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Severe Solar Storms Spark Auroras & Bring IN Upgrades/Activations

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INTENSE Solar Energies update:

May 10 – Have you had difficulty sleeping the last couple of nights? Crazy, wild dreams when you do fall asleep? Feeling energy moving through your body and causing pain in joints, muscles and headaches? Feeling more agitated, irritated, difficulty focusing, and ‘buzzed’ than usual?

Some or all of this could be because of the VERY high solar activity the last few days and esp. if you are particularly sensitive to solar energies. There have been several solar flares (that are very high speed, instant energy blasts) coming from a massive sun spot AR3664 and it has also caused five CMEs (more slow moving coronal mass ejections that cause auroras and geostorms) over the past few days.

There have been comparisons in the lead up to this geostorm expected on May 11th to the Carrington event in Sept. 1, 1859 (which caused black outs and fires) although not as severe as that one. Although this geostorm is being rated as a possible category 4, which is the highest rating I have seen since tracking them for the last several years. It is expected to spark auroras at high to mid-to low-latitudes across Europe and the USA.

My guides were offering the sense that flares/SOULar activations coming from this sunspot are connected to and activated by the 5/5 gateway. They are giving me the sense of next level activations of 5D consciousness (Divine Self embodiment) being infused by these energies.

These activations are being offered from the Cosmic sun to the masculine planterary sun to flow into our personal sun chakras (two feet above our heads) to light up our 5D sacred human violetprint (the energies are ultraviolet) and all the ascension codes that we have ‘stored’ there. The solar energies are being then anchored into Gaia into Inner Earth, overlooked by the Inner Earth Lemurians.

This is a transmission of Ascension codes coming through to activate our light bodies, our galactic consciousness, and to help us unanchor out of 3D/Lower 4D control matrix systems.

You may be experiencing an increase of pushback even persecution energies from others to your choices, your way of life, your spirituality connecting to these upgrades. In this pushback, there can be tender feelings of hurt, betrayal and being misunderstood to be with and respond to the parts who feel them (spanning many lifetimes usually). The persecution wound is often illuminated by these kinds of activations as the masculine comes to terms with karmic patterns of persecuting and can now receive forgiveness from the divine feminine heart.

It is a time to be gentle, compassionate, and patient if you can with those who you experience persecution from, to move into forgiveness and compassion (even if a transactional relationship is not possible or healthy with them.) And, above all, to forgive your inner masculine for any guilt, shame, remorse that they may feel for what they couldn’t or weren’t able to protect you from in terms of persecution experiences from the present or in the past.

Grounding into and with Gaia is very important right now, bare feet on the ground, and soaking in cleansing, pure water if you can (hot baths can help too). Meditating if you can, even if just to focus lightly on your breath. Listening to high frequency music. Doing things that bring you joy and a feeling of passionate engagement. Eating very lightly or fasting can be helpful as well for integration of these energies.

May 11 – Holy light show! The bright colors of the Auroras spread across the night skies on May 10th and into today….A magical and potent way to connect to cosmic awe, Divine wonder, and a bigger context to our everyday lives.

The geostorm that I shared about yesterday (caused by several solar flares/CMEs from a very large sunspot) ended up being a category 5…the highest reported in over 20 years. Auroras were seen in places as low in altitude as Florida, all over the UK, and even here in Portugal at the highest mountain peak of the Estrelas (star mountains). This same sunspot produced another VERY large solar flare today 5/11…a X5.8 class which may also produce aurora-causing CMEs if it is earth facing.

I connected during meditation this morning with a sky full of the colorful solar wind transmissions as they interfaced with Gaia’s atmosphere. It can be a powerful transmission to receive them while in theta/delta space, esp for your inner masculine and star seed child (mine is actually named Aurora!) as it is a way to let in cosmic/Divine love. The auroras are available anytime to download/journey to in the higher dimensional spaces, even if not experienced in the physical (and perhaps received even more into the light body/cells/chakras in this consciousness state.)

You may have interrupted sleep too right now…. if you connect to cosmic/solar/earth energies. I do, plus strange yet vivid dreams when I did sleep more deeply!

Continuing to be sensitive to your physical/energy/emotional body today and the next couple of days feels quite important. Light eating, taking in gentle energies if possible, grounding on the Earth, walking in/soaking in water, listening to high frequency music. Moving the energies through your crown and out your root chakra. Tuning in to feel any galactic/Divine messages, etc.

