Category: Solstices/Eclipses

Energy Update: Full Moon Lunar Eclipse 5/5 Gateway Energies Offering Revelation & 5D Codes

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Energy Update: Full Moon Lunar Eclipse 5/5 Gateway energies are coming in strong as we prepare for this transformative eclipse on Friday! As always, lunar eclipses offer a space for revelation of whatever needs to be seen/realized inside and out. Sudden and abrupt changes/insights/clarities/shifts often occur during eclipse passages as well with inception or seeding on the solar eclipse and completion happening on the ‘book end’ of the lunar eclipse.

This lunar eclipse is particularly powerful as it occurring during the 5/5 gateway…..offering a direct bridge to experience and connect to fifth dimensional consciousness states more easily and fluidly. 5/5 is also a portal of transformation and change, amplifying the qualities of eclipses. 5D New Lemuria/New Earth dimensional upgrades offer remembrance frequencies of Unity, Soul family and soul mate/counterpart reunion, integrated and harmonious living, conscious relationships, soul purpose fulfillment, inner peace, joy and Divine connection.

You may be experience a sense of being in the void and the emptiness during phases/stages of this eclipse passage as well. Holding space for the void/clearing and the feelings that come up is a sacred part of the process…especially if you are in a process of letting go of previous identities, relationships, etc. recently catalyzed by these eclipses. Coming out of that void, wanting to fill it in, are the 5D consciousness energies.

This eclipse and 5/5 gateway is a time for intense emotional healing/shadow work, especially to connect to those parts/soul aspects who are being activated by it. There is particularly a lifting of the veil on other lifetimes, which are happening in the quantum field of NOW and not ‘past lives’. You may be experiencing an intensifying bleed through of these lifetimes in conscious states, dream time, and draw to immerse/research them.

These Metasoul brothers/sisters of yours from other lifetime incarnations are waiting for conscious connection with you to offer both soul gift exchanges and karmic healing opportunities…to truly complete and resolve lifetimes of patterns and cycles. The upgrades in consciousness in this resolution process can be quite significant and are some of the reason that we signed up to be here during this Ascension lifetime.

Now is a time to move into deeper embodiment of 5D consciousness on all levels!

It is a powerful time during this eclipse passage to go within and also to join together in soul family community for intentional healing space and recoding/bridging!

Join Raphael and I for a 5/5 Portal Lunar Eclipse Update & Guided Meditation Livestream into our SoulFullHeart private FB group on Friday, May 5th at 5:00pm UK/Portugal – 12pm EDT with more info to join us at https://www.facebook.com/events/269160688788620 and you can join our group here: https://www.facebook.com/groups/sfhportal

And, we will be offering a powerful karmic healing activation/upgrade sacred union transmission to connection with your Metasoul during a group meditation call over zoom on Sunday, May 7th at the same time as above. Info to join us by donation and receive the recording at https://www.facebook.com/events/589925029555352

I am also available for a free intro about transformative 1:1 sessions with me for women…..more info at soulfullheart.org/sessions.

Love,

Jelelle Awen

We are posting less frequently on this blog and more regularly on our FB feeds, IG, and also the blog on our website soulfullheart.org: https://www.soulfullheart.org/blogs

Solstice Energies Update (Video) | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

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In this video recorded live on December 22nd, SoulFullHeart Teachers Raphael and Jelelle Awen shared about about the solstice energies of reset, reflection, going inward, unification and the 12:12–12:22 passage that we have been going through collectively and individually. We talked in this livestream about what we are noticing as a masculine reset and feminine response to this reset going on during this time.

We talk about our experiences of this in sacred union together and personally as well and how our SoulFullHeart healing process responds to this. We also share about the holiday season overall and the often intense programming to do, be frenetic, be social, etc.

Jelelle shares more about the masculine reset going on during this solstice here; https://www.soulfullheart.org/post/so…

From 12/22-12/31, we are offering as a gift a free PDF of Jelelle’s latest book, Free To Be 5D. Send us your email at soulfullhearts@gmail.com and we will send it it you.

