SoulFullHeart Weekly Museletter: Solstice/Eclipse/’Father’s Day’ Sacred Masculine Codes Illuminating Shadow Masculine

Whew! Well, we made it through that portal! This week in the SoulFullHeart Museletter there was a lot of digestion about this weekend’s Solstice and Ring Of Fire Eclipse.  You can read it here

Featured this week is a piece from Kalayna Solais. In it, she talks about how the eclipse and Solstice brought in sacred masculine codes that can highlight the shadow masculine: 

As Divine Father/Masculine energies come through, you’ll feel illuminations of your own shadow masculine expressions in this life and others. You’ll likely feel the grab at old relationships to others, to soul purpose work as well that your masculine has needed for a sense of ‘worth’ in the world. You’ll feel the outrage of your masculine and even masculinized ‘warrior feminine’ coming forward in some cases, wanting to set fire to everything in your life and to the 3D systems still collapsing.

Related to the Solstice/Eclipse is a video by Jelelle Awen who talks about her take on the Ascension energies during this portal as well as a meditation to connect with the codes that are meant to activate and illuminate any messages for you at this time. 

The last ‘Free To Be 2’ group call is this Wednesday, June 24th @ 10am PDT. The last call of this series will focus on moving from Warrior to 5D Love Ambassador. Moving from warrior/activist/rebellion leader frequencies to an Ambassador of Love is an aspect of what is being offered as a deeper embodiment during this transition to New Earth. The guided meditation will connect you to the part of you that most needs you to help them move out of these warrior energies and into an Ambassador of Love frequency.

You can offer a donation at any time and receive the recordings and also the link to attend any of the future calls live if you can or want to. More information at https://www.soulfullheart.org/freetobe2 

In this week’s edition of our Museletter, there is information on Jelelle’s upcoming call on July 5th for women about healing the mother wound to let in Divine Mother. There are many new articles and audio blogs from SoulFullHeart Facilitators/teachers Raphael and Jelelle Awen, as well as SoulFullHeart Facilitator Kalayna Solais and Gabriel Heartman. Check out our ‘Quotes of The Week’ section for some quote cards you can save and share! If you can, please do tag us whenever possible.

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Solstice Eclipse Energy Update & Guided Meditation | Jelelle Awen

Solstice Eclipse Energy Update and Guided Meditation W/Jelelle Awen

Blessings during this powerful SOULstice and SOULar eclipse passage of June 19-22nd, 2020! I felt guided to offer this video today providing some teachings around what I am noticing is occurring during this passage on collective and personal levels for all of the bodies (emotional, spiritual, energetic, physical, mental). I talk about how as the narratives in 3D continue to clash and wounded masculine is disclosed, this is an intense frequency to be in for sensitive and awakening souls, perhaps amplified by this current passage too.

I also provide a guided meditation to clear your chakras and cells with violet light, and a journey/bridge to Stonehenge to experience the SOULstice and the Eclipse in the Quantum Field of Now where it is ongoingly occurring with your inner masculine. We tune into the energies during this meditation inside of the stone circle at Stonehenge and bridge to the hope and new possibility frequencies of the SOULstice. Then, the energies of the annular SOULar eclipse offer a ring of fire or light that temporary obscures the light of the sun with the near dominance of the moon’s shadow. We bring in your inner masculine to receive these energies in whatever ways/means are necessary for them.

The eclipse seems to be offering an illumination of the wounded masculine within and in our collective especially. This is a temporary illumination as the light moves back into beaming and broadcasting again. I could feel how these energies could create an uneasy feeling to experience them together in this current conjunction, along with a New Moon. Deeper feelings of unworthiness may be coming up as well, especially for the inner masculine around receiving and moving into the higher timeline.

Physical pain, especially in the head/neck area, and stomach digestion issues could also come up as these energies move into the cells and push up cellular memory of wounded masculine experiences. I talk about my recent initiation into deeper transition to living on more prana/light/Divine love which has facilitated more letting in of the higher frequency codes as a preparation for this SOULstice eclipse.

I so hope this assists with the integration, digestion, and letting in of whichever energies most serve you in this New Earth transition from 3D warrior to 5D love ambassador. I could feel much Divine love and even Star Family holding with humanity as we go through our temporary Dark Night to emerge into our Light Day of Sacred Human expression.

Join us this Wednesday for a group call meditation and teachings around the transition from Warrior to 5D Ambassador at 10:00am PDT by offering a donation or receive the recording. More info at https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/freetobe2

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Energy Update: Eclipses, Solstice, and Gaia Waves Provide Unity During 3D/4D Polarity Passage

By Jelelle Awen

In a way, there is so much going on with the energies, on collective levels especially, that it is interesting to sum it all up in one energy update. Yet, I feel the support to try from an elevated perspective above the fray and intensity going on at 3D/4D levels right now, just to get some ‘air’ above it. Moving into a 5D perspective, we can witness without judgement, feel compassion for ALL involved, and connect to a Divine trust and surrender around it all.

Let’s go to the orbit of Gaia, shall we? From there, we can look down at our big blue beautiful planet and feel surrounded by stars, the Moon, the vastness of space. Its infinite nature reminds us of OUR infinite nature. There are many lightships in the orbit of Gaia that have been there through these recent global awakening events and long before that. Can you see them with your third eye? Or sense them there?

These are friendly skies with ships from the Pleiades, Arcturus, Andromeda, and more. They’ve been reminding us of their presence lately with a series of crop circle formations with messages of Unity, completion, moving in flow, and more. I share about each of the formations here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/category/ascension/crop-circles/

There is quite a lot of energy beaming from these ships; energies that are supportive, higher frequency, and meant to aid in our awakening. These energies are received within our bodies, energy fields, and minds as we are ready for them. We can receive them into our 12 Ascension Chakras as well. These are the main seven, plus the Stellar Gateway, the Soul Star, the Causal, the earth chakra, and I felt one above the Stellar Gateway this morning, calling it the Higher Self/I AM Chakra for now.

These galactic energies make ‘contact’ with us in dreams, in meditation, in visions, in synchronicities and sometimes in the physical. These energies are the codes to awaken our sleepy DNA, activate our glands to only life sustaining frequencies, support our light bodies to transition, heal our emotional bodies from traumas, and more.

As you connect to these energies in a personal way through your inner Star Seed as a bridge to your Star Family, you receive these activations and upgrades directly into your BEing. This personal way allows you to feel whatever blocks of fear, abduction programs, resistances due to 3D conditioning exist inside parts of you and in your soul aspects as well. This allows for more open access and integration into your body, the densest aspect of your BEing.

The cosmic energies, such as the ones offered in the upcoming eclipses and Solstice, are meant to be received in a personal way, as well as being collective activations too. Eclipses and Solstices/Equinoxes are Unity Consciousness events, sparking our soul’s lineage. They offer moments that unite rather than divide. There is so much division, contention, and polarity peaking right now in the 3D/4D narrative timelines as the Matrix collapses that these cosmic events can help to remind us of the ultimate reality of our essence as One.

Recent Schumann/Gaia resonance waves have been moving through the last few days to reflect ongoing planetary and humanity consciousness shifts. You may feel these waves (along with the energies leading up to the upcoming Solar Eclipse on June 20 and the Solstice on June 21) within your body and auric field. Deeper levels of meditation, eating light/more on prana, being in JOY with those you love, serving love as your passion expression, connecting in nature can all be supportive during this time.

There can be quite a lot of reaction coming up in the emotional body to all these events (both cosmic and in 3D/4D), yet it can be helpful to feel into what is actually yours and to land back in your own consciousness and heart space. It may feel like a messy time, even a frustrating time for parts of you as polarity is revealed, yet MASS awakening is happening….at whatever level and means for each soul.

Awakening looks and feels different for every soul, as uniquely orchestrated by each of us and our soul family before incarnation. We follow on the soul level a special ‘recipe’ of events, experiences, and circumstances to move the soul from asleep to awake; from forgetting to remembering; from enslavement to liberation. Even though many souls may appear to be deeply entrenched in whatever current narrative in whatever timeline they are following, there is still much movement happening within their own bandwidth frequency.

From Gaia’s orbit, we receive the sense of how much bigger the FULL picture is of our ongoing Ascension than what current events would reflect. We can feel the multidimensional support that is there for us from all these Star BEings and yet, also, from the realms of the Ascended Masters, the Angels, and the Divine. We can feel then that this is a temporary (and, yes, at times painful) passage that ultimately accelerates our movement toward a new world based on love, unity, and peace. A passage that ultimately serves to birth us into the New.

love,

Jelelle Awen

I share much more about the ongoing Ascension process, Ascension energies, and even writings on this current global awakening process in my new book Free To Be 5D. More info here: soulfullheart.org/books

Here is a recent meditation I did to heal the inner/outer cries of the world with St. Germain and Kuan Yin: https://youtu.be/EsKv4XwV7ME

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For information about a free consultation call and 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group call events, writings/books (including Jelelle’s latest Free To Be 5D), and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.

Energy Update: Healing Polarities Within Illuminated By The Eclipse and 1:11 Passage Energies

By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: What a swirl of energies for us in the beginning weeks of 2020! New timeline possibilities of bliss, joy, dreams coming into clarity and coming true. And, at the same time, grieving, sadness, and mourning processes as we ‘let go’ of whatever needs to be in order to respond to the new.
We are invited to expand our emotional body capacities to ride the waves and to hold mixed feeling realities at once within us. Sad and excited. Bittersweet. Hopeful and fearful. Trusting and mistrusting. These can be necessary mixed feeling states, yet they can also be signs of polarities within from one part of you to another. One part feels scared while another part feels hopeful. One part feels attached to a relationship and trauma bonded while another part of you is increasingly clear that the relationship needs to shift.
The polarities within are a result of 3D conditioning that offers a ‘black and white’, ‘this against that’ way of relating to life. The polarities within can be felt by you as you connect with the parts of you on each of their ‘sides’ and let their emotional realities land in your heart to be felt. You can find then a ‘middle way’ as an ambassador to these parts of you, bringing them into a balanced place and more even-keel blend. The polarities within can also be a result of our original separation from and out of the Divine. Reconciliation within from this lifetime helps to heal this soul wound.
These polarities within (also often between our inner masculine and inner feminine) were amplified by the full moon lunar eclipse codes blending with the 1:11 portal energies that peaked on Saturday. The feminine Full Moon Eclipse energies and more sacred masculine 1:11 portal passage brought up some weepiness, mood swings, crying purges, tension then trust waves as emotional body clearings and upgrades occurred. The 1:11 codes offered higher timeline clarities and possibilities and the courage to make life choices toward them, while the lunar eclipse energies offered emotional digestion of these choices.
On the other side of this passage, there is a sense of calming down and more rest, more groundedness from within, and an emotional reset. There is a sense of space within to digest in a more full-hearted way the changes and choice points that may have been illuminated to you during this passage.
Divine Mother energies of Kuan Yin offer stillness and gentleness through snow and winter codes and compassion to receive from within and to extend to others. At the same time, there is a heightened activity of fires, volcanoes and earthquakes as Dark Mother and Mother Gaia continue to bring in catalytic frequencies of clearing and rumbling alchemy.
There is also complex stream of SOULar winds forecasted to come into our atmospheres today from two to three holes in the sun’s surface. No geomagnetic storms are expected to come in, but there will be a surge of auroras when the solar wind arrives, according to spaceweather.com. SOULar winds can heighten and amplify any body symptoms you may be experiencing, including light headedness, disrupted sleep patterns, indigestion, colds and flu symptoms, etc.
All these energies offer us the opportunity to find our ‘home’ within and discover increasing trust in the flow of life held with Divine surrender. We can ride the waves of polarized emotions and bring love to all the parts of us that are feeling them. We can connect to the bigger soul context around the reason we are experiencing life AS we are. We can trust the growth that it brings to us as we move into our sacred humanity.

Here is a playlist for all four of my videos that I’ve released in my Deepen 2020 series, with the first one featured below. These videos are created in response to the current energies we are navigating and offer a bridge to connect to your emotional body, your soul, and the Divine support that is always available:

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

 

Energy Update: Christ Consciousness Upgrades To Become Peace/Love Ambassadors

By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: We are moving now into receiving Christ Consciousness code upgrades for the 12/21 solstice gateway and leading into Christ-mas and a solar eclipse on the day after Christmas. Christ Consciousness (also called Sanada and Christ-iel) activates our Higher Heart of compassion, especially within our inner and collective masculine. Our Inner Masculine includes parts of the self such as our Inner Protector, Inner Father, and Inner Punisher….and parts of the soul such as our Gatekeeper and timelines where we were in a masculine body or female warrior type too.
Christ Consciousness offers a higher vibrational experience beyond the Biblical Jesus, ‘Son of a Father God’ picture. The Bible and the world’s religions offer a 3D/Lower 4D Matrix filtering of Christ energies that have control and manipulative agendas and fear-based frequencies to them that perpetuate the wounded masculine/patriarchal system and suppression of the Divine Feminine.
The PURE Christ energies are able to be experienced as you raise your frequency through trauma healing beyond the Lower 4D Matrix of religions, belief systems, dogma, a punishing and punitive False God picture. You can then experience the PURE love and acceptance of you as a sacred human by Christ AND by the Divine.
You experience that Heaven is within you. You remember then that you are not sinful, that you have not made mistakes, that you are not being tested or punished by God. You remember that you are ALSO a son or daughter of the Divine and always have been…..loved as you are in all the experiences that you go through….the Divine learning along WITH you.
These Christ Consciousness energies for 2019 are offering deeper healing of the warrior and fighter to become a love ambassador for peace. This will so much be needed as we move into deeper disclosure in 2020….on Gaia, in galactic dimensions, toward the 3D/Lower 4D Matrix and, most importantly, from within yourself and your soul. The previous masculine expression of our ‘heroes’ and ‘heroines’ as being connected to the ability to fight for something is shifting. We are now offered the codes to recognize that our true heroes are those who advocate for peace and compassion above all else.
The warrior archetype can be deeply expressed in your Metasoul….many lifetimes of choosing to fight for God, for country, for King, for belief systems. There is much ‘soul burn’ from these experiences as they so often led to violent death and killing/murder, the densest energy frequencies of trauma. These lifetimes can ‘bleed through’ into your current experience of life, attaching to traumas this-life that are similar in tone, even if not as intense or extreme in content. There is also trauma from being on the receiving end or victim of these fighting/killing energies. And, so many of us have been on both sides of this…both victim and persecutor/perpetrator.
Connecting to your Gatekeeper as the guardian of your Veil of Amnesia and channel to Divine Love allows you access to these lifetimes to feel and heal the warrior/fighter within them. You offer balm of love and forgiveness along with the Divine to them and a beautiful gift exchange occurs as you become a love ambassador to your own soul. I have experienced this myself many times and in session space and it is a beautiful working and movement that has quantum and exponential results.
There is more here about parts/Metasoul aspects and how we feel them in our SoulFullHeart process during 1:1 sessions: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts
So much love is available from Christ/Yeshua during this time of upgrading to compassionate ambassador. Ask to connect with Him and receive the gifts of His kind and unconditionally loving heart. Divine Mother is available at all times too, to support, to hold, to forgive, and to love.

Here is a mediation to connect with your Gatekeeper:

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC (next one is March 20-23), writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Energy Update: Powerful September Codes Ready To Be Let IN

By Jelelle Awen

As this powerful energy month of September comes to a completion, there may be much to digest and integrate into your physical/emotional/mental/spiritual/energy bodies. The 9/9/9 portal gateway provided more access to the 4D matrix and karmic healing through lifting of the collective and personal veils. We also experienced the palindrome (same backwards as forwards) codes for over a week, a Harvest Full Moon on Friday the 13th, September 11th collective disclosure/digestion, and the Equinox gateway.

September is always a strong geomagnetic month due to cracks in Gaia’s magnetic field during Equinox that cause fissures that allow solar winds to pour through….leading to some really beautiful Aurora codes. Today, September 27, we are in the beginning of another G1 to G2 strength geomagnetic storm now with solar wind speeds already up beyond 500 km/sec. As always with geomagnetic storms, you may be experiencing disrupted sleep patterns, vision/clarities coming through, light headedness, etc. Grounding in nature and in meditative space can help with navigating these higher geomagnetics, as can sound healing.

We also had a Gaia/Schumman spike last week that went up to 99HZ for several hours with some fluctuations upwards in little pockets since then. You can read all my energy updates for September here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/category/by-jelelle-awen/energy-updates-with-jelelle-awen/

After doing remote/virtual work primarily with women over the last three years, it was amazing to get the opportunity to do emotional/physical/energy work with some of them this weekend at our Equinox Gathering. Being in the physical, I was able to stand in their auric fields, in their chakra vortices, and really feel/see what was going on with them related to these Ascension energies coming in and the deep emotional/soul work we’ve been doing together through the SoulFullHeart process. I negotiated with the Protectors/Gatekeepers that I have come to know in sessions to collaborate on what was needed now for digestion on an energetic/physical level. Even as SO much can move in the virtual (since we ARE energy after all), there is nothing quite like being in physical proximity to offer exponential healing.

What I noticed during my energy work with them was that there were ‘codes’ floating around in their crown chakra vortex, which extends far out beyond the top of the head to include the Personal Sun chakra (about two feet above your head), the Soul Star Chakra (about one foot), and the Causal Chakra (back of the head.) These codes were there ‘waiting’ to be downloaded and let in, very often to clear blockages and any disease/illness in the physical body. They were also there to support ongoing detox and activation of their light bodies. I was guided by their Star Family/guides to bring the codes ‘in’ to their crown for integration by doing a sweeping motion through their crown vortex, gathering them up, and offering them back to them.

Whatever codes you are most needing right now are very personal to you. They appear in whatever shapes, forms, colors, words, sounds, images that most work for you and your DNA/cellular/energy systems. For some people, codes float around in the field in the form of sacred geometry. For others they look like streams of numeric code like in the Matrix movie. Identifying what your codes are and what is ready to brought in (with help from your Protector/Gatekeeper and Star Family) can be very helpful to the activation of your higher timeline and embodiment of your Higher Self.

My sense is that there were many codes offered in the last two months….during the powerful geomagnetics and portals of September and the Lion’s Gateway of August. These codes seemed to offer a range of upgrades related to deeper embodiment of our sacred femininity and sacred masculinity (and healing of the wounded expressions of these); activation of our galactic DNA and healing of our Star Seed child; and clarities/visions plus experiences of our Higher Timeline self and life.

This is a guided meditation with me to help with bringing in the codes that are available to you. I will also be offering one soon specifically for this purpose: https://youtu.be/59PdVsp0TGw

As we move now into October, we can allow the codes offered in September to light us up, to inform us, and to support us. We can bring more consciously into our awareness all the support systems that are available to us….both in physical space holders, soul family, soul mates, and in etheric connections with Metasoul aspects, guides, Star Family and the Divine. As we become more and more conscious of what is being offered to us, we can let in the opportunity that is available in this NOW to truly become divinity in our human bodies.

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Join me for a women’s call over zoom on Sunday, September 29th at 10:00am PDT for two hours. We will explore sacred feminine arising through teaching, transmission, and guided meditation….plus group sharing. This women’s group is open to the public and to all women over 18. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy exchange of $15 CAD (about $11 USD). You can purchase the zoom link here to join us live for the group and receive the recording through your email – https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/…/sacred…

Or you can purchase it here through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen
and we will send you the zoom link via email. Please make a note that you are purchasing the September 29 women’s group and that your email is current.

Here is more info:
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Taken by Alan Dyer on September 8, 2019 @ Yellowknife, NWT

 

 

Energy Update: Intense Energies Reveal To Heal The Lower 4D Matrix For Lion’s Gate

Energy UPdate: The energies really have been so intense during the last 48 hours! Waves of higher frequency light are being delivered/offered through star family connections…..Sirian and Arcturian especially. Activations during this week of Lion’s Gate opening (light language, contact through dreams, and star DNA too) are preparing us for what we are calling, ‘Cosmic Christmas’ on Thursday, August 8th.

The Gaia/Schumann resonance has been spiking too, reaching up to 67 HZ on August 2nd and already 41 HZ today, August 3rd. It feels as if Gaia is responding to the alignment that is happening between Her, the sun, and Sirius…will be interesting to see what happens with the Gaia resonance as we get even closer to Lion’s Gate.

These energies are sort of pressing down and in on 3D reality in order to move it out. This ‘pressing down’ may be creating a heaviness in the body that can lead to indigestion and just intolerance to denser foods right now, as I wrote about in my last energy update. A sense of being ‘very sleepy’ or just ‘out of it’ can also come up during high energies like this. And, we are ‘out of it’ in terms of 3D reality and it can really be felt during energy flux UP phases like now.

There is also a revelation of the Lower 4D matrix reality that has been underground and underbelly of our 3D mainstream culture since the fall of Lemuria/Atlantis. The Lower 4D Matrix LIVES in our Metasouls too, in many timelines and aspects that are still plugged into it and entangled in the archetypal projections from it. The Lower 4D Matrix is being disclosed as uncomfortable realities about abuses, exploitation and persecution are exposed for us to feel and digest as a collective.

There can be an ‘out-of-it’ feeling as this happen as these 4D timelines bleed through, which may extend to your emotional body too with the purges and surges of lower frequencies of traumas (especially persecution and abuse) from this life and other lifetimes/timelines coming up.

As these come up for processing and you move more into your higher timeline, you may draw fear-based frequencies from others in the form of conflicts, tensions, passive aggressiveness, and even outright attacks. Trust that anything that comes is a mirror for you and not ‘against you’ even if you don’t want it in your field and life anymore.

Trust with love and set boundaries with an open heart when you feel that you need to. It can be important to have a healthy self protection around the energies you will take in from others when the photonic/plasma light is this high. The rumbles of this 4D Matrix being revealed can esp be felt by those of us tuned into collective energies. It can be helpful not to be dragged into and down into these energies, other then as a conscious process to connect with your soul aspects around it.

I feel a heartline extending to ALL of us from our higher selves and galactic/angelic aspects/guides, who are RIGHT THERE surrounding us and offering help. There is an opportunity for quantum healing right now during this powerful energy gateway.

The degree that you can feel this support, help and opportunity is related to how ‘fused’ to your lower frequency aspects that you may be still. A fusion with your Inner Protector/Gatekeeper creates a sort of defensive energetic shield that their love can’t penetrate and a fogginess about your soul’s expression in other lifetimes/timelines. Allowing control to run or anxiety or rage without holding it and BEing with it can push your support team away from you and even into the ‘other room.’ or even farther away.

Bring ALL of you in closer and what you are feeling and your loving guides/aspects can come closer too and HELP you hold it with you. Your higher self and galactic/angelic guides/aspects are amazing heart healers and want to help you with this important work of upgrading your physical, chakral, and emotional bodies.

Anchoring into your heart line even as you surrender to the ‘out of it’ reality can allow a flow UP and in and out with what is coming in to support our continual global/collective awakening/disclosure and your continual personal awakening too.

Allow into your reality the timelines into the New that want to unfurl before you….riding them ‘out’ even as you detach from them. BE with all that is coming UP and coming in and coming out with LOVE………as it is offered in so much love!

Join Raphael Awen and I on Lion’s Gate at 10:00am PDT over zoom for a powerful group transmission event! We will connect to the 4D matrix to unplug from it and bridge to the higher frequency Lion’s Gate codes themselves. You can join us live or receive the recording for $15 CAD: more info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/2168911176740089/

I highly recommend my 33 Day video series called Deepen, offering teachings and guided meditations to deepen your inner connections: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNmrHdaQSAvLiLpw1qSOmQE-tsqhGSAD3

Jelelle Awen

soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions with her and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

The Alchemy Of Being Real

These are alchemical times. We are being defined, refined, and aligned. All of these celestial events are markers and signposts along the way. Just as lead is turned into gold, so is the process of our spiritual and emotional maturation. Our impurities are not judged but rather loved into transmutation and integration for nothing is truly impure in the heart of Love. 


Along this journey, you may hit roadblocks, detours, traffic circles, and U-turns. You may get a flat tire, road rage, and blown engine. That is okay. Each is an opportunity to become more aware of yourself, your traumas, your fears, and your desires. I am personally coming into this state as I allow myself to step further into my leadership and my truth. My relationship to both have been in ebb and flow. A going within to feel what is at stake and being willing to become more vulnerable from whatever place I am in at the moment, even if it does not appear to seem ‘higher’ or ‘spiritual’. We are meant to be real first, and then feel where we have places to go. 

This is the definition and refining period. This is where the ‘rubber meets the road’. Where you are meant to catapult into the New without leaving any rock unturned. There is no skipping steps. No ‘getting ahead’. Just getting real. 

This alchemical process is held in Love with the Divine and your Higher Self alongside guides and Star Family. You have support ‘here’ too. Seeking loving mirrors that can support and aid in that transmutation and birthing process. That is what I do for others and for myself daily. It is a way of life this way of being, seeing, and feeling. It is an ongoing journey. It is getting in touch with the You within you. Or maybe more specifically the Yous within you. The parts and metasoul aspects that make up your tapestry. Your Alchemist’s elementals. 

The disclosure of all that lies within gets purified by this alchemy and you arise renewed and re-membered back into Love. 

*****

Gabriel Solais is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our website to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife/donations.

Eclipse Energies Message: Ascension Is An Inside Out Process

Note: Stunning photo of the partial lunar eclipse last night at the Tor in Glastonbury, UK taken by Mike Jefferies Photography (without editing!)

By Jelelle Awen

We are launched NOW into the next six months as what was activated during the eclipse windows expresses itself in our lives. Ascension is an inside out process. The eclipse energies are offering that it is the INSIDE OUT that leads to the feeling sense of self love/worth/goodness/bliss/joy/magic.

The inner process is the feeling, healing, clearing, releasing, surrendering from one part of you to another. The inner process is holding space for ALL this to occur with much love and compassion for yourself. The inner process is becoming aware of and healing timelines/lifetimes where common soul themes and patterns play out over and over.

The dedication to this inner process requires safe space to be made for it. Sometimes that means needing support on the outside whether in space holding/teaching/mirroring of how to BE in it and where you might go next. You might need bridges provided by others as modeling for where to go inside yourself, as I feel that we ALL do at certain phases in our journey.

The safe space during the intense inner process may mean relationships are settled into that don’t totally resonate fully with your soul yet are needed for a time/phase (like if you are being supported financially by a partner who can ‘do’ a 3D job/career when you no longer can or ‘business partners/collaborations’ that are needed for a time to launch yourself). These kinds of relationship configurations are rumbling now though as the inner baking starts to light fires on the outside, bringing sometimes sudden life changes and abrupt endings/completions.

It has to feel safe enough on the inside for major life changes and leadership expression of your soul gifts to truly align with your higher timeline. Parts of you feeling like they are ‘home’ no matter where you go on the planet. Parts of you feeling like there is peace and love inside even if there is conflict or difficulty or challenge on the outside. Parts of you feeling like you won’t be persecuted or ‘shut down’ for expressing your soul gifts.

Making changes in your life IN ORDER TO shift the inside rarely seems to work. The outside in approach is what we’ve been conditioned to in 3D. “If only our outside circumstances are more abundant, more ideal, more this or that….then we will be happy/self loving/feel self worth, etc.” This is the 3D way.

I see this so often in sessions, where parts of people (especially the inner masculine) is very focused on outside changes/goals/plans that this part is convinced will make everything better somehow. The suffering/pain will be ‘solved’ by the outside circumstances shifting. We bridge to this masculine so that THEIR pain can be felt at the root cause of the undigested trauma where it stems from. This allows any actions/visions/doing to be aligned with health and healing, not as a compensation or avoidance of feeling deeper pain.

The Divine reminder is this: We can only experience on the outside what we have manifested in FEELING EXPERIENCE on the inside.

Much love to you as these eclipse energies settle in deeper and we prepare now for the powerful Lion’s Gate Ascension Christmas on 8/8 in which we receive a true feeling sense of Heaven INSIDE on Gaia!

Love,
Jelelle Awen
1:1 sessions available to explore the inner places that need love and attention to manifest an outward life that reflects this: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions with her and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

 

Energy Update: Eclipse Window Completes With A Powerful Partial Lunar Eclipse

By Jelelle Awen

There is a powerful partial full blood moon lunar eclipse today, starting at around 2:00pm PST! It can be quite an activation to take IN the eclipse as it is happening while listening to high frequency music. 

I’ve enjoyed watching the eclipse live for the duration of it as a ceremony for the last few years. I tune into what the eclipse (whether SOULar or Lunar, full or partial) is offering me about my highest timeline in this Now. Sometimes I receive specific next steps and choice points toward that higher timeline. Sometimes it is revelation of what needs to drop away or digestion/support of what just HAS.

During the eclipse window of the last two weeks since the full SOULar eclipse on July 2nd, intense and often confronting energies have been swirling around. The earth has quaked in major ways, as our inner landscapes may be rumbling as well. Disclosure is ‘heating up’ as well with revelations of more shadow playouts that need to be seen by the 3D collective.

During this eclipse window, what had been offered during the first eclipse has been settling in more to every cell of the body and esp. in the emotional body and soul field.

The first eclipse seemed to offer support for setting boundaries with others, no longer allowing abuses, no longer shrinking to fit others, no longer conforming to previous energies in relationships. This is able to happen on the ‘outside’ as we explore and heal the dynamics inside from one part of us to another where polarities may still exist.

These eclipse energies also serve to lift our veil of amnesia even MORE, which we need in order to move into our higher timelines and embody our higher self IN our bodies. We are being invited to come out of our self imposed fog at an accelerating yet self loving pace…..continuing to emerge out of the energies that tell us we ‘can’t remember’ or ‘don’t know how’ or have to look to other ‘readers/psychics/mediums’ to read out for us about our own souls.

Eclipse energies always seem to offer a self empowerment….an alignment of feminine (moon) and masculine (sun) with Gaia (ultimate space holder mother).

They offer what balance FEELS like, even for a few hours, so that we can imagine what reunion and realignment of our soul aspects and parts of self will ultimately feel like. A taste of balance of our feminine qualities and our masculine qualities, whether male or female, as a template for NEW sacred humanity expression.

INjoy the lunar eclipse today, taking it in whatever ways you NEED to.

This is a guided meditation I did after the last solar eclipse to bridge your 3D self to your higher timeline….very useful during such catalytic energies as those available to us today! https://youtu.be/KcxsqRMZVYI

love,

Jelelle Awen

1:1 sessions available for digestion, integration, and activation! more info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions and group transmissions events with her and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.