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Aurora & Solar Storms Sound Healing & Meditation – This is a sound healing transmission with crystal bowls, chimes and guided meditation/toning/light language to connect with the powerful Aurora frequencies coming through right now with the intense solar flares/CMEs and storms.

I play the chimes and my 432HZ heart (green), root (red), and crown (purple) chakra bowls & colors of the auroras to open up your heart field to receive the love energies from the auroras; your crown to let in the cosmic codes; and your root to ground in the energies into your body. This can help with interrupted sleep patterns, body pains/aches, emotional difficulty/resistance and irritation/agitation.

Solar Eclipses Digestions & Activations

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By Raphael and Jelelle Awen

Jelelle:

The reverential AWEsomeness of the cosmos rushed over me and the Divine wonder of the configuration of our Universe as we took in the eclipse ‘show’ for a couple of hours via live feed.

During the eclipse it felt right for Raphael and I to be in our airbnb rental together, a cozy studio that we cleared the energy beforehand with a salt lamp, incense, set up a simple altar….as it was super windy on the beach here in Nazare, on the silver coast of Central Portugal. We were guided to be here on the coast to celebrate our recent wedding anniversary, the release of our book together, the birth of Divine Self Embodiment AND take in the eclipse.

The energies themselves kept building and building before the eclipse as well and I had a sense of that, plus overall uneasiness, intensity, calibration, and needing to ground, to be in sacred space, especially after driving here for a couple of hours yesterday. It reminds me of the anticipatory feelings when you take a plant medicine or psychedelic….excitement mixed with unknown mixed with some tension.

Every chakra and clair ability amplified prior to it within me and during it as well, which is why I advocated yesterday for being in an environment and with energies that resonate with you and what you want MORE of in your life, in your internal world and with others. Energies that are supportive of your larger and authentic being coming forward into expression.

As I digested the eclipse energies more with Divine Mother this morning, I felt how what was most interesting was the RELATIONSHIP that each soul/parts/aspects of people had with the eclipse. What their filters were going into it and then their digestion during/after as well.

Many souls had strong fear and darkness projection filters going on, avoided it altogether, didn’t want to take it in visually in any way and even warned others about it…felt it was inviting in darkness and entity attachments. In the reality they are coming from (which is sacred to them in this phase), the timelines where this was the sense of eclipses (esp in more primitive timelines) may be coming forward now for feeling and healing. Fear draws the reality of more fear on the ‘outside’ until it is met and answered by love and trust from within and with the Divine.

There were those souls who projected that the eclipse would result in a ‘grand saving’, a rapture, a dissolution of the false world and a sudden and abrupt sweeping into the New (in whatever their soul’s desire and picture is for that.) There was deep meaning projected onto the eclipse changing everything, often because of a hollow and empty feeling inside themselves in their own life experiences. Unfelt despair can so often be placed onto events outside of self for some relief rather than felt/used as a portal for more self love and Divine connection.

There were those souls who made it into an occasion to party, to be in a large crowd, to feel Unity in that way even while being less sensitive to the impact on themselves and their energies. And, the 3D mainstream view of ‘science’ explaining it all logically and yet admitting that it was a rare occurrence worthy of study.

It’s fascinating really, all the different filtering experiences and perceptions of the same event! It feels like the eclipse itself serves as a mirror for us all individually and collectively. It really shows how divergent humanity is right now with so many different timeline realities playing out on the Earth Plane as it ascends to Gaia consciousness and we do too. That divergence does create quite a schism, where groups of souls are really experiencing quite an altered and often polarized reality from each other.

The ultimate invitation that I felt from the eclipse was one of Unification….an occurrence of seemingly miraculous alignment designed and offered by the Divine to SHOW us and INVITE us to unite, to come together, and to be in surrender to something bigger than ourselves and our current life content, struggles, and issues. To move out of fusions to parts of us being right or being wrong, being evil or being righteous…to feel how sacred we ALL are as Divine children and human embodiments of the Divine.

These eclipse energies, which feel like they will be integrating for months/years to come, offer both an invitation to go deeply inward to know/feel/deepen with self….and a transmission of Unity/Oneness/connection with ALL That IS outside of self.

A deep compassion for humanity and where we are in this moment…in the sacred growth experience of divergence and somewhere deep inside parts of us aching for reunion…moves through when we open our hearts to feel it ALL with Divine Mother.

