it has now shifted into something completely unknown to us before that is also unpredictable and volatile. It feels like we are now moving into a collective lower 4D reality as the ‘mainstream’ one….where soul awakenings can occur along with dark nights. Life as we previously knew it as ‘normal’ no longer exists, which is actually a good thing and IS Ascension…even if it feels rather like a dystopia to us; even if it isn’t how we wanted it or would prefer it to look or feel; or that it feels like it isn’t our choice or is happening ‘to’ us rather than with us.

While this is uncomfortable, it also feels like progress. To continue along in the ‘too comfortable’ 3D Matrix was to continue being suppressed, asleep, numbed, and drugged by it. This is messy now, yet it has woken up SO many souls by disrupting and interrupting their daily routines…and even lockdowns allowing for an unplugging from the daily living/doing/staying busy mill.

Even those previously awakening souls have had to question now how deeply embodied their spirituality actually IS as they lean more into it in real ways to navigate the unknown; how much they have healed in their emotional body as intense reactions come up; how much they have compartmentalized their spiritual essence away from the rest of their life as their social life becomes more difficult to navigate.

For those of us long on the awakening journey aligned with Divine Mother, we see and trust the value of these lower 4D dimensions. Yes, they contain some “hell realms” and dark energies/beings/timelines…yet the darkness needs our love, acceptance, and ambassadorship more than the 3D numb Matrix reality did. To move into 5D, we were ALWAYS going to need to go through 4D and reconcile what has lived there previously in shadow, in our subconscious, in other lifetimes. Any offerings/teachings/teachers that suggest we could have somehow avoided this are still plugged into a False God/False Light program that diverts us from actually transmuting and transforming (as it is meant to divert and distort.)

Now is the time where we have the support from Ascension energies, from the Divine, from benevolent guardian galactic beings, from guides/Metasoul aspects to TRULY transmute into our sacred human frequencies, to reactivate our DNA, to upgrade our galactic genes, to move into ‘supernatural’ gifts, to FREE up the immense powerful energies of our wombs/haras. We get to experience remembrance of bliss states and authentic joy as well come alive in us….holding the space as we courageously go into the mess over and over again for as many times as it ‘takes’ to heal.

This is what the journey to becoming free looks like….where nothing can be bypassed or wished away, yet needs to be gone through in order to reach the other side. It is this WHOLE journey that we have signed up to experience here as the growth possible from it is so appealing to many of us. It feels like there was a long sign-up line to be part of this phase of humanity’s Ascension on Earth. The best ‘show’ in the Galaxies in that way.

No longer resisting and being afraid of what lurks in the shadows allows us to embrace and understand the deep choice we made for our own growth and for humanity’s more fully.

Much Love from Avalon to you during this Dark Night to Light experience…..Avalon is anchoring in the frequencies of Divine Support to move through all the necessary phases here,

Jelelle Awen

I share much more about the Ascension process, the False God/Light, the 3D and 4D Matrix in my book Free To Be 5D…available in ebook/PDF/print/audio versions with links at soulfullheart.org/books.

Join Kasha and I tomorrow March 7th at 5:00pm GMT/UK time/12:00pm EST for a women’s group call over zoom to feel specifically into the womb hijacking by the Matrix and offer a transmission/meditation for healing and activation beyond it. More information at https://www.soulfullheart.org/womengroupcalls

Living In Love Over Fear: Navigating The Covid Narrative

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The energies of divergence are quite strong right now. It really can feel as if you are on a different planet and plane of existence from others. How we relate to fear, and specifically the fear of body death right now, are revealing our different consciousness states. The covid narrative is revealing so much about a soul’s relationship to body death and how strongly attached to safety and known they are around that (even as we have been programmed to feel it is natural for us to die at a certain age when immortality is actually our human potential and capacity).

And, also where someone is in the process of claiming their own sovereignty, truth, and relationship of trusting surrender to the Divine. The 3D projection of comforting authority figure onto governments, health authorities, etc. is a phase in a soul’s journey out of parental dependence and toward self empowering Divine self realization.

Yesterday we went to a new grocery store for us that was in the town next to Glastonbury, which has been more mellow about Covid. The fear and control were palpable as soon as we walked in the doors of this new store. Signs all over the store and messages over the loud speakers keep repeating how we must ‘keep each other safe’, keep our masks on, keep away from each other, only shop with one person (this particular store had many signs suggesting that shopping with someone else was quite irresponsible.)

