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Freeing UP & Sharing Your Truth Through Self Validation, Permission & Play – Holy Week Divine Union Transmissions W/Yeshua & Magdalene

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By Raphael and Jelelle Awen

This writing continues on from the first post in this Holy Week transmissions about Cleansing Your Temple: Body, Mind & Heart

Yeshua offers: 

“Thank you, Raphael for asking my truth about speaking your truth. You are all clearly able to receive my frequency because we are all attuned to, and sourced in, at source level, the same highest frequency. 

As you attune more and more to that frequency, by your choices and your soul’s evolution, expressing in your life, you will feel this, you will know this, and you will confirm this more and more. 

This is where it gets fun. This is where so much tension gets answered. 

You get to be you. You don’t need to conform to any other pattern unless you want to, unless it’s fun. 

I’m toying with this word ‘fun’ today, because it gets at the seriousness, tediousness and boredom overlay that I know you, Raphael, have journeyed through and continue to find your way out the other side. 

Let’s have some fun, okay? You did religion long enough. So did I. You did spirituality boredom long enough, so did I. Let’s return to play. 

…Yes, my take on the waveform of speaking your truth as I did in that life spoken of in the texts of old…

Let’s go there in heart and mind, soul and body now as One. Let’s feel this truth together with all of our capacities in alignment, tuning into the higher heart and mind—to Love itself…

Your truth, my truth and even the Divine’s truth is in change, growth and evolution. If God or Source knew all truth, there’d be no reason for it to exist. IT exists to know more while knowing it can never come to know ALL.

 

If you subscribe to a God who has the final word on all truth, it’s a clear sign you are still afraid of your own truth. 

This is because admitting your truth to yourself and in turn to your world around you changes everything. You will walk through fires of separation. The sword of your truth will cut and pierce. 

You will suffer loss. It will hurt. That wound however is the portal opening to so much more. 

It begins by making your truth known. But becoming an angry advocate and parking there is no longer where I’m at. It was a necessary phase, one that I entered for a time and needed to go through in order to go on to my next discoveries and courageous choices about my truth. 

Remaining in contention with opposers is another evidence of the fear of your truth. 

I offer you this personally, Raphael and to all those souls taking this in now who resonate. 

You have left so much behind by the simple act of making your truth known and allowing the landscape to reconfigure. Naturally you carry these losses as a trauma fear of more loss. Even in the refined life you live now, you are not excused from feeling and negotiating this fear. Gain and loss are part of this frequency reality. Becoming higher frequency doesn’t exempt you, me, or anyone from that. 

Living out this negotiation however, is like the most grounded and empowering and alive proposition. 

If you will truly do you, without apology, yet with tenderness of heart and soul, with care for yourself and the other…at times with a ferocity, never with intent to destroy, and at other times with the gentleness of a kitten…all only to rearrange, realign, then you will continue to unfold in this magic. 

Every breath, every thought, every movement and exchange of energy gets to BE you. 

Admitting that you see through a personal lens and an ever changing lens at that, puts you in your God class. The God class of never-ending learning, feeling, experiencing, exponentially growing.

One who won’t admit that they have a personal lens has a longer way to go at remembering who and what they are and are still serving the forgetting. But even this forgetting is all sacred and part of the Divine’s own evolution. 

I had to, over and over again, come to forgive myself and receive not only the Divine’s forgiveness but its appreciation for my entire awakening journey. All the time and even lifetimes spent in lesser things and places are equally treasured by the Divine. 

No place was this more attuned and precious to me than in my relationship with Mary Magdalene. We each danced, both in step and out of step, with our own truth. Yet, we kept and keep finding our way. Without her, I still can’t begin to see where I could be where I am now. 

I honour you and all souls for your willingness to be in all of this. I feel for you all in the sorting of all the reactions, the forwards and backwards, the triumphs and the recoils. 

Your truth will take you from one place to another. New territories will continue to emerge. Don’t seek a final resting place. Instead, let your resting place be in the flow and in the change. 

You are in my class, and I am in your class. We are in the God class together.”

Love,

Yeshua with Raphael

~

Mary Magdalene offers: 

“I feel dressed today, beloveds, and more ready to share with you from my fuller self. Through the cleansing of the healing waters and allowing the fears of the vulnerable and scared part of me in our first meeting to come through, I show up now not in armour yet in a healthy sense of self affirmation earned from a deep reconciliation within.

I have settled in quickly to my connection with you, Jelelle, as we have cultivated it for many years now…when I first showed my face through yours in the early days of your soul’s remembrance awakening to the Feminine Christ within you. At the time, you were in a False God group led by a mostly shadow-based teacher, who also saw and validated your deep connection and love of the Divine. In doing so, he timestamped your ability to be under his controlling and often abusive authority system for very long. My face came through yours and also my energies catalyzed your need to tell your truth, even as it eventually cost you your relationship with him, your livelihood as a facilitator of his work, and your soul family community at the time who all rejected you.

I fuelled your ‘No!” and your choice to leave this teacher as you responded to the first blooms of new love with your beloved Raphael in a true Divine Union frequency of equality instead.