Love to you as you integrate, feel, and ground in these eclipse energies within your BEing,

Jelelle Awen

This was our favorite image from that we took…a screen shot from Nasa’s feed as offered through Fox News feed in which after totality a burst of the sun’s rays came through…light emerging out of the darkness.

Raphael:

There’s a feeling to this eclipse after the fact of being on the other side of all the anticipation and projections of what might occur, shifting now to the wonder, inquiry and digestion of what did happen.

This event, when felt through the heart, offers a big entry point and exit point into new realms of our being.

It’s kind of like 9/11 – everyone remembers where they were on that fateful day that was like a lightning strike to the tree of collective consciousness that we could only wonder what that would mean to life going forward.

I feel this surrender now into receiving something long awaited and yearned for. My mind is a bit tired even at the attempt to encapsulate it mentally, but my heart knows it received a big transmission and transmutation. A download if you will.

We each get to go beyond the projected fears and hype that was thrust onto this celestial event and feel what each part of us needs and wants in the new territory.

It was probably an eclipse like celestial event that heralded the birth of Yeshua. Culture works for millenniums after that to try and integrate it.

You are the Christ consciousness arising, even as parts of you feel nothing like that at all. That’s what and where you as your divine self comes in. You’re the digester, the integrator, the reconciler. Yeshua too was quite surprised and profoundly challenged to learn of what his soul had intended for him.

No part of you wants to be left behind. All of you wants to come along. You are the event, the totality, the dawning and the integration.

I’m feeling a personal piece of being reconnected with Divine Father after a many years long incubational rebirth period with Divine Mother. She’s passing me off it feels like, yet offering she goes nowhere.

I’m feeling an Old Testament scripture come back from memory offered to me and each of you. (Admittedly with a couple updated tweaks)

β€œArise, shine, for your light has come and the glory of the divine has arisen within you. Great darkness will cover many people, but my light now dawns inside of you.”

What does your full shining look and feel like? What’s been hidden in shadow that wants revealing? How can this come out without harm even though it may hurt?

Love to you as you hold it all. If my words offer a support to you, let me know and let’s see what a deepening connection might look and feel like together. πŸ’š I’ve been told that sweet new souls are washing up on my shores as I wash up on theirs.

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4:4:4:4 Portal Energy Update: Recognition of Home Frequencies & Patterns/Cycles In Your Life

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4/4/4/4 Energy Update: It is the 4:4:4:4 (4/4/2+2/4) portal today (THAT is a lot of four energy!) and there is really something so affirming of the bigger picture and yet also grounding into the NOW about 4 energies…as represented by the four seasons and four elements (well, and the fifth of spirit).

Four codes can be about following Divine guidance, your intuition/soul wisdom, and then making progress/choices toward that, resolving practical and relationship matters with loving negotiation inside and out.

I also feel there was an invitation with these 4:4 energies to be direct with care, transparent with yourself and others to deepen the sense of trust in your higher heart intuition and Divine guidance as well. Being direct with care is possible as you heal from trauma responses/reactions/projections/triggers that lead to hiding your truth, being indirect, manipulation, passive aggression, keeping secrets, lying, etc. Feeling parts of yourself and soul aspects to heal these grounds allows for transparency inside and out.

4:4 is also about recognizing the patterns and cycles in your life and in your awakening journey…the beginnings, the harvest, the fall/death, and the spring arising again. These energies of transformation are being strongly activated right now…and an invitation to surrender to the cycles of change that lead to profound transmutation at all levels of being. To be in the flow more and more.

4:4 is a recognition of your current home on all levels…in the physical, within your body, in your heart space, connected to your soul, with the Divine, in your relationships. And feeling how you and parts of you feel about the current state of these homes…safe? Restless? Frustrated? Unhealthy? Time for change? Goodness and rest? Groundedness? Uneasiness?

This is also coming out of the Easter passage, offering codes of crucifixion/necessary death/letting go that allows for resurrection with Divine forgiveness and trust….as the Magdalenes seeded into the collective consciousness during that lifetime. There is the template there in the soul family monad around how to BE with inevitable change in a way that allows for the deepest personal growth in alignment with the Divine.

