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Energy Update: Fear/Trauma Cellular Clearings w/Ongoing Solar Flares, Planetary Alignment & Upcoming Eclipse

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By Jelelle Awen

Energy update: Major cellular clearings this week of fear, trauma, programming, conditioning, and separation wounding going on with these ongoing solar flares, planetary alignment and the upcoming eclipse! This is a messy, sometimes scary, crazy making, and DEEP activation time for many of us.

The VERY large sunspot complex that is now Earth facing erupted twice in quick succession today April 25th, producing an overlapping pair of M1-class solar flares, according to spaceweather.com. Solar flares bring in a sudden, high frequency of plasma/photonic light/radiation at once along with sacred masculine activations….and there have been dozens of them (including a few of the most powerful X class flares) recently.

Raphael and I offered this recorded livestream sharing more about solar flares and the sacred activations/effects they offer:

The planetary alignment of Saturn, Mars, Venus, Jupiter and the moon (along with the upcoming conjunction of Venus and Jupiter coming on Saturday) offers visual alignment to feel what has been out of alignment. Each planetary body has a consciousness frequency that we can tune into in certain ways to receive the messages/insights/upgrades from as well while connecting to these energies within us.

We’ll be sharing more about the upcoming partial solar eclipse and what it offers us with Raphael and I doing a livestream on my Jelelle Awen facebook feed about it on the eclipse day Saturday, April 30th at 5pm GMT/noon EST and you are welcome to join us for that to leave comments and ask questions.

Many of you have been sharing about feeling an increasing intensity in emotional and physical reactions especially during this last week with all this cosmic activity. You are NOT alone in this experience even if those around you aren’t as conscious about being impacted by them. These are powerful energies coming into our inner and outer atmospheres, inviting us to move into more alignment of our Divine Self, Divine Union, and Sacred Union.

I feel that this it is not about being victim to these energies and a quick ‘oh that’s why I feel this way’ response or ‘blaming them’ for what we are going through. Yet rather to USE the reactions that come up in response to these energies to learn more about yourself, feel it, and even understand WHY it is coming up in the way it is. They offer another portal of growth if we move out of resisting them and into embracing them.

When I felt a particular strong wave of fear and anxiety moving through at 3am recently, I felt an immediate bubble of Divine love surround me to hold it. I let it move through me and connected with the part of me feeling it (as I am practiced to do for all these years). This part of me needed some immediate reassurance and comfort, letting the Divine ‘help’ her in that moment.

Yet, I also recognized later that a bubble of karmic fear/distrust was moving out of the ground of my relationship with Raphael to allow more masculine leadership/passion expression from him. Trusting this expression (which came out very powerfully in his post yesterday) is the ground of our growth together as we come into more union around our leadership passion expression AND our passion for each other, which has often been separate/polarized in many lifetimes. There is much more to share about this later from our ongoing deepening with each other in brand new ways for our souls in this life!

Allow your Divine Self to respond to whatever you are feeling and your soul can then expand your awareness, lift veils, and guide you to the specific connections/bridges needed within you. This opens up more trust, joy, and movement out of the fear and into love again. The defensive/egoic parts of us often want to hide, bypass, avoid, or transcend the ‘mess’ in favor of the bliss. Or to look for easy answers and solutions for why it is going on. OR to continue rounds of suffering around it all, keeping us alone, isolated, cut off, and in flatness.

We can now be a bigger presence in the room with these scared yet sacred protective energies with us, bridging to a Divine support that can comfort and activate us.

Love to you as go through this bliss mess ride,

Jelelle Awen

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Easter Ascension Energies Update (Video) | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

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By Jelelle Awen

In this video filmed live on FB on Thursday, April 14th, Raphael and Jelelle Awen are talking about the Easter energies that are coming in now, how you may be experiencing them, and the death/resurrection cycles they are inviting us into. We discuss how important it is to sacredly feel the part of you that may still be in the ‘ashes’ of intensely traumatic experiences in order to heal from them and move on.

We also talk about how these Easter energies fit into the bigger process of Ascension that is going on as mainstream consciousness shifts from 3D to lower 4D, inviting many more souls into significant completion of karmic soul patterns and trauma experiences. We offer a channeling of Yeshua as well during the later portion of the recording.