Information about upcoming group calls is at https://www.soulfullheart.org/events

Raphael and Jelelle offer a weekly SoulFullHeart livestream on Facebook every Wednesday at 5:00pm Lisbon/London time/12pm EDT, which will then be shared here on our SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube channel the next day. During the livestream, we will respond to your questions/comments, plus offer a teaching and personal sharings. We will explore different topics every week related to awakening and Ascension from the SoulFullHeart perspective. You can join us live on Jelelle’s feed to ask questions and leave comments.

You can read comments that happened during on the livestream on Jelelle’s facebook feed: https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen

For more information about the SoulFullHeart quantum healing process, Jelelle Awen’s latest book Free To Be 5D, videos, and group call events, visit https://www.soulfullheart.org.

For more information about a free intro call to find out more about 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions

Solstice Passage Offering Divine Reset For The Masculine

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By Jelelle Awen

Moving into the solstice passage…shortest days of the year or longest depending on hemisphere. It’s like every moment is stretched out, one way or other. And, the quiet is inviting you inward mostly…to sort, to reconcile, to reflect, to come to terms in your own way with the now and the last year and the new year coming up. Just a lot of tiredness and need for rest right now too!

I’ve been sharing about a masculine reset going on during this passage of 12:12 through 12:22. These ten days have brought us through the powerful unity code activations of 12:12 into an inner masculine (and outer) reset and feminine response to that reset.

The masculine reset has to do with the masculine truly turning to the Divine as the source of surrender, sense of worth and adequacy, dropping need to prove or achieve, and receiving Divine love into his deepest essence AS a reflection of essence. The Divine Feminine/Mother is especially inviting him to drop into the lap of Her love and Her grace directly.

I’m seeing in sessions and in my own relationship how the masculine is ready for this transition to let go of the false gods that have been programmed/conditioned in 3D, the wounded mother/son/daughter relationship and in the False Light Matrix, ready to let go of looking outward or even ego hijacks to try to become a God and then abuse, control others from this place. Ready to not be distracted by the doing of things that aren’t meaningful and align all his purpose and energy and alchemy to becoming the very embodiment of sacred masculine meaning and soul purpose alignment.

And, the feminine invited to be in response to him in all this shift. In response means letting go of control and also of being the ‘stand in’ or proxy or template for the Divine. There can be soul contracts/agreements around this to dissolve, especially in soul mate bonds and even within your own soul. The feminine bridges to the spiritual, brings spirit to the ‘matter of Masculine’. Yet, also, she needs to know when to allow the masculine to come into his own Divine union and when she herself needs this shift to happen.

This dynamic shift is happening inward, within our sacred unions between our inner masculine and inner feminine, and also in relationships. The masculine needs to upgrade to embody more spirit for the relationship to come into balance as the anchor to matter shifts from 3D to 4D to 5D. Matter is becoming less dense as Ascension goes on, as even we as a collective have been shifted out of the 3D ‘mainstream reality’ into the sorting out grounds of lower 4D since the C narrative began two years ago.

The masculine can get fixated on the past and what he could have fixed or how he failed. He is being invited to reconcile that past, feel the parts of him that need Divine love, and offer them to come into the present now where forgiveness is always readily available. In his need to be needed, he can loop in not being good enough for too long.

The recent solar flare activity contains sparks from the Divine for the masculine to receive. Ultraviolet codes from the Great Cosmic Sun source. And Yeshua/Christ is available now as an ascended teacher, dso readily now with these thin veils of solstice/christ-mas energies. Dialogues and channeling with him for the masculine provides a template of a sacred masculine who honors/supports the feminine while also having his own embodiment of Divine energies.

Solstice invites more balance of these masculine/feminine energies within us and in relationship. Here is a guided meditation to connect to your inner sacred union: https://youtu.be/YVgEANrF6J4

We are going now as a community into a two day group healing space together to also connect to the Solstice energies. Raphael and I are going to offer our weekly livestream here on FB on Thursday, December 22nd at 5:00pm GMT, instead of Wednesday this week. We’ll talk about the solstice energies and what we are noticing about them.