Raphael and I walked around the store without masks, as we are prone to do as a reflection of how we do not live in fear, especially fear of a virus that has such a low mortality rate. And that if we did catch it, we would trust that process and the messenger/mirror/portal that the virus offered us. We also do not fear catching this from others for the same reasons. We were the ONLY ones without masks in the entire store and I could feel the fear from others as we walked down the aisles….as if deadly germs would jump on them from us. I am used to drawing some attention when I walk around but usually it is a draw to the light in my field or the joy I am putting off. I felt sadness about fear toward us and tried to radiate love at them in larger amounts to meet it.

Raphael and I were in joy, we were in love, we were kissing and hugging whenever we could and excitedly looking at the products that drew us. This radiating of love I am hopeful was able to provide a moment, however brief, of relief to those living in so much fear and tension right now. I can feel how the Covid situation has just illuminated this consciousness difference of living in fear or living in love. I don’t feel this as a judgement toward others or a superiority, yet rather symbolic of the polarization and duality that we have all shown up to be part of.

The jabs/shots are another means to separate us as those who choose them really ARE moving into an unknown and untested place of compromised immune system and even what feels like altered DNA, etc. Interestingly, the shots feel MUCH more dangerous to the human body than the virus that so many souls are afraid of. I am personally never going to get one and I would advise against any light workers/healers/awakening souls to do it, even if that means not being able to do certain things which we can then surrender into for a phase of time.

The Matrix is amping up its ultimate control program of the Great Reset, especially here in the UK. I do feel that we in SoulFullHeart we meant to be in this country during this time even as it has been challenging in moments. We are here to offer a beacon of love, of community, of depth of feeling, of trust in the Divine, and a life lived of healing fear to let in more love. I also feel we are here to bring healing energies to the grids of fear and love ambassadorship to those dark energies that have been in control for so long.

I send love to those who are using the Covid situation to mirror fears that are needing to come up. And I offer love to parts of them who need to judge those of us who are not in fear as it is the only way they know how to be. And I also choose to live in love and non-judgement, to trust love, and to be a lighthouse for others to do and be the same!

Love from Avalon,

Jelelle Awen

More info about 1:1 sessions, group call events, writings/books, videos, online community at soulfullheart.org.

Dark Agenda Exposure Necessitates Making VERY Conscious, Self Loving Body/Heart/Mind Choices: Message From Anna & The Magdalenes

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By Jelelle Awen

As I have been doing nearly every morning since coming here to Avalon, I felt to check in with Anna, High Priestess of Isis/Magdalenes-Essenes/the brotherhood-sisterhood of Light, etc., and my soul family monad group around the Ascension process as it continues to unfold in ever increasing ways:

Anna says now, “The Ascension timeline into New Earth 5D reality is accelerating. This acceleration is supported by Ascension codes being provided by strong solar activity, the eclipse window, the conjunction of two strong masculine energy planets Jupiter and Saturn during the Winter Solstice, and the completion energies of this 2020 year.

This process seeds FIRST and primarily within your own heart and soul as New Earth reality lives within you. The outside manifestation of this 5D New Earth reality is lagging fairly far behind in the moment, as so many souls in 3D consciousness are still plugged into its Matrix generated reality. If you look only to the outside, parts of you will perhaps feel little hope and even despair for the manifestation of New Earth in your lifetime. Instead, you will ‘see’ polarization, division, hate and fear, and very dark agendas being exposed that have long been hidden..

Just as we lived with the Roman Empire and many dark emperors/dictators in our timelines pressing their dominance and fear-based agendas in constant persecution of those awakening and threatening these agendas, so are you living through this now with increasing censorship and shunning/shaming of those who are awakening and sharing the truth. We had to find and maintain forgiveness for those who would and did do us harm. This was very challenging in moments! Yet as we connected to the heart of the Divine Mother within us and to Yeshua’s Christ Consciousness embodiment, we accessed this forgiveness as tender balm to the places within us that needed it. And, we could then extend this forgiveness (genuinely!) toward those with ‘ill will’ toward us!

We would be reminded, as I remind you now, of the ultimate purpose of this Cabal of humans and some other ‘Lizard Ones from Draco (not all!) ‘. It has been, always, to represent the darkness that is also in the light of the Divine. Yet, their purpose of doing this, holding this shadow for humanity so that it could be reconciled, is running out of necessity now and has already collapsed on the 4D levels.

