In today’s Live, My Inner Magical Child, Marvin talks about all the other ‘Tele’s’ we are all waiting for – Telekinesis, Teleportation, Telepathy. We’ve had the telegraph, the telephone and television – all miracles in their own time and way. Now, new tele’s await us!
These things are already making headway into our waking consciousness as we realize the miracle of consciousness that we already are, one miracle begets another.
What is it that your Inner Child wants to experience and bring back into remembrance for you?, for those around you?
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The forgetting was every bit as sacred, and every bit as much of a miracle as is the remembering.
I use the words ‘was’ and ‘is’ to lend itself to the illusion of time we entered as part of the forgetting. Itβs all actually happening in the Now, beyond timeβs past, present and future compart’mentalization’ (mentalized partitions).
There were things you just could not have experienced and felt without the forgetting. To for-get means to give up having. We gave up the awareness of what we were (are) so that we could have a dawning experience of re-entry into our essence. I like to say that we forgot (in order) to remember.
Both the forgetting and the remembering are illusory, meaning they are generated as a lesser reality, coming from a higher reality.
The cool thing about all this is that the forgetting as it plays out in the time illusion seems to be done its magic, and we are now in the awakening phase of our personal and collective consciousness, where even phases themselves are being felt as part of the illusion.
I am being guided in the moment with a deep felt sense of aching to remember, to be re-membered with my larger soul awareness, source awareness, Star seed, Star BEing self, Metasoul Aspects and who knows how much and what else more! I can viscerally feel how life in the 3rd dimension is a narrow sliver of consciousness bandwidth, that was so needed, and so perfect to be limited by for the time that I was, but now, that which was perfect has become toxic to my arising BEing, as Iβm being invited into new places.
As I let my mind ponder, along with the parts of me attached to the mind, that even its orientation to past, present and future is an illusory part of the forgetting that it had to adapt to in order to serve where I needed to go, then the mind and those parts of me can let in again a latest and new operating system where something new is true, that wasn’t before.
So hereβs the deal. The forgetting is happening in the Now. So is the remembering. The life I βlivedβ in what now feels claustrophobically limited to 3D, is not past, but is also in the Now. If this is true, then it also follows that the life I wish to enter in the βfutureβ of deep and full remembrance is also happening in the Now. I donβt need to wait for it to arise or deepen. I can re-member with a past life or a future one…take your pick!
Itβs a bit hard to make this assertion right now, given the protests of my minds orientation, and given that even this writing is intentioned towards remembering more and more with others, as in future tense. Yes, I do experience myself as remembering more and more with the passing of time, and wanting that. It’s like a part of me is looking for the fast forward button.
So which one is true then? Here Now, or one day? They canβt both be true, right? Theyβre like opposites.
What if they are each true in their own dimensions?
This feels very true to me. The rules of the game differ from basketball to baseball. 3D is a very specific game and convincing illusion, with a hard set of rules and truths all of its own.
This Iβm finding intriguing then. Whatβs dawning on me is that the future I want to one day become familiar with in my waking consciousness, I already have it in the Now, outside of 3Dβs world, and itβs as complete as complete can be.
This gets really relieving in the sense that I donβt have to employ the whole drudgery picture of enlightenment, or overcoming the darkness (or duality) in order to one day, hopefully attain or earn some higher existence. The games are merging. Itβs a bit confusing playing baseball on a basketball court, but weβre finding our way.
Iβm already the Highest Self version of me. Here in the 3D plain of existence, which is only one of many for me and you, it seems to be about βrealizingβ this reality into this dimension. Iβm given a dimension where a reality admittedly doesnβt feel real yet to a part of me, and is being tasked with making it real. I’m being invited to get to know this part of me and bridge to it through my Higher Self.
Talk about oceans of new growth wanting to expand out onto our awareness. Talk about every suffering you ever endured being critically necessary to the mission. Talk about everything being ultimately sourced in the one and only source of Loveβ¦. wow!
Key for me in this awakening is finding and feeling the parts of me polarized to the different dimensions. The part of me who did a 30 year career so effectively isnβt the same part of me who knew and hid deep core unworth and disconnect from source, nor the part of me who feels fluid with Unicorns and Archangels. We are so much more than a single personality. The Single Personality Disorder, as I call it, seems to be the kingpin of holding 3D life intact. As we begin to see ourselves as a makeup of parts, we are brought to the start line of a profound journey of awakening.
Instead of saying and thinking βI thisβ¦β and βI thatβ¦β, try saying, thinking and feeling instead, βA part of meβ¦β
…and call me in the morning with how thatβs working for youβ¦ π
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Today’s Live – Navigating Change In Preparation For 2020
With so much change upon us personally and collectively, how do you relate to the change that is coming and wants to come?
Are you in touch with the polarity inside of you of the part that wants the change in contrast with the part of you that doesn’t? Relating with both of these parts of you and the gap between them are necessary for you to not be in suffering over the changes underway.
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How do you digest a decade and prepare to enter a new one? In this video, I offer a window into my own process, embracing my self from 10 years ago, feeling his wants, wishes and fears. Then I also offer a way to embrace the multitude of inner and outer changes happening in our lives.
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Today’s live is a look at the Individual – a ‘not dividable twoness’. Take a journey of reverence and wonder with me and invite your mind along. I explore my own awe and ongoing discoveries about the magic of you and me.