And, all of this is amplified by the eclipse energies and the approaching total solar eclipse in four days. I felt a significant lightening up yesterday in the energies yet there is still something slightly unsettling feeling about them right now…especially with the ‘hype’ and speculation around the total solar eclipse. They can often illuminate shadows in geographies, ley lines, collective energies and within the individual too.

This is a passage to honor whichever phase you may be in right in this moment……WHILE seeing/feeling the bigger picture of your life/purpose/service grounded in the home of your heart and soul.

There is an illumination being offered of inner sacred unions too, the dynamic between your inner masculine and inner feminine energies in hieros gamos deepening….and if they are polarized, in union, in conscious negotiation or playing out unconscious dynamics from parental templating, Matrix conditioning, soul karma and more. This is a key element of deepening the sense of home within.

Raphael and I will be exploring inner sacred union with sharings and a guided meditation in our group call on Sunday, April 7th, more info to join by donation at: https://www.facebook.com/events/792561519447717

Much love to you on this 4:4:4:4, eclipse, and post-Easter Passage,

Jelelle Awen

3D/4D/5D Body Layers, Codes & Clearings

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Intense cellular clearing/upgrades going on post equinox and with the last supermoon of 2023 as well. I shared yesterday about this and many of you seemed to resonate with the experience of detox symptoms such as fever, headaches, tiredness, loss of appetite/indigestion, etc. I experienced this myself a couple days of ago and needed to respond with extra rest, fasting (still in process of this on some level), and just allowing whatever density needs to move out of my 3D body in order to receive the soul upgrades that are ready.

I wanted to share this download and framing that came through me during our recent gathering retreat, doing multiple quantum energy sessions on souls who have been doing our work for awhile, and seems to be mirrored in my own experience as well of the ongoing upgrading process for the body ‘vessel’ from 3D to 5D. When I felt each person’s body, it came through as layers or fields stronger than ever before. I’ll describe them here, it’s a bit long but I think helpful in locating as/if it resonates for you:

3D Body Layer – The densest level of physical manifestation that has been programmed to reality and filter through the five senses. Cells are carbon-based, often filled with constant influx of toxicities from our hijacked water, air, soil, and food. 3D Body holds the 3D self trauma from this life, parts of us such as Inner Child, Inner Teenager, Inner Protector, Inner Mother/Father can be ‘stuck’ in this body layer, looping in suffering.

3D Body manifests illness, injury, addictions, emotional/mental ‘disorders’, and aging. It needs constant detoxification and purification in order to upgrade, which it can receive through ongoing phases of fasting, urotherapy, clean eating, pure spring water, deep emotional/shadow work with 3D self parts/ego to clear trauma and dominance, sound healing, daily grounding on Gaia with bare feet, yoga/other body movement, breathwork/pranayama, meditation.

3D programs/fear thought forms have been: I am fear. I am separate. I am dying. I am only what I can see/hear/smell/taste/touch.

New codes are: I am love. I am whole. I am alive. I am connected. I am beyond my senses.

4D Body layer: The 4D body is the next level up from the physical manifestation or the astral body, usually only accessed in dream states by most people. 4D body is our bridge to the karmic consciousness field and is often anchored or stuck there, looping on the same trauma/karmic patterns and lessons from lifetime after lifetime, stuck in the denser soul family lineage field as well. The Matrix plugs originate here, sourced from the Reptilian self entwinement, False God programs and there is a hijack of the true chords to the 5D body.

4D Body manifests what feels like or is experienced as entity/psychic attacks, chakra plugs/blocks, implants, dark night of the soul, deep suffering loops, scarcity/lack, etc. The 4D body holds aspects such as the Gatekeeper (who holds access to all the bodies), archetypal aspects from many lifetimes playing out ‘roles’ such as Priestess, Monk/Nun, Queen/King, karmic mate, and Lower D Star seed/galactic aspects, Reptilian Self, and more.

It needs quantum energy healing that works with the Gatekeeper directly, sound healing, chakra clearing of all fields, matrix unplugging/deprogramming with the Reptilian Self, Conscious connection and shadow work with your Gatekeeper/soul aspects, meditative/shamanic/astral healing journeys and bridges/retrievals.

4D programs have been: I am unknown. I am alone. I am trapped. I am attacked. I am fear.

New codes are: I am known. I am connected to the ALL. I am free. I am safe. I am love.