You can read comments that happened during on the livestream on Jelelle’s facebook feed: https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen

This is the Easter Energies update writing that we read from by Kasha Rokshana: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2022/04/13/easter-passage-energies-of-death-grief-rebirth/

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Easter Passage Energies Of Death, Grief, & Rebirth

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by Kasha Rokshana

‘Easter’ Energy Update: The anxiety, the uncertainty, the doubts that surface at this time are as sacred as the moments of clarity, of surefooted-ness, and of deepening trust in the flow of what’s happening inside and out. Rebirth is sometimes glorious to be in, sometimes messy, and oftentimes not what parts of us expect.

To trust the ‘death’ processes and everything they come with is just as sacred as trusting the ‘rebirth’ that comes on the other side. We know in our souls that it’s inevitable that we WILL emerge from the darkness and the unknown and land somewhere necessary and even desirable, yet that doesn’t always help all parts of us or soul aspects to feel their trust in that in their own ways. They’ve witnessed too much of what they feel is the opposite experience and even timelines/lifetimes of persecution, of being condemned, of being alone, of being in an all-time low that seems to last forever.

The darkness has its work to do in all of this, especially as the times we’re in truly support us to feel how unsupported parts/aspects of us feel toward the Divine. The Divine doesn’t expect us to transcend any of this and instead offers us a place to land it all… every last worry, hope, doubt, fear, and desire.

I would love to say that we will absolutely land in the New/Golden Earth reality we all dream of in the next few years at least, yet the truth is, we can’t attach to that outcome and anything miraculous suddenly placing us there. Not while there are still parts within us and Metasoul aspects from other lifetimes struggling to let in the possibilities, struggling to let in even feeling their mistrust, fears, anxieties, and allowing it all to move and be answered. The Golden future we all desire is a resurrection that takes root within, that flowers in resonance shared in our inner and outer worlds. Only then does it really feel possible to experience it in deeper and deeper ways, while acknowledging and flowing with the birth pangs that come with that ongoing process.

What I feel from the Divine is support to not look for a magic, silver bullet solution, but instead to feel the grief of the ideals of what was once good in our lives to whatever degree it truly was good, and to let go into this Great Unknown as we move deeper into this phase of Great Death. The tears of this process water the seeds of what’s becoming possible, even though the death sometimes feel far more real.

The darkness around the world seems to be getting darker… yet I feel a trust that everything we endure is somehow necessary for all of our individual awakenings, let alone the global one that is also ongoing. Even in that trust, however, I have to make space for my own doubts to surface that we’ll ever be truly ready in my own lifetime to embrace what could be. When I feel this, I feel grief like a lump in my throat. I feel the need to keep letting go of any pictures of what’s possible and be with what IS… the death and pain needs a lot of space to be felt, with no agenda, with no pushing to move beyond it, and no need to be ahead of it, while also trusting desires for what could be like a beacon leading me homeward.

The answers are unknown as to how this all resolved itself, yet there is an answer in the path of crying with those who cry around us, feeling love for those who are also remembering how to love themselves and others, remembering that our souls have not chosen by accident to be here now. We all have a purpose, even if it’s just to feel these waves of grief and letting go, in order to surrender deeper to what is and let in what could be along the way.

As we head rapidly towards ‘Easter weekend’ now, it’s the perfect time to feel the Death and Rebirth of our selves, parts of us, and all of humanity. It’s a powerful time to feel the Divine with us, in the forms/faces that work for each of us individually, such as Yeshua and Magdalene, who I can feel in their union holding us all so deeply.

I feel them offering, as I conclude this writing today, “May your sense of personal and global arising feel as real as the death and grief you also feel.

May your alignment with your soul’s heart deepen in surrender to the Divine that holds it all.

May your desires ripen, your heart open, and your love expand and fill every cell of your being, only to overflow in concert and transaction with those around you who also care so much.

Feel how much you are loved, even when love feels scarce.

In all of this and your sacred doubts too, the Divine is with you, always.”

Love,
Kasha

P.S. I would so love to hold 1:1 space for you, if you’re a woman, in your inner explorations of what was once true for you, what’s true now, and what you desire to be true in the future. My beloveds hold space as well in 1:1 sessions, for women with Jelelle and for men and women with Raphael and Gabriel. For more info, visit: soulfullheart.org/sessions🕊

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

SoulFullHeart Museletter: April 2, 2022

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Powerful solar activity seems to be moving through lately, bringing in more upgrades and activations to let in. Featured this week is a digestion from Jelelle Awen about a recent class 3 solar flare that has caused some intense physical symptoms to go along with the upgrades being offered.