Love to you during this rebalancing and reset time,

Jelelle Awen

Info about free intros/1:1 sessions, group call events, blog/books at soulfullheart.org

Energy Update: Travelling Through The Dimensional Tunnel & Anchoring In A Higher Frequency

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We have been immersed in the matrix reality for a long time, for all this life and others too. We have inhaled, ingested, eaten up and lived in and for 3D matrix entertainment, food, music, school, jobs, relationships, families, geographies. The recent eclipse passage really highlighted that and brought it up and out even more, helping it peak for us to see, feel, heal and let go of, organically.

The subsequent 11/11 Portal that we are still riding the waves of, brought in and out Divine connection and support to balance out the matrix peaking, bringing with it waves of goodness, Love and an illumination of your bigness, worth and courage. It is a confirmation of everything you have held, felt, said no to and moved into. A presentation, recognition and validation of all the choices you have made that brought you to where you are today and really letting in that courage it took to make these choices and to let in the internal and external goodness they brought.

It is illuminating your bigness and inviting you to see it, feel it, trust it, claim it, own it. It is highlighting your journey this life (and others), your inner process and healing and inviting you to feel into it for yourself and really feel and acknowledge how far you have come and the qualities you are embodying now that used to be desirable for you and you set out to ‚achieve‘ all those years ago.

Our entire being is upgraded at the moment, travelling through a dimensional tunnel, from one dimension/frequency/reality to a higher one. This is affecting the physical, emotional, energetic and spiritual body.

It can be accompanied by feelings of dizziness/lightheadedness and a clearing of a fogginess but can also push up and flush out detox reactions like headaches/migraines, nausea and other physical pains and unease.

On an emotional level, it can bring up and out old ways of relating to things, relationships, money, careers and yourself. This is where I feel the main focus is on at the moment, the self and our relationship to ourselves, invited by the current energies.

Spiritually, previously thick and tight veils are lifting which can even be felt viscerally while they dissolve, matrix plugs and chakra coils are loosening and falling out, consciousness caps are coming off, slowly being felt through and opening out new vistas of seeing, feeling and understanding the world.

Energetically, you might feel an aversion/sensitivity to any kind of 3D/mainstream energies, situations, foods and entertainment.

Current energies are also inviting us to feel important questions for ourselves – How do we see ourselves? What does the esteem of ourselves look and feel like? How do we relate to our shadow? And even more interestingly, how do we relate to our light, our bigness, our purpose? Are we ready to claim it and move on and up in life with our bigness of heart and soul, our connection to the Divine and our self-worth as basis for it? Can we allow our bigness to come into the space, lean into it and lead the way for us?

We can bridge to the parts and aspects of us that can‘t quite claim and let in that bigness yet and perhaps even feel a loyalty to the smallness, the struggles, old ways of seeing themselves and you/others/the world, old ways of relating and being in life. To these parts, an upgrade like that can be really jarring, life-threatening and so they resist it. But with Love and care and through choosing and feeling them, and with Divine support, they can come with you, into their own higher individual expression and anchor in a new reality as well. A reality of possibilities, support, safety, love, self-worth and purpose.

It is the death of 3D consciousness, represented and broadcast by our 3D Selves and the 3D/lower 4D matrix. It is an awakening to yourself and rebirth as a Divine Being with purpose, which all of your struggles, questions, intuitions, (self-) doubts, your journey and process are a part of and essential to it.

There are many souls who are choosing a physical body death at this time as well as it is a mercy to their consciousness expression/bandwidth.

I, along with my parts and aspects, went throught the dimensional tunnel myself yesterday morning in meditation/check-in which I could feel as a visceral journey through it. Coming out the other side, I felt anchored in trust and Divine connection and lingering doubts and fears had disappeared.

Through that, I was able to connect to my 3D Self this morning in a much clearer way as there was a very palpable differentiation between her and I and I could really be there for her, talk with her, feel her and offer reflections and guidance. She had been anchored in a sort of matrix desert/void as she had been holding space for so many strong/intense lower 4D parts and aspects over the years and through that got anchored in that dimensioin as well.

Through broadcasting my heart, my love for her and Divine Mother’s Love, the fog/amnesia/spell/veil around her head that caused her to feel very far away from me and like she couldn’t reach me, even though she could hear me from afar, dissolved and she could feel me and my heart and move into it. From that place, any kind of digestion that is needed, can happen in a transmutative, safe and effective way.