5D Body layer: Previously not accessed unless leaving the body in a Near Death Experience or at death, now able to be brought in and embodied as 3D/4D bodies are healing. 5D body is the light body, and your merkabah for multidimensional travel while in the body. Lives on light/prana/energy with no need for physical food or for sleep, can teleport, levitate, bi-locate and more. It doesn’t age, feel hot or cold, have injuries or illness.

5D Body is chorded to the Cosmic/Divine Mother womb for the feminine and the Cosmic/Divine Father Hara for men. The 5D body is our bridge to the Ascended Masters (who become us through the 5D body), soul family monad, counterpart/twin flame soul mate, and our Metasoul consciousness (above the karmic field) and I AM Love Divine source essence. 5D Body needs us to ongoingly detox/purify the 3D body and consciously lift the veil and heal the 4D body in ALL lifetime incarnations so that it can come more into our consciousness on a cellular level (not just conceptual.)

5D codes are: I am love. I am home. I am Divine. I am ALL THAT IS. I am beloved. I am whole.

Love,

Jelelle Awen

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More about the Ascension process and our SoulFullHeart work in my book Free To Be 5D with links to get as audio, print, ebook and PDF at soulfullheart.org/books.

Lion’s Gate & Supermoon Portal Energies: Dissolving of 3D/4D Matrix Codes

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It feels like there is a BIG dissolving of 3D/4D matrix codes/karmic binds from within going on during this Supermoon and Lion’s Gate portal! Supermoons always illuminate and amplify the matrix frequencies, even as we can also connect to the authentic lunar energies too. You may be feeling a more acute need for rest & self care as alignment with Gaia, the Sun, and Sirius brings in next level 5D codes & supports us to illuminate and clear at deeper levels the 4D matrix, esp from within.

Last night, I felt as if I got ‘dropped’ into the lower 4D grid, a place of quite heaviness, tension, bleakness, despair which I am getting more access to as I go into a few days now of fruit/smoothie fast and toxicities purge out of my body. Not a pleasant place to be, and yet very necessary to journey to for the soul aspects who need the bridging and feeling there….for humanity sometimes as well as a love ambassador.

I had been feeling and holding space for a grief process too brought up by more clarity for myself and us as community around what we are offering with SoulFullHeart, leading to necessary completions and ‘clearing the room’ in some ways. You may be feeling a process of thinking about/feeling others that you’ve had deep relationships with, esp counterparts, coming into your field again. Holding space for any remaining fear, bitterness, charge, attachment…with the parts who may need that bridging to move into deeper stages of letting go.

As I was up with buzzing head (like a sugar/caffeine high) last night, I could feel the density of the collective being pushed up, illuminated, seen, and exposed. This exposure process has been going on for the last 3.5 years and the V narrative seems to be building up as well with more V injuries/deaths happening, bringing more awareness to the darkness humanity is living in. There is also ongoing exposure of the false light in spirituality and how that shows up/is revealed in scandals, abuse revelations, dissolutions, and more.

I was able to digest this lower 4D drop in experience more in my daily bath (with urotherapy) and I could feel my Inner Earth Lemurian Ruma there with me and my Sirian aspect Sela as well.

We were in an ‘in between’ place/dimension where I could be with their higher frequency energies in an easier way for my body and heart.

I felt them offering love, support, hope, and goodness for me and for humanity as well. All my chakras opened UP in response to their energies and I felt my soul consciousness expand again. I felt their reminder that there is ALWAYS light and love there, even in the darkest feeling states. Having both journeyed through collapses of their worlds and resurrections/ascensions of them into higher consciousness states, Inner Earth Lemurians and Sirians are able to transmit the possibility codes of how to navigate through the darkness to emerge into the light of humanity’s ascension.

It’s a powerful time to go inward, to rest, to fast, to ground, to connect to these soul aspects…to upgrade your body vessel so that it can hold and respond to the codes that want to come through. The veils are thin, the access is fluid, and Divine support is there too from these higher dimensional soul aspects too!

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Join us for our next group call exploring the 3D Self and the Inner Protector on Sunday, August 6th with more info here; https://www.facebook.com/events/6627561627302198

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Energy Update: Full Moon Lunar Eclipse 5/5 Gateway Energies Offering Revelation & 5D Codes

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Energy Update: Full Moon Lunar Eclipse 5/5 Gateway energies are coming in strong as we prepare for this transformative eclipse on Friday! As always, lunar eclipses offer a space for revelation of whatever needs to be seen/realized inside and out. Sudden and abrupt changes/insights/clarities/shifts often occur during eclipse passages as well with inception or seeding on the solar eclipse and completion happening on the ‘book end’ of the lunar eclipse.