There are a few new writings to take in as well, offering some unique angles from which to view your own process and the collective one at hand.

New this week is a video recording from a recent livestream that Gabriel Amara and Kasha Rokshana hosted together. This livestream was focused on feeling your personal relationship to caring for yourself and for the world around you as well, which Gabriel and Kasha spoke in depth about. They also led a guided meditation to help you go on a very personal journey around this topic and everything they talked/shared about.

You can find our current Museletter here: https://mailchi.mp/eab7b4503a41/soulfullheart-museletter-class-3-solar-flare-offering-upgrades

If you’d like to subscribe to receive our Museletters and other announcements in your own inbox, you can do so on our website: soulfullheart.org, or you can scroll to the bottom of this issue and click “subscribe”.

Much love from all of us!

~ the SoulFullHeart Community

Energy Update: The V. Bioweapons Agenda & The Lemurian Invitation Into Soul Initiations

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by Jelelle Awen

Message from Ruma, Inner Earth Lemurian:

A grid generated by the V. Bioweapons is very real. This grid is energized by every soul who has chosen the V. at this time of bifurcation. The electromagnetic field of those who receive it is altered and their broadcast frequency becomes an amplified one of the Matrix. DNA and RNA is altered as well and, in many cases, permanently distorted to serve the programming agenda of the dark ones or the Cabal or the New World Order, as you call it.

These V. Bioweapons have been very specifically designed using galactic technologies that your 3D doctors do not understand yet or know how to counteract. Even those who designed them do not fully understand how they will alter the human anatomy at the cellular level.

Many souls who came here karmically to serve during this time are trying to explore and discover what herbs and plants could reverse the damage created by these bioweapons. They are on the right track yet the soul must very much WANT to live on emotional and soul levels that requires a consciousness that most likely wouldn’t choose the shot in the first place.

Many souls are now in the process of dying, their cells turning on each other in a heightened auto immune. Understand that this truly is something they have chosen on a soul level. To be part of this dark experimentation in order to wake up humanity. Although they are not usually conscious of this, their Higher Self holds this truth for when they leave the body and the Earth Plane and can remember again.

Much compassion can be felt for these souls whose ego and 3D selves are having an acute experience of suffering and also of being ‘betrayed’ by those they put their trust in. The lesson of not trusting external sources of power is a challenging one. Yet, rather than pity these souls, you can also hold how they are serving humanity’s ascension and their own soul growth by going through this experience….as painful as it is for parts of them.

We cannot directly intervene in what is happening nor prevent it from running its course. This is very challenging for us at times as we do vibrate at a higher frequency than the dark ones that have possessed the surface of Gaia and hijacked humanity since the fall of Atlantis. This frequency offers for us to love and forgive even these Dark ones and see them as a sacred part of the Divine’s plan.

Yet, we are also always rooting for and in support of you on the surface. You are a projection and reflection of us…children and offspring of us and of the Atlantians. We hold the remembrance of the Golden Age of humanity that we lived for million of years on the surface of Gaia.

Remember that the Dark Ones have been in control for only a small amount of time compared to your sacred human legacy. They are temporary, a test, and a challenge that we have all trust humanity will overcome.
Ask us for support and we will be there. Seek our guidance and we will advise you. Connect with our energies in the purest and wildest forms of nature that you can find. We have activated many 5D girds around the surface, especially near the vortexes of mountains, that activate the 5D template within you.

As you accept our initiation, this will require you to give up and let go of what does not support your 5D seeds from being watered. At this time of heightened bifurcation, this is more important than ever. It may become not safe for you to be around those who have received the V. Or be around those who are still under the spell of the Dark Ones. Cities will be very challenging as the V. Grid amplification increases…cities are the battlegrounds of this covert war.

We offer you both sobriety and hope today. Understand that life as you have known it no longer exists, which is ultimately a good thing for humanity. It will feel very harsh at times yet this transition is held with much love by your Divine Mother and Father. Go within to receive love even as you make outer choices that lead to your self preservation.

