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Rebooting Human Instincts During This Matrix Peak & Collapse

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By Kasha Rokshana

Every time I shift my geography or a life phase itself, I’m doing so with a whole lot in my heart and awareness. I’m choosing what I’m choosing because it feels like a calling. It feels like being true to why my soul has chosen to be here on this planet at this time and it feels like the best and closest Divine alignment I can choose in order to truly live into that.

I feel a shedding of identities and ways of seeing and feeling the world that no longer fit where I’m headed and where I most need to go in my consciousness.

I feel, in every shift really but especially this latest one, that I’m returning to an instinctual way of living. I’m removing, piece by piece and layer by layer, the ‘padding’, if you will, of a life where I could afford to be told what was true, told what I needed, and encouraged strongly to lean into the structures and authorities in place without question or at least not SO many questions and especially ones that are actually about life and death.

What I mean by that, is that I was afforded a luxurious life being born into a country where corruption was well hidden yet also always in open view, more or less, if you knew where to look. I was groomed to be a part of a system that never sat right to me and that parts of me formed in order to interact with and survive in.

I’m not the only one.

The Great Awakening is a peeling back of these layers for all of us, even at different rates. There’s so much to reckon with and recognize. There’s also still SO much to question, perhaps now more than ever, and it’s actually our instinctive selves that are the ones who sniff this out.

It’s our instinct to question and to seek out answers beyond the sleepiness we’ve been accustomed to. The sleepiness of the daily grind, of occasional holidays, of living to work, of saving for the promise of ‘freedom one day’ through ‘retirement’. And now that sleepiness is being counted on by government and medical systems everywhere to bring us to an even deeper slumber through their poisonous means which have actually always been inherently poisonous with many ‘wolves in sheep’s clothing’ running the show.

If you pause for even a moment and turn off the voices all around and inside of you while simply feeling what’s rumbling through you… you may just begin to tune into that instinct you’ve been told to stuff down since childhood, that you’ve been taught to tame through the education system, and maim as you medicate in the various ways that advertising and Netflix films have taught you to embrace.

‘Fight or flight’ has either been overly active in you through the anxiety parts of you have felt for many years or non-existent because you’ve believed your caregivers/authority figures when they’ve told you that everything is ‘fine’ as long as you ‘follow the rules, pay your taxes, do what you’re told is right by those who should know better than you what that even IS’.

This instinct to question, to run away, to push away, is not wrong now nor has it ever been wrong… it was just trained to go dormant, same as it is for those who have been a part of any ‘high-control cult’ where questioning is out of the question or you will suffer greatly and be gaslighted endlessly.

To return to our instinct and let it be real again is to return to the sacredness of our humanity and to heal the suffering of many years of deep and even dark indoctrination. There’s been goodness too of course and much has been learned, for you wouldn’t be who you are now without these lessons and growth points and now you and we ALL have even more potent ones to walk out.

What I feel in all of this is a mourning and a sobriety but also a lot of hope and trust. If the way things were is falling apart at the seams as we all cast off our heavy blankets and shake off our slumber, we’ll no doubt start seeing the shifts we’ve been craving. If we can let it all fall apart and hold onto to our inner Ark, we have more than just hope… we have the promise of a new day and a new Golden Age which we will usher in together.

Love,
Kasha

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc.

SoulFullHeart Museletter: July 3, 2021

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The energies of the ongoing C*VID narrative continue to bring through lots of leverage for our individual awakening experiences. These experiences of realigning with the Divine, letting in our guidance, and following through with what we feel to be true and real, is a monumental task in some ways and so very important. In this issue’s featured article, Jelelle Awen offers a bigger picture view of why it’s so important, perhaps more so now than ever before, to truly live into our Divine guidance as we navigate everything that we’re facing in this ongoing Matrix peak and collapse.

In this issue you’ll also find some new articles from all of us, digesting our experiences of visiting Avebury Stone Circle and a crop circle too in the UK a few weeks before we all left for Portugal. A few articles also share about what we’ve been feeling and letting in as we land in Portugal and things heat up considerably around C*VID and the j@b.

We created a couple of new videos for you from our time in Avebury and the nearby crop circle that showed up while we were in that area too.

You can subscribe to our Museletter by visiting our website: soulfullheart.org or taking a look at this issue via this link and clicking the ‘subscribe’ button at the bottom of the page: https://mailchi.mp/91f946ab5af9/soulfullheart-museletter-an-important-time-to-tune-into-divine-guidance?e=e10cd5f26e

Much love from all of us!