For you dear awakening ones who see the light in ALL BEings and hold the New Earth reality of love and peace for ALL, this is a challenging phase for you. Again, you may see and feel little evidence on the ‘outside’ of what your soul KNOWS is possible for humanity on a higher timeline. You may receive little support and resonance from others, until you start too as you draw them to you…as will be happening for more and more of you as you heal your lone wolf inside and let in/join with your soul family to begin to live more in New Earth communities together.

During this phase of accelerated disclosure and collapse of the Matrix, you are invited to make VERY conscious choices in all areas of your life that best support your heart opening and your soul awakening. Choices that best support your Ascension rather than those that would hinder it or delay it or block it. This is especially the case with anything that the dark ones would offer that you put into your body that has not come from Gaia herself in an organic way as medicine.

This is important as the latest ‘medicine’ they are pushing as a ‘savior for humanity’ is actually more like a death and body illness doula for those souls who choose not to ascend into New Earth and to unplug from the Matrix. It serves a purpose in this, even as that can be very hard to see and feel. Yet, you, beloved awakening ones….it is NOT meant for you and could do great damage to your DNA, your RNA, your cells, your physical body and your subtle energy bodies if you accept a ‘jab’ or ‘shot’ of it.

You will always be presented with the choice to choose love over fear, even if it feels to parts of you as if you have ‘no choice.’ Your Divine Self choice would always be for love of self, body, and others. Align to this Divine Self choice and it will guide you through this time and to the other side where New Earth awaits.

It is time now for humanity to arise! You can lead this arising with your choices grounded in trust and surrender with the Divine and with your heart/eyes/soul/mind open in all moments.

We have so much love for you…reach out and we will be there to guide you as you carry/water/harvest the Ascension seeds that we planted in our lifetimes and timelines into the Now.”

Anna and the Magdalenes w/Jelelle Awen

More information about Ascension support/upgrades/trauma processing through 1:1 sessions, group call events, books/writings and online community at soulfullheart.org.pic is the recent full moon corona with halo in Manitoba by B Mckean

Navigating The Ongoing U.S. Election Aftermath, Increasing Covid Restrictions, & Matrix Exposure

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The intensity of the Matrix exposure and collapse reality in 3D timelines continues on as this pivotal year of 2020 comes to a close. The aftermath of the U.S. Election serves to show how it wasn’t about an easy result and conclusive winner or ‘business as usual’. Yet rather the election has served a process of ongoing exposure of fraud and corruption…revelation of the dark energies and their ‘dominion’ that have been underneath and fueling our political systems for so long. It is serving to wake up yet even more souls to a new reality.

Trump is once again serving as a poultice to draw out what needs to be seen while taking the brunt of the blame/hate/backlash on himself. As I’ve offered before, he doesn’t feel like a New Earth leader, yet the one needed at this time for what is required. This is NOT an easy soul choice to hold this mantle (perhaps there is karma there he is making up for) and he has needed some denser personality traits to steer him through it. I still feel that he will ultimately be the next President (as he was clearly energectially elected by a ‘landslide’ even if not validating yet in the 3D ‘mainstream’), yet he will be one within a system that will be forever changed by what is happening now.

I have also felt the collapse of the democratic party is happening, to be more seen in the future. This coincides with the collapse of the Cabal and the control Matrix itself as well that has been humanity’s projected ‘mainstream’ reality since the fall of Atlantis. This collapse and abandonment of the 4D source level of AI is something I have shared about before. This is just the beginning of the shift that needs to happen out of the old systems of politics of ANY kind and into the New Earth reality of self sovereignty, small yet aligned communities ‘governing’ themselves, and unity consciousness as the prevailing one.

The peaking of the Covid narrative during this ‘second wave’ of restrictions, lockdowns, vaccine development and roll out, and more freedoms being ‘taken away’ is also serving to expose the hidden agenda of the Cabal, Global Elite and their plan for a ‘Great Reset’. Increasing protests to these restrictions and giving away of human rights is allowing a push back that leads to freedom and ultimately more unplugging from the Matrix for those souls ready for that. Here in Europe, the Cabal energies feel more entrenched still with so many generations of formation and feeding into it, with perhaps a longer journey to go toward emancipation than in the more overtly rebellious U.S. from its inception. Yet, rebellion is happening and spreading here, and it feels like it will grow continuing into 2021.