Sharing our truth that comes from deep within, especially as women, has often come with a cost. In my primary lifetime for which you know of me, it would have cost me my life to be at my beloved Yeshua’s side in my full expression of truth with him. And I wasn’t meant to die in that way, yet to continue to hold the seeds of our soul family lineage and ascension codes on, even as threat of persecution followed us always in that life.

From the shadows of our bridal chamber and with the few beloveds in our Magdalene family that we could truly trust, I was able to unfold all of my feminine gifts, bridging heaven to earth and infusing Yeshua with the Creatrix codes of death and rebirth. This helped give him the courage to face his body’s ‘death’ and trust his spirit’s resurrection on the other side.

And, to the ‘public’, I became the whore seeking redemption from him for so long. The truth of my equal status with Yeshua began to emerge, to be unearthed, when the collective finally became more ready for it. The truth of how he held me as much a teacher of his as he did student as he did beloved. The apostle of the apostles, as I truly considered myself even though very few could honor me as such.

And the truth emerging still of my deep Divine union with Yeshua, the sacred sexuality grounds that we explored, the children we had together eventually, the live we shared after the resurrection with him in a lighter form of body.

Thank you for letting me come through all those years ago, Jelelle, and many since then, allowing me to be a bridge to your Magdalene sister aspect from that life and feel her grief and pain so deeply. Thank you for sharing my message and my truth now out to this public forum that is so far reaching, forming a truly world wide web. I am still getting used to having such a vast pulpit and receptive audience now for those who feel called to share my energies and messages…..when I have, as all Divine Feminine energies, been waiting for so long and just now starting to wake up and be welcomed.

And I offer to you all who hear me now…..the truth that rises from within you is not rebellion—it is resurrection. Each time you speak what is real, you roll away the stone.

Honor your wisdoms that come from your precious life and soul’s experience and direct communion with the Divine as sacred and valid. Seek not permission from others, yet feel freed up within your own sense of self worth and self love to play, to create, to share, to envision, and to advocate.

When you speak from that place of deep bubbling well of Divine Essence within, you might be questioned, doubted, and misunderstood. Yet, I am here to assist you in remembering your soul’s truth as held in the heart of Divine Mother. I am here to create safety for the parts of you who feel protective; to forgive the parts who judge as they have been judged, and to inspire your Divine inspiration to flow.

You are already worthy. You are already chosen. Your truth IS the authority.

Let me walk beside you today, let me come through you as you speak what’s real for you, not for validation, but for remembrance.

I leave you now with this blessing:

Beloved soul,

May your voice remember its origin in Love.

May the tremble in your truth be held as holy.

May every word you speak from your depths

be met by angels in flesh who echo,

“Yes, this is the way.”

Until tomorrow, with all of our love,

Mary Magdalene w/Jelelle

Read all of our written transmissions here on this blog and our Divine Self embodiment website blog and the spoken versions of this transmissions on videos here on our Divine Self Embodiment You Tube Channel. More info here to join us for a live Easter Divine Union Codes Transmission w/Yeshua and Mary Magdalene on April Sunday 20th over zoom with Raphael and Jelelle Awen and to receive the replay.

Preparing & Cleansing Your Temple: Body, Heart, & Soul – Holy Week Divine Union Transmissions W/Yeshua & Magdalene

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By Raphael and Jelelle Awen

This holy week of Easter, which began yesterday on Palm Sunday, offers profound opportunities for sacred soul remembrance. From whichever ancient culture, calendar, or belief system you recognize the Easter passage, the codes are very much here—potent and ready to be stepped into with your intention and power, even if that power feels diminished in this moment, quite possibly a preparation for this entrance. 

I feel Yeshua as a beloved guide, template, and mentor. Beyond the debates about who he truly was or how his essence has been distorted, lies the authentic encoding—already within you—awakening now.

When Yeshua offered his disciples a cup and said, “Do this in remembrance of me,” he gave a ceremonial and ritual act to substantiate, in the more familiar physical, what is happening in the subtle realms of the Metabody, your soul field, your energy body, your entire expanded and connected reality of being.

From his grand entrance into purpose and calling to the daily preparations, to the death and resurrection codes at the end of this week on Easter Sunday, your own entrance and choices await you: into embodiment, empowerment, and attunement.

I hear and feel Yeshua offering this Monday’s observance as one of “Cleansing Your Temple: Energetic & Emotional Purification”

We’ll feel together, if you’d like to take up my invitation, into a different alignment and message each day of this holy week leading into Easter Sunday, where you can also join us for a virtual Sunday Service offering event. I’m joined in this with my beloved, Jelelle, as she connects to Yeshua’s counterpart in this Sacred Union transmission…embodying Mary Magdalene’s potent, alchemical, and central voice, role, and encoding.

Yeshua offers:

“You are not who you once were. You’ve changed so much, even recently. You’ve chosen and walked through the fires. Yet many of the old furnishings of your previous life—things you’ve largely lost interest in—still hold a place in your temple. It is time now to honor those former attachments deeply, thank them for the grounding and gifts they gave, and then release and cleanse.