This lunar eclipse is particularly powerful as it occurring during the 5/5 gateway…..offering a direct bridge to experience and connect to fifth dimensional consciousness states more easily and fluidly. 5/5 is also a portal of transformation and change, amplifying the qualities of eclipses. 5D New Lemuria/New Earth dimensional upgrades offer remembrance frequencies of Unity, Soul family and soul mate/counterpart reunion, integrated and harmonious living, conscious relationships, soul purpose fulfillment, inner peace, joy and Divine connection.

You may be experience a sense of being in the void and the emptiness during phases/stages of this eclipse passage as well. Holding space for the void/clearing and the feelings that come up is a sacred part of the process…especially if you are in a process of letting go of previous identities, relationships, etc. recently catalyzed by these eclipses. Coming out of that void, wanting to fill it in, are the 5D consciousness energies.

This eclipse and 5/5 gateway is a time for intense emotional healing/shadow work, especially to connect to those parts/soul aspects who are being activated by it. There is particularly a lifting of the veil on other lifetimes, which are happening in the quantum field of NOW and not ‘past lives’. You may be experiencing an intensifying bleed through of these lifetimes in conscious states, dream time, and draw to immerse/research them.

These Metasoul brothers/sisters of yours from other lifetime incarnations are waiting for conscious connection with you to offer both soul gift exchanges and karmic healing opportunities…to truly complete and resolve lifetimes of patterns and cycles. The upgrades in consciousness in this resolution process can be quite significant and are some of the reason that we signed up to be here during this Ascension lifetime.

Now is a time to move into deeper embodiment of 5D consciousness on all levels!

It is a powerful time during this eclipse passage to go within and also to join together in soul family community for intentional healing space and recoding/bridging!

Join Raphael and I for a 5/5 Portal Lunar Eclipse Update & Guided Meditation Livestream into our SoulFullHeart private FB group on Friday, May 5th at 5:00pm UK/Portugal – 12pm EDT with more info to join us at https://www.facebook.com/events/269160688788620 and you can join our group here: https://www.facebook.com/groups/sfhportal

And, we will be offering a powerful karmic healing activation/upgrade sacred union transmission to connection with your Metasoul during a group meditation call over zoom on Sunday, May 7th at the same time as above. Info to join us by donation and receive the recording at https://www.facebook.com/events/589925029555352

I am also available for a free intro about transformative 1:1 sessions with me for women…..more info at soulfullheart.org/sessions.

Love,

Jelelle Awen

We are posting less frequently on this blog and more regularly on our FB feeds, IG, and also the blog on our website soulfullheart.org: https://www.soulfullheart.org/blogs

4:4 Portal, Full Moon & Easter Passage Energy Update

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4:4 Energy Update: It is the 4:4 portal today and there is really something so affirming of the bigger picture and yet also grounding into the NOW about 4 energies…as represented by the four seasons and four elements (well, and the fifth of spirit). Four codes can be about following Divine guidance, your intuition/soul wisdom, and then making progress/choices toward that, resolving practical and relationship matters with loving negotiation inside and out.

I also felt there was an invitation with these 4:4 energies to be direct with care, transparent with yourself and others to deepen the sense of trust in your higher heart intuition and Divine guidance as well. Being direct with care is possible as you heal from trauma responses/reactions/projections/triggers that lead to hiding your truth, being indirect, manipulation, passive aggression, keeping secrets, lying, etc. Feeling parts of yourself and soul aspects to heal these grounds allows for transparency inside and out.

4:4 is also about recognizing the patterns and cycles in your life and in your awakening journey…the beginnings, the harvest, the fall/death, and the spring arising again. These energies of transformation are being strongly activated right now…and an invitation to surrender to the cycles of change that lead to profound transmutation at all levels of being. To be in the flow more and more…

4:4 is a recognition of your current home on all levels…in the physical, within your body, in your heart space, connected to your soul, with the Divine, in your relationships. And feeling how you and parts of you feel about the current state of these homes…safe? Restless? Frustrated? Unhealthy? Time for change? Goodness and rest? Groundedness? Uneasiness?