Ultimately, it feels like the heart and soul of humanity will claim itself again and rise into our non-suppressed form, our sacred humanity….as has already happened in the higher realms for those souls choosing it. For those of us already in an ongoing Matrix and 3D unplugging process starting within for many years, it can feel as if most of this disclosure is not being offered for us yet rather for those that need to see and feel it in a more distinctive way. They (and their 3D selves) need it to be ‘proven’ to them in the way that is starting to happen now in order for them to wake up to it.

During all this peaking of intense Matrix disclosure and collapse energies, I have found it even more important to create an inner shelter for parts of me and soul aspects too during lengthly morning meditation/check in space. This is my bridge to 5D Golden New Earth as the seeds of it live in me and I can water them in my own space, as can we all. I’ve been leaning into my soul family lineage of the Magdalenes to provide guidance and openings from their experience dealing with the Roman Empire, plus soul supporting activations from energies and places here in Glastonbury/Avalon. Tears of reunion, joy, and healing flow easily right now for me as soon as I tune inward both to my own heart chakra and to/from the heart chakra of Gaia.

Going inward and particularly to connect with parts of you and what they are feeling can be very nourishing right now. These peaking energies are also offering an opportunity of thinner veils and more clarities (coming from clair activations) about karmic soul patterns connected to the Cabal frequencies in other lifetimes that you may have been part of in some way.

I offer a Deepen meditation series for this exploration with a new, ongoing one Deepen 2021 coming soon: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNmrHdaQSAvLiLpw1qSOmQE-tsqhGSAD3

Claiming space for yourself, finding support in Nature, taking a break from tracking current events as needed, connecting with beloveds and focusing on your own service of love can help to navigate this time. Feeling the Divine support that is available in EVERY moment connects you to the bigger picture of Ascension and deepening trust in what is unfolding and how it is.

Love from Avalon!

Jelelle Awen

Here is a recent shelter in the storm livestream with Raphael and I offering more teachings on this and a guided meditation: https://youtu.be/k-s8mFItdmE

More information on 1:1 sessions, group call events, online community, writings/books at soulfullheart.org

Shelter In The Storm Teachings & Guided Meditation, Plus preview of 5D Transmission Group Call On Nov. 14th (Videos) | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

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This video is a recording of a livestream Q&A, energy update, and guided meditation that originally aired November 8, 2020 on Facebook. We answer questions, respond to comments and digest the current ‘storm’ of disclosure going on in 3D/4D timelines during the U.S. Election aftermath and ongoing Covid narrative. We share about cultivating and maintaining a shelter within by not focusing on externalized false gods and connecting to your Divine Self that can hold the space for reactions/traumas from parts of you or aspects from other lifetimes who are caught in the ‘storm’. SoulFullHeart Facilitators Gabriel Heartman and Kasha Rokshana also shared during the livestream and responded to comments.

The guided meditation offers a connection to your inner Protector who can show you a shelter within, a higher frequency space beyond 3D where you can connect to the Divine, parts that need you, aspects from other lifetimes, etc. We then repeat the mantra: I AM the shelter in the storm together. You can see the comments and questions that we were responding to here on my FB feed: https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen

This livestream is a good preview and taste of what our group calls are like. We talk about our next one offering a 5D Golden Earth transmission coming up this Saturday, November 14th at 5:00pm GMT/12:00pm EST in the video below.

This is a brief video with Raphael and I filmed at the Chalice Well gardens here in Glastonbury. We are sitting on a bench in what feels like the ‘former’ cottage/hut spot of Anna, grandmother of Yeshua and powerful Essene/Magdalene, when she lived in Avalon for many years. We are nearby the Red and White springs, and the Tor, all powerful transmitters of Divine Feminine and Masculine energies of New Earth. I think you can feel the mellow and grounded energies coming through us from being there!

In the video, we talk about our upcoming group transmission call over zoom on Saturday November 14th at 5:00pm GMT (London, UK timezone.)/12:00pm EST/9:00am PST to transmit Golden Earth 5D frequencies to and with you. In this two hour call, we will talk about the challenge and opportunity it can be to connect to an inner lifeline to these Golden Earth frequencies in a supportive and intimate way that allows you to relate with them, embody them, integrate them into your everyday life, and heal the karma trauma that may be within your Metasoul and especially 4D timelines. We’ll be sharing how the SoulFullHeart process of connecting with and healing karma trauma with aspects of the self as ‘parts’ and Metasoul aspects from other lifetimes allows for this lifeline to develop and deepen. This feels especially crucial during this tumultuous time of death and rebirth and transition to New Earth.