Another aspect of the current energies seems to be that if you have been and are really digging deep into your shadow, are not afraid of it and don‘t ignore it, but tend to it with patience, care, curiosity and boundaries, now is the time where the Divine will just scoop you up as a result of that too and claim you and not let you go back into your smallness, if that is your intention and desire. It is helping you anchor in a higher consciousness, from which you then can venture out into the shadow, but at the end of the day, come back to that home base of Divine connection and garden within you.

While my parts had been more anchored in lower 4D frequencies over the course of my process, I can now feel a re-anchoring in and reclaiming of the Divine connection and garden within me. I can feel a ready-ing for soul purpose that even has different expressions, feels like. One expression feels to be a Galactic ambassadorship to different kinds of species and races, like the inventors/creators of the blueprint for the false med narrative/agenda, amongst others. Along with the matrix ambassadorship that arose organically in my process over the years.

I‘m also feeling a re-balancing for myself of light and darkness within, like scales that are bouncing up and down and eventually coming together in the middle. It is an in and out of the old consciousness and constant claim of my Divine connection and nature. There‘s still a bit of a power struggle/grab going on inside by aspects who want to keep me safe by keeping me small and in doubt/fog which in turn calls for more Divine connection to keep having a bigger energy in the room that is humbling to these aspects.

Love,

Bey Magdalene

I offer 1:1 sessions with women in German and English.

Raphael and Jelelle held a livestream on Facebook the other day about what‘s currently moving in the world in regards to the false med narrative and how we digest it in the SoulFullHeart community:

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*** Bey Magdalene is a SoulFullHeart Apprentice Facilitator and Community Member. She offers sessions in German and English. For more information on community, videos, group calls, and 1:1 sessions with a SoulFullHeart Facilitator, visit soulfullheart.org.

Equinox Codes: These Moments Of Enlightening Mind, Enlovening Heart & Awakening Soul

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By Jelelle Awen

Blessings to you during this Equinox portal! Solar winds are coming in, higher energies that are offering more coming into balance as what is off balance is seen, felt, and healed. Embodying your higher timeline is the experience of balance on the inside & out as you experience more and more moments AS these higher energies.

In these awakening moments, your heart opens and whatever IS in that moment…it IS enough. More than enough. It is overwhelming actually, when its true essence is seen and felt by your heart. The love already in your life through what your soul has so bravely chosen is overwhelming when let in more deeply.

You could spend the rest of this life letting in more deeply what you already have and already ARE in your Divine essence and still have more to let in.

In these moments, the filter raises and the essence of everything arises and dissipates. It is no longer whatever ‘name’ and ‘label’ it has been given, yet, rather magic in the form of energy.

Nothing is ordinary or flat or common. Nothing is solid and static. It is all alive, pulsating, and constantly shifting. It is not actually the fear and dense energies to which it might temporarily cling, but always sourced in and returning to love.

In these moments, the identities lift and the names, occupations, stories dissolve too. You are free then to BE beyond the labels, judgements, and boxes of five sense reality filtering. You have shed the false skins of your 3D conditioning. In these moments, you are bare flesh experiencing bare reality.

These moments of enlightening mind, enlovening heart, and awakening soul are the reason for your incarnation here during this era of great Ascension.

These moments are a motivation and reminder of WHY you go into your own shadows to reveal the gifts they hide; why you go through death and rebirth and letting go of what no longer serves your expression as love.

Your enlightening mind is expanding beyond all it has been taught, conditioned in, and learned. You are seeking out resources to continue the re-education, the remembering of soul knowledge that goes much beyond the logical and rational boxes you may have previously felt trapped in.

Your enlovening heart is opening beyond the barriers and protections that it has needed in order to be around other defended hearts. You are increasingly choosing intimacy….with yourself, with others in relationships that allow an open hearted love flow based on compassion, respect….bonding but not binding, freedom.

Your awakening soul is spreading its angelic wings, unfurling beyond the limits of 3D reality. You are remembering you have stardust in your DNA and angels as ancestors and aspects too.

Your multidimensional soul can live in your highest timeline even as it is fully present to your now.