This is also the Easter passage, offering codes of crucifixion/necessary death/letting go that allows for resurrection with Divine forgiveness and trust….as the Magdalenes seeded into the collective consciousness during that lifetime. There is the template there in the soul family monad around how to BE with inevitable change in a way that allows for the deepest personal growth in alignment with the Divine.

And, all of this is amplified by the full pink moon energies….on the leading edge of experience lunar frequencies allow space for feeling, for being, and for digesting. The moon matrix is also amplified during full moons and has been 3D home, so you may feel your body vessel/home going through adjustments too, transformation, unplugging, detox and letting go, esp your womb space or hara for men.

This is a passage to honor whichever phase you may be in right in this moment……WHILE seeing/feeling the bigger picture of your life/purpose/service grounded in the home of your heart and soul.

Much love to you on this 4:4, full moon, and Easter Passage,

Jelelle Awen

There is an illumination being offered of inner sacred unions too, the dynamic between your inner masculine and inner feminine energies….and if they are polarized, in union, in conscious negotiation or playing out unconscious dynamics from parental templating, Matrix conditioning, soul karma and more. This is a key element of deepening the sense of home within. Raphael and I will be exploring inner sacred union with sharings and a guided meditation in our group call on Easter Sunday, April 9th, more info to join by donation at: https://www.facebook.com/events/1224787391742244/ or soulfullheart.org/events

And, Raphael and I wilI be sharing more of our sacred union story tomorrow (part two!) during a livestream into our SoulFullHeart Portal FB group…our story which is filled with life shifts, death/rebirth, and openings too, more info at: https://www.facebook.com/events/142833035175497

We are posting less frequently on this blog and more regularly on our FB feeds, IG, and also the blog on our website soulfullheart.org: https://www.soulfullheart.org/blogs

Energy Update: Total Lunar Eclipse Offers Emotional & Cathartic Release

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Energy Update: Total lunar eclipse energies coming through NOW! We’ve been preparing for the emotional illuminations of this eclipse, the deeply feminine frequencies of it, with a focus on shadow exploration with much coming up and out into more conscious awareness now.

During these ‘blood moon’ eclipses, there is an easing up of the moon matrix to whatever degree the sacred feminine lunar energies have been hijacked in the collective and within our wombs especially. The ‘hijack’ itself is going through shifts and changes right now with ambassadorship possible to the Matrix if there has been enough unplugging in your emotional body, soul fields, and relationships. There are big shifts in the agenda and momentum of the Matrix agendas, even with a peaking in the narratives (more on this soon.)

This ‘freeing up’ of the emotional body during lunar eclipses can bring forward intense emotions, sensations of pressures building and releasing from within, even the sense of ‘break downs’ within yourself or those around you. It can be a roller coaster of the highest highs of Unity Bliss and then some unusual ‘lows’ that haven’t been experienced for awhile.

Along with the ongoing pressure, tensions and relationship challenges/completions caused by the consciousness bifurcation going on the last two years, this may be an intense time for you in relationships. It’s like what has been all right to be in shadow or to be dismissed or diverted is coming up to be dealt with and felt NOW.

These catalytic urgent energies can be a bit crazy making unless you are centered into yourself, feeling the parts/soul aspects who are in the churning and need you, discerning what energies are yours and what are other people’s, reclaiming your boundaries as needed. I find these lunar eclipses to be the most intense leading up to them and during the passage between them…and then there is an exhale and release after they are complete.

Ultimately it is cathartic to express and share (even if it needs to come out messy or tense) rather than to hold it inside and internalize, going into a caretaking or people pleasing mode. It is necessary to be current, to be truthful, to share what your heart and soul discernment is…even risking being rejected, hurting others at times (yet not actually harming/abusing). It is especially necessary during these times of death and rebirth. These eclipse energies assist in that process, inside and out.

The 11:11 codes are waiting right there and already coming in, as I shared about yesterday…offering new beginnings, wake up calls, and next movements, connection to your higher vision. 11:11 codes offer a harvesting of the churning, tilling, and planting that has been going on the last month.

You can view the lunar eclipse here from start to finish…8am to 2pm Portugal/WET/UK time….https://youtu.be/hph8JCS2w3c

Love during this intense eclipse and 11/11 passage!