We will also co-lead a guided meditation to bridge you to your New Earth lifeline, whatever that looks and feels like for you, with help from your Gatekeeper (who holds access to your akashic records and veil of amnesia/access to other lifetimes). This transmission supports the activation of your own inner lifeline and waters the ‘seeds’ of New Earth that exist within your soul field. We will also open up the space for a couple of personal sharings for any of those who would like to share. You can purchase the Zoom link to join us live for the group and receive the recording by offering whatever donation you feel to give (average is $10 CAD) to paypal.me/jelelleawen or purchase through soulfullheart.org/shop

Love from Avalon!

Jelelle

More information about 1:1 sessions, group call events, writings/books at soulfullheart.org

Energy Update: Energy Portal Supporting Narratives & Timelines Collapsing, Veils Thinning, Global Awakening

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By Jelelle Awen

The narratives that we’ve been witnessing playing out since the beginning of this ‘pandemic’ are reaching their natural peaks of polarization and eventual completion now. Each of the narratives has its own consciousness attached to it, offered for those souls that resonant with it. This makes each narrative valid and ‘not wrong’ as it serves a purpose for those engaged in it.

This escalation of the narratives seems to be connected to the powerful portal that we are in the middle of that began on 10/10 until 11/11, which offers strong and sometimes confrontative death and rebirth frequencies and navigation of personal choice points. Many timelines are completing suddenly, with fallouts from this in relationships especially. Feeling with parts of you the loss that occurs during these endings, holding space for the mourning and the grieving, moving out of polarized reactions into compassionate clarity, and remaining with love in your heart at the higher soul levels with others can help to navigate these transitions.

There is also increasing lifting and thinning of the veils between dimensions as we move into Halloween/Samhain, in which many disembodied souls that are in pain begin to be drawn like moth to a flame to those of us with love and healing opportunities in our fields. I’ve had some experiences of this recently here in Glastonbury and a calling to serve as ambassador to these beings that I will share about soon.

Many souls are awakening as a result of this global unifying event we’ve been experiencing. Many previously undisclosed, hidden polarizations and lack of resonances are being revealed. Many souls are finding their rebellion, their sovereignty, their claiming of their truth even in the face of harsh opposition, even from their close friends and family. Many are finding their ‘no’ to giving away their sovereignty, their choices, their bodies any longer and consciously unplugging from Matrix systems. Some souls need to do this as an activist and in protest; others by going deeply into their own healing; others by increasing their service of love offerings. In many ways, this is such an empowering time for many souls, even if it looks like (from a certain lens) like such a suppressive time for others.

Even if some recent narratives have been fuelled mostly by fear, I have sensed from the beginning of this global event in March that the ultimate result will be the worldwide disclosure of previously hidden 3D and False God/Light Matrix-based realities that need to collapse in order for humanity to move into our the next phase of our Ascension timeline. A global event has the potential to unify, even if it is temporarily highlighting the polarities and divisions that exist amongst us. I have, since this event began, seen it as ultimately a gift for the Ascension process and trusted the Divine timing around its unfolding and duration as well.

The peaking of this awakening event in this phase of it feels like it coincides with the upcoming U.S. election and all of the energy built up around it on both ‘sides’. I have shared before that my sense is that much has already resolved around this and a major collapse of Cabal and Matrix systems has already occurred, yet appearances are still being offered to the public that it is more intact of a ‘battle’ than it actually is. There are many ghosts and echos of this previously dominant system, yet there is no ‘there there’ when you feel into it.

I also get the strong sense that many social media platforms will collapse under the emerging of increasing revelations about them, rampant censorship, and the true motives behind their existence. In light of this, we feel to offer a platform soon called the SoulFullHeart Portal on Mighty Networks (which seems to be out of the cabal energy) where we will be sharing the majority of our writings, videos, offering a community forum etc. More information about that coming soon and how you can join it for a small energy exchange/donation each month. We will probably be sharing less often on social media in the future as the energies continue to become increasingly polarized. You can find all of our recent writings at our blog soulfullheartblog.com and other information at our website soulfullheart.org.