~ The SoulFullHeart Community

Trusting Where Your Personal Truth & Guidance Is Leading You

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by Kasha Rokshana

The journey back to instinct and intuition is messy at best. It means going against the grain of your culture, being told things on the outside and then having to discern, constantly, whether it’s actually true or not.
There’s a very real tension in that process and it’s worth every moment for the maturity it offers as you move through it.

This whole process of coming to Portugal and starting to find out ways to bridge our inner sanctuaries to the manifestation/draw of an outer one, has been messy but instinctual. It’s called both Gabriel and I to a LOT of trust and to feel where the issues still lie in aspects of us who have a hard time trusting.

And the journey of trusting and intuiting continues as we still hold more questions than answers but are learning to somehow live into that flow.

We not only arrived here unscathed (despite all tensions we had to feel along the way) but we also feel the deep warmth of this country opening its arms to us. I’m even feeling this morning the Divine Mother/Father frequencies of this land and what lies beneath the 3D ‘history’ of it. I feel the embrace that comforts and challenges too as we get used to living in a different culture and country yet again with a different spoken language and also a different heart and soul language in some ways. I feel humbled by the process it’s been to even get here (mostly internally, as the external did have a grace and flow to it actually) and the process that we are stepping into to be here physically, emotionally, and spiritually.

I feel that since the Solstice, we’ve all been invited to make a choice. A choice to commit to something that we instinctually and intuitively feel we need to make. We have the right to make a call on what we feel we need most, for that reflects what our souls have signed up to do and be here at this time. When all outside sources tell us to go one way, we really should consider all ways and feel what it is that is right for us and our path. The Solstice invited us to feel a renewed conviction around our own choices and to bravely step into them. The energies have been so supportive of that and we are very grateful for the learning experience this has been…

I feel all of this with all my heart this morning. I feel how sobering and yet alive it is to truly live into what you feel aligned with, no matter what ‘truth’ you feel to subscribe to. For us, we feel it’s a growing necessity to make sure you are living where you feel you want and NEED to be, to have a supportive sanctuary inside and out that can help you through these times that are only growing in intensity.
Sidebar: it feels SO good to be able to relax enough into myself after the journey here that I can feel enough context to write like this again!

Thank you for following along with our own journey and I do hope it inspires your own somehow, whatever you feel committed to choosing and however things play out for you as you go.

We’ll both be back with more alchemy around the work/process we embody and offer very soon as we get more settled. We will keep you posted on that as it flows!

So much love,
Kasha ♥️

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Never Been More Important To Tune Into Divine Guidance Than During This Time Of Matrix Peaking

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By Jelelle Awen

As I sit here in Northern Portugal in a beautiful house overlooking a river valley that came to us in a synchronistic way, I am so grateful for the Divine guidance (through my Lemurian aspects/guides) that came through a couple of months ago that led us here from the UK and pressed us to adjust our plans to get here a week earlier. Raphael and I took a 32 hour ferry from Portsmouth, UK to Santander, Spain last Thursday without needing to take a c@vid test or have the v@x, which seems like a miracle now.

It turns out that if we had delayed by even one day, we would have had to take a c@vid test to get into Spain. Gabriel and Kasha (who did a spit test for their C@vid test rather using any questionable swabs) would have had a 14 day quarantine to deal with now, which they avoided as they flew in by plane to Porto a day before it became a requirement. We all felt the Divine guided us toward a sense that the window of ease was closing as the c@vid delta narrative heats up all over Europe as a strategy to get unfortunately more people to take the v@cc@ne/bi@weapon shots or their second dose.


Following your intuition and Divine guidance has NEVER been more important than it is right now. It can literally mean life or death during this collective dark night stage of humanity’s awakening. As the control matrix tightens its grip in closer fulfillment of its depopulation agenda that will most likely and tragically lead to much loss of life, connecting to a bigger and deeper guidance has truly NEVER been more vital.


I have felt a deep sadness and compassion move through my womb and heart space with Divine Mother many times around this dark reality that we’ve collectively been living in as personal freedoms and rights are violated/taken away and human bodies are made into walking toxicity transmissions and infused with nanobots and AI tech. As an oracle soul with some gift of visionary seeing, I have felt there would be some sort of significant collapse of 3D lifestyle and reality for more than 10 years. I have long felt the urge and need for a safe sanctuary both within through connection with the Divine, parts of the self, and deep intimacy…..and on the outside, preferably living out of cities, mostly off-grid and with resonant community. This even led to us living at an off-grid ranch in remote Mexico practicing organic gardening and natural building in a much deconstructed lifestyle for nearly two years.