Your temple is a finely tuned instrument—well beyond even the wonders of the pyramids.

Your sovereignty of being, with deep self-permission and self-authorization, wants to awaken further into felt and experienced validation from within.

No longer to suppress, but to support and allow. No longer to make things happen, but to serve the greater happening that you always were and always are.

Your temple gates extend outward in service to others—by sacred invitation, through natural alignment and attunement. This is both quantum and personal. This cleanse, choice, and self-permission flow potently into the reality of your life as you currently perceive it—and beyond, into realms you cannot yet articulate or fully feel.

You’ve prayed and sought long enough for your redemption and deliverance. It is time now to respond to the life ring your soul offers in answer to those prayers. 

The alignment is here, in this now. It awaits you. Meet it—and it will meet you.”

Love,

Yeshua w/Raphael

~

Mary Madgalene offers: 

She waits for me in the healing pools of the sacred temple of Divine Mother that is connected to her human timeline and also to the Unified field outside of time. These healing pools offer such deep cleansing, purification, and release and are available to all who need them.

She is somber and somehow exposed emotionally, vulnerable and naked, both in body and in heart. I can feel how she wants to be experienced not just as a historical figure or an ascended master or even as Yeshua’s counterpart, yet also as a divinely human woman with her own sovereign emotions and vulnerabilities.

She is preparing for the intense initiation that awaits her beloved Yeshua this week. Our entire Magdalene soul family has been preparing for and tuning into the ‘events’ of this week for generations. It is not a surprise nor is it a betrayal or an ambush or a sacrifice. It is a chosen, planned and orchestrated light working held by highly advanced souls who come from an ancient lineage, offering a remembrance code of resurrection for those who are ready to receive it. 

Yeshua will experience the painful process of death and rebirth mostly in the flesh, yet she and the other female Magdalenes such as Mother Mary and Yeshua’s beloved cousin Miriam, will hold space for it ALL in the higher grids and inside of their wombs, hearts, and souls. 

As Mary Magdalene relaxes into the waters, she has this to offer us now: “As I cleanse the temple of my body and my heart in these holy waters, I am feeling today some resistance inside of me, some place in my ‘ego’ as you would call it now in your time.

This part of me does not want to let my beloved Yeshua go. She is feeling attached to his physical form, even while knowing that our divine union continues in the higher realms in which we will remain connected forever. 

There is this deep, wise aspect of a Divine Mother priestess in me that is in anticipation of becoming the phoenix that will arise from these painful ashes. All that is false will be burned away. She trusts the love that is holding us and the collective service and template that this resurrection process offers for the All. 

Yet, I want to honor this part of me that is attached, as I feel like this may resonate for many of you taking in this message now going through your own letting go processes. And I want you to feel my vulnerability as well, not just my strength and my spiritual attainments. Not just my access to divinity. 

This part of me that is human, that wants to keep Yeshua all to herself, feels like it is ‘waste’ to lose him in this way as also she feels anger at the distortion and corruption of this precious resurrection code by the False God programs. How deeply its light has been buried in the darkness of enslaving dogma and its purpose twisted by power hungry, patriarchal agendas!

Surrendering to the Divine cycles of all of creation – light and shadow – brings me the most peace and I find it now as I hold this struggling part of me, this feminine mate within, in my heart. I feel Divine Mother comfort and reassure her, and it immediately moves through me like a soothing balm.

And I offer you the same reassurance as you prepare to undertake the next death and rebirth initiation that awaits you on your soul’s remembrance journey. I invite you to feel the human parts of you that are afraid, that are resistant, that are angry, and who need comfort along with the bigger soul context as they ‘face their deepest fears’. Not just to label them ‘ego’ and judge them and push them away. Yet to love them with all of your heart infused by Divine Mother’s.

This is the only way to move from fear and into love. From separation and into union. By honoring your inner reality and emotions and thoughts and human body as the most sacred temple that deserves your compassionate attention. Your most holy of holies truly is found from within. 

As you cleanse your body and heart and your physical space in preparation to move into a deeper surrender to wherever the Divine is guiding you now, allow whatever feelings from any parts of you to be a sacred aspect of this process. Open up the portal of the feelings to wherever they want to take you and receive love as the ultimate answering of all fears.  

Just sharing this message with you has helped this part of me and my heart. Thank you!”

Until tomorrow, with all of our love,

Mary Magdalene w/Jelelle

Read all of our written transmissions here on this blog and our Divine Self embodiment website blog and the spoken versions of this transmissions on videos here on our Divine Self Embodiment You Tube Channel. More info here to join us for a live Easter Divine Union Codes Transmission w/Yeshua and Mary Magdalene on April Sunday 20th over zoom with Raphael and Jelelle Awen and to receive the replay.

When Suffering Becomes The Comfort Zone For Parts Of You (Video)

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Sometimes the comfort zone is actually the ‘pain zone’.