The Divine is here for support during this tumultuous phase of our awakening. I am receiving right now the constant reminder that separation is always a temporary illusion and reunion is inevitable on all levels. It has become a helpful mantra for me in the moments when the ‘evidence’ seems to point to the opposite being true.

Much love to you during this transition into the New for which we all so bravely agreed to serve love through in this Now,

Jelelle

You can read previous writings about current events at https://soulfullheartblog.com/category/ascension/coronavirus/

More information about the Matrix systems, Ascension, the parts/Metasoul aspect process, etc. in my book Free To Be 5D with links available to purchase here: soulfullheart.org/books

More information about 1:1 sessions, group events such as a Women’s Group Call to connect with Divine Mother on Sunday, October 25th, writings/books and more at soulfullheart.org.

For Our Worlds, Inner And Outer, In Their Deaths And Rebirths: 10/10 Transmission

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by Kasha Rokshana

Feeling without compassion satisfies not the heart.
It sparks analysis over feeling,
Intuition without empathy,
Fears of going deeper into intimacy
With self and others.

Learning of truths globally and personally
Heals in time,
With space for digestion
And integration
Of all that surfaces in the interim
Between what once felt true and what you learn IS true.

The captivated audience
Yet stares into the abyss of endless polarity
Until the ‘fun’ of the show ceases
No longer warranting the self-righteous their mantle
Of unfeeling judgements and ‘Crucify him-her-them!’ cries.

We are all finding our way Home.
And none of us can go alone.

The pain of the world,
Reaching its zenith of illumination,
Shall light up hearts
With readied nests of deep compassion,
Desire to forgive,
And desire to heal what has been
To birth what CAN be.
Individually mid-wived
Through opening and sovereign Higher Hearts
Is the new Golden Earth returned to purity
With experience, learning, and growth in tow.

And so it is in every soul
And every inner world
Which the outer continues to reflect,
Offering mirrors hard to take in
With scarlet-colours pills of awakening and mourning
From deep, deep within.

In this rumbling, rumbling, humbling world
The shaken need not fall to die
Yet to arise again
To greet the coloured sunrise of the new day’s sky
Satisfying now
Because collapsed and rebuilt inner world
With pure love and humble worthiness
Is ready to let IN
And is ready to love and be loved anew.

***

Kasha Rokshana is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Anchoring New Earth In U.S. Geographies During This Matrix Collapse

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By Jelelle Awen

My heart and Divine Mother’s heart goes out to those who have chosen to anchor in New Earth frequencies in places of peaking transition and chaos, and epicenters of Matrix/Cabal collapse such as the Pacific Northwest and California, New York City, Michigan, and other places in the U.S. The United States has felt for a long time to me like it was ‘leading’ the way in the messy claim of sovereignty phase that is necessary during this Ascension. Just as it has done since its inception by the Founding Fathers, America has been a place of sorting out tyranny from freedom, conforming from rebellion. This has a ‘ripe for civil war’ feeling to it that can be uneasy to settle into for those who are living there. I do continually get the sense though that actual war will not be necessary this time.


This feels like a necessary phase of messiness, although not without its suffering unfortunately. The labor pains to birth New Gaia out of the ashes of the 3D Earth are acutely felt by all of us with a compassionate heart toward the collective. Especially those of us here to serve as Ambassadors and Wayshowers through the storms and into the light. Although I haven’t lived in the U.S. in many years, I am an American Citizen and spent most of life living on the Pacific Northwest (the Bay Area and Ashland, Oregon) so my heart is feeling and connected to the current death and rebirth that this area is going through.

You’ve most likely chosen to be here now to serve the purpose of seeding New Earth into the collective, although it can be easy to slip into forgetfulness about this. Fusing to intense feelings of being trapped here, imprisoned, hating humanity…these are all understandable feelings to the parts of you and Metasoul Aspects who feel how challenging this transition is and who have probably been through this before in other lifetimes.


I have felt some of these energies of struggle to be here during this time, feeling confusion at the Matrix collapse going on, being so tired of the polarized politics, and a definite need for digestion of the whole Covid situation in the women I’ve met with this week for 1:1 sessions, three of them Americans. Since moving here to Glastonbury UK from Canada, I have felt less of the intensity of energy that used to come over from Seattle, which was just a short ferry ride away. Connecting with these women and parts of themselves/soul aspects has tuned me into the very real challenges going on for those on American soil and in those grids.