These moments provide the juice and motivation to keep going, keep awakening, keep opening, and keep feeling. As you align your life more and more to your Divine service of love purpose here, so you experience these moments more and more AS your life and yourself as the Infinite Love in human form that you ARE.
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This writing was inspired by re-reading my book, Keep Waking Up! to see if I might want to make it into an audio book. It is about awakening journeys I experienced (kundalini, non-dual, Archon/Matrix reality, star BEings, travels to Avalon and Golden Earth/New Earth/5D, etc.) during an intense initiatory phase in 2015 while living on a remote, off-grid ranch in Mexico. I am reminded reading it how these experiences greatly inspired me and form a basis for all of my current writings and teachings.

You can get links to purchase Keep Waking Up! in print/ebook/PDF versions and my other books, including the most recent one Free To Be 5D which is also available as an audio book on audible in addition to other forms, at soulfullheart.org/books.

Love to your enlightening mind, your enlovening heart and your awakening soul from mine!

Jelelle Awen

Solstice 2022 & Crop Circle Update: Full Body/Ascension Chakra Activations

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By Jelelle Awen

Solstice Energy Update: Blessings to you on Solstice, celebrating both the first day of summer and the longest day/shortest night of the year in the Northern Hemisphere! There is always something magical about the summer solstice as all of the sunlight/photonic light codes flood into us on this day.

And for those of you in the southern hemisphere, there is the beginning of winter and the shortest day of the year to usher in a phase of more self reflection, going inward, and grounding from within.

When I connected to the solstice energies in meditation today, I was taken to the Stonehenge circle in the UK at sunrise to join the souls gathering there in the Now. You can join in this gathering at ANY time and don’t need to go in the physical, which offers an even more pure experience of the energies to experience it etherically. We drove by Stonehenge many times when we lived in the UK last year and even from the freeway, you can feel the transmissions from it.

This Solstice has an energy of WIDE, OPEN skies seeming to represent the great awakening of expanded consciousness going on for so many souls. This great awakening has had many dark night moments along with intense soul activations; contentions and polarizations within and with others to feel and heal as separations open out into powerful reunions.

I could see streams of light from the Great Cosmic Sun anchoring into the stones, which always appear as an intact circle when connected to in a higher dimension as they still are there. The streams of light are then anchored into Inner Earth (for which there is a strong portal at Stonehenge). The Inner Earth Lemurians receive these streams of light codes and ground them into the heart of Gaia, who beams them out for ALL souls/beings/animals on Gaia to experience.

All souls connected to this Stonehenge portal today are able to receive these light activations that offer a full body, auric/Ascension Chakra/DNA activation. This is a reminder of both our galactic/cosmic/higher dimensional essence AND our Lemurian/Inner Earth roots as well.

As we receive these codes, our hearts expand open, our souls’ veils of amnesia lift and we move into MORE remembering of our bigness, our light, our Divine essence. There is also a unification frequency to these Solstice codes as we come into soul family community and twin/pair bond reunion.

The recent (and now rare) crop circle that appeared on June 19th above the White Horse at Hackpen Hill, Wiltshire, UK (a favored spot) also feels connected to the Solstice energies. There is a sense of movement with this formation and also of opening cycles even as they are closing as well.

What do you feel/sense with one?

Here is the video footage of it: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HyVhkeJY8A4&t=54s

As you connect to the Solstice energies in whatever ways you are guided to, allow your whole being to receive them….letting in the love that is available as a reminder of the Divine love that YOU ARE.

Love,

Jelelle Awen

All images are taken by Nick Bull’s Stonehenge dronescapes.

For more information about 1:1 sessions, group call events, online community portal and books/writings, visit soulfullheart.org.

Energy Update: Lunar Eclipse Energies Offer Sacred Feminine Activations (Link To View Online)

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By Jelelle Awen

Blood Supermoon total lunar eclipse energies coming in! As I’ve said before, these are my favorite type of eclipses for the sacred feminine activations they offer. Plus the opportunity for relief from the hijacked Moon Matrix transmission so we can take in Luna’s true planetary consciousness that once existed unfiltered in our skies in the Lemurian age.

There have been intense energies entering the eclipse window already and over the last 24 hours! I especially feel the clearings happening on my physical and energectic levels as I tune into bringing in more prana during this ongoing juice/now water only fast….with an experience of some discomfort in my body yesterday opening out into bliss in the same day!