A virus/pandemic was definitely one of the scenarios that felt possible along with a ‘silent war with a silent enemy and silent weapons’ such as what we are experiencing now with these v@cc@nes/bi@weapons and the C@vid narrative. Being more with people more in this last week using public transportation, I felt the compliance within the mainstream consciousness and the willingness to go along with and enforce ‘the rules’ even at great personal expense and inconvenience. One of the most tragic aspects of this situation may really end up being the good intentions that people are convinced they are doing in getting the v@x then being used against them in a way that is actually harming themselves and others. The reality of toxicity transmission (much beyond common ‘shedding’ of a v@ccine) is becoming alarmingly clear as more and more people share about experiences of side effects such as reproduction/womb issues/abortions, severe illness, and even psychotic states from being around those who have received it.


This is when tuning into Divine guidance can allow for navigation of choice points around all of this. Divinely guided intuition is led by love, trust, compassion, and self care that is connected to ultimate love for ALL beings. It is a guidance system that is innate to us as sacred humans when we are in our FULL capacities, when all of our DNA is activated, when our deepest traumas have healed, and when we live beyond a 3D/Lower 4D consciousness reality.


Within the 3D/Lower 4D fear Matrix, you are inherently disconnected from your Divinely guided intuition. You are instead influenced by outside sources of ‘knowledge’; you and parts of you are programmable by whatever the Matrix narrative wants and needs you to believe. You are then ‘fused’ to parts of you that remain in states of confusion, self doubt, trauma reactions, lack of clarity, and questioning of yourself. You may give away your power in this dynamic to others as you aren’t in touch with your own self empowered expression and what that looks and feels like. There are consequences to living this ‘outside of self’ way in the world….and when you face them, parts of you may then go into painful loops of suffering, extreme self judgement/comparison/criticism that brings up often debilitating shame.


And so the cycle starts all over again. When you settle for conforming to others’ expectations (especially those anchored to 3D  fear energies yet also those who push a transcendent spirituality) you are literally risking your life and embodiment of your soul bigness and your soul purpose expression. Taking actions can also mean letting go of things that don’t serve your Divine Self expression and serving love. 


Following Divine guidance means not just accessing the guidance, yet actually taking actions and making choices in your life that support its manifestation. This can especially mean making some very difficult choices that potentially hurt and upset other people and lead them to judge you (such as choosing not to get the v@x and perhaps not even being around those intimately who have), which can be very challenging for highly sensitive and empathic people to accept. They will often avoid confrontation, anything ‘messy’ and difficult especially their own anger (which is suppressed truth and passion)…instead seeking to avoid all that by attaining states of supposed blissful transcendence beyond any ‘I’ that might make life difficult. They can use non-dualistic ‘truths to invalidate any difficult emotional realities as part of the ‘ego’ and ‘not real’ or illusionary. This becomes yet another avoidance strategy from actually FEEL WHAT IS REAL. 


Making space to feel what is real with the part of you who is feeling it, validating those feelings, actually opens out your heart space and soul to access Divine guidance. Parts of you can then rest and trust into that heart space, feeling your compassionate love for them open up all the previously tense and stuck places. As that inner trust grows, your Divine essence opens up that can then ground into self love, clarity, guided life, and ability to advocate/set boundaries with others. You are able to trust the death and rebirth cycles that life brings to you, even when it means the painful completion of relationships or draws judgements from others.
To access these parts of yourself and separate from their reactions is the tricky and challenging aspect of the process. It takes courage to go into this ground without avoiding, bypassing, numbing, especially during this time of such turmoil and transition. To truly look at, question, and lean into the ‘awkward’ mirrored angle that is offered there.


The Divine is available to support us through this challenging navigation as ALL of it is an aspect of the Divine and also sacred. We can tune into this frequency to clear the path, both inside and out, leading us to love again. This is so especially important during a time where darkness seems to prevail and we are called to be beacons of hope and possibility for others.

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Honouring The Physical Body During Awakenings

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by Kasha Rokshana

Tension is a sacred part of our awakening experiences as we shift out of trusting a narrative of who and what we’ve been told and taught to trust (government, medical systems, etc) and move into trusting our intuitions, our Divinity, and the urgency and realness we feel around what’s shaking out in the Matrix. Tension sometimes has to move through our bodies in this process as a sacred aspect of our learning how to tune into ourselves again, freed up from the static of Matrix voices and energies.