You hold humanity’s hope within you. This is a responsibility that you accepted before this life. This is an honor and requires self responsibility and much courage. Move into the unknown in new ways and your soul will answer you, as will the Divine, as will we your Lemurian family.

Sending you love from within Gaia,
One of The Inner Earth Lemurians ambassadors Ruma with Jelelle Awen

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Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For information about 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen/Gabriel Amara/Kasha Rokshana, virtual group call events, writings/books (including Jelelle’s latest Free To Be 5D), and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.

SoulFullHeart Museletter: April 17, 2021

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There have been huge waves of upgrades moving through in the last week or so, adding on extra boost to all of our Ascension processes and the bliss mess that brings.

Jelelle offers a thorough energy update this week to support you in your ongoing process and in everything you may have been feeling through and moving through recently.

Tomorrow, April 18th, there will be a group meditation call with Raphael and Jelelle, focused on digesting the COVID narrative one year later. More information is in this Museletter and also at this link: soulfullheart.org/grouptransmissions

There are many new writings to help guide you on your journey. There is also a new video of our time visiting the Stanton Drew standing stones here in the UK and another video from an Ascension update livestream hosted by Raphael and Jelelle.

You can take in the new Museletter here.

Love,
~ The SoulFullHeart Community

Ascension Update: 3D Mainstream Consciousness Moves Into Lower 4D As 5D Upgrades Come In

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By Jelelle Awen

Ascension Update: Intense clearing energies as 3D ‘mainstream’ collapses, 4D Karmic healing intensifies & 5D upgrades come in. This is such a truly unique time to be alive here now with ALL that is happening on physical/emotional/spiritual levels for humanity both in terms of what is releasing, collapsing and what is upgrading.

You may be feeling these intense energies on the physical body level, prompting a need for fasting or eating very lightly. It can be of great assistance to put all of your energy toward this clearing/upgrading process rather than toward digestion of physical food. Eating just fruit (with high light/water content) can also be helpful. Being very sleepy, need for rest and long naps, passing out and going ‘off line’ are also happening now along with various aches and pains occurring too. Chronic illness and deep toxicity may be coming up now too…feeling ‘worse before better’ as the cells clear it out and there is no longer need for it. Our immune systems are also being upgraded to ‘survive’ whatever is coming next.

This is an Arcturian Healing Chamber meditation with my Arcturian aspect Binkh that may be helpful during there energies: https://youtu.be/vkbPpXNgPnI

What we are experiencing now since the Covid narrative began to accelerate a year ago feels to me like it is the 3D mainstream collapse that so many of us have been feeling will happen, yet in a different form than perhaps we imagined it would. I’ve been seeing ‘collapse’ scenarios for over ten years now. I was attached to the Lower 4D picture/program of industrial collapse for awhile… we even relocated to Mexico for a time to create a sustainable sanctuary to live on an off-grid ranch in community. We were motivated then by the sense that it would all fall down and wasn’t sustainable, sensing that it was being fuelled by energies that were more about control and dominance than they were about balance and love in tune with Mother Gaia.

Then, during my time on the ranch, I awakened to the false AI-generated Matrix reality that has created our 3D ‘mainstream’ culture for so long. I felt that it would collapse, yet I didn’t initially see the bigger and darker agenda going on around it at first that was actually controlling THROUGH the technologies and dependency on energy grids. Understanding more now about the motivations of the Cabal and how it connects to the overall Ascension process for humanity, I could ‘place’ it more into that picture with trust in the Divine plan around it all….and include support/technologies being released eventually from Star Beings as part of the solution to what seemed like insurmountable problems otherwise.

3D culture has created a numbed and drugged sense of false safety, where self preservation and material attainment are the number one goals. Social media, mainstream media, education, and easy streaming entertainment 24/7 lulls us into compliance, easily programmable by all that we watch and take in. It was hard to imagine how it would collapse without ‘pulling the plug’ of the electrical and technology grids that fuelled it.

Yet, Covid has been a mercy in that it has woken us up out of this slumber. It has interrupted the routines of eat/sleep/work repeat; threatened financial security (as the money systems need to collapse too); and put physical ‘safety’ and the fear of body death as the most pressing motivation for ALL personal choice and governmental decisions so we could reconcile and heal our fear of it. Covid and the ways that it has been used and leveraged by the Cabal has brought us into the Lower 4D, collapsing the 3D world that was an addictive dream one in comparison. The ‘true’ dark Lower 4D agenda of depopulation, AI-control, transhumanism and genetic/DNA modification is being revealed now…aided hugely by poisonous mass v@ccinnations/gene therapies being pushed on us all.