Connection with our guides, Divine Self, galactics is always thin during an eclipse and they are def. here to support us. All our clairs are activating too and messages/visions/inspired thoughts/clarities/emotional breakthroughs can come through.

I find that watching the live transmission can be very activating, esp with meditative music. It is a LONG eclipse lasting over five hours, so any portion of it is good to catch with the full eclipse lasting almost 90 minutes! You can watch a livestream of the entire eclipse here: https://youtu.be/MII89TZ63NE

That same feed has a great listing on their web page of start, peak, and end times for the eclipse in all the different timezones, yet in general starts at 3:00am here in Portugal/London; 10pm EDT; 7:00pm PDT. You may be able to view it yourself as well in certain parts of the world if the skies are clear.

Also, I hope you can join Raphael and me at 5pm London time/12:00pm EDT/9:00am PDT for a livestream on FB at https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen where we will feel into these eclipse energies and how you may be experiencing them on physical/emotional/soul/energy levels. We will offer a brief guided meditation as well to help with digestion and integration of them. You can watch us live or catch the recording.

Happy eclipse day! This is a good one to go inward, reflect, feel what you are wanting/desiring for your future and tap into your sacred feminine depths (for both women and men.)

How are you experiencing these eclipse energies so far?

love,

Jelelle Awen

More info about 1:1 sessions, online community SoulFullHeart Portal, books/writings, at soulfullheart.org.

Energy Update: Blood Supermoon Eclipse Window Offering Opportunities For Integration

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By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: There is a DEEP integration happening during this eclipse window, this space between the two eclipses with the second happening on Sunday. This is my most favorite of eclipses where the big old full moon (hijacked feminine) enters Gaia’s shadow (sacred feminine) in totality and for a long time…a blood supermoon total lunar eclipse that is going to be 84 minutes long. The hijacked lunar energies get to slip into Gaia’s sacred feminine shadow and ‘bleed out’ what is needed. I’ve also felt that these eclipses provide a space from the moon matrix frequencies broadcast for a little while to allow more soul integration.

It’s been two years since the last one, which is an interesting marker as well…a connection to what/where/who you were two years ago. There are resources online to watch it live or take in the recording which I highly recommend with your favorite meditation music.

Raphael and I are going to offer a livestream on FB to connect to these Supermoon eclipse energies and a guided meditation/transmission as well at 5:00pm GMT (london)/12:00pm EDT/9:00am PDT. You can catch us live to ask questions/leave comments or watch the recording later. https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen

The integration process occurring is the response to ALL that was pushed up and activated during the last few weeks of powerful solar activations, planetary alignment, the solar eclipse, and the 5/5 gateway. These were energies that everyone (us sensitives anyway) seemed to be feeling, especially on the physical and emotional body levels.

Many were experiencing physical purges and clearings with head aches, body pains, indigestion, massive fatigue/sleepiness, brain fog, and more. And on the emotional body level I experienced (and others too) that the reaction/response cycle was greatly accelerating. Reactions would come up in myself and what I could witness in others as intense, peaking, charged and deep. Reactions that may not have happened even in quite a while.

Yet the response to those reactions was immediate, loving, deep, and nourishing so that the reaction could land in a place of love and awareness. For me, that is in a specific way of feeling the part/soul aspect who MOST needs me in that moment and is actually having the reaction. Rather than relating as just an “I” experiencing everything (which is SUCH a soup and so hard to sort out), I have for many years now seen and felt that so often it is either a part of myself (esp the 3D self/ego structure) or a soul aspect from another lifetime that is having the reaction.

Just in the last couple of weeks alone, I connected to my 3D self/Birth named part named Jillian around renewed service and some trauma from the past; a new inner mother part named Hera about aging with grace rather than fighting it; and my priestess aspect Lorna around going into deeper collaboration/union with Raphael. I shared about some of these experiences on my feed. Each of these processes was about moving into a deep feeling space with each of them as needed, bringing in Divine Mother and my primary guide/Divine self Anna, and experiencing a transmutation through that in which the heavy despair/pain/trauma is gone.