Connecting to the soul choice around living in America right now is helpful and digesting the this-life trauma and from other lifetimes that the polarized politics, fires, rioting, fear of dying from a virus, etc. push up. I also feel a sense that there will be an easing that happens after the U.S. Election and the peaking intensity that we are seeing is in large part due to that. It does feel like a ‘last ditch grasp effort’ or inertia to me of the old rather than moving into something even more extreme.


Remaining neutral yet very compassionate toward the parts of you that need you allows for a navigation through this time. Feeling any reactions at the source and asking, “what is the REAL trigger about and what portal is it offering of self discovery?” can lead to new openings as well. You can then move from reaction to empowered discovery.


For those healers who have chosen to anchor in love in the U.S. during this tumultuous time, I hope you can feel the support from those of us who have been guided to go into other geographies for our own soul-led reasons. We love you, we are with you, and we support you from wherever you are.


Please do ask for support via a 1:1 session with me for women if you feel that you’d like to bridge to any aspects that need you during this time and also to explore what the deeper triggers may be from other lifetimes. And to experience a bridge to your Divine Self as well if that is feeling more clouded over. The energies here in Avalon provide support to the sacred feminine to feel herself and connect to the Divine Mother within. There is more info about sessions with me and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators at soulfullheart.org/sessions


Love from Avalon!

Jelelle Awen

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Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For information about 1:1 sessions with her for women and with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen/Gabriel Heartman/Kasha Rokshana, virtual group call events, writings/books (including Jelelle’s latest Free To Be 5D), and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.

Seeing Through The Smokescreen of Covid Global Awakening Events

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By Jelelle Awen

What keeps coming to me as I take in current happenings during this ongoing Covid awakening event and global disclosure process is how much it ALL feels like a smokescreen. There is a sense of of inertia to what is occurring, momentum from a previously strong structure being in place as it collapses rather than NEW energy and passion being generated, especially in the 3D political and Q/White Hats/Alliance versus Deep State/Cabal timeline.


What I mean by this as it has felt clear to me for awhile that the White Hats have already mostly ‘won’ and what we are being shown by both the mainstream and alternative news of the Deep State players (such as the Democratic Party and various Cabal-influenced political leaders around the world) is for ‘show’ and for ‘optics’. It feels like a poorly run play or show by the Deep State (too poorly run to truly be them in charge of it anymore) that keeps exposing and waking up masses of souls to the hidden agenda underneath it. It is so poorly played, in fact, like a parody of itself, that it feels clear that it is actually being run by the Alliance in order to wake up everyone in stages rather than all at once. This awakening actually transcends divisive political parties and goes to the heart of our need to claim back our sovereignty, desire for peace, and Unity Consciousness.


This ‘drip line’ awakening of mainstream consciousness seems to be sensitive to how shocking and difficult it will be for most people to accept and digest this reality of control matrix (however much of that can be exposed), Satanic Cabal, human/child sex trafficking network, so many well known and loved celebrities and politic figures involved, and deep corruption at high-end levels of politics, corporations, big pharma, military/industrial complex, etc. As this reality is disclosed into the 3D Mainstream narrative more and more, it DOES sound and feel ‘crazy’ in a way as it clashes with the narrative that we’ve all been fed since we were born.


Yet, for those of us for who have been awakening to this reality as we go through our 4D soul/dark night/shadow revelation to move into the light process….this reality has long been revealed and digested by us in personal ways. We have even come to some degree to a place of forgiveness and compassion for ALL of those souls involved in it, whatever levels that may be.


This invites us to become beacons of light during this storm that is thrusting so many into increasingly rough revelatory waters. Our souls choosing to wake up ahead of the rest has been painful, challenging, and drawn us scrutiny and reaction for years….yet it has also aligned to our soul’s desire to show the way through it for others.


Before getting reactive and caught up in current events as they are being presented to you and buying into it all……feel into what you are being presented with your ‘gut’ intuition, see what you can ‘see’ of it with your third eye, and connect to your Higher Self to get a bigger context. As you tune in this way, you rise ‘ above’ the presentation and show to see the light of Divine source love again and not just the shadow ‘show’ playing out the walls of the cave for those who still need to see it that way.

love,

Jelelle

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