Parts of you/soul aspects get used to suffering on some level, in the physical body (illness/disease/inflammation), or the emotional body (post traumatic, depression, anxiety, fear reactions) or the mental body (negative mind set, false belief systems, suffering/shame thought spirals) or the soul and energy field (karmic looping, ‘entity attacks’, ceilings in awakening, disconnection from soul purpose.) Or, in relationships (codependence, being/allowing abuse, flatness/deadness, etc.) Or in ALL of these in different phases and stages.

Pain/suffering is meant to be a temporary ‘warning sign’ and an invitation to use it as a portal of self discovery and healing WITH the Divine. It is not meant to be a ‘finally resting place’ or dimension or frequency for which we can live and thrive, although certainly the 3D Matrix makes it feel like that (which takes many distractions and drugs of all kinds and continuous toxicity to keep barely alive.)

And this suffering actually becomes safe and comfortable to these parts of you. It becomes ‘home’. The only thing they have ever known.

I imagine to the version of ‘you’ reading this right now that may seem strange or counter intuitive, yet I have seen/felt/witnessed this so many times in others and in my own parts, esp when we drop into the consciousness frequency ‘below’ the persona ego “I” voice as we do in sessions.

Parts of you may feel very, very deep down…at a core level…that they do not deserve love. That they are not worth love. That they are not EVER going to truly be free of pain and suffering. That they do not trust that love will ever NOT turn into pain and loss.

I would offer, in fact, that we ALL have parts that feel that way…until we connect with them consciously to feel what has been comfortable for them, the dark places they reside, the void places they retreat to, the medications they use to numb out their feelings (including spirituality).

And there they stay…..in suffering, in hell realms, in karmic suffering loops of unworthiness, shame and disconnect…… until, as our Divine Self (compassionate, non-judgemental, supported, hopeful), we invite them to come into our heart, come into the light, come into safety, come into starting to feel the SEEDS of goodness and love from within. Until we start to consciously negotiate with these stuck parts…there is just no way they can actually shift and move in a lasting and transmutative way.

They will resist. They will come up with excuses. They will go into victim mode/blame, looking on the outside for ’causes’ and for ‘cures’. The inertia to remain in stuckness, in suffering, in pain is SO deep and vast, as it is fuelled by collective consciousness and the Matrix programming/conditioning.

It can be tricky to feel and reframe the excuses into invitations to move into something new and hopeful, something beyond the fear. It can be challenging to track all the diversive strategies that can come up in the resistance to feeling, to healing, to ascending, to embodying your Divine self. To experiencing and receiving LOVE.

I am still surprised sometimes by the resistance that comes up in parts of people to receiving love, to seeing themselves as Love and to becoming love for parts of themselves. Yet, I also understand it and am compassionate about it, as I so felt the same resistance in parts of me for many years and soul aspects too (some of which I share about in my new book memoir with Raphael, Under The Bloated Banyan).

Yet, ultimately, to resist love is not natural and is what I’ve been offered by the Divine is the root cause of all suffering. When parts of you resist love, they are resisting THEIR very essence AS love.

That feels worth repeating:

Resistance to love is the root cause of ALL suffering.

In this brief video that I filmed coming out of Divine meditation space this morning, I offer more about this dynamic within and also a meditation bridge to Divine Mother’s heart lifeline to any parts of you in suffering and supports your Divine Self to be there for them. Inviting these parts of you to join you in Divine Mother’s higher dimensional Sacred Garden space with healing pools. It is posted above.

1:1 and couples sacred session space to feel and bridge to these parts in suffering and make a soul turn toward love are available with me and/or Raphael…more info at soulfullheart.org/sessions

Love,

Healing Sacred Sexuality Experiences In Union And Within Us To Access More Divine Self Embodiment

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Going into our sacred sexuality healing container group transmission call on Sunday 3/3 has brought up a recent process within my soul and with Raphael in our Pairbond union as I/we prepare for it. Our sexuality together has become, now over 15 years together, not just about the act of making love/intercourse etc. or even the ‘goal’ of orgasm. It has deepened into an energectic exchange that expresses physically, emotionally, spiritually, held by the heart that acts as a potent portal to our soul fields.

We call it ‘going into our bridal chamber’ when we transact these energies and it is a safe place where we can be not just naked physically, yet on ALL levels to share what parts/soul aspects are feeling as well. We have held our sexuality together with honoring and tender heart space from our very first sexual experience together, where I shared a letter from my yoni with him so he understood the previous pains/toxicities she had experienced before going deeper to receive him.

Sacred sexuality is not just about physical pleasure, yet also about emotional/spiritual healing as well. It serves the individuals even as it serves the collective too.

In this catalytic year of 2024, we can both feel an upgrade going on in our reunion consciousness together, moving even more out of separation consciousness from so many lifetimes in the 3D/lower 4D matrix of not getting to be together….and into reunion experience on all levels. This upgrade has pushed up some ‘trailing edge/shadow’ expressions of our bond to come up and out to receive love, trust, and response with love.

