“An Empty Vessel Cannot Give Love”: Quotes From Free To Be 5D Book (Available as Free PDF through 12/31)

By Jelelle Awen

Thank you to everyone who has asked for a free PDF of my book Free To Be 5D:Navigating Ascension From The Inside Out since we began offering it on the 22nd! The sweetest and most touching messages of appreciation for what we offer with SoulFullHeart and for this book gift have come through and that has been so worth it for me, a valuable exchange in the reflection! Many of you commented that the book is coming to you at the perfect timing for your awakening journey and that seems to support the guidance I received to offer it now, esp during this end of year completion and new year calibration.

We are offering the PDF through December 31st, so if you would like to receive it just provide your email to us via soulfullhearts@gmail.com or our website contact page soulfullheart.org/contact or via the blog and we will send you the attachment.

Here are some passages from the book that came up randomly:

12/29 – Today’s random pull quote from my book Free To Be 5D explores the false light matrix projected from the lower 4D. There is much to explore and unplug as your veil of amnesia lifts and you connect to your Gatekeeper and heal the polarities from many lifetimes of fighting, battling, being a warrior.

“You remember your soul’s wisdoms and gifts as you download directly with it through connection with your Gatekeeper aspect allowing your veil of amnesia to gradually lift.

What has previously been a mystery becomes clear again.

What has previously been in shadow comes into the light.

What has been subconscious or unconscious becomes conscious.

Both traumas and gifts that your Metasoul has experienced become accessible and available for healing.

Some of what is presented as ‘mystery school teachings’ these days here on Gaia is still filtering through an outdated model of spiritual teaching anchored to many fear-based timelines and to the 4D Matrix. The 4D Matrix is still running on the fumes of more polarized energies of ‘good versus evil’. It can project an energy of ‘false light’ from it, in which the messages sound loving and have the right words, yet the energy behind them doesn’t match the sentiments.

There is the sense in the 4D Matrix that there is something to battle and to protect yourself from. Spiritual warfare realities are programs from the 4D Matrix, the sense of battling the dark on behalf of the light or being any kind of warrior for the light.”

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12/28 –

Daily random text quote from my book Free To Be 5D from Yeshua, a beloved ascended guide/soul family teacher advocating for FEELING it all so that you can give from an overflowing heart and soul.

As I share about in the book, his energy transcends religions, belief systems, and shadow projections. This is the energy of Golden Earth, New Earth, and what we are moving collectively into as we ascend into higher dimensions of consciousness where we experience more sense of Oneness, peace, self-love, and reverance for all life.

“An empty vessel cannot give love.

Heal your heart and its pain by feeling them.

Heal your soul and its painful legacy by feeling them.

Purify through your tears and your openness to feel it all.

Then, as you are this, will you be able to transact real love, heart open human frequencies with others who are in the same process.

You will be able to let in Universal love frequencies that light up your Infinite Love essence,

and you will be able to give with a healthy heart and soul. ~

love,

Yeshua Christ

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12/27-

“These (parts of you) are the ones so sensitive that their hearts seem to burst and break with every injustice and abuse.

These ones live inside of you. They take the form and shape of your Inner Teenager. Your Inner Child. Your Inner Punisher. Your Inner Protector. Your Gatekeeper. Aspects from other timelines and lifetimes too.

They are beyond shape, age, and time too. Their energies are so often stuck in a looping pattern of trauma that never seems to end. They are beyond time in that the traumas are happening over and over…not in the ‘past’. They become these traumas and cannot seem to escape from the aftermath of them…no matter how much conscious work is done to heal from these situations. That is why so often you can feel a trailing edge emotional reactivity and wounding that still lingers on no matter how many spiritual awakenings and bliss/Oneness/Kundalini experiences you have.

These parts of the 3D Self are the ones that seem to hold the multi-layered and often multi-faceted experience of being wounded in 3D life experience. Some of these parts are more expressive aspects of the personality of your 3D Self. Some of these parts are more buried and suppressed; these parts are put away in the psyche and subconscious until connected with in a conscious way. All of these parts have traumatic scenes and events that were pivotal points for them in which digestion of the traumas and transmutation of these experiences from fear back into love was not possible at that moment.”

More about the Free To Be 5D, an excerpt, and links to purchase as audio, ebook and print editions at soulfullheart.org/freetobe5d

Free To Be 5D PDF Giveaway Through 12/31

I was guided to offer a special gift through December 31st…..a free PDF of my latest book Free To Be 5D: Navigating Ascension Inside Out.

This book was inspired and shaped by my own personal awakening journey, my deep desire and calling to serve others, the many brave souls that I was blessed to serve in sessions and in groups; by many both sweet and challenging years of deep sacred union relationship with Raphael; and by living in soul family community.

I hope Free To Be 5D offers you a deeper invitation, insight, and guidance into the magical terrain of exploring your heart through parts/subpersonality/3D/4D/5D self connection and soul aspect connection/integration. This book is also available in audio (14+ hours transmission in my voice), print and ebook editions with links to purchase and my other books too at soulfullheart.org/books. There is more info about the book and an excerpt here: https://www.soulfullheart.org/freetobe5d

You can share your email via soulfullhearts@gmail.com and we will send the PDF attachment to you. Or you can use the contact form at soulfullheart.org/contact. We won’t use your email for any spam or other promotional purposes.

It feels like this new year of 2023 is inviting us all into new places of Divine embodiment through the healing/transmutation of our human experience in this life and other lifetimes and I feel like this book offers a bridge to those terrains. May this year ahead be truly about going within to face and to feel; to embrace and to love ALL that needs our attention.


Here is a video were Raphael and I share about this giveaway and the book:

Blessings and love to you during this sacred season,

Jelelle Awen

Equinox Codes: These Moments Of Enlightening Mind, Enlovening Heart & Awakening Soul

By Jelelle Awen

Blessings to you during this Equinox portal! Solar winds are coming in, higher energies that are offering more coming into balance as what is off balance is seen, felt, and healed. Embodying your higher timeline is the experience of balance on the inside & out as you experience more and more moments AS these higher energies.

In these awakening moments, your heart opens and whatever IS in that moment…it IS enough. More than enough. It is overwhelming actually, when its true essence is seen and felt by your heart. The love already in your life through what your soul has so bravely chosen is overwhelming when let in more deeply.

You could spend the rest of this life letting in more deeply what you already have and already ARE in your Divine essence and still have more to let in.

In these moments, the filter raises and the essence of everything arises and dissipates. It is no longer whatever ‘name’ and ‘label’ it has been given, yet, rather magic in the form of energy.

Nothing is ordinary or flat or common. Nothing is solid and static. It is all alive, pulsating, and constantly shifting. It is not actually the fear and dense energies to which it might temporarily cling, but always sourced in and returning to love.

In these moments, the identities lift and the names, occupations, stories dissolve too. You are free then to BE beyond the labels, judgements, and boxes of five sense reality filtering. You have shed the false skins of your 3D conditioning. In these moments, you are bare flesh experiencing bare reality.

These moments of enlightening mind, enlovening heart, and awakening soul are the reason for your incarnation here during this era of great Ascension.

These moments are a motivation and reminder of WHY you go into your own shadows to reveal the gifts they hide; why you go through death and rebirth and letting go of what no longer serves your expression as love.

Your enlightening mind is expanding beyond all it has been taught, conditioned in, and learned. You are seeking out resources to continue the re-education, the remembering of soul knowledge that goes much beyond the logical and rational boxes you may have previously felt trapped in.

Your enlovening heart is opening beyond the barriers and protections that it has needed in order to be around other defended hearts. You are increasingly choosing intimacy….with yourself, with others in relationships that allow an open hearted love flow based on compassion, respect….bonding but not binding, freedom.

Your awakening soul is spreading its angelic wings, unfurling beyond the limits of 3D reality. You are remembering you have stardust in your DNA and angels as ancestors and aspects too.

Your multidimensional soul can live in your highest timeline even as it is fully present to your now.

These moments provide the juice and motivation to keep going, keep awakening, keep opening, and keep feeling. As you align your life more and more to your Divine service of love purpose here, so you experience these moments more and more AS your life and yourself as the Infinite Love in human form that you ARE.
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This writing was inspired by re-reading my book, Keep Waking Up! to see if I might want to make it into an audio book. It is about awakening journeys I experienced (kundalini, non-dual, Archon/Matrix reality, star BEings, travels to Avalon and Golden Earth/New Earth/5D, etc.) during an intense initiatory phase in 2015 while living on a remote, off-grid ranch in Mexico. I am reminded reading it how these experiences greatly inspired me and form a basis for all of my current writings and teachings.

You can get links to purchase Keep Waking Up! in print/ebook/PDF versions and my other books, including the most recent one Free To Be 5D which is also available as an audio book on audible in addition to other forms, at soulfullheart.org/books.

Love to your enlightening mind, your enlovening heart and your awakening soul from mine!

Jelelle Awen

Navigating and Digesting Disclosure & Ascension On The AJ Roberts Podcast (Video)| Raphael and Jelelle Awen

By Jelelle Awen

We were honoured to talk with AJ Roberts for his podcast show last week and respond to questions he presented us as a bridge to his audience. AJ contacted me because he was listening to my Free To Be 5D audio book, feeling inspired by it, and invited us to go on his show.

We shared with him about the difference between spirituality and religion, the transition between 3D to 4D to 5D consciousness states, the emotional digestion and navigation of disclosure, the false light and 3D matrix, our awakening journey individually and as a couple, following Divine guidance around life choices/shifts, galactic/cosmic activations and much more!

AJ is definitely one of those uniquely curious souls who is open, asks thoughtful questions, and remains grounded amongst the chaos! You can watch more of his podcasts on his FB page https://www.facebook.com/mrajroberts or https://www.mrajroberts.com/ with many interesting guests offering disclosure of the Matrix, V. narrative, Cabal activities and more….which is such an important phase of Ascension and awakening.

Enjoy the show! You can purchase the audio book, PDF, ebook and print editions of my book with links at Soulfullheart.org/books

We also invite you to join us to become a member on our private, online community SoulFullHeart Portal on Mighty Networks for sharing, asking questions, and connecting with others in a meaningful way. Membership is $22.22 USD a month: https://soulfullheartportal.mn.co/feed

For more information about the SoulFullHeart quantum healing process, Jelelle Awen’s latest book Free To Be 5D, videos, and events, visit https://www.soulfullheart.org.

For more information about a free intro call to find out more about 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions

Photonic Light Transmissions Through Solar Activity Assist With Our Ascension

By Jelelle Awen

With the accelerated phase of Ascension toward New Gaia that began in 2012, a significant shift in the quality and quantity of photonic light available to us started to flood into Gaia from the Great Cosmic Sun. This photonic light is streaming in to assist our bodies’ transition from carbon-based cells to crystalline, which is a key component of moving into more 5D consciousness. We are moving into activation of our ‘light bodies’, which is a common thing to call it. 

Many more awakening souls are becoming aware and interested in how these Ascension energies are impacting them on emotional, physical, spiritual, and mental levels. These energies are coming in to activate our previously sleepy strands of DNA, which were ‘put to sleep’ as an aspect of the veil and Descension into 3D. We will go from using two strands of DNA currently as 3D-anchored humans to eventually using all twelve (and beyond) as we express again our Sacred Humanity. The ten lost strands of our DNA that were previously active before the fall of Atlantis/Lemuria that have been labelled ‘junk DNA’ by 3D science are being activated back into use by these Ascension energies. An important aspect of our Ascension process is the reactivation of our galactic DNA that forms a bridge to our Star Family genetics and to the expression of our Star Being DNA.

The Great Cosmic Sun is one of the download sources from the Divine into our galaxy that brings in Divine Masculine/Father energies of activation. The main way these upgrading energies are provided is through our sun and solar activities such as solar flares, geomagnetic storms and high solar winds, coronal mass ejections, and more. Receiving energy downloads through the sun is a universal experience in which all of life on Gaia is dependent and biologically receptive. The degree and depth that we can receive these upgrades from the sun is connected to our personal awakening process. 

Our sun provides important sacred masculine activations to us that offer a boost and healing to our healthy masculine energies of clarity, right action, and service of love. Healing of the wounded masculine is an important aspect of Ascension, for both women and men. The Great Cosmic Sun is the ‘upline’ for these codes, which are then delivered through our sun and downloaded into our Personal Sun Chakra or Stellar Gateway. This is one of the Ascension Chakras, located about two feet above the top of your head or Crown Chakra. The next one is the Soul Star Chakra, connecting you to your Metasoul and other lifetimes. The final one is behind your head and called the Causal Chakra. This one is a bridge to galactic connections, Star Family, and your Reptilian Self. The Ascension Chakras serve as upgrades beyond the 3D/4D energy systems of the seven Chakras. Ultimately, as we move more into a 5D light body, our Chakras become a swirling and churning ray of energies without much distinct definition.

Codes are frequencies of sacred human upgrades from the Divine and our Higher Selves to assist and support our ongoing Ascension process. Codes can appear in the form of sacred geometry, images/visions, number sequences, etc. Codes come to us in many ways, yet codes that are delivered to us through the sun are the most accessible, universal, and able to be received on a collective level by all souls, to whatever degree they can let them in. 

We are in a solar minimum phase, which means very low sunspot activity that is a normal part of an 11-year sunspot cycle expected to end in 2025. Solar energy hasn’t been offered as much through solar flares and Coronal Mass Ejections (CMEs), although we have had a few of those. The main downloads and activations have come through high speed solar winds (up to 700 km/sec at times) as energy streams in from ever growing coronal ‘holes to make us whole’ on the sun’s surface. These winds are becoming much more common, often sparking beautiful and vibrant auroras in the higher altitudes. The Auroras themselves also contain important activations as a bridge of the cosmic to the physical, whether taken in etherically or in person. 

Rather than being afraid of ultra violet (UV) exposure and the sun as we have been conditioned to be in 3D, we are remembering now how vital the sun is as a resource for us and our ongoing consciousness expansion. Letting in the photonic light sun codes and the prana (life force energy) they contain is actually food for our light body, especially accessible and comfortable at sunrise and sunset. 

The sun will be an increasing source of awakening as we proceed forward in the Ascension process, with many people feeling that a significant solar flare or CME energy wave (often felt as a ‘rainbow wave’) will be the ‘event’ that moves us all up to a higher consciousness level at once. I have been offered that Ascension is more of a gradual process, let in by each soul at their own rate and pace rather than a ‘one-time event’ that changes all of collective consciousness at once. There is no question though that the sun is shifting and changing as a planetary consciousness and is a major source of awakening energies for us.

Common experiences with solar activations on the physical body are disrupted sleep patterns bringing tiredness or frantic thinking, along with more dense feelings of 3D as it gets pushed up to be felt and released. High speed winds can also create an off-balance feeling as the geomagnetics increase, putting us ‘off center’. Emotions of irritation, rage, distrust, and anxiety can be triggered by the sacred masculine solar activations too as the wounded masculine flushes up and out to be felt and healed. Sometimes, the winds can lead to the thinning of veils between timelines and more multidimensional access/timelines bleeding through.

Assistance in letting in the Solar energies comes from connection with your inner masculine in order to receive and let in the sacred masculine activations from the sun. You can do that through identification of your Inner Protector and other masculine energies of your 3D and 4D self, creating an inner Sacred Union, bringing feminine and masculine energies into balance. It also helps to activate and clean your Personal Sun chakra  in order to allow the flow of sun codes into and through your field.

This is an excerpt from my book Free To Be 5D: Navigating Ascension From The Inside Out available in audio, ebook, print and PDF versions with links at soulfullheart.org/books.

More info on 1:1 sessions, group call events, writings/books, online community to lift the veils/remember connection to your Divine selves at soulfullheart.org.

SoulFullHeart Avalon Updates: Issue 6

With the new lockdown and travel ban, we decided it was best and also very necessary to stay here in Avalon to ‘weather the storm’ that is not only happening here in the UK, but everywhere. It’s from this place of feeling our own rumbles in our community, ourselves, and as part of the global human family, that we offer this new Avalon Update.

Jelelle Awen has officially released the audiobook version of her latest book, ‘Free To Be 5D: Navigating Ascension From The Inside Out’ on iTunes and Audible! We highly recommend taking in this version of her book that is read in her voice, as the transmission of her words and the embodiment of this process she outlines and talks about in the book are that much more powerfully felt.

There are also a few new videos and updates from us through writing. If you’d like to feel what we’ve been offering about this ‘new year’ called ‘2021’ and our digestions of the energies moving through, we have many sharings about that in this Update.

Gabriel and Kasha are once again offering FREE 45min intro calls to anyone interested in the SoulFullHeart process/way of life and how it may serve you during this phase of your healing and Ascension. There is more info at soulfullheart.org/sessions

You can read the latest Update here.

Transmuting Trauma To Love: Final Group Call Of The Free To Be 5D Series

By Jelelle Awen

Thank you SO much to those who joined Raphael and I today for the final group call of our six week group call series Free To Be 5D, based on my book Free To Be 5D, which you can get links to purchase at soulfullheart.org/books. It was a heart warming and soul/mind expanding conversation about healing sacred wounds from this life and other lifetimes on emotional/physical/spiritual levels and the trauma that is sourced from them. We also led you on a guided meditation to connect with a scene of trauma to invite it into transmutation with love.

Thank you especially to Gabriel Heartman and Kasha Rokshana for joining us in the room today. And, for all of your contributions to EVERY group call discussion and follow-up Saturday process group call as well. The way this paradigm and process is embodied by both of you in such deepening ways is such a gift to us and those you serve and teach as well.

Thank you to Raianna for your picture taking before every call and to her and Jasper for attending every Wednesday group call and nearly every Saturday follow up call as well! You are definitely the MVPS for all of the group call series!

It has been quite a journey over the last 18 calls since the first one began on April 1st with our first series Free To Be 5D: Matrix to New Earth Transition. I felt there was a bridge to New Earth needed, starting from within, in response to the Covid event and the shut down that was going on and collapse in the 3D Matrix. There was a void and vacancy there and we felt to fill it.

We’ve been so pleased to have had more than a hundred people offer a donation to attend and/or receive the recording of one to 18 of the calls. We’ve learned so much along the way, been given the opportunity to serve love and teach a paradigm and process that we are so passionate about….and been gifted clarity about next offerings for SoulFullHeart as well!

Thank you so much to those of you who have contributed your thoughts, comments, and questions on the chat during the calls as you helped to form a resonant community and brought aliveness and relevancy to the calls.

If you’d like to take in the recordings of any or all of the three group call series, please offer an individual donation for each at soulfullheart.org/shop or via paypal at paypal.me/jelelleawen. There is more information about each of them at soulfullheart.org.

A NEW offering from us is coming soon as we begin to create a SoulFullHeart Portal on patreon with membership access to exclusive content such as writings/inspirational thoughts/personal sharings, energy updates, a community forum and more! Stay tuned as we share about that soon!

Much love and blessings of love to you during this Bliss Mess transition into sacred humanity,
Jelelle

The 3D Matrix Collapse And The Ongoing Disclosure Process

By Jelelle Awen

Re-anchoring out of the 3D Matrix is going on during the Ascension process, especially during this time of accelerating energy shifts and influxes since 2012. We are being invited to re-anchor into higher-vibrational frequencies and higher consciousness states of New Earth into 4D transitional consciousness and away from the 3D Matrix, which has anchored us into its projected and co-created reality of unconscious duality for tens of thousands of years since Atlantis fell. 

A Matrix itself is not a bad thing. In fact, ‘Matrix’ means ‘womb’, a container that holds life, something within or from which something else originates, develops, or takes form. We need matrices in the lower dimensions in order to birth out of that which holds our expression until our consciousness is porous enough in energy frequency to no longer require it. In some ways, the Divine then becomes our ‘Matrix’ again as we re-anchor into Divine Frequencies as our Sacred Human expression.

The 3D Matrix dissolving as it is in the Now with love especially during this Covid awakening event, ‘drops’ people then into their own native soul-expressing frequency and into the discovery of what that actually is outside of the 3D collective vibe. The Matrix has created a sense of Unity Consciousness in one way, represented by the ‘mainstream consensus’ reality. Yet, the 3D Matrix has the lower-vibrational agenda of modulation, conforming, control, and following the rules/laws/dogma/policies/regulations, etc. 

The 3D Matrix runs on fear-based frequencies of avoiding rejection, unfelt abandonment and unworthiness woundings, power over others, and codependence. The Matrix gets its shape and form through conformity and fitting in by every soul who agrees to live in the 3D experiment. It is a powerful creation because all BEings on Gaia during this last phase of consciousness expression (even those transcending beyond it) have contributed to its existence.

As souls, we all agreed to the collaborative genesis and maintenance of this Matrix as it helped with the 3D experiment that we all felt was an important one on a soul level to purge out and reveal the shadow in our collective consciousness and unconsciousness. And so, it has been important as we have learned much during it and are continuing to learn so much as it is dissolving. The 3D Matrix has been a kind of hologram, created by our souls for our 3D Metasoul Aspects (and us in this current lifetime) to ‘live in’ and plug into as we explore our duality and polarity in this density that isn’t native to us on a Metasoul level. This is also why there are feelings of a loss of home for parts of us as we ascend, even triggering the soul’s original separation wound, as we are truly leaving what has been home. 

The 3D Matrix is being disclosed to many more souls, who in the knowledge of it can then become free from it. In the bigger soul picture, this 3D Matrix has been chosen by all souls who experience it as a way to immerse more fully into the 3D dualistic experiment. In this way, no soul is a true victim or prisoner of this Matrix as the remembrance of our free will is what releases us from it.

This 3D Matrix hologram is becoming more obsolete, no longer needed, and hugely limiting to the embodiment of our soul frequencies into our bodies and emotional bodies as we awaken. The human species in this current ‘21st century Earth’ timeline is now ready to be without this 3D Matrix. The collective emotional body is ready to be healed consciously through the receiving of love frequencies to transform the stuck and blocked places of traumatized fear into love. 

4D galactic BEings, commonly called ‘Archons’ and ‘Annunaki’, have collaborated and agreed to play the role of suppressor and enforcers of this 3D Matrix from the 4D level. The Archons (who have also asked to be called the ‘programmers’ or ‘the architects’) have also now grown beyond this role of controlling us through the 3D Matrix on the leading edge of their consciousness. They are, similar to us, at a collective choice point of choosing love over fear, letting in forgiveness from the Divine for the part they played in creating and keeping the 3D Matrix in place. They were actually just fulfilling a role representing the dark in the bigger Descension, polarity-playout experiment.

There has also been a group of dark/fear-polarized humans in alliance with the Archons that have been running government, entertainment, banking, pharmaceutical, and education industries, corporations, and much more from a place of shadow motivation, commonly called the ‘Cabal’ or ‘Deep State’ or ‘Illuminati’ or ‘Power Elite’. Disclosure of these fear-based groups is coming out now as the collective is ready to see, reconcile, and ultimately forgive their actions. As more of their actions come to light, especially ritualistic and perputual sexual abuse and energetic feeding off of children, this will bring up deeply polarized feelings in all of us to process and digest. This offers the opportunity for us to feel in our own soul/Metasoul where we have been the victim, the perpetrator, and why our Metasoul has chosen these roles to play in the bigger picture of our soul’s evolution. 

This disclosure process of the Cabal and its activities through exposure of an increasing number of individuals and organizations that have been part of it is an important aspect of the Ascension of 3D consciousness into 4D consciousness. 3D consciousness and the 3D Matrix allow for secrets to be kept and shadows to remain hidden. The revelation and illumination of the shadow is possible as more light comes into Gaia and into each of our hearts and souls through connection to Her.

Motives and actions cannot be so easily hidden in 4D consciousness and all is ultimately revealed. As 3D consciousness is faced with these dark realities that were previously screened out of awareness, the resulting abhorrence reaction is a sacred part of the propulsion necessary to move along the Ascension process. Each soul will need their own reaction chamber in whatever way, shape, and form that unfolds for them.

The current disclosure process we are undergoing is a difficult phase of Ascension as it is an expression of peak fear in both response to it and in expression of it. This phase invites us to see beyond what can look like fairly hopeless, devastating, and unredeemable situations to the bigger picture of our ongoing Ascension. Disclosure pushes up the parts of us that may feel great outrage, a sense of injustice, distrust in authority, etc. Again, these are all important things to feel, yet not to become ‘fused to’ in the sense of them taking over our expression so we can’t see the bigger picture. 

The bigger picture of Divine purpose around all of it is more possible to download and believe in as we no longer anchor into the 3D Matrix that ‘runs the program’ of ‘end times’ and ‘doom and gloom’ and ‘impending collapse of civilization’, which are actually all frequencies of undigested trauma from the fall of Lemuria and Atlantis. It took me a while to get this distinction during my phase of waking up out of the 3D Matrix. I felt that with all of the information I was now learning about the true corruption and negative agenda behind it all, there was no way modern civilization could survive and exist much longer. The case being made by some people for ‘near term human extinction’ looked all too credible.

When I eventually woke up to, and connected with my galactic DNA and Star Family, then I could see how much assistance and support is available to us to move us out of this phase safely. And, once I could see the bigger picture of Ascension, I realized that the energy frequencies of Gaia Herself would no longer allow these denser energies of self annihilation of ourselves as a species to exist at some point. 

The current phase of disclosure is also challenging because it invites us to wake up to violence in all its expressions within the 3D Matrix. It invites us to go beyond what has been conditioned to be acceptable and really see and finally feel our contributions to it. This includes the apparent environmental devastation of Gaia, the slaughtering of so many animals in completely compassionless ways, the ongoing battles and wars occurring all over our planet, the perpetual violence against women in violent sexual acts, the trafficking and sexual torture of children, and many other ways. This is waking up to feel the ‘cries of the world’, as Mother Mary and Kuan Yin have offered to me. 

To wake up to the cries of the world/women/children (especially) is not an easy process. Sometimes you feel like your heart will literally break as you digest all of the cruelty and brutality that is going on every second on our planet. As you draw resources to you (such as documentaries, writings, messengers, etc.) that open you up to this reality, you may feel like you will explode with all the outrage that can come up in response to it. Again, this invites you to feel how to be aware of the cries of the world with open hearted compassion without creating more polarity by being angry, bitter, and resentful toward it. Moving into compassion and forgiveness is one of the key ways to become unanchored from the 3D Matrix. It’s as if you ‘rise above’ the consciousness that it projects. You can now see it, feel it, and no longer become one of the contributors, creators, and players in it. 

As we no longer anchor into the 3D Matrix, there is this collective floating feeling as each individual soul finds their new bearings inside of themselves rather than outside of themselves. This can feel like a disconcerting void space for many people and push up an acute sense of lost identity to be unplugged from the 3D Matrix. Some souls will be slower, stubborn, or even outright refuse to re-anchor into themselves and into a higher-vibrational frequency of empowerment during this current timeline. They will continue to create a Matrix from inside of themselves, pulling from their unhealed emotional bodies and undigested 4D frequencies of karma from their Metasoul lifetimes too. 

The ‘hellish’ aspects of the 3D Matrix will still be a reality for these souls as they are choosing for them to be from a place of free will. They remain ‘plugged in’ completely by their own free will choice on a 3D level and, of course, on a Higher Self level too. These 3D Selves will continue to manifest body illness, disease, toxic relationship patterns, suffering loops, intense feeling states of anxiety, depression, rage…whatever they need to continue to grow and learn. 

It will become increasingly uncomfortable for them to be at this lower 3D frequency and remain on Gaia, so they will most likely leave their body eventually with their Metasoul having sovereignly learned what it came here to learn. It is also offered by many channelers and teachers that these souls will be teleported to other 3D anchored planets to finish out the experience of their learning there. Some feel this will be like the Christian rapture in reverse, meaning instead of souls ascending to heaven and leaving the planet, 3D souls will leave to go to denser planets. I have been offered that this ‘teleportation’ is less of a literal occurence and more of an etheric one as the current incarnation leaves the physical body. In their next incarnation, they may then choose to experience 3D reality again for growth reasons. Yet, by then, Gaia will no longer be an option for that 3D experience.

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This is an excerpt about the 3D Matrix from Chapter Three in my new book on Ascension called Free To Be 5D: Navigating Ascension From The Inside Out. You can read much more about Ascension, the 3D/4D Matrix, parts of the 3D/4D self and healing at the Metasoul level in the book, which you can purchase as a PDF, ebook and print edition with links at soulfullheart.org/books

More information about 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen/Gabriel Heartman/Kasha Rokshana, group calls and events, writings and books, at soulfullheart.org.

Free To Be 5D Book Documentary (Video) | Jelelle & Raphael Awen, Kalayna Solais

I am very excited to release our first exploration into more of a documentary style video offering with AMAZING editing and producing by our very own Gabriel Heartman (who worked so hard on this!) It has long been my dream to offer videos that combine our words, images, music, and interviews/teachings as an activation and bridge to our energy…and here is the first! This one made me a cry a few times, in a good way as we all watched it together as a group on Wednesday for the first time.

In this video, I share about my new book about the Ascension process called Free To Be 5D: Naigating Ascension From The Inside Out available now in print, ebook, and PDF editions (and eventually in audio as well). I talk about how this book has been inspired by hundreds of 1:1 sessions with others over the years, my own awakening process through parts/soul aspect work over the last 15 years, our community experience of this process, and Divine guidance/inspiration. The book offers an overview of a process which has long been in the making and creation for many years. I describe what the book (and SoulFullHeart process) provides that is unique from other offerings, what the ‘take away’ main messages are from the book and my inspiration to write it.

The overlaying messages I received while writing this book over the last several months was that you are NOT alone, there is so much support from within, with the Divine, and with Star Family that you more and more able to connect with. Another message is that you ARE Infinite Love in human form and all else (such as the experience of separation) is a temporary illusion offered for your growth.

“You’ve so long been the lone light in pervasive darkness, now you will become the lighthouse, helping to bring everyone safely home….to the Divine’s shore again.” ~

Also interviewed by Gabriel in the video is SoulFullHeart Co-creator and Facilitator and my beloved mate Raphael Awen, who describes his emotional reaction to reading/editing the book and also how he feels that it will benefit those reading it…even those who don’t know anything about the SoulFullHeart process. Also interviewed for this video is lovely SoulFullHeart Facilitator Kalayna Solais, who shares her experience of reading it and what she feel it offers others.

I highly recommend this book for anyone who has been drawn to our writings, videos, and even sessions with us and would like a bigger context/picture for ALL that we offer and explore in this process now described in ONE place. An excerpt from the book and links to purchase it are at soulfullheart.org/books

You can also join Raphael and I for an upcoming group call series for six weeks starting on July 15th, 2020 at 10:00am PDT over Zoom (and completes on August 19th) that provides more teaching and an immersion through guided meditation into the content covered in the book. You can join that call series live and/or receive the recordings for a donation at soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen or at soulfullheart.org/freetobe5dgroupcallseries

Many more documentary style videos to come, especially as we begin our travelling adventures and can share video from sacred places, starting with Glastonbury, UK in September!

Love,
Jelelle Awen

Free To Be 5D Book & Group Call Series Starting July 15th!

By Jelelle Awen

There have been so many gifts from coming together regularly for our Free To Be group call series over the last three months with a total of 12 calls offered during that time! The original idea and inspiration was to provide a light house and virtual inner/outer community bridge during the ‘storm’ of the Covid event, Matrix collapsing, and New Earth 5D transition that we feel is going on right now. We were so blessed to have over 100 souls join us live or via the recording during these two series and it was a huge boost to our leadership, offering of SoulFullHeart, and in community expansion experience as well!

And now, onward to our next group call series! People have been wanting it and asking for it for awhile now….and FINALLY we have a SoulFullHeart ‘Basics’ and overview of the entire paradigm and process in the form of a new book by me, Free To Be 5D, and an accompanying six-week group call series.

Our Free To Be 5D group call series will be over six weeks on Wednesdays starting in TWO WEEKS on Wednesday, July 15th at 10:00am PDT! During this Free To Be 5D group call series, we will go over specific content in the book in a sequential way. We will overview, summarize, and expand on what you are reading in the book in a way that will bridge you even more to the content. We are hoping this will take you beyond a mental assimilation of the information from the book and into a deeper visceral sense of resonance with what we are offering.

In each call, we will provide one of our powerful, efficient, and transformative guided meditations to offer an experiential deepening within you of what we have taught about during the call. This creates a bridge from what you are learning about on a mental level into the emotional body and quantum soul field, where activation, transformation, and deeper healing become possible.

There is more information about the Free To Be 5D series at: soulfullheart.org/freetobe5dgroupcallseries and https://www.facebook.com/events/1168761756849918/

You can attend the calls live with us and you will receive the recordings to keep and listen to later if you want to or can’t make it live. You can donate to join us at any time with ANY amount that you want to offer before or after July 15th and we will send you the link to join, along with the recordings of any calls you may have missed if the series is already underway at the time of your donation. You can purchase at our shop at soulfullheart.org/shop or via paypal by offering a donation: paypal.me/jelelleawen

​You do not need to have attended or listened to the other group calls from our two previous Free To Be series before coming to this third series. Although, we do highly recommend listening to the recordings from the first two Free To Be series, which you can purchase at the same links as above.

We do highly recommend that you read the book prior to or along with the group call series, with links here to purchase as PDF, ebook or in print editions: soulfullheart.org/books

And, also, I will be offering a Sacred Feminine group call for women exploring healing our mother wound to let in more Divine Mother this Sunday, July 5th at 10:00am PDT. You can join me live and/or receive the recording by offering a donation at the same links above with more info at: https://www.soulfullheart.org/womengroupcalls

We so look forward to this next deepening journey with those who feel curious about and resonant with what we are offering!

love,
Jelelle Awen

Info about ALL of our upcoming events including our in-person and virtual Glastonbury Gathering in September are at soulfullheart.org.