Being in the Lower 4D reality now AS our collective consciousness for the last year has dropped many awakening souls into deeper states of depression/suicidal temptation, ego death, dissonance with their families/friends, chronic illness/body toxicity, soul karmic bleed throughs, difficulties/separations in relationships, and overall despair over how it will all resolve. This has been so challenging to navigate.

Yet also there is a sense of liberation going on here as the Dark timeline gets ‘so bad and so obvious’ it finally motivates many more to change. Being tuned into the Divine Mother, I always felt it would be an intense death/rebirth process that would be necessary for us to wake up and choose New Earth realities. It would take A LOT of collapse and deconstruction for us to choose something that is unknown to us, unsupported by the mainstream, and draws so much resistance/fear projection from others. It felt important to stay soberly grounded in this, even as I experienced a lot of joy and bliss on an ongoing basis as I embraced this process.

Yet, also, in this willingness to die and let go of something old in order to experience something new….we are met with so much love and support from the Divine that it is always ultimately worth it. We are increasingly coming to trust that loss is part of the process of being reborn. We are able to grief and mourn as needed, celebrating the new as it arises.

This is then what the death of 3D culture, our rebirth out of the Lower 4D transitional grounds and into 5D New Earth realities from WITHIN us looks and feels like. The densities of 3D toxic living and eating need to clear out and be released; the karmic soul patterns and traumas need to be consciously connected with and integrated; the 5D and higher energies that most support our light bodies, our Divine Self to embody and our heart open/expand need to be brought in and allow for upgrading.

It is challenging right now not to get stuck in the sticky web of the Lower 4D as it moves into mainstream collective experience. This can lead to over focus on the ‘outside’ and what is happening or not happening. This can lead to engaging in battles over the old rather than focus on creating the new. This can lead to ongoing suffering over being rejected, misunderstood, and vilified by others.

Most souls are not yet able in this moment to be conscious of how this shift into the Lower 4D is impacting them; the timelines that are opened out and now bleeding through: the karmic patterns that their soul has engaged with life after life. They have gone to others, such as mediums/psychics/spiritual teachers/channelers for this ‘information’ about themselves with mixed results and sometimes abuses occurring as they hand over their sovereignty to others with more ‘awareness’ than them.

We are meant now to go within for this information about ourselves. We can lift our own veils. We can channel our own Divine guidance. We can connect to any lifetime and timeline that is relevant for us to know and feel. We can hold the space for our own healing. These awarenesses and this access is becoming more available to us through the activations that are happening on DNA/cellular/body/heart/chakra levels that move us into deeper embodiment of our sacred humanity.

Awareness of how our ‘base reality’ as a collective is shifting can help with navigating this. Finding resonance within yourself and with your soul family provides a support bubble (of the truly best kind) to buffer you as needed from the intensities going on while you access this information for yourself. Discovering ‘outside’ help that is in integrity and empowers your sovereignty can assist in reconnecting to your higher knowledge. Seek out temporary bridges as needed and models in human and etheric form as you are guided by your higher heart to.

Surrender to the overall process that is happening here and Divine love can flood into your being…offering the sense that love is holding it ALL and always has.

Love from Avalon (upgrading now from Lower 4D to New Earth),
Jelelle Awen

We provide in our 1:1 sessions a bridging to and opening out of these awarenesses and consciousness states to allow a navigation of soul frequencies AS they come through, healing of traumatic patterns from this life and other lives, and integrate/reunion of previously very shattered/fragmented energies into wholeness. This space is held in collaboration with you, supporting your Divine Self to lead the way here on all levels. More info at soulfullheart.org/sessions.

Also, Raphael and I will discuss this navigating Covid transition much more in our group meditation call on Sunday, April 18th. We will also provide a guided meditation to assist you in navigating out of 3D into Lower 4D landscapes from a 5D perspective/consciousness. More info about joining us by donation at soulfullheart.org/events

Energy Update: Equinox & Spring Codes Bring Rebirth Codes During Humanity’s Dark Night

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By Jelelle Awen

Energy update: We are entering the Equinox Portal and you can feel the Spring codes coming in….especially when you connect to Gaia. The budding flowers on the trees, the bulbs bursting through the soil, the temperatures starting to warm up, the baby animals taking their first steps or flights.