Our collaboration in creation of and offering of our SoulFullHeart way of life healing process/community has been a ground to sort out separation consciousness and come into more shared alchemy around it. This has revealed trailing edge places of fear of the masculine patriarchy dominance within my soul field experience and compensation for that within his (as the awakening masculines are prone to do this life, trying to ‘make up for’ so much shadow expression that they too were ultimately hijacked by as well.)

The other ground of healing from separation to reunion has been in the bridal chamber exploration of our sexuality. I had been experiencing recently, for the first time in our relationship, pain and tightness in my yoni during our sexuality which was related to moving into deeper stages of menopause. This is very common in women my age as the yoni tissues dry up due to lower estrogen levels. Often this leads to shut down sexuality and no longer desiring orgasms/sexual intercourse/sexual expression, etc.

I started adding to the supplements I’ve been guided to support me right now through this menopause phase specifically to ease this (Vitamin D, Irish Moss and Sea buckthorn oil). I’ll share about the others that are assisting me soon.

They are helping and it is now resolving, yet when it was painful sexuality in the experience with Raphael it pushed up lifetimes of ‘less consensual’ sexuality, which all women have experienced in some form. Not necessarily rape or sexual abuse (which of course so many have) yet what I feel is ‘spiritualized sexuality’ where in lifetimes as a priestess my soul aspects would provide sexuality as a bridge to experience the Goddess. The men who received this initiation through sexuality would then agree to protect the priestesses.

I processed with my soul aspects that this is essentially prostitution in yet another form and a manifestation of the persecution wounding that is so deep in our experience of sexuality (for men and women, both sides.) The temple priestess (esp the Oracle timelines) are rich with this experience, along with the harem lifetimes of ‘serving the man sexually along with many other wives’ as well. And of course the false light male gurus who sexually abuse their usually young female followers are recapitulating this cycle in this life.

I have felt and processed and held space for the healing of this wounded sexuality experience many times in sessions with women over the years and within myself even in this more recent process. These are such tender, sensitive, and vulnerable grounds to go into and it takes time for the Inner Protector/Gatekeeper to trust to open up the parts/soul aspects who experience these things. So very often the Inner Protector shuts down instead the sexual expression and experience (esp as we get older) within us and in the bond rather than open to feel and heal these grounds.

Going into these places in negotiation with our Inner Protector serves to free up our sexuality expression from the persecution wounds, from the shame, from the blame, from the suppression. As our sexuality energies move within our bodies, a vitality expresses and we can reclaim another previously lost and abused fragment of our Divine Feminine power expression.

The Divine honors our sexuality as sacred. The Divine Mother holds space for us to heal our woundings, shame, and fear related to it together and within our own being during phases of sacred singlehood so that we can become a pure channel of its expression and experience again.

We will be offering sacred sexuality sharings and a sound healing/guided mediation transmission from our bridal chamber experiences during this group call on Sunday, March 3rd at 5pm Portugal time/12pm EST which you can attend live and receive the recording. This is not just for those in relationship, yet also those who are single and sacredly healing their sexual experiences.

And Kasha and I will be offering a sacred sexuality group transmission call for women on 3/17 as well. There is more info to offer a donation at soulfullheart.org/events and https://www.facebook.com/events/688766643180972

Love,

Jelelle Awen

False Twin Flames Vs. Divine Union Counterparts: Digesting The Twin Flames Universe Docs

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I was drawn to watching the second doc series about Twin Flames Universe on Netflix (first one was on Amazon Prime that I also took in), a highly controversial group that is mostly online offering Twin Flame reunion ascension courses, groups, coaching, etc. They came across my radar a couple of years ago when someone I was facilitating in sessions mentioned them and mixed experiences with them.

One of the biggest things I felt as I digested the three part series and the many interviews with former members was a sadness at how the Divine Union Counterpart pairbond reality at the higher dimensions has so often been hijacked by the false light to be used in ways to facilitate control agendas.

Divine Union counterparts are very real and valid, as I have experienced myself with my beloved Raphael for the last 15 years in deep and committed reunion together. Yet, I do differentiate this from the false twin flame paradigm that is so popular in spirituality. In false twin flame (particularly as advocated in this group) there is justification of suffering/codependency/abuse/stalking/not respecting personal boundaries, and overall a fear-based grab at the ‘twin flame’ person as your ultimate lover so you need to just ‘live with’ whatever matter of way they treat you. Any means to be with them is justified for the ends of ‘completing each other.’

This is problematic enough in terms of healthy transaction grounds and embodied emotional maturity (which is the real gift of mirroring offered in a Divine Union counterpart bond, plus resolution of karmic patterns together) yet it gets very messy when you have false light leaders who use control, manipulation, group think, false abundance hooks and leaders who seem to be motivated NOT by love yet by making money and fuelling their own self image.

I do trust in the higher realms of the soul that these experiences are chosen by all followers and teachers for lessons and learning. I esp came to this sense having gone through and reconciled my own mostly false light experience and intense shunning experience w/a spiritual group/teacher many years ago when Raphael and I first started dating, which also taught me so much about the type of teacher/healer/space holder/community leader I want to be and don’t want to be. There is quite the collapse and revelation during this phase of Ascension going on of such false light structures and teachers as we ‘outgrow’ needing to go through this particular crucible anymore.