Jelelle Awen

Join Raphael and I for a 11:11 portal and eclipse energies in our livestream here on FB coming up tomorrow, Wed. November 9th for our weekly SoulFullHeart livestream at 5:00pm WET Portugal/UK/ noon EDT. We will also offer a brief guided meditation to connect to these 11:11 energies. You can join us live here on my FB feed and take in the recording here too. https://www.facebook.com/events/687523919290573

And our monthly group call on Sunday, Nov 13th is focused on connecting to the inner teenager, a part that is often in shadow with much emotional intensity to be processed and soul gifts waiting to be freed up! More info at https://www.facebook.com/events/844061516750636

Here is the recording of a shadow exploration livestream and guided meditation: https://youtu.be/SKZEQbcaIUA

Energy Update: The Powerful Growth Passage From 10:10 to 11:11 to 12:12

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Energy update: I’ve been seeing 11:11 in synchronistic ways a lot lately, especially in the last two weeks….as you may have been too. Our minds can’t always track what these numbers mean, yet the codes they transmit interfaces with our DNA, our light body, our emotional bodies, our soul fields.

1 is of new beginnings, fresh starts, rebirth, and openings. 11:11 is an amplified soul wake UP call, a bridge from your Higher Self to receive what is needed to move into your higher timeline and become your higher timeline self.

The passage through 10:10 to 11:11 to 12:12 is not just about marking linear time….yet what I have experienced and seen in others is actually a three month journey through shadow, through completions, through sometimes sudden deaths and lettings go….even while the NEW is coming in.

10:10 can be uncomfortable in that way, the void is amplified, the transition space, the in-between….here and not there. Illumination CAN be painful, to see what you couldn’t before and life/your Higher Self bringing that mirror in different ways.

11:11 is more activation and sense of the New even as illumination of the ‘old’ is still moving through. Starting to integrate what was seen and felt in the 10:10 portal. Reconciling what was revealed into your heart space, self love and acceptance.

In 12:12 we come into more union, the masculine and feminine, the old and the new are resolving together. Magdalene-Christ Consciousness codes come streaming in to support this. All of this occurring inside of us, from parts of us to each other. And in our relationships as well.

The 11:11 energies we are letting in now also offer bridging to energies that previously brought up fear or resistance. Mostly from within yet also with others. To respond with love, to not defend, yet to have healthy boundary. To say ‘no’ to harm without hate or judgement in your heart. To be connected to your vision and sense of what you REALLY want in your life and speak/act/be from there.

Love to you as we move through this deep passageway of growth and learning and becoming,

Jelelle Awen

Raphael and I will share more about the 11:11 portal and eclipse energies (with my favorite full moon lunar eclipse tomorrow!) in our livestream on my FB feed coming up this Wednesday for our weekly SoulFullHeart livestream at 5:00pm WET Portugal/UK/ noon EDT. We will also offer a brief guided meditation to connect to these 11:11 energies. You can join us live on FB feed and take in the recording there or on our SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube Channel.

More info about 1:1 sessions, group call/events, books/writings and more at soulfullheart.org.

SoulFullHeart Museletter: Oct 8, 2022

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10/10 codes are streaming in!

The featured piece this week, by Jelelle Awen, invites you to feel what these codes mean to you and how/what they are stirring up for you. You’re being invited into your next-level upgrades and clarity too about your truth, about who you are and what you are here to serve, as well as what relationships are most nourishing for you.

There are a few new writings from us this week, including digestions of personal process and invitations for you to feel your own process and journey in some new ways. 

Our next group call led by Raphael and Jelelle will focus on the β€˜homecoming codes’ that we could all feel during our recent gathering and would love to transmit to you as well. This group call will take place on Sunday, Oct 16th, on Zoom, by donation.

Jelelle and Kasha will lead a women’s group call on Sunday, Oct 30th, also on Zoom and by donation. This call will focus on exploring the Shadow Feminine, which is a deep process with many gifts!

If you’d like more information on any of our upcoming group calls, visit soulfullheart.org/events. 

You can find our current Museletter here: https://mailchi.mp/a6148f929563/soulfullheart-museletter-1010-codes-becoming-your-higher-timeline-self-now

If you’d like to subscribe to receive our Museletters and other announcements in your own inbox, you can do so on our website: soulfullheart.org, or you can scroll to the bottom of this issue and click β€œsubscribe”. 

Much love from all of us!

~ the SoulFullHeart Community