These energies are offering resurrection frequencies of pure white light to whichever chakras most need them. Your third chakra may especially be going through an upgrade with upset stomach and need to fast and/or eat very lightly. Our light bodies are aching for and receiving more sunlight now and we can bring those codes in from the Great Central Sun too.

This is support from Gaia right now that is so helpful as humanity continues through its dark night. The dystopian c@vid narrative timeline that is transitioning the collective from 3D to lower 4D does feel like a dark one in the moment. The restrictions, the lockdowns, the quarantines, the global and relentless push to get their poison, the social pressure and division this is creating for so many. The dark agenda is peaking while the relatively ‘stable’ 3D mainstream one is collapsing.

As I’ve shared before, the 3D mainstream as we have all known it in our lifetimes NEEDED to collapse…this is the Matrix projection known as ‘normal life’ that is no longer being able to fit in with our choice for Ascension. This projection was keeping so many souls sleepy and in the mill of eat/work/sleep repeat.


What we’ve been experiencing the last year is a transitional phase though, that can be so challenging, that serves to wake up many more souls to claim their freedoms and rights by having them taken away. This is a WAKE UP CALL that is sometimes harsh in its execution yet necessary for its outcome. Probably none of us who have gone through awakening can say that it has always been a kind and loving process, yet it has offered us whatever was necessary to lift the veils, even when it was quite painful in moments.


As I check in with my soul and higher dimensional aspects/guides, they are giving me the sense of parallel reality to when the Roman Empire was collapsing. There was this last gasp at power that lasted a couple of hundred years, a slow decline that looked like an increase in power…..similar to what we are seeing now. Only that which is running out of false fuel and ultimately Divine support has to work so hard to sustain itself. There is an energy of desperation in the Cabal’s actions that clearly points to the collapse happening on the higher levels.


People have been asking me how long I feel this narrative will play out and it does feel like several years to me. The Cabal will push this as far as they can with hopefully increasing opposition happening as more people become aware of what is going on. The ‘poison push’, as I am calling it now, will accelerate and escalate with choices needing to be made for those of us who see what it is and refuse to get it.

This is going to get more challenging in terms of personal relationships and the divisions/splits in consciousness and resonance that it is revealing. What has previously been tolerated with birth family, especially, will no longer feel sustainable as ‘soul contracts’ expire and dissolve. I have been guided personally to settle into a long-term shelter where I feel safe (here in Avalon), continue to serve love through SoulFullHeart in both virtual ways and in the physical, surrounded by soul family community and those who feel to join us here.

As we ride this out, we are also planting and sowing the seeds of light for New Earth. We are watering them with our visions and our dreams. We are supporting by our Divine soul and star families, as I’ve been sharing messages from them recently that are coming through. We are trusting the process is held by the Divine and will emerge out to what we are here to offer and birth….New Earth reality consciousness.


Look to Gaia and connect to the Divine Mother’s frequencies through Her….the ancient rhythms that seem to continue no matter what humanity is doing. The Equinox offers frequencies of balancing, even during this time that feels so crazy and off kilter. Much support is available to us during this time of death and rebirth as we connect within to discover, become and be with LOVE.


Much love to you from Avalon – seeding in the light at Gaia’s heart chakra for humanity’s New Earth arising,

Jelelle Awen


More info about 1:1 sessions, group call events, online community, writing/books, etc. at soulfullheart.org.

Trusting The Ascension Process As Humanity Shifts Out Of 3D And Into Lower 4D/Dark Night

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By Jelelle Awen

“Be in the world, not of the world, yet care FOR the world,” ~ Yeshua

So many times I have been offered this as a guiding light through this current c narrative and false medicine storm that humanity is experiencing. Being in the world is honoring that we have chosen on a soul level to BE here on this Earth Plane during this transition from 3D Matrix reality moving into 4D transitional/dark night phase and into 5D New Earth. Not being of the world is acknowledging that we are no longer in the mainstream consciousness flow or in resonance with it. We are no longer of it, even as we were ALL raised in it, by it, and of it. And many awakening souls still have many friends/family who are still of it Caring for the world though….ALL of it and ALL souls in it, is the piece that feels like it offers the next level of compassion and love ambassadorship.