It is saddening to feel the power that is given away to these leaders who do not deserve it, the suffering caused to all….and the exploitation of the very deep draw they have to be in sacred union experience. The longing to be in union with the Divine is what I kept feeling as well was at the root of it…the Divine orphan aching to be ‘claimed’ again.

True divine counterparts have a ground of goodness and good will between them, cannot abuse each other or lie/deceive each other (certainly not taking out restraining orders on each other like in the doc!), and even if they can’t transact to be together due to personal choices, there is a sense of love and acceptance between them around this.

The ultimate purpose of the Divine Union Counterparts coming into reunion is to serve love with the Divine (not falsely claiming to BE god) and offer the template of moving out of separation and into union for others. It is not for personal gratification (other than what is healthy experienced as love with other), ‘hot sex’, making lots of money, having influence over others, etc.

All relationships are sacred, however, and teach us so much about love, worth, and mirrors of separation/union.

We share more about this way of transacting in Divine Union counterpart bonds in our Sacred Union virtual transmission circles offered monthly for men/women, just men and just women (with one coming up on 2/18) with more info at soulfullheart.org/sacredunionseries2024

I shared more about the Divine Union Counterpart pairbond source field and journeys to it with Raphael here: https://www.soulfullheart.org/…/journeying-to-the…

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Hello, I’m Jelelle. I’m in a long-term Divine Counterpart bond; a Divine Union & Ascension Teacher/Parts Work Facilitator and a spiritual writer. To find out more about me, have a look at my website or book a session with me.

I am the author of four books about emotional/spiritual awakening during Ascension, including Free To Be 5D: Navigating Ascension From The Inside Out, available on Amazon.

You can follow me on Facebook here.

Third Eye Chakra: Divine Self Embodiment Video Series W/Raphael & Jelelle Awen

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Third Eye Chakra Opening: Divine Self Embodiment Chakra Sound Healing Series

Your third eye opens up your seeing, your visions, your clairvoyance, and your inspired dreams. As you heal blocks and fears (usually due to persecution from this life and other lifetimes for sharing third eye gifts), you can see beyond the veil of your soul’s amnesia and 3D Matrix conditioning. You become truly free and limitless in where you can ‘go’ and what you can imagine/envision that often leads to manifestation in the physical.

In this video, SoulFullHeart Teachers Raphael and I, Jelelle, Awen are playing our 432 HZ tuned crystal and especially the third chakra bowl (A Note). The meditation that comes through us invites you to open your third eye chakra to envision and connect to a safe, pure, high dimensional space where you can be with parts of yourself and soul aspects. You create an anchoring bridge to safety, purity, and deep healing for yourself with your Divine Self as you open to this creativity, this power of your imagination, this access to your soul’s domains.

And we recode together, we affirm together: I am seeing beyond the veil. I am Divine Intuition. My imagination is open and active.

We tune into our Divine Self embodiment for both women and men, plus Divine Union codes for opening up clear seeing and transmit these codes also through light language and toning/singing together in healing harmonies.

This is the sixth video in the Divine Self Embodiment Chakra video series, where we offer a recoding/upgrade transmission for each 3D Body/Energy Field chakra to 5D frequencies of light body. This provides a templating for each chakra to upgrade, yet also activates on a cellular level the imprinting of the light body. And, supports the detox and clearing necessary for the 3D body/energy field as well in its experiences of inflammation, indigestion, injuries, and illness. The Divine self vessel of vital health is what is needed to hold the higher frequencies of light and love that are possible now and going forward in this Ascension process.

Donations are always welcome as energy exchange and to support our offerings with payment links at https://www.soulfullheart.org/shop

We’d love to hear and feel your movements, reactions, and processes that come up in response to this series. You can watch the entire series in a playlist here, including the previous videos:    • Heart Chakra: Divine Self Embodiment …  

We also offer livestream/virtual sound healings and local sound healing circles in Portugal with more info about future events and 1:1 sessions at https://www.soulfullheart.org/


Throat Chakra: Divine Self Embodiment Video Series W/Raphael & Jelelle Awen

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By Jelelle Awen

An open throat chakra allows for your truth to be heard and your voice to be freed. For so long our truth has been suppressed, blocked, and vilified by fear. NOW is the time for your voice to be freed by love. For your gifts to be shared. For your soul’s song to be sung.

In this video, Raphael and I, Jelelle, are playing our 432 HZ tuned crystal sound bowls and especially the sound bowl that activates/clears/opens your throat chakra (G Note). The meditation that comes through us invites you to open your throat chakra and connect to whatever sounds, tones, words, and light language want to come through. To allow what needs to be spoken to be freed and to release the fear in that movement.

And we recode together, we affirm together: I and my truth are One. I am transparent and authentic. I am Divine Truth.