I’ve been in pain for a few days now in my trapezius, an enormous muscle of the back, especially in my right shoulder. It’s feels like a deep-seated tension trying to move that has lived in my body for a very long time… the depths of emotional processing and responding to myself and my parts has now led me to this deeper layer of feeling core tension that wants to ultimately shift into trust… Trust of the Divine within and outside of me and trust in the Divine energies unfolding that can only be tapped into if you reach your consciousness well beyond the mainstream/Matrix.

This last year or so of the C-VID narrative has planted even more tension inside us all, especially for alternative thinking, feeling, and intuition. Even if you do decide to go with what the mainstream tells you is THE truth, that is ‘not to be argued with or against’, there’s still tension around who to trust as the bifurcation of once-trusted relationships continues. This was always a part of the Ascension process and it’s only been amplified since this C-VID timeline began in 2020.

Our bodies signal to us so much that we need to listen to. They tell us when something is not right, when we are suffering, when we have been implanted and impacted by the emoto-psycho-drama around us. So much of our intuition comes through the instrument of our bodies as one expression of it. Yet, our bodies have been suppressed, criticized, bullied, and we have not been taught how to properly honour and respect them. This continues with the injected poisons which are an assault on our immune systems as we’ve known them. If the body is in a bind, so will we be, until we love them UP enough to bring them with us into much higher consciousness.

I feel my own body in its upgrades as I share this… the ongoing journey of its own Ascension process and the integration of Light Body. It wants to be realigned with and lived in differently. It wants to be thanked. It wants to have its balance of deep relaxation and physical activity. It wants to be made love to and to make love as a house of my soul and home for my heart. It craves the textures of sand, water, grass, and the feeling of sunshine landing on its many chakral petals. It craves the love of Gaia from which it was created and my own love too as I feel its consciousness and needs, just as I’ve felt soul aspects and parts of me in need and in pain…

This is the invitation for us all; To feel a new relationship with the body, with what moves through it every time we take in anything energetically or physically. The tension of the reality of moving out of the Matrix is real and our bodies invite us to be self-loving, highly discerning, and to begin to tune into it in new ways. It truly is our instrument, our vehicle, our temple, and needs to be tuned into to be tuned UP, making the whole journey of living within it and the density and tension we have to help it move through, worth it.

Love,
Kasha

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Blood Supermoon, Lunar Eclipse Energy Waves Impacting Womb Healing & Clearing

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This week’s Blood Supermoon is also a lunar eclipse and is already bringing with it waves of energies to digest and move through even though it’s still a few days away…

It’s been a few days for me now of womb discomfort and other physical symptoms I associate with PMS, yet the intensity of these physical symptoms has had an uptick… focus is challenging, fatigue sets in quickly and then can move just as quickly, digestive difficulties that are growing in intensity along with intense bloating, and physical pain in many parts of the body yet especially the head/third eye and crown chakras. This is aside from the emotional pieces too, which have also been amplified and difficult to track in moments, though I’ve found that being with parts of me and soul aspects as well has been so helpful!

I get the sense that this is not only about how my own womb is being impacted by collective energies and the dark night we’re all wading through together… It’s also about how we are all connected in it through our wombs/haras and how we can’t help but be impacted by what’s moving (or not) in each of our womb spaces.

We’re trying to birth a new world through all of our wombs and yet we also have to detox and move the energies that live in her first. There are energies that we’ve consciously and unconsciously allowed to be stored in her; like fear, disempowerment, and over-holding/transmuting of others’ traumas and pains which we were never meant to do.

There are also parts of us that cling to her with shame and guilt and other parts that have been protective of her for good reason. There are Matrix plug-ins to her that also need to be looked and felt, that connect us all to the unfelt/unhealed pain passed down through many generations of women.

Jelelle and I have led several women’s calls with guided meditations to help you access and feel your womb in a deeper way. You can donate whatever you feel to or go to our shop to purchase: soulfullheart.org/shop

Our wombs carry many codes for us of our personal awakening journeys and alchemy in service of love and co-creativity with the Divine, and its suppression has felt like being ‘womb-punched’ at times. The plight of the collective womb for women is real and always has been in this dimension.