This eclipse window is offering the opportunity to experience the integration of responding to the reactions in this loving and pin-pointed way to the energies that ACTUALLY need them most. The integration has an elated feeling to it, a renewed passion, clarity about next steps, soul purpose reactivation.

Something heavy and deep is lifted and your heart is freed up. Your soul is freed up. Life and love can enter and flood your field in new ways.

I feel a renewed honor in holding space for others to discover just how specific their reactions/suffering loops etc. can be and how to BE and FEEL the parts/aspects that are having them. It is in the vagueness of the ‘fusion’ to these reactions were there can be a lot of stuckness, a thicker veil, feelings of looping, and hitting a ceiling.

This is a powerful opportunity for healing during and after the eclipse window. I keep seeing some souls in my field that are ‘waiting’ for the right timing to meet with me and perhaps it is now. I have some openings for those women drawn to meet with me for a free intro or who just want to dive in for a 1:1 session for 90 minutes for $77 USD. More info at soulfullheart.org/sessions and you can PM/DM me as well.

Wherever you are at in your activation/integration process, the celestial bodies are supporting it. And Divine love too!

Love,

Jelelle Awen

I also highly recommend taking in whichever of our 31 Deepen 2022 videos you are drawn to with teachings and guided meditation: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FZWeBviA18Y…

“Come As You Are” This Solstice/Holiday Season

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by Kasha Rokshana

Deep beneath the Matrix-fuelled busyness, expenses, and stresses of the ‘holiday season’, lay the pure energies of this time of year; un-hijacked and sprouting up from underneath what feels like frozen ground at times. These energies can be difficult to access, as this ground is the rather hardened layer of social/familial obligations that no longer arise for you in joy, but arise instead in tension and frustration. 

It’s a confusing time of year in that way, isn’t it? So many inner buttons are being pressed, some of which you can track and others which you can’t because they have so long simply been ‘tolerated’ or buried. The parts of you that want to scream, others that want to cry, and still others who want to be numb, are all being pushed on and perhaps this year, with the intensity of our different realities and consciousnesses surfacing in ways that can’t be ignored or put aside any longer, it’s all feeling much, much worse. 

Yet, there’s also the purity of the inner child’s joy that feels the Christ/Magdalene frequencies of this time and wants to jump into that love pool more than anything. There’s the deep love of the Divine that lives in your soul, and the desire to align ever-deeper with that love, to truly live from it, that also can become inspired to surface this time of year, when the ‘permission’ to be more joyful can come through and reach you, however it can. 

My own inner child (who has a Christmas Elf side!) has had a mixed experience of Christmas and the holidays, even in her enthusiasm for them. This time of year has been more challenging for her and many other energies within me too as things keep ramping up in the outer world and it’s all just so sad and hard to feel. It’s also been challenging as this year my personal income has been tighter and thus I can’t shower my beloveds with many bought gifts. This has been surprisingly hard as gift-giving has been a deep love language for parts of me, yet it’s been of course a huge out-breath to remember that with my beloveds and my mate, Gabriel, physical gifts have only ever been one small way to show our love for each other and generosity towards each other too. 

So while the physical gifts have had to be let go of in some ways this year (though not totally), I actually feel the deeper gift of our shared resonance and love flow which have been so much more nourishing and fulfilling than any ‘bought gift’ could possibly be… also, I feel how much I’m letting in that the man I’ve had many rounds of relationship with and who I’m in love with yet again though now in an even deeper way, is at my side. If I could give this gift to everyone in the world… that would be more satisfying than buying anything at all.

Of all the many messages we can receive this Solstice and holiday season, perhaps the most consistent one is the invitation to ‘come as you are’ as you reach inside of you and move your heart and soul back into the room of your own innate Divine connection, for its never about adornments, baubles or tokens, but always about love flow and choosing love over anything else. This is what I think of when I hear the song ‘Little Drummer Boy’’, for he had no ‘gifts’ to bring, but he brought his song, played on his precious drum, and somehow that brought him closer in frequency to the Divine child before (and within) him. He expressed his love, honoured his resonance, and showed up in the only way he knew how. How precious this invitation is for us all!

Sending you lots of love this Solstice and holiday season. May Divine love surround and move through you, even in ways that surprise you!

Love,

Kasha

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc.