We tune into our Divine Self embodiment for both women and men, plus Divine Union codes for opening up vulnerable truth telling and transmit these codes also through light language and toning/singing together in healing harmonies.

This is the fifth video in the Divine Self Embodiment Chakra video series, where we offer a recoding/upgrade transmission for each 3D Body/Energy Field chakra to 5D frequencies of light body. This provides a templating for each chakra to upgrade, yet also activates on a cellular level the imprinting of the light body. And, supports the detox and clearing necessary for the 3D body/energy field as well in its experiences of inflammation, indigestion, injuries, and illness. The Divine self vessel of vital health is what is needed to hold the higher frequencies of light and love that are possible now and going forward in this Ascension process.

Hope you can join us to take in each of these transmissions in your own pace and timing as a support of calibration to this 8 Divine Union year of 2024!

Donations are always welcome as energy exchange and to support our offerings with payment links at https://www.soulfullheart.org/shop

We’d love to hear and feel your movements, reactions, and processes that come up in response to this series. You can watch the entire series in a playlist here, including the previous videos:    • Heart Chakra: Divine Self Embodiment …  

We also offer livestream/virtual sound healings and local sound healing circles in Portugal with more info about future events and 1:1 sessions at https://www.soulfullheart.org/


Hope you can join us to take in each of these transmissions in your own pace and timing as a support of calibration to this 8 Divine Union year of 2024!

Donations are always welcome as energy exchange and to support our offerings with payment links at https://www.soulfullheart.org/shop

We’d love to hear and feel your movements, reactions, and processes that come up in response to this series. You can watch the entire series in a playlist here, including the previous videos:     • Sound Healing  & Light Language Trans…  

We also offer livestream/virtual sound healings and local sound healing circles in Portugal with more info about future events and 1:1 sessions at https://www.soulfullheart.org/

Solar Plexus Chakra: Divine Self Embodiment Video Series W/Raphael & Jelelle Awen

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By Jelelle Awen

Solar Plexus (Power Center) Chakra Divine Self Embodiment Video: Our Solar Plexus Chakra located at our navel is the seat of our sense of personal power where healthy self confidence, empowerment, and action combined with soul guidance/Divine surrender can be accessed. Unhealed and undigested unworthiness, shame and fear from this life and other lifetimes, plus abuse/persecution wounds from False Light/False Gods in the soul field can block and suppress, clog up your Solar Plexus Chakra. This can lead to feeling sluggish, lacking energy, inability to set healthy boundaries (advocating for needs/desires) and inability to focus/be intentional.

In this video, Raphael and I are playing our 432 HZ tuned crystal sound bowls and especially the solar plexus chakra (E Note). The meditation that comes through us invites you to open your solar plexus chakra to feel the fire in your belly, to feel humble self worth, to feel confident in expressing yourself, to set boundaries if needed. To connect and bring healing love to the inner Punisher/Shame cycle and looping that is going on within. We tune into our Divine Self embodiment for both women and men, plus Divine Union codes for empowerment, surrender to Divine Will, personal sovereignty and transmit through light language and toning/singing together in healing harmonies.

And we recode together, we affirm together: I am graceful fire. I am sovereign. I am powerful. I am Divine Will. I am guided and in flow.

This is the third video in the Divine Self Embodiment Chakra video series, where we offer a recoding/upgrade transmission for each 3D Body/Energy Field chakra to 5D frequencies of light body. This provides a templating for each chakra to upgrade, yet also activates on a cellular level the imprinting of the light body. And, supports the detox and clearing necessary for the 3D body/energy field as well in its experiences of inflammation, indigestion, injuries, and illness. The Divine self vessel of vital health is what is needed to hold the higher frequencies of light and love that are possible now and going forward in this Ascension process.

Hope you can join us to take in each of these transmissions in your own pace and timing as a support of calibration to this 8 Divine Union year of 2024!

Donations are always welcome as energy exchange and to support our offerings with payment links at https://www.soulfullheart.org/shop

We’d love to hear and feel your movements, reactions, and processes that come up in response to this series. You can watch the entire series in a playlist here, including the previous videos:     • Sound Healing  & Light Language Trans…  

We also offer livestream/virtual sound healings and local sound healing circles in Portugal with more info about future events and 1:1 sessions at https://www.soulfullheart.org/

Sacral Chakra: Divine Self Embodiment Video Series W/Raphael & Jelelle Awen

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By Jelelle Awen

The sacral chakra is like an engine, powering our creativity, our aliveness, our sexuality, our emotions, our inspiration. So much energy moves through this chakra and the womb/hara space that holds it…enough energy to birth ideas, creations, and entire worlds. Our sacral chakras can become ‘full’ with other people’s energies, fears, projections, resistances, and 3D programs/conditionings…even their passions rather than our own can occupy this space which then block and suppress, flatlines, our life source vitality.

In this video, Raphael and I are playing our 432 HZ tuned crystal sound bowls and especially the sacral chakra (D Note). The meditation that comes through us invites you to open your sacral chakra through the womb area for women and the hara area for men/women to connect with the Divine Mother’s womb and Divine Father’s hara/power center.

An invitation to feel ALL of your desires, sensuality/sexuality, emotions, and creative alchemy being conceived, released, and received with Divine in surrender, trust, and flow. And, to feel your upgraded sacral chakra providing ongoing support and transmission.

We tune into our Divine Self embodiment and Divine Union codes for sexuality, creativity, desire and transmit through light language and toning/singing together in healing harmonies.

And we recode together, we affirm together: I am Divine desire. I am Divine sexuality. I am Divine creativity.

This is the second video in the Divine Self Embodiment Chakra video series, where we offer a recoding/upgrade transmission for each 3D Body/Energy Field chakra to 5D frequencies of light body. This provides a templating for each chakra to upgrade, yet also activates on a cellular level the imprinting of the light body. And, supports the detox and clearing necessary for the 3D body/energy field as well in its experiences of inflammation, indigestion, injuries, and illness. The Divine self vessel of vital health is what is needed to hold the higher frequencies of light and love that are possible now and going forward in this Ascension process.

A new video is released for free on our Facebook feeds and on our SoulFullHeart Experience You Tube channel every Monday for eight weeks through February, 2024:

Next Videos:

January 15 release date – Third Chakra – I am Divine Will

January 22 release date – Heart Chakra – I am Divine Love January 29 release date – Throat Chakra – I am Divine Truth

Feb 5 release date – Third Eye Chakra – I am Divine intuition

Feb 12 release date – Crown Chakra – I am Divine Connection

Feb 19 release date – All Chakras – I am A Divine Self Embodied

Hope you can join us to take in each of these transmissions in your own pace and timing as a support of calibration to this 8 Divine Union year of 2024!

Donations are always welcome as energy exchange and to support our offerings with payment links at https://www.soulfullheart.org/shop

We’d love to hear and feel your movements, reactions, and processes that come up in response to this series. You can watch the entire series in a playlist here, including the first Root Chakra video: https://www.youtube.com/playlist…

We also offer livestream sound healings and local sound healings in Portugal with more info about future events and 1:1 sessions at https://www.soulfullheart.org/

Root Chakra: Divine Self Embodiment Video Series W/Raphael & Jelelle Awen

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Our Root Chakra at the base of our spine offers a deep connected feeling to Gaia, a sense of being grounded and totally secure. Parts of you can feel chaotic, tense, insecure, and anxious when your root chakra is blocked. The anxiety stems from a lack of trust that life is secure and all your basic survival needs will be answered, usually coming from an experience of not being cared for and connected to in childhood. This can also be existential, where your spirit and soul energy are struggling to fully come into and trust expressing through your body, resisting incarnation in some way.

In this video, we are playing our 432 HZ tuned crystal sound bowls and especially the root chakra bowl that activates/clears/opens your Root chakra (C Note). The meditation that comes through invites you to chord into the center of Gaia and feel ALL of your basic, survival needs being met by and with the Divine in surrender, trust, and flow And, to feel your upgraded root chakra providing ongoing support and transmission.

Raphael and Jelelle also tune into their primordial aspects that are deeply connected to Inner Earth and galactic seeding of Earth/Founders as well…who we call OmMa and OmPa. We transmit that energy through light language and toning.

And we recode together, we affirm together: I am Divine surrender. I am Divine trust.

This is the first video in the Divine Self Embodiment Chakra video series, where we offer a recoding/upgrade transmission for each 3D Body/Energy Field chakra to 5D frequencies of light body. This provides a templating for each chakra to upgrade, yet also activates on a cellular level the imprinting of the light body. And, supports the detox and clearing necessary for the 3D body/energy field as well in its experiences of inflammation, indigestion, injuries, and illness.

The Divine self vessel of vital health is what is needed to hold the higher frequencies of light and love that are possible now and going forward in this Ascension process.

A new video will be released for free on our Facebook feeds and on our SoulFullHeart Experience You Tube channel every Monday for eight weeks through February, 2024:

Next Videos: January 8 release date – Second Chakra – I am Divine Desire
January 15 release date – Third Chakra – I am Divine Will
January 22 release date – Heart Chakra – I am Divine Love
January 29 release date – Throat Chakra – I am Divine Truth
Feb 5 release date – Third Eye Chakra – I am Divine intuition
Feb 12 release date – Crown Chakra – I am Divine Connection
Feb 19 release date – All Chakras – I am A Divine Self Embodied

Hope you can join us to take in each of these transmissions in your own pace and timing as a support of calibration to this 8 Divine Union year of 2024!

Note: There is a slight buzzing noise that we will work to correct in the next video, hopefully it isn’t too distracting!

Donations are always welcome as energy exchange and to support our offerings with payment links at https://www.soulfullheart.org/shop

We’d love to hear and feel your movements, reactions, and processes that come up in response to this series.
You can watch the entire series in a playlist here:    • 12/12 Portal Sound Healing Transmissi…  

We also offer livestream sound healings and local sound healings in Portugal with more info about future events and 1:1 sessions at https://www.soulfullheart.org/