As you tune into the Divine Mother and your Christ essence, your heart breaks open to feel the cries of the world, the cries of the womb/hara, the cries of the children. As you feel these cries, you DO care, even for those who judge you as crazy or push you away. You care even if you move out of saving or rescuing anyone and surrender, again, to the Divine holding of it ALL.

This is a collective dark night phase for humanity. This is the crawl and walk through the valley of the shadow of death. Dark nights are ALWAYS messy. They last as long as they need to and you can’t ‘control’ them. They are absolutely necessary for TRUE awakening to occur. Something false must die in order for the new to be born.

It does feel to me that 3D/third dimensional reality as we have previously known it is gone and we have actually ascended beyond it now as has Gaia. The comfort and security of 3D for parts of us, the eat/work/die familiar pattern of it has now shifted into something completely unknown to us before that is also unpredictable and volatile. It feels like we are now moving into a collective lower 4D reality as the ‘mainstream’ one….where soul awakenings can occur along with dark nights. Life as we previously knew it as ‘normal’ no longer exists, which is actually a good thing and IS Ascension…even if it feels rather like a dystopia to us; even if it isn’t how we wanted it or would prefer it to look or feel; or that it feels like it isn’t our choice or is happening ‘to’ us rather than with us.

While this is uncomfortable, it also feels like progress. To continue along in the ‘too comfortable’ 3D Matrix was to continue being suppressed, asleep, numbed, and drugged by it. This is messy now, yet it has woken up SO many souls by disrupting and interrupting their daily routines…and even lockdowns allowing for an unplugging from the daily living/doing/staying busy mill.

Even those previously awakening souls have had to question now how deeply embodied their spirituality actually IS as they lean more into it in real ways to navigate the unknown; how much they have healed in their emotional body as intense reactions come up; how much they have compartmentalized their spiritual essence away from the rest of their life as their social life becomes more difficult to navigate.

For those of us long on the awakening journey aligned with Divine Mother, we see and trust the value of these lower 4D dimensions. Yes, they contain some “hell realms” and dark energies/beings/timelines…yet the darkness needs our love, acceptance, and ambassadorship more than the 3D numb Matrix reality did. To move into 5D, we were ALWAYS going to need to go through 4D and reconcile what has lived there previously in shadow, in our subconscious, in other lifetimes. Any offerings/teachings/teachers that suggest we could have somehow avoided this are still plugged into a False God/False Light program that diverts us from actually transmuting and transforming (as it is meant to divert and distort.)

Now is the time where we have the support from Ascension energies, from the Divine, from benevolent guardian galactic beings, from guides/Metasoul aspects to TRULY transmute into our sacred human frequencies, to reactivate our DNA, to upgrade our galactic genes, to move into ‘supernatural’ gifts, to FREE up the immense powerful energies of our wombs/haras. We get to experience remembrance of bliss states and authentic joy as well come alive in us….holding the space as we courageously go into the mess over and over again for as many times as it ‘takes’ to heal.

This is what the journey to becoming free looks like….where nothing can be bypassed or wished away, yet needs to be gone through in order to reach the other side. It is this WHOLE journey that we have signed up to experience here as the growth possible from it is so appealing to many of us. It feels like there was a long sign-up line to be part of this phase of humanity’s Ascension on Earth. The best ‘show’ in the Galaxies in that way.

No longer resisting and being afraid of what lurks in the shadows allows us to embrace and understand the deep choice we made for our own growth and for humanity’s more fully.

Much Love from Avalon to you during this Dark Night to Light experience…..Avalon is anchoring in the frequencies of Divine Support to move through all the necessary phases here,

Jelelle Awen

I share much more about the Ascension process, the False God/Light, the 3D and 4D Matrix in my book Free To Be 5D…available in ebook/PDF/print/audio versions with links at soulfullheart.org/books.

Join Kasha and I tomorrow March 7th at 5:00pm GMT/UK time/12:00pm EST for a women’s group call over zoom to feel specifically into the womb hijacking by the Matrix and offer a transmission/meditation for healing and activation beyond it. More information at https://www.soulfullheart.org/womengroupcalls