Energy Update: Solar Eclipse & Passage Offers Light Body Upgrades and Inner Sacred Union Reconciliation

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By Jelelle Awen

This has been a transformational passage we’ve been in between the lunar eclipse two weeks ago and the total solar eclipse tomorrow as eclipse passages ALWAYS are! The churny and intense, sometimes uncomfortable and painful, energies of the lunar eclipse offered a pause/unplugging from the Matrix that worked at clearing out our wombs/haras/power centers. Clarities about our soul purpose, what to let go of in our lives that would serve them, and what possible next steps to take arose during this cycle.

As I’ve been connecting with the solar codes during the last couple of days of blessed winter sunshine, I’m experiencing them as more supportive, empowering, and overall easier to integrate and BE with. These sacred masculine codes offer important activations that allow you to take the next steps/make choices toward your higher timeline, perhaps revealed to you during the 11:11 portal.

The solar energies can’t be and have never been hijacked. The purity of the higher consciousness frequencies that stream in from our Physical Sun to the Cosmic/Quantum Great Central Sun and then into our Personal Sun/Stellar Gateway chakra (about two feet above our crown chakra) are undiluted, potent, and raw.

This is powerful FOOD for our soul, reminding us of our connection to the Divine, the TRUE Source of ALL life. As we receive this solar food, you may need less physical food in order to more deeply let it in. You may be finding that your appetite is just falling away and foods you previously wanted are falling away and a craving for more whole, real, pure plants/fruits is coming in. You may be feeling guided towards transitioning to vegetarian/vegan if you haven’t already as the killing frequencies are less tolerable to your system now.

I’ve been liquid fasting for the last week and I feel my consciousness rise as my cells empty out of any toxicities they’ve taken in during the last year of eating solid food (and some processed foods) to make more room for the good love food. I’ve done extended fasts before, up to 30 days last year, yet this current one has had the most ease to it and the most grace in terms of feeling into each moment what my body truly wants as nourishment. Supported by the beautiful nature, stillness, Mother Mary codes here in the mountains in Central Portugal, by my beloved community, by increasing service/sessions with beautiful souls, and deeply, so deeply, held by the Divine….I am finding that ANY hungers are quickly, readily answered by love.

There aren’t any feelings of deprivation or missing anything or not being allowed to have something. There is a deeper sense of infinite abundance being available to be ‘fed’ from whenever I want to access and digest it. This is supported by a few hours a day of doing yoga, deep pranayama/breathing, meditation/drop in with aspects/parts, prayer with the Divine.

I’ve mentioned before that I have been guided to eventually transition this life to living on love/prana/light and off physical food. I’ve remembered and connected in my Metasoul to soul aspects who lived like this for many years in bliss and ease. There have also been other aspects who died of starvation so this has been important to feel and heal as well. This feels like another phase of that transition to living on light for which I get to experience an alternative to the plugged in/programmed in way we have been enslaved by meal cycles, manufactured food buying/preparing, and all that.

Whatever phase you are in your transition to the embodiment of your Divine Self, the solar eclipse offers an opportunity to receive whatever you need in the Now. Your inner masculine may especially want/need support to take next steps, be felt in their stress and their overprotection, relieve any tensions, answer any distrust. Our inner sacred unions are being illuminated with this eclipse passage as the false feminine hijack (which we call the “Ursula Consciousness”) heals to reveal the sacred feminine. The sacred masculine is roused by her arising, wanting to show up for her, claim her, and care for her. The polarities within you come up as you feel what has been more scared relating than sacred between these energies within.

This is a guided meditation to connect with your inner masculine/feminine:

Here is also a guided meditation that I did last summer during the solstice solar eclipse in which I talk more about transitioning to living on prana/light (I was undergoing an extended fast at the time of filming this video) and a bridge to the solstice eclipse energies, which could even be helpful in this now:

How are you experiencing this eclipse passage?

Much LOVE to you during this eclipse passage and wishes for you to receive ALL that you most need in the form of the deepest heart and soul nourishment,Jelelle AwenDo reach out if you would like a bridge to whatever in your emotional body/souls wants to connect with you! Info about 1:1 sessions with me & other facilitators, writings/books, group call events (including one on 12:12) and more about soulfullheart.org.