This suffering ground is being backlit now especially by the ‘shots’ of poison and nanotechnology that are being chosen out of fear of a loss of freedom… something that pings in our wombs because of the Matrix plugins there that have already bound our wombs’ energies and sense of true freedom. These ‘shots’ include a direct attack on the womb itself and in turn, all those around it.

Here’s a video you can watch where several doctors talk about this very thing:

https://vaccineimpact.com/2021/urgent-5-doctors-agree-that-covid-19-injections-are-bioweapons-and-discuss-what-to-do-about-it/

The reality of this is tragic and sad… and is being amplified by this Supermoon lunar eclipse that happens to be the ‘Blood Moon’, especially as the fears don’t seem to be ebbing and are instead being stirred up more. There is no doubt that these energies are powerful, yet there’s a reality to this ‘moon’ that feels dark, especially in what it is showing us all. Whether you feel that the moon is purely divine or hijacked by the Matrix (or both, for nothing can be separate from the Divine itself) the energetic impact of it has many sides to it.

At this time of a profound Dark Night of the Soul collectively, we’re being invited to truly see what’s being offered through the lens of our very sensitive bodies that are both physical and ethereal.

It feels important to cleanse the womb/hara on a physical and energetic level, to move light through yet also to offer a space for her to feel with you what she is feeling and moving within her. If you are especially feeling a lot of physical/emotional pieces and symptoms at this time, I recommend this meditation from Jelelle Awen to help ease what you’re feeling and also to help you go deeper into what’s moving for you/parts of you:

https://youtu.be/PnfHIkziOo4

As the collective ‘womb’ we all share continues to move the energies of what’s burning UP through her, we’re not only being offered a dystopia but also hope… it was our co-creative power that brought in the reality we’re living out and allowed it to seed the way it has. That means we also have the power, which starts individually always, to move into another phase of co-creation now that we’ve learned so much from this one.

The reality of many wombs being in pain now is real, yet her power is also just as real and there’s so much we are invited to put together around this, to truly take care of ourselves and thus everyone around us in an authentic, non-self-sacrificing way.

I feel how important awareness of these pieces is right now, to be able to digest and feel them. Fear and the parts of you that may feel it is never ‘bad’ or ‘wrong’. Yet, it’s the relationship to fear that is also important to feel and get real about… feeling and holding parts of you and Metasoul aspects in other lifetimes who vibrate in it moves all fears into trust eventually, with dedication to them and to your womb, who helps to hold them all.

For more information on 1:1 sessions with me or one of my beloveds, visit soulfullheart.org/sessions

Love,
Kasha

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Inner Earth Lemuria Transmission: Navigating The Edges Between Your World And Ours

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by Kasha Rokshana

These edges…
Not neat and clean
Sometimes jagged and difficult
Surround the transition back
To the Motherland, our Mu
That we knew and cherished
Loved and held
As it held all of us.

All needs provided
The needs of all.
All desires provided
The desires of all.
Symbiosis ruled as a rule
And the letting go of our ends
Of tug-of-war attempts from others
Was of utmost importance.

In this harrowing time
On this globe of Gaia,
In this time of trepidation
To even leave your homes
To even let in your rightful intuitions
To even remember what you are truly worth…
You’ve forgotten what it’s like
To truly
Breathe.

You’ve been told you need
Poisons
Provided by ‘leaders’
Who care even less for themselves
Than they care about you
Or The Whole of who you are
And the The Whole they actually are part of
With you…

You’ve been told by ‘caregivers’
Who have often not truly cared,
For they themselves have not known care,
That you need them,
Need what they give you,
Need what they tell you,
Only…
Without acknowledgement
Of your ability to learn and discern
For fear they will be unseated
And their false power coming from
False senses of love
Will overturn.

Yes…
Child of Mu…
These edges between what is now
What has been
And the world you have the power to create,
Are terrain that needs preparation
To traverse and overcome.

Yet…
If these edges,
Sharp and real as they are,
Are met with the love of your being
The being that resides in you…
The being that is alive in every cell,
In every inch of skin,
In every divot and dimple,
In every corner of your soul
And its infinite edges of growth,
Dissolve they will
Back to the source from which they came…
That same source and great river mouth
Of infinite universal love flow and creatorship,
From which all of who
And what
You are,
Was created.

Despair not
For hope is key
And trust more important.

We of Mu
Await you.
We support your consciousness blooming
Your Love Self remembering
And your divinity aligned once again
With all that you’ve always truly been
That ‘they’ can never
Ever
Take away from you.

Love,
Inner Earth Lemuria

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Divine Alignment Through All Necessary Darkness

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by Kasha Rokshana

“Thy harmful will be done”…

~

‘Thy will be done’ doesn’t feel like enough these days as a declaration of surrender to the Divine within and without. There’s a lot of harm going on in this world. There always has been, yet it’s all become amplified and the veils have been dropping at increasing rates around what’s been hidden. 

The Divine is aware of the great harm and pain unfolding. It holds us with a desire for our well-being, yet won’t caretake us in the process. We’ve asked, consciously and unconsciously, for an upgrade to our planet and our consciousness and we’re in the throes of getting just that. In order to move into more light, we have to see what hasn’t had light shed on it. We have to care, deeply, about the state of things… ALL things. From everything that’s happening in all areas of our personal lives, to the torture and killing of animals and other humans, and to the insidious nature of our governments, medical systems, and other ‘powers that be’. The Divine has a hand in it all, from the painful expressions of it, to the dismantling of it, to the co-creation of what we really do want going forward.

In order to collaborate with the Divine within and without, to express our deepest form of surrender to what’s unfolding and NEEDS to unfold, we have to admit to ourselves that Divine will needs to cause harm in some form. It needs to destroy to helps us rebuild. This is not without our mourning and grief for what was and for the loss of lives and ways of life also being honoured and made space for, however. We aren’t expected to transcend all of our pain and just let the Divine do its thing. No… we’re invited to aid in the destruction and recreation of a world that needs dismantling…

To move beyond polarity and division, we need to see it. And in order to see it, it all needs to be allowed to reach its peak. We get to hold on to the side we feel most resonant with, yet we also get to learn how to open our hearts to ALL sides… because the battling and arguing is meant to get boring and tiring. 

To move beyond being controlled by a Matrix that, innocently enough, we have ALL contributed to in its creation and perpetuation by refusing to see what’s real, especially within. The great ‘cults’ of culture, in birth family, friend groups, spirituality, and even whole cities and countries, need to be seen. Not all are ‘bad’, yet all need us to feel our sovereignty, ultimately, and choose consciously what we want and who we want to be around, now more than ever.

To move into the Ascension that we all want to move into, to co-create New Earth… to feel, in our humble worthiness, our equality with all great teachers who have come before us like Yeshua, St Germain, Anna, Mary Magdalene, Buddha, Kuan Yin, etc… we are invited to feel ALL of our personal rumbles around this process and the arrogance that has taken the place of the humility in reaching this mountain top of Divine Alignment and embodiment.

We all have big choices to make and need to be sober about them. We will need to cause hurt and harm at times as we take care of ourselves and find what most resonates. We will need to align with the sometimes harmful will of the Divine as we break down and break open, always in growth, and always on our way through this sometimes rather gruesome Ascension process. 

With much love,

Kasha

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Context, Content, And Deeper Feeling

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There is a sacred process happening on this planet. I feel it, you feel it, we all are feeling it. But are we reacting to it or REALLY feeling it?

There is a way that parts of us can go into a particular ‘modus operendi’ when it comes to deep feeling. When I used that word above I am getting I really meant ‘sensing’. First, there is an intuitive or even an obvious sense of what is happening. And then there is going into feeling.

How we respond to that feeling is varied. We can research, protest, get paranoid, paralyzed, positive, or proactive. I find myself doing a little of bit everything depending on what part of me is in the forefront.
All of it is a natural flow of our emotional body. It is all welcomed and necessary. They are all portals to access our Divine Self. That essence of each of us that has a larger perspective and understanding, while at the same time hold space for the deeper feeling that emanates from our fractured selves.

Finding context in the midst of it all can open some more space to breath. That context is one that lives in you that may find resonance in different places. It gives parts of you something to lean into. That context is really You. Your Higher or Divine Self lens.

Yet, context also provides the space to feel. When we are locked in content, we are fusing to the more wounded aspects of us. They lose sight of a bigger heart and soul picture that takes them to sobriety and even hope.

When you can feel or at least see from a wider or higher vantage point, those deeper feelings (parts) are given permission to unfurl and unpack. They let go into deeper vibrations of loss, grief, fear, and rage while not getting wrapped up in them. They become rivers and not dammed up energy. Interesting…dammed and damned.

I continue to feel deeper layers of my feeling that lie under my reactions and responses. The clouds look thick and foreboding from a certain vantage point. There is also infinite sun shining on the other side of those clouds. Both are true in our full spectrum of awareness. It can be hard to see the forest for the trees, especially when it feels like the forest is on fire.

If you or someone you know is struggling with finding context and getting caught up with the plethora or content, please get in touch for a free 45 minute consult/intro call with me or any one of my beloveds here at SoulFullHeart. We can work together to feel the parts of you that are in need of context, and more importantly You as a Divine Self. Visit www.soulfullheart.org/sessions for more info.

Raphael and Jelelle Awen will also be hosting a Group Call and Meditation around the Covid narrative on Sunday, April 18th at 5pm BST. Visit www.soulfullheart.org/events for more info.

Sending much love to you and your inner world as you navigate the content to find your context

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Gabriel Amara is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for both men and women.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

We are now offering our SoulFullHeart Portal on Mighty Networks, a private virtual gathering place for sharing exclusive content from us such as energy update writings and guided meditation videos, plus community forum threads with topics and groups that you can read, join, and contribute to as you want. You can join us at the SoulFullHeart Portal for a membership fee of $14.99 USD a month: soulfullheartportal.mn.co/

Sovereignty And Surrender In The Age Of Fear And Control

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In the past year since the world went on a fear bender, one of the biggest reactions that has come out is our relationship to our own sovereignty. We are being inundated with governmental sanctions based on a scientific ego that does not want to be questioned or prodded. It just wants to be right no matter what. Forget the fact that Science itself is based in questioning.

So we are left in a state of what feels like powerlessness. Our freedom to live our lives as we see the fittest for us is being put in the luxury category. No longer an ‘inalienable right’ but rather a gift from the Covid Masters of the Universe. This flares up our ‘sovereignty’ gene. The inherent aspect of us that needs to express as it needs to and wants to. It is our individuated spark of the Divine. It is masculine in nature and it is a bucking bronco when it needs to be.

This whole experience is a great portal into this territory of Sovereignty and Surrender, not just in relation to the current state of affairs, but also in general even before this timeline began.

What does it mean to be truly Sovereign?
How does Surrender relate to that?
Are they in conflict or is there a symbiosis?

When I feel these questions, I can sense the part of me that is in reaction to all that is going on. This anger and anxiety of sovereignty being eroded away until it is just left in a box, or a prison in a much more dystopian context. Yet, what if this experience is giving me the gift of feeling this part of me?

What is this trigger leading me to in my heart and soul?
What is the inner picture here?
What if I were to surrender to this invitation of going in and really FEELING this feeling rather than end-running around it with rage or despair?
Or maybe even Love and Lighting myself around it too!

In this process, I have felt a deeper relationship to my own sovereignty and what it means to truly surrender. It is not about ‘submission’. That is to just give into what is going on without feeling or questioning. It is unconscious compliance. Even then that is still a sovereign choice to do so. I am finding myself surrendering more into a greater context as well as claiming my sovereignty to choose how I want to respond. What energy do I truly want to be in and for what purpose?

I know I am asking a lot of questions here rather than giving ‘answers’. I feel we are being led to our own personal answers through these questions. I have a viewpoint from which I am sovereignly creating as well as surrendering to a bigger picture and to a Divine Love flow that is aching to come through me. I choose to let Love guide me and show me the where the fears and shadow lie in all of this. What is my role in the great scheme of it all? It is not about convincing, but about feeling.

On April 18th, Raphael and Jelelle Awen will be hosting a call about the Covid Narrative this past year. Raphael and I will also be hosting a Men’s Group call on this topic of Sovereignty and Surrender on April 24th. You can find more information at www.soulfullheart.org/events.

I will be writing more about sovereignty and surrender over the next couple of weeks as they have played a big part of my healing journey over the past decade, especially in relation to romance, community, and intimacy. I look forward to hearing about your journey with them as well. Here is to your inner journey around these very profound ideas. Ultimately, Love is wants us to claim both. The deeper question is how we do that from the inside out rather than the outside in.

To be continued…

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Gabriel Amara is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for both men and women.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

We are now offering our SoulFullHeart Portal on Mighty Networks, a private virtual gathering place for sharing exclusive content from us such as energy update writings and guided meditation videos, plus community forum threads with topics and groups that you can read, join, and contribute to as you want. You can join us at the SoulFullHeart Portal for a membership fee of $14.99 USD a month: soulfullheartportal.mn.co/