Here’s a link to the mentioned group call/Guided Meditation later today withΒ Jelelle AwenΒ and myself at 10am PST (Vancouver Time) – Digesting 2019 and preparing for 2020 – would love to have you join – $15 CAD love exchange.Β https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/grouptransmissions
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Itβs the release of our weekly Museletter! Offering ALL of our writings, videos, events, healing offerings, and audio blogs for the week.Β Go read it here!
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In this weekβs Museletter, we feature a 12/12 full moon energy update from facilitator Jelelle Awen. These energies are increasing possibilities of intimacy and warming up the coldness and protection within:
“In the receiving and letting in of these heart warming codes (activation of the higher heart chakra big time with possible heart palpitations), you may feel a resistance and a βcoldnessβ response inside of you from parts of you. This coldness or push away or shut down is a deeper defense to false love that has needed to be there. It may be a layer of wall that your Inner Protector has created to keep false love out. This has been effective and necessary, yet also limits and blocks REAL love from coming in, such as the Infinite Love codes that are being offered by these 12/12 energies.”
There are some new audio blogs and writings this week from Jelelle and Raphael Awen and Gabriel. The writings include a holiday digestion from Gabriel as well as another energy update and poem from Jelelle. Raphael shares a post about the magic of awakening to parts work.
SoulFullHeart Facilitator Gabriel Heartman shares two new videos about healing sacred wounds and the difference between the higher self and authentic self. Facilitator Raphael Awen begins a new daily video series titled βAliveβ in which he shares vulnerably and on a new topic each day. You can watch these on his Facebook page or our YouTube channel.
Raphael and Jelelle will be co-leading their next monthly group transmission over Zoom on Saturday, December 14th PDT. This group explores and offers sacred union codes within and with a mate and activations from Yeshua and Magdalene. More information here to join them or receive the recording:Β https://www.facebook.com/events/465469127414714/
Jelelle Awen is leading her next monthly virtual womenβs group called Sacred Arising Feminine Exploration (SAFE) on Sunday, December 29 2019 at 10:00am PDT over Zoom She will continue to teach about the energies and frequencies offered by the Divine Mother. More information here: https://www.facebook.com/events/474843500044699/
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Raphael and Gabriel, SoulFullHeart Facilitators for men and women, are now offering FREE 30-45 minute intro calls over Zoom to see how the SFH process and ongoing 1:1 sessions may support you on your healing and Ascension journey. Jelelle Awen is now working with women new to the SoulFullHeart process in 1:1 bridging sessions. More info here:Β soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions
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In Today’s Live, I share my personal process around doing these videos, as well as offer a guided meditation to enter the unknown and feel what it has to offer you.
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Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc. Visit our Patreon Page to send us love in the form of money: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart π
In today’s live, Raphael explores our common denominator of the need for love, how that begins with needs for love with others and how we are invited to bring that into love with ourselves – the only love that can never go away.
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Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc. Visit our Patreon Page to send us love in the form of money: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart π
Alive Daily with meΒ Raphael AwenΒ – join me for this intention sharing Live as I share my desires and intention to launch a daily live video – real time, real vulnerability, real desire…what is calling you as we launch into the new decade and the next seven year cycle?
In this video, I share my intention to launch a daily live video series, at 6am PST, (Vancouver Time) each day.
I see this ongoing series being about feeling things together in real time, about whatβs going on in your and my world. How are we transitioning to the new arising world we know in our hearts is possible.
Iβve long known I was called to be more outed, more transparent, more real in sharing what Iβm here to share, but wrestled with parts of me and aspects of my Metasoul that were reticent to serve, feeling where in other timelines service and expansion went sideways and even ended in great destruction. This left me very intuitive about what I would or wouldnβt participate in, not so much from a judgmental place, as much as I simply couldnβt get excited about, sadly so, (and still canβt) anything that feels like it isnβt transparent, like something is being hidden.
Iβve known I was called to lead something knew, especially as I couldnβt find what my soul longed for, but found this daunting, and tried hard to find community that I could shine my light within, rather than having to lead or initiate the community. The time stamp on that effort expired whenΒ Jelelle AwenΒ and I became a couple, at the same time we were expelled from what felt like a soul family community. Jelelleβs leadership and vision in creating SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, was something I readily gave myself to, but also still played βsmaller thanβ within somehow. While being called a cocreator, there have been numerous ways Jelelle has simply been ahead of me in her focus, clarity and energy to lead. Itβs been a great playground to exercise my gifts and grow in, but now I find myself reaching a tipping point of resolution that Iβm being invited into my own fuller leadership, still very much in the gift of what she and we have led, but with something resolving around this reticence – an owning, a claiming of my own heart and soul gifts; a more formal acceptance of the call to serve. Itβs always an ongoing thing of course, but this feels like a tipping point, a long desired and foreseen tipping point of entering a new phase. Time will tell.
I said all of that to invite you to join me in this new intention, finding where it mirrors whatβs moving in your own call to leadership and profound reconciliation with yourself, expressing within and without. I would be so honoured to be a part of your arising fulfillment and deepening into love and life and service.
I welcome your thoughts, feelings, encouragements, questions and dialogue. If I miss comments or questions during a given Live, I will respond in the comments or respond Live in the day following.
Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc. Visit our Patreon Page to send us love in the form